IV

1744-1746

How we met old friends and an older enemy in Rome with whom I was

forced to subscribe to a Truce, having passed my word to the Duke of

York; how it came that I resigned from the Company of St. James.

Through General MacDonnell's kindness I was allowed to spend a few

days in Rome as being on his staff, and at my first freedom took my

way to the street of the Quattro Fontane and my old College.

What a welcome I received! Good Father Urbani held me in his arms as

if I bad been his own son, and would not hear of my sleeping outside

the College, although 'twas a downright breach of their rules; and

the old porter, of whom I once stood in such awe, waited up for me,

no matter what the hour for returning might be, and nodded and winked

knowingly, as if he too had once been young. Not that I would

insinuate there was anything of levity in my conduct, for I have

always had a too just regard for my position as a gentleman and an

officer to indulge in anything unbecoming, more especially where I

was so carefully observed.

Angus I found the same as ever, quiet and contented with his lot, as

seemed most of the others, though I could see my appearance caused

something of a ruffle among them. I seemed to have grown so many

years older, and was surprised to find how small and almost mean many

of the old surroundings looked; even the Fathers did not appear as

formidable as before. All, that is, save dear old Father Urbani, of

whom I never stood in awe, and who had only grown older and more

frail; to him I told all that was in my heart, not even hiding my

first fright from him, which I would not have then confessed to any

other living man.

On the second day of our stay, the General and I took our way by the

Corso and through to the Piazza Santi Apostoli to pay our respects to

His Majesty King James. As we ascended the staircase I thought of

the two poor awe-struck collegioners who in soutane and soprano had

climbed the same stairs two years before, and the amazement that had

filled their hearts when they saw and talked with Royalty for the

first time. Now I was a man, though but sixteen, for I had carried a

sword honourably in company with some of the bravest men in Italy,

and had been personally presented to King Carlo as worthy of his

gracious notice.

The General was in full dress, with his Spanish and Neapolitan

orders, and I wore the full uniform of a Lieutenant of our brigade,

which was genteel enough even for a presentation.

In the anteroom the General was welcomed on all hands, and I met many

I knew, including Mr. Secretary Murray, Mr. Sheridan, and the Abbé

Ramsay, and was much made of, though without flattery, save by those

at whose hands I could fittingly receive it. What was my disgust,

though, to see the white face of Creach again in the crowd; he,

however, did not come near me, and, out of consideration for the

General, I refrained from speaking of him, as it might lead to

mention of my former meeting when with his son, the Colonel. I may

say here that I never knew the result of the meeting between Creach

and the Colonel, as the latter never saw fit to refer to it and I

could not well question him.

The sight of the man was so distasteful that it fairly took away all

the pleasure of my presentation, and even the gracious presence and

words of His Majesty, and of the Duke of York, who accompanied him,

did not altogether dissipate my uneasiness. In words as fitting as I

could choose, I thanked His Majesty for his generous and unexpected

succour, whereupon a smile passed over his grave, dark face, and he

said, "But hold! are you not my little Highlander of the Santi

Apostoli?"

"I am, please your Majesty," I answered, reddening at my childish

adventure.

Then the King smiled again, and, much to my discomfiture, told the

story which all seemed to find mighty amusing, save myself, who could

see nothing therein but a very natural and exact distinction. In

telling a story, however, a king has this advantage over others, in

that all must laugh whether they find it to their liking or not.

I had hoped we would have seen the Prince of Wales as well, for in my

heart he was the member of the Royal Family I most longed to see

again, but we were informed he was engaged in a tour of Northern

Italy.

When the King and the Duke withdrew, they signified to General

MacDonnell that he was to follow, and when we bowed them out, and the

doors closed upon them, conversation at once became general.

I withdrew to a window, for I was in no frame of mind for talk, when,

to my astonishment, I saw Creach advance towards me, holding out his

hand with an assured air. I drew myself up at once and looked him

over slowly, seeing everything but the outstretched hand.

"This is a place for friendship and not for boyish quarrels, Mr.

McDonell," he began. "I wish to congratulate you on your promotion.

"No place, Mr. Creach, can be for friendship between us, and as for

congratulations, they are not only out of place but insulting from

you," I said, quietly, and in a low voice, so no one might overhear.

"In the first place, my name is not Creach," he said, trying hard to

keep his temper, "and in the second, you may find it not only foolish

but even dangerous to try any of your airs with me. Remember, you

can't always have a man at your back to fight your battles for you."

[Illustration: "I SAW CREACH ADVANCE TOWARDS ME"]

"You clay-faced hound!" I said, "don't dare to take the name of the

dead into your mouth, or I will strike you where you stand. What

your object is in thus seeking me I do not know nor care, but as sure

as the sun is above if you dare speak to me again I will forget the

roof we stand under and treat you like the dog you are."

His face turned greyer than ever, and he stood hesitating a moment,

but presently bowed ceremoniously, and moved off before my anger got

the better of me.

I stood staring out of the window trying to recover myself, when who

should come up but Father O'Rourke. "Well, well, my little

Highlander, who has been ruffling your feathers?" said he.

"Look there! Father O'Rourke," I said, paying no attention to his

nonsense; "do you see that man?"

"I'm not hard of hearing yet, my son, thank God! and you needn't make

a sign-post of yourself. Do you mean the claret-coloured coat and

the bag-wig?"

"Yes," I said, more quietly. "That is Creach!"

"The devil it is!" he said, and then he became confused, and glanced

at me to see if I had observed his slip; but I have always held that

an honest statement of opinion may excuse the expression. He was

silent for a moment, looking hard at the man, and then went on in his

old lively manner. "Well, Giovannini, we are not responsible for the

company; they cannot be all lieutenants and priests. Let us wander

about and get a mouthful of air." So, taking my arm, he led me off,

nor would he speak on the subject until we were alone on the terrace.

There he changed his tone, and said, shortly:

"Are you sure of the man?"

"As sure as if I had seen his ears."

"Faith! they were big enough to swear by," and to my impatience he

began to laugh at the thought. "Do you remember how they stuck out?

The handles of a jug would be flat beside them," and he laughed

again. "Now I suppose you promptly insulted him?"

"Indeed I did not. I only told him he was a dog, and if he spoke to

me again I would not answer for myself."

"Humph! I have frequently noticed a Highlander's conception of an

insult is materially altered by the fact whether it proceeds from

himself or from another; but I don't suppose you ever got as far in

metaphysics as this. Now comes the question, what you intend to do?

Remember the gentleman seems fairly well established here. Will you

fight with him?"

"Fight with him? A thief? Indeed I will not! I will simply keep my

word."

"You're a rare hand at that, and I'm not saying 'tis a bad habit.

But here comes the General. To-morrow I'll be at the College about

eleven," and so we parted.

The General was in great spirits. "Hark you, McDonell, something

touching 'the North' is on foot. I'll not say more now, and this is

in strict confidence, but you'll know what it means some day when I

signify to you that you may apply for leave of absence. To-morrow,

at four, you will attend again at the Palace; the Duke desires to see

you. You will enter by the door you know of, and the word is

'Velletri'--but you know nothing," he added, with emphasis.

The next morning Father O'Rourke came as promised, and was introduced

by me to the Rector with some little pride. Indeed, he was no mean

figure of a man, this Chaplain of ours, with his broad shoulders and

great head, that looked fitter for a soldier's tricorne than a

priest's calotte.

After the usual compliments we fell to talking, Father O'Rourke as

much at home as if he had known the Rector all his life, and it was

easy to see the old man warmed to him as he told him of his work as

chaplain in a marching regiment, though making light of it, as was

his manner.

"Ah, Father," said the Rector, smiling, "I am afraid it is somewhat

to you that the College owes the loss of this scholar; he would have

been a credit to the schools some day."

"I doubt it, Most Reverend," answered Father O'Rourke, dryly, "as he

is lacking in one of the senses."

"In what, pray?" asked the Rector, a little stirred. "I have never

observed any lack; Sight, Sound, Taste, Touch, and Speech, he has

them all."

"Your pardon, you have omitted Humour," returned Father O'Rourke,

quietly; "and he has no more of that than a crocodile has of

mathematics. A deplorable lack in a scholar, and useful any

where--though for the banging of guns and the cracking of skulls

there's less required than in almost any other profession"; and at

this he burst into one of his foolish roars of laughter, much to my

dislike, for I wished him to make a good figure before my protector.

But, to my surprise, the Rector did not seem half as much put out as

myself, and said, smiling:

"Well, well; this killing is a serious business in any case."

"But not so serious it could not be tempered by a little

cheerfulness. 'Suaviter in modo' goes a long way towards making your

enemy's end comfortable," ranted on Father O'Rourke, with much more

that I have not the patience to put down. Indeed, I hold him wrong

throughout, as I have quite as keen a sense of humour as is fitting

for any gentleman in my position.

But to go on. When we were alone he listened quietly enough to my

remonstrances to his late conduct, merely saying he understood that

the Rector had not been born north of the Tweed, which was no answer

whatever.

He then recurred to our matter of the day before, saying:

"I have been making some inquiries about this man Creach."

"Yes, and what do you find?"

"I find, Mr. McDonell, that if you are going to have the run of the

Santi Apostoli you must number him amongst the Elect, for His

Saintship is in high favour. He not only is there day in day out,

but is a bosom friend of the Prince of Wales to boot."

"That I cannot credit," I returned. "His Highness could not be so

mistaken."

"Faith, I'm not so sure of that," he returned, bitterly; "he has some

sorry cattle about him, and, to say the least, he is easily pleased

in the way of company."

"Father O'Rourke, it is not for the likes of you or me to discuss the

doings of princes, and I'll thank you to say no more on the subject."

"Very well, Your Highness. I merely thought a word in season might

save you from a like error, and that, coming from a descendant of

kings, like myself, it would not give offence. But to leave that

aside, you'll have to humble your stomach and swallow this Captain,

claret-coat, chalk face, big ears, and all, or I will prophesy that

you'll cut but a small figure with your betters."

This was as unpleasant a piece of news as I could well receive, and

though I could not quarrel with it, I at least could resent the

manner of its conveyance, so I turned upon my informant at once:

"Perhaps this is an example of your 'suaviter in modo,' Father

O'Rourke; if so, I'll be obliged if you'll put things in plain,

sensible English, as between gentlemen."

"Oh, very well, Mr. John McDonell of Scottos--do you think it sounds

better to say that his Royal Highness has not ordinary common taste

in choosing his companions, and if you follow him, you must be

hail-fellow-well-met with a blackguard like Creach, who happens just

now to be in his favour?"

"'Pon my soul, Father O'Rourke, you are the most provoking man I ever

met! If you wore a sword, I'd make you answer for this!" I roared,

beside myself with anger.

"Oh, I can waggle a sword, if need be," he answered, very cool, "but

I was thankful it wasn't a sword but a calabash of good chianti I had

strapped on me the night I fell in with you after Velletri. There,

there, Giovannini; 'tis nothing to make such a pother about, only you

and I are too old friends to quarrel over such gentry as Mr. Creach."

"But it wasn't Mr. Creach, Father. I never would have lost my temper

over him; I thought you were poking fun at me."

"Ah, Mr. Lieutenant, in humour, like in file-firing, a sense of

direction is a great thing."

And so we made it all up again, and with Angus we had the chanti and

fruit which the Rector had thoughtfully provided in my chamber.

At four o'clock I took my way to the secret entrance of the Santi

Apostoli, found the familiar passage and a lackey awaiting me in the

garden to conduct me to the Duke.

He was then about nineteen, though I did not think he appeared much

my elder save in his manner, which was that of a Prince, though most

lively and engaging. He soon opened the reason of the visit.

"Mr. McDonell," he said, "I am sure you are faithful and can be

trusted."

"Your Royal Highness," I answered, "my people have been true to you

and yours for generations, and it would ill become me to have any

principles other than those we have always held. You can count on me

to the very end."

"I was sure of it," he answered, smiling, holding out both his hands,

which I grasped with emotion. "Now to business," and he civilly

invited me to be seated in an embrasure of a window.

"My brother, the Prince of Wales, is travelling, it is true, but not

in Italy; he left here secretly in January last, and since then has

been in France, and at any day an expedition may be formed for

Scotland, for we have the surest hope of the hearty co-operation of

the French Court.

"Now I and His Majesty must have messengers at hand on whom we can

absolutely rely; and my request to you is that you will not volunteer

for service when the news comes, but will remain with your company

here in Italy; we have positive assurances you will be permitted to

leave at any moment we may signify. I know that I am asking you a

hard service, but it is an important one, for there are but few men

whom we can trust for such a mission.

"It is impossible to say when you may be needed, but your reward will

be such when the time comes that others will envy your choice, and I

and the King, my father, will ever remember the man who was ready to

sacrifice the empty glory of the parade of war for the trust laid on

him.

"You must keep yourself free of all entanglements, for your absolute

freedom to move at once will be of the utmost importance to the

Prince and to your country. Surely I may count on you for this?"

And I swore faithfulness from the bottom of my heart.

Then changing his tone, he began more lightly: "There is another

small favour, a personal one, I would ask of you yet. There is a

gentleman here in our court named Mr. Graeme--"

"Mr. Creach, Your Highness," I could not help interrupting.

"Mr. Graeme, I said," he returned, with something of hauteur. "You

will be required to meet him, possibly to have business with him, and

I desire as a personal favour to me," and he laid much stress on the

words, "that you will lay aside all previous difficulties or

misunderstandings between you until your engagement with me is at an

end. Surely I am not asking too much in urging a favour at this

beginning of your service," and I was so overcome with the

graciousness of his manner that I promised, although sore against my

will.

We then had a private audience with the King, who was pleased to

recall the services of my grandfather, old Æneas of Scottos, and his

brothers Glengarry, Lochgarry, and Barisdale, whom he knew personally

in 1715, and flattered me by saying he congratulated the Duke of York

on having a messenger of such approved fidelity; "for, Mr. McDonell,

your General tells me he would trust you with his own honour."

"His Excellency has been like a father to me, Sire," I answered; and

shortly afterwards our interview closed, the Duke paying me the

honour of accompanying me to the door and insisted on shaking hands,

nor would he admit of any ceremony at leave-taking.

The next morning some one knocked at my door, and, on opening it,

there, to my surprise and disgust, I saw Creach, dressed in the most

foppish manner. However, I dissembled my feelings, and to his

greeting said, with civility:

"I wish you good-morning, Mr. Creach."

"By God! sir, if you repeat that name to me, I will run you through!"

and he laid his hand to his sword.

I glanced quickly to see my own was within easy reach on the table,

and then, "Mr. Creach," I said, "I promised His Royal Highness the

Duke that I would not quarrel with you, and nothing will make me

break my word, so don't go on pretending to find insults in my

conversation, Mr. Creach, or it will become one-sided. I am a man of

very few ideas, and one of them is that 'Mr. Creach'--no, 'Captain

Creach'--was the name by which you were introduced to me, and so

Creach you must remain till the end of the chapter, Mr. Creach."

But he had recovered himself with great address, and said, with an

air of much openness:

"Mr. McDonell, what is the sense of keeping up this farce of

quarrelling? We must meet, therefore let us do it with decency, as

befits the cause to which our honour is pledged."

"Mr. Creach, if I were not a man moderate in all things, and were not

my word pledged to the Duke, nothing in the world would prevent me

throwing you down these stairs, and I could have no greater pleasure

than to see you break your neck at the bottom; but since I am forced

to treat you as a gentleman, kindly deliver yourself of your business

and leave me to mine."

"I am doubly fortunate then, Mr. McDonell, first to the Duke and

second to your high sense of honour. But I will not bandy

compliments. His Highness bade me deliver this letter and his

regrets that he will not see you again, as he hears General

MacDonnell leaves for the army at Spoletto to-day."

"My humble duty to His Highness, sir," and I bowed to him mighty

stiff, and he withdrew, leaving me very thankful that I had not been

betrayed into any heat nor broken my word to the Duke.

On hurrying to the General's quarters I found the news was true, and

that he had already sent for me; so, after short farewells, we rode

through the Porta del Popolo and took the highway towards Spoletto.

I will not follow our campaign through the winter, except to say we

were fairly successful and saw some brilliant service, particularly

at La Bochetta and during the investment of Tortona.

During this winter I lost my best of friends, General MacDonnell, who

died of a fever occasioned by the fatigue of our forced marching on

Genoa; and a few days afterwards he was followed by his brother, the

Major-General, of a fever also, resulting from the breaking out of an

old wound he had received in the shoulder some fifteen years before.

All this time I had been anxiously expecting orders from the Duke,

but the only word which came was a letter containing the

disheartening tidings of the failure of the expedition under Marshal

Saxe, and then we were all startled at the news of the Prince's

embarkation in the _Doutelle_ and the _Elizabeth_.

[Illustration: "'GENTLEMEN! GLASSES ALL!'"]

"It is simple madness," said Father O'Rourke, when the tidings were

announced in the General's tent at dinner--indeed, one of the last

occasions when he had us all at his table, as he loved.

"'Tis the kind of madness that heroes are made of," said the General,

heartily. "Here, gentlemen! glasses all! Here's to Royal Charles,

and may he never stop till he sleeps in St. James'!" and, warmed by

his enthusiasm, he broke into the old Irish Jacobite song:

"'He's all my heart's treasure, my joy and my pleasure,

So justly, my love, my heart follows thee;

And I am resolved, in foul or fair weather,

To seek out my Blackbird, wherever he be.'"

Such was the enthusiasm that we were all ready to volunteer, but as

the General said, dryly enough, "What is to become of the Austrians

if you all leave? You might as well desert to the enemy at once and

have done with it."

While we awaited with impatience an answer to our application, word

came to me from the Duke that I was on no account to apply for leave

until such time as he sent me certain word himself. It was a bitter

disappointment, but I was not alone, as the military authorities saw

fit to refuse all applications until the matter was further advanced.

At last, in the month of January, letters came saying the Duke was

about starting, that leave was granted me as well as certain others,

with instructions to report to Mr. Sempil, the King's Agent at Paris,

who would direct us further.

Conceiving my future duties called for freedom from immediate

service, I sent in my formal resignation, and received from our

Colonel, Ranald MacDonnell, a certificate testifying in flattering

terms to the services I had performed, to my honour as a gentleman

and my conduct as an officer while under his command in the Company

of St. James:

"Nous, Colonel du Régiment d'Infanterie d'Irlande de St. Jacques,

certifions que le Sieur Jean McDonell de Glengarry,

sous-lieutenant au dit Régiment, s'est toujours comporté pendant

tout le temps qu'il y a servi en Gentilhomme d'honneur, brave

officier, et avec une conduite irréprochable à tout égard; en foy

de quoy nous lui avons donné le présent. Fait à Plaisance le

douzième janvier, mil sept cent quarante six.

"MACDONNELL."

To my surprise I found the name of Father O'Rourke amongst those

allowed to volunteer, and when we were alone I said, rallying him:

"I was not aware you were so strong a Jacobite, Father."

"Well, to tell the truth I am not, except in the way of sentiment;

but sentiment, my dear Giovannini, as you are aware, will induce a

sensible man to do more foolish things than any other power in the

world. Still, I regard myself as in the path of duty, for I conceive

there may be some Jacobites who will be none the worse for a little

extra morality dispensed by even my unworthy hands."

I did not question him further, as I dreaded one of his usual

rodomontades.

We left at once with the good wishes of all, took barge at Genoa as

far as Antibes, and thence by post to Lyons, where we put up at the

Hôtel du Parc.

Here we met a number of French officers, who brought news of the

Battle of Falkirk, wherein Prince Charles had beaten the English

cavalry and infantry off the field; and though, at the same time, we

knew he had retreated from England, it did not serve to dash bur

spirits, and we supped merrily together, drinking toast after toast

to the success of the Cause.

All the old songs were sung lustily, and the French officers were

much amused at our enthusiasm; but it was Father O'Rourke who carried

off the honours of the evening by singing the following, to an air

that was new to me:

Oh the water, the water,

The dun and eerie water,

Which long has parted loving hearts that wearied for their home!

O'er the water, the water,

The dark, dividing water,

Our Bonnie Prince has come at last, at last--to claim his Own.

He has come to hearts that waited,

He has come to hearts that welcome,

He has come though friends have wavered, with the foe

upon his track.

But what loyal heart will falter

When our Bonnie Prince is standing

With his banner blue above his head and his claymore

at his back?

Then gather ye, Appin, Clanranald, Glengarry!

Cross has gone round! Will a single man tarry

When we march with our Prince against Geordie's Dutch carles?

We are out for the King!

We will conquer or swing!

But the bonnie brown broadswords will klink and will kling

From the Tweed to the Thames for our Bonnie Prince Charles!

Oh! the waiting, the waiting,

The cruel night of waiting,

When we brake the bread of sorrow and drank our bitter tears,

It has broken at his coming

Like the mist on Corryvechan,

In the sunlight of his presence we have lost our midnight fears.

When the Prince unfurled his standard

In the green vale of Glenfinnan,

Beneath a sky as bright and blue, blown clear of storm and wrack,

The Loyal chiefs came thronging

To where their Prince was standing

With his banner blue above his head and his claymore at his back.

Then gather ye, Appin, Clanranald, Glengarry!

The Cross has gone round! Will a single man tarry

When we march with our Prince against Geordie's Dutch carles?

We are out for the King!

We will conquer or swing!

But the bonnie brown broadswords will klink and will kling

From the Tweed to the Thames for our Bonnie Prince Charles!

Oh! the heather, the heather,

Our modest hill-side heather,

Hath donned her royal robe again to welcome back her Own.

The roses bloom once more in hearts

That hope deferred was wasting

That will march with Bonnie Charlie, to halt only at his Throne!

We have suffered, we have sorrowed,

But our joy has come with morning,

And all is shining gloriously that late was drear and black.

Then up and out, ye gallant hearts,

To where your Prince is standing,

With his banner blue above his head and his claymore at his back!

Then gather ye, Appin, Clanranald, Glengarry!

The Cross has gone round! Will a single man tarry

When we march with our Prince against Geordie's Dutch carles?

We are out for the King!

We will conquer or swing!

But the bonnie brown broadswords will klink and will kling

From the Tweed to the Thames for our Bonnie Prince Charles!

When he ended we cheered and cheered, breaking our glasses, half

crying, half laughing, until we made the room ring again; and the

people in the square listening to us began to cheer in sympathy, and,

unable to control myself, I jumped up, and, catching the big form of

the priest to my bosom, fairly hugged him in my arms, "Oh, Father

O'Rourke! How could you ever do it and you not a Highlander at all?"

I cried, in my wonder.

"Faith, I could do the same for a Hottentot if I could only manage

his irregular verbs," he shouted, struggling out of my embrace. "And

now, gentlemen! If you don't stop this hullabaloo, you'll be

arrested for disturbing the peace of this good town of Lyons, and if

you don't stop cracking those bottles your heads will be as easy

cracking for the English when it comes to hard knocks!" And off he

went with a storm of cheers after him.

V

1746

How Father O'Rourke and I met with the Duke of York, who charged me

with a secret mission towards Prince Charles; of our voyage to

Scotland, and the dismal tidings that there met us.

The next morning Father O'Rourke's words came true, for there were

many aching heads amongst us, of which my own was one, and the

jolting of the Paris diligence did not in any way improve their

condition nor their owners' tempers. It is surprising how mightily

the hot enthusiasms of overnight will cool down by daylight--and here

was an example. Last night there was not one of us but would have

embarked to the Prince's support without a second thought of the

chances, and not one would have admitted that the chances, if any,

were aught but rose-coloured; but with the morning everything took on

a different complexion, and the whole of our way to Paris was filled

with nothing but the most dismal forebodings.

I addressed myself to Mr. Sempil, and found that the Duke would

expect me in about a week at Boulogne; and in the mean time I did

what I could to raise the spirits and determination of my companions.

At length we had a general consultation, and, much to my disgust,

they one and all began to plan, not for our joining the Prince, but

for offering the most excellent reasons why they should then and

there return: "the Prince had retreated from England; the passage was

dangerous on account of the English fleet; the French could not be

relied upon for any material aid; and, lastly, Spring was

approaching, and they would lose their chances of promotion in the

ensuing campaign," and so on.

"In short, gentlemen," I said, out of patience at last, "you all came

here prepared to sing the same song, and you do it to perfection.

Your arguments do more credit to your heads than to your hearts. If

the Prince were safe in London you would be the first to flock after

him; but now, when he most needs your assistance, you are like a pack

of old women inventing terrors to excuse your cowardice."

There were some of them who pretended to take exception to my words;

but as I assured them I would be only too pleased to make any or all

of them good, and the sooner the better, they did not go beyond their

protest.

But if they found my words unpalatable, Father O'Rourke gave them

something more difficult to digest.

"I object to the gentleman's manner of putting it myself," he began;

"he is altogether too mealy-mouthed, which comes no doubt from his

diet in boyhood. If he were only a blathering Irishman like the rest

of you, he would be shouting Jacobite songs, and guzzling Jacobite

toasts, and whispering Jacobite treasons, and never venture an inch

of his precious carcass, until the moon turned into a Jacobite cheese

and was ready to drop into his mouth. I'm ashamed of you all! Go

back to your macaroni and polenta, and brag about Cremona and other

battles _you_ never fought, and see if you cannot breed some mongrel

mixture that will make you ashamed of the way you have behaved this

day. There! that's what I say to you; and if any of you don't like

it, get down on your marrow-bones and thank Heaven that the rules of

his Church prevent Father O'Rourke, late Chaplain of the Company of

St. James, wearing a sword, or, by the Powers! you would go back like

so many pinked bladders!"

And to my surprise, these men, who were wont to smell an insult afar

off, and whose courage in the field was unquestioned, received this

intolerable tirade as quietly as school-boys after a whipping--and so

the matter rested, and they went their way and we ours.

I wrote to Mr. Constable, then Secretary to the Duke of York, of the

resolution of my comrades, and, by return of post, I received orders

from His Royal Highness to repair to Boulogne, which I immediately

complied with, accompanied by Father O'Rourke.

On reaching Boulogne, we enquired our way to Mr. Constable's

lodgings, and upon knocking at his chamber-door it was opened by the

Duke himself.

"Welcome, Mr. McDonell, welcome; and you, too, Father O'Rourke. You

see we are so few we have dispensed with ceremony here in Boulogne."

he said, giving a hand to each of us.

"We ourselves dispensed with it, and most of our following as well,

in Paris, your Highness," said Father O'Rourke, laughing, "though I

don't know that we'd have been any more had we used all the ceremony

of the Court of Spain;" and then, without waiting to be introduced to

the other gentlemen present, he began the story of his farewell

speech to the volunteers from Italy, and set them all a-laughing

heartily with his impudence.

I was somewhat taken aback, but thought it best to offer no

remonstrance; indeed, I could not imagine any company which would

have put Father O'Rourke out of countenance. I felt ill at ease, not

having shifted myself, as I had not expected to see any one save Mr.

Constable; but Father O'Rourke talked and moved among them all in his

rusty cassock without an apology for his condition. However, I soon

forgot such trifles in my interest in the company gathered. Besides

His Highness, there were the Duke of Fitz-James, son of the great

Duke of Berwick, and many noblemen of distinction and general

officers, among whom I was introduced to the Count Lally-Tollendal,

whose unjust execution at the hands of his enemies some years later

aroused the sympathies of all Europe.

The plans of the Prince and hopes of aid from King Louis were

discussed with the utmost freedom and with much hope, for it was

confidently expected an expedition for Scotland would be equipped

immediately, which the Duke was to command, as it was on this promise

he had come from Italy.

But one week went by, and then another, and yet we had no

satisfaction from the Court, not even excuses, and I could not but

observe that, though others still had implicit faith in some action

by King Louis, the Duke began to lose heart.

"Ah, the poor young man," said Father O'Rourke, "my heart is sore for

him. He has more sense than the rest of them, and faith, I think,

has more heart, too, and so takes it harder. Do you know,

Giovannini, 'tis a great misfortune to be born in the ranks of

princes; they're the only class of men I know of that are

untrustworthy as a whole. King David knew the breed well, and did

not he write 'Put not your trust in princes' (Nollite confidere in

principibus)? and here is the Duke eating his heart out because he is

learning the bitter text King David preached thousands of years ago."

We were seated in a lonely place outside the town, overlooking the

sea, and watched the lights below us gently rising and falling on the

fishing-vessels and other craft at anchor, and marked among them the

bright lanthorns of a man-of-war which topped all the others.

Presently we heard footsteps, and the Duke came up alone; it was not

so dark but he could recognize us, which he did very quietly, and,

advancing, seated himself between us, saying, "Do not move,

gentlemen, and forget I am the Duke for an hour. My heart is sick of

empty forms which mean nothing," and he sate in silence for a long

time with his elbows on his knees and his chin in his hands gazing

out over the sea.

At length he said, slowly, as if to himself, "I would give ten years

of my life to be on board that frigate with the men I would choose

and a fair wind for Scotland. To think of my poor brother longing

and wondering why some support does not come, and I idle here with

empty hands," and something like a sob ended his words.

Then Father O'Rourke spake in a voice as gentle as if he comforted a

woman. "Your Highness, when we were children, the story we loved

best to hear was the one our mother never told us--about 'The Little

Red Hen.' Who 'The Little Red Hen' was, or where she came from, or

what she did, we never could learn. She was just 'The Little Red

Hen,' and had no story at all. But her story which no one ever heard

was better than that of 'Brian Boru,' or 'Malachi of the Collar of

Gold,' or 'Rookey the Water Witch,' any of whom would come out

without much coaxing and parade up and down until we knew them

through and through, while the very name of 'The Little Red Hen'

would quiet the biggest trouble that ever broke our hearts. My own

belief is that she stayed at home and kept the breath of life in the

family by laying her eggs and scratching up food for the chickens;

but wherever she was, there was no cackling to lead us to her. She

was just doing her work, helping the tired hearts and healing the

sore ones, and all these years no one ever set eyes on her, more than

on the dew that falls at night on the thirsty land."

And that was all; no beginning, no end, and I wondered what he was

at, with his silly stories of Red Hens, fit only for a lot of

bare-legged children; but the Duke must have seen something else, for

after a little he broke into a more lively humour and said, half

laughing, "Upon my word, Father O'Rourke, you Irish are a wonderful

people!"

"We are all that, your Highness," he returned, with great

complacence. "We are a terrible convenient people to have about when

everything is going right, and, for the matter of that, when

everything is going wrong as well, if we only have some one with a

strong hand to lead us; but make us all equal and we are no more use

than a lot of chickens with their heads cut off."

[Illustration: "THEN FATHER O'ROURKE SPAKE"]

"Father O'Rourke," said the Duke, suddenly, "sing me that song I

heard of your singing at Lyons."

"I will with all my heart, your Highness," and, making his big voice

as soft as a girl's, he began without any further words:

"Oh the water, the water."

When he had finished, the Duke sate silent a little, then he rose and

said, "Gentlemen, I thank you for the first hour of quiet I have had

for weeks. Come, let us go back." And at the door of his lodgings

he bade us good-night, saying to Father O'Rourke, "Don't be surprised

if I should come to you some day to hear the rest of the story of

'The Little Red Hen.'"

The forebodings of the Duke came true; no expedition was forthcoming,

and he was obliged to send in single vessels such aid as could be

procured. One left Dunkirk in the beginning of April with three

hundred men and many officers, but I was still bidden to remain.

Shortly afterwards the Duke commanded me to repair to Dunkirk and

there await him. He there sent me the grateful assurance that I was

to start almost at once charged with considerable monies, which he

was about raising, and also letters for the Prince, and at the same

time confided to me that he had almost transmitted a large sum by the

hands of Creach, or "Mr. Graeme," as he styled him--news I was sadly

disappointed to hear, for I could not bring myself to trust the man

in any particular.

In a few days the Duke arrived, and the next day was invited to

dinner by my Lord Clare, then in command of the French troops in and

about the place. As Father O'Rourke and I were considered to be in

the Duke's retinue, we were also asked. Lord Clare, observing my

uniform, enquired of the Duke who I was, and was informed I was a

Highland gentleman named McDonell, a Lieutenant in the Spanish Army

in Italy. After some further conversation with the Duke, he

addressed himself to me, saying, without any introduction:

"Mr. McDonell, I have a company now vacant in my regiment, and if you

will accept, it is this moment at your service."

I rose, and, commanding myself as well as possible under this

surprise, said: "Your Excellency has my most humble thanks for your

handsome offer, but I only left my late service, wherein I had gained

some recognition, in order to devote myself to my protectors and

benefactors, the Royal Family, to whom I am bound by the strongest

ties of gratitude."

The Duke looked at me with a real pleasure in his eyes, and I was

proud that I could afford him even a passing gratification.

Presently the Duke requested his Lordship to grant him a favour.

"I am sure your Highness will not ask anything beyond my poor

powers," he answered.

"There are no political complications in this," laughed the Duke. "I

would only ask that my friend, Father O'Rourke, be requested to sing

for us a song which has been running through my head since I first

heard it from him the other night."

Whereupon Lord Clare requested him to sing, and straightway he began,

for the fiftieth time that I had heard him, at the same old song.

And herein lies the poverty of these rhymers, for if by any chance

they hit something that tickles the ear, they must be harping on it

until the patience of their intimates is wearied beyond words. But I

could afford to let him win his reward, for I considered I had cut no

inconsiderable figure before the company myself.

Two or three days later we left Dunkirk for St. Omer, where I at last

received my orders. I was to return secretly to Dunkirk and there

take passage in a swift sailing cutter, lately captured from the

English, and carry a sum of three thousand guineas, together with

important despatches and letters for the Prince.

The Duke was very down the last night we spent together, and once or

twice repeated:

"Oh the waiting, the waiting,

The cruel night of waiting,

When we brake the bread of sorrow and drank our bitter tears."

"Mr. McDonell," he said, "it is impossible to tell how things may

turn, but should they prove against us, give me your word not to

desert the Prince."

"Your Royal Highness," I answered, "I swear by my mother's soul I

will not leave Scotland while he is in any danger, and neither threat

nor peril will tempt me to be unfaithful to him in word or thought."

"It is enough," he said; "I can trust you without the oath."

The next morning we parted from him, embracing him like any private

gentleman, as he wished to keep his incognito absolute; so he took

his way into Flanders, and we to Dunkirk, there to join some

twenty-five officers, all volunteers for Prince Charles. We found

our vessel ready for sea, and before sunset were safely on board,

meeting old friends and making new ones.

It was night by the time we ran out of the harbour, and many an

anxious hour we had of it, for it was no easy matter to make the run

from France to Scotland in the year '46, when every sail was looked

upon with suspicion.

I need make no apologies for our anxiety when we were signalled to

lay to by the first English ship we met; and the invitation was

quickly followed by a puff of smoke and the boom of a gun. A sense

of danger is largely quickened by unfamiliarity, and though any of us

would have made little of attacking a battery on shore, this sea

fighting was a new and uncomfortable outlook. But when we saw what a

pair of heels our privateer, fitly named the _Swallow_, could show,

we soon recovered our confidence, and after this it was a mere matter

of speculation how long anything we met could stand up to us at all.

Our crew of about fifty was a mixed lot, French and Scotch, but they

were thorough at their business, and it was curious to see how true

the Captain could judge of the exact room he must give to any

suspicious sail--it was a game of hare and hounds all the time, for

no sooner were we rid of one than we would fall in with another to

take up the running; but none of them served to do more than raise

our spirits and take our minds off the discomfort most landsmen find

at sea. We encountered various weather, but the worst only brought

out the sailing qualities of the _Swallow_, until at length we made

the coast of Scotland, and all eagerly looked to the end of our

voyage, which was to be at Inverness; indeed, the Captain counted on

making Cromarty Head before night, and to lay there till the morning.

That day at dinner Father O'Rourke gave us another taste of his

song-making, which was greatly appreciated on account of the

reference to the "White Cockade," always a favorite quickstep with

the Jacobite Regiments:

Merrily, merrily blows the wind from off the coasts of France;

The Channel open wide before, God send us now good chance!

Give us the green seas rolling free and but way enough to steer,

And we'll leave the swiftest foe in the wake of the

_Swallow_ Privateer!

Then here's to the _Swallow_, flying true!

And here's to the Prince and his Bonnets Blue!

And here's to the heart of each wife and maid

That is beating for the Laddie with the White Cockade!

Drearily, drearily sets the wind down from the Northern Seas,

But she dips to the rollers big and black, and her bonnie

breast she frees,

From her tapering mast she flies on the blast her signals

fluttering clear

To the friends that pray for the coming home of the

_Swallow_ Privateer!

Then here's to the _Swallow_, flying true!

And here's to the Prince and his Bonnets Blue!

And here's to the heart of each wife and maid

That is beating for the Laddie with the White Cockade!

Mightily, mightily booms the wind out of the setting sun;

We will double the great ships like a hare, we will

fight where we cannot run,

Till we win to land, and with sword in hand we will

follow the Chevalier

Who will bless the winds that filled the wings of the

_Swallow_ Privateer!

Then here's to the _Swallow_, flying true!

And here's to the Prince and his Bonnets Blue!

And here's to the heart of each wife and maid

That is beating for the Laddie with the White Cockade!

It was with the highest expectations that we looked forward to

landing on the morrow and joining the Prince, of whose movements we

were in ignorance, except that we were to rendezvous at Inverness.

In the latter part of the night I was awakened by an ugly scream from

Captain Lynch, one of the officers of our company.

"What is the matter?" I asked, in some alarm.

"I dreamed the Devil had hold of me by the heels, and about to dash

my brains out."

"Perhaps the Devil is not so very far off," I returned; and then,

being somewhat restless, part from the heat and part from our being

so near our landing, I thought I would take a turn on the deck. No

sooner had my eyes got accustomed to the light than, to my alarm, I

made out the dim outline of a great ship, which must have come up

during the night, unseen and unheard by our sentinels, and was

lying-to between us and the entrance to the bay. I at once made my

discovery known to the Captain, who, coming hurriedly on deck, swore

with a great oath I had saved their lives, for she was no other than

an English man-of-war on the outlook for such as we. Then, without

more ado, he slipped his anchor, got up sail as quietly as possible,

and, in a fever of anxiety, we waited to see whether the tide which

was setting on shore or the light winds which were moving would prove

the stronger. At length our sails gently filled and began to draw,

so we crept round under the shadow of the land until we got the full

wind, and stood out to sea with thankful hearts for the danger we had

so narrowly escaped.

Great was the surprise of my comrades when aroused to find we were

again making for the open instead of ending our voyage; but, as

Father O'Rourke said: "Captain Lynch, your patron saint evidently

thinks that even a little extra salt water is better for you than the

inside of an English prison. The truth is that Irishmen are such

favourites that even the Devil himself will do them a good turn at

times."

Though I thought to myself there were others fully as deserving as

the Irish, I said nothing.

As our intended landing was now impossible, our Captain determined to

stand round the Orkneys for Loch Broom, in Cromarty, on the West

coast.

We had an easy run, and as soon as we were signalled from the shore,

and on lying-to, a boat was put out. In the stern there were seated

two gentlemen, one of whom, the Captain informed me, was a McKenzie,

and in the other Father O'Rourke and I only too soon recognized

Creach.

"This means trouble of some sort," I remarked; "we would never find

him so far afield if things were going right."

"I fear it, too," he answered, and before long our worst

apprehensions were realized.

We withdrew at once to the cabin where I met Creach, or Graeme, as he

still called himself, without remark, for I recalled my word to the

Duke and felt there was something too weighty on hand for even the

remembrance of a personal quarrel. In a few moments we heard, to our

dismay, that Culloden had been fought and lost the very day we had

sailed from Dunkirk; that the clans were scattered and no one knew

what had become of the Prince.

After the dreadful news had been given time to sink into our benumbed

senses, I asked for personal friends, and heard, to my sorrow, from

McKenzie, that my Uncle Scottos, who had been among the very first to

join the Prince, and was much esteemed by him, had died like a

soldier and a gentleman in his service in the first charge at

Culloden.

When the body of his clan refused to answer the signal to charge, and

stood still and dumb under the insult which had been put upon them in

placing them in the left instead of the right wing, he cursed and

swore like one possessed, as did others. But finding it of no avail,

he changed of a sudden, and, turning to his own men, threw his bonnet

on the ground, crying to them, with tears in his words: "Let them go!

But my own children will never return to say they saw me go to my

death alone!" and with that he charged, every one of his own

following him. It was fine, but of no effect, for the English swept

them off the face of the earth by a point-blank fire before ever

steel met steel. He was picked up and carried off by two of his men;

but finding the pursuit grow too hot, he called a halt.

[Illustration: "'WILL NEVER RETURN TO SAY THEY SAW ME GO TO MY DEATH

ALONE'"]

"Put me down here!" he said, and quickly taking off his dirk,

sporran, and watch, he sent them to his son with the message that his

end had come as he had always wished, "Sword in hand and face to the

foe," and bade them leave him.

And so died one of the gallantest gentlemen, and probably the best

swordsman in all Scotland.

Besides, I lost many other of my friends and kinsmen, as I afterwards

learned; but this was no time for private mournings, and I turned at

once to the business in hand. My comrades decided there was nothing

to do but return, and proposed our action should be unanimous.

"Gentlemen," said I, "in the face of such tidings as we have

received, no one can doubt but your resolve is justified, and had I

simply volunteered for military service, as you have done, I would

not hesitate to give my voice to your decision, which I hold to be

honourable in every way. But I am charged with private despatches

and other matters for the Prince by the Duke of York, and I am not

free until I have at least attempted to carry out my mission, for

which I know I have your good wishes, and so must go on alone."

"Not alone, my son," broke out Father O'Rourke, and stretched out his

big hand to me across the table. "I am curious, gentlemen, to see

Scotland, and am sure I cannot do so better than in company with our

friend here."

"But, sir, how can you expect to travel about here in your cassock?

You would only have to meet the first loyal man to be arrested,"

objected Creach, the first time he had spoken to either of us.

"Thank you for your suggestion, sir, though doubtless the word

'loyal' was a bit of a slip on your part. I am too well accustomed

to meeting blackguards of every description to fear even a 'loyal'

man!" Whereupon every one looked at him in surprise to hear him so

address Creach, who, however, thought well to make no reply; and

shortly after our conference broke up, Creach returning to shore,

whilst Mr. McKenzie remained with us until we had formed some plan.

Father O'Rourke arranged with Captain Lynch, who had volunteered from

the Hungarian service, and was near as big a man as himself, that he

should provide him with a spare uniform, and, when once arrayed, he

presented so fine an appearance that we, one and all, made him our

compliments upon it.

"Captain Lynch," said he, at dinner, "I have another favour to ask

before we part, and that is for the loan of your name while I am

playing at this masquerade. I know it is a ticklish thing to ask,

this loaning of names, but as I have always been particular of my

own, I can promise you I know how to care for yours."

"Faith, you can have it, and welcome, provided you are careful not to

mislay it, for 'tis the only bit of property my poor father ever left

me," replied the Captain, with great good-nature.

"Never fear, you'll have it back safe and sound. I'll make good

kitchen of it, so it won't be worn out, and if they hang me, I'll

take care they'll do so under all my true name and title."

Seeing that Father O'Rourke approved, I determined that half the sum

I carried was quite enough to risk, so I did up one thousand guineas

in one bag, five hundred in another, and confided the remaining

fifteen hundred to Captain Lynch to return to the Duke, together with

a letter explaining our intentions, and with farewells all around,

followed by many a good wish from our comrades, Father O'Rourke and I

clambered down the side, followed by Mr. McKenzie, and were rowed

ashore. We gave the boat's crew something, and waving a farewell to

those on ship-board, picked up our portmanteaus and struck inland.

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