CHAPTER LI

"Yes," said Eugenia at the breakfast table, "Marise was suddenly called

back to France by family matters. She is her widowed father's

housekeeper, you know; and then too, there is an old servant somewhere

who brought her up, whom she feels it her duty to go to see every once

in a while."

"What's her address in Paris?" asked Mr. Crittenden urgently.

"I can give that to you, but if you're thinking of writing her a card it

wouldn't reach her, for she was to go directly on to the south, and I

haven't the least idea what _that_ address is. Some tiny village on the

sea-coast, I believe. Or is it in the Pyrenees? But she will be back

very soon, almost any day. It's hardly worth while trying to write her.

She'll be here before a card could follow her around."

Mr. Crittenden got up, leaving his coffee untouched, and left the

breakfast-room in his unceremonious American way, without a sign of

decent civility.

Mr. Livingstone looked at Miss Mills eloquently, with a shrug which

meant, "What can you expect?"

Eugenia waited till every one, except herself and Mr. Livingstone had

left the room, and then said hesitatingly, "Mr. Livingstone, I

wonder...." He was on the alert in an instant, surprised at her personal

manner. "It's an outrageously big favor to ask of you, but I don't know

any one else adroit enough to manage it." She paused, reflected and drew

back shaking her head, "Oh, no; no! What am I thinking of?"

By this time Mr. Livingstone was in the chair beside her, assuring her

warmly that if there was anything, _any_thing he could do to be of

service--"I shall consider it an honor, Miss Mills, I assure you, an

_honor_!"

Miss Mills let her blue eyes rest on his deeply, as if sounding the

depths of his sincerity, and then, with a yielding gesture of abandon,

decided to trust him, "I've been foolish, and I'm so afraid I shall

have trouble unless you can help me. Promise me you won't tell Mlle.

Vallet. Or _any_ one."

Impassioned protestations from Mr. Livingstone.

She looked over her shoulder to be sure they were alone, "You know the

rule of the Italian government about taking out of Italy any valuable

antiquities. They are so afraid that tourists of means will carry off

some of the fragments of Greek and Roman sculpture. I _knew_ about it of

course, but I'd no idea it was really enforced--those things so seldom

are in Europe. And I bought a lovely little antique bas-relief to go

over a mantel-piece in my Paris apartment. I had it sent yesterday, up

by the Simplon route; it's too late to get it back and now I'm in mortal

terror of what may happen at the Italian frontier. I heard last night

the most dreadful tales of what they do to any one who tries to smuggle

out such things--not only fines, you know, but lawsuits, lawyers to

frighten you--_publicity_!"

She looked very pale and anxious as she explained all this so that

Livingstone was deeply touched. But he wondered what she thought he

could do about it.

"I'm really ashamed, now I've come to the point, to ask you what I

thought. But I _will_--and if you think it too preposterous--more than I

have any right to--it's this. To take a pocket full of money (I don't

care _what_ it costs) and go up to the frontier station and when it

comes along, bribe it through the inspectors. You see, Mr. Livingstone,

it's something that not everybody could manage, even with ever so much

money. But you understand the European mentality so perfectly. It would

need to be done with just the right manner.... Oh, no, _no_," she broke

off abruptly, getting up from her chair. "What a thing to dream of

asking any one to do! What claim have I on your...?"

Livingstone, blinking joyfully, sprang up too, protesting that nothing

would amuse and interest him more than such a mission. And for _her_,

any mission would be his joy!

"Well, think it over. Let me know to-night. I'm ashamed to have

mentioned it," she said in confusion. "I don't know how I dared. But oh

Mr. Livingstone, I am so troubled about it. And I am so alone! No one

on whom to...." She had gone, murmuring apologies, touched by his

instant response, leaving Livingstone as much moved and agitated as she.

She went through into her own rooms and told Josephine, "Put those

manicure things away for the time being. I must go out to do a bit of

shopping. But you can have them ready at ten. I'll be back by that time.

It won't take me long."

* * * * *

Neale stood, frowning and looking at his watch, waiting for Eugenia to

come down from the ladies' dressing-room and have dinner. As he fidgeted

about, looking glumly at the brilliant scene about him, he was wondering

with inward oaths of exasperation what in hell could be the matter with

anybody's clothes and hair after the slight exertion of sitting

perfectly still in a cab from the door of the pension to the door of the

restaurant. It was not, God knew, that he was impatient to have her join

him. It was because he was in a steady fever of impatience to have

everything over, the evening, the day, the night--to put back of him

another of those endless, endless days--to be one day nearer to the time

when Marise would return.

"_What?_" he said irritably to the smooth-voiced waiter who now

approached him with an intimate manner. "Oh, _I_ don't care which

table!"

"Here, sir, is one right by the edge of the terrace, where the view is

finest," said the waiter in excellent English. "Perhaps the lady would

like a screen. There is occasionally a draught from below."

He hastened to set a small screen, to rearrange fussily the handsome

silver and linen on the daintily-set table, to slant the single fine

rose in the vase at another angle.

Another waiter, also impeccably polyglot, with gleaming hair, admirably

cut clothes, and an insinuating manner, now murmured in Neale's ear,

"What wine, sir?"

Neale answered on a mounting note of irritation, "Oh, I don't _care_

what wine!"

"We have an excellent Frascati, sir, that is our specialty. Not found

everywhere, sir. The ladies usually like it. Or...."

"All right, serve that," said Neale, adding to himself unreasonably, "If

you knew so well, why bother me about it?"

The real waiter in charge of his table now arrived in all his majesty,

the first one having been but an aide. Neale saw by the earnest

expression in his eyes that he intended to make their conference a

serious one, and cut him short as he began to call over the

possibilities of the menu by a repeated, "All right, that'll do," before

he had had time to do more than mention one sort of fish or one entree,

or one variety of fowl.

"There, _that's_ over!" he said to himself with a long breath of relief

as the pained waiter turned away to carry into execution that brutally

impromptu order.

Eugenia arrived now, followed by a little stir all over the restaurant,

as people turned to pay tribute to her beauty and her toilette. "He

can't help noticing _that_!" she thought happily, her pride and

satisfaction showing itself only in an increase of the perfectly

unconscious naturalness with which she took her seat.

"Oh, what a beautiful view!" she said in a low tone to Neale, looking

down over the cypresses of the Palatine to the city, like a heap of

uncut jewels, dully, deeply colored, under the light of the setting sun.

"You know how to choose a table, I see!" she added admiringly, in an

intimate tone. She wondered if perhaps he had come out in the afternoon

to reserve it. She noticed the screen now, and looked at him gratefully,

really touched.

The waiter arrived with the soup.

"Yes, it is a fine view," said Neale, rousing himself. "A very fine view

indeed. That's the Colosseum over there, isn't it?"

"Yes," said Eugenia, "and that's the Arch of Titus."

"That's the one with the awfully bad bas-reliefs, isn't it?" said Neale.

"Oh, _no_," corrected Eugenia, "the one with the poor sculptures is the

arch of Septimius Severus. The arch of Titus is the _good_ one, you

know, with the bas-reliefs of the Hebrews."

"Oh, yes, of course. You're right," admitted Neale.

Eugenia thought to herself triumphantly, "Ah, it's not only Marise who

can talk history with him!"

She was very happy, happier than she ever remembered feeling. Everything

had played into her hands. Everything was going perfectly. She had

succeeded in getting him into just the sort of restaurant where she

could show to the best advantage.

She was eating her soup with a lively appreciation of its excellence and

found herself perfectly able to keep up an artistic and historic

conversation with Neale; but she was also acutely aware through the

pores of her skin that every woman around her was jealously scrutinizing

her costume. She expanded joyously, like a cut flower set in water. How

_well_ everything was going! Certainly Neale must be aware how he was

being envied.

She made a remark about the style of the gigantic statues on St. John

Lateran, visible in the distance, and turned her arm slightly so that

her sleeve would hang better.

Neale answered the remark about the statues on St. John Lateran and

continued to look in that direction as though he were thinking about

them.

He was saying to himself, "Five days since she left! Only five days!

God! How am I going to live through any more of them. How many more

sleepless nights! Will she ever get back!"

"Yes, isn't it warm to-night?" said Eugenia, seeing that he was wiping

his wet forehead with his handkerchief.

"Unseasonable, very," agreed Neale. He had turned sick with his

recurrent panic lest she _never_ come back. He ought to have taken that

next train and gone right after her, as he wanted to.

The waiter brought the fish. It was not what Neale had ordered, but a

more expensive variety. He looked somewhat apprehensively at the

gentleman as he offered it, but the gentleman did not seem to notice. On

this the waiter disappeared and brought back a bottle of wine, not the

variety Neale had bargained for.

"Have you any news from Miss Allen?" asked Neale.

"Oh, no," said Eugenia, slightly surprised. "When she's coming back so

soon, she probably doesn't see there's any need to write."

She began on the fish. After the first mouthful she said to Neale with

enthusiasm, "You know how to order a dinner as well as to choose a

table, that's evident."

"It was the first fish he proposed," said Neale.

Eugenia thought, "How much better breeding he has, after all, than Mr.

Livingstone, always boasting of his savoir-faire."

Neale's thoughts were jumping incoherently from one thing to another.

"Funny place Rome is, to be planning how to run a wood-working plant in

Vermont. Funny change of direction, from planning to go out to China and

the East, about-face to planning to settle down and take root. You

wouldn't think that would appeal to a man who had had the idea of

ranging the world a while longer, to tie himself...." This attempt at

reasonable consideration of things vanished in an explosion of emotion,

as if a spark had fallen into gunpowder. "Oh, if she _will_! If she

_will_! Why didn't I make a chance to see her alone before she went

away?"

Eugenia was talking about traveling. She had noticed Neale's interest in

travels. "I'm thinking, Mr. Crittenden, of making a leisurely trip

around the world--not one of those detestable, herded, conducted tours.

And yet how else can I go about it? What would _you_ do? I'm so ignorant

of anything outside of Europe. I _wish_ I had some one intelligent and

enlightened to go with me. It's so forlorn to travel alone!"

"Why, you'll _like_ traveling alone!" said Neale reassuringly, thinking

of his own past year. "It's great not to have to bother with some one's

else tastes and notions and foolishness and limitations."

"Oh, but," said Eugenia, looking down at her wineglass pensively, "of

course it's better to be alone than with some one whose tastes and

interests are nothing to you. But to have with you some one you really

_care_ for...."

Neale thought suddenly what the past year would have been if he had had

Marise with him, and cried out fervently, "Oh, of course, _that_ would

be the ideal!"

The waiter brought the roast and the Frascati. And still the gentleman

made no objection. Well, he would bring a cordial with the coffee,

ordered or not. The gentleman didn't seem to know what he had ordered or

what he was eating. And no wonder, with such a beautiful girl across the

table. The waiter shot an experienced, appraising eye at Eugenia's

clothes. "He ought to be good for a big tip," he reflected hopefully.

Eugenia thought best to leave a thoughtful silence after the remarks on

companionship in travel, and sipped her wine with downcast eyes.

Neale was trying again to think things over reasonably, trying to do as

he had always done about everything, to get things clear and straight

and sure in his head. There must be no possibility of a mistake where

Marise was concerned. "How _about_ this now? I've gone stale on other

things. How do I know I won't have a slump some time later? A human

being is so full of such damn unexpected things--I must be _sure_ for

Marise's sake. How can any man be...." At this he was shaken by so

terrible a throe of desire, of longing for Marise that he was

frightened. He sat pale, breathless, helpless before it; suffering,

tortured, exalted.

When he could breathe he wiped his forehead again. His fingers were

shaking. He would go out of his mind if she didn't come back soon. His

need for her was like a man's need for air and food and water and sleep.

Think reasonably about such essential needs as that! A man cannot live

without them. He could not live without Marise. He had not lived before

he knew her.

"How moved he is," thought Eugenia, seeing his pale, shaken look. "But

he doesn't dare speak. He will to-morrow. Or the day afterwards."

The waiter brought the dessert. Also coffee with the unordered cordial.

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