POSTSCRIPT OR APOLOGY.

I have had the sense that now, before these foregoing pages be

definitely printed--before what have been living thoughts and feelings

be irrevocably composed and stiffened, embalmed, distinctly and

unmistakably prepared to last, as things are permitted to last, only in

death--I have had the sense that while yet I can, I must say one or two

more things. But now, I can scarcely tell why, it seems to me as if

there could by no means be anything to say. It is a mood, due to the

moment and place. All about me there is broad, scarce-flickering shadow

on the grass, and stirring of sunlit tree-tops and vague buzzing of

bees in the limes; and across the low ivied wall comes from the black,

crumbly-stoned chapel faint music of organ and white-sounding voices,

which swells and pierces through the silence (as a green reed bud swells

and pierces its soft scaly core) and dies away, making you suddenly very

conscious of twitter of sparrows and chucking of jackdaws; bringing

suddenly close home to you, with the silence, a sense of solid reality.

So, instead of saying what I wished, it seems to me most evident that

there is nothing to say, that there scarcely could have been anything

worth saying. It is enervate, I suppose; but so it is. I wonder how any

one can ever have felt inclined to write about art--how art can ever

have been worth writing about. Everything around seems so incomparably

more interesting does it not, than art; so entirely beyond the power

of writing to convey or imitate. Above, high up, there are two great

branches of lime, apparently printed distinctly on to the pale blue sky,

black wood dividing and subdividing and projecting, green leaves and

light yellow blossom, the sun shining straight through; it seems so

simple. But try and paint it: those two branches, which seem at first so

well-defined, so close together, so closely clapped against the sky, do

you now see how far apart they really are, how separated by a gulf of

luminous air, how freely suspended, poised, at infinite distance, in the

far receding pale blue; those green leaves and yellow blossoms, which

are not green nor yellow, but something shadowy and at the same time

luminous, are clearly defined and yet undefinable; the sunshine which we

thought at first one plain beam of light is now a white, vague sheen, a

shimmer; now one light spark, one tremulous star between the leaves, or

a waving network of rays, long, then short, white, coloured, iridescent,

shaking, shifting, dancing. Paint it, describe it if you have a mind to,

my friend the poet, my friend the painter; I have not.

This is one of those moments when reality, and the enjoyment thereof,

fill one with a sense, self-contemptuous, sceptical, almost cynical, and

yet pleasureable and stoically self-flattering in the recognition of

our own importance, a pervading illogical sense of the futility, the

unreality, the museum-glass-case uselessness of art. It seems as if art

were enjoyed because it has been produced, not produced because it is to

be enjoyed; as if mankind had acquired an elaborate pleasure in its

own works because they are its own works; as if all of us, instead of

passively receiving the impression of beauty in the same way that we

passively perceive the rustle of the branches, the twitter of the birds,

the light upon the grass, our soul staying quietly, as it were, at home,

and receiving these things as visits from nature; went forth, when art

appeals to us, on a sort of journey or grand tour, well provided with

guide-book knowledge, schooled beforehand which road to take, what

turnings of feeling to expect, what baggage of poetic and historic

association to lug with us, what little mole-hill eminences of thought

and feeling to stand upon, morally on tiptoe, looking down upon an

artistic scene upon which we have never before set eyes, and which is

yet as well-known, as drearily familiar to us as is the inside of our

pocket.

Such is my present mood; fickle, contradictory, unworthy, slightly

apostatising and blasphemous to my own deeper convictions, to my own

written ideas, you say; you, my friend, the poet, who insist upon people

being steadfast, unchangeable in all their feelings, because you poets

keep your own moods quite steady, as photographers keep their victims,

until you have taken the concentrated likeness, and can shift your souls

into another equally steadfast, unchangeable pose. Such is my present

mood, and you may call me what names you please for having it. All that

concerns me is that most certainly this present mood of mine happens to

be the one, of all others, in which I am least likely to be able to

muster up those two or three remarks upon art with which I ought to

conclude, and finally despatch into the limbo of things printed this

collection of studies. The things must be said. If I carry my papers

home, sit down at my table, fix my eyes upon the patterned wall-paper,

I shall, in all probability, get back within five minutes all that the

usual ideas, the usual feelings about art, in the contemplation of that

patterned blankness; all that phantasmagoria of art appreciation for

which we carry all the necessary mechanism, self-manufactured (yet very

neat) out of fragments of culture and philosophy, in a sort of little

travelling case appended to our soul. A fact this, which is suggestive;

for does not our modern, imaginative appreciation of art, do not all

those wondrous beautiful and horrible dreams and nightmares, suggested

to us by a quite plain and unsuggestive picture, statue, or piece of

music, depend a little upon our contemplation of the methodical, zig-zag

and twirligig patterned vacuity of modern life? For I suspect that, in

former days (I confess I do not know exactly when), art may have been

perceived pretty much in the same manner in which we perceive nature:

that the enjoyed perception of a beautiful statue, of a picture, of a

grand song, may have come interrupting, with pleasant interludes of

quiet self-unconscious pleasure, the matter-of-fact, but not monotonous

business of life; even as my work now, my conscientious, deliberate,

attempted work, is for ever being interrupted by the flicker of the

lime-leaf shadows, light and clear, on my paper, by the breeze which

sweeps the branches and carries away the drying manuscript on the grass.

Now it seems to me quite evident that art cannot be any such thing, as

long as its enjoyment or supposed enjoyment is a sort of deliberate

mental gymnastics, which our desire for well-balanced activity, or our

wish to display a certain unnecessary gracefulness of intellectual

motions, impose upon us; setting aside a certain portion of our time for

counteracting, in the artistic gymnasiums (rows of soaped poles, and

hurdles, and ladders, and expanses of padded floor, quite as unlike as

may be from the climbable trees and jumpable brooks which we ought

to meet in our walks), called galleries, concerts, etc., the direful

slackening of our muscles and stiffening of our joints, almost

inevitable in our cramped intellectual shop life of to-day. We writhe,

clinging with arms and legs, up the soaped poles of aesthetic feeling,

slipping and rising again, straining and twisting, to plop down at last

on to the padding and the sawdust; we dangle, with constrained grace,

high in aesthetic contemplation, flying, with a clutching swing, from

idea to idea: distant, oscillating in mid air, like so many trapeze

acrobats; and then we think that an hour or so, every now and then, of

such exercise is all (except brutal slumber) that can be required as

repose in our intellectual life. For we are all of us getting more

and more into the habit of enjoying, not so much art, as the feelings

and thoughts, the theories and passions, for which we make it the

excuse. "Nay," you will say "you yourself have written, are printing,

correcting, and publishing a whole volume of whims and ideas about

art, you yourself are for ever theorising and becoming angry on the

subject--what right have you to object thereto in others?"

None, perhaps; I have never pretended that I am not as bad as my

neighbours; but the whole gist of these my theorisings is that people

should try and take art more simply than they do; that, if not called

upon to try and persuade others to simpler courses, they should not

theorise themselves. By theorising, I mean, incorrectly perhaps, all

manner of irrelevant fantasticating, whether it take the shape of

seeking in art for hidden psychological meanings or moral values, or of

using art merely as a suggestion of images and emotions, the perception

of which infallibly interferes with, and sometimes entirely replaces,

the perception of the art itself. To you, I know, all that I have

written seems extremely narrow, seems to limit excessively the powers of

art, the enjoyments we can derive therefrom. But I think otherwise; I

understand fully that, in the first place, there is included, under the

general name of art, the result of ever so many intellectual activities:

activities of mere psychological perception, of mere mechanical

imitation and handling, which, though belonging quite equally to other

concerns, such as science or handicraft, are yet pleasurable both to him

who exerts and to him who perceives them; I understand that there are

so many different sorts of pictures, statues, and poems, and so many

different kinds of minds to see and read them; I see that so many

questions of mental and physical why and how are connected with every

sort of visible or audible thing, that there is nothing, however utterly

bad and idiotic and abortive, among the productions of mankind (and,

consequently, among the things called works of art), out of which some

sort of intellect may not derive very keen enjoyment. The enjoyment,

however, may be merely similar to that with which a physiologist studies

a disease, or a psychologist a form of vice; and, to my mind, this sort

of enjoyment, which does not depend upon any perception of beauty, is no

more artistic than would be that of such men of science. And my wish is

merely that such pleasure be not substituted where there is an object

to afford, or a mind to receive, the mere simple, honest pleasure in

beauty. Moreover, with regard to your imputation of narrowness, I

think, on the contrary, that, could we break ourselves of our habit of

replacing or alloying real artistic interests with irrelevant matters,

we should (and this is to my mind a great reason for so doing) be

ridding ourselves of a great number of imaginary restrictions to our

enjoyment. For in many, nay, most artistic things there is, in greater

or less degree, beauty and enjoyableness; nor should we always despise

the less, since we cannot always obtain the greater. I do not mean

that all art is equally valuable; such intellectual democracy, Walt.

Whitmanish assertion of the equality of body and soul, good and

evil, high and low, being just the most brutal rob-Peter-to-pay-Paul

dishonesty that I know; but I think that in most art there is something

valuable, and that we ought to make the most of it, and doubtless

should, did not our eternal theorising interfere, with its arbitrary

standard and requirements. Were we guided solely by our feelings, we

should not be ashamed of taking a certain pleasure in the half-dapper,

half-grotesque stone nymphs and tritons, with golden-lichened tresses

and beards of green pond ooze, who smirk among the ill-clipped hedges,

and puff at their horns among the flags and lilies of every abandoned

Prince-Bishop or Margrave's garden, where the apricots ripen against the

palace wall, and the old portraits fade behind the blistered palace

shutters; we should not be ashamed of being just a little the better

pleased for some common dance tune, heard vaguely, and between our work,

from the neighbouring houses; we should not be ashamed of liking our

village church all the more for the atrocious stained glass which we

have decried as vandalism, when the sunlight falls rosy, and golden,

and green, through its monstrosities on to the extremely chaste, but

excessively dreary, grey arches and pillars. We should not be so

hypocritical to ourselves, so exclusive in our adoration of only the

best pictures, and statues, and music, to appreciate rightly whose

great merit we ought (but do not), to appreciate also the small, more

appreciable merit of the less perfect things of art. When, instead of

enjoying, we fantasticate in theory, we not only remove a proportion of

our attention from the work in hand, but also exclude ourselves from

getting the good we might from other things; one man will positively

whip his soul out of enjoying the sweet solemnity of Claude's sea

sunsets, the tragedy pomp of Poussin's black rustling ilex-groves,

and ominous green evening skies, because he seeks in painting a moral

sincerity which is incompatible with a false shadow or a lumpishly

rendered cloud. Another man thinks music ought to be the expression

of dramatic passion, and closes his ears to the splendours of poor

Rossini's vocal arabesques, theory-blinded to the sense that the powers

of creating beauty of the composer of _Tristram_, is after all akin to

the beauty making genius of the composer of _Semiramis_. Meanwhile, he

who merely enjoys is able to enjoy; is able (oh wonder of wonders) to be

what the man of theories never can be: just, because he can be grateful

for every amount of bestowed good.

There is another objection which you may make, which (though perhaps

unformulated) you certainly will feel, against me and my book. You have

an uncomfortable sense that in some way, although our artistic life may

gain, a certain amount of life which goes on in or about art--we do not

clearly know which--is being cramped: a life of the fancy and feelings,

which weave between ourselves and the things which surround us and the

things which are absent, between the present moment and the long-gone

past, strange crossed and recrossed threads, webs of association,

infinitely fine, iridescently connected by almost invisible filaments,

floating and oscillating in the vacuum of our lives, for ever changing,

breaking; reknotting their sensitive filaments. For in most of the

things which we see and hear with free, unpractical mind in the moments

when we belong to ourselves and to the present, there exists a capacity

for importance, nay for fascination, quite independent of beauty and of

the pleasures which beauty can give. There is in such things more than

what they can give alike to every one; there is also what they can give

to each separate; they have, besides the clear language of form, which

is equally intelligible to all men, a half articulate language for every

individual man, a language of associations, vague, poor, if you will,

broken by something which might be a laugh or a sob; an imperfect

irrational language, which is yet, even when spoken by some trifling

thing, by a bar or two of trivial melody, by a door such as we have many

times passed through, or a chair such as we have looked at when not,

as now, empty; by a mere scent or touch; is yet, this mumble-jumble

language, more dear to us than all the eloquence and poetry which our

soul hears from a great work of art. I grant you all this. But I do not

think that such things need be interfered with by looking at art simply

and with straightforwardness; interfered with they cannot be. Nor could

I wish it to be otherwise. For in some ways I do think that almost

better than the mere perception of the work of another, than the mere

perception of statue or picture or poem, is this evolving from out of

ourselves of vague beauty and goodness: our fancy and our feelings do

not create anything enduring, but they are active, they create. You

artists, you poets must be broad awake, for you can and are bound to

give to us the sober realities of beauty; but we who cannot, we can yet

sometimes dream, if but for a moment, of an intangible, vague fairyland;

and of this we must not be cheated. Out of the broken, fragmentary

realities of life there must arise, ever and again for all of us,

strange involuntary visions, which have greater power over us, more

charm for us, than all the art in the world. And of such things art has

no right to be jealous; they are beyond it. And thus, I will confess to

you, as I fasten together these last pages of my book, and rise from the

grass, sere in the sunshine, and sprinkled with daisies in the shadow

of each tree, I will confess to you that more nearly appealing to me,

dearer also, than antique bas-relief or song of Mozart, has been the

vague remembrance, evoked by trivial word or sight, of that early winter

afternoon on the ilex girded battlements of Belcaro, looking down upon

the sere oak-woods, flushed by the low sun, upon the hazy olive slopes

and walls and towers of Siena. And, moreover, I will even confess (as

severest self-chastisement to a writer on art, as complete expiation of

aesthetic dogmatism and fantastications), while we walk across the warm

grass and out through the low archway of black and flakewise crumbling

stone, that I foresee that many a time in the future there will arise

between me and the fresco or picture at which I am looking, a vision

of this old world garden, of the ivied chapel buttress, the flowering

lime, the daisied grass, the copper beech leaves, ruddy and diaphanous,

against the pale, moist English sky; that, sometimes, there will

come into my head something--something ill-defined, pleasurable,

painful--which will make me read only with my eyes; which will make me

(worst humiliation) lose the thread of my theories, of my thoughts, of

my sentence. And, after this confession, I think I can say no more.

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