Baldwin groaned. "Defence of fiddlesticks! Defence of your vanity!"

"I don't think so," replied Cyril, "and I don't think you understand me

at all in this instance. There was no vanity in this matter. You know

that since some time I have been asking myself what moral right a man

has to consume his life writing verses, when there is so much evil to

remove, and every drop of thought or feeling we have is needed to make

the great river which is to wash out this Augean stable of a world. I

tried to put the doubt behind me, and to believe in Art for Art's own

sake, and such bosh. But the doubt pricked me. And when suddenly my

uncle left me all he had, I felt I must decide. As long as I was a mere

penniless creature I might write poetry, because there seemed nothing

else for me to do. But now it is different. This money and the power it

gives are mine only as long as I live; after my death they may go to

some blackguard; so, while I have them, I must give all my energies to

doing with them all the good that I possibly can."

"In that case better give them over to people who know best what to do

with them--societies or hospitals, or that sort of thing--and write your

verses as before. For I don't think your thoughts will add much to the

value of your money, Cyril. You've not a bit of practical head. Of

course you may, if you choose, look on idly while other people are

using your money. But I don't think it is specially worth doing."

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