THE RAID
"I can see you flying before the laughter like ...
tremulous leaves before the wind, and the laughter will
pursue you to Paris, where they'll make little songs
about you on the boulevards, and the Riviera, where
they'll sell your photographs on picture postcards. I can
see you fleeing across the Atlantic to ... the immensity
of America, and there the Yellow Press, pea-green with
frenzy, will pile column of ridicule upon column of
invective. Oh, ... do you think it isn't worth while to
endure six months' hard labour to amuse the world so
profoundly?"
W.S. MAUGHAM: "Jack Straw."
The appropriate milieu for Individualism is a desert island inhabited
by the Individualist.
Another or others may have expressed the same sentiment in earlier and
better language: I have become attached to my own form by use and
habit. The words rise automatically to my lips whenever I think of the
Davenant women; of Elsie and her obstinate, ill-advised marriage, her
efforts to regain freedom, the desperate stroke that gave her divorce
in exchange for reputation, her gallant unyielding attempt to win that
reputation back.... Or maybe I find myself thinking of Joyce and her
loyal long devotion to a cause that lost her friends and money, gained
her hatred and contempt, and threatened her ultimately with illness,
imprisonment and--well, I prefer not to dwell on the risks she was
calling down on her foolish young head.
It was a courageous, forlorn-hope individualism--the kind that sets
your blood tingling and perhaps raises an obstinate lump in your
throat--but it was wasteful, sadly wasteful. I remember the night
Elsie joined us at Rimini. I met her at the station, escorted her to
the Villa Monreale, led her to Joyce's bedroom, watched them meet and
kiss.... "Gods of my fathers," I murmured, "what have you won, the
pair of you, for all your courage and endurance?"
The individualism showed its most impracticable angularity when you
tried to force it into a cooperative, well-disciplined scheme like our
escape from England. Sometimes I marvel that we ever got away at all;
You could count on Gartside and Sturling, Maybury-Reynardson and the
nurses, Culling and the Seraph; they were not individualists. It was
no small achievement to make Joyce and Elsie answer to the word of
command. Do I libel poor Joyce in saying she would have proved more
troublesome had her head ached less savagely and her whole body been
less weak? I think not. Elsie certainly showed me that the moment my
grip slackened she was bound by her very nature to take the bit
between her teeth and bolt to the cliff-edge of disaster.
I blame her no more than I blame a dipsomaniac; I bear her no ill-will
for causing the one miscarriage in my plans. I am not piqued or
chagrined--only sorrowful. Had she obeyed orders, we might have seen
her spared the final humiliation, the last stultification of her
campaign to win a reputation.
When I called Gartside to witness my intention of moving heaven and
earth to bring Sylvia and the Seraph into communication, I did not
mention that I had already taken the first step. We sailed on Friday
at three, and at three-thirty Culling was to post a letter I had
written to Sylvia. I have no natural eloquence or powers of
persuasion, but I did go down on my knees, so to say, and implore her
again not to let two lives be ruined if she had it in her power to
avert catastrophe. Only a little sacrifice of pride was demanded, but
she must unbend further than at their last meeting if she was to
overcome the Seraph's curious bent of self-depreciation.
Then I frankly worked on her feelings and described the Seraph's
condition when we left Adelphi Terrace. His nerves had broken down
during the anxious days before her disappearance; and the strain of
finding her, the disappointment of her reception after the event, and
the day by day worry of having Joyce in the house and never knowing
when to expect a search-warrant or an arrest, had proved far too great
a burden for his overwrought, sensitive, highly-strung nature.
I said it was no more than common humanity for her to see how he was
getting on, and made no bones of telling her how bad I thought him.
Elsie was due to slip out of Adelphi Terrace on the Friday evening,
catch the nine o'clock boat train to Calais, run direct to the villa
at Rimini and make all ready for our arrival. I make no secret of the
fact that when I wrote to Sylvia I was not at all relishing the idea
of the Seraph lying there with no one but the housekeeper and her
husband to look after him.
Perhaps Elsie too did not care for that prospect, perhaps she speaks
no more than the truth in saying he grew gradually worse after our
departure, perhaps her pent-up individualism was seeking a riotous,
undisciplined outlet. Nine o'clock came and went without bringing her
a step nearer the Continental boat train. At ten she was still sitting
by his bedside, at twelve she had to watch and listen as he began to
grow light-headed. Not until eight on the Saturday morning did she
steal away to her sister's deserted room and lie down for a few hours'
sleep. By that time she had called in her own doctor, veronal had been
administered, and the Seraph had sunk into a heavy trance-like
slumber.
He was still sleeping at noon when Sylvia arrived in obedience to my
letter. Her coming was characteristic. As soon as she had decided to
swallow her own pride, she summoned witnesses to be spectators of what
she was doing. Sylvia could never be furtive or other than frank and
courageous; she told her mother that she was going immediately to
Adelphi Terrace and going alone.
Opposition was inevitable, but she disregarded it. Lady Roden forbade
her going, reminding her--I have no doubt--of Rutlandshire
Morningtons, common respectability, and the Seraph's entire
unworthiness. I can picture Sylvia standing with one foot impatiently
tapping the floor, otherwise unmoved, unangered, calm and intensely
resolute. The homily ended--as is the way of most sermons--when her
mother had marshalled all arguments, reviewed, dismissed, assembled
and reinspected them a second and third time. Then Sylvia put on her
hat, called at a florist's on the way, and presented herself at
Adelphi Terrace.
The Seraph's man opened the bedroom door and came back to report that
the patient was still sleeping.
"I've brought him some flowers," she said. "I suppose it's no good
waiting? You can't say how soon he's likely to wake up?"
Something in her tone suggested that she would like to wait, and the
man showed her into the library, provided her with papers, and
withdrew to answer a second ring at the front door bell.
Sylvia was still wandering round the room, glancing at the pictures
and reading the titles of the books, when her attention was attracted
by the sound of men's voices raised in altercation. Some one appeared
to be forcing an entry which the butler was loyally trying to oppose.
"Here's the warrant," said a voice, "properly signed, all in order. If
you interfere with these officers in the discharge of their duty, you
do so at your own risk."
Sylvia listened with astonishment that changed quickly to alarm. The
voice was that of Nigel Rawnsley, speaking as one having authority.
"One of you stay here," he went on, "and see that nobody leaves the
flat. The other come with me. Take the library first."
The door opened, and for an amazed moment Nigel stood staring at the
library's sole occupant.
"Sylvia!" he exclaimed. "What on earth brings you here?"
His tone so resembled her mother's that all Sylvia's latent opposition
and obstinacy were called into play.
"Have you any objection to my being here?" she asked.
He shrugged his shoulders.
"It was rather a surprise."
"As I don't always warn you beforehand, I'm afraid a good many things
I do must come as a surprise to you."
"And to yourself?"
"You must explain that."
"Surely no explanation is needed?"
"No explanation is wanted. We can start level, and I needn't bother to
explain my presence here."
Nigel hastened to welcome a seeming ally.
"I imagine Aintree could supply that," he said.
She drew herself suddenly erect in a pose that demanded his right to
use such words. The vindictiveness of his tone and the jealousy of his
expression warned her that the Seraph lay in formidable peril.
"I want to find what Aintree and his friends have done to my sister,
and I suppose you have a little account to settle with him in respect
of an uncomfortable few days you lately spent at Maidenhead."
"Do you imagine he had any hand in that?" she asked contemptuously.
"He knew where to look for you," was the significant answer, "and he
found that out from the woman he's been hiding in these rooms. As it's
too much trouble for him to find out where my sister is, I've called
to gain that information from the lady herself."
"What are you going to do?"
"Search the flat."
"And if she isn't here?"
"She _was_."
"Are you sure?"
"Oh, I admit I didn't see her. It may have been any one. But there's a
very strong probability, and I'm going on that."
"And if there's no one here now?"
"She must have got away."
"Yes, I think I could have worked that out for myself."
"What d'you mean?"
"What are you going to do if you find no one?"
"If there's no woman now, the woman who got away was Miss Davenant. If
Aintree has been harbouring Miss Davenant...." He paused delicately.
"Well?"
"I'm afraid he'll have some difficulty in persuading a judge not to
sentence him to a considerable term of imprisonment."
"You'll have him arrested?"
"That is one of the regrettable but necessary preliminaries. _I_
shan't do anything."
"Except rub your hands?" she taunted.
"Not even that," he answered with supercilious patience. Then, seeing
no profit in pursuing his conversation with Sylvia, he raised his
voice to summon the detectives into the library. "We'll take this room
first," he told her, "and then leave you undisturbed."
The detectives did not answer his summons immediately and he turned to
fetch them from the hall. As he did so Sylvia saw him start with
surprise. Two paces behind them, an unseen auditor of their
conversation, stood Elsie Wylton. With a slight bow to Sylvia she
entered the library and in the Seraph's interests requested Nigel to
carry out his search as quickly and silently as possible.
"He's sleeping now," she said, "but he's been awake most of the night,
so please don't disturb him. If you'll search the other rooms, I'll
stay here and talk to Miss Roden."
Nigel retired with a nicely blended expression of amazement,
humiliation and menace. As the ring of his footsteps grew gradually
fainter, Elsie turned to Sylvia with outstretched hands.
"I'm so glad you've come," she began. "I was afraid...."
"How long has he been ill?" interrupted Sylvia in a voice of stern
authority.
"It's some time now...."
"And how long have you been here?"
There was an unmistakable challenge in her tone. Elsie's thoughts had
been so much concerned with the Seraph, her mind was so braced in
readiness to meet Nigel's attack, that for the moment her own share in
the quarrel with Sylvia was forgotten. The library door stood open;
outside in the hall the amateur detective was directing operations.
"Some time," she answered with studied vagueness.
The simmering suspicions of eight ambiguous weeks were brought to
boiling point in Sylvia's mind.
"How long?" she repeated.
Elsie leaned forward, a finger to her lips; before she could speak,
the hall was filled with the creak of heavy boots and Nigel appeared
in the doorway.
"She's not here," he announced.
"Who were you looking for?" Elsie inquired, masking her impatience at
his untimely return.
"Your sister."
"Oh, I could have told you that."
"She _was_ here."
"Was she? What a pity you didn't come sooner! Why, Mr. Merivale
invited you on Sunday, he told me. When he met you at your Club. I'm
afraid you and the--er--gentleman outside have had your journey in
vain."
Nigel's face flushed at the taunt and a certain uncomfortable prospect
of polite criticism from the Criminal Investigation Department he had
undertaken to educate.
"Not altogether," he said.
"No?"
"We've found Aintree."
"Ah; yes. I wanted to get him away to the sea, but he's not fit to
move yet."
"He may have to."
"Not yet."
"A warrant for his arrest won't wait for him to get well--and away."
Nigel had never learned to disguise his feelings, and the threatening
tone of his voice left no doubt in Elsie's mind that he was rapidly
becoming desperate and would double his stakes to retrieve his earlier
losings.
"So you're arresting him?" she said.
"He has obligingly piled up so much evidence against himself," he
answered with a lift of the eyebrows.
"The same kind of evidence that led you to search these rooms for my
sister?"
Nigel stood rigidly on his dignity.
"That will be forthcoming at the proper time and place."
"Unlike my sister," she rejoined in a mischievous undertone.
"Possibly she may be forthcoming when Aintree has been arrested."
A provoking smile came to disturb the last remnants of gravity on
Elsie's face, lending dimples to her cheeks and laughter to her eyes.
"Possibly he won't be arrested," she remarked.
"You will prevent it?"
"I leave that to you."
"It's a matter for the police. I have no part or lot in it."
Elsie laughed unrestrainedly at his stiff dignity.
"You'll move heaven and earth to spare yourself a second humiliation
like the present," she told him with a wise shake of the head. "It's
ridiculous enough to search a man's rooms for a woman who isn't there,
but you can't--you really can't arrest a man for harbouring a woman
when there's no shred of evidence to show she was ever under the same
roof."
Her mockery deepened the flush on Nigel's thin skin to an angry spot
of red on either cheek.
"You forget that several of us visited this place the day after Miss
Roden disappeared," he answered.
Elsie looked him steadily in the eyes.
"I have every reason to remember it."
"Your sister was here then."
"You saw her?"
"I heard her."
"You heard _a_ woman."
"It was your sister or yourself."
"Or one of a million others."
Nigel thumped out his points on the top of a revolving bookcase.
"I had the house watched. No woman entered or left till yesterday.
Barring two nurses, and they're accounted for. You or your sister must
have left here yesterday."
"And not come back?"
"No."
"Well, that makes it much easier, doesn't it? If one went out and
never came back, and you find the other here the following day, it
looks ... I mean to say, a perfectly impartial outsider might think,
that it was my sister who got away and I who remained behind."
"Exactly. And it's on the same simple reasoning that Aintree will be
arrested."
Nigel crooked his umbrella over his arm and slowly drew on his gloves.
It was a moment of exquisite, manifest triumph. Elsie stood disarmed
and helpless; Sylvia was too proud to ask terms of such a conqueror.
"All the same, what a pity you didn't come before the bird was
flown!" Elsie suggested with the sole idea of gaining time.
"It's something to have found Aintree at home," Nigel returned.
"And you're going to arrest him for harbouring my sister?" Elsie
walked into the hall and stood with her fingers on the handle of the
door. Her heart was beating so fast that she felt sure she must be
betraying emotion in her face. There was only one way of saving the
Seraph, and she had resolved to take it. That it involved the
immediate and irrevocable sacrifice of her reputation did not disturb
her: she was filled with pity and doubt--pity for Sylvia, and doubt
whether Nigel would accept her sacrifice. "I suppose--you're quite
certain--he wasn't harbouring--_me_?"
Nigel's unimaginative mind hardly weighed the possibility.
"There's no warrant against you."
"Fortunately not."
"Then why should he harbour you?"
Elsie waited till her lips and voice were under control. Then she
turned away from Sylvia and faced him with the steadiness of
desperation.
"It's a very wicked world, Mr. Rawnsley."
There was a moment's silence: then Sylvia leapt to her feet with
cheeks aflame.
"D'you mean you were here the whole time?"
"Some one was. Ask Mr. Rawnsley."
"Were you?"
"D'you think it likely?"
"How should I know?"
Elsie hardened her heart to play the unwelcome rôle to its bitter end.
"You know my character, you've not had time to forget my divorce or
the way I thrust myself under the noses of respectable people. Have I
got much more bloom to lose?"
"It's not true! The Seraph ... he _wouldn't_!"
"You used to see us about together."
"There's nothing in that!"
"Enough to make you cut him at Henley." Each fresh word fell like a
lash across Sylvia's cheeks, but as long as Nigel dawdled irresolutely
at the door it was impossible to end the torture.
"_Will_ you say whether you were here the whole time?" she demanded of
Elsie.
"'Course she wasn't," Nigel struck in. "There are convenances even in
this kind of life. Merivale was here the whole time."
"_Was_ he?" Elsie asked. Every new question seemed to suck her deeper
down.
"I have his word and the evidence of my own eyes."
"You know he was actually living here? Not merely dropping in from
time to time? It's important, my reputation seems to hang on it. If I
was the woman Lord Gartside found, and Mr. Merivale didn't happen to
be living here to chaperon us, the Seraph couldn't have been
harbouring my sister, but it's good-bye to the remains of my good
name. And if Mr. Merivale _was_ here, I couldn't have been living here
too, and the Seraph may have harboured one criminal or fifty. Which
was it? I don't like to guess. Mr. Rawnsley, just tell me
confidentially what you believe yourself."
Nigel bowed stiffly and prepared to leave the room.
"As the conduct of the case is not in my hands," he answered loftily,
"my opinion is of no moment."
Elsie held the door open for him, shaking her head and smiling
mischievously to herself.
"So there's nothing for it but a general arrest? Well, _che sera
sera_: I suppose it'll be all over in a week or two, and then we shall
be let out in time to see the fun. It'll be worth it. I wish women
were admitted to your Club, it 'ud be so amusing to hear your friends
chaffing you about your great mare's nest. 'Well, Rawnsley, what's
this I hear about your giving up politics and going to Scotland Yard?'
Men are such cats, aren't they? Every one would start teasing you at
the House, the thing 'ud get into the papers, they'd hear of it in
your constituency. Can you picture yourself addressing a big meeting
and being heckled? A woman getting up and asking how you crushed the
great militant movement and brought all the ringleaders to book? One
or two people would laugh gently, and the laughter would spread and
grow louder as every one joined in. They'd laugh at you in private
houses and clubs, and the House of Commons. They'd laugh at you in the
streets. Funny men with red noses and comic little hats would come on
at the music halls and imitate you. They'd laugh and laugh till their
sides ached and the tears streamed down their cheeks, and you'd try to
live it down and find you couldn't, and in the end you'd have to leave
England and live abroad, until they'd found something else to laugh
at. You're going? Not arresting us now? Oh, of course, you haven't got
the proper warrant. Well, I expect we shall be here when you come
back. Good-bye, and good luck to you in your new career!"
The door closed heavily behind his indignant back, and Elsie turned a
little wearily to Sylvia, bracing herself for an explanation that
would be as hard as her recent battle. The mockery had died out of her
voice and the laughter out of her eyes.
"Shall I go and see if the Seraph's awake yet?" she temporised, "or
would you prefer to leave a message?"
Sylvia tried to speak, but no words would come--only a dry, choking
sob of utter misery and disillusionment. With hasty steps she crossed
to the door and fumbled blindly for the handle.
"Miss Roden! Sylvia!"
"_Don't_ call me that!"
"I'm sorry. Miss Roden, I've got something to say to you!"
"I don't want to hear it, I only want to get away!"
"You must listen, your whole life's at stake--and the Seraph's, too."
The mention of his name brought her to a momentary standstill.
"What is it?" she demanded.
"You must shut that door."
"I won't."
Elsie wrung her hands in desperation. Outside on the landing, three
paces from where they were standing, Nigel Rawnsley had paused to
light a cigarette.
"It's about--the woman who was here," she whispered as he began to
descend the stairs.
"Was it you?"
Elsie shook her head.
"No, say it! say it! Yes or no."
The sound of Nigel's descending footsteps had abruptly ceased at the
angle of the stairs.
"For God's sake come back inside here a minute!" Elsie implored her.
"I won't, it's no good; I shouldn't believe you whatever you said. If
you weren't here, why did you say you were? And if you were---- Oh,
let me go, let me go!"
With a smothered sob she broke away from Elsie's restraining hand and
rushed precipitously down the stairs. Nigel tried to walk level with
her, but she passed him and hurried out into the street. Elsie closed
the door and walked with a heavy heart into the library. On a table by
the window reposed the bouquet of flowers that Sylvia had
brought--lilies, late roses and carnations, all white as the Seraph
loved them. Taking them in her hand, she tiptoed out of the room and
across the hall to the Seraph's door. He was still sleeping, but awoke
in the early afternoon and inquired whether any one had called.
"The search-party," Elsie told him, forcing a smile.
"Who was there?"
"Young Mr. Rawnsley and two detectives."
"Was that all?"
The pathetic eagerness of his tone cut her to the quick.
"Wasn't it enough?" she asked indifferently.
The Seraph shielded his eyes from the light with one hand.
"I don't know. Sometimes I used to think I knew when other
people--some people--were near me. I fancied--when I was asleep--I
suppose it must have been a dream--I don't know--I fancied there was
some one else quite close."
He turned restlessly on the bed and caught Elsie's fingers in a
bloodless, wasted hand.
"How did you keep the search-party out?" he inquired.
"I didn't. They came in, and looked into every room. For some
unaccountable reason," she added ironically, "Joyce was nowhere to be
found."
"Were they surprised to see you here?"
"A little. I told them you were seedy and I'd called to inquire."
The Seraph lay silent till he had gathered sufficient strength to go
on talking.
"I suppose they really thought you'd been here the whole time?"
"Oh no!"
"But how else...."
"I don't know," Elsie interrupted quickly. "You must ask _them_ who
the woman was Mr. Rawnsley heard the first time he was here. They
couldn't say it was me without suggesting that you and I were both
compromised."
She sprinkled some scent on a handkerchief and bathed his forehead.
"Do you think you can get some more sleep, Seraph? I want to get you
well as soon as possible, and then I must take you abroad. London in
August isn't good for little boys."
"Where shall we go?"
"I must join Toby and Joyce at Rimini."
The Seraph sighed and closed his eyes.
"I can't go there yet. They'll be--frightfully happy--wrapped up in
each other--all that sort of thing. I don't want to see them yet."
Elsie dropped no hint of the time that must elapse before Joyce was
strong again or "frightfully happy."
"Where shall it be then?" she asked.
The Seraph pressed her fingers to his lips.
"You go there, Elsie. I must travel alone. I shall go to the East. I
shan't come back for some time. If ever."
The effort of talking and the trend of the conversation had made him
restless. Elsie smoothed his pillow, and rose to leave the room.
As he watched her walk to the door, his eyes fell for the first time
on the bouquet of roses and lilies.
"Who brought those?" he inquired.
"I found them in the library," she answered.
"Is there no name?"
For a moment she pretended to look for a card, then shook her head
without speaking. As she saw him lying in bed, she wondered if he
would ever know the price at which his freedom from arrest had been
purchased. Of her own sacrifice she thought little; it was but
generous payment of a long outstanding debt. All her imagination was
concentrated on Sylvia--her sanguine, happy arrival, the morning's
long agony, her hopeless, agonised departure.
"And no message?" the Seraph persisted with a mixture of eagerness and
disappointment.
"No."
"I wonder who they can be from."
"One of your numerous admirers, I suppose," Elsie answered carelessly.
Then she opened the door, walked wearily to her own room, and
tried--unsuccessfully--to cry.