I was silent.

"Is the book such wretched stuff as you make it out to be?" he asked

presently.

"I suppose some people might admire it,"--I said curtly, "I do not."

This was a lie; and of course he knew it was a lie. The work of Mavis

Clare had excited my most passionate envy,--while the very fact that

Sibyl Elton had read her book before she had thought of looking at mine,

had accentuated the bitterness of my feelings.

"Well," said Rimânez at last, smiling as he finished reading my

onslaught--"all I can say Geoffrey, is that this will not touch Mavis

Clare in the least. You have overshot the mark, my friend! Her public

will simply cry "what a shame!" and clamour for her work more than ever.

And as for the woman herself,--she has a merry heart, and she will laugh

at it. You must see her some day."

"I don't want to see her," I said.

"Probably not. But you will scarcely be able to avoid doing so when you

live at Willowsmere Court."

"One is not obliged to know everybody in the neighbourhood,"--I observed

superciliously.

Lucio laughed aloud.

"How well you carry your fortunes, Geoffrey!" he said--"For a poor devil

of a Grub-street hack who lately was at a loss for a sovereign, how

perfectly you follow the fashions of your time! If there is one man more

than another that moves me to wondering admiration it is he who asserts

his wealth strenuously in the face of his fellows, and who comports

himself in this world as though he could bribe death and purchase the

good-will of the Creator. It is such splendid effrontery,--such

superlative pride! Now I, though over-wealthy myself, am so curiously

constituted that I cannot wear my bank-notes in my countenance as it

were,--I have put in a claim for intellect as well as gold,--and

sometimes, do you know, in my travels round the world, I have been so

far honoured as to be taken for quite a poor man! Now _you_ will never

have that chance again;--you are rich and you look it!"

"And you,--" I interrupted him suddenly, and with some warmth--"do you

know what _you_ look? You imply that I assert my wealth in my face; do

you know what _you_ assert in your every glance and gesture?"

"I cannot imagine!" he said smiling.

"Contempt for us all!" I said--"Immeasurable contempt,--even for me,

whom you call friend. I tell you the truth, Lucio,--there are times,

when in spite of our intimacy I feel that you despise me. I daresay you

do; you have an extraordinary personality united to extraordinary

talents; you must not however expect all men to be as self-restrained

and as indifferent to human passions as yourself."

He gave me a swift, searching glance.

"Expect!" he echoed--"My good fellow, I expect nothing at all,--from

men. They, on the contrary,--at least all those _I_ know--expect

everything from me. And they get it,--generally. As for 'despising' you,

have I not said that I admire you? I do. I think there is something

positively stupendous in the brilliant progress of your fame and rapid

social success."

"My fame!" I repeated bitterly--"How has it been obtained? What is it

worth?"

"That is not the question;" he retorted with a little smile; "How

unpleasant it must be for you to have these gouty twinges of conscience

Geoffrey! Of course no fame is actually worth much now-a-days,--because

it is not classic fame, strong in reposeful old-world dignity,--it is

blatant noisy notoriety merely. But yours, such as it is, is perfectly

legitimate, judged by its common-sense commercial aspect, which is the

only aspect in which anyone looks at anything. You must bear in mind

that no one works out of disinterestedness in the present age,--no

matter how purely benevolent an action may appear on the surface, Self

lies at the bottom of it. Once grasp this fact, and you will perceive

that nothing could be fairer or more straightforward than the way you

have obtained your fame. You have not 'bought' the incorruptible British

Press; you could not do that; that is impossible, for it is immaculate,

and bristles stiffly all over with honourable principles. There is no

English paper existing that would accept a cheque for the insertion of a

notice or a paragraph; not one!" His eyes twinkled merrily,--then he

went on--"No,--it is only the Foreign Press that is corrupt, so the

British Press says;--John Bull looks on virtuously aghast at journalists

who, in dire stress of poverty, will actually earn a little extra pay

for writing something or somebody 'up' or 'down.' Thank Heaven, _he_

employs no such journalists; his pressmen are the very soul of

rectitude, and will stoically subsist on a pound a week rather than take

ten for a casual job 'to oblige a friend.' Do you know Geoffrey, when

the Judgment Day arrives, who will be among the first saints to ascend

to Heaven with the sounding of trumpets?"

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