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Left with myself and Lucio, Lord Elton threw off all reserve, and became

not only familiar, but fawning in his adulation of us both. An abject

and pitiable desire to please and propitiate us expressed itself in his

every look and word; and I firmly believe that if I had coolly and

brutally offered to buy his fair daughter by private treaty for a

hundred thousand pounds, that sum to be paid down to him on the day of

marriage, he would have gladly agreed to sell. Apart however from his

personal covetousness, I felt and knew that my projected courtship of

Lady Sibyl would of necessity resolve itself into something more or less

of a market bargain, unless indeed I could win the girl's love. I meant

to try and do this, but I fully realized how difficult, nay, almost

impossible it would be for her to forget the fact of my unhampered and

vast fortune, and consider me for myself alone. Herein is one of the

blessings of poverty which the poor are frequently too apt to forget. A

moneyless man if he wins a woman's love knows that such love is genuine

and untainted by self-interest; but a rich man can never be truly

certain of love at all. The advantages of a wealthy match are constantly

urged upon all marriageable girls by both their parents and

friends,--and it would have to be a very unsophisticated feminine nature

indeed that could contemplate a husband possessing five millions of

money, without a touch of purely interested satisfaction. A very wealthy

man can never be sure even of friendship,--while the highest, strongest

and noblest kind of love is nearly always denied to him, in this way

carrying out the fulfilment of those strange but true words--"How hardly

shall he that is a rich man, enter the Kingdom of Heaven!" The heaven of

a woman's love, tried and proved true through disaster and

difficulty,--of her unflinching faithfulness and devotion in days of

toil and bitter anguish,--of her heroic self-abnegation, sweetness and

courage through the darkest hours of doubt and disappointment;--this

bright and splendid side of woman's character is reserved by Divine

ordinance for the poor man. The millionaire can indeed wed whomsoever he

pleases among all the beauties of the world,--he can deck his wife in

gorgeous apparel, load her with jewels and look upon her in all the

radiance of her richly adorned loveliness as one may look upon a perfect

statue or matchless picture,--but he can never reach the deeper secrets

of her soul or probe the well-springs of her finer nature. I thought

this even thus early in the beginning of my admiration for Lady Sibyl

Elton, though I did not then dwell upon it as I have often done since. I

was too elated with the pride of wealth to count the possibilities of

subtle losses amid so many solid gains; and I enjoyed to the full and

with a somewhat contemptuous malice the humble prostration of a 'belted

Earl' before the dazzling mine of practically unlimited cash as

represented to him in the persons of my brilliant comrade and myself. I

took a curious sort of pleasure in patronizing him, and addressed him

with a protecting air of indulgent kindness whereat he seemed gratified.

Inwardly I laughed as I thought how differently matters would have

stood, supposing I had been indeed no more than 'author'! I might have

proved to be one of the greatest writers of the age, but if, with that,

I had been poor or only moderately well off, this same half bankrupt

Earl who privately boarded an American heiress for two thousand guineas

a year, would have deemed it a 'condescension' to so much as invite me

to his house,--would have looked down upon me from his titled

nothingness and perhaps carelessly alluded to me as 'a man who

writes--er--yes--er--rather clever I believe!' and then would have

thought no more about me. For this very cause as 'author' still, though

millionaire, I took a fantastic pleasure in humiliating his lordship as

much as possible, and I found the best way to do this was to talk about

Willowsmere. I saw that he winced at the very name of his lost estate,

and that notwithstanding this, he could not avoid showing his anxiety as

to my intentions with regard to its occupation. Lucio, whose wisdom and

foresight had suggested my becoming the purchaser of the place, assisted

me in the most adroit fashion to draw him out and to make his character

manifest, and by the time we had finished our cigars and coffee I knew

that the 'proud' Earl of Elton, who could trace his lineage to the

earliest days of the Crusaders, was as ready to bend his back and crawl

in the dust for money as the veriest hotel-porter expectant of a

sovereign 'tip.' I had never entertained a high opinion of the

aristocracy, and on this occasion it was certainly not improved, but

remembering that the spendthrift nobleman beside me was the father of

Lady Sibyl, I treated him on the whole with more respect than his mean

and grasping nature deserved.

On returning to the drawing-room after dinner I was struck by the chill

weirdness that seemed to be imparted to it by the addition of Lady

Elton's couch, which, placed near the fire, suggested a black

sarcophagus in bulk and outline. It was practically a narrow bed on

wheels, though partially disguised by a silk coverlet draped skilfully

so as to somewhat hide its coffin-like shape. The extended figure of the

paralysed Countess herself presented a death-like rigidity; but her face

as she turned it towards us on our entrance, was undisfigured as yet and

distinctly handsome, her eyes especially being large, clear, and almost

brilliant. Her daughter introduced us both in a low tone, and she moved

her head slightly by way of acknowledgment, studying us curiously the

while.

"Well, my dear"--said Lord Elton briskly, "This is an unexpected

pleasure! It is nearly three months since you honoured us with your

company. How do you feel?"

"Better," she replied slowly, yet distinctly, her gaze now fixed with

wondering intentness on Prince Rimânez.

"Mother found the room rather cold"--explained Lady Sibyl--"So we

brought her as near to the fire as possible. It _is_ cold"--and she

shivered--"I fancy it must be freezing hard."

"Where is Diana?" asked the Earl, looking about in search of that lively

young lady.

"Miss Chesney has gone to her own room to write a letter;" replied his

daughter somewhat frigidly--"She will be back directly."

At this moment Lady Elton feebly raised her hand and pointed to Lucio,

who had moved aside to answer some question asked of him by Miss

Charlotte.

"Who is that?" she murmured.

"Why, mother dear, I told you"--said Lady Sibyl gently--"That is Prince

Lucio Rimânez, Papa's great friend."

The Countess's pallid hand still remained lifted, as though it were

frozen in air.

"_What_ is he?" the slow voice again inquired,--and then the hand

dropped suddenly like a dead thing.

"Now Helena, you must not excite yourself"--said her husband, bending

over her couch with real or assumed anxiety; "Surely you remember all I

have told you about the prince? And also about this gentleman, Mr

Geoffrey Tempest?"

She nodded, and her eyes, turning reluctantly away from Rimânez,

regarded me fixedly.

"You are a very young man to be a millionaire,"--were her next words,

uttered with evident difficulty--"Are you married?"

I smiled, and answered in the negative. Her looks wandered from me to

her daughter's face,--then back to me again with a singularly intent

expression. Finally, the potent magnetism of Lucio's presence again

attracted her, and she indicated him by a gesture.

"Ask your friend ... to come here ... and speak to me."

Rimânez turned instinctively at her request, and with his own peculiar

charm and gallant grace of bearing, came to the side of the paralysed

lady, and taking her hand, kissed it.

"Your face seems familiar to me,"--she said, speaking now, as it seemed,

with greater ease--"Have I ever met you before?"

"Dear lady, you may have done so"--he replied in dulcet tones and with a

most captivating gentleness of manner--"It occurs to me, now I think of

it, that years ago, I saw once, as a passing vision of loveliness, in

the hey-day of youth and happiness, Helena Fitzroy, before she was

Countess of Elton."

"You must have been a mere boy--a child,--at that time!" she murmured

faintly smiling.

"Not so!--for you are still young, Madame, and I am old. You look

incredulous? Alas, why is it I wonder, I may not look the age I am! Most

of my acquaintances spend a great part of their lives in trying to look

the age they are not; and I never came across a man of fifty who was not

proud to be considered thirty-nine. My desires are more laudable,--yet

honourable eld refuses to impress itself upon my features. It is quite a

sore point with me I assure you."

"Well, how old are you really?" asked Lady Sibyl smiling at him.

"Ah, I dare not tell you!" he answered, returning the smile; "But I

ought to explain that in my countings I judge age by the workings of

thought and feeling, more than by the passing of years. Thus it should

not surprise you to hear that I feel myself old,--old as the world!"

"But there are scientists who say that the world is young;" I observed,

"And that it is only now beginning to feel its forces and put forth its

vigour."

"Such optimistic wise-acres are wrong," he answered,--"The world is a

veritable husk of a planet; humanity has nearly completed all its

allotted phases, and the end is near."

"The end?" echoed Lady Sibyl,--"Do you believe the world will ever come

to an end?"

"I do, most certainly. Or, to be more correct, it will not actually

perish, but will simply change. And the change will not agree with the

constitution of its present inhabitants. They will call the

transformation the Day of Judgment. I should imagine it would be a fine

sight."

The Countess gazed at him wonderingly,--Lady Sibyl seemed amused.

"I would rather not witness it,"--said Lord Elton gruffly.

"Oh, why?" and Rimânez looked about with quite a cheerful air--"A final

glimpse of the planet ere we _a_scend or _de_scend to our future homes

elsewhere, would be something to remember! Madame"--here he addressed

Lady Elton; "are you fond of music?"

The invalid smiled gratefully, and bent her head in acquiescence. Miss

Chesney had just entered the room and heard the question.

"Do you play?" she exclaimed vivaciously, touching him on the arm with

her fan.

He bowed. "I do. In an erratic sort of fashion. I also sing. Music has

always been one of my passions. When I was very young,--ages ago,--I

used to imagine I could hear the angel Israfel chanting his strophes

amid the golden glow of heavenly glory,--himself white-winged and

wonderful, with a voice out-ringing beyond the verge of paradise!"

As he spoke, a sudden silence fell upon us all. Something in his accent

touched my heart to a strange sense of sorrow and yearning, and the

Countess of Elton's dark eyes, languid with long suffering, grew soft as

though with repressed tears.

"Sometimes," he continued more lightly--"just at odd moments--I like to

believe in Paradise. It is a relief, even to a hardened sinner like

myself, to fancy that there _may_ exist something in the way of a world

better than this one."

"Surely sir," said Miss Charlotte Fitzroy severely--"you believe in

Heaven?"

He looked at her and smiled slightly.

"Madame, forgive me! I do not believe in the clerical heaven. I know you

will be angry with me for this frank confession! But I cannot picture

the angels in white smocks with goose wings, or the Deity as a somewhat

excitable personage with a beard. Personally I should decline to go to

any heaven which was only a city with golden streets; and I should

object to a sea of glass, resenting it as a want of invention on the

part of the creative Intelligence. But----do not frown, dear Miss

Fitzroy!--I do believe in Heaven all the same,--a different kind of

heaven,--I often see it in my dreams!"

He paused, and again we were all silent, gazing at him. Lady Sibyl's

eyes indeed, rested upon him with such absorbed interest, that I became

somewhat irritated, and was glad, when turning towards the Countess once

more, he said quietly.

"Shall I give you some music now, Madame?"

She murmured assent, and followed him with a vaguely uneasy glance as he

crossed over to the grand piano and sat down. I had never heard him

either play or sing; in fact so far as his accomplishments went, I knew

nothing of him as yet except that he was a perfect master of the art of

horsemanship. With the first few bars he struck I half started from my

chair in amazement;--could a mere pianoforte produce such sounds?--or

was there some witchery hidden in the commonplace instrument, unguessed

by any other performer? I stared around me, bewildered,--I saw Miss

Charlotte drop her knitting abstractedly,--Diana Chesney, lying lazily

back in one corner of the sofa, half closed her eyelids in dreamy

ecstasy,--Lord Elton stood near the fire resting one arm on the

mantelpiece and shading his fuzzy brows with his hand,--and Lady Sibyl

sat beside her mother, her lovely face pale with emotion, while on the

worn features of the invalided lady there was an expression of mingled

pain and pleasure difficult to describe. The music swelled into

passionate cadence,--melodies crossed and re-crossed each other like

rays of light glittering among green leaves,--voices of birds and

streams and tossing waterfalls chimed in with songs of love and playful

merriment;--anon came wilder strains of grief and angry clamour; cries

of despair were heard echoing through the thunderous noise of some

relentless storm,--farewells everlastingly shrieked amid sobs of

reluctant shuddering agony;--and then, as I listened, before my eyes a

black mist gathered slowly, and I thought I saw great rocks bursting

asunder into flame, and drifting islands in a sea of fire,--faces,

wonderful, hideous, beautiful, peered at me out of a darkness denser

than night, and in the midst of this there came a tune, complete in

sweetness and suggestion,--a piercing sword-like tune that plunged into

my very heart and rankled there,----my breath failed me,--my senses

swam,--I felt that I must move, speak, cry out, and implore that this

music, this horribly insidious music should cease ere I swooned with the

voluptuous poison of it,--when, with a full chord of splendid harmony

that rolled out upon the air like a breaking wave, the intoxicating

sounds ebbed away into silence. No one spoke,--our hearts were yet

beating too wildly with the pulsations roused by that wondrous lyric

storm. Diana Chesney was the first to break the spell.

"Well, that beats everything I've ever heard!" she murmured tremulously.

I could say nothing,--I was too occupied with my own thoughts. Something

in the music had instilled itself into my blood, or so I fancied, and

the clinging subtle sweetness of it, moved me to strange emotions that

were neither wise, nor worthy of a man. I looked at Lady Sibyl; she was

very pale,--her eyes were cast down and her hands were trembling. On a

sudden impulse I rose and went to Rimânez where he still sat at the

piano, his hands dumbly wandering over the keys.

"You are a great master"--I said--"A wonderful performer! But do you

know what your music suggests?"

He met my fixed gaze, shrugged his shoulders, and shook his head.

"Crime!" I whispered--"You have roused in me evil thoughts of which I am

ashamed. I did not think that was possible to so divine an Art."

He smiled, and his eyes glittered with the steely brightness of stars on

a wintry night.

"Art takes its colours from the mind, my dear friend;"--he said--"If you

discover evil suggestions in my music, the evil, I fear, must be in your

own nature."

"Or in yours!" I said quickly.

"Or in mine;"--he agreed coldly--"I have often told you I am no saint."

I stood hesitatingly, looking at him. For one moment his great personal

beauty appeared hateful to me, though I knew not why. Then the feeling

of distrust and repulsion slowly passed, leaving me humiliated and

abashed.

"Pardon me, Lucio!" I murmured regretfully--"I spoke in haste; but truly

your music almost put me in a state of frenzy,--I never heard anything

in the least like it----"

"Nor I,"--said Lady Sibyl, who just then moved towards the piano--"It

was marvellous! Do you know, it quite frightened me?"

"I am sorry!" he answered with a penitent air--"I know I am quite a

failure as a pianist--I am not sufficiently 'restrained,' as the press

men would say."

"A failure? Good God!" exclaimed Lord Elton at this juncture--"Why, if

you played like that in public, you'd drive everyone frantic!"

"With alarm?" queried Lucio, laughing--"Or with disgust?"

"Nonsense! you know what I mean very well. I have always had a contempt

for the piano as an instrument, but by Jove! I never heard such music as

yours even in a full orchestra. It is extraordinary!--it is positively

magnificent! Where in the world did you study?"

"In Nature's conservatoire;"--replied Rimânez lazily. "My first

'maestro' was an amiable nightingale. He, singing on a branch of fir

when the moon was full, explained with liquid-noted patience, how to

construct and produce a pure roulade, cadenza and trill,--and when I had

learned thus far, he showed me all the most elaborate methods of

applying rhythmic tune to the upward and downward rush of the wind, thus

supplying me with perfect counterpoint. Chords I learned from old

Neptune, who was good enough to toss a few of his largest billows to the

shore for my special benefit. He nearly deafened me with his

instructions, being somewhat excitable and loud-voiced,--but on finding

me an apt pupil, he drew back his waves to himself with so much delicacy

among the pebbles and sand, that at once I mastered the secret of

playing _arpeggi_. Once too I had a finishing lesson from a Dream,--a

mystic thing with wild hair and wings--it sang one word in my ears, and

the word was unpronounceable in mortal speech,--but after many efforts I

discovered it lurking in the scale of sound. The best part of it all

was, that my instructors asked no fees!"

"I think you are a poet as well as a musician,"--said Lady Sibyl.

"A poet! Spare me!--my dear young lady, why are you so cruel as to load

me with so vile an imputation! Better be a murderer than a poet,--one is

treated with much more respect and courteous consideration,--by the

press at anyrate. The murderer's breakfast-menu will be given due place

in many of the most estimable journals,--but the poet's lack of both

breakfast and dinner will be deemed his fitting reward. Call me a

live-stock producer, a horse-breeder, a timber-merchant,--anything but a

poet! Why even Tennyson became an amateur milkman to somewhat conceal

and excuse the shame and degradation of writing verse!"

We all laughed.

"Well, you must admit," said Lord Elton, "that we've had rather too much

of poets lately. It's no wonder we're sick of them, and that poetry has

fallen into disrepute. Poets are such a quarrelsome lot too--effeminate,

puling, unmanly humbugs!"

"You are speaking of the newly 'discovered' ones of course," said

Lucio--"Yes, they are a weedy collection. I have sometimes thought that

out of pure philanthropy I would start a bon-bon manufactory, and employ

them to write mottoes for the crackers. It would keep them out of

mischief and provide them with a little pocket-money, for as matters

stand they do not make a farthing by their books. But I do not call them

'poets' at all,--they are mere rhymers. One or two real poets do exist,

but, like the prophets of Scripture, they are not 'in society,' nor can

they get their logs rolled by any of their contemporaries. They are not

favourites with any 'set'; that is why I am afraid my dear friend

Tempest will never be accepted as the genius he is; society will be too

fond of him to let him go down into dust and ashes to gather the

laurel."

"It is not necessary to go down into dust and ashes for that," I said.

"I assure you it is!--" he answered gaily--"Positively imperative. The

laurel flourishes best so,--it will not grow in a hot-house."

At that moment Diana Chesney approached.

"Lady Elton would like to hear you sing, prince--" she said--"Will you

give us that pleasure? Do! Something quite simple, you know,--it will

set our nerves straight after your terribly beautiful music! You'd

hardly believe it perhaps,--but I really feel quite unstrung!"

He folded his hands with a droll air of penitence.

"Forgive me!" he said, "I'm always, as the church service says, doing

those things I ought not to do."

Miss Chesney laughed, a trifle nervously.

"Oh, I forgive you!" she replied--"On condition that you sing."

"I obey!" and with that he turned again to the piano, and playing a

strange wild minor accompaniment sang the following stanzas:

Sleep, my Belovëd, sleep!

Be patient!--we shall keep

Our secret closely hid

Beneath the coffin-lid,--

There is no other place in earth or air

For such a love as ours, or such despair!

And neither hell nor heaven shall care to win

Our loathëd souls, rejoicing in their sin!

Sleep!--for my hand is sure,--

The cold steel bright and pure

Strikes through thy heart and mine

Shedding our blood like wine;--

Sin's sweetness is too sweet, and if the shame

Of love must be our curse, we hurl the blame

Back on the gods who gave us love with breath

And tortured us from passion into death!

This strange song, sung in the most glorious of baritones, full and

rich, and vibrating with power and sweetness, had a visibly thrilling

effect upon us all. Again we were struck dumb with surprise and

something like fear,--and again Diana Chesney broke the silence.

"You call that simple!" she said, half petulantly.

"Quite so. Love and Death are the simplest things in the world"--replied

Lucio.--"The ballad is a mere trifle,--it is entitled 'The Last

Love-Song' and is supposed to be the utterance of a lover about to kill

his mistress and himself. Such events happen every day,--you know that

by the newspapers,--they are perfectly common-place----"

He was interrupted by a sharp clear voice ringing imperatively across

the room--

"Where did you learn that song?"

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