ADRIAN AND JACOMINA.

Aletta, who had mentally and physically become grey like her

surroundings, like a tree growing in a damp and dark corner which has

long since given up the attempt to shine and burgeon like its fellows

that rejoice in the sunlight--received the news of Elsie's having been

found with but a faint shock of surprise and satisfaction. Her

perceptions had become dulled by the woe-laden years. Sara had, some

two years previously, married a young farmer from an adjoining district.

Uncle Diederick was glad of the opportunity of visiting Cape Town; he

had heard of some wonderful new discoveries in the drug line, and he

wanted to advance professionally with the times. His farming on joint

behalf of himself and Stephanus had prospered. He felt that when his

(at present) sleeping partner should be released, he, Uncle Diederick,

would be able to build himself another "hartebeeste house" of ample

proportions and sumptuous style, and devote his energies exclusively to

the exercise of that healing art which his whole soul loved.

Adrian had--being of a careful and frugal nature--begun acquiring stock

when still very young. This had increased considerably, owing to a long

series of excellent seasons and the exercise of careful management.

Thus, he had recently found himself quite rich enough to start farming

on his own account. When, however, he mooted this contingency with his

father, Gideon at once offered him a full partnership in the farm as a

going concern, leaving him the unrestricted management and only

stipulating for the supply of teams of oxen and relays of horses for use

on the hunting trips upon which he now spent by far the greater

proportion of his time. Adrian at once closed with the offer.

Whilst Uncle Diederick was making preparations for his trip the thought

struck Adrian that the present might prove a good opportunity for him to

visit that city which he had never yet seen. He felt that not alone

could he make the journey pay its expenses, but that a handsome profit

might be won by taking down a load of produce and bringing back another

of supplies. So he overhauled his wagon, packed it with ostrich

feathers and hides and then sent over to tell Uncle Diederick of his

intention.

Uncle Diederick had arranged to start on the third day following.

Adrian's notification came in the form of a message sent through a

Hottentot who was directed to enquire as to the hour of Uncle

Diederick's intended departure, so that the wagon might arrive at the

spot where the two roads from the respective homesteads met, at the same

time. Up to this it had been understood that Jacomina was to remain

behind and attend to any patients who might turn up.

"Pa," said that artless damsel, at supper, "it will be very lonely here

while you are away."

A quizzical expression crinkled over the withered-apple-like visage of

Uncle Diederick. Otherwise he impassively went on with his meal.

"Yes,--and I have never seen Cape Town. Besides Elsie will be very

lonely on the road if there is not another girl to talk to and look

after her."

After she had obtained her father's consent Jacomina began at once

making preparations for her trip. Her best frock was taken from the box

and thoroughly overhauled, her smartest _cappie_ and her newest

_veldschoens_ were laid ready for the morrow. A brooch of old

workmanship and some other trinkets which had drifted into Uncle

Diederick's coffers in the course of trade, and thence been annexed by

his daughter as part of her share in the profits, were examined and

judiciously selected from.

Next day Adrian was astonished, elated and embarrassed to find Jacomina,

resplendent in what passed, locally, for finery, sitting throned upon

Uncle Diederick's wagon box when the wagons met at the appointed spot.

As a matter of fact Adrian's shyness had grown with his passion until

each had reached a pitch of tragic intensity. He had often ridden over

to Uncle Diederick's homestead with full and valiant intentions of

declaring his love, but invariably his courage had failed at the last

moment Jacomina had been at her wits' end to bring him to the point of

proposing which, she knew perfectly well, he was longing to do. She had

tried various ways and means, but all had failed. When she became cold

he sank into gloomy despondency and moped away by himself. If she grew

tender he seemed to dissolve in nervousness and grew as shy as a young

girl. Once, she tried flirtation with another, for the purpose of

arousing jealousy, but the effect was alarming. Adrian went without

food or sleep for several days and rode about the country like one

demented.

The obvious way to arrange matters would have been to get Uncle

Diederick to intervene. This, however, in spite of many direct hints

from Jacomina he had declined to undertake.

In the days we tell of no marriage could be solemnised in the Cape

Colony unless the parties had previously appeared before the matrimonial

court in Cape Town. It is an historical although almost incredible fact

that in the early days of the present century couples wishing to marry

had to come to the metropolis for the purpose from the most distant

parts of the Colony.

Now, in the tender but astute soul of Jacomina a bright and happy

thought had been born. Like the birth of Athene was the issue of this

fully equipped resolve that stood before Jacomina in sudden and dazzling

completeness. Adrian was to accompany her and her father to Cape

Town,--she would induce him to propose on the way down and then there

would be no difficulty in leading him up to the marrying point. He was

of full age; she was accompanied by her father. There was no reason why

the wedding should not take place at once, and thus save them all the

necessity for another trip.

Adrian's shyness did not diminish during the journey. At each outspan

Jacomina exercised all her faculties to shine as a cook. He shewed by

his appetite that he deeply appreciated the results, but he got no

farther than this. With her own deft hands would Jacomina mix Adrian's

well-known quantity of milk and sugar with his coffee, and then pass him

the cup which he would receive so tremblingly that the contents were in

danger.

The skin bag of rusks made so crisp and light that they would melt

instantaneously and deliciously in coffee or milk--the jar of pickled

"_sassatyes_,"--hanks of "_bultong_" and other delicacies would be

produced from the wagon-chest at each outspan and, if Adrian's passion

might be gauged by his appetite, he was, indeed, deeply enamoured.

But Jacomina was at her wits' end,--her lover would not declare himself,

do what she might. One day, however, some difficulty arose with the

gear of Adrian's wagon, so that off Uncle Diederick started alone, its

owner's intention being to wait for his travelling companion at the next

outspan place, where water and pasturage were known to be good. Uncle

Diederick, as was his wont, fell asleep shortly after a start had been

made. Jacomina sat at the opening of the vehicle behind, gazing back

along the road in the direction of where she had left her lover.

It was a drowsy day; a faint haze brooded over the land; not a breath

stirred the air, faint with the scent of the yellow acacia blooms. The

road was deep with heavy sand, through which the oxen slowly and

noiselessly ploughed.

A small, bush--brimming _kloof_ was crossed. Through it sped a small

stream, plashing over a rocky bar into a pool around which nodded a

sleepy forest of ferns. Jacomina put her head out of the back of the

tent. Then she sprang from the back of the wagon and went to examine

the grot. She found a flat ledge, out of range of the spray, which made

a most convenient seat, so she sate herself down and contemplated the

scene.

Jacomina liked the scenery so much that she determined to stay for a few

minutes, and then follow the retreating wagon. Anon she thought she

would wait a little longer and get Adrian to give her a seat as he came

past. The Hottentot driver had seen her dismount, so her father would

know that she had not fallen off and got hurt, at all events.

She sat among the ferns for a good half-hour before she heard the shouts

of the driver urging on the labouring team. Then the wagon laboured

through the _kloof_, and Jacomina peered through the ferns as it passed

her.

Adrian was walking behind the wagon, with long, slow strides and bent

head. Jacomina was just about to arise and call out to him when he

lifted his face at the sound of the plashing water, hesitated for a few

seconds, and then stepped towards the grot.

Jacomina knew, instinctively, that the hour she had long hoped for had

come; that her lover was at length to be caught in the toils which she

had, half-unwittingly, set for his diffident feet,--and the knowledge

filled her with a feeling of bashfulness to which she had hitherto been

a stranger. Thus, when Adrian walked heavily through the fern and

almost touched her dress before he perceived her, she felt covered with

confusion.

Adrian started as though he had seen a ghost. Jacomina lifted a

blushing face and gave him an instantaneous glance from her bright

eyes--made brighter now by a suspicion of tears. Then she bent her face

forward upon her hands and began to sob.

Adrian was bewildered. This was something he had never thought the

matter-of-fact Jacomina capable of. Something must be very wrong

indeed. But he felt no longer awe, and his shyness was swept away in a

tide of pity. There was room on the ledge for two; Adrian sat down next

to the distressed damsel and endeavoured to comfort her.

"What is it, then, Jacomyntje,--has your Pa been scolding you?"

Jacomina nearly gave herself away by indignantly repudiating the bare

notion of her succumbing to anybody's scolding, but she remembered

herself in time. After a partial recovery she was seized by another

paroxysm of sobs, in the course of which she pressed one hand across her

eyes and allowed the other to droop, limply, to her side. No observer

of human nature will be in doubt as to which hand it was she let droop.

Adrian, after a moment's hesitation, nervously lifted the hand and

pressed it slightly. As it was not withdrawn he increased the pressure.

The sobbing calmed down somewhat, but the head remained bowed in an

apparent abandon of hope.

"What is it, Jacomina; tell me why you are weeping."

"Ach, Adrian,--I am so unhappy."

This was getting no farther forward. The sobbing again recurred, and

the fingers of the sufferer took a tight grasp of those of the consoler.

Then the afflicted form swayed so helplessly that Adrian felt bound to

support it with his arm, and in a moment the head of Jacomina reposed

quietly upon his breast.

"What is it, 'Meintje; tell me?"

There was no reply. Adrian looked down upon the sorrow-bowed head and

felt that the growing lassitude of the girl called for firmer support,

which was at once forthcoming. The experience was new and alarming but,

taken all round, he liked it. Jacomina was no longer formidable; in a

few moments he forgot that he had ever been afraid of her.

"Come, Jacomyn', tell me what is the matter."

"Oh, Adrian,--I am afraid to tell you for fear you would despise me."

"Despise you? No, you know I could never do that."

"I am so unhappy because--because you used to like me so much, and now

you never speak to me."

Jacomina had now come to believe in the genuineness of her own woe, so

she fell into a flood of real and violent tears. Adrian gradually

gathered her into his arms, and she allowed herself to be consoled.

After a very few minutes a full understanding was arrived at; then

Jacomina recovered herself with remarkable rapidity, and recollected

that the wagons were far ahead. Adrian's shyness had by this time

completely gone, so much so that Jacomina had some difficulty in getting

him to make a start. In fact she had to escape from his arms by means

of a subterfuge and dart away along the road. Her lover did not lose

much time in following her. The course was interrupted by amatory

interludes whenever the wayside boskage was propitious, so it was not

before the outspanning took place that the wagons were reached.

When the blushing pair stood before Uncle Diederick, that man of

experiences did not need to have matters explained to him.

"Well, Jacomina," he said, "I'll have to see about getting a wife myself

now. But you need not be afraid on account of Aunt Emerencia; no one,

who is not a fool, buys an old mare when he can get a young one for the

same price."

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Uncle Diederick, who had not been to Cape Town since the days of his

early youth, was very much impressed by everything he saw, but by

nothing so much as the chemists' shops. He never got tired at gazing at

the rows of bottles with their various coloured contents. He wandered

from one drug emporium to another, until he made the acquaintance of an

affable young assistant who dispensed with an engaging air from behind a

counter deeply laden with wondrous appliances and enticing compounds.

This young man loved experiment for its own sake, and he had a wide

field for the exercise of his hobby among the poorer classes, who

usually came to him for panaceas for their minor ills.

As Paul sat at the feet of Gamaliel, Uncle Diederick sat on a

high-legged stool in the chemist's shop, drinking in greedily the lore

which fell from the young man's lips, and making notes of the same in a

tattered pocket-book, with a very stumpy pencil. Thus Uncle Diederick

widened his medical knowledge considerably, until he felt that all worth

knowing of the healing art was now at his command. The young man was

the only one who suffered; his moral character became sadly deteriorated

owing to the reverence with which Uncle Diederick regarded him, and the

wrapt attention with which every essay of his was observed and recorded.

Eventually Uncle Diederick placed an order worth about ten pounds at the

shop, and obtained copious directions as to treatment of the different

maladies which the contents of each bulky bottle might be expected to

cure.

The wagons had outspanned on the mountain slope, not far below the du

Plessis' dwelling. Jacomina was much impressed at the luxuriousness of

Elsie's surroundings and the quality of the stuff of which her garments

were made. Gertrude and Helena tried to be civil and attentive to

Jacomina and Adrian but--well, Jacomina was not long in seeing that the

two town-bred girls were much more attractive than she was herself, and

she did not care to appear at a disadvantage before her lover. Elsie

she did not at first feel jealous of. As she expressed it to Adrian,

the blind girl reminded her of the great peak at the head of the Tanqua

valley, when it was covered with snow in winter. One day, however, she

observed a look upon Adrian's face as he was regarding his cousin, which

made her resolve to hurry on the wedding at all hazards.

At the lower end of Plein Street was a shop, a mere contemplation of the

contents of which filled Jacomina's soul with satisfaction. It was a

large emporium, specially stocked and arranged for the purpose of

supplying the needs of the farmers visiting the metropolis. At this

establishment produce of all kinds was purchased, the value being

usually taken out in goods--a double profit thus being secured by the

management. Everything--from hardware to drapery, from groceries to

hymn-books could here be purchased.

It was at the establishment described that Uncle Diederick and Adrian

had disposed of their respective loads of produce, and Jacomina had had

a certain sum placed to her credit in the books. Each day she would

spend several hours wandering through the store, from one bewildering

room to another, and now and then making a small purchase after such

protracted deliberation and examination as drove the assistants well

over the bounds of distraction. The object which most fascinated

Jacomina was a dummy attired in gorgeous bridal array and enclosed in a

glazed frame. This model, strange to say, bore a remote resemblance to

Jacomina herself, and might have easily passed for an intentional

likeness had its inane simper been changed into a smart and decidedly

wide-awake expression.

No youthful artist hovered, fascinated, before Milo's Venus so devotedly

as did Jacomina before this glass shrine in which seemed to be housed

the Goddess of Love. She breathed no conscious prayer to the deity; yet

it was in one of her ecstasies of worship that an inspiration came to

her which eventuated in propitiously bringing about the end she had in

view.

Jacomina fell into bad spirits, and grew cold to her lover. Adrian

became distressed and redoubled his attentions. Jacomina one day

arranged so that she met Adrian on his way to the city. She tried to

avoid him, but he pursued her and persuaded her to accompany him for the

sake of the walk, which was to be to the shop of perennial attractions.

As the pair entered the establishment, Jacomina hesitated for an

instant, bent her head and seemed as though about to retrace her steps

into the street. A wild hope surged up in the breast of a counter-clerk

who had seen her approach, and now thought he was going to have a

respite.

Adrian became perplexed and bent over Jacomina's bowed head with

solicitude. Then, with a mighty effort she managed to raise a blush;

lifting her face, when she had succeeded, to that of her lover for a

ravishing instant. After a pause she allowed herself to be reluctantly

drawn into the building.

Before the door, which led into the drapery department--which Adrian had

not previously visited, stood the shrine, and from it the goddess beamed

down upon the pair with inane benignity. Adrian caught a glimpse of the

ravishing form, and was at once struck by the resemblance it bore to his

beloved. A wild tumult seethed up in his ingenuous breast. Just like

that, he felt, Jacomina would look if similarly attired. The

embarrassed damsel moved away, causing consternation behind the counter

she approached, and left her spell-bound adorer gaping.

Adrian transacted his business with masculine promptitude, and then

sought for Jacomina, whom he found at a counter absorbed in the

examination of many coils of ribbon. But she had executed the real

business she had visited the shop for to her entire satisfaction, so she

went away with her lover at once, leaving behind her a general sense of

relief.

Adrian tried to steer his course for an exit past the shrine, but

Jacomina knew it would be a better move to get out by another door.

When they were in the street Adrian began to refer to the subject which

had caused such a ferment in his bosom:

"Jacomyn--that girl in the white dress. I wonder who made her. She

looked just like you."

"Ach, Adrian,--how can you joke so?"

"Jacomina,--she's really just like you, only not half so pretty. I--I--

I'd like to see you in a dress like that, Jacomina."

"Ach, Adrian,--how can you talk like that? It's only town girls that

ever dress like that and then only--"

"But, Jacomyn,--when we get married you might buy that very dress and

put it on. I--I--I wonder if they'd sell it. They might easily make

another for the figure in the glass case."

Jacomina sighed deeply, and looked down with an air of mingled dejection

and confusion.

"That dress will be old before I will want it," she said.

"How can you talk like that? Why, I want you to put a dress like that

on very soon."

Jacomina sighed deeply and did not speak for a while. Then she sadly

said--raising, as she spoke, her eyes to Adrian's emotion-lit face:

"I know that my father will go to live at the old place as soon as we

return, and it will be years and years before he will ever come to Cape

Town again. No, Adrian,--you had better forget me, and look out for

some girl whose father will be able to bring her to Cape Town soon. I

do not want you to be bound to one who may have to keep you waiting such

a long, long time."

The sentence ended with a sob. They had now reached beyond the

outskirts of the dwellings, and were on a pathway which meandered

between patches of scrub. At an appropriate spot Jacomina darted in

behind a thicket, sank with every appearance of exhaustion on to a

stone, and burst into tears.

"Leave me,--leave me,"--she sobbed, as her lover, fondly solicitous,

attempted to console her. "I have had a dream; I know I shall never be

able to come to Cape Town again. Go away, Adrian, and find some girl

who will not have to keep you waiting for years and then die without

making you happy."

Adrian became seriously alarmed. Like most of his class, he was a firm

believer in dreams. Jacomina became more wildly dear at the thought of

losing her. His mind sought distractedly for an expedient to avert the

threatened doom. Then the memory of the goddess flitted across his

brain and gave him an inspiration.

"Jacomina,--I will buy that dress and we can be married at once. I will

go straight back now and ask the price of it."

Jacomina feebly shook her head, but surrendered herself insensibly to

her lover's embrace. Then followed hotly-pressed argument on his side,

feebly, but mournfully combated on hers. Eventually she agreed to leave

the matter in the joint hands of her lover and her father. She then

allowed herself to be led home, leaning heavily on the arm of her

enraptured adorer. Both were equally happy; each had gained that point

the attainment of which was most desired.

No difficulty was experienced in obtaining Uncle Diederick's consent to

speedy nuptials. Much distress was, however, felt by Adrian when he

found, on calling at the emporium next day, that the nuptial robe of the

goddess had been purchased by another prospective bride. When he

entered the establishment he found the goddess in a lamentable state.

The dress, the veil and the wreath of orange blossoms had disappeared.

The head and face were intact, but the rest of her once-ravishing form

was little else than a wiry skeleton,--not constructed upon any known

anatomical principles.

Adrian's heart sank; he thought of Jacomina's dream. He had made much

capital out of the garment and its accessories--he had, in fact, used

the goddess as a kind of battering ram wherewith to level Jacomina's

supposed objections to a speedy union; now he thought in his innocence

that Jacomina would draw back from the performance of her side of the

contract. After hurrying from the emporium with a sinking heart he

arrived, pale and breathless, at the wagon. Uncle Diederick happened to

be in the City, engaged in the selection of drugs.

"Jacomina,"--panted Adrian, "the dress is gone--sold to someone else--

and it will take a week before another can be made. Do you think Pa

will wait for a few days more?"

Uncle Diederick had this peculiarity: if he announced his intention of

doing any given thing on a given day, he stuck to his word; nothing

short of absolute necessity would stop him. It was this that Adrian had

in view. Uncle Diederick had said that he meant to start on the

following Monday; it was now Tuesday; wedding or no wedding it was quite

certain that he would not alter his plans.

Jacomina put on the look of a virgin saint who had just been condemned

to the lions.

"No, Adrian,--you know Pa _never_ waits." She spoke with a resigned

sigh.

"But, my little heart,--it will only be for two days."

"Pa _never_ waits. No, Adrian--we will bid each other good-bye--you

must forget me--My dream--If it had not been this it would have been

something else--Good-bye, Adrian--Think of me sometimes--"

She dissolved in tears. Adrian sprang to her side and tried to comfort

her, but she was beyond consolation for a long time. Then she ceased

weeping and sat with her eyes fixed steadfastly on the far away.

"No, Adrian,--I had another dream last night. I thought I met an old

Bushwoman gathering roots in the veld, and she said to me that if any

delay came you and I would never be married. Good-bye, Adrian,--I would

only bring you bad luck. Go and find some other girl--but don't--forget

me--altogether."

The last words were spoken with a sobbing catch. Adrian became

agonised. Jacomina, exhausted by her emotions, allowed him to possess

her waist and draw her to him.

"If you would not mind--Of course I know it would not be what I had

promised--but as you have had those dreams;--if you would not mind being

married in another dress;--we might get married on Monday, after all.

Come, Jacomyntye, what does the dress matter?"

Jacomina allowed herself to be persuaded, leaving her lover under the

impression that she was conferring a great favour upon him. But the

shadow of an abiding sadness was upon her visage, as though she saw the

hand of Fate uplifted to strike her. She told her lover that he was not

to hope too much--that she felt as though something were sure to

intervene at the last moment. This made Adrian feverishly anxious that

the ceremony should take place and, had it been possible, he would have

marched down to the church and had the knot tied at once.

Jacomina told him that she did not want to trouble her father, who was

enjoying himself so much, with her forebodings, and accordingly, her

manner in Uncle Diederick's presence was as cheerful as usual. Adrian

was much impressed by this evidence of filial feeling. He grew more and

more enamoured as the hours dragged slowly past, and shuddered

increasingly at the imminent catastrophe to which Jacomina continually

alluded when the lovers were alone.

At length the blissful day dawned. A garment somewhat less ambitious

than that which had clothed the goddess in the glass case had been

hurriedly put together for the occasion, Adrian calling on the

sempstress several times each day, to enquire how the important work was

progressing. After the ceremony, the bridal party returned to the

wagon, and thence to the du Plessis' house, where a small feast had been

prepared.

Jacomina, feeling herself at a disadvantage, was anxious to get away.

Adrian was speechless with bliss, and had no eyes for anyone but his

bride. He did not appear to advantage in his new store-clothes, which

did not suit his stalwart form nearly as well as the rough, home-made

garments to which he was accustomed. Uncle Diederick enjoyed himself

immensely. He had never previously tasted champagne; under the

influence of the seductive wine he nearly went the length of proposing

marriage to Helena.

In the afternoon a start was made. Uncle Diederick's wagon had been

comfortably fitted up for Elsie. Gertrude and Helena accompanied their

friend as far as the first outspan place, where a farewell libation of

coffee was poured out from tin pannikins. The wagon with the

newly-married pair started first; that of Uncle Diederick remaining

until the pony-carriage, which was sent out to fetch the two girls,

arrived.

The wagon with its green sides and long white tent rolled heavily away

over the sand. The two girls gazed through their tears until this ship

of the desert which bore back to the unheeding wilds this strange and

beautiful creature who had brightened their home during four happy

years, slowly disappeared.

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