CHAPTER XVI. RUFUS ASKS THE MOMENTOUS QUESTION.

Craven Black and his son met at their late breakfast in the private

parlor of the former. The father was himself again, cold, polite, and

cynical. The son was sullen and irritable, at war with himself and all

mankind. His grief for the loss of his young wife had lost none of its

poignancy, although he had avowed himself the suitor of another. His

thoughts during the night just passed had been all of Lally, and not of

Neva. In his dreams at least, he was still true to the loving heart he

had broken.

The pair were sipping their coffee when a waiter brought in Mr. Black’s

morning paper, just arrived from London. Craven Black unfolded the

sheet and scanned its contents lazily.

“Any news?” inquired Rufus.

“Nothing particular. It’s all about a war in prospect between Prussia

and France. I never read politics, so I’ll skip the French letter and

alarming head lines. I prefer to read the smaller items. Ah, what is

this?”

Craven Black started and changed color as his eye rested upon a

familiar name in an obscure paragraph, under a startling title. His

agitation increased as he glanced over the paragraph, taking in its

meaning.

“What’s the matter?” demanded Rufus. “Any of your acquaintance dead?

Any one left you a fortune?”

“It is terrible,” said Craven Black, shuddering, and regarding the

paper with horrified eyes. “How could she have been so utterly foolish

and insane? It was not I who killed her.”

“Killed whom? Then some one is dead?”

“Poor girl!” muttered Craven Black, still staring at the paper with

wide eyes, as if he read there an accusation of wilful murder. “Poor

Lally--”

“_Who?_”

Rufus leaped to his feet with a shriek on his lips, bounded to his

father’s side, and snatched the paper in his trembling hands.

“I--I see nothing,” he cried. “You shocked me cruelly. I--I thought

that Lally-- Oh, my God!”

He stood as if suddenly frozen, staring as his father had done at an

item in a lower corner of the paper--an item which bore the title:

“Distressing Case of Suicide. Another unfortunate gone to her death!”

From the midst of this paragraph the name of Lalla Bird stood out with

startling distinctness.

Unconsciously to himself, Rufus Black read the brief paragraph aloud in

a hoarse, strained, breathless sort of voice, and his father listened

with head bent forward, and with a horrified look graven on his face,

as upon stone.

“Last evening,” the notice read, “as officer Rice was pursuing his

usual beat, a young woman dashed past him, bonnetless, her hair

flying, and ran out upon Waterloo Bridge. She was muttering wildly to

herself, and her aspect was that of one beside herself. The officer,

comprehending her purpose, rushed after her, but he was too late to

arrest her in her dread purpose. She looked back at him, sprang up to

the parapet like a flash, and with a last cry upon her lips--a name the

officer could not make out--she precipitated herself into the river. In

falling, her head struck a passing boat, mutilating her features beyond

all semblance of humanity. She was dead when taken from the water, and

will have a pauper’s burial unless some one comes forward to claim her

remains. No token of her identity was found upon her person, but her

handkerchief, floating on the water and picked up immediately by a

boatman, bore the name of Lalla Bird. The girl, for she was very young,

was pretty, and without doubt belonged to that frail class which more

than any other furnishes us suicides.”

Rufus Black read this paragraph to the very end, and then the paper

fell from his nerveless hands.

“Dead!” he said hollowly. “Dead!”

“Dead!” echoed his father hoarsely.

“_Dead!_” said Rufus Black, turning his burning, terrible eyes upon his

father’s face. “And it was you who killed her! I loved her--I would

have been true to her all her days, but you tore us asunder, and drove

her to despair, madness and death. You are her murderer!”

Craven Black started, nervously, and looked around him.

“Don’t, Rufus--don’t,” he ejaculated uneasily. “Some one might hear

you. The girl is to blame for killing herself, and no one else can be

held accountable for it. I offered her money but she would not take it.

It was the landlady who drove her to the--the rash act. The old woman

listened at the door, and suddenly burst in upon us and called the girl

some foul name and ordered her out of her house. The girl fled as if

pursued by demons. I thought then she meant to kill herself--just as

she has done!”

A groan burst from Rufus Black’s lips.

“My poor, poor wife!” he moaned. “She _was_ my wife, and she shall not

lie in a pauper’s grave. I am going up to London--”

“To make a fool of yourself,” interrupted Craven Black, recovering from

his shock. “And to-morrow morning the papers will all come out with the

romantic story that this girl was your wife, and the story will stick

to you all your days. People will say that you drove her to her death.

Your chance of becoming master of Hawkhurst will end on the spot. You

will be cast out and abhorred. Others as pretty and as good as this

girl have been buried at the public expense. Leave her alone.”

“I cannot--”

“Suppose you go then? What will you say to the coroner, or police

justice? What excuse will you have for abandoning your wife, as you

persist in calling the girl? Shall you confess your perjury? Can you

stand the cross-questioning, the badgering, the prying into your life

and motives?”

Rufus shrank within himself in a sort of terror. The besetting weakness

and cowardice of his nature now paralyzed him.

“I cannot go,” he muttered. “Oh, Lally, my lost wronged wife!”

He dashed from the room, and entered his own, locking his door, and was

not visible again that day.

Craven Black attired himself in morning costume and walked over to

Hawkhurst. Neva was in the park, and he had a long private interview

with Lady Wynde. In returning to his inn, he crossed the park,

ostensibly to cut short his walk, but really to exchange a few words

with the heiress.

He found her in one of the wide shaded paths, but she was not alone.

Lord Towyn, on his way to the house, had just encountered her, and they

were talking to each other, in utter forgetfulness of any supposed

obstacles to their mutual love. Craven Black accosted them, and

lingered a few moments, and then pursued his way homeward, while the

young couple slowly proceeded toward the house.

Craven Black called at Hawkhurst the next day, and the next, but alone,

Rufus remaining obstinately sequestered in his darkened chamber. Neva

was busy with visitors, Lady Freise and her daughters, and other

friends and neighbors, hastening to call upon the returned heiress.

Lord Towyn found excuses to call nearly every day. He was devoting all

his energies to the task of wooing and winning Neva, and he pushed his

suit with an ardor that brought a cynical smile to Craven Black’s lips

continually.

There were fetes given at Freise Hall in Neva’s honor; breakfast and

lawn parties at other houses; and the young girl found herself in a

whirl of gayety in strong contrast with her late life of seclusion.

During the week that followed the publication of the announcement of

Lally Bird’s suicide, Rufus Black did not cross his threshold. He

meditated suicide, and wept and bemoaned his lost darling with genuine

anguish. During this week, Craven Black made various overtures to

Miss Wynde, uttered graceful compliments to her when Lady Wynde was

not within hearing, and threw a lover-like ardor into his tones and

countenance when addressing her. But he could not see that he was

regarded by her with any favor, and grew anxious that his son should

again enter the lists, and win her from Lord Towyn, who seemed to be

having the field nearly to himself.

After an energetic talk with his son, Craven Black persuaded Rufus to

emerge from his retirement and to again visit Hawkhurst. There is a

refining influence about grief, and Rufus had never looked so well as

when, habited in black, his face pale, thin, and sharp-featured, his

eyes full of melancholy and vain regret, he again called upon Neva. The

impression he had made upon her upon the occasion of his first visit

had been favorable, and it became still more favorable upon this second

visit. Neva received the impression, from his steady melancholy and

the occasional wildness of his eyes, that he was a genius, and became

deeply interested in him.

Add to this interest the influence of the forged letter, which she

devoutly believed to have been written by her father now dead, and one

will see that even Lord Towyn had in the boy artist a dangerous rival.

Lady Wynde steadily pursued her preparations for her marriage,

keeping a keen watch upon her lover, whom she more than suspected of

faithlessness to her. She loved him with all her wicked soul, and was

anxious to secure him in matrimonial chains, but her engagement to him

had not yet been announced, and even Neva did not know of it.

By the exercise of Lady Wynde’s influence, the Blacks, father and son,

were invited to all the parties given in Neva’s honor, and Rufus Black

and Lord Towyn were ever at the side of the young heiress. Lady Wynde

hinted judiciously to a few of her chosen friends that Neva and young

Black were informally betrothed, but that the betrothal was still a

secret.

As the summer passed and September came, bringing near at hand the

time appointed for the marriage of Lady Wynde and Craven Black, both

the Blacks, father and son, became uneasy and restless. The former

was anxious to try his fate with Neva before committing himself beyond

retrieval with her step-mother. Rufus had learned to love the heiress

with a genuine love, not as he had loved Lally, but still with so much

of fervor that he believed he could not live without her. His grief for

his young wife had not lessened, but time had robbed the blow of its

sharpest sting, and he thought of Lally in heaven, while he coveted

Neva on earth. He grew anxious to put his faith to the test.

A favorable opportunity was afforded him.

Neva was fond of walking, and frequently took long walks, despite the

fact that she had carriages and horses at command. One mild September

evening, after her seven o’clock dinner, she walked over to Wyndham

village to purchase at the general dealer’s some Berlin wool urgently

required for the completion of a sofa pillow, or some such trifle, and

sauntered slowly homeward in the gloaming.

Rufus Black, who was idly wandering in the streets at the time, hurried

after her and offered his escort, and took charge of her parcel. They

walked on together.

As they emerged from the village into the open country, Rufus felt

that the hour had come in which to learn his fate from Neva’s lips. He

revolved in his mind a dozen ways of putting the momentous question,

but the manner still remained undecided when Neva sat down to rest upon

a way-side bank in the very shadow of Hawkhurst park.

This bank was her favorite halting-place when going on foot to or from

Wyndham. It was shaded by a giant oak, and clothed in the softest and

greenest turf. Here the earliest primroses blossomed and hearts-ease

starred the ground. Near the bank a small private gate opened into the

park. Rufus decided in his own mind that this was the spot, and this

soft, deepening twilight the hour for the avowal of his love.

There was no one within the park within view to interrupt him; no one

coming along the road. With a slight sense of nervousness he even

surveyed a way-side thicket that flanked the bank upon one side, as if

fearing some way-side tramp might be lurking there within hearing, but

he saw nothing to discountenance his projects.

“It’s a lovely evening,” said Neva softly, looking up at the shadowing

sky and around her at the shadowed earth. “The air is full of balm!”

“Yes, it is lovely,” said Rufus, fixing his gaze upon the young girl,

as if he meant his remark to apply to her face. “How the time has

sped since I first saw you, Miss Neva. Life was very dark to me in

those July days, but you have given it a glow and brightness I did not

dream that it could ever possess. It seems to me that I never existed

until--until I knew you. You cannot fail to know that I love you. I

have often thought that you have purposely encouraged my suit. But be

that as it may, I love you more than all the world, Miss Neva. Will you

be my wife?”

He waited in a breathless suspense for her reply.

Neva’s face did not flush with joy, as it might have done had the

speaker been Lord Towyn. She looked very grave, and into her eyes of

red gloom came a sadness that was terrible to see.

“I like you, Rufus,” she said gently, looking beyond him with

a strange, far-seeing gaze. “I believe you to be good and

honorable--would to God I did not--for then--then--Rufus, I do not know

what to say to you. What shall I answer you?”

“Say Yes,” pleaded Rufus, with the energy of a gathering terror. “Do

not refuse me, Neva, I implore you. I am not handsome and titled like

Lord Towyn; I am plain and awkward, but I love you with all my soul.

I place my fate in your hands. I have it in me to become great and

good, and if you will be my wife I will be noble for your sake. But if

you cast me off, I shall perish. In you are centred all my hopes. Oh,

Neva, I beseech you to be merciful to me, and to save me from the utter

misery of a life without you. I cannot--cannot live if you cast me off!”

He spoke with an earnestness that went to Neva’s soul. She trembled,

as if the burden of responsibility laid upon her were too heavy to be

borne. In her uplifted eyes was a wild, beseeching look, as if she

called upon her father from his home in heaven to aid her now.

“Remember,” said Rufus desperately, “you are deciding upon my life or

death--mortal and physical!”

Neva read in the declaration an awful sincerity that made her shudder.

“I must think,” she faltered. “I cannot decide so suddenly. Give me a

week, Rufus--only a week in which to decide. Oh,” she added, under her

breath, with a passionate emphasis, “if papa only knew! He would have

spared me this.”

Rufus assented to the delay with a beaming face. If she had intended

to refuse him, he thought, she would have done so on the spot. But she

had not refused him, and there was hope. She should be his wife, and he

would be master of Hawkhurst yet.

In the midst of his self-gratulations, Neva arose and walked slowly

onward, grave and sorrowful. Rufus walked beside her with a joyous

tread.

When they had passed on into the thickening shadows, and the primrose

bank had been left far behind, a ragged, childish figure stirred itself

from the further shadow of the thicket, and a childish face, wan and

thin and haggard, with a woman’s woe in the great dark eyes, looked

after the young pair with an awful horror and despair.

That face belonged to the disowned young wife whom Rufus mourned as

dead! The wild and woful eyes were the eyes of Lally Bird!

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