SANCTUARY
After Vespers that day Prosper demanded an audience of the Lady Abbess,
and had it. He found her a handsome, venerable old lady, at peace with
all the world and, so far as that comported with her religion, a woman
of it. She had held high rank in it by right of birth; she knew what it
could do, and what not do, of good and evil. Now that she was old
enough to call its denizens her children, she folded her hands and
played grandmother. Naturally, therefore, she knew Prosper by name; for
that, as much as his frank looks, she made him welcome. She did not ask
it, but he could see that she expected to be enlightened upon the
subject of Isoult--doubtful company for a knight; so having made up his
mind how much he could afford to tell her, he did not waste time in
preliminaries.
"Madam," said he, after the first greetings of good company, "a knight
adventuring in this forest cannot see very far before his face, and may
make error worse by what he does to solve error. If by mischance such a
thing should befall him, he must not faint, but persist until he has
loosed not only the knot he has tied himself, but that as well which he
has made more inexorable."
The Lady Abbess bowed very graciously, waiting for him to be done with
phrases. Prosper went on--
"I found this damsel in the hands of a knave, who offered her a choice
of death or dishonour. I took her into my own, and so far have spared
her either. The rascal who had her now lies with a split gullet many
leagues from here, in such a condition that he will trouble her no more
I hope. Add to this, that I have questioned her, and find her honest,
meek, and a Christian. She is, as you, will see for yourself, very
good-looking: it was near to be her undoing. I cannot tell you, nor
will you ask me, first, her name (for I am not certain of it), second,
the name of her enemy (for that would involve a great company whereof
he is a most unworthy member), nor third, what means I employed to
insure immunity for her body, and honour for my own as well as hers;
for this would involve us all. In time I shall certainly achieve the
adventure thus thrust upon me, but for the present my intention is for
High March Castle, and the Countess of Hauterive, who was a friend of
my father's, and is, as I know, one of yours. If you will permit it I
will leave Isoult with you. She will serve you well and faithfully in a
hundred ways; she is very handy and quick, a good girl, anxious to be a
better. If you can make a nun of her, well and good: by that means the
adventure will achieve itself. I leave you to judge, however; but if
you cannot help me there, let her stay with you for a year. After that
I will fetch her and achieve the adventure otherwise."
The Abbess smiled at the young man's judicial airs, which very ill
concealed the elevation of his mind. She only said that she would
gladly help him in the honourable task he had set himself, and doubted
not but that the girl would prove a good and useful servant to the
convent. But she added--
"It is easy to see, sir, that as a Christian your part is of the Church
militant. I would remind you that a nun is not made in a year."
"I mentioned a year because it was a long time, and for the sake of an
example of what I had designed," said Prosper calmly. "However, if it
takes longer, and you think well of it, I shall not complain."
"And what does the girl say?" the Abbess inquired. "For some sort of
vocation is necessary for the religious life, you must understand."
"I have not yet spoken to Isoult about it," he replied. "She will do
what I tell her. She is a very good girl."
"I think I should speak to her myself," said the Abbess, not without
decision.
"So you shall," Prosper agreed; "but it will be better that I prepare
her. If you will allow me I will do so at once, as I should leave early
to-morrow."
"There goes a young man who should climb high," said the Lady Abbess,
as her guest paid his respects.
Prosper went into the cloister, and found Isoult sitting with the
mistress of the novices and her girls who were at work there. She
looked tired and constrained, but lit up when he came in, firing a
girl's signals in her cheeks. As for her eyes, the moment Prosper
appeared they never wavered from him.
He excused himself to the nun, saying that he had business with Isoult,
which by leave of the Abbess he might transact in the guest chamber.
One of the novices conducted him; Isoult followed meekly.
Once alone with her, Prosper sat down by the fire and told Isoult to
fetch a stool and sit by him. She did as she was bid, sat at his knee,
folded her hands in her lap, and waited for him to begin, looking
thoughtfully into the fire. Prosper laid a hand upon her shoulder.
"Isoult," he said, "We have got our sanctuary, as you see, and for all
that appears need neither have sought nor claimed it. We have had no
pursuit worthy the name. It is evident to me that they have calculated
the deserts of Master Galors at Malbank, and put it at our figure.
Nevertheless, I am glad to be at Gracedieu, for I had decided upon it
before ever we met and drubbed that monk. When I saved you from being
hanged I saved your body; now I shall think of your soul's health,
which (the Church tells us) is far more precious. For it would seem
that a man can do without a body, but by no means without a soul. Now,
I have married you, Isoult, and by that act saved your body; but I have
not as yet done any more, for though I have heard many things of
marriage, I never heard that it was good for the soul. Moreover, for
marriage to be tolerable, I suppose love is necessary,"--Isoult
started,--"and that we certainly know nothing about it." Isoult
shivered very slightly, so slightly that Prosper did not notice it. "I
have thought a great deal about you, my child," he continued, "since I
married you, and something also of myself, my destinies, and duties as
a knight and good Christian. I have decided to go at once to High
March, where I shall find the Countess Isabel. She, being an old friend
of my family's, will no doubt take me into her service. I shall fight
for her of course, I shall win honour and renown, very likely a fief.
With that behind me I shall go to Starning and trounce my brother
Malise, baron or no baron. I shall bring him to his knees in a cold
sweat, and then I shall say--`Get up, you ass, and learn not to meddle
again with a gentleman, and son of a gentleman.'
"In addition to that business I have a certain matter to inquire into
concerning a lady whom I met in the purlieus of this forest, and a dead
man she had with her. I do not like the looks of that case. Certainly I
must inquire into it, and do what pertains. There may be other things
needing my direction, but if there are I have forgotten them for the
moment.
"You will think that in all this I have also forgotten you, child. Far
from it. Listen now. You cannot of course go to High March. You would
not be happy there, nor am I in a position to make you happy. No, no;
you shall stay here with the good nuns, and be useful to them, and
happy with them. You shall learn to serve God, so that in time you may
become a nun yourself. You know my thoughts about monks, that I do not
like them. But nuns are quite otherwise. Our Lord Jesus was served by
two women, of whom Mary was assuredly a nun, and Martha a religious
woman equally, probably of the begging order--a sister of Saint Clare,
or of the order of Mount Carmel. The point is, I believe, still in
doubt. So you see that you have excellent examples before you to
persevere. When I have put my affairs in train at High March I will
come and see you; and as you are my wife, if any trouble should come
about you, any sickness, or threatening from without, or any private
grief, send me word, and I will never fail you. Moreover, have no
doubts of my fidelity: I am a gentleman, Isoult, as you know. And
indeed such pranks are not to my taste."
He stopped talking, but not patting the girl's shoulder. It was almost
more than she could endure. At first her blank and sheer dismay had
been almost comical; she had looked at him as if he was mad, or talking
gibberish. The even flow of his reasoning went on, and with it a high
satisfaction in all his plans patent even to her cloudy intellect;
gradually thus the truth dawned upon her, and as he continued she lost
the sense of his spoken thoughts in the mad cross-tides of her own
unuttered. Now her crying instinct was for rescue at all costs, at any
hazard. Prayers, entreaties, cravings for reprieve thronged unvoiced
and not to be voiced through every fibre of her body. Could he not
spare her? Could he not? If she could turn suddenly upon him, clasp his
knees, worm herself between his arms, put her face--wet, shaking,
tremulous, but ah, Lord! how full of love--near to his! If she could!
She could not; shame froze her, choked not speech only but act; she was
dumb through and through--a dumb animal.
"Well, Isoult, what do you say?" he asked in his cheerful voice. He
could hardly hear her answer, it came so low.
"I will do thy pleasure, lord," she murmured.
He stooped and kissed her forehead, not noticing how she shook.
"Good child," he said, "good child! I am more than satisfied with you,
and hope that I may have proved as pleasant a traveller as I have found
you to be. My salute must be for good-night and farewell, Isoult, for
to-morrow morning I shall be gone before you have turned your side in
bed. That is where you should be now, my dear. Your head is very hot--a
sign that you are tired. Forget not what I have said to you in
anything; forget not to trust me. They will show you your bed.
Good-bye, Isoult."
She muttered something inaudible with her lips, and went out without
looking at him again. Every bone in her body ached so cruelly that she
could hardly drag herself along. She could neither think nor cry out;
what strength she had went towards carrying this new load, which, while
it paralyzed, for the present numbed her as well. The mistress of the
novices was shocked to see her white drawn face, heavily-blacked eyes,
and to hear a dead voice come dully from such pretty lips.
"My dear heart," said the good woman, "you are tired to death. Come
with me to the still-room; I will give you a cordial." The liquor at
least sent some blood to her face and lips, with whose help she was
able to find her bed. For that night she had for bedfellow a fat nun,
who snored and moaned in her sleep, was fretful at the least stir, and
effectually prevented her companion from snoring, in turn, if she had
been afflicted with that disease. Isoult stirred little enough: being
worn out with grief entirely new to her, to say nothing of her fatigue
of travel, she lay like a log and (what she had never done before)
dreamed horribly. Very early, before light, she was awake and face to
face with her anguish again. She lay in a waking stupor, fatally
sensible, but incapable of responsible action. She had to hear
Prosper's voice in the courtyard sharply inquiring of the way, his
words to his horse, all his clinking preparations; she heard his
high-sung "Heaven be with you; pray for me," and the diminishing chorus
of Saracen's hoofs on the road. She trembled so much during this
torment that she feared to shake the bed. Very weakness at last took
pity on her; she swooned asleep again, this time dreamless. The fat nun
getting up for Prime, also took enough pity upon her to let her he. So
it was that Prosper left Gracedieu.