I can but continue to lose myself, for these connections, in my _whole_
sense of the intermission, as I have called it, of the glare. The
mellower light prevailed, somehow, _all_ that fine Philadelphia morning,
as well as on two or three other occasions—and I cannot, after all,
pretend I don’t now see why. It was because one’s experience of the
place had become immediately an intimate thing—intimate with that
intimacy that I had tasted, from the first, in the local air; so that,
inevitably, thus, there was no keeping of distinct accounts for public
and private items. An ancient church or two, of aspect as Anglican still
as you please, and taking, for another case, from the indifferent bustle
round it, quite the look of Wren’s mere steepled survivals in the
backwaters of London churchyards; Franklin’s grave itself, in its own
backwater of muffled undulations, close to the indifferent bustle;
Franklin’s admirable portrait by Duplessis in the council-room of an
ancient, opulent Trust, a conservative Company, vague and awful to my
shy sense, that was housed after the fashion of some exclusive,
madeira-drinking old gentleman with obsequious heirs: these and other
matters, wholly thrilling at the time, float back to me as on the
current of talk and as in the flood, so to speak, of hospitality. If
Philadelphia had, in opposition to so many other matters, struck me as
coherent, there would be surely no point of one’s contact at which this
might so have come home as in those mysterious chambers and before the
most interesting of the many far-scattered portraits of Franklin—the
portrait working as some sudden glimpse of the fine old incised seal,
kept in its glass cabinet, that had originally stamped all over, for
identification, the comparatively soft local wax. One thinks of
Franklin’s reputation, of his authority—and however much they may have
been locally contested at the time—as marking the material about him
much as his name might have marked his underclothing or his
pocket-books. Small surprise one had the impression of a Society, with
such a figure as that to start conversation. He seemed to preside over
it all while one lingered there, as if he had been seated, at the
mahogany, relentingly enough, near his glass of madeira; seemed to be
“in” it even more freely than by the so interesting fact of his still
having, in Philadelphia, in New York, in Boston, through his daughter,
so numerous a posterity. The sense of life, life the most positive, most
human and most miscellaneous, expressed in his aged, crumpled, canny
face, where the smile wittily profits, for fineness, by the comparative
collapse of the mouth, represents a suggestion which succeeding
generations may well have found it all they could do to work out. It is
impossible, in the place, after seeing that portrait, not to feel him
still with them, with the genial generations—even though to-day, in the
larger, more mixed cup, the force of his example may have suffered some
dilution.
It was a savour of which, at any rate, for one’s own draught, one could
but make the most; and I went so far, on this occasion, as fairly to
taste it there in the very quality of my company—in that of the
distinguished guidance and protection I was enjoying, which could only
make me ask myself in what finer modern form one would have wished to
see Franklin’s humanity and sagacity, his variety and ingenuity, his
wealth of ideas and his tireless application of them, embodied. There
was verily nothing to do, after this, but to play over the general
picture that light of his assumption of the general ease of things—of
things at any rate thereabouts; so that I now see each reminiscence,
whatever the time or the place, happily governed and coloured by it.
Times and places, in such an experience, ranged themselves, after a
space, like valued objects in one of the assorted rooms of a
“collection.” Keep them a little, tenderly handled, wrapped up, stowed
away, and they then come forth, into the room swept and garnished,
susceptible of almost any pleasing arrangement. The only thing is that
you shall scarce know, at a given moment, amid your abundance, which of
them to take up first; there being always in them, moreover, at best,
the drawback of value from mere association, that keepsake element of
objects in a reliquary. Is not this, however, the drawback for
exhibition of almost any item of American experience that may not
pretend to deal with the mere monstrosities?—the immensities of size and
space, of trade and traffic, of organisation, political, educational,
economic. From the moment one’s record is not, in fine, a loud
statistical shout, it falls into the order of those shy things that
speak, at the most (when one is one’s self incapable even of the merest
statistical whisper), but of the personal adventure—in other words but
of one’s luck and of one’s sensibility. There are incidents, there are
passages, that flush, in this fashion, to the backward eye, under the
torch. But what solemn statement is one to make of the “importance,” for
example, of such a matter as the Academy soirée (as they say in London)
of the Philadelphia winter, the festive commemoration of some long span
of life achieved by the Pennsylvania Academy of Fine Arts? We may have
been thrilled, positively, by the occasion, by the interesting
encounters and discoveries, artistic and personal, to which it
ministered; we may have moved from one charmed recognition to another,
noting Sargents and Whistlers by the dozen, and old forgotten French
friends, foreign friends in general, older and younger; noting young
native upstarts, creatures of yesterday and to-morrow, who invite, with
all success, a stand and a stare; but no after-sense of such vibrations,
however lively, presumes to take itself as communicable.
One would regret, on the other hand, failing to sound some echo of a
message everywhere in the United States so audible; that of the
clamorous signs of a hungry social growth, the very pulses, making all
their noise, of the engine that works night and day for a theory of
civilization. There are moments at which it may well seem that, putting
the sense of the spectacle even at its lowest, there is no such
amusement as this anywhere supplied; the air through which everything
shows is so transparent, with steps and stages and processes as distinct
in it as the appearance, from a street-corner, of a crowd rushing on an
alarm to a fire. The gregarious crowd “tells,” in the street, and the
indications I speak of tell, like chalk-marks, on the demonstrative
American black-board—an impression perhaps never so much brought home to
me as by a wondrous Sunday morning at the edge of a vast vacant
Philadelphia street, a street not of Penn’s creation and vacant of
everything but an immeasurable bourgeois blankness. I had turned from
that scene into a friendly house that was given over, from top to toe,
to a dazzling collection of pictures, amid which I felt myself catch in
the very act one of the great ingurgitations of the hungry machine, and
recognize as well how perfect were all the conditions for making it a
case. What could have testified less, on the face of it, than the
candour of the street’s insignificance?—a pair of huge parted lips
protesting almost to pathos their innocence of anything to say: which
was exactly, none the less, where appetite had broken out and was
feeding itself to satiety. Large and liberal the hospitality, remarkably
rich the store of acquisition, in the light of which the whole energy of
the keen collector showed: the knowledge, the acuteness, the audacity,
the incessant watch for opportunity. These abrupt and multiplied
encounters, intensities, ever so various, of individual curiosity, sound
the æsthetic note sometimes with unprecedented shrillness and then again
with the most muffled discretion. Was the note muffled or shrill,
meanwhile, as I listened to it—under a fascination I fully
recognized—during an hour spent in the clustered palæstra of the
University of Pennsylvania? Here the winter afternoon seemed to throw
itself artfully back, across the centuries, the climates, the seasons,
the very faiths and codes, into the air of old Greece and the age of
gymnastic glory: artfully, I rather insist, because I scarce know what
fine emphasis of modernism hung about it too. I put that question,
however, only to deny myself the present luxury of answering it; so
thickly do the visitor’s University impressions, over the land, tend to
gather, and so markedly they suggest their being reported of together. I
note my palæstral hour, therefore, but because it fell through what it
seemed to show me, straight into what I had conceived of the
Philadelphia scheme, the happy family given up, though quite on “family”
lines, to all the immediate beguilements and activities; the art in
particular of cultivating, with such gaiety as might be, a brave civic
blindness.
I became conscious of but one excrescence on this large smooth surface;
it is true indeed that the excrescence was huge and affected me as
demanding in some way to be dealt with. The Pennsylvania Penitentiary
rears its ancient grimness, its grey towers and defensive moats (masses
at least that uncertain memory so figures for me) in an outlying quarter
which struck me as borrowing from them a vague likeness to some more or
less blighted minor city of Italy or France, black Angers or dead
Ferrara—yet seated on its basis of renown and wrapped in its legend of
having, as the first flourishing example of the strictly cellular
system, the complete sequestration of the individual prisoner, thought
wonderful in its day, moved Charles Dickens to the passionate protest
recorded in his _American Notes_. Of such substance was the story of
these battlements; yet it was unmistakable that when one had crossed the
drawbridge and passed under the portcullis the air seemed thick enough
with the breath of the generations. A prison has, at the worst, the
massive majesty, the sinister peace of a prison; but this huge house of
sorrow affected me as, uncannily, of the City itself, the City of all
the cynicisms and impunities against which my friends had, from far
back, kept plating, as with the old silver of their sideboards, the
armour of their social consciousness. It made the whole place, with some
of its oddly antique aspects and its oddly modern freedoms, look doubly
cut off from the world of light and ease. The suggestions here were
vast, however; too many of them swarm, and my imagination must defend
itself as it can. What I was most concerned to note was the complete
turn of the wheel of fortune in respect to the measure of mere
incarceration suffered, from which the worst of the rigour had visibly
been drawn. Parts of the place suggested a sunny Club at a languid hour,
with members vaguely lounging and chatting, with open doors and
comparatively cheerful vistas, and plenty of rocking-chairs and
magazines. The only thing was that, under this analogy, one found one’s
self speculating much on the implied requisites for membership. It was
impossible not to wonder, from face to face, what these would have been,
and not to ask what one would have taken them to be if the appearance of
a Club had been a little more complete. I almost blush, I fear, for the
crude comfort of my prompt conclusion. One would have taken them to
consist, without exception, of full-blown basenesses; one couldn’t, from
member to member, from type to type, from one pair of eyes to another,
take them for anything less. Where was the victim of circumstances,
where the creature merely misled or betrayed? He fitted no type, he
suffered in no face, he yearned in no history, and one felt, the more
one took in his absence, that the numerous substitutes for him were good
enough for each other.
The great interest was in this sight of the number and variety of ways
of looking morally mean; and perhaps also in the question of how much
the effect came from its being proved upon them, of how little it might
have come if they had still been out in the world. Considered as
criminals the moral meanness here was their explication. Considered as
morally mean, therefore, would possible criminality, out in the world,
have been in the same degree their sole sense? Was the fact of prison
_all_ the mere fact of opportunity, and the fact of freedom all the mere
fact of the absence of it? One inclined to believe that—the
simplification was at any rate so great for one’s feeling: the cases
presented became thus, consistently, cases of the vocation, and from the
moment this was clear the place took on, in its way, almost the harmony
of a convent. I talked for a long time with a charming reprieved
murderer whom I half expected, at any moment, to see ring for coffee and
cigars: he explained with all urbanity, and with perfect lucidity, the
real sense of the appearance against him, but I none the less felt sure
that his merit was largely in the refinement wrought in him by so many
years of easy club life. He was as natural a subject for commutation as
for conviction, and had had to have the latter in order to have the
former—in the enjoyment, and indeed in the subtle criticism, of which,
_as_ simple commutation he was at his best. They were there, all those
of his companions, I was able to note, unmistakably at their best. One
could, as I say, sufficiently rest in it, and to do that kept, in a
manner, the excrescence, as I have called it, on the general scene,
within bounds. I was moreover luckily to see the general scene
definitely cleared again, cleared of everything save its own social
character and its practical philosophy—and at no moment with these
features so brightly presented as during a few days’ rage of winter
round an old country-house. The house was virtually distant from town,
and the conditions could but strike any visitor who stood whenever he
might with his back to the fire, where the logs were piled high, as made
to press on all the reserves and traditions of the general temperament;
those of gallantry, hilarity, social disposability, crowned with the
grace of the sporting instinct. What was it confusedly, almost
romantically, like, what “old order” commemorated in fiction and
anecdote? I had groped for this, as I have shown, before, but I found
myself at it again. Wasn’t it, for freedom of movement, for jingle of
sleigh-bells, for breasting of the elements, for cross-country drives in
the small hours, for _crânerie_ of fine young men and high wintry colour
of muffled nymphs, wasn’t it, brogue and all, like some audible echo of
close-packing, chancing Irish society of the classic time, seen and
heard through a roaring blizzard? That at least, with his back to the
fire, was where the restless analyst was landed.
X
BALTIMORE
I
It had doubtless not been merely absurd, as the wild winter proceeded,
to find one’s self so enamoured of the very name of the South that one
was ready to take it in any small atmospheric instalment and to feel the
echo of its voice in the yell of any engine that happened not to drag
one either directly North or directly West. One tended at least, on
these terms, in some degree, toward the land where the citron blooms,
and that was something to go on with, a handful of small change accepted
for the time as a pledge of great gold pieces to come. It is
astonishing, along the Atlantic coast, how, from the moment the North
ceases to insist, the South may begin to presume; ever so little, no
doubt, at first, yet with protrusive feelers that tell how she only
wants the right sensibility, the true waiting victim, to play upon. It
is a question certainly of where, on the so frequently torpid stretch of
shore I speak of, the North does cease to insist; or perhaps I should
more correctly say a question of when it does. It appeared incapable of
this fine tact almost anywhere, I confess, at the season, the first
supposedly relenting weeks, of my facing in earnest to Florida; and the
interest indeed of that slightly grim adventure was to be in the way it
ministered to the coincidence, for me, of two quite opposed strains of
reflection. On the one hand nothing could “say” more to the subject long
expatriated, condemned by the terms of his exile to a chronic
consciousness of grey northern seas, than to feel how, from New York, or
even from Boston, he had but to sit still in his portentous car, had but
to exercise a due concentrated patience, in order to become aware,
without personal effort or suffered transfer, of that most charming of
all watchable processes, the gradual soft, the distinctively
demoralized, conversion of the soul of Nature. This conversion, if I may
so put it without profanity, has always struck me, on any southward
course, as a return, on the part of that soul, from a comparatively grim
Theistic faith to the ineradicable principle of Paganism; a conscious
casting-off of the dread theological abstraction—an abstraction still,
even with all Puritan stiffening—in the interest of multiplied, lurking,
familiar powers; divinities, graces, presences as unseen but as inherent
as the scents clinging to the folds of Nature’s robe. It would be on
such occasions the fault of the divine familiars themselves if their
haunts and shrines were empty, for earth and air and day and night, as
we go, still affect us as moods of their sympathy, still vibrate to the
breath of their passage; so that our progress, under the expanding sun,
resembles a little less a journey through space than a retracing of the
course of the ages.
These are fine fancies, however, and what is more to my point is that
the theory (so agreeable to entertain at Jersey City) of a direct
connection between the snow-banks and the orange-groves is a thing of
sweetness only so long as practically unshaken. There is continuity,
goodness knows, always in America—it is the last thing that is ever
broken: the question for the particular case is but continuity of what?
The basis of my individual hope had been that of the reign of the
orange-grove; but what it proved, at the crisis I name, was positively
that of the usurpation of the snow-bank. It was possible, indubitably,
in such conditions, to go to Charleston on sledges—which made in fact,
after all, for directness of connection. It made moreover, by the same
token, for a certain sinister light on the general truth of our grand
territorial unity. It was as if the winter, at the end of February,
abroad for a walk, had marched as promptly and inevitably from the
Arctic Circle to the Gulf as it might have proceeded, with pride in its
huge clear course, from the top of Broadway to the Battery. This brought
home again, as I myself went, I remember, one of those three or four
main ideas, suggested by the recurrent conditions, which become as
obsessions for the traveller in the States—if he have a mind, that is,
so indecently exposed to ideas: the sense, constantly fed, and from a
hundred sources, that, as Nature abhors a vacuum, so it is of the genius
of the American land and the American people to abhor, whenever may be,
a discrimination. They are reduced, together, under stress, to making
discriminations, but they make them, I think, as lightly and scantily as
possible. With the lively insistence of that impression, even though it
quite undermined my fond view of a loose and overreaching citronic belt,
I found my actually monotonous way beguiled. Practically, till I reached
Charleston, this way, disclaiming every invidious intent, refused to be
dissociated from anything else in the world: it was only another case of
the painting with a big brush, a brush steeped in crude universal white,
and of the colossal size this implement was capable of assuming.
Gradations, transitions, differences of any sort, temporal, material,
social, whether in man or in his environment, shrank somehow, under its
sweep, to negligible items; and one had perhaps never yet seemed so to
move through a vast simplified scheme. The illustration was once more,
in fine, of the small inherent, the small accumulated resistance, in
American air, to any force that does simplify. One found the signs of
such resistance as little in the prospect enjoyed from the car-window as
one distinguished them in the vain images of the interior; those human
documents, deciphered from one’s seat in the Pullman, which yet do
always, in _their_ way, for the traveller, constitute precious evidence.
The spread of this single great wash of winter from latitude to latitude
struck me in fact as having its analogy in the vast vogue of some
infinitely-selling novel, one of those happy volumes of which the
circulation roars, periodically, from Atlantic to Pacific and from great
windy State to State, in the manner, as I have heard it vividly put, of
a blazing prairie fire; with as little possibility of arrest from
“criticism” in the one case as from the bleating of lost sheep in the
other. Everything, so to speak, was monotonized, and the whole social
order might have had its nose, for the time, buried, by one levelling
doom, in the pages that, after the break of the spell, it would never
know itself to mention again. Of course, one remembered meanwhile, there
were spells and spells, and the free field—the particular freedom of
which is the point of my remark—would on occasion be just as open to the
far-exhaled breath of the South. That in fact is what I was to find
it—though I thought all delightfully—later in the season, when the
freedom of the field struck me as pure benefit. I was not, at the end of
February, really to meet it (as I had looked for it) before crossing the
Florida line; but toward the middle of June I was to meet it,
enchantingly, at Baltimore, and this, then, as I had not stopped there
in my previous course, was, even beyond the wondrous February Florida,
to reveal to me, grateful for any such favour, the South in her
freshness. The freshness was in part, no doubt—and even perhaps to
extravagance—mine; I testify at all events first for Baltimore.
It would probably be again the freshness, of this confessedly subjective
sort, it would probably be again the state of alert response to any
favour of the class just hinted at; but the immediate effect of the
Maryland capital was to place it, to my troubled vision, and quite at
the head of its group, in a category of images and memories small at the
best and the charm of which casts a shadow, none the less, even as the
rose wears a thorn. I refer indeed in this slightly portentous figure to
the mere familiar truth that if representative values and the traceable
or the imaginable connections of things happen to have, on occasion, for
your eyes and your intelligence, an existence of any intensity, your
case, as a traveller, an observer, a reporter, is “bound” from the
first, under the stirred impression, to loom for you in some distressful
shape. These representative values and constructive connections, the
whole of the latent vividness of things, not only remain, under
expression, subject to no definite chemical test, no mathematical proof
whatever, but almost turn their charming backs and toss their wilful
heads at one’s poor little array of terms and equivalents. There thus
immediately rises for the lone visionary, betrayed and arrested in the
very act of vision, that spectre of impotence which dogs the footsteps
of perception and whose presence is like some poison-drop in the silver
cup. Baltimore put on for me, from the first glance, the form of the
silver cup filled with the mildest, sweetest decoction; but I had no
sooner begun to taste of it than I began to taste also of the infused
bitter. It had, in its way, during that first early hour or two of the
summer evening, a perfect felicity: which meant, for the touched
intelligence, that it was full of pleasantly-playing reference and
reflection, that it exhaled on the spot, as the word goes, an
atmosphere; that it wore, to contemplation, in fine, a character as
marked with mild accents as some faded old uniform is marked with
tarnished buttons and braid—albeit these sources of interest were too
closely of the texture to be snipped off, in the guise of patterns or
relics, by any mere sharp shears of journalism.
I arrived late in the day, and the day had been lovely; I alighted at a
large fresh peaceful hostelry, imposingly modern yet quietly affable,
and, having recognized the deep, soft general note, even from my
windows, as that of a kind of mollified vivacity, I sought the streets
with as many tacit questions as I judged they would tolerate, or as the
waning day would allow me to put. It took but that hour, as I strolled
in the early eventide, to give me the sense of the predicament I have
glanced at; that of finding myself committed to the view of Baltimore as
quite insidiously “sympathetic,” quite inordinately amiable—which
amounted, in other words, to the momentous proposition that she was
interesting—and still of wondering, by the same stroke, how I was to
make any such statement plausible. Character is founded on elements and
features, so many particular parts which conduce to an expression. So I
walked about the dear little city looking for the particular parts—all
with the singular effect of rather failing to find them and with my
impression of felicity at the same time persistently growing. The
felicity was certainly not that of a mere blank; there must accordingly
have been items and objects, signs and tokens, there must have been
causes of so charming a consequence; there must have been the little
numbers (not necessarily big, if only a tall enough column) for the
careful sum on my slate. What happened then, remarkably, was that while
I mechanically so argued my impression was fixing itself by a wild logic
of its own, and that I was presently to see how it would, when once
settled to a certain intensity, snap its fingers at warrants and
documents. If it was a question of a slate the slate was used, at
school, I remembered, for more than one purpose; so that mine, by my
walk’s end, instead of a show of neat ciphering, exhibited simply a bold
drawn image—which had the merit moreover of not being in the least a
caricature. The moral of this was precious—that of the fine impunity
with which, if one but had sensibility, the ciphering could be neglected
and in fact almost contemned: always, that is (and only) _with_ one’s
finer wits about one. Without them one was at best, really, nowhere—even
with “items” by the thousand; so that the place became, quite adorably,
a lesson in the use of that resource. It would be “no good” to a
journalist—for _he_ is nowhere, ever, without his items; but it would be
everything, always, to the mere restless analyst. He might by its aid
stand against all comers; and this alike in pleasure and in pain, in the
bruised or in the soothed condition. That was the real way to work
things out, and to feel it so brought home would by itself sufficiently
crown this particular small pilgrimage.