CHAPTER XXIV. _Twenty-One Months in Great Britain_

GOOD ARISING OUT OF UNPROPITIOUS EVENTS—DENIED CABIN

PASSAGE—PROSCRIPTION TURNED TO GOOD ACCOUNT—THE HUTCHINSON FAMILY—THE

MOB ON BOARD THE “CAMBRIA”—HAPPY INTRODUCTION TO THE BRITISH

PUBLIC—LETTER ADDRESSED TO WILLIAM LLOYD GARRISON—TIME AND LABORS WHILE

ABROAD—FREEDOM PURCHASED—MRS. HENRY RICHARDSON—FREE

PAPERS—ABOLITIONISTS DISPLEASED WITH THE RANSOM—HOW MY ENERGIES WERE

DIRECTED—RECEPTION SPEECH IN LONDON—CHARACTER OF THE SPEECH

DEFENDED—CIRCUMSTANCES EXPLAINED—CAUSES CONTRIBUTING TO THE SUCCESS OF

MY MISSION—FREE CHURCH OF SCOTLAND—TESTIMONIAL.

The allotments of Providence, when coupled with trouble and anxiety,

often conceal from finite vision the wisdom and goodness in which they

are sent; and, frequently, what seemed a harsh and invidious

dispensation, is converted by after experience into a happy and

beneficial arrangement. Thus, the painful liability to be returned

again to slavery, which haunted me by day, and troubled my dreams by

night, proved to be a necessary step in the path of knowledge and

usefulness. The writing of my pamphlet, in the spring of 1845,

endangered my liberty, and led me to seek a refuge from republican

slavery in monarchical England. A rude, uncultivated fugitive slave was

driven, by stern necessity, to that country to which young American

gentlemen go to increase their stock of knowledge, to seek pleasure, to

have their rough, democratic manners softened by contact with English

aristocratic refinement. On applying for a passage to England, on board

the “Cambria”, of the Cunard line, my friend, James N. Buffum, of Lynn,

Massachusetts, was informed that I could not be received on board as a

cabin passenger. American prejudice against color triumphed over

British liberality and civilization, and erected a color test and

condition for crossing the sea in the cabin of a British vessel. The

insult was keenly felt by my white friends, but to me, it was common,

expected, and therefore, a thing of no great consequence, whether I

went in the cabin or in the steerage. Moreover, I felt that if I could

not go into the first cabin, first-cabin passengers could come into the

second cabin, and the result justified my anticipations to the fullest

extent. Indeed, I soon found myself an object of more general interest

than I wished to be; and so far from being degraded by being placed in

the second cabin, that part of the ship became the scene of as much

pleasure and refinement, during the voyage, as the cabin itself. The

Hutchinson Family, celebrated vocalists—fellow-passengers—often came to

my rude forecastle deck, and sung their sweetest songs, enlivening the

place with eloquent music, as well as spirited conversation, during the

voyage. In two days after leaving Boston, one part of the ship was

about as free to me as another. My fellow-passengers not only visited

me, but invited me to visit them, on the saloon deck. My visits there,

however, were but seldom. I preferred to live within my privileges, and

keep upon my own premises. I found this quite as much in accordance

with good policy, as with my own feelings. The effect was, that with

the majority of the passengers, all color distinctions were flung to

the winds, and I found myself treated with every mark of respect, from

the beginning to the end of the voyage, except in a single instance;

and in that, I came near being mobbed, for complying with an invitation

given me by the passengers, and the captain of the “Cambria,” to

deliver a lecture on slavery. Our New Orleans and Georgia passengers

were pleased to regard my lecture as an insult offered to them, and

swore I should not speak. They went so far as to threaten to throw me

overboard, and but for the firmness of Captain Judkins, probably would

have (under the inspiration of _slavery_ and _brandy_) attempted to put

their threats into execution. I have no space to describe this scene,

although its tragic and comic peculiarities are well worth describing.

An end was put to the _melee_, by the captain’s calling the ship’s

company to put the salt water mobocrats in irons. At this determined

order, the gentlemen of the lash scampered, and for the rest of the

voyage conducted themselves very decorously.

This incident of the voyage, in two days after landing at Liverpool,

brought me at once before the British public, and that by no act of my

own. The gentlemen so promptly snubbed in their meditated violence,

flew to the press to justify their conduct, and to denounce me as a

worthless and insolent Negro. This course was even less wise than the

conduct it was intended to sustain; for, besides awakening something

like a national interest in me, and securing me an audience, it brought

out counter statements, and threw the blame upon themselves, which they

had sought to fasten upon me and the gallant captain of the ship.

Some notion may be formed of the difference in my feelings and

circumstances, while abroad, from the following extract from one of a

series of letters addressed by me to Mr. Garrison, and published in the

_Liberator_. It was written on the first day of January, 1846:

MY DEAR FRIEND GARRISON: Up to this time, I have given no direct

expression of the views, feelings, and opinions which I have formed,

respecting the character and condition of the people of this land. I

have refrained thus, purposely. I wish to speak advisedly, and in order

to do this, I have waited till, I trust, experience has brought my

opinions to an intelligent maturity. I have been thus careful, not

because I think what I say will have much effect in shaping the

opinions of the world, but because whatever of influence I may possess,

whether little or much, I wish it to go in the right direction, and

according to truth. I hardly need say that, in speaking of Ireland, I

shall be influenced by no prejudices in favor of America. I think my

circumstances all forbid that. I have no end to serve, no creed to

uphold, no government to defend; and as to nation, I belong to none. I

have no protection at home, or resting-place abroad. The land of my

birth welcomes me to her shores only as a slave, and spurns with

contempt the idea of treating me differently; so that I am an outcast

from the society of my childhood, and an outlaw in the land of my

birth. “I am a stranger with thee, and a sojourner, as all my fathers

were.” That men should be patriotic, is to me perfectly natural; and as

a philosophical fact, I am able to give it an _intellectual_

recognition. But no further can I go. If ever I had any patriotism, or

any capacity for the feeling, it was whipped out of me long since, by

the lash of the American soul-drivers.

In thinking of America, I sometimes find myself admiring her bright

blue sky, her grand old woods, her fertile fields, her beautiful

rivers, her mighty lakes, and star-crowned mountains. But my rapture is

soon checked, my joy is soon turned to mourning. When I remember that

all is cursed with the infernal spirit of slaveholding, robbery, and

wrong; when I remember that with the waters of her noblest rivers, the

tears of my brethren are borne to the ocean, disregarded and forgotten,

and that her most fertile fields drink daily of the warm blood of my

outraged sisters; I am filled with unutterable loathing, and led to

reproach myself that anything could fall from my lips in praise of such

a land. America will not allow her children to love her. She seems bent

on compelling those who would be her warmest friends, to be her worst

enemies. May God give her repentance, before it is too late, is the

ardent prayer of my heart. I will continue to pray, labor, and wait,

believing that she cannot always be insensible to the dictates of

justice, or deaf to the voice of humanity.

My opportunities for learning the character and condition of the people

of this land have been very great. I have traveled almost from the Hill

of Howth to the Giant’s Causeway, and from the Giant’s Causway, to Cape

Clear. During these travels, I have met with much in the chara@@ and

condition of the people to approve, and much to condemn; much that

@@thrilled me with pleasure, and very much that has filled me with

pain. I @@ @@t, in this letter, attempt to give any description of

those scenes which have given me pain. This I will do hereafter. I have

enough, and more than your subscribers will be disposed to read at one

time, of the bright side of the picture. I can truly say, I have spent

some of the happiest moments of my life since landing in this country.

I seem to have undergone a transformation. I live a new life. The warm

and generous cooperation extended to me by the friends of my despised

race; the prompt and liberal manner with which the press has rendered

me its aid; the glorious enthusiasm with which thousands have flocked

to hear the cruel wrongs of my down-trodden and long-enslaved

fellow-countrymen portrayed; the deep sympathy for the slave, and the

strong abhorrence of the slaveholder, everywhere evinced; the

cordiality with which members and ministers of various religious

bodies, and of various shades of religious opinion, have embraced me,

and lent me their aid; the kind of hospitality constantly proffered to

me by persons of the highest rank in society; the spirit of freedom

that seems to animate all with whom I come in contact, and the entire

absence of everything that looked like prejudice against me, on account

of the color of my skin—contrasted so strongly with my long and bitter

experience in the United States, that I look with wonder and amazement

on the transition. In the southern part of the United States, I was a

slave, thought of and spoken of as property; in the language of the

LAW, “_held, taken, reputed, and adjudged to be a chattel in the hands

of my owners and possessors, and their executors, administrators, and

assigns, to all intents, constructions, and purposes whatsoever_.”

(Brev. Digest, 224). In the northern states, a fugitive slave, liable

to be hunted at any moment, like a felon, and to be hurled into the

terrible jaws of slavery—doomed by an inveterate prejudice against

color to insult and outrage on every hand (Massachusetts out of the

question)—denied the privileges and courtesies common to others in the

use of the most humble means of conveyance—shut out from the cabins on

steamboats—refused admission to respectable hotels—caricatured,

scorned, scoffed, mocked, and maltreated with impunity by any one (no

matter how black his heart), so he has a white skin. But now behold the

change! Eleven days and a half gone, and I have crossed three thousand

miles of the perilous deep. Instead of a democratic government, I am

under a monarchical government. Instead of the bright, blue sky of

America, I am covered with the soft, grey fog of the Emerald Isle. I

breathe, and lo! the chattel becomes a man. I gaze around in vain for

one who will question my equal humanity, claim me as his slave, or

offer me an insult. I employ a cab—I am seated beside white people—I

reach the hotel—I enter the same door—I am shown into the same parlor—I

dine at the same table and no one is offended. No delicate nose grows

deformed in my presence. I find no difficulty here in obtaining

admission into any place of worship, instruction, or amusement, on

equal terms with people as white as any I ever saw in the United

States. I meet nothing to remind me of my complexion. I find myself

regarded and treated at every turn with the kindness and deference paid

to white people. When I go to church, I am met by no upturned nose and

scornful lip to tell me, “_We don’t allow niggers in here_!”

I remember, about two years ago, there was in Boston, near the

south-west corner of Boston Common, a menagerie. I had long desired to

see such a collection as I understood was being exhibited there. Never

having had an opportunity while a slave, I resolved to seize this, my

first, since my escape. I went, and as I approached the entrance to

gain admission, I was met and told by the door-keeper, in a harsh and

contemptuous tone, “_We don’t allow niggers in here_.” I also remember

attending a revival meeting in the Rev. Henry Jackson’s meeting-house,

at New Bedford, and going up the broad aisle to find a seat, I was met

by a good deacon, who told me, in a pious tone, “_We don’t allow

niggers in here_!” Soon after my arrival in New Bedford, from the

south, I had a strong desire to attend the Lyceum, but was told, “_They

don’t allow niggers in here_!” While passing from New York to Boston,

on the steamer Massachusetts, on the night of the 9th of December,

1843, when chilled almost through with the cold, I went into the cabin

to get a little warm. I was soon touched upon the shoulder, and told,

“_We don’t allow niggers in here_!” On arriving in Boston, from an

anti-slavery tour, hungry and tired, I went into an eating-house, near

my friend, Mr. Campbell’s to get some refreshments. I was met by a lad

in a white apron, “_We don’t allow niggers in here_!” A week or two

before leaving the United States, I had a meeting appointed at

Weymouth, the home of that glorious band of true abolitionists, the

Weston family, and others. On attempting to take a seat in the omnibus

to that place, I was told by the driver (and I never shall forget his

fiendish hate). “_I don’t allow niggers in here_!” Thank heaven for the

respite I now enjoy! I had been in Dublin but a few days, when a

gentleman of great respectability kindly offered to conduct me through

all the public buildings of that beautiful city; and a little

afterward, I found myself dining with the lord mayor of Dublin. What a

pity there was not some American democratic Christian at the door of

his splendid mansion, to bark out at my approach, “_They don’t allow

niggers in here_!” The truth is, the people here know nothing of the

republican Negro hate prevalent in our glorious land. They measure and

esteem men according to their moral and intellectual worth, and not

according to the color of their skin. Whatever may be said of the

aristocracies here, there is none based on the color of a man’s skin.

This species of aristocracy belongs preeminently to “the land of the

free, and the home of the brave.” I have never found it abroad, in any

but Americans. It sticks to them wherever they go. They find it almost

as hard to get rid of, as to get rid of their skins.

The second day after my arrival at Liverpool, in company with my

friend, Buffum, and several other friends, I went to Eaton Hall, the

residence of the Marquis of Westminster, one of the most splendid

buildings in England. On approaching the door, I found several of our

American passengers, who came out with us in the “Cambria,” waiting for

admission, as but one party was allowed in the house at a time. We all

had to wait till the company within came out. And of all the faces,

expressive of chagrin, those of the Americans were preeminent. They

looked as sour as vinegar, and as bitter as gall, when they found I was

to be admitted on equal terms with themselves. When the door was

opened, I walked in, on an equal footing with my white fellow-citizens,

and from all I could see, I had as much attention paid me by the

servants that showed us through the house, as any with a paler skin. As

I walked through the building, the statuary did not fall down, the

pictures did not leap from their places, the doors did not refuse to

open, and the servants did not say, “_We don’t allow niggers in here_!”

A happy new-year to you, and all the friends of freedom.

My time and labors, while abroad were divided between England, Ireland,

Scotland, and Wales. Upon this experience alone, I might write a book

twice the size of this, _My Bondage and My Freedom_. I visited and

lectured in nearly all the large towns and cities in the United

Kingdom, and enjoyed many favorable opportunities for observation and

information. But books on England are abundant, and the public may,

therefore, dismiss any fear that I am meditating another infliction in

that line; though, in truth, I should like much to write a book on

those countries, if for nothing else, to make grateful mention of the

many dear friends, whose benevolent actions toward me are ineffaceably

stamped upon my memory, and warmly treasured in my heart. To these

friends I owe my freedom in the United States. On their own motion,

without any solicitation from me (Mrs. Henry Richardson, a clever lady,

remarkable for her devotion to every good work, taking the lead), they

raised a fund sufficient to purchase my freedom, and actually paid it

over, and placed the papers 8 of my manumission in my hands, before

they would tolerate the idea of my returning to this, my native

country. To this commercial transaction I owe my exemption from the

democratic operation of the Fugitive Slave Bill of 1850. But for this,

I might at any time become a victim of this most cruel and scandalous

enactment, and be doomed to end my life, as I began it, a slave. The

sum paid for my freedom was one hundred and fifty pounds sterling.

Some of my uncompromising anti-slavery friends in this country failed

to see the wisdom of this arrangement, and were not pleased that I

consented to it, even by my silence. They thought it a violation of

anti-slavery principles—conceding a right of property in man—and a

wasteful expenditure of money. On the other hand, viewing it simply in

the light of a ransom, or as money extorted by a robber, and my liberty

of more value than one hundred and fifty pounds sterling, I could not

see either a violation of the laws of morality, or those of economy, in

the transaction.

It is true, I was not in the possession of my claimants, and could have

easily remained in England, for the same friends who had so generously

purchased my freedom, would have assisted me in establishing myself in

that country. To this, however, I could not consent. I felt that I had

a duty to perform—and that was, to labor and suffer with the oppressed

in my native land. Considering, therefore, all the circumstances—the

fugitive slave bill included—I think the very best thing was done in

letting Master Hugh have the hundred and fifty pounds sterling, and

leaving me free to return to my appropriate field of labor. Had I been

a private person, having no other relations or duties than those of a

personal and family nature, I should never have consented to the

payment of so large a sum for the privilege of living securely under

our glorious republican form of government. I could have remained in

England, or have gone to some other country; and perhaps I could even

have lived unobserved in this. But to this I could not consent. I had

already become somewhat notorious, and withal quite as unpopular as

notorious; and I was, therefore, much exposed to arrest and recapture.

The main object to which my labors in Great Britain were directed, was

the concentration of the moral and religious sentiment of its people

against American slavery. England is often charged with having

established slavery in the United States, and if there were no other

justification than this, for appealing to her people to lend their

moral aid for the abolition of slavery, I should be justified. My

speeches in Great Britain were wholly extemporaneous, and I may not

always have been so guarded in my expressions, as I otherwise should

have been. I was ten years younger then than now, and only seven years

from slavery. I cannot give the reader a better idea of the nature of

my discourses, than by republishing one of them, delivered in Finsbury

chapel, London, to an audience of about two thousand persons, and which

was published in the _London Universe_, at the time. 9

Those in the United States who may regard this speech as being harsh in

its spirit and unjust in its statements, because delivered before an

audience supposed to be anti-republican in their principles and

feelings, may view the matter differently, when they learn that the

case supposed did not exist. It so happened that the great mass of the

people in England who attended and patronized my anti-slavery meetings,

were, in truth, about as good republicans as the mass of Americans, and

with this decided advantage over the latter—they are lovers of

republicanism for all men, for black men as well as for white men. They

are the people who sympathize with Louis Kossuth and Mazzini, and with

the oppressed and enslaved, of every color and nation, the world over.

They constitute the democratic element in British politics, and are as

much opposed to the union of church and state as we, in America, are to

such an union. At the meeting where this speech was delivered, Joseph

Sturge—a world-wide philanthropist, and a member of the society of

Friends—presided, and addressed the meeting. George William Alexander,

another Friend, who has spent more than an Ameriacn(sic) fortune in

promoting the anti-slavery cause in different sections of the world,

was on the platform; and also Dr. Campbell (now of the _British

Banner_) who combines all the humane tenderness of Melanchthon, with

the directness and boldness of Luther. He is in the very front ranks of

non-conformists, and looks with no unfriendly eye upon America. George

Thompson, too, was there; and America will yet own that he did a true

man’s work in relighting the rapidly dying-out fire of true

republicanism in the American heart, and be ashamed of the treatment he

met at her hands. Coming generations in this country will applaud the

spirit of this much abused republican friend of freedom. There were

others of note seated on the platform, who would gladly ingraft upon

English institutions all that is purely republican in the institutions

of America. Nothing, therefore, must be set down against this speech on

the score that it was delivered in the presence of those who cannot

appreciate the many excellent things belonging to our system of

government, and with a view to stir up prejudice against republican

institutions.

Again, let it also be remembered—for it is the simple truth—that

neither in this speech, nor in any other which I delivered in England,

did I ever allow myself to address Englishmen as against Americans. I

took my stand on the high ground of human brotherhood, and spoke to

Englishmen as men, in behalf of men. Slavery is a crime, not against

Englishmen, but against God, and all the members of the human family;

and it belongs to the whole human family to seek its suppression. In a

letter to Mr. Greeley, of the New York Tribune, written while abroad, I

said:

I am, nevertheless aware that the wisdom of exposing the sins of one

nation in the ear of another, has been seriously questioned by good and

clear-sighted people, both on this and on your side of the Atlantic.

And the thought is not without weight on my own mind. I am satisfied

that there are many evils which can be best removed by confining our

efforts to the immediate locality where such evils exist. This,

however, is by no means the case with the system of slavery. It is such

a giant sin—such a monstrous aggregation of iniquity—so hardening to

the human heart—so destructive to the moral sense, and so well

calculated to beget a character, in every one around it, favorable to

its own continuance,—that I feel not only at liberty, but abundantly

justified, in appealing to the whole world to aid in its removal.

But, even if I had—as has been often charged—labored to bring American

institutions generally into disrepute, and had not confined my labors

strictly within the limits of humanity and morality, I should not have

been without illustrious examples to support me. Driven into semi-exile

by civil and barbarous laws, and by a system which cannot be thought of

without a shudder, I was fully justified in turning, if possible, the

tide of the moral universe against the heaven-daring outrage.

Four circumstances greatly assisted me in getting the question of

American slavery before the British public. First, the mob on board the

“Cambria,” already referred to, which was a sort of national

announcement of my arrival in England. Secondly, the highly

reprehensible course pursued by the Free Church of Scotland, in

soliciting, receiving, and retaining money in its sustentation fund for

supporting the gospel in Scotland, which was evidently the ill-gotten

gain of slaveholders and slave-traders. Third, the great Evangelical

Alliance—or rather the attempt to form such an alliance, which should

include slaveholders of a certain description—added immensely to the

interest felt in the slavery question. About the same time, there was

the World’s Temperance Convention, where I had the misfortune to come

in collision with sundry American doctors of divinity—Dr. Cox among the

number—with whom I had a small controversy.

It has happened to me—as it has happened to most other men engaged in a

good cause—often to be more indebted to my enemies than to my own skill

or to the assistance of my friends, for whatever success has attended

my labors. Great surprise was expressed by American newspapers, north

and south, during my stay in Great Britain, that a person so illiterate

and insignificant as myself could awaken an interest so marked in

England. These papers were not the only parties surprised. I was myself

not far behind them in surprise. But the very contempt and scorn, the

systematic and extravagant disparagement of which I was the object,

served, perhaps, to magnify my few merits, and to render me of some

account, whether deserving or not. A man is sometimes made great, by

the greatness of the abuse a portion of mankind may think proper to

heap upon him. Whether I was of as much consequence as the English

papers made me out to be, or not, it was easily seen, in England, that

I could not be the ignorant and worthless creature, some of the

American papers would have them believe I was. Men, in their senses, do

not take bowie-knives to kill mosquitoes, nor pistols to shoot flies;

and the American passengers who thought proper to get up a mob to

silence me, on board the “Cambria,” took the most effective method of

telling the British public that I had something to say.

But to the second circumstance, namely, the position of the Free Church

of Scotland, with the great Doctors Chalmers, Cunningham, and Candlish

at its head. That church, with its leaders, put it out of the power of

the Scotch people to ask the old question, which we in the north have

often most wickedly asked—“_What have we to do with slavery_?” That

church had taken the price of blood into its treasury, with which to

build _free_ churches, and to pay _free_ church ministers for preaching

the gospel; and, worse still, when honest John Murray, of Bowlien

Bay—now gone to his reward in heaven—with William Smeal, Andrew Paton,

Frederick Card, and other sterling anti-slavery men in Glasgow,

denounced the transaction as disgraceful and shocking to the religious

sentiment of Scotland, this church, through its leading divines,

instead of repenting and seeking to mend the mistake into which it had

fallen, made it a flagrant sin, by undertaking to defend, in the name

of God and the bible, the principle not only of taking the money of

slave-dealers to build churches, but of holding fellowship with the

holders and traffickers in human flesh. This, the reader will see,

brought up the whole question of slavery, and opened the way to its

full discussion, without any agency of mine. I have never seen a people

more deeply moved than were the people of Scotland, on this very

question. Public meeting succeeded public meeting. Speech after speech,

pamphlet after pamphlet, editorial after editorial, sermon after

sermon, soon lashed the conscientious Scotch people into a perfect

_furore_. “SEND BACK THE MONEY!” was indignantly cried out, from

Greenock to Edinburgh, and from Edinburgh to Aberdeen. George Thompson,

of London, Henry C. Wright, of the United States, James N. Buffum, of

Lynn, Massachusetts, and myself were on the anti-slavery side; and

Doctors Chalmers, Cunningham, and Candlish on the other. In a conflict

where the latter could have had even the show of right, the truth, in

our hands as against them, must have been driven to the wall; and while

I believe we were able to carry the conscience of the country against

the action of the Free Church, the battle, it must be confessed, was a

hard-fought one. Abler defenders of the doctrine of fellowshiping

slaveholders as christians, have not been met with. In defending this

doctrine, it was necessary to deny that slavery is a sin. If driven

from this position, they were compelled to deny that slaveholders were

responsible for the sin; and if driven from both these positions, they

must deny that it is a sin in such a sense, and that slaveholders are

sinners in such a sense, as to make it wrong, in the circumstances in

which they were placed, to recognize them as Christians. Dr. Cunningham

was the most powerful debater on the slavery side of the question; Mr.

Thompson was the ablest on the anti-slavery side. A scene occurred

between these two men, a parallel to which I think I never witnessed

before, and I know I never have since. The scene was caused by a single

exclamation on the part of Mr. Thompson.

The general assembly of the Free Church was in progress at Cannon

Mills, Edinburgh. The building would hold about twenty-five hundred

persons; and on this occasion it was densely packed, notice having been

given that Doctors Cunningham and Candlish would speak, that day, in

defense of the relations of the Free Church of Scotland to slavery in

America. Messrs. Thompson, Buffum, myself, and a few anti-slavery

friends, attended, but sat at such a distance, and in such a position,

that, perhaps we were not observed from the platform. The excitement

was intense, having been greatly increased by a series of meetings held

by Messrs. Thompson, Wright, Buffum, and myself, in the most splendid

hall in that most beautiful city, just previous to the meetings of the

general assembly. “SEND BACK THE MONEY!” stared at us from every street

corner; “SEND BACK THE MONEY!” in large capitals, adorned the broad

flags of the pavement; “SEND BACK THE MONEY!” was the chorus of the

popular street songs; “SEND BACK THE MONEY!” was the heading of leading

editorials in the daily newspapers. This day, at Cannon Mills, the

great doctors of the church were to give an answer to this loud and

stern demand. Men of all parties and all sects were most eager to hear.

Something great was expected. The occasion was great, the men great,

and great speeches were expected from them.

In addition to the outside pressure upon Doctors Cunningham and

Candlish, there was wavering in their own ranks. The conscience of the

church itself was not at ease. A dissatisfaction with the position of

the church touching slavery, was sensibly manifest among the members,

and something must be done to counteract this untoward influence. The

great Dr. Chalmers was in feeble health, at the time. His most potent

eloquence could not now be summoned to Cannon Mills, as formerly. He

whose voice was able to rend asunder and dash down the granite walls of

the established church of Scotland, and to lead a host in solemn

procession from it, as from a doomed city, was now old and enfeebled.

Besides, he had said his word on this very question; and his word had

not silenced the clamor without, nor stilled the anxious heavings

within. The occasion was momentous, and felt to be so. The church was

in a perilous condition. A change of some sort must take place in her

condition, or she must go to pieces. To stand where she did, was

impossible. The whole weight of the matter fell on Cunningham and

Candlish. No shoulders in the church were broader than theirs; and I

must say, badly as I detest the principles laid down and defended by

them, I was compelled to acknowledge the vast mental endowments of the

men. Cunningham rose; and his rising was the signal for almost

tumultous applause. You will say this was scarcely in keeping with the

solemnity of the occasion, but to me it served to increase its grandeur

and gravity. The applause, though tumultuous, was not joyous. It seemed

to me, as it thundered up from the vast audience, like the fall of an

immense shaft, flung from shoulders already galled by its crushing

weight. It was like saying, “Doctor, we have borne this burden long

enough, and willingly fling it upon you. Since it was you who brought

it upon us, take it now, and do what you will with it, for we are too

weary to bear it. [“no close”].

Doctor Cunningham proceeded with his speech, abounding in logic,

learning, and eloquence, and apparently bearing down all opposition;

but at the moment—the fatal moment—when he was just bringing all his

arguments to a point, and that point being, that neither Jesus Christ

nor his holy apostles regarded slaveholding as a sin, George Thompson,

in a clear, sonorous, but rebuking voice, broke the deep stillness of

the audience, exclaiming, HEAR! HEAR! HEAR! The effect of this simple

and common exclamation is almost incredible. It was as if a granite

wall had been suddenly flung up against the advancing current of a

mighty river. For a moment, speaker and audience were brought to a dead

silence. Both the doctor and his hearers seemed appalled by the

audacity, as well as the fitness of the rebuke. At length a shout went

up to the cry of “_Put him out_!” Happily, no one attempted to execute

this cowardly order, and the doctor proceeded with his discourse. Not,

however, as before, did the learned doctor proceed. The exclamation of

Thompson must have reechoed itself a thousand times in his memory,

during the remainder of his speech, for the doctor never recovered from

the blow.

The deed was done, however; the pillars of the church—_the proud, Free

Church of Scotland_—were committed and the humility of repentance was

absent. The Free Church held on to the blood-stained money, and

continued to justify itself in its position—and of course to apologize

for slavery—and does so till this day. She lost a glorious opportunity

for giving her voice, her vote, and her example to the cause of

humanity; and to-day she is staggering under the curse of the enslaved,

whose blood is in her skirts. The people of Scotland are, to this day,

deeply grieved at the course pursued by the Free Church, and would

hail, as a relief from a deep and blighting shame, the “sending back

the money” to the slaveholders from whom it was gathered.

One good result followed the conduct of the Free Church; it furnished

an occasion for making the people of Scotland thoroughly acquainted

with the character of slavery, and for arraying against the system the

moral and religious sentiment of that country. Therefore, while we did

not succeed in accomplishing the specific object of our mission,

namely—procure the sending back of the money—we were amply justified by

the good which really did result from our labors.

Next comes the Evangelical Alliance. This was an attempt to form a

union of all evangelical Christians throughout the world. Sixty or

seventy American divines attended, and some of them went there merely

to weave a world-wide garment with which to clothe evangelical

slaveholders. Foremost among these divines, was the Rev. Samuel Hanson

Cox, moderator of the New School Presbyterian General Assembly. He and

his friends spared no pains to secure a platform broad enough to hold

American slaveholders, and in this partly succeeded. But the question

of slavery is too large a question to be finally disposed of, even by

the Evangelical Alliance. We appealed from the judgment of the

Alliance, to the judgment of the people of Great Britain, and with the

happiest effect. This controversy with the Alliance might be made the

subject of extended remark, but I must forbear, except to say, that

this effort to shield the Christian character of slaveholders greatly

served to open a way to the British ear for anti-slavery discussion,

and that it was well improved.

The fourth and last circumstance that assisted me in getting before the

British public, was an attempt on the part of certain doctors of

divinity to silence me on the platform of the World’s Temperance

Convention. Here I was brought into point blank collison with Rev. Dr.

Cox, who made me the subject not only of bitter remark in the

convention, but also of a long denunciatory letter published in the New

York Evangelist and other American papers. I replied to the doctor as

well as I could, and was successful in getting a respectful hearing

before the British public, who are by nature and practice ardent lovers

of fair play, especially in a conflict between the weak and the strong.

Thus did circumstances favor me, and favor the cause of which I strove

to be the advocate. After such distinguished notice, the public in both

countries was compelled to attach some importance to my labors. By the

very ill usage I received at the hands of Dr. Cox and his party, by the

mob on board the “Cambria,” by the attacks made upon me in the American

newspapers, and by the aspersions cast upon me through the organs of

the Free Church of Scotland, I became one of that class of men, who,

for the moment, at least, “have greatness forced upon them.” People

became the more anxious to hear for themselves, and to judge for

themselves, of the truth which I had to unfold. While, therefore, it is

by no means easy for a stranger to get fairly before the British

public, it was my lot to accomplish it in the easiest manner possible.

Having continued in Great Britain and Ireland nearly two years, and

being about to return to America—not as I left it, a slave, but a

freeman—leading friends of the cause of emancipation in that country

intimated their intention to make me a testimonial, not only on grounds

of personal regard to myself, but also to the cause to which they were

so ardently devoted. How far any such thing could have succeeded, I do

not know; but many reasons led me to prefer that my friends should

simply give me the means of obtaining a printing press and printing

materials, to enable me to start a paper, devoted to the interests of

my enslaved and oppressed people. I told them that perhaps the greatest

hinderance to the adoption of abolition principles by the people of the

United States, was the low estimate, everywhere in that country, placed

upon the Negro, as a man; that because of his assumed natural

inferiority, people reconciled themselves to his enslavement and

oppression, as things inevitable, if not desirable. The grand thing to

be done, therefore, was to change the estimation in which the colored

people of the United States were held; to remove the prejudice which

depreciated and depressed them; to prove them worthy of a higher

consideration; to disprove their alleged inferiority, and demonstrate

their capacity for a more exalted civilization than slavery and

prejudice had assigned to them. I further stated, that, in my judgment,

a tolerably well conducted press, in the hands of persons of the

despised race, by calling out the mental energies of the race itself;

by making them acquainted with their own latent powers; by enkindling

among them the hope that for them there is a future; by developing

their moral power; by combining and reflecting their talents—would

prove a most powerful means of removing prejudice, and of awakening an

interest in them. I further informed them—and at that time the

statement was true—that there was not, in the United States, a single

newspaper regularly published by the colored people; that many attempts

had been made to establish such papers; but that, up to that time, they

had all failed. These views I laid before my friends. The result was,

nearly two thousand five hundred dollars were speedily raised toward

starting my paper. For this prompt and generous assistance, rendered

upon my bare suggestion, without any personal efforts on my part, I

shall never cease to feel deeply grateful; and the thought of

fulfilling the noble expectations of the dear friends who gave me this

evidence of their confidence, will never cease to be a motive for

persevering exertion.

Proposing to leave England, and turning my face toward America, in the

spring of 1847, I was met, on the threshold, with something which

painfully reminded me of the kind of life which awaited me in my native

land. For the first time in the many months spent abroad, I was met

with proscription on account of my color. A few weeks before departing

from England, while in London, I was careful to purchase a ticket, and

secure a berth for returning home, in the “Cambria”—the steamer in

which I left the United States—paying therefor the round sum of forty

pounds and nineteen shillings sterling. This was first cabin fare. But

on going aboard the Cambria, I found that the Liverpool agent had

ordered my berth to be given to another, and had forbidden my entering

the saloon! This contemptible conduct met with stern rebuke from the

British press. For, upon the point of leaving England, I took occasion

to expose the disgusting tyranny, in the columns of the London _Times_.

That journal, and other leading journals throughout the United Kingdom,

held up the outrage to unmitigated condemnation. So good an opportunity

for calling out a full expression of British sentiment on the subject,

had not before occurred, and it was most fully embraced. The result

was, that Mr. Cunard came out in a letter to the public journals,

assuring them of his regret at the outrage, and promising that the like

should never occur again on board his steamers; and the like, we

believe, has never since occurred on board the steamships of the Cunard

line.

It is not very pleasant to be made the subject of such insults; but if

all such necessarily resulted as this one did, I should be very happy

to bear, patiently, many more than I have borne, of the same sort.

Albeit, the lash of proscription, to a man accustomed to equal social

position, even for a time, as I was, has a sting for the soul hardly

less severe than that which bites the flesh and draws the blood from

the back of the plantation slave. It was rather hard, after having

enjoyed nearly two years of equal social privileges in England, often

dining with gentlemen of great literary, social, political, and

religious eminence never, during the whole time, having met with a

single word, look, or gesture, which gave me the slightest reason to

think my color was an offense to anybody—now to be cooped up in the

stern of the “Cambria,” and denied the right to enter the saloon, lest

my dark presence should be deemed an offense to some of my democratic

fellow-passengers. The reader will easily imagine what must have been

my feelings.

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