CHAPTER XVII.

THE TRUTH ABOUT THE MAN.

In arriving at the bold decision which had caused so much anger and

alarm to his enemies, and some searchings of heart among many who still

ranked themselves as his friends, the Premier had been moved by more

than one motive. The sinister design of overawing the Legislature by the

fear of physical force and armed attack did not form part of his

intentions, but he did intend and desire what, to a man trained in the

traditions of Sir Robert's school, was hardly less unconstitutional and

wrong. Through the machinery of his great gatherings, it was to be

plainly intimated to the members what course their constituents and

masters willed them to follow. He proposed to take every precaution

against riot--and the necessary measures fell within the sphere of his

own official duties as Chief Secretary; but he was willing and eager

that every form of suasion and threat, short of the cudgels for which

François Gaspard pined, should be brought to bear on his renegade

followers. And, in the second place, it was a vital object to him to

probe as deep as he could into the secrets of the popular mind. In six

months the life of the Legislative Assembly would expire by effluxion of

time: at any moment before he had a right to demand a dissolution,

provided that he could convince the Governor of the probability of his

coming back with a majority; thus, if the meetings could not avert

defeat, they would, he hoped, teach him what course to follow in face of

it. Lastly, he anticipated a renewal of energy and confidence in his own

followers as the result of an outward manifestation of the support which

he believed the masses of the electors accorded to his policy. His plans

ignored the mine which was always beneath his feet. He had not forgotten

it: it was constantly present to his mind with its menace of sudden

explosion, but he was driven to disregard a chance that was entirely

incalculable. He could not discern the mind of Benham, or of the man who

pulled the strings to which Benham danced, accurately enough to forecast

when the moment of attack would come. He felt sure that nothing short of

the surrender and renunciation of all his policy could avert the

blow--perhaps not even that would serve; if so, the blow must fall, when

and where it would; for, whatever its effect on his position or his

party, it would not leave him so powerless or so humbled in his own eyes

as a voluntary submission to the terms his enemies chose to dictate.

The alternative of surrender would never have crossed his mind, had he

been able to think only of the political side of the matter. But there

was another, on which Benham's threats played with equal force. The

episode of Dick Derosne's banishment had opened his eyes more fully to

what the revelation might mean to his daughter; for, when he thought

over the abrupt end that had been put to that romance, he could hardly

fail to connect it with Benham or with Kilshaw. He shrank from the

exposure to Daisy which he would have to undergo, and from the pain

which he was doomed to inflict on her. Long years, no less than his own

mode of thought, had veiled from him the character of what he would have

to avow; the thing took on a new aspect when he forced himself to hear

it as it would strike a daughter's ears. And, by this time, he was

conscious--he could no longer affect to himself to be unconscious--that

the blow which was to fall on Daisy would strike another with equal,

perhaps greater, severity. He might remind himself, as he did over and

over again, of the improbability, nay, the absurdity of what had

happened; he might tell himself that he was no longer young, that time

had robbed him of anything that could catch a girl's fancy, that the

gulf of birth, associations, and surroundings yawned wide between. His

own experience and insight into temperament rose up and contradicted

him, and Alicia Derosne's face drove the truth into his mind. Seeking

for a hero, she had strangely, almost comically, he thought, made one

of him. Hero-worship, shutting out all criticism, had led her on till

she made of him, a man whose life bore no close scrutiny, a battered

politician, half visionary, half demagogue (for he did not spare himself

in his thoughts)--till she had made of him an ideal statesman and a man

worthy of all she had to give. A swift and gentle disenchantment was the

best that could be wished for her: so he told himself, but he did not

wish it. Time had not altogether changed him, and a woman's smile was to

him still a force in his life, as much as it had been, or almost, when

it led the boy of twenty-three to do all those rash and wrong things

long ago. He could not bear to shut the door: dreaming of impossible

transformations of obstinate facts, he drifted on, excusing himself for

doing nothing by telling himself that there was nothing he could do.

Mr. Kilshaw's information as to the Governor's attitude had not been

entirely incorrect, but, after an interview with the Premier, in which

the latter explained his action, Lord Eynesford did not feel that more

was required than a temperately expressed surprise and a hinted

disapproval of the course adopted. He declined his wife's invitation to

regard the matter in the most serious light, or to attribute any heinous

offence to the Premier, contenting himself with remarking that Medland

had a more powerful motive to maintain order than any one else; he also

ventured to suggest that the best way of considering the question was

not through a mist of prejudice against the Premier and all his

belongings.

"Whatever you may do, Mary," he said, "I must keep the private and

public sides separate."

"That's just what you don't do," retorted his wife--let it be added that

they were alone. "The man has got round you as he gets round everybody."

"You, at least, seem safe so far," laughed the Governor. "Aren't you

content with your triumph in the matter of Dick?"

"I heard from him to-day. He wants to come back."

Dick had obtained leave to visit Australia, instead of going home, and

was therefore within comparatively easy distance of New Lindsey.

"Oh, I think we'll wait a bit."

"He seems to be having a splendid time, but he says he's lonely without

us all."

"How touching!" remarked Lord Eynesford sceptically.

"Willie, be just to him. I was thinking how nice it would be if Alicia

could join him for a little while. She's looking pale and wants a

change."

"Does she want to go?"

"Well, I don't know."

"Haven't you asked her?"

"No, dear."

Lord Eynesford knew his wife's way. He rose and stood with his back to

the fireplace.

"You'll be sending me away next, Mary," he remarked. "What's wrong with

Alicia? She doesn't show signs of relenting about your friend Coxon,

does she? If so, she shall go by the next boat, if I have to exert the

prerogative."

"Mr. Coxon? Oh, dear, no! Poor man! There's no danger from him."

"What's in the wind then?"

"She's too intimate with these Medlands."

"My dear Mary! Forgive me, but you're in danger of becoming a

monomaniac. The Medlands are not lepers."

Lady Eynesford shut her lips close and made no answer.

"What harm can they do her?" pursued the Governor. "Daisy's a nice girl,

and Medland--well, the worst he can do is to make her a Radical, and it

doesn't matter two straws what she is."

Lady Eynesford's foot tapped on the floor.

"I suppose you'll laugh at me," she said. "Indeed it's absurd enough to

make any one laugh, but, Willie, I'm not quite sure that Alicia isn't

too much----"

The sentence was cut short by the entrance of Alicia herself.

"Ah! Al!" cried the Governor. "Come here. Would you like to join Dick in

Australia?"

Alicia started.

"He says he's lonely, and I thought it would be such a nice trip for

you," added Lady Eynesford.

"Dick lonely! What nonsense! It only means he wants to come back, Mary."

Dick's pathos was evidently a broken reed. Lady Eynesford let it go, and

said,

"Anyhow, you might take advantage of his being there to see Australia."

"I don't want to see Australia," answered Alicia. "I much prefer New

Lindsey."

"You don't jump at Mary's proposal?"

"I utterly decline," laughed Alicia, and, taking the book she had come

in search of, she went out.

"You see. She won't go," remarked Lady Eynesford.

"I never thought she would. What were you going to say when she came

in?"

Lady Eynesford rose and stood by her husband.

"Willie," she said, "what is it about the Medlands? I'm tired of not

knowing whether there is anything or whether there isn't."

"I don't know, my dear. There's some gossip, I believe," said Lord

Eynesford discreetly.

"Do you know what Mrs. Puttock said to Eleanor? Eleanor ought to have

told me at once, but she only did last night. Eleanor asked something

about his wife, and Mrs. Puttock said, 'For my part, I don't believe he

ever had a wife.'" Lady Eynesford repeated the all-important sentence

with scrupulous accuracy.

"By Jove!" exclaimed the Governor. "That was what--" He checked himself

before Kilshaw's name could leave his lips.

"Yes? Now, Willie, if that's true or--or anything like it, you know, is

it right for Alicia to be constantly with Daisy Medland and--and in and

out of the house, you know?"

The Governor looked grave. The thing was tangible enough now, and

demanded to be dealt with more urgently than it ever had before.

"It's a pity Eleanor didn't speak sooner," he said.

"She thought less of it because Mrs. Puttock is a vulgar old gossip."

"Yes; but I'm afraid there may be something in it. Why did Eleanor tell

you now?"

"Because I was speaking to her about the way Mr. Medland monopolised

Alicia in the Park the other afternoon."

"Oh, that was my fault."

"It makes no difference how it came about. Willie, she had eyes and ears

for no one else," and Lady Eynesford's voice became very earnest.

"But it's preposterous, Mary. You must be wrong. There couldn't possibly

be anything of the kind."

"You know the sort of girl she is," his wife went on. "She's--well,

she's easily caught by an idea, and rather romantic, and--really, dear,

we ought to be careful."

"I can't believe it. If it's true, Medland has treated me very badly."

"What does he care?" asked Lady Eynesford. "How I wish she would go

away! Nothing I say seems to make any impression on her."

"Perhaps Medland has noticed nothing, even if you're right about

Alicia."

"He couldn't help noticing."

"What? Do you mean she makes it----?"

"I don't want to say anything unkind, but--well, yes, I'm afraid she

does."

The Governor took a pace along the room.

"Upon my word," he exclaimed impatiently, "the way we get mixed up with

these people is absurdly awkward. First there's Dick----"

"That's nothing to this. Dick was never really serious, and Alicia's

always serious, if she thinks about a thing at all."

"Well, well, of course it must be stopped. What are you going to do?"

"She must be told," said Lady Eynesford.

"I won't tell her."

"Then I must."

"I wonder if you're not wrong after all."

"Oh, watch them!" retorted Lady Eynesford, and, leaving her husband, she

sought Alicia and invited her to come and have a talk in the verandah.

Alicia, when thus summoned, was sitting with Eleanor Scaife, and they

were both watching Captain Heseltine's fox terrier jump over a

walking-stick under his master's tuition. It was a suitable enough

amusement for a hot day; and it was engrossing enough to prevent Eleanor

raising her eyes at the sound of Lady Eynesford's voice. In fact, she

was not over and above anxious to meet that lady's glance. Eleanor had,

in the light of recent events, grown rather doubtful of the wisdom of

her wonderful discretion, and Lady Eynesford had intimated, with her

usual clearness of statement, a decided opinion that not Eleanor, but

she herself was the proper person to judge what should and should not be

told to Alicia. She had enforced her moral by hinting at very

distressing consequences which might follow on Eleanor's unfortunate

reticence.

"I sometimes think," Eleanor remarked to Heseltine, when Alicia had left

them, "that perfect openness and candour are always best."

Captain Heseltine lowered the walking-stick and looked at her with an

air of expectancy.

"It saves so much misunderstanding, if you tell everybody everything

right out," continued Eleanor.

"For my part," returned Heseltine, with an earnestness which he rarely

displayed, "I differ utterly. I've never in my life told anybody

anything without being sorry I hadn't held my tongue."

"Oh, you mean your private affairs."

"Well, and you? Oh, I see. You only mean other people's. Agreed, agreed!

Perfect openness and candour about them by all means!"

"I am quite serious. One never knows how much harm may be done by

concealing them."

"Got a murder on your conscience?"

"Oh, not exactly," sighed Eleanor.

"You're like that chap Kilshaw. He's always talking as if he had

something awful up his sleeve."

"Perhaps he has."

As Eleanor said this, she jumped up and ran to meet Alicia, whom she saw

coming towards her. Lady Eynesford had wasted no time over her task.

The Captain, being left alone, did the appropriate thing. He

soliloquised.

"She'd have told me in another half-minute," said he, with a chuckle.

"It was choking her. Yet she's a sensible one as they go."

Whom or what class he meant by "they" it is merciful to his ignorant

prejudices to leave unrevealed.

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