CHAPTER XXVIII. THE LOTS VANISH WITHIN THE URN.

Varney’s self-commune restored to him his constitutional audacity. He

returned to Laughton towards the evening, and held a long conference

with Greville. Fortunately for him, perhaps, and happily for all, Helen

had lost all more dangerous symptoms; and the physician, who was in

the house, saw in her state nothing not easily to be accounted for by

natural causes. Percival had arrived, had seen Helen,--no wonder she

was better! Both from him and from Helen, Madame Dalibard’s fearful

condition was for the present concealed. Ardworth’s story, and the fact

of Beck’s identity with Vincent Braddell, were also reserved for a later

occasion. The tale which Beck had poured into the ear of Greville (when,

recognizing the St. John livery, the captain stopped his chaise to

inquire if Percival were at the Hall, and when thrilled by the hideous

import of his broken reply, that gentleman had caused him to enter the

vehicle to explain himself further), Varney, with his wonted art and

address, contrived to strip of all probable semblance. Evidently the

poor lad had been already delirious; his story must be deemed the

nightmare of his disordered reason. Varney insisted upon surgical

examination as to the cause of his death. The membranes of the

brain were found surcharged with blood, as in cases of great mental

excitement; the slight puncture in the wrist, ascribed to the prick of

a rusty nail, provoked no suspicion. If some doubts remained still in

Greville’s acute mind, he was not eager to express, still less to

act upon them. Helen was declared to be out of danger; Percival was

safe,--why affix by minute inquiry into the alleged guilt of Madame

Dalibard (already so awfully affected by the death of her son and by the

loss of her reason) so foul a stain on the honoured family of St. John?

But Greville was naturally anxious to free the house as soon as possible

both of Varney and that ominous Lucretia, whose sojourn under its roof

seemed accursed. He therefore readily assented when Varney proposed, as

his obvious and personal duty, to take charge of his mother-in-law, and

remove her to London for immediate advice.

At the dead of the black-clouded night, no moon and no stars, the son

of Olivier Dalibard bore away the form of the once-formidable

Lucretia,--the form, for the mind was gone; that teeming, restless,

and fertile intellect, which had carried along the projects with the

preterhuman energies of the fiend, was hurled into night and chaos.

Manacled and bound, for at times her paroxysms were terrible, and all

partook of the destructive and murderous character which her faculties,

when present, had betrayed, she was placed in the vehicle by the

shrinking side of her accomplice.

Long before he arrived in London, Varney had got rid of his fearful

companion. His chaise had stopped at the iron gates of a large building

somewhat out of the main road, and the doors of the madhouse closed on

Lucretia Dalibard.

Varney then hastened to Dover, with intention of flight into France; he

was just about to step into the vessel, when he was tapped rudely on the

shoulder, and a determined voice said, “Mr. Gabriel Varney, you are my

prisoner!”

“For what? Some paltry debt?” said Varney, haughtily.

“For forgery on the Bank of England!”

Varney’s hand plunged into his vest. The officer seized it in time, and

wrested the blade from his grasp. Once arrested for an offence it

was impossible to disprove, although the very smallest of which his

conscience might charge him, Varney sank into the blackest despair.

Though he had often boasted, not only to others, but to his own vain

breast, of the easy courage with which, when life ceased to yield

enjoyment, he could dismiss it by the act of his own will; though he had

possessed himself of Lucretia’s murderous ring, and death, if fearful,

was therefore at his command,--self-destruction was the last thought

that occurred to him; that morbid excitability of fancy which, whether

in his art or in his deeds, had led him to strange delight in horror,

now served but to haunt him with the images of death in those ghastliest

shapes familiar to them who look only into the bottom of the charnel,

and see but the rat and the worm and the loathsome agencies of

corruption. It was not the despair of conscience that seized him, it was

the abject clinging to life; not the remorse of the soul,--that still

slept within him, too noble an agency for one so debased,--but the

gross physical terror. As the fear of the tiger, once aroused, is more

paralyzing than that of the deer, proportioned to the savageness of a

disposition to which fear is a novelty, so the very boldness of Varney,

coming only from the perfection of the nervous organization, and

unsupported by one moral sentiment, once struck down, was corrupted into

the vilest cowardice. With his audacity, his shrewdness forsook him.

Advised by his lawyer to plead guilty, he obeyed, and the sentence of

transportation for life gave him at first a feeling of reprieve; but

when his imagination began to picture, in the darkness of his cell,

all the true tortures of that penalty,--not so much, perhaps, to the

uneducated peasant-felon, inured to toil, and familiarized with

coarse companionship, as to one pampered like himself by all soft and

half-womanly indulgences,--the shaven hair, the convict’s dress, the

rigorous privation, the drudging toil, the exile, seemed as grim as the

grave. In the dotage of faculties smitten into drivelling, he wrote to

the Home Office, offering to disclose secrets connected with crimes that

had hitherto escaped or baffled justice, on condition that his sentence

might be repealed, or mitigated into the gentler forms of ordinary

transportation. No answer was returned to him, but his letter provoked

research. Circumstances connected with his uncle’s death, and with

various other dark passages in his life, sealed against him all hope of

a more merciful sentence; and when some acquaintances, whom his art

had made for him, and who, while grieving for his crime, saw in it

some excuses (ignorant of his feller deeds), sought to intercede in his

behalf, the reply of the Home Office was obvious: “He is a fortunate

man to have been tried and condemned for his least offence.” Not one

indulgence that could distinguish him from the most execrable ruffian

condemned to the same sentence was conceded.

The idea of the gibbet lost all its horror. Here was a gibbet for every

hour. No hope,--no escape. Already that Future Doom which comprehends

the “Forever” opened upon him black and fathomless. The hour-glass was

broken up, the hand of the timepiece was arrested. The Beyond stretched

before him without limit, without goal,--on into Annihilation or into

Hell.

EPILOGUE TO PART THE SECOND.

Stand, O Man! upon the hill-top in the stillness of the evening hour,

and gaze, not with joyous, but with contented eyes, upon the beautiful

world around thee. See where the mists, soft and dim, rise over the

green meadows, through which the rivulet steals its way. See where,

broadest and stillest, the wave expands to the full smile of the setting

sun, and the willow that trembles on the breeze, and the oak that stands

firm in the storm, are reflected back, peaceful both, from the clear

glass of the tides. See where, begirt by the gold of the harvests, and

backed by the pomp of a thousand groves, the roofs of the town bask,

noiseless, in the calm glow of the sky. Not a sound from those abodes

floats in discord to thine ear; only from the church-tower, soaring high

above the rest, perhaps faintly heard through the stillness, swells the

note of the holy bell. Along the mead low skims the swallow,--on the

wave the silver circlet, breaking into spray, shows the sport of the

fish. See the Earth, how serene, though all eloquent of activity and

life! See the Heavens, how benign, though dark clouds, by yon mountain,

blend the purple with the gold! Gaze contented, for Good is around

thee,--not joyous, for Evil is the shadow of Good! Let thy soul pierce

through the veil of the senses, and thy sight plunge deeper than the

surface which gives delight to thine eye. Below the glass of that river,

the pike darts on his prey; the circle in the wave, the soft plash

amongst the reeds, are but signs of Destroyer and Victim. In the ivy

round the oak by the margin, the owl hungers for the night, which shall

give its beak and its talons living food for its young; and the spray

of the willow trembles with the wing of the redbreast, whose bright eye

sees the worm on the sod. Canst thou count too, O Man! all the cares,

all the sins, that those noiseless rooftops conceal? With every curl of

that smoke to the sky, a human thought soars as dark, a human hope melts

as briefly. And the bell from the church-tower, that to thy ear gives

but music, perhaps knolls for the dead. The swallow but chases the

moth, and the cloud, that deepens the glory of the heaven and the sweet

shadows on the earth, nurses but the thunder that shall rend the grove,

and the storm that shall devastate the harvests. Not with fear, not with

doubt, recognize, O Mortal, the presence of Evil in the world. [Not,

indeed, that the evil here narrated is the ordinary evil of the

world,--the lesson it inculcates would be lost if so construed,--but

that the mystery of evil, whatever its degree, only increases the

necessity of faith in the vindication of the contrivance which requires

infinity for its range, and eternity for its consummation. It is in the

existence of evil that man finds his duties, and his soul its progress.]

Hush thy heart in the humbleness of awe, that its mirror may reflect as

serenely the shadow as the light. Vainly, for its moral, dost thou gaze

on the landscape, if thy soul puts no check on the dull delight of the

senses. Two wings only raise thee to the summit of Truth, where the

Cherub shall comfort the sorrow, where the Seraph shall enlighten

the joy. Dark as ebon spreads the one wing, white as snow gleams the

other,--mournful as thy reason when it descends into the deep; exulting

as thy faith when it springs to the day-star.

Beck sleeps in the churchyard of Laughton. He had lived to frustrate

the monstrous design intended to benefit himself, and to become the

instrument, while the victim, of the dread Eumenides. That done, his

life passed with the crimes that had gathered around, out of the sight

of mortals. Helen slowly regained her health in the atmosphere of love

and happiness; and Lady Mary soon learned to forget the fault of the

father in the virtues of the child. Married to Percival, Helen fulfilled

the destinies of woman’s genius, in calling forth into action man’s

earnest duties. She breathed into Percival’s warm, beneficent heart her

own more steadfast and divine intelligence. Like him she grew ambitious,

by her he became distinguished. While I write, fair children play under

the cedars of Laughton. And the husband tells the daughters to resemble

their mother; and the wife’s highest praise to the boys is: “You have

spoken truth, or done good, like your father.”

John Ardworth has not paused in his career, nor belied the promise

of his youth. Though the elder Ardworth, partly by his own exertions,

partly by his second marriage with the daughter of the French merchant

(through whose agency he had corresponded with Fielden), had realized a

moderate fortune, it but sufficed for his own wants and for the children

of his later nuptials, upon whom the bulk of it was settled. Hence,

happily perhaps for himself and others, the easy circumstances of his

father allowed to John Ardworth no exemption from labour. His success in

the single episode from active life to literature did not intoxicate

or mislead him. He knew that his real element was not in the field of

letters, but in the world of men. Not undervaluing the noble destinies

of the author, he felt that those destinies, if realized to the utmost,

demanded powers other than his own, and that man is only true to his

genius when the genius is at home in his career. He would not renounce

for a brief celebrity distant and solid fame. He continued for a few

years in patience and privation and confident self-reliance to drudge

on, till the occupation for the intellect fed by restraint, and the

learning accumulated by study, came and found the whole man developed

and prepared. Then he rose rapidly from step to step; then, still

retaining his high enthusiasm, he enlarged his sphere of action from

the cold practice of law into those vast social improvements which law,

rightly regarded, should lead and vivify and create. Then, and long

before the twenty years he had imposed on his probation had expired, he

gazed again upon the senate and the abbey, and saw the doors of the one

open to his resolute tread, and anticipated the glorious sepulchre which

heart and brain should win him in the other. John Ardworth has never

married. When Percival rebukes him for his celibacy, his lip quivers

slightly, and he applies himself with more dogged earnestness to his

studies or his career. But he never complains that his lot is lonely or

his affections void. For him who aspires, and for him who loves, life

may lead through the thorns, but it never stops in the desert.

On the minor personages involved in this history, there is little need

to dwell. Mr. Fielden, thanks to St. John, has obtained a much better

living in the rectory of Laughton, but has found new sources of pleasant

trouble for himself in seeking to drill into the mind of Percival’s

eldest son the elements of Euclid, and the principles of Latin syntax.

We may feel satisfied that the Miverses will go on much the same while

trade enriches without refining, and while, nevertheless, right feelings

in the common paths of duty may unite charitable emotions with graceless

language.

We may rest assured that the poor widow who had reared the lost son of

Lucretia received from the bounty of Percival all that could comfort her

for his death.

We have no need to track the dull crimes of Martha, or the quick,

cunning vices of Grabman, to their inevitable goals, in the hospital or

the prison, the dunghill or the gibbet.

Of the elder Ardworth our parting notice may be less brief. We first saw

him in sanguine and generous youth, with higher principles and clearer

insight into honour than William Mainwaring. We have seen him next

a spendthrift and a fugitive, his principles debased and his honour

dimmed. He presents to us no uncommon example of the corruption

engendered by that vulgar self-indulgence which mortgages the morrow

for the pleasures of to-day. No Deity presides where Prudence is absent.

Man, a world in himself, requires for the development of his faculties

patience, and for the balance of his actions, order. Even where he

had deemed himself most oppressively made the martyr,--namely, in the

profession of mere political opinions,--Walter Ardworth had but followed

out into theory the restless, uncalculating impatience which had brought

adversity on his manhood, and, despite his constitutional cheerfulness,

shadowed his age with remorse. The death of the child committed to his

charge long (perhaps to the last) embittered his pride in the son whom,

without merit of his own, Providence had spared to a brighter fate. But

for the faults which had banished him his country, and the habits which

had seared his sense of duty, could that child have been so abandoned,

and have so perished?

It remains only to cast our glance over the punishments which befell

the sensual villany of Varney, the intellectual corruption of his fell

stepmother.

These two persons had made a very trade of those crimes to which man’s

law awards death. They had said in their hearts that they would dare

the crime, but elude the penalty. By wonderful subtlety, craft, and

dexterity, which reduced guilt to a science, Providence seemed, as in

disdain of the vulgar instruments of common retribution, to concede to

them that which they had schemed for,--escape from the rope and gibbet.

Varney, saved from detection of his darker and more inexpiable crimes,

punished only for the least one, retained what had seemed to him the

master boon,--life. Safer still from the law, no mortal eye had plumbed

the profound night of Lucretia’s awful guilt. Murderess of husband and

son, the blinded law bade her go unscathed, unsuspected. Direct, as from

heaven, without a cloud, fell the thunderbolt. Is the life they have

saved worth the prizing? Doth the chalice, unspilt on the ground, not

return to the hand? Is the sudden pang of the hangman more fearful than

the doom which they breathe and bear? Look, and judge.

Behold that dark ship on the waters! Its burdens are not of Ormus and

Tyre. No goodly merchandise doth it waft over the wave, no blessing

cleaves to its sails; freighted with terror and with guilt, with remorse

and despair, or, more ghastly than either, the sullen apathy of souls

hardened into stone, it carries the dregs and offal of the old world

to populate the new. On a bench in that ship sit side by side two men,

companions assigned to each other. Pale, abject, cowering, all the

bravery rent from his garb, all the gay insolence vanished from his

brow,--can that hollow-eyed, haggard wretch be the same man whose senses

opened on every joy, whose nerves mocked at every peril? But beside him,

with a grin of vile glee on his features, all muscle and brawn in the

form, all malice, at once spiteful and dull, in the heavy eye, sits his

fit comrade, the Gravestealer! At the first glance each had recognized

each, and the prophecy and the vision rushed back upon the daintier

convict. If he seek to escape from him, the Gravestealer claims him as

a prey; he threatens him with his eye as a slave; he kicks him with his

hoof as they sit, and laughs at the writhings of the pain. Carry on your

gaze from the ship, hear the cry from the masthead, see the land arise

from the waste,--a land without hope. At first, despite the rigour of

the Home Office, the education and intelligence of Varney have their

price,--the sole crime for which he is convicted is not of the

darkest. He escapes from that hideous comrade; he can teach as

a schoolmaster,--let his brain work, not his hands. But the most

irredeemable of convicts are ever those of nurture and birth and culture

better than the ruffian rest. You may enlighten the clod, but the meteor

still must feed on the marsh; and the pride and the vanity work where

the crime itself seems to lose its occasion. Ever avid, ever grasping,

he falls, step by step, in the foul sink, and the colony sees in Gabriel

Varney its most pestilent rogue. Arch-convict amidst convicts, doubly

lost amongst the damned, they banish him to the sternest of the penal

settlements; they send him forth with the vilest to break stones upon

the roads. Shrivelled and bowed and old prematurely, see that sharp face

peering forth amongst that gang, scarcely human, see him cringe to the

lash of the scornful overseer, see the pairs chained together, night

and day! Ho, ho! his comrade hath found him again,--the Artist and the

Gravestealer leashed together! Conceive that fancy so nurtured by habit,

those tastes, so womanized by indulgence,--the one suggesting the very

horrors that are not; the other revolting at all toil as a torture.

But intellect, not all gone, though hourly dying heavily down to the

level of the brute, yet schemes for delivery and escape. Let the plot

ripen, and the heart bound; break his chain, set him free, send him

forth to the wilderness. Hark, the whoop of the wild men! See those

things that ape our species dance and gibber round the famishing, hunted

wretch. Hark, how he shrieks at the torture! How they tear and they

pinch and they burn and they rend him! They, too, spare his life,--it

is charmed. A Caliban amidst Calibans, they heap him with their burdens,

and feed him on their offal. Let him live; he loved life for himself; he

has cheated the gibbet,--LET HIM LIVE! Let him watch, let him once more

escape; all naked and mangled, let him wander back to the huts of his

gang. Lo, where he kneels, the foul tears streaming down, and cries

aloud: “I have broken all your laws, I will tell you all my crimes; I

ask but one sentence,--hang me up; let me die!” And from the gang groan

many voices: “Hang us up; let us die!” The overseer turns on his heel,

and Gabriel Varney again is chained to the laughing Gravestealer.

You enter those gates so jealously guarded, you pass, with a quick beat

of the heart, by those groups on the lawn, though they are harmless;

you follow your guide through those passages; where the open doors will

permit, you see the emperor brandish his sceptre of straw, hear the

speculator counting his millions, sigh where the maiden sits smiling the

return of her shipwrecked lover, or gravely shake the head and hurry on

where the fanatic raves his Apocalypse, and reigns in judgment on the

world; you pass by strong gates into corridors gloomier and more remote.

Nearer and nearer you hear the yell and the oath and blaspheming curse;

you are in the heart of the madhouse, where they chain those at once

cureless and dangerous,--who have but sense enough left them to smite

and to throttle and to murder. Your guide opens that door, massive as a

wall; you see (as we, who narrate, have seen her) Lucretia Dalibard,--a

grisly, squalid, ferocious mockery of a human being, more appalling

and more fallen than Dante ever fabled in his spectres, than Swift ever

scoffed in his Yahoos! Only, where all other feature seems to have lost

its stamp of humanity, still burns with unquenchable fever the red,

devouring eye. That eye never seems to sleep, or in sleep, the lid never

closes over it. As you shrink from its light, it seems to you as if the

mind, that had lost coherence and harmony, still retained latent and

incommunicable consciousness as its curse. For days, for weeks, that

awful maniac will preserve obstinate, unbroken silence; but as the eye

never closes, so the hands never rest,--they open and grasp, as if at

some palpable object on which they close, vicelike, as a bird’s talons

on its prey; sometimes they wander over that brow, where the furrows

seem torn as the thunder scars, as if to wipe from it a stain, or charm

from it a pang; sometimes they gather up the hem of that sordid robe,

and seem, for hours together, striving to rub from it a soil. Then, out

from prolonged silence, without cause or warning, will ring, peal after

peal (till the frame, exhausted with the effort sinks senseless into

stupor), the frightful laugh. But speech, intelligible and coherent,

those lips rarely yield. There are times, indeed, when the attendants

are persuaded that her mind in part returns to her; and those times

experience has taught them to watch with peculiar caution. The crisis

evinces itself by a change in the manner,--by a quick apprehension of

all that is said; by a straining, anxious look at the dismal walls; by

a soft, fawning docility; by murmured complaints of the chains that

fetter; and (though, as we have said, but very rarely) by prayers, that

seem rational, for greater ease and freedom.

In the earlier time of her dread captivity, perhaps when it was believed

at the asylum that she was a patient of condition, with friends who

cared for her state, and would liberally reward her cure, they in those

moments relaxed her confinement, and sought the gentler remedies their

art employs; but then invariably, and, it was said, with a cunning that

surpassed all the proverbial astuteness of the mad, she turned this

indulgence to the most deadly uses,--she crept to the pallet of some

adjacent sufferer weaker than herself, and the shrieks that brought the

attendants into the cell scarcely saved the intended victim from her

hands. It seemed, in those imperfectly lucid intervals, as if the reason

only returned to guide her to destroy,--only to animate the broken

mechanism into the beast of prey.

Years have now passed since her entrance within those walls. He who

placed her there never had returned. He had given a false name,--no clew

to him was obtained; the gold he had left was but the quarter’s pay.

When Varney had been first apprehended, Percival requested the younger

Ardworth to seek the forger in prison, and to question him as to Madame

Dalibard; but Varney was then so apprehensive that, even if still

insane, her very ravings might betray his share in her crimes, or still

more, if she recovered, that the remembrance of her son’s murder would

awaken the repentance and the confession of crushed despair, that the

wretch had judged it wiser to say that his accomplice was no more,--that

her insanity had already terminated in death. The place of her

confinement thus continued a secret locked in his own breast. Egotist

to the last, she was henceforth dead to him,--why not to the world?

Thus the partner of her crimes had cut off her sole resource, in the

compassion of her unconscious kindred; thus the gates of the living

world were shut to her evermore. Still, in a kind of compassion, or as

an object of experiment,--as a subject to be dealt with unscrupulously

in that living dissection-hall,--her grim jailers did not grudge her

an asylum. But, year after year, the attendance was more slovenly,

the treatment more harsh; and strange to say, while the features were

scarcely recognizable, while the form underwent all the change which

the shape suffers when mind deserts it, that prodigious vitality which

belonged to the temperament still survived. No signs of decay are yet

visible. Death, as if spurning the carcass, stands inexorably afar off.

Baffler of man’s law, thou, too, hast escaped with life! Not for thee

is the sentence, “Blood for blood!” Thou livest, thou mayst pass

the extremest boundaries of age. Live on, to wipe the blood from thy

robe,--LIVE ON!

Not for the coarse object of creating an idle terror, not for the

shock upon the nerves and the thrill of the grosser interest which the

narrative of crime creates, has this book been compiled from the

facts and materials afforded to the author. When the great German poet

describes, in not the least noble of his lyrics, the sudden apparition

of some “Monster Fate” in the circles of careless Joy, he assigns to him

who teaches the world, through parable or song, the right to invoke the

spectre. It is well to be awakened at times from the easy commonplace

that surrounds our habitual life; to cast broad and steady and patient

light on the darker secrets of the heart,--on the vaults and caverns of

the social state over which we build the market-place and the palace. We

recover from the dread and the awe and the half-incredulous wonder, to

set closer watch upon our inner and hidden selves. In him who cultivates

only the reason, and suffers the heart and the spirit to lie waste and

dead, who schemes and constructs, and revolves round the axle of self,

unwarmed by the affections, unpoised by the attraction of right, lies

the germ Fate might ripen into the guilt of Olivier Dalibard. Let him

who but lives through the senses, spreads the wings of the fancy in

the gaudy glare of enjoyment corrupted, avid to seize, and impatient

to toil, whose faculties are curbed but to the range of physical

perception, whose very courage is but the strength of the nerves, who

develops but the animal as he stifles the man,--let him gaze on the

villany of Varney, and startle to see some magnified shadow of himself

thrown dimly on the glass! Let those who, with powers to command and

passions to wing the powers, would sweep without scruple from the aim to

the end, who, trampling beneath their footprint of iron the humanities

that bloom up in their path, would march to success with the proud

stride of the destroyer, hear, in the laugh of yon maniac murderess, the

glee of the fiend they have wooed to their own souls! Guard well, O Heir

of Eternity, the portal of sin,--the thought! From the thought to the

deed, the subtler thy brain and the bolder thy courage, the briefer

and straighter is the way. Read these pages in disdain of

self-commune,--they shall revolt thee, not instruct; read them, looking

steadfastly within,--and how humble soever the art of the narrator, the

facts he narrates, like all history, shall teach by example. Every human

act, good or ill, is an angel to guide or to warn; and the deeds of the

worst have messages from Heaven to the listening hearts of the best.

Amidst the glens in the Apennine, in the lone wastes of Calabria, the

sign of the cross marks the spot where a deed of violence has been done;

on all that pass by the road, the symbol has varying effect: sometimes

it startles the conscience, sometimes it invokes the devotion; the

robber drops the blade, the priest counts the rosary. So is it with the

record of crime; and in the witness of Guilt, Man is thrilled with the

whisper of Religion.

Our acts our angels are, or good or ill, The fatal shadows that walk by

us still. FLETCHER.

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