CHAPTER XV. VARIETIES.

Leaving the guilty pair to concert their schemes and indulge their

atrocious hopes, we accompany Percival to the hovel occupied by Becky

Carruthers.

On following Beck into the room she rented, Percival was greatly

surprised to find, seated comfortably on the only chair to be seen,

no less a person than the worthy Mrs. Mivers. This good lady in her

spinster days had earned her own bread by hard work. She had captivated

Mr. Mivers when but a simple housemaid in the service of one of his

relations. And while this humble condition in her earlier life

may account for much in her language and manners which is nowadays

inconsonant with the breeding and education that characterize the

wives of opulent tradesmen, so perhaps the remembrance of it made her

unusually susceptible to the duties of charity. For there is no class of

society more prone to pity and relieve the poor than females in domestic

service; and this virtue Mrs. Mivers had not laid aside, as many do, as

soon as she was in a condition to practise it with effect. Mrs. Mivers

blushed scarlet on being detected in her visit of kindness, and hastened

to excuse herself by the information that she belonged to a society of

ladies for “The Bettering the Condition of the Poor,” and that having

just been informed of Mrs. Becky’s destitute state, she had looked in to

recommend her--a ventilator!

“It is quite shocking to see how little the poor attends to the proper

wentilating their houses. No wonder there’s so much typus about!” said

Mrs. Mivers. “And for one-and-sixpence we can introduce a stream of

h-air that goes up the chimbly, and carries away all that it finds!”.

“I ‘umbly thank you, marm,” said the poor bundle of rags that went by

the name of “Becky,” as with some difficulty she contrived to stand in

the presence of the benevolent visitor; “but I am much afeard that the

h-air will make the rheumatiz very rumpatious!”

“On the contrary, on the contrary,” said Mrs. Mivers, triumphantly; and

she proceeded philosophically to explain that all the fevers, aches,

pains, and physical ills that harass the poor arise from the want of

an air-trap in the chimney and a perforated network in the window-pane.

Becky listened patiently; for Mrs. Mivers was only a philosopher in

her talk, and she had proved herself anything but a philosopher in her

actions, by the spontaneous present of five shillings, and the promise

of a basket of victuals and some good wine to keep the cold wind she

invited to the apartment out of the stomach.

Percival imitated the silence of Becky, whose spirit was so bowed down

by an existence of drudgery that not even the sight of her foster-son

could draw her attention from the respect due to a superior.

“And is this poor cranky-looking cretur your son, Mrs. Becky?” said the

visitor, struck at last by the appearance of the ex-sweeper as he stood

at the threshold, hat in hand.

“No, indeed, marm,” answered Becky; “I often says, says I: ‘Child, you

be the son of Sint Poll’s.’”

Beck smiled proudly.

“It was agin the grit church, marm ---- But it’s a long story. My poor

good man had not a long been dead,--as good a man as hever lived, marm,”

and Becky dropped a courtesy; “he fell off a scaffold, and pitched right

on his ‘ead, or I should not have come on the parish, marm,--and that’s

the truth on it!”

“Very well, I shall call and hear all about it; a sad case, I dare say.

You see, your husband should have subscribed to our Loan Society, and

then they’d have found him a ‘andsome coffin, and given three pounds to

his widder. But the poor are so benighted in these parts. I’m sure, sir,

I can’t guess what brought you here; but that’s no business of mine.

And how are all at Old Brompton?” Here Mrs. Mivers bridled indignantly.

“There was a time when Miss Mainwaring was very glad to come and chat

with Mr. M. and myself; but now ‘rum has riz,’ as the saying is,--not

but what I dare say it’s not her fault, poor thing! That stiff aunt of

hers,--she need not look so high; pride and poverty, forsooth!”

While delivering these conciliatory sentences, Mrs. Mivers had gathered

up her gown, and was evidently in the bustle of departure. As she now

nodded to Becky, Percival stepped up, and, with his irresistible smile,

offered her his arm. Much surprised and much flattered, Mrs. Mivers

accepted it. As she did so, he gently detained her while he said to

Becky,--“My good friend, I have brought you the poor lad to whom you

have been a mother, to tell you that good deeds find their reward sooner

or later. As for him, make yourself easy; he will inform you of the new

step he has taken, and for you, good, kind-hearted creature, thank the

boy you brought up if your old age shall be made easy and cheerful. Now,

Beck, silly lad, go and tell all to your nurse! Take care of this step,

Mrs. Mivers.”

As soon as he was in the street, Percival, who, if amused at the

ventilator, had seen the five shillings gleam on Becky’s palm, and felt

that he had found under the puce-coloured gown a good woman’s heart to

understand him, gave Mrs. Mivers a short sketch of poor Becky’s history

and misfortunes, and so contrived to interest her in behalf of the nurse

that she willingly promised to become Percival’s almoner, to execute

his commission, to improve the interior of Becky’s abode, and distribute

weekly the liberal stipend he proposed to settle on the old widow. They

had grown, indeed, quite friendly and intimate by the time he reached

the smart plate-glazed mahogany-coloured facade within which the

flourishing business of Mr. Mivers was carried on; and when, knocking at

the private door, promptly opened by a lemon-coloured page, she invited

him upstairs, it so chanced that the conversation had slid off to Helen,

and Percival was sufficiently interested to bow assent and to enter.

Though all the way up the stairs Mrs. Mivers, turning back at every

other step, did her best to impress upon her young visitor’s mind the

important fact that they kept their household establishment at their

“willer,” and that their apartments in Fleet Street were only a

“conwenience,” the store set by the worthy housewife upon her goods

and chattels was sufficiently visible in the drugget that threaded its

narrow way up the gay Brussels stair-carpet, and in certain layers

of paper which protected from the profanation of immediate touch

the mahogany hand-rail. And nothing could exceed the fostering care

exhibited in the drawing-room, when the door thrown open admitted a

view of its damask moreen curtains, pinned back from such impertinent

sunbeams as could force their way through the foggy air of the east into

the windows, and the ells of yellow muslin that guarded the frames, at

least, of a collection of coloured prints and two kit-kat portraitures

of Mr. Mivers and his lady from the perambulations of the flies.

But Percival’s view of this interior was somewhat impeded by his portly

guide, who, uttering a little exclamation of surprise, stood motionless

on the threshold as she perceived Mr. Mivers seated by the hearth in

close conference with a gentleman whom she had never seen before. At

that hour it was so rare an event in the life of Mr. Mivers to be found

in the drawing-room, and that he should have an acquaintance unknown to

his helpmate was a circumstance so much rarer still, that Mrs. Mivers

may well be forgiven for keeping St. John standing at the door till she

had recovered her amaze.

Meanwhile Mr. Mivers rose in some confusion, and was apparently about to

introduce his guest, when that gentleman coughed, and pinched the

host’s arm significantly. Mr. Mivers coughed also, and stammered out: “A

gentleman, Mrs. M.,--a friend; stay with us a day or two. Much honoured,

hum!”

Mrs. Mivers stared and courtesied, and stared again. But there was an

open, good-humoured smile in the face of the visitor, as he advanced and

took her hand, that attracted a heart very easily conciliated. Seeing

that that was no moment for further explanation, she plumped herself

into a seat and said,--

“But bless us and save us, I am keeping you standing, Mr. St. John!”

“St. John!” repeated the visitor, with a vehemence that startled Mrs.

Mivers. “Your name is St. John, sir,--related to the St. Johns of

Laughton?”

“Yes, indeed,” answered Percival, with his shy, arch smile. “Laughton at

present has no worthier owner than myself.”

The gentleman made two strides to Percival and shook him heartily by the

hand.

“This is pleasant indeed!” he exclaimed. “You must excuse my freedom;

but I knew well poor old Sir Miles, and my heart warms at the sight of

his representative.”

Percival glanced at his new acquaintance, and on the whole was

prepossessed in his favour. He seemed somewhere on the sunnier side of

fifty, with that superb yellow bronze of complexion which betokens long

residence under Eastern skies. Deep wrinkles near the eyes, and a dark

circle round them, spoke of cares and fatigue, and perhaps dissipation.

But he had evidently a vigour of constitution that had borne him

passably through all; his frame was wiry and nervous; his eye bright

and full of life; and there was that abrupt, unsteady, mercurial

restlessness in his movements and manner which usually accompanies the

man whose sanguine temperament prompts him to concede to the impulse,

and who is blessed or cursed with a superabundance of energy, according

as circumstance may favour or judgment correct that equivocal gift of

constitution.

Percival said something appropriate in reply to so much cordiality

paid to the account of the Sir Miles whom he had never seen, and seated

himself, colouring slightly under the influence of the fixed, pleased,

and earnest look still bent upon him.

Searching for something else to say, Percival asked Mrs. Mivers if she

had lately seen John Ardworth.

The guest, who had just reseated himself, turned his chair round at that

question with such vivacity that Mrs. Mivers heard it crack. Her chairs

were not meant for such usage. A shade fell over her rosy countenance as

she replied,--

“No, indeed (please, sir, them chairs is brittle)! No, he is like Madame

at Brompton, and seldom condescends to favour us now. It was but last

Sunday we asked him to dinner. I am sure he need not turn up his nose at

our roast beef and pudding!”

Here Mr. Mivers was taken with a violent fit of coughing, which drew off

his wife’s attention. She was afraid he had taken cold.

The stranger took out a large snuff-box, inhaled a long pinch of snuff,

and said to St. John,--

“This Mr. John Ardworth, a pert enough jackanapes, I suppose,--a limb of

the law, eh?”

“Sir,” said Percival, gravely, “John Ardworth is my particular friend.

It is clear that you know very little of him.”

“That’s true,” said the stranger,--“‘pon my life, that’s very true.

But I suppose he’s like all lawyers,--cunning and tricky, conceited and

supercilious, full of prejudice and cant, and a red-hot Tory into the

bargain. I know them, sir; I know them!”

“Well,” answered St. John, half gayly, half angrily, “your general

experience serves you very little here; for Ardworth is exactly the

opposite of all you have described.”

“Even in politics?”

“Why, I fear he is half a Radical,--certainly more than a Whig,”

answered St. John, rather mournfully; for his own theories were all the

other way, notwithstanding his unpatriotic forgetfulness of them in his

offer to assist Ardworth’s entrance into parliament.

“I am very glad to hear it,” cried the stranger, again taking snuff.

“And this Madame at Brompton--perhaps I know her a little better than

I do young Mr. Ardworth--Mrs. Brad--I mean Madame Dalibard!” and the

stranger glanced at Mr. Mivers, who was slowly recovering from some

vigorous slaps on the back administered to him by his wife as a

counter-irritant to the cough. “Is it true that she has lost the use of

her limbs?”

Percival shook his head.

“And takes care of poor Helen Mainwaring the orphan? Well, well, that

looks amiable enough. I must see; I must see!”

“Who shall I say inquired after her, when I see Madame Dalibard?” asked

Percival, with some curiosity.

“Who? Oh, Mr. Tomkins. She will not recollect him, though,”--and the

stranger laughed, and Mr. Mivers laughed too; and Mrs. Mivers, who,

indeed, always laughed when other people laughed, laughed also. So

Percival thought he ought to laugh for the sake of good company, and all

laughed together as he arose and took leave.

He had not, however, got far from the house, on his way to his

cabriolet, which he had left by Temple Bar, when, somewhat to his

surprise, he found Mr. Tomkins at his elbow.

“I beg your pardon, Mr. St. John, but I have only just returned to

England, and on such occasions a man is apt to seem curious. This young

lawyer ---- You see the elder Ardworth, a good-for-nothing scamp, was

a sort of friend of mine,--not exactly friend, indeed, for, by Jove, I

think he was a worse friend to me than he was to anybody else; still

I had a foolish interest for him, and should be glad to hear something

more about any one bearing his name than I can coax out of that droll

little linen draper. You are really intimate with young Ardworth, eh?”

“Intimate! poor fellow, he will not let any one be that; he works too

hard to be social. But I love him sincerely, and I admire him beyond

measure.”

“The dog has industry, then;--that’s good. And does he make debts, like

that rascal, Ardworth senior?”

“Really, sir, I must say this tone with respect to Mr. Ardworth’s

father--”

“What the devil, sir! Do you take the father’s part as well as the

son’s?”

“I don’t know anything about Mr. Ardworth senior,” said Percival,

pouting; “but I do know that my friend would not allow any one to speak

ill of his father in his presence; and I beg you, sir, to consider that

whatever would offend him must offend me.”

“Gad’s my life! He’s the luckiest young rogue to have such a friend.

Sir, I wish you a very good-day.”

Mr. Tomkins took off his hat, bowed, and passing St. John with a rapid

step, was soon lost to his eye amongst the crowd hurrying westward.

But our business being now rather with him than Percival, we leave

the latter to mount his cabriolet, and we proceed with Mr. Mivers’s

mercurial guest on his eccentric way through the throng. There was

an odd mixture of thoughtful abstraction and quick observation in the

soliloquy in which this gentleman indulged, as he walked briskly on.

“A pretty young spark that St. John! A look of his father, but

handsomer, and less affected. I like him. Fine shop that, very! London

wonderfully improved. A hookah in that window,--God bless me!--a real

hookah! This is all very good news about that poor boy, very. After all,

he is not to blame if his mother was such a damnable--I must contrive to

see and judge of him myself as soon as possible. Can’t trust to others;

too sharp for that. What an ugly dog that is, looking after me! It is

certainly a bailiff. Hang it, what do I care for bailiffs? Hem, hem!”

And the gentleman thrust his hands into his pockets, and laughed, as the

jingle of coin reached his ear through the din without. “Well, I must

make haste to decide; for really there is a very troublesome piece of

business before me. Plague take her, what can have become of the woman?

I shall have to hunt out a sharp lawyer. But John’s a lawyer himself.

No, attorneys, I suppose, are the men. Gad! they were sharp enough when

they had to hunt me. What’s that great bill on the wall about? ‘Down

with the Lords!’ Pooh, pooh! Master John Bull, you love lords a great

deal too much for that. A prettyish girl! English women are very

good-looking, certainly. That Lucretia, what shall I do, if ---- Ah,

time enough to think of her when I have got over that mighty stiff if!”

In such cogitations and mental remarks our traveller whiled away the

time till he found himself in Piccadilly. There, a publisher’s shop (and

he had that keen eye for shops which betrays the stranger in London),

with its new publications exposed at the window, attracted his notice.

Conspicuous amongst the rest was the open title-page of a book, at the

foot of which was placed a placard with the enticing words, “FOURTH

EDITION; JUST OUT,” in red capitals. The title of the work struck his

irritable, curious fancy; he walked into the shop, asked for the volume,

and while looking over the contents with muttered ejaculations, “Good!

capital! Why, this reminds one of Horne Tooke! What’s the price? Very

dear; must have it though,--must. Ha, ha! home-thrust there!”--while

thus turning over the leaves, and rending them asunder with his

forefinger, regardless of the paper cutter extended to him by the

shopman, a gentleman, pushing by him, asked if the publisher was at

home; and as the shopman, bowing very low, answered “Yes,” the new-comer

darted into a little recess behind the shop. Mr. Tomkins, who had looked

up very angrily on being jostled so unceremoniously, started and changed

colour when he saw the face of the offender. “Saints in heaven!” he

murmured almost audibly, “what a look of that woman; and yet--no--it is

gone!”

“Who is that gentleman?” he asked abruptly, as he paid for his book.

The shopman smiled, but answered, “I don’t know, sir.”

“That’s a lie! You would never bow so low to a man you did not know!”

The shopman smiled again. “Why, sir, there are many who come to this

house who don’t wish us to know them.”

“Ah, I understand; you are political publishers,--afraid of libels, I

dare say. Always the same thing in this cursed country; and then they

tell us we are ‘free!’ So I suppose that gentleman has written something

William Pitt does not like. But William Pitt--ha--he’s dead! Very true,

so he is! Sir, this little book seems most excellent; but in my time, a

man would have been sent to Newgate for printing it.” While thus running

on, Mr. Tomkins had edged himself pretty close to the recess within

which the last-comer had disappeared; and there, seated on a high stool,

he contrived to read and to talk at the same time, but his eye and his

ear were both turned every instant towards the recess.

The shopman, little suspecting that in so very eccentric, garrulous

a person he was permitting a spy to encroach upon the secrets of the

house, continued to make up sundry parcels of the new publication which

had so enchanted his customer, while he expatiated on the prodigious

sensation the book had created, and while the customer himself had

already caught enough of the low conversation within the recess to be

aware that the author of the book was the very person who had so roused

his curiosity.

Not till that gentleman, followed to the door by the polite publisher,

had quitted the shop, did Mr. Tomkins put this volume in his pocket,

and, with a familiar nod at the shopman, take himself off.

He was scarcely in the street when he saw Percival St. John leaning out

of his cabriolet and conversing with the author he had discovered.

He halted a moment irresolute; but the young man, in whom our reader

recognizes John Ardworth, declining St. John’s invitation to accompany

him to Brompton, resumed his way through the throng; the cabriolet drove

on; and Mr. Tomkins, though with a graver mien and a steadier step,

continued his desultory rambles. Meanwhile, John Ardworth strode

gloomily back to his lonely chamber.

There, throwing himself on the well-worn chair before the crowded desk,

he buried his face in his hands, and for some minutes he felt all that

profound despondency peculiar to those who have won fame, to add to the

dark volume of experience the conviction of fame’s nothingness. For some

minutes he felt an illiberal and ungrateful envy of St. John, so fair,

so light-hearted, so favoured by fortune, so rich in friends,--in a

mother’s love, and in Helen’s half-plighted troth. And he, from his very

birth, cut off from the social ties of blood; no mother’s kiss to reward

the toils or gladden the sports of childhood; no father’s cheering word

up the steep hill of man! And Helen, for whose sake he had so often,

when his heart grew weary, nerved himself again to labour, saying, “Let

me be rich, let me be great, and then I will dare to tell Helen that I

love her!”--Helen smiling upon another, unconscious of his pangs! What

could fame bestow in compensation? What matter that strangers praised,

and the babble of the world’s running stream lingered its brief moment

round the pebble in its way. In the bitterness of his mood, he was

unjust to his rival. All that exquisite but half-concealed treasure

of imagination and thought which lay beneath the surface of Helen’s

childlike smile he believed that he alone--he, soul of power and son of

genius--was worthy to discover and to prize. In the pride not unfrequent

with that kingliest of all aristocracies, the Chiefs of Intellect, he

forgot the grandeur which invests the attributes of the heart; forgot

that, in the lists of love, the heart is at least the equal of the mind.

In the reaction that follows great excitement, Ardworth had morbidly

felt, that day, his utter solitude,--felt it in the streets through

which he had passed; in the home to which he had returned; the burning

tears, shed for the first time since childhood, forced themselves

through his clasped fingers. At length he rose, with a strong effort

at self-mastery, some contempt of his weakness, and much remorse at his

ungrateful envy. He gathered together the soiled manuscript and dingy

proofs of his book, and thrust them through the grimy bars of his grate;

then, opening his desk, he drew out a small packet, with tremulous

fingers unfolding paper after paper, and gazed, with eyes still

moistened, on the relics kept till then in the devotion of the only

sentiment inspired by Eros that had ever, perhaps, softened his iron

nature. These were two notes from Helen, some violets she had once given

him, and a little purse she had knitted for him (with a playful prophecy

of future fortunes) when he had last left the vicarage. Nor blame him,

ye who, with more habitual romance of temper, and richer fertility of

imagination, can reconcile the tenderest memories with the sternest

duties, if he, with all his strength, felt that the associations

connected with those tokens would but enervate his resolves and embitter

his resignation. You can guess not the extent of the sacrifice, the

bitterness of the pang, when, averting his head, he dropped those relics

on the hearth. The evidence of the desultory ambition, the tokens of the

visionary love,--the same flame leaped up to devour both! It was as the

funeral pyre of his youth!

“So,” he said to himself, “let all that can divert me from the true ends

of my life consume! Labour, take back your son.”

An hour afterwards, and his clerk, returning home, found Ardworth

employed as calmly as usual on his Law Reports.

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