CHAPTER III. EARLY TRAINING FOR AN UPRIGHT GENTLEMAN.

Percival St. John had been brought up at home under the eye of his

mother and the care of an excellent man who had been tutor to himself

and his brothers. The tutor was not much of a classical scholar, for in

great measure he had educated himself; and he who does so, usually lacks

the polish and brilliancy of one whose footsteps have been led early

to the Temple of the Muses. In fact, Captain Greville was a gallant

soldier, with whom Vernon St. John had been acquainted in his own brief

military career, and whom circumstances had so reduced in life as to

compel him to sell his commission and live as he could. He had always

been known in his regiment as a reading man, and his authority looked up

to in all the disputes as to history and dates, and literary anecdotes,

which might occur at the mess-table. Vernon considered him the most

learned man of his acquaintance; and when, accidentally meeting him in

London, he learned his fallen fortunes, he congratulated himself on

a very brilliant idea when he suggested that Captain Greville should

assist him in the education of his boys and the management of his

estate. At first, all that Greville modestly undertook, with respect to

the former, and, indeed, was expected to do, was to prepare the young

gentlemen for Eton, to which Vernon, with the natural predilection of

an Eton man, destined his sons. But the sickly constitutions of the

two elder justified Lady Mary in her opposition to a public school; and

Percival conceived early so strong an affection for a sailor’s life that

the father’s intentions were frustrated. The two elder continued their

education at home, and Percival, at an earlier age than usual, went to

sea. The last was fortunate enough to have for his captain one of that

new race of naval officers who, well educated and accomplished, form a

notable contrast to the old heroes of Smollett. Percival, however,

had not been long in the service before the deaths of his two elder

brothers, preceded by that of his father, made him the head of his

ancient house, and the sole prop of his mother’s earthly hopes. He

conquered with a generous effort the passion for his noble profession,

which service had but confirmed, and returned home with his fresh,

childlike nature uncorrupted, his constitution strengthened, his lively

and impressionable mind braced by the experience of danger and the

habits of duty, and quietly resumed his reading under Captain Greville,

who moved from the Hall to a small house in the village.

Now, the education he had received, from first to last, was less adapted

prematurely to quicken his intellect and excite his imagination than to

warm his heart and elevate, while it chastened, his moral qualities; for

in Lady Mary there was, amidst singular sweetness of temper, a high cast

of character and thought. She was not what is commonly called clever,

and her experience of the world was limited, compared to that of most

women of similar rank who pass their lives in the vast theatre of

London. But she became superior by a certain single-heartedness which

made truth so habitual to her that the light in which she lived rendered

all objects around her clear. One who is always true in the great duties

of life is nearly always wise. And Vernon, when he had fairly buried his

faults, had felt a noble shame for the excesses into which they had

led him. Gradually more and more wedded to his home, he dropped his old

companions. He set grave guard on his talk (his habits now required

no guard), lest any of the ancient levity should taint the ears of his

children. Nothing is more common in parents than their desire that their

children should escape their faults. We scarcely know ourselves till

we have children; and then, if we love them duly, we look narrowly into

failings that become vices, when they serve as examples to the young.

The inborn gentleman, with the native courage and spirit and horror

of trick and falsehood which belong to that chivalrous abstraction,

survived almost alone in Vernon St. John; and his boys sprang up in the

atmosphere of generous sentiments and transparent truth. The tutor was

in harmony with the parents,--a soldier every inch of him; not a mere

disciplinarian, yet with a profound sense of duty, and a knowledge that

duty is to be found in attention to details. In inculcating the habit

of subordination, so graceful to the young, he knew how to make himself

beloved, and what is harder still, to be understood. The soul of this

poor soldier was white and unstained, as the arms of a maiden knight;

it was full of suppressed but lofty enthusiasm. He had been ill used,

whether by Fate or the Horse Guards; his career had been a failure; but

he was as loyal as if his hand held the field-marshal’s truncheon, and

the garter bound his knee. He was above all querulous discontent. From

him, no less than from his parents, Percival caught, not only a spirit

of honour worthy the antiqua fides of the poets, but that peculiar

cleanliness of thought, if the expression may be used, which belongs to

the ideal of youthful chivalry. In mere booklearning, Percival, as may

be supposed, was not very extensively read; but his mind, if not largely

stored, had a certain unity of culture, which gave it stability and

individualized its operations. Travels, voyages, narratives of heroic

adventure, biographies of great men, had made the favourite pasture of

his enthusiasm. To this was added the more stirring, and, perhaps, the

more genuine order of poets who make you feel and glow, rather than

doubt and ponder. He knew at least enough of Greek to enjoy old Homer;

and if he could have come but ill through a college examination into

Aeschylus and Sophocles, he had dwelt with fresh delight on the rushing

storm of spears in the “Seven before Thebes,” and wept over the heroic

calamities of Antigone. In science, he was no adept; but his clear

good sense and quick appreciation of positive truths had led him easily

through the elementary mathematics, and his somewhat martial spirit had

made him delight in the old captain’s lectures on military tactics. Had

he remained in the navy, Percival St. John would doubtless have been

distinguished. His talents fitted him for straightforward, manly action;

and he had a generous desire of distinction, vague, perhaps, the moment

he was taken from his profession, and curbed by his diffidence in

himself and his sense of deficiencies in the ordinary routine of purely

classical education. Still, he had in him all the elements of a true

man,--a man to go through life with a firm step and a clear conscience

and a gallant hope. Such a man may not win fame,--that is an accident;

but he must occupy no despicable place in the movement of the world.

It was at first intended to send Percival to Oxford; but for some reason

or other that design was abandoned. Perhaps Lady Mary, over cautious, as

mothers left alone sometimes are, feared the contagion to which a

young man of brilliant expectations and no studious turn is necessarily

exposed in all places of miscellaneous resort. So Percival was sent

abroad for two years, under the guardianship of Captain Greville. On his

return, at the age of nineteen, the great world lay before him, and

he longed ardently to enter. For a year Lady Mary’s fears and fond

anxieties detained him at Laughton; but though his great tenderness for

his mother withheld Percival from opposing her wishes by his own, this

interval of inaction affected visibly his health and spirits. Captain

Greville, a man of the world, saw the cause sooner than Lady Mary, and

one morning, earlier than usual, he walked up to the Hall.

The captain, with all his deference to the sex, was a plain man enough

when business was to be done. Like his great commander, he came to the

point in a few words.

“My dear Lady Mary, our boy must go to London,--we are killing him

here.”

“Mr. Greville!” cried Lady Mary, turning pale and putting aside her

embroidery,--“killing him?”

“Killing the man in him. I don’t mean to alarm you; I dare say his lungs

are sound enough, and that his heart would bear the stethoscope to the

satisfaction of the College of Surgeons. But, my dear ma’am, Percival is

to be a man; it is the man you are killing by keeping him tied to your

apron-string.”

“Oh, Mr. Greville, I am sure you don’t wish to wound me, but--”

“I beg ten thousand pardons. I am rough, but truth is rough sometimes.”

“It is not for my sake,” said the mother, warmly, and with tears in her

eyes, “that I have wished him to be here. If he is dull, can we not fill

the house for him?”

“Fill a thimble, my dear Lady Mary. Percival should have a plunge in the

ocean.”

“But he is so young yet,--that horrid London; such

temptations,--fatherless, too!”

“I have no fear of the result if Percival goes now, while his principles

are strong and his imagination is not inflamed; but if we keep him here

much longer against his bent, he will learn to brood and to muse, write

bad poetry perhaps, and think the world withheld from him a thousand

times more delightful than it is. This very dread of temptation

will provoke his curiosity, irritate his fancy, make him imagine the

temptation must be a very delightful thing. For the first time in my

life, ma’am, I have caught him sighing over fashionable novels, and

subscribing to the Southampton Circulating Library. Take my word for it,

it is time that Percival should begin life, and swim without corks.”

Lady Mary had a profound confidence in Greville’s judgment and affection

for Percival, and, like a sensible woman, she was aware of her own

weakness. She remained silent for a few moments, and then said, with an

effort,--

“You know how hateful London is to me now,--how unfit I am to return to

the hollow forms of its society; still, if you think it right, I will

take a house for the season, and Percival can still be under our eye.”

“No, ma’am,--pardon me,--that will be the surest way to make him either

discontented or hypocritical. A young man of his prospects and temper

can hardly be expected to chime in with all our sober, old-fashioned

habits. You will impose on him--if he is to conform to our hours and

notions and quiet set--a thousand irksome restraints; and what will

be the consequence? In a year he will be of age, and can throw us

off altogether, if he pleases. I know the boy; don’t seem to distrust

him,--he may be trusted. You place the true restraint on temptation when

you say to him: ‘We confide to you our dearest treasure,--your honour,

your morals, your conscience, yourself!’”

“But at least you will go with him, if it must be so,” said Lady Mary,

after a few timid arguments, from which, one by one, she was driven.

“I! What for? To be a jest of the young puppies he must know; to make

him ashamed of himself and me,--himself as a milksop, and me as a dry

nurse?”

“But this was not so abroad.”

“Abroad, ma’am, I gave him full swing I promise you; and when we went

abroad he was two years younger.”

“But he is a mere child still.”

“Child, Lady Mary! At his age I had gone through two sieges. There

are younger faces than his at a mess-room. Come, come! I know what you

fear,--he may commit some follies; very likely. He may be taken in,

and lose some money,--he can afford it, and he will get experience in

return. Vices he has none. I have seen him,--ay, with the vicious. Send

him out against the world like a saint of old, with his Bible in his

hand, and no spot on his robe. Let him see fairly what is, not stay here

to dream of what is not. And when he’s of age, ma’am, we must get him

an object, a pursuit; start him for the county, and make him serve the

State. He will understand that business pretty well. Tush! tush! what is

there to cry at?”

The captain prevailed. We don’t say that his advice would have been

equally judicious for all youths of Percival’s age; but he knew well

the nature to which he confided; he knew well how strong was that young

heart in its healthful simplicity and instinctive rectitude; and he

appreciated his manliness not too highly when he felt that all evident

props and aids would be but irritating tokens of distrust.

And thus, armed only with letters of introduction, his mother’s tearful

admonitions, and Greville’s experienced warnings, Percival St. John was

launched into London life. After the first month or so, Greville came

up to visit him, do him sundry kind, invisible offices amongst his

old friends, help him to equip his apartments, and mount his stud; and

wholly satisfied with the result of his experiment, returned in high

spirits, with flattering reports, to the anxious mother.

But, indeed, the tone of Percival’s letters would have been sufficient

to allay even maternal anxiety. He did not write, as sons are apt to

do, short excuses for not writing more at length, unsatisfactory

compressions of details (exciting worlds of conjecture) into a hurried

sentence. Frank and overflowing, those delightful epistles gave accounts

fresh from the first impressions of all he saw and did. There was a

racy, wholesome gusto in his enjoyment of novelty and independence. His

balls and his dinners and his cricket at Lord’s, his partners and his

companions, his general gayety, his occasional ennui, furnished ample

materials to one who felt he was corresponding with another heart, and

had nothing to fear or to conceal.

But about two months before this portion of our narrative opens with

the coronation, Lady Mary’s favourite sister, who had never married,

and who, by the death of her parents, was left alone in the worse than

widowhood of an old maid, had been ordered to Pisa for a complaint

that betrayed pulmonary symptoms; and Lady Mary, with her usual

unselfishness, conquered both her aversion to movement and her wish to

be in reach of her son, to accompany abroad this beloved and solitary

relative. Captain Greville was pressed into service as their joint

cavalier. And thus Percival’s habitual intercourse with his two

principal correspondents received a temporary check.

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