VII

"I should be so glad to have you call." Mrs. Pence was peering about

among the lanterns and tapestries and the stirring throng with the idea

of picking up Clytie and taking leave. "My niece is staying with me just

now, and I'm sure she would be glad to see you again too."

Abner looked about to help her find her charge. Clytie had gone over to

the tea-table, where she was snapping vindictively at the half of a

ginger-wafer somebody else had left and was gesticulating in the face of

Medora Giles.

"I never met such a man in my life!" she was declaring. "I'll never speak

to him again as long as I live! He's a bear; he's a brute!"

Little O'Grady, bringing forward another sliced lemon, shook in his

shoes. "He'll have everybody scared away before long!" the poor fellow

thought.

Medora smiled on Clytie. "Oh, not so bad as that, I hope," she said

serenely. "Stephen, now, is beginning to have quite a liking for him. So

earnest; so well-intentioned...."

"And you yourself?" asked Clytie.

"I haven't met him yet. I'm only on probation. He has looked me

over--from afar, but has his doubts. I may get the benefit of them, or I

may not."

"What doubts?"

"Why, I'm a renegade, a European. I'm effete, contaminate, taboo."

"Has he said so?"

"Said so? Do I need to have things 'said'?"

"Well, if you really are all this, you'll find it out soon enough."

"He's a touchstone, then?"

"Yes. And I'm a nonentity, lightly concerning myself about light

nothings. He won't mince matters."

"Don't worry about me," said Medora confidently. "I shall know how to

handle him."

Mrs. Pence kept on peering. Dusk was upon the place, and the few dim

lights were more ineffectual than ever. "There she is," said Abner, with

a bob of the head.

"Good-bye, then," said Eudoxia, grasping his hand effusively, as she took

her first step toward Clytie. "Now, you _will_ come and see us, won't

you?"

"Thank you; but----"

Abner paused for the evocation of an instantaneous vision of the

household thus thrown open to him. Such opportunities for falsity,

artificiality, downright humbuggery, for plutocratic upholstery and

indecorous statues and light-minded paintings, for cynical and insolent

servants, for the deployment of vast gains got by methods that at best

were questionable! Could he accept such hospitality as this?

"Thank you. I might come, possibly, if I can find the time. But I warn

you I am very busy."

"Make time," said Eudoxia good-humouredly, and passed along.

Abner made a good deal of time for the Burrow, but it was long before he

brought himself to make any for Eudoxia Pence. He came to see a great

deal of the Bunnies; in a month or two he quite had the run of the place.

There were friendly fellows who heaved big lumps of clay upon huge

nail-studded scantlings, and nice little girls who designed book-plates,

and more mature ones who painted miniatures, and many earnest, earnest

persons of both sexes who were hurrying, hurrying ahead on their wet

canvases so that the next exhibition might not be incomplete by reason of

lacking a "Smith," a "Jones," a "Robinson." Abner gave each and every one

of these pleasant people his company and imparted to them his views on

the great principles that underlie all the arts in common.

"So that's what you call it--a marquise," Abner observed on a certain

occasion to one of the miniature painters. "This creature with a fluffy

white wig and a low-necked dress is a marquise, is she? Do you like that

sort of thing?"

"Why, yes,--rather," said the artist.

"Well,_I_ don't," declared Abner, returning the trifle to the girl's

hands.

"I'll paint my next sitter as a milkmaid--if she'll let me."

"_As_ a milkmaid? No; paint the milkmaid herself. Deal with the verities.

Like them before you paint them. Paint them _because_ you like them."

"I don't know whether I should like milkmaids or not. I've never seen

one."

"They don't exist," chimed in Adrian Bond, who was dawdling in the

background. "The milkmaids are all men. And as for the dairy-farms

themselves----!" He sank back among his cushions. "I visited one in the

suburbs last month--the same time when I was going round among the

markets. I have been of half a mind, lately," he said, more directly to

Abner, "to do a large, serious thing based on local actualities; _The

City's Maw_--something like that. My things so far, I know (none better)

_are_ slight, flimsy, exotic, factitious. The first-hand study of

actuality, thought I----But no, no, no! It was a place fit only for a

reporter in search of a--of a--I don't know what. I shall never drink

coffee again; while as for milk punch----"

"And what is the artist," asked Abner, "but the reporter sublimated? Why

must the artist go afield to dabble in far-fetched artificialities that

have nothing to do with his own proper time and place? Our people go

abroad for study, instead of staying at home and guarding their native

quality. They return affected, lackadaisical, self-conscious--they bring

the hothouse with them. Why, I have seen such a simple matter as the

pouring of a cup of tea turned into----"

"You can't mean Medora Giles," said the miniaturist quickly, pausing

amidst the laces of her bodice. "Don't make any mistake about Medora.

When she goes in for all that sort of thing, she's merely 'creating

atmosphere,' as we say,--she's simply after the 'envelopment,' in fact."

"She is just getting into tone," Bond re-enforced, "with the

candle-shades and the peppermints."

"Medora," declared the painter, "is as sensible and capable a girl as I

know. Why, the very dress she wore that afternoon----You noticed it?"

"I--I----" began Abner.

"No, you didn't--of course you didn't. Well, she made every stitch of it

with her own hands."

"And those tea-cakes, that afternoon," supplemented Bond. "She made every

stitch of _them_ with her own hands. She told me so herself, when I

stayed afterward, to help wash things up."

"I may have done her an injustice," Abner acknowledged. "Perhaps I might

like to know her, after all."

"You might be proud to," said Bond.

"And the favour would be the other way round," declared the painter

stoutly.

Abner passed over any such possibility as this. "How long was she

abroad?" he asked Bond.

"Let's see. She studied music in Leipsic two years; she plays the violin

like an angel--up to a certain point. Then she was in Paris for another

year. She paints a little--not enough to hurt."

"Leipsic? Two years?" pondered Abner. It seemed more staid, less vicious,

after all, than if the whole time had been spent in Paris. The violin;

painting. Both required technique; each art demanded long, close

application. "Well, I dare say she is excusable." But here, he thought,

was just where the other arts were at a disadvantage compared with

literature: you might stay at home wherever you were, if a writer, and

get your own technique.

"And you have done it," said Bond. "I admire some of your things so much.

Your instinct for realities, your sturdy central grasp--"

"What man has done, man may do," rejoined Abner. "Yet what is technique,

after all? There remains, as ever, the problem, the great Social Problem,

to be solved."

"You think so?" queried Bond.

"Think that there is a social problem?"

"Think that it can be solved. I have my own idea there. It is a secret. I

am willing to tell it to one person, but not to more,--I couldn't answer

for the consequences. If Miss Wilbur will just stop her ears----"

The miniaturist laughed and laid her palms against her cheeks.

"You are sure you can't hear?" asked Bond, with his eye on her spreading

fingers. "Well, then"--to Abner--"there _is_ the great Human Problem, but

it is not to be solved, nor was it designed that it should be. The world

is only a big coral for us to cut our teeth upon, a proving-ground, a

hotbed from which we shall presently be transplanted according to our

several deserts. No power can solve the puzzle save the power that cut it

up into pieces to start with. Try as we may, the blanket will always be

just a little too small for the bedstead. Meanwhile, the thing for us to

do is to go right along figuring, figuring, figuring on our little

slates,--but rather for the sake of keeping busy than from any hope of

reaching the 'answer' set down in the Great Book above."

"But----" began Abner; his orthodox sensibilities were somewhat offended.

Miss Wilbur, who had heard every word, laughed outright.

"I beg," Bond hurried on, "that you won't communicate this to a living

soul. I am the only one who suspects the real truth. If it came to be

generally known all human motives would be lacking, all human activities

would be paralyzed--the whole world would come to a standstill. Mum's the

word. For if the problem is insoluble and meant to be, just as sure is it

that we were not intended to suspect the truth."

Abner gasped--dredging the air for a word. "Of course," Bond went ahead,

less fantastically, "I know I ought to shut my eyes to all this and start

in to accomplish something more vital, more indigenous--less of the

marquise and more of the milkmaid, in fact----"

"Write about the things you know and like," said Abner curtly.

His tone acknowledged his inability to keep pace with such whimsicalities

or to sympathize with them.

"If to know and to like were one with me, as they appear to be with you!

A boyhood in the country--what a grand beginning! But the things I know

are the things I don't like, and the things I like are not always the

things I know--oftener the things I feel." Bond was speaking with a

greater sincerity than he usually permitted himself. The right touch just

then might have determined his future: he was quite as willing to become

a Veritist as to remain a mere Dilettante.

Abner tossed his head with a suppressed snort; he felt but little

inclined to give encouragement to this manikin, this tidier-up after

studio teas, this futile spinner of sophistications. No, the curse of a

city boyhood was upon the fellow. Why look for anything great or vital

from one born and bred in the vitiated air of the town?

"Oh, well," he said, half-contemptuously, and not half trying to hide his

contempt, "you are doing very well as it is. Some of your work is not

without traces of style; and I suppose style is what you are after. But

meat for _me_!"

Bond lapsed back into his cushions, feeling a little hurt and very feeble

and unimportant. Clearly the big thing, the sincere thing, the

significant thing was beyond his reach. _The City's Maw_ must remain

unwritten.

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