“Not at all; Böhme would not have consented to lay hold of such an

obvious analogy. He dives deeper into fire characteristics than to think

chiefly of its warmth. It is above all a consuming element; it takes

substances of all kinds and transmutes them into itself, a greedy

devourer, reckless of the value of what it takes, intent only on

increasing and maintaining itself. The fire people are the ambitious

conquerors and rulers of the world, who by the strength and attractive

warmth of their own natures force others to bend to them and become

absorbed in their projects. They are in reality as great egotists as the

earth people, only they don’t keep their egotism at smouldering fever

heat in their own hearts; they let it blaze forth into a living flame,

which draws weaker natures to be consumed in it, or at least forces them

to live only in its heat and light. Napoleon Bonaparte, I think, might

stand for a typical fire man. In women the fire nature shows rather

differently: pure fire women have acted very conspicuous parts in the

world’s history, and generally very disastrous ones, they are the women

who inspire great passions and feel very little themselves. They draw

others to them for the sake of homage to add to their own light. Madame

de Chevreuse and Madame de Longueville must have been pure fire women, I

should say. Don’t suppose, however, that the fire, more than any other

temperament, secures greatness or real superiority; it enables those who

follow its complexion to impress themselves more on other people than the

air spirits can, but their influence may be only temporary, and it may be

very disagreeable, and in the end repelling. Don’t you know people, both

men and women, who have a mysterious way of making their will felt, and

who always count for something in whatever society they are in as long as

they are present, but who leave no permanent impression? Those I suppose

would be, according to Böhme, stupid souls acting through the fire

temperament. The influence of the air souls, inconspicuous as it is, is

more permanent. Like the air it nourishes and changes without

destroying; air people give more than they take. Fire people take more

than they give.”

_K._ “And now what are the water followers? I hope we are coming to

some amiable, pleasant people at last, for you have not described

anything very attractive yet.”

“I am afraid you will like the water complexion least of all, and be

obliged to acknowledge too that ‘the subtle and yielding water’ has more

followers than any of the other elements. The water element has a sort

of resemblance to the air element; it mimics it without having its power.

Water people are that large majority of mankind who have too weak a hold

on life to be anything very distinctive of themselves. They simulate

living and thinking, rather than really think and live. Just as water

receives impressions in itself that it cannot clasp and hold, that seem

to be part of it and are not. They are easily influenced by others—by

air people for example; but they only _image_ their thoughts in

themselves. They look like them when they are with them, and when the

influence is removed they are empty like a lake when a veil of clouds is

drawn over the sky. The distinctive mark of water people is that they

are _self-conscious_, they are always thinking of themselves, because

they live a sort of double life—occupied not only with what they are

doing but with the thought that they actually are doing it.

Unconsciously they are continually acting a part. They have notions

about themselves and act up to them. They see themselves in different

lights, and everything else as it concerns themselves. Seeing not the

real thing, but the thing reflected in themselves. You must know such

people, though they are difficult to describe, and I cannot just now

think of any historical typical water person to help out my description.

Perhaps Napoleon the Third would do. I think he must be what Böhme meant

by ‘those who partake of the nature of the subtle and yielding nature;’

and, by the way, Böhme does not describe the water people as really

yielding; on the contrary, he says they are very persistent. In a slow,

obstinate way, by seeming to yield and always returning to the point from

which they had been diverging (always finding their own level) they have

more power than the followers of any of the other elements.”

_K._ “Is there nothing good about these poor water creatures? Have they

no redeeming qualities?”

“Oh yes! The water temperament conduces to industry and perseverance.

Water men and women are very good imitators, not actors, and do most of

the second-rate work in the world. They are not un-sympathizing. Like

air people, they take in easily the thoughts and lives of others, only

they are always conscious of taking them in; they don’t lose themselves

in others, as it is possible for the air followers to do. While they

sympathize, they think how nice it is to be sympathetic; or, if they are

women, perhaps the thought is how interesting I look while I am listening

to this sad story.”

_K._ “Come now, I believe you have some particular water person in your

mind, for you are getting satirical. It is well we are nearly home.

What I can’t understand is, why all the four complexions have so much

that is disagreeable in them. In which class would Böhme put really good

and noble people?”

“They might come into any one of the four classes. You must remember

that according to Böhme the temperament is an outer material atmosphere

surrounding the soul, and of necessity partly evil, because it is

material; the pure soul has to work through it, and conquer it, according

to Böhme.”

SKETCHES.

(_In a Garden_.)

A LADY.—A POET.

THE LADY.

I.

SIR POET, ere you crossed the lawn

(If it was wrong to watch you, pardon)

Behind this weeping birch withdrawn,

I watched you saunter round the garden.

I saw you bend beside the phlox;

Pluck, as you passed, a sprig of myrtle,

Review my well-ranged hollyhocks,

Smile at the fountain’s slender spurtle;

II.

You paused beneath the cherry-tree,

Where my marauder thrush was singing,

Peered at the bee-hives curiously,

And narrowly escaped a stinging;

And then—you see I watched—you passed

Down the espalier walk that reaches

Out to the western wall, and last

Dropped on the seat before the peaches.

III.

What was your thought? You waited long.

Sublime or graceful,—grave,—satiric?

A Morris Greek-and-Gothic song?

A tender Tennysonian lyric?

Tell me. That garden-seat shall be,

So long as speech renown disperses,

Illustrious as the spot where he—

The gifted Blank—composed his verses.

THE POET.

IV.

Madam,—whose uncensorious eye

Grows gracious over certain pages.

Wherein the Jester’s maxims lie,

It may be, thicker than the Sage’s

I hear but to obey, and could

Mere wish of mine the pleasure do you,

Some verse as whimsical as Hood,—

As gay as Praed,—should answer to you.

V.

But, though the common voice proclaims

Our only serious vocation

Confined to giving nothings names,

And dreams a “local habitation;”

Believe me, there are tuneless days,

When neither marble, brass, nor vellum,

Would profit much by any lays

That haunt the poet’s cerebellum.

VI.

More empty things, I fear, than rhymes,

More idle things than songs, absorb it;

The “finely-frenzied” eye, at times,

Reposes mildly in its orbit;

And, painful truth, at times, to him,

Whose jog-trot thought is nowise restive,

“A primrose by a river’s brim”

Is absolutely unsuggestive.

VII.

The fickle Muse! As ladies will,

She sometimes wearies of her wooer;

A goddess, yet a woman still,

She flies the more that we pursue her;

In short, with worst as well as best,

Five months in six, your hapless poet

Is just as prosy as the rest,

But cannot comfortably show it.

VIII.

You thought, no doubt, the garden-scent

Brings back some brief-winged bright sensation

Of love that came and love that went,—

Some fragrance of a lost flirtation,

Born when the cuckoo changes song,

Dead ere the apple’s red is on it,

That should have been an epic long,

Yet scarcely served to fill a sonnet.

IX.

Or else you thought,—the murmuring noon,

He turns it to a lyric sweeter,

With birds that gossip in the tune,

And windy bough-swing in the metre;

Or else the zigzag fruit-tree arms

Recall some dream of harp-prest bosoms,

Round singing mouths, and chanted charms,

And mediæval orchard blossoms,—

X.

Quite _à la mode_. Alas! for prose,—

My vagrant fancies only rambled

Back to the red-walled Rectory close,

Where first my graceless boyhood gambolled,

Climbed on the dial, teased the fish,

And chased the kitten round the beeches,

Till widening instincts made me wish

For certain slowly-ripening peaches.

XI.

Three peaches. Not the Graces three

Had more equality of beauty:

I would not look, yet went to see;

I wrestled with Desire and Duty;

I felt the pangs of those who feel

The Laws of Property beset them;

The conflict made my reason reel,

And, half-abstractedly, I ate them;—

XII.

Or Two of them. Forthwith Despair—

More keen than one of these was rotten—

Moved me to seek some forest lair

Where I might hide and dwell forgotten,

Attired in skins, by berries stained,

Absolved from brushes and ablution;—

But, ere my sylvan haunt was gained,

Fate gave me up to execution.

XIII.

I saw it all but now. The grin

That gnarled old Gardener Sandy’s features;

My father, scholar-like and thin,

Unroused, the tenderest of creatures;

I saw—ah me—I saw again

My dear and deprecating mother;

And then, remembering the cane,

Regretted—THAT I’D LEFT THE OTHER.

THINGS GONE BY.

IS it that things go by, or is it that people go by the things? If the

former, it is no wonder that a good deal of gloom hangs about the matter.

To be standing still, and to have a panorama constantly moving by one,

bearing on its face all things fair and beautiful—happy love scenes,

kindly friends, pleasant meetings, wise speeches, noble acts, stirring

words, national epochs, as well as gay landscapes of hill and dale, and

river and sun, and shade and trees, and cottages and labouring men and

grazing cattle; to have all things moving by one, and oneself to stagnate

and alone to be left behind, as all else moves on to greet the young, the

hopeful, and the untried,—there is indeed something sad in this. We have

seen these good and beautiful and soul-touching visions once. They

charmed and entranced us as they lingered with us for a few brief and

blissful moments, but they have gone by and left us alone. We shall

never look upon them again. Yes, it is bitter—too bitter almost for man

to dwell upon much. He must turn elsewhere, and try to bury the past in

forgetfulness, gazing on the new visions as they in turn pass by him,

knowing that their time is short, and that they too, like all the old

ones, will very soon be as though they were not.

But it is not so. Man is passing the world by, and not the world man.

Man is passing on, year after year, in his magnificent and irresistible

course, never losing, and ever gaining. All he sees, and knows, and

feels, and does becomes an inseparable part of himself, far more closely

bound up with his life and nature than even his flesh, and nerves, and

bones. It is not merely that he remembers the past and loves the past,

but he is the past; and he is more the whole assembly of the past than he

is anything else whatever. Man alone moves onward to perfection and to

happiness, as a universe stands still ministering to his lordly progress.

Even the life, the passions, and the personal progress of each particular

man stand still, as it were, in the service of all the rest, and become

their lasting and inalienable treasure. Nothing is wasted or irreparable

but wrong-doing, and that too is not lost.

THINGS GONE BY.

“ONCE more, who would not be a boy?”—or _girl_? and revel in the

delights—real or imaginary—of _things gone by_? What a halo is round

them! Their pleasures were exquisite, and their very miseries have in

remembrance, a piquancy of flavour that is almost agreeable. I suppose

the habit of most of us who have attained a certain, or rather uncertain

age, is to revel in the past, to endure the present, and to let the

future look after itself.

Now this is all well enough for the sentimentalist, or for the poet who,

like Bulwer, can write at thirty “on the departure of youth.” But to the

philosopher—that is, of course, to each member of “Pen and

Pencil”—another and more useful tone of mind and method of comparison

should not be absent. Is not the present what was the future to the

past, and may we not by comparing the existing with what has been, as

also with what was the aspiration of the past, throw some light, borrowed

though it be, on what will be the present to our descendants? Mr.

Pecksniff observes: “It is a poor heart that never rejoices.” Let us

manifest our wealth—of imagination, shall I say?—by endeavouring to

realize how, through the falsehood and wickedness of the past, we have

arrived at our own lofty and noble eminence.

When we read, in the blood-stained pages of history, of nations and

continents plunged into warfare of the most horrible and heartrending

description, at the call of national glory or dynastic ambition, how can

we sufficiently rejoice at the soft accents of peace and happiness which

none would now venture to interrupt over the length and breadth of happy

Europe?

The age of falsehood and party spirit may be said to have passed away.

Our newspapers tell nothing but truth, and the only difference

perceptible in their mild criticisms of friend or foe, is that they

betray a generous tendency to do more than justice to their enemies.

If we cannot say that pauperism is extinct, yet we can honestly affirm

that, if we cannot destroy the accursed thing itself, yet we can, and do

so deal with paupers that the weakest, at least, soon cease to be a

burden on the rates. Science and humanity have shaken hands, and the

soft persuasions of chemical compounds are employed to assist down any

unhappy girl who should be betrayed into aspirations towards the

chimney-pot. We all know that gluttony is one of the greatest evils in

the world, and which of our hearts could be hard enough not to glow with

rapture at the benevolent rule of a London Union, mentioned in to-day’s

paper, of never giving their inmates anything to tax their digestive

forces between 5 P.M. and 8 A.M.

Again, when we read in our “Spectators” or other venerable records of the

follies of fashion of 150 years ago, or indeed of any other epoch we like

to recur to—of hoops and paint, and patches—how may we rejoice at the

greater wisdom of our ladies in these days, in recognizing how

beautifully they blend the tasteful with the useful! Their crinoline,

how Grecian in its elegance; their chignons, how intellectual in

appearance; their bonnets, how well calculated to protect from rain and

sun; their trains, how cleanly; their boot-heels, how well calculated to

produce by natural means what the barbarian Chinese seek by coarser

methods—to deform the foot, and thus, by limiting their power of walking,

to leave them more time for high intellectual culture.

Of the improvement in our social morals it is needless to speak, and

indeed I must decline to do so, if only that in drawing a comparison I

should have to shock the ears of “Pen and Pencil” with some allusions to

_things gone by_. I will but casually refer to two salient

characteristics of the enormities of bygone times—to novels and to the

theatre. Compare but for a moment the wild and almost licentious

writings of a Walter Scott, an Edgeworth, or an Austen with the pure and

unexaggerated novels of the present halcyon time. And for our theatres,

if it be possible to imagine anything more chaste and elevating than the

existing drama—anything more stimulating to all that is purest, more

repressive of all that is vulgar and low in our ballets or

pantomimes—why, I very much mistake the realities that lie before us.

Finally, in the religion of the country—there where one looks for the

summing up and climax as it were of all the incidental advances we have

glanced at, how glorious is the spectacle! The fopperies of

ecclesiastical upholstery banished from the land; the hardness and

cruelty of dogmatic intolerance heard no more; a noble life everywhere

more honoured than an orthodox belief.

Surely we have reached the Promised Land—it overflows with charity, with

peace, plenty, and concord; and the only regret left to us is the fear

that in so good a world none of us can entertain the hope to leave it

better than we found it!

THINGS GONE BY.

SOME years go by so comfortably calm,

So like their fellows, that they all seem one;

Each answering each, as verses in a psalm,

We miss them not—until the psalm is done:

Until, above the mild responsive strain,

An alter’d note, a louder passage rolls,

Whose diapason of delight or pain

Ends once for all the sameness of our souls:

Until some year, with passionate bold hand,

Breaks up at length our languid liberty,

And changes for us, in one brief command,

Both all that was, and all that was to be.

Thenceforth, the New Year never comes unheard;

No noise of mirth, no lulling winter’s snow

Can hush the footsteps which are bringing word

Of things that make us other than we know.

Thenceforth, we differ from our former selves;

We have an insight new, a sharper sense

Of being; how unlike those thoughtless elves

Who wait no end, and watch no providence!

We watch, we wait, with not a star in view:

Content, if haply whilst we dwell alone

The memory of something live and true

Can keep our hearts from freezing into stone.

NO;

OR, THE LITTLE GOOSE-GIRL.

A TALE OF THE FIRST OF MAY, 2099.

THE little Goose-girl came singing

Along the fields, “Sweet May, oh! the long sweet day.”

That was her song,

Bringing about her, floating about

In and out through the long fair tresses

Of her hair; oh! a thousand thousand idlenesses,

Spreading away on May’s breath everywhere

“Idleness, sweet idleness.”

But this was a time,

Two thousand and ninety-nine,

When, singing of idleness even in Spring,

Or drinking wind-wine,

Or looking up into the blue heaven

Was counted a crime.

A time, harsh, not sublime,

One terrible sort of school-

Hour all the year through,

When everyone had to do something, and do it by rule.

Why, even the babies could calculate

Two and two at the least, mentally, without a slate,

Each calling itself an aggregate

Of molecules—

It was always school—schools,

All over the world as far as the sky could cover

It—dry land and sea.

High Priests said,

“Let matter be Z,

Thoroughly calculated and tried

To work our problems with, before all eyes—

Anything beside that might prove a dangerous guide:

X’s and Y’s,

Unknown quantities,

We hesitate not, at once to designate

Fit only, now and for ever to be laid aside.”

So, you see

Everything was made as plain as could be,

Not the ghost of a doubt even left to roam about free.

Everybody’s concern

Being just to learn, learn, learn,

In one way—but only in one way.

Where then did the little Goose-girl come from that day?

I don’t know. Though

Isn’t there hard by

A place, tender and sunny,

One can feel slid between

Our seen and unseen,

And whose shadows we trace on the Earth’s face

Now and then dimly?—Well, she

Was as ignorant as she could ignorant be.

The world wasn’t school to her

Who came singing

“Sweet Idleness, sweet Idleness” up to the very feet

Of the Professors’ chairs,

And of the thousand thousand pupils sitting round upon theirs;

Who, up all sprang,

At the sound of the words she sang

With “No, no, no, no, no,

There are no sweets in May,

None in the weary day;

What foolish thing is this, singing of idleness in spring?”

“Oh! sunny spring,”

Still sang the little Goose-girl. Wondering

As she was passing—

And suddenly stay’d for a moment basking

In the broad light, with wide eyes asking

What “nay” could mean to the soft warm day.

And as she stay’d

There stray’d out from her

May breaths, wandering all the school over.

But now, the hard eyes move her

And her lips quiver

As the sweet notes shiver

Between them and die.

So her singing ceases, she

Looking up, crying, “Why is my May not sweet?

Is the wide sky fair?

Are the free winds fleet?

Are the feet of the Spring not rare

That tread flowers out of the soil?

Oh! long hours, not for toil,

But for wondering and singing.”

“No, no, no, no,”

These reply,

“Silly fancies of flowers and skies,

All these things we know.

There is nothing to wonder at, sing,

Love, or fear—

Is not everything simple, and clear,

And common, and near us, and weary?

So, pass by idle dreaming—

And you, if you would like to know

Being from seeming,

Come into the schools and study.”

“Still to sing sometimes when I have the will,

And be idle and ponder,”

Said the Goose-girl, “and look up to heaven and wonder?”

“What! Squander Truth’s time

In dreams of the unknown sublime—

No—” Then “Ignorant always,” said she,

“I must be,”

And went on her way. “Sweet May, sad May”—

Hanging her head—

Till, “The mills of the gods grind slowly,” she said,

“But they grind exceeding small,

Let be, I will sit by the mills of the gods, and watch the slow atoms

fall.”

So, patient and still, through long patient hours

As she laid her heart low in the hearts of the flowers,

Through clouds and through shine,

With smiles and with tears,

Through long hours, through sweet years;

Oh! _years_—for a hundred years was one

School-hour in two thousand and ninety-nine.

And see!

Who are these that come creeping out from the schools?

—Long ago, when idlenesses

Out of her tresses, stray’d the school over,

Some slept of the learners, some played.

These crept out to wonder and sing,

And look for _her_ yonder,

Away up the hills,

Amongst the gods’ mills.

And now

“Is it this way?” they say,

Bowing low,

“Oh! wise, by the heaven in thine eyes

Teach—we will learn from thee—

Is it no, is it yes,

Labour or Idleness?”

She,

Answering meekly: “This—

Neither no, nor yes,

But ‘come into God and see.’”

Oh! the deeps we can feel; oh! the heights we must climb.

Oh! slow gentle hours of the golden time—

Here, the end of my rhyme.

_May_, 1869.

EXILE.

NIGHT falls in the convict prison,—

The eve of a summer day;

Through the heated cells and galleries,

The cooler nightwinds play.

And slumber on folded pinions

With oblivion brought relief;

Stilling the weary tossings,—

Smoothing the brow of grief.

Through a dungeon’s narrow grating

The slanting moonlight fell

Down by a careworn prisoner,

Asleep in his lonely cell.

The hand which lay so nerveless

Had grasp’d a sword ere now,

And the lips now parch’d with fever

Had utter’d a patriot’s vow.

He stirr’d and the silence was broken,

By the clanking of a chain,

He sigh’d, but the sigh no longer,

Show’d the spirit’s restless pain.

For to him the dark walls faded,

And the prisoner stood once more

Beneath the vine-wreath’d trellis,

Beside his loved home’s door.

And memory drew the faces

So dear in earlier days,

Of the sisters who were with him

Joining in childish plays,

And the mother whose lips first murmured

The prayer which had made him brave,

“Let his fate be what Thou wiliest,

But not, oh! not a slave.”

And the friends whose blood beat quickly

At the wrongs of their native land

And the vow they had vowed together,

Grasping each other’s hand.

He dreamt of the first resistance,

Of the one who basely fled;

And the guard’s o’erwhelming numbers

And the hopes of life all dead.

And then of the weary waiting,

An exile on foreign ground;

With stranger voices near him,

And unknown faces round.

Oh! ships o’er the gladsome waters,

What news do you bring to-day?

What tidings of home and kindred

To the exile far away?

And he dreamt of the glad returning

To the well-loved native shore;

When news had come—All are ready

To dare the fight once more.

Of the hearts that throbbed exulting,

With hope of the coming strife,

Of the sigh which fell unheeded

To the thought of child and wife.

And he dreamt of the day of contest,

Of whistling shot and shell,

When he bore his country’s banner,

And had borne it high and well.

“Rally for Freedom! Forward!

Stand! for our cause is Right;

Sooner be slain than defeated,

Better is death than flight.”

Ah! happy the first who perished,

Who saw not the turning day,

And the fallen flag, and the broken line,

And the rout without hope or stay!

And the prisoner groaned in his slumbers,

But now, with a sudden glow,

The glorious moonlight’s splendour

Poured full on his humid brow.

On its rays there floated to him

The friends of his early youth,

Who had borne their steadfast witness

In the holy cause of Truth.

“Welcome,” they said, “we await thee;

Come, and receive thy meed,

The crown of those who flinched not

In our country’s greatest need.”

Was it a dream, or delusion?

Or vision? Who shall say?

Its spell consoled the hours

Of many a weary day.

And months went slowly over,

And the winter’s icy breath

Blew chill through an empty dungeon:

The convict was freed—by Death.

EXILE.

IN exile, hopeless of relief,

I pine, a hapless sailor,

And this is how I came to grief,

Upon an Arctic whaler.

My exile is no land of palms,

Of tropic groves and spices,

But placed amid the savage charms

Of polar snows and ices.

It was a sad funereal coast,

The billows moaned a dirge;

The coast itself was lined with _bays_,

The rocks were cloth’d with _surge_.

And here by cruel fogs and fates

Our ship was cast away—

Where Davis found himself in straits,

And Baffin turn’d to bay.

And from my chilly watch aloft

I saw the icebergs sailing,

Where I sat weeping very oft,

While all the crew were whaling.

For one and all, both great and small,

From veteran to lubber,

From captain down to cabin boy,

Were used to _whale_ and _blubber_.

Our ship misled by ill advice—

Our skipper, half seas over,

Upon this continent of ice

Incontinently drove her.

While I alone to land did drive,

Among the spars and splinters,

And since have kept myself alive,

Through two long Arctic winters.

It was a land most desolate,

Where ice, and frost, and fog,

Too truly did prognosticate,

An utter want of prog.

Another would have reeved a rope,

And made himself a necklace;

My wreck bereaved me of my hope,

But did not leave me reckless.

And since, on oil and fat I’ve kept

My freezing blood in motion.

(I think the “fatness” of the land

Transcends the land of Goshen.)

In vain, gaunt hunger to beguile,

I try each strange device;

Alas! my ribs grow thin the while,

Amid the thick-ribb’d ice.

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