CHAPTER XXXVII.

THE TRUE DEMAGOGUE.

I used to try to arrange my thoughts, but could not; the past seemed

swept away and buried, like the wreck of some drowned land after a flood.

Ploughed by affliction to the core, my heart lay fallow for every seed that

fell. Eleanor understood me, and gently and gradually, beneath her skilful

hand, the chaos began again to bloom with verdure. She and Crossthwaite

used to sit and read to me--from the Bible, from poets, from every book

which could suggest soothing, graceful, or hopeful fancies. Now out of the

stillness of the darkened chamber, one or two priceless sentences of à

Kempis, or a spirit-stirring Hebrew psalm, would fall upon my ear: and then

there was silence again; and I was left to brood over the words in vacancy,

till they became a fibre of my own soul's core. Again and again the stories

of Lazarus and the Magdalene alternated with Milton's Penseroso, or with

Wordsworth's tenderest and most solemn strains. Exquisite prints from the

history of our Lord's life and death were hung one by one, each for a

few days, opposite my bed, where they might catch my eye the moment that

I woke, the moment before I fell asleep. I heard one day the good dean

remonstrating with her on the "sentimentalism" of her mode of treatment.

"Poor drowned butterfly!" she answered, smiling, "he must be fed with

honey-dew. Have I not surely had practice enough already?"

"Yes, angel that you are!" answered the old man. "You have indeed had

practice enough!" And lifting her hand reverentially to his lips, he turned

and left the room.

She sat down by me as I lay, and began to read from Tennyson's

Lotus-Eaters. But it was not reading--it was rather a soft dreamy chant,

which rose and fell like the waves of sound on an Æolian harp.

"There is sweet music here that softer falls

Than petals from blown roses on the grass,

Or night dews on still waters between wails

Of shadowy granite, in a gleaming pass;

Music that gentler on the spirit lies

Than tired eyelids upon tired eyes;

Music that brings sweet sleep down from the blissful skies.

Here are cool mosses deep,

And through the moss the ivies creep,

And in the stream the long-leaved flowers weep,

And from the craggy ledge the poppy hangs in sleep.

"Why are we weigh'd upon with heaviness,

And utterly consumed with sharp distress,

While all things else have rest from weariness?

All things have rest: why should we toil alone?

We only toil, who are the first of things,

And make perpetual moan,

Still from one sorrow to another thrown:

Nor ever fold our wings.

And cease from wanderings;

Nor steep our brows in slumber's holy balm,

Nor hearken what the inner spirit sings,

'There is no joy but calm!'

Why should we only toil, the roof and crown of things?"

She paused--

My soul was an enchanted boat

Which, like a sleeping swan, did float

Upon the silver waves of her sweet singing.

Half-unconscious, I looked up. Before me hung a copy of Raffaelle's cartoon

of the Miraculous Draught of Fishes. As my eye wandered over it, it seemed

to blend into harmony with the feelings which the poem had stirred. I

seemed to float upon the glassy lake. I watched the vista of the waters

and mountains, receding into the dreamy infinite of the still summer sky.

Softly from distant shores came the hum of eager multitudes; towers and

palaces slept quietly beneath the eastern sun. In front, fantastic fishes,

and the birds of the mountain and the lake, confessed His power, who sat

there in His calm godlike beauty, His eye ranging over all that still

infinity of His own works, over all that wondrous line of figures, which

seemed to express every gradation of spiritual consciousness, from the

dark self-condemned dislike of Judas's averted and wily face, through mere

animal greediness to the first dawnings of surprise, and on to the manly

awe and gratitude of Andrew's majestic figure, and the self-abhorrent

humility of Peter, as he shrank down into the bottom of the skiff, and with

convulsive palms and bursting brow seemed to press out from his inmost

heart the words, "Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, O Lord!" Truly,

pictures are the books of the unlearned, and of the mis-learned too.

Glorious Raffaelle! Shakspeare of the South! Mighty preacher, to whose

blessed intuition it was given to know all human hearts, to embody in form

and colour all spiritual truths, common alike to Protestant and Papist, to

workman and to sage--oh that I may meet thee before the throne of God, if

it be but to thank thee for that one picture, in which thou didst reveal to

me, in a single glance, every step of my own spiritual history!

She seemed to follow my eyes, and guess from them the workings of my heart;

for now, in a low, half-abstracted voice, as Diotima may have talked of

old, she began to speak of rest and labour, of death and life; of a labour

which is perfect rest--of a daily death, which is but daily birth--of

weakness, which is the strength of God; and so she wandered on in her

speech to Him who died for us. And gradually she turned to me. She laid one

finger solemnly on my listless palm, as her words and voice became more

intense, more personal. She talked of Him, as Mary may have talked just

risen from His feet. She spoke of Him as I had never heard Him spoken

of before--with a tender passionate loyalty, kept down and softened by

the deepest awe. The sense of her intense belief, shining out in every

lineament of her face, carried conviction to my heart more than ten

thousand arguments could do. It must be true!--Was not the power of it

around her like a glory? She spoke of Him as near us--watching us--in

words of such vivid eloquence that I turned half-startled to her, as if I

expected to see Him standing by her side.

She spoke of Him as the great Reformer; and yet as the true conservative;

the inspirer of all new truths, revealing in His Bible to every age abysses

of new wisdom, as the times require; and yet the vindicator of all which

is ancient and eternal--the justifier of His own dealings with man from

the beginning. She spoke of Him as the true demagogue--the champion of the

poor; and yet as the true King, above and below all earthly rank; on whose

will alone all real superiority of man to man, all the time-justified and

time-honoured usages of the family, the society, the nation, stand and

shall stand for ever.

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And then she changed her tone; and in a voice of infinite tenderness she

spoke of Him as the Creator, the Word, the Inspirer, the only perfect

Artist, the Fountain of all Genius.

She made me feel--would that His ministers had made me feel it before,

since they say that they believe it--that He had passed victorious through

my vilest temptations, that He sympathized with my every struggle.

She told me how He, in the first dawn of manhood, full of the dim

consciousness of His own power, full of strange yearning presentiments

about His own sad and glorious destiny, went up into the wilderness, as

every youth, above all every genius, must, there to be tempted of the

devil. She told how alone with the wild beasts, and the brute powers of

nature, He saw into the open secret--the mystery of man's twofold life, His

kingship over earth, His sonship under God: and conquered in the might of

His knowledge. How He was tempted, like every genius, to use His creative

powers for selfish ends--to yield to the lust of display and singularity,

and break through those laws which He came to reveal and to fulfil--to do

one little act of evil, that He might secure thereby the harvest of good

which was the object of His life: and how He had conquered in the faith

that He was the Son of God. She told me how He had borne the sorrows of

genius; how the slightest pang that I had ever felt was but a dim faint

pattern of His; how He, above all men, had felt the agony of calumny,

misconception, misinterpretation; how He had fought with bigotry and

stupidity, casting His pearls before swine, knowing full well what it was

to speak to the deaf and the blind; how He had wept over Jerusalem, in the

bitterness of disappointed patriotism, when He had tried in vain to awaken

within a nation of slavish and yet rebellious bigots the consciousness of

their glorious calling....

It was too much--I hid my face in the coverlet, and burst out into long,

low, and yet most happy weeping. She rose and went to the window, and

beckoned Katie from the room within.

"I am afraid," she said, "my conversation has been too much for him."

"Showers sweeten the air," said Katie; and truly enough, as my own

lightened brain told me.

Eleanor--for so I must call her now--stood watching me for a few minutes,

and then glided back to the bedside, and sat down again.

"You find the room quiet?"

"Wonderfully quiet. The roar of the city outside is almost soothing, and

the noise of every carriage seems to cease suddenly just as it becomes

painfully near."

"We have had straw laid down," she answered, "all along this part of the

street."

This last drop of kindness filled the cup to overflowing: a veil fell from

before my eyes--it was she who had been my friend, my guardian angel, from

the beginning!

"You--you--idiot that I have been! I see it all now. It was you who laid

that paper to catch my eye on that first evening at D * * *!--you paid my

debt to my cousin!--you visited Mackaye in his last illness!"

She made a sign of assent.

"You saw from the beginning my danger, my weakness!--you tried to turn

me from my frantic and fruitless passion!--you tried to save me from

the very gulf into which I forced myself!--and I--I have hated you in

return--cherished suspicions too ridiculous to confess, only equalled by

the absurdity of that other dream!"

"Would that other dream have ever given you peace, even if it had ever

become reality?"

She spoke gently, slowly, seriously; waiting between each question for the

answer which I dared not give.

"What was it that you adored? a soul or a face? The inward reality or the

outward symbol, which is only valuable as a sacrament of the loveliness

within?"

"Ay!" thought I, "and was that loveliness within? What was that beauty but

a hollow mask?" How barren, borrowed, trivial, every thought and word of

hers seemed now, as I looked back upon them, in comparison with the rich

luxuriance, the startling originality, of thought, and deed, and sympathy,

in her who now sat by me, wan and faded, beautiful no more as men call

beauty, but with the spirit of an archangel gazing from those clear, fiery

eyes! And as I looked at her, an emotion utterly new to me arose; utter

trust, delight, submission, gratitude, awe--if it was love, it was love as

of a dog towards his master....

"Ay," I murmured, half unconscious that I spoke aloud, "her I loved, and

love no longer; but you, you I worship, and for ever!"

"Worship God," she answered. "If it shall please you hereafter to call

me friend, I shall refuse neither the name nor its duties. But remember

always, that whatsoever interest I feel in you, and, indeed, have felt from

the first time I saw your poems, I cannot give or accept friendship upon

any ground so shallow and changeable as personal preference. The time was

when I thought it a mark of superior intellect and refinement to be as

exclusive in my friendships as in my theories. Now I have learnt that that

is most spiritual and noble which is also most universal. If we are to call

each other friends, it must be for a reason which equally includes the

outcast and the profligate, the felon, and the slave."

"What do you mean?" I asked, half disappointed.

"Only for the sake of Him who died for all alike."

Why did she rise and call Crossthwaite from the next room where he was

writing? Was it from the womanly tact and delicacy which feared lest my

excited feelings might lead me on to some too daring expression, and give

me the pain of a rebuff, however gentle; or was it that she wished him, as

well as me, to hear the memorable words which followed, to which she seemed

to have been all along alluring me, and calling up in my mind, one by one,

the very questions to which she had prepared the answers?

"That name!" I answered. "Alas! has it not been in every age the watchword,

not of an all-embracing charity, but of self-conceit and bigotry,

excommunication and persecution?"

"That is what men have made it; not God, or He who bears it, the Son

of God. Yes, men have separated from each other, slandered each other,

murdered each other in that name, and blasphemed it by that very act. But

when did they unite in any name but that? Look all history through--from

the early churches, unconscious and infantile ideas of God's kingdom,

as Eden was of the human race, when love alone was law, and none said

that aught that he possessed was his own, but they had all things in

common--Whose name was the, bond of unity for that brotherhood, such as

the earth had never seen--when the Roman lady and the Negro slave partook

together at the table of the same bread and wine, and sat together at the

feet of the Syrian tent-maker?--'One is our Master, even Christ, who sits

at the right hand of God, and in Him we are all brothers.' Not self-chosen

preference for His precepts, but the overwhelming faith in His presence,

His rule, His love, bound those rich hearts together. Look onward, too,

at the first followers of St. Bennet and St. Francis, at the Cameronians

among their Scottish hills, or the little persecuted flock who in a dark

and godless time gathered around Wesley by pit mouths and on Cornish

cliffs--Look, too, at the great societies of our own days, which, however

imperfectly, still lovingly and earnestly do their measure of God's work

at home and abroad; and say, when was there ever real union, co-operation,

philanthropy, equality, brotherhood, among men, save in loyalty to

Him--Jesus, who died upon the cross?"

And she bowed her head reverently before that unseen Majesty; and then

looked up at us again--Those eyes, now brimming full of earnest tears,

would have melted stonier hearts than ours that day.

"Do you not believe me? Then I must quote against you one of your own

prophets--a ruined angel--even as you might have been.

"When Camille Desmoulins, the revolutionary, about to die, as is the fate

of such, by the hands of revolutionaries, was asked his age, he answered,

they say, that it was the same as that of the 'bon sans-culotte Jesus.'

I do not blame those who shrink from that speech as blasphemous. I, too,

have spoken hasty words and hard, and prided myself on breaking the bruised

reed, and quenching the smoking flax. Time was when I should have been the

loudest in denouncing poor Camille; but I have long since seemed to see

in those words the distortion of an almighty truth--a truth that shall

shake thrones, and principalities, and powers, and fill the earth with its

sound, as with the trump of God; a prophecy like Balaam's of old--'I shall

see Him, but not nigh; I shall behold Him, but not near.'... Take all

the heroes, prophets, poets, philosophers--where will you find the true

demagogue--the speaker to man simply as man--the friend of publicans and

sinners, the stern foe of the scribe and the Pharisee--with whom was no

respect of persons--where is he? Socrates and Plato were noble; Zerdusht

and Confutzee, for aught we know, were nobler still; but what were they but

the exclusive mystagogues of an enlightened few, like our own Emersons and

Strausses, to compare great with small? What gospel have they, or Strauss,

or Emerson, for the poor, the suffering, the oppressed? The People's

Friend? Where will you find him, but in Jesus of Nazareth?"

"We feel that; I assure you, we feel that," said Crossthwaite. "There are

thousands of us who delight in His moral teaching, as the perfection of

human excellence."

"And what gospel is there in a moral teaching? What good news is it to the

savage of St. Giles, to the artizan, crushed by the competition of others

and his own evil habits, to tell him that he can be free--if he can make

himself free?--That all men are his equals--if he can rise to their level,

or pull them down to his?--All men his brothers--if he can only stop them

from devouring him, or making it necessary for him to devour them? Liberty,

equality, and brotherhood? Let the history of every nation, of every

revolution--let your own sad experience speak--have they been aught as yet

but delusive phantoms--angels that turned to fiends the moment you seemed

about to clasp them? Remember the tenth of April, and the plots thereof,

and answer your own hearts!"

Crossthwaite buried his face in his hands.

"What!" I answered, passionately, "will you rob us poor creatures of our

only faith, our only hope on earth? Let us be deceived, and deceived again,

yet we will believe! We will hope on in spite of hope. We may die, but the

idea lives for ever. Liberty, equality, and fraternity must come. We know,

we know, that they must come; and woe to those who seek to rob us of our

faith!"

"Keep, keep your faith," she cried; "for it is not yours, but God's, who

gave it! But do not seek to realize that idea for yourselves."

"Why, then, in the name of reason and mercy?"

"Because it is realized already for you. You are free; God has made you

free. You are equals--you are brothers; for He is your king who is no

respecter of persons. He is your king, who has bought for you the rights

of sons of God. He is your king, to whom all power is given in heaven and

earth; who reigns, and will reign, till He has put all enemies under His

feet. That was Luther's charter,--with that alone he freed half Europe.

That is your charter, and mine; the everlasting ground of our rights,

our mights, our duties, of ever-gathering storm for the oppressor,

of ever-brightening sunshine for the oppressed. Own no other. Claim

your investiture as free men from none but God. His will, His love,

is a stronger ground, surely, than abstract rights and ethnological

opinions. Abstract rights? What ground, what root have they, but the

ever-changing opinions of men, born anew and dying anew with each fresh

generation?--while the word of God stands sure--'You are mine, and I am

yours, bound to you in an everlasting covenant.'

"Abstract rights? They are sure to end, in practice, only in the tyranny of

their father--opinion. In favoured England here, the notions of abstract

right among the many are not so incorrect, thanks to three centuries of

Protestant civilization; but only because the right notions suit the many

at this moment. But in America, even now, the same ideas of abstract right

do not interfere with the tyranny of the white man over the black. Why

should they? The white man is handsomer, stronger, cunninger, worthier than

the black. The black is more like an ape than the white man--he is--the

fact is there; and no notions of an abstract right will put that down:

nothing but another fact--a mightier, more universal fact--Jesus of

Nazareth died for the negro as well as for the white. Looked at apart from

Him, each race, each individual of mankind, stands separate and alone,

owing no more brotherhood to each other than wolf to wolf, or pike to

pike--himself a mightier beast of prey--even as he has proved himself in

every age. Looked at as he is, as joined into one family in Christ, his

archetype and head, even the most frantic declamations of the French

democrat, about the majesty of the people, the divinity of mankind,

become rational, reverent, and literal. God's grace outrivals all man's

boasting--'I have said, ye are gods, and ye are all the children of the

Most Highest:'--'children of God, members of Christ, of His body, of His

flesh, and of His bones,'--'kings and priests to God,'--free inheritors of

the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of prudence and courage,

of reverence and love, the spirit of Him who has said, 'Behold, the days

come, when I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh, and no one shall teach

his brother, saying, Know the Lord, for all shall know Him, from the least

even unto the greatest. Ay, even on the slaves and on the handmaidens in

those days will I pour out my spirit, saith the Lord!'"

"And that is really in the Bible?" asked Crossthwaite.

"Ay"--she went on, her figure dilating, and her eyes flashing, like an

inspired prophetess--"that is in the Bible! What would you more than that?

That is your charter; the only ground of all charters. You, like all

mankind, have had dim inspirations, confused yearnings after your future

destiny, and, like all the world from the beginning, you have tried to

realize, by self-willed methods of your own, what you can only do by God's

inspiration, by God's method. Like the builders of Babel in old time, you

have said, 'Go to, let us build us a city and a tower, whose top shall

reach to heaven'--And God has confounded you as he did them. By mistrust,

division, passion, and folly, you are scattered abroad. Even in these last

few days, the last dregs of your late plot have exploded miserably and

ludicrously--your late companions are in prison, and the name of Chartist

is a laughing-stock as well as an abomination."

"Good Heavens! Is this true?" asked I, looking at Crossthwaite for

confirmation.

"Too true, dear boy, too true: and if it had not been for these two angels

here, I should have been in Newgate now!"

"Yes," she went on. "The Charter seems dead, and liberty further off than

ever."

"That seems true enough, indeed," said I, bitterly.

"Yes. But it is because Liberty is God's beloved child, that He will not

have her purity sullied by the touch of the profane. Because He loves the

people, He will allow none but Himself to lead the people. Because He loves

the people, He will teach the people by afflictions. And even now, while

all this madness has been destroying itself, He has been hiding you in His

secret place from the strife of tongues, that you may have to look for a

state founded on better things than acts of parliament, social contracts,

and abstract rights--a city whose foundations are in the eternal promises,

whose builder and maker is God."

She paused.--"Go on, go on," cried Crossthwaite and I in the same breath.

"That state, that city, Jesus said, was come--was now within us, had we

eyes to see. And it is come. Call it the church, the gospel, civilization,

freedom, democracy, association, what you will--I shall call it by the name

by which my Master spoke of it--the name which includes all these, and more

than these--the kingdom of God. 'Without observation,' as he promised,

secretly, but mightily, it has been growing, spreading, since that first

Whitsuntide; civilizing, humanizing, uniting this distracted earth. Men

have fancied they found it in this system or in that, and in them only.

They have cursed it in its own name, when they found it too wide for their

own narrow notions. They have cried, 'Lo here!' and 'Lo there!' 'To this

communion!' or 'To that set of opinions.' But it has gone its way--the way

of Him who made all things, and redeemed all things to Himself. In every

age it has been a gospel to the poor, In every age it has, sooner or later,

claimed the steps of civilization, the discoveries of science, as God's

inspirations, not man's inventions. In every age, it has taught men to do

that by God which they had failed in doing without Him. It is now ready,

if we may judge by the signs of the times, once again to penetrate, to

convert, to reorganize, the political and social life of England, perhaps

of the world; to vindicate democracy as the will and gift of God. Take

it for the ground of your rights. If, henceforth, you claim political

enfranchisement, claim it not as mere men, who may be villains, savages,

animals, slaves of their own prejudices and passions; but as members of

Christ, children of God, inheritors of the kingdom of heaven, and therefore

bound to realize it on earth. All other rights are mere mights--mere

selfish demands to become tyrants in your turn. If you wish to justify your

Charter, do it on that ground. Claim your share in national life, only

because the nation is a spiritual body, whose king is the Son of God; whose

work, whose national character and powers, are allotted to it by the Spirit

of Christ. Claim universal suffrage, only on the ground of the universal

redemption of mankind--the universal priesthood of Christians. That

argument will conquer, when all have failed; for God will make it conquer.

Claim the disenfranchisement of every man, rich or poor, who breaks

the laws of God and man, not merely because he is an obstacle to you,

but because he is a traitor to your common King in heaven, and to the

spiritual kingdom of which he is a citizen. Denounce the effete idol

of property-qualification, not because it happens to strengthen class

interests against you, but because, as your mystic dream reminded you, and,

therefore, as you knew long ago, there is no real rank, no real power, but

worth; and worth consists not in property, but in the grace of God. Claim,

if you will, annual parliaments, as a means of enforcing the responsibility

of rulers to the Christian community, of which they are to be, not the

lords, but the ministers--the servants of all. But claim these, and all

else for which you long, not from man, but from God, the King of men. And

therefore, before you attempt to obtain them, make yourselves worthy of

them--perhaps by that process you will find some of them have become less

needful. At all events, do not ask, do not hope, that He will give them to

you before you are able to profit by them. Believe that he has kept them

from you hitherto, because they would have been curses, and not blessings.

Oh! look back, look back, at the history of English Radicalism for the last

half century, and judge by your own deeds, your own words; were you fit for

those privileges which you so frantically demanded? Do not answer me, that

those who had them were equally unfit; but thank God, if the case be indeed

so, that your incapacity was not added to theirs, to make confusion worse

confounded! Learn a new lesson. Believe at last that you are in Christ, and

become new creatures. With those miserable, awful farce tragedies of April

and June, let old things pass away, and all things become new. Believe

that your kingdom is not of this world, but of One whose servants must not

fight. He that believeth, as the prophet says, will not make haste. Beloved

suffering brothers! are not your times in the hand of One who loved you to

the death, who conquered, as you must do, not by wrath, but by martyrdom?

Try no more to meet Mammon with his own weapons, but commit your cause to

Him who judges righteously, who is even now coming out of His place to

judge the earth, and to help the fatherless and poor unto their right, that

the man of the world may be no more exalted against them--the poor man of

Nazareth, crucified for you!"

She ceased, and there was silence for a few moments, as if angels were

waiting, hushed, to carry our repentance to the throne of Him we had

forgotten.

Crossthwaite had kept his face fast buried in his hands; now he looked up

with brimming eyes--

"I see it--I see it all now. Oh, my God! my God! what infidels we have

been!"

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