CHAPTER XXX

A WHITED SEPULCHRE

BEFORE continuing this history, it is necessary to say a few words

respecting Lola Waldershare. As Lola Hargreaves, ever lovely,

seductive, and smiling, by strangers and mere acquaintances, she was

looked upon as one of the most bewitching girls in the county. Her

beauty, youthful graces, and charm, threw a dazzling glamour over her

personality that her immediate surroundings were not blinded to her

faults; her brothers recognised her selfishness; her mother was aware

that her heart was hard as a nether millstone. Those who had little

dealings with Miss Hargreaves learnt that she was not particularly

truthful or scrupulous. The increasing straitness of the family

fortunes, the struggle to make a brave display abroad, the shifts,

shabbiness, and pinching, at home, the manœuvres to evade creditors,

and keep up appearances, had left their mark on Lola. Poverty was

hideous; humiliation was unendurable; and Lola was resolved to be rich.

A short season in London had shown her the value of her beauty; her

face was, and should be, her fortune; and long before Philip Gascoigne

had any idea of his fate, he had been mentally discarded by his

_fiancée_. Letters are deceptive, it is so much easier to deceive by

pen and ink than by word of mouth. What Mrs. Danvers had declared was

perfectly true; Lola had sacrificed herself—for herself. In marrying

Reuben Waldershare she attained her wishes—though she would have

been glad to eliminate two well-grown step-sons—and Mr. Waldershare,

for his part, was well satisfied with his bargain. Unfortunately, in

an evil moment he took his beautiful young wife to Monte Carlo, and

there the Hargreaves' demon, the gambling demon, awoke, and seized upon

her. The taint was in her blood; Lola was her father's own daughter.

At first she was contented to win small sums at roulette, which she

gleefully invested in hats and lace and trifling ornaments. After

a week, as the poison began to work, she increased her stakes, and

talked fluently of "douzaines" and "transversals" and "runs." She

relinquished expeditions to Nice, or into Italy. She grudged every

hour spent elsewhere than at the rooms. She had her own lucky table,

her lucky charm, and, above all, her system. Like most beginners, she

won largely, and Reuben Waldershare, who was obtrusively proud of his

clever, elegantly dressed, smart wife, liked to see people crane over

in order to watch her pretty eager face, as she sat with rolls of gold

rouleaux before her, her pencil busy, her eyes ablaze.

Little did he know that he had fired a mine the day he placed three

hundred pounds to his wife's account at the Credit Lyonnaise, and told

her half in joke, that was "a little sum to play with."

Mrs. Waldershare now played incessantly—and played high.

"I like to put a 'mile' note on one number," she declared with a gay

laugh; "I agree with an old man who sat next me, 'Ca vous donne des

emotions.'"

Mrs. Waldershare returned each winter to the Riviera as punctually as

a swallow, ostensibly in search of health, but in reality to gamble

continuously, extravagantly, and recklessly. She lost enormous sums;

her husband's pride now changed to alarm. The husband of the lovely

Mrs. Waldershare, who was winning to the envy and admiration of her

neighbours, was a different being to the man who had to disburse

staggering sums almost daily. Lola promised to give up gambling, and

never to touch a card or back a number. Her promises were invariably

broken—nothing would or could keep her away from the scene of her

gains and losses. She owed huge bills in London and Paris; the money

to pay these she had flung into the great gulf—she, whose luck was

astonishing, was now secretly selling her jewels—and wearing paste.

Mrs. Waldershare was again at Monte Carlo the year her husband died;

her fascinations were irresistible. A beautiful woman, thirty years his

junior, sweet, seductive, persuasive, her stolid elderly partner could

not withstand her. He was suddenly called away to Paris, on urgent

business, leaving Lola and her maid and many acquaintances at the Hotel

de Paris, but before he departed he extracted a solemn promise from

his wife that during his absence she would not enter the rooms, and

this promise she vowed to keep. The first day she went over to Nice,

the second day was wet, and seemingly endless, the third day something

drew her into the Casino in spite of herself. The talk of her friends,

of runs of colour, of great "coups," was too much for her miserable

little will; something, she afterwards declared, dragged her forcibly

into the Salle de Jeux. She went with a party, merely in order to

look on, but in twenty minutes' time, she was seated at the "trente et

quarante" with a card a pin, and a pile of gold in front of her. She

won—she won again the following day, and then she lost—lost—lost all

the money—lost her self-control—lost her head. She borrowed until she

could borrow no longer; in the frenzy of gambling, she drew a cheque

for a thousand pounds and signed it "Reuben Waldershare." All moral

sense expired, as she blotted the clever imitation of her husband's

signature. This money followed her other losses in one short day, and

then Lola was indeed desperate. She went at sundown and walked round

Monaco, and gazed thoughtfully over the wall at a spot which other

despairing eyes have measured, where there is a sheer precipice, lapped

by the blue-green Mediterranean.

No, no—looking down always made her sick and giddy, she could _not_ do

it. Life was sweet. Reuben would certainly forgive her—after all, what

was his, was hers.

When Mrs. Waldershare returned to the hotel, she found a telegram

awaiting her; it announced that her husband was ill with a sharp attack

of gout. She was requested to leave for Paris at once, and accompany

him home. After a few days, during which time Lola made herself

indispensable to the invalid, hourly hoping to seize a favourable

moment, and make her little confession; unfortunately the cheque

presented itself too promptly, and Reuben Waldershare, to whom such

an act as forgery appeared as great a crime as murder, was deaf to

all excuses and appeals. He raged with the deadly slow anger of a

phlegmatic nature; in this condition, he added a codicil to his will,

and having done so, died rather suddenly of gout in the stomach. And

now, Lola found herself a widow, with a small jointure and immense

debts. She endeavoured to patch up the wreck of her affairs, she tried

to beguile creditors, propitiate people she had snubbed, to make

friends with her cast-off relations, but she was alike in the black

books of her acquaintances and her tradespeople. She therefore resolved

to shift her sky, and come out to India, ostensibly to visit her

dearest brother Edgar (who had no desire for her company), and to see

something of the East. She brought with her a maid, a quantity of smart

gowns, a large stock of courage and enterprise, and a very small amount

of ready money.

In short, she had come out to seek her fortune, precisely like the

young adventurer one reads of in books of fairy and other tales. Marwar

was a capital centre, she had gathered this information _en route_;

Indian people were approachable, hospitable, and not too inquisitive;

appearances go far, when one sails away from a—reputation.

Then by a wonderful stroke of luck she encountered Philip Gascoigne;

as good-looking as ever; no longer the impetuous boy, the impassioned

subaltern, but a cool, self-reliant, distinguished Philip, with a fine

position, a heavy purse, and a dear, simple, appreciative wife. They

would be extremely useful, introduce her to the best society, save her

expense, and officiate as her sponsors.

These were a few of Mrs. Waldershare's reflections, as she drove into

the Gascoignes' compound the afternoon succeeding the dinner-party.

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