Now it chanced that one Eriopolus, a wool-merchant of Antioch in Syria,

coming to Colossæ about this time to buy wool, and finding Philemon

well-nigh despaired of, spoke to him concerning a certain sect of

the Jews who, said he, were marvellously skilled in exorcising evil

spirits and in the healing of certain diseases, adding, however, that

not all the Jews possessed this power, but only those who worshipped a

certain Chrestus or Christus, in whose name they adjured the demons.

Then another, a dyer from Ephesus, confirmed his report, saying that

the Jews which worship not this Christus, persecute the others, calling

them “magicians;” and, said he, “not many weeks ago, at Ephesus, when

some of the Jews which worship not Christus, had assayed to drive out

evil spirits in this name, the man that was possessed leaped upon them,

and overcame them, and drove them away grievously wounded.” “By what

name, then,” asked my master, “are these Jewish magicians known?” “At

first,” replied Eriopolus, “they were called Nazarenes or Galileans,

but, of late, they go by the name of Christians (so at least the common

people call them), and there are certain of them scattered up and down

in several cities of Asia, and one of more than common note among them,

Paulus by name, is at this time tarrying at Ephesus. But for the most

part they congregate now in Antioch, although, as I have heard, the

root and origin of the sect is at Jerusalem, the chief city of Judæa.”

Hearing this my master determined to journey to Antioch to make inquiry

of this new sect; and Artemidorus also himself now encouraged him in

his purpose, judging that anything was better than thus to remain

at home brooding over his ill-health and imagining evil. Apphia also

assented. So in the spring of that year (it was the second year of the

Emperor Nero, and I was at that time in the twenty-first year of my

age) we made ready for our journey. Though I loved to see new sights

and faces, after the manner of youth, I was nevertheless loth to go

on so superstitious an errand; and besides, I despised the Jews, so

far as I knew them, as being a gain-loving people, full of pernicious

superstitions, and so inhospitable as not even to eat with strangers.

However, I would not willingly have suffered Philemon in his melancholy

to go alone, even had I been his friend and not his slave. When we

were to set forth, Artemidorus bade me write to him, as often as I had

occasion, concerning the Jews at Antioch, and especially concerning

this new sect; “for,” said he, “to those who have taken their stand

upon the hill of Truth, it is sweet to look down upon the wanderings

of them that stray in error, wherefore I ever take pleasure in the

hearing of some new superstition or error among men.” So I promised

that I would send him letters as often as messengers went to Asia from

Philemon.

Our journey was first by land to Ephesus through a very fertile

country; and thence by sea to Seleucia, a city which lies at the mouth

of the river Orontes, and it is as it were the harbor of Antioch; which

lies higher up the river, about forty miles by reason of the wanderings

of the stream, but by the road distant no more than a score of miles

or less. If I admired the country between Colossæ and Ephesus, the

fruitfulness of the soil, the greatness of the mountains, and the

beauty of Ephesus itself and the far-famed temple of Ephesian Artemis,

much more did I admire the city of Antioch, which is the third city of

the empire for greatness, coming next after Rome and Alexandria; and

it lies along the river Orontes, for the space of four or five miles,

stretching between the clear waters of the river and the high mountain

called Silpius, surrounded by a wall not less than five and thirty

cubits high and ten cubits in thickness. Being very spacious and indeed

equal to three or four large cities in amplitude, it is divided into

four wards or demes; and it has royal streets, built by kings desiring

to do favor to the citizens of so goodly a city, and called after the

names of the sovereigns that built them, namely, the street of Herod,

the street of Seleucus, and others. Through the midst there runs a

broad street adorned with four ranks of columns forming two covered

colonnades with a wide road between, and along the whole street (which

is more than thirty-six furlongs in length) there are statues and busts

beautifully wrought of white marble. Greek names have been given to

all the region round about, such as Pieria, Peneus, Tempe, Castalia,

insomuch that to hear the names of the villages one might fancy oneself

in the haunts of the Muses; and not two hours distant from the city

there lies a fair large garden or _paradise_ (as the people in these

parts call it) Daphne by name, which the citizens of Antioch often

frequent, and it is full of all manner of flowers and goodly trees and

watered with a great abundance of streams, and noted for the worship

of Adonis. Such and so full of all manner of delight was the place

in which I now found myself, a city no less populous than spacious

(for it numbered as many as five hundred thousand souls) and no less

full of mirth than of beauty; for the people of Antioch are known

throughout the world for their gayety. Here therefore I laid aside the

austerity of my recent thoughts, and forgetting questions of religion

and philosophy I disposed myself to be merry with the multitude of

those who were making merry around me, so far at least as I could be

permitted to do so by the duty of constant attendance on Philemon;

and, if I had had my own desire, I should never have set foot in any

synagogue of Jews or Christian.

But blessed be thou, O Guide of the misguided, who didst not suffer me

for ever to stray in the paths of false pleasure and in the ways which

lead to delusion, but in due course thou didst bring me to the door of

thy fold; and though I stumbled at the threshold, yet didst thou not

suffer me to fall for ever, but didst still uphold me and step by step

didst turn me back again to the pastures of eternal peace.

THE END OF THE SECOND BOOK.

THE THIRD BOOK.

§ 1. OF MY FIRST THOUGHTS CONCERNING THE CHRISTIANS.

I am now to describe how I first came to the knowledge of the brethren

in Antioch, though I attained not yet to the truth. For I stumbled at

questions of philosophy and of tradition, and therefore I entered not

into the fold of Christ. But the main reason for my failure was (as I

now think), first, that I came not in faith, and secondly that I came

not to Christ and the teaching of Christ himself, but rather to a sort

of doubtful disputations about Christ, which, whether a man believe or

disbelieve in them, do not contain the revelation of the Lord Jesus.

Concerning this part of my life I am in a strait what to set down

and what to pass over. For if I should endeavor to call to mind and

repeat all the evil things that, in the days of my ignorance, I said

and thought about the Saints, then I fear lest I should seem profane

and almost blasphemous, thus a second time reviling the Lord Jesus in

speaking evil of his church. But if on the other hand I gloss over the

truth, blanching and extenuating my error and presumptuousness, then

I seem to be dealing falsely and hypocritically, making myself to be

better than I was, instead of magnifying the mercies of the Lord shown

forth upon one that was perverse and obstinate in error. In this

perplexity having chanced to light upon certain letters which I sent

at this time to Artemidorus by his request (but he, long afterwards,

not many days before his death, delivered them to me and bade me

keep them), these same letters (which till of late I had altogether

forgotten) it now seems good to me to set down faithfully word for

word, neither altering nor extenuating anything. The first letter shows

how I was unwilling at the beginning to go into the synagogue, and what

slanders the common people falsely reported about the brethren, which

I in my folly supposed at that time to be true. The next (after the

reply of Artemidorus rebuking me for my proneness to believe the rumors

of the common people) shows how I went for the first time into the

congregation of the faithful, and how the Lord began even at that time

to draw me towards himself.

“ONESIMUS TO ARTEMIDORUS, HEALTH.

“Concerning Antioch and all the pleasures of this delightful city I

wrote to you in my former letter; but whereas you marvel because I have

as yet written nothing touching the Jews; you must know that up to this

time we have found no occasion to be present at their worship. For we

find that there is a greater discord than we had supposed between this

new sect of the Jews and the rest, insomuch that the latter will scarce

own the new sect to be Jews, nor do they frequent the same temples nor

practice the same kind of worship. Hence it happens that these new

Jews, out of fear to be persecuted, do all things in secret, having

no public processions nor sacrifices, and allowing none to see the

statue of their god (if indeed any of the Jews have any god at all)

and celebrating their mysteries in great privacy. However, all the

philosophers with whom I have spoken, as well as the men of rank in the

city (such as are among Philemon’s acquaintance), agree that it is a

vile and execrable superstition, which would fain subvert all laws and

all the dignity and peace of the empire. It is also commonly reported

that none are admitted to their sacred rites until they have committed

some monstrous crime; so that, whereas in other religions the priests

of the several mysteries say, ‘Let none approach but the pure,’ the

priests of this sect on the other hand say, ‘Whosoever is a murderer,

whoso a thief, whoso an adulterer, let him draw near that he may be

initiated; for all such does our god invite.’ Likewise the common folk

say that at their sacred rites a most shameful sacrifice is made of a

little child, on whose flesh and blood these wretches feast as if they

were the choicest dainties, and also that brothers and sisters among

them commonly practice incest. But all this I write, not of my own

knowledge, but from the general report, which notwithstanding comes

from so many different witnesses, that I cannot doubt but it is mainly

true. However, I will write no more concerning these people till I have

somewhat to say of my own seeing or hearing. But for my part I could

be well pleased if the good Philemon would be persuaded not to seek

further into this superstition.

“In my last letter I omitted, in so great a multitude of new things, to

make mention of a garden belonging to one Onias, a citizen here, which

contains not only many goodly flowers, but also runlets and fountains

of water quaintly devised, and many apes and peacocks for show and for

amusement, and above all several parrots, of which one has been so

excellently trained to speak, that it surpasses by far any starling or

any other talking bird that I have ever heard before; and the common

people say it is possessed. But even you would marvel to see with what

aptness and semblance of understanding it collects and most seasonably

utters the sayings of those around it, reminding me not a little of the

saying which I have often heard from your lips that the reason of some

inferior animals borders upon the reason of man himself. Farewell.”

“ARTEMIDORUS TO ONESIMUS, HEALTH.

“Whereas you write that you have resolved to make no further mention

of these innovating Jews until you find out something of your own

knowledge concerning them, more weighty than such old wives’ fables as

are reported by the common rabble, by lazy philosophers, and by pompous

town-councillors, all of them indifferent to truth and accuracy, so I

beseech you for the future to carry out this resolution; for, believe

me, knowledge is not to be thus cheaply and painlessly acquired without

judgment and labor. But I hope that before very long you may have

discovered something certain of this sect, no less worthy of reporting

than your experiences of the parrot of Onias.”

§ 2. OF THE DOCTRINE OF THE CHRISTIANS.

“ONESIMUS TO ARTEMIDORUS, HEALTH.

“Having been now twice present in their temple or synagogue I have much

to say of these Christians.

“It happened that, about ten days ago, the friend with whom my master

lodges, introduced to us a certain merchant of Cyrene who had some

slight acquaintance with one Lucius, a man of Cyrene, and a notable

teacher among this sect. So by his means we were invited to be present

at their synagogue on a day when the uninitiated are called together,

as many as desire to make a trial of the new religion or to learn

the truth about it. When we were all assembled to the number of four

or five hundred, there stood up one Simeon, surnamed Niger, who

delivered a speech by no means so foolish as I had thought likely, and

it was to this effect: There was but one God, he said, who had made

no distinctions of nations, as Greeks, barbarians, Scythians and the

rest, but all men of one blood, intending them to be one brotherhood.

This God sent unto mankind signs and testimonies of his good will,

giving unto all nations the sun and moon and stars to be for signs and

seasons; moreover to the Jews he sent special messengers, or prophets,

to proclaim his will. But when, notwithstanding all these testimonies,

mankind still disobeyed the divine will, it seemed good to the superior

god to send down to them no longer a prophet or common messenger, but a

son, as if the time had arrived when they should no longer grope after

God, but apprehend the divine nature.

“Then this Simeon went on to affirm that this son of god had verily

come into the world about threescore years ago, during the reign of

the Emperor Augustus, in the shape of a man, one Jesus (called also

the Nazarene, because he was of the city of Nazareth in the north of

Palestine), who had proclaimed a Gospel or Good News, namely, that God

is the Father of men, not merely their Maker, but their Father, loving

all men as parents love their children. Moreover the Son had manifested

the Father’s nature by many works, especially by healing the souls of

men, not only taking away sins, but also giving unto his disciples the

power to take away sins. In a word the Son had done for the Father, if

one might trust Simeon, much the same deeds as Apollo is said to have

done in early times for Zeus, introducing into the world purifications

of the soul. Then also (quoting, as I was told, from some of the

ancient books of the Jews) Simeon declared that this Jesus of Nazareth

was the Redeemer of whom those books had prophesied; for, said he, ‘to

them that sat in darkness Jesus hath shown forth the light of truth,

he hath opened the eyes of them that were blinded by sin and ignorance

and caused those whose souls were maimed and were crippled with vice to

walk straight in the paths of virtue, and he hath raised up them that

were dead in sin.’

“Now followed a marvellous paradox, or rather what our friend Evagoras

the rhetorician would call a _bathos_. For it was actually confessed

before us all by this same Simeon that this son of god, who had

wrought all these marvellous works, was slain in the sixteenth year of

the Emperor Tiberius, and this, not in battle nor in a tumult, but

by command of the governor Pontius Pilatus, dying the death of the

vilest criminal, being actually crucified! And, not content with this

ignominy, they confess also that he was most shamefully insulted and

scourged before his death, and that he was rescued neither from insult

nor from death by the superior god whom they call the Father. But to

compensate for all these disgraces, the speaker affirmed in the first

place that this death constituted some kind of sacrifice or expiation,

wherein this Christus played at once the part of priest and victim,

offering himself up for the sins of the whole world (he having been no

unwilling sacrifice but having surrendered himself to death and having

indeed predicted his own death as a prophet); and in the second place,

as the crowning marvel of all, he affirmed that the superior god had

raised up the inferior, that is the Son, after the latter had lain

for several days in the tomb, insomuch that, long after his death, he

appeared to many of his disciples, of whom some are still living as

witnesses.

“‘Nursery tales’—replies my wise preceptor, nor do I say otherwise. But

what filled me with astonishment, almost more than was fitting, was to

note the gravity, earnestness and sobriety and yet at the same time

the enthusiasm wherewith Simeon delivered himself, especially when he

bore witness to the rising again of Christus (for by this name Jesus is

commonly known among them); speaking as if at that very moment he were

standing in the presence of him that was risen from the dead, and yet

enjoining chastity, truthfulness, honesty, and all other virtue, with

such a calmness that not a few of those present, and Philemon among the

rest, were well-nigh carried away with the force of the man’s belief,

and themselves persuaded to believe the like. Nor could I altogether

marvel; for it was not possible to suppose that the man was a knave or

cheat; yet neither did he appear to be a madman, and certainly he spake

not as a fool.

“But I omit too long the main matter for which Philemon came hither,

the healing of diseases. Concerning this, Simeon said little; rather

taking it for granted, as I judged, than arguing of it or dwelling

upon it at any length. But he said that signs had been wrought both

by Christus and by his disciples, in the casting out of devils and in

the healing of sickness; and he appealed to some of those present, as

if they knew this of their own knowledge. Afterwards I spoke with many

of them on this matter. Almost all told me that they knew others who

had been healed of divers diseases, and some few (not more than three)

affirmed that they themselves had been healed of palsy, two of them by

one Paulus, of whom I made mention above, and the other by this same

Simeon. Of the rest whom they averred to have been healed, some were

said to have been healed by Paulus, others by one Petrus, a man of

great repute among them, others by this Simeon and not a few by one

Philippus, who is even now (as they tell me) sojourning in Hierapolis.

Of these sick folk some have been wholly healed and immediately; others

partly and only by degrees; but for the most part more completely and

suddenly than any cures wrought by Asclepius. The diseases are mostly

palsies (which abound here) and also fevers, and partial dumbness

or lameness, and the more severe kind of ophthalmia; but the most

common is that kind of insanity which by the common people is termed

‘possession.’

“Of this latter kind one instance I myself witnessed on the very day

on which I heard Simeon thus discourse; and it was wrought by Simeon

himself in the synagogue. For after he had made an end of the first

part of his discourse, he began to call upon all the people to repent,

saying that the superior god whom he named the Father, would speedily

judge all the world in righteousness, punishing the bad and rewarding

the good, and in that day the Son,—namely, that very Christus whom

Pontius had crucified,—should come again with great glory. Hereon one

cried out in the assembly after the manner of demented people, saying,

‘Avaunt! Away! Away from me!’ adding loud exclamations against the

name of Jesus. Simeon forthwith ceased from speaking, and looking very

intently on the man’s countenance caused him to be brought near, and

stretching out his hand as with authority in a loud voice adjured I

know not what evil spirit to go forth from the man. The demented man

immediately fell to the ground as one dead; but Simeon took him by the

hand, and raised him up and restored him to his friends; and he went

forth from the building delivered from his disease.

“The man happened to be the brother of our host’s door-keeper; and

his madness was confirmed to me by many witnesses, as being of long

continuance, yea, and I myself had seen him in a pitiable plight,

gibbering and gaping as one mad in our court-yard a full month before;

and our host himself (who is no friend to the Christians) constantly

affirmed that he had been mad for the space of at least fourteen years.

Wherefore thus much is certain and not to be denied, that a man who was

demented for fourteen years, up till the seventh day of this month,

is now on the fourteenth day of this month in his sound mind and to

all appearance likely to remain therein; and this has been wrought by

certain words uttered by this Simeon Niger. Now if this effect proceeds

from natural causes, as the great Epicurus would doubtless assert, the

causes (none the less) seem worthy to be sought out and examined.

“When the madman was led forth delivered from his disease, I had

much ado to prevent the worthy Philemon from standing up publicly

and praying that he also might be initiated into the sacred rites of

this new religion by means of purification with water; which they

practice not many times, as with us, but once for all, and with more

than usual solemnity; and I suppose that Christus himself instituted

this purification; at all events no one is admitted without it. But

I besought the excellent man not to do so rash a thing with such

precipitate haste, and at least to wait till he should have discovered

whether those who are initiated into the Christian rites, are also

to submit themselves to the whole of the law which the more ancient

religion of the Jews enjoins upon that nation. For the time I succeeded

and kept him from his purpose. But I could wish that Archippus or

Apphia were here present with him, and I not alone. For I greatly fear

that, if he be so violently moved a second time, I may no longer be

able to restrain him. Concerning the second visit to the synagogue,

having many things to write, and the messenger of Philemon being

already on the point to depart, I must defer what I would further say

to another occasion.

“One matter had almost slipped my memory; and it is perhaps hardly

worth setting down. Going this day to the garden of Adonis I saw the

youths and maidens passing in procession through the golden gate of

Daphne; and there calling to my mind other processions such as I had

seen in my youth (but this far surpassed them all) I remembered how I

was wont as a child to make comparisons between a certain Diosdotus, a

priest of Zeus of a goodly presence and lofty stature, and a certain

unknown wandering priest or juggler, mean of aspect, bald-headed and

hook-nosed, who in my presence had healed one that was lame and known

to have been lame for thirty years. This happened when I was a mere

child, scarcely (as I think) past my tenth year; but to-day it came

into my mind that both that wandering priest and this Simeon—albeit

differing greatly in countenance and appearance, Simeon being tall and

the other short or inclining to shortness—nevertheless agreed in this

one point, that they spoke of things invisible not only as if they saw

them, but also in such wise as to make others fancy that they saw them.

And, if I err not, that prophet also spoke, as did Simeon, concerning

a certain Son of God whom the superior God had sent into the world.

Wherefore I now conjecture that that same wandering prophet belonged to

no gods of the Greeks, but was, even as this Simeon, a Jew, and one of

this sect that believes in Christus.

“One other matter also I omitted to mention, that this new religion

makes no distinction between those of different nations, nor between

rich and poor, slaves and free; for all that belong to the sect

are esteemed citizens of one nation, or rather, brothers of one

family; and certainly I noted in the synagogue that there were

observed no distinctions of wealth or rank; for whether a man were

a town-councillor or a water-carrier, it was all one; we all sat

together. Farewell.”

§ 3. HOW ARTEMIDORUS QUESTIONED ME FURTHER CONCERNING THE CHRISTIANS.

“ARTARTEMIDORUS TO ONESIMUS, HEALTH.

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