CHAPTER XXIX

THE TRIAL

I was at last taken to the guards' room, close to the Court of Assize.

Whilst I sat in a corner I heard a municipal guard say to another: "Look

at her dress! The papers are wrong!"

Later, I discovered the meaning of this remark. It appears that some

well-intentioned newspaper had informed its readers that I had had a

wonderful mourning-dress made by Worth or Paquin especially for the

trial! As a matter of fact, I wore the very dress and the same toque in

which I had arrived at Saint-Lazare a year before!

I also heard that, apart from judges, jurymen, witnesses, officials of

the court, barristers, representatives of the press, and a very limited

attendance of the public at the back of the Court (the law stipulates

that trials must be public), no one would be allowed to be present.

A number of persons came to give me all kinds of contradictory advice.

"Don't be haughty," said one, "for that would displease the jury";

"Don't look depressed or ashamed, for that would suggest guilt," said

another; one barrister recommended me not to look "unnatural," and some

one else urged me not to look "natural, for an innocent woman accused of

murder could not possibly look herself at her trial!" M. Desmoulin said:

"I'll be present at the trial and remain to the end, not far from you.

Your agony is nearing its end. Be brave, and, above all, do as your

counsel tells you, and change or add nothing to your previous

statements." Dr. Socquet--whom I had never seen before, but who was most

devoted and useful to me all through that harrowing trial--gave me a

soothing potion to drink. Meanwhile the guards smoked their pipes and

their cigarettes, and watched me--a few in a suspicious and disagreeable

manner, but most of them with kindness and sympathy.

I could hear a great buzz of excitement coming from the Court: the noise

of hundreds of feet and hundreds of voices, exclamations, bursts of

laughter even--exactly like the buzz one hears at a theatre, on a first

night, before the curtain goes up. My heart beat within me like a heavy

hammer. My head throbbed with pain and fever as if it would burst, and

my hands and feet were icy cold.

A voice suddenly said, close to me: "Come, Madame."

I rose automatically and, between two municipal guardsmen, walked along

a short passage. A door was opened before me. I stepped into the Court

of Assize and entered the dock. There were guards near me and behind me.

Absolute silence reigned. Everything was dark... so dark. I shuddered.

Then I heard voices just before and a little below me: my three counsel

were there standing by their bench, talking to me, encouraging me. I

threw my veil back over my hat and shoulders and tried to listen to

Maître Aubin and his secretaries. Gradually I grew used to the

surroundings. When I raised my head--it seemed ages, but was probably a

few seconds only after I had entered the dock--I saw, first of all, a

group of men wrapped in shadow--the jury--in a dock similar to mine,

just opposite me under large windows through which filtered the dismal

light of a rainy November day. I felt the light on my face. Near the

jury, at a kind of desk, was seated a man in a red robe, whom I knew

well: M. Trouard-Riolle, the Advocate-General, with a hawklike face, a

bald scalp, a receding forehead, a thin long nose, ferrety eyes behind a

pince-nez, a double chin, and a fat neck, knitted brows and sneering

lips under a narrow close-cropped moustache.... Between the jury and me

was the well of the Court, a wide space, empty save for a semi-circular

bar, held on three uprights--the witness-bar--and a table on which I saw

the "exhibits": gags of wadding, an alpenstock, the brandy bottle, coils

of cord too....

On the right, at a few yards from me, on a platform, sits M. de Valles,

with a judge on either side of him. All three wear red robes. M. de

Valles toys with an ivory paper knife. Before him is placed the huge

dossier of my case, that extraordinary dossier which I know by heart. In

the shadow, behind the three judges' arm-chairs are a number of persons,

"guests of honour," I presume. On the left of the dock are scores of

barristers in their black gowns and white rabats, including one or two

women-barristers. Behind them, tightly pressed together, a small army of

journalists, and at the other end of the Court, behind a wooden

partition, the public: "_les cent veinards_" (the "hundred lucky ones"),

as I was told later on, those privileged few were called who had bought

the right to stand there, from the poor wretches who spent night and day

outside the Palace of Justice to sell their place to the highest bidder,

shortly before noon (at which time the doors were thrown open and just

one hundred "members of the public" admitted).

I have no clear recollection of what took place at first. I only

remember a mass of faces floating, as it were, on a dark ocean of black

gowns and clothes. The only touches of colour were the white scarves of

the barristers and the scarlet gowns of the judges.

I seemed to have no strength left, and yet never had I so much needed

physical and moral strength.

A clerk read aloud, in a monotonous voice, the terrible indictment. I

knew it by heart... and so perhaps did everybody else, since it had been

published....

Meanwhile I watched the jury. So these were the men who would, in a few

days, decide whether I had or not murdered my husband and my mother....

I wondered what they thought and who was who--for a list of their names

and occupations had been shown me the day before. It included four

"proprietors," two mechanics, one bricklayer, one baker, two commercial

clerks, one cook and one musician....

I looked at the heavy decorated ceiling with the sunk panels adorned

with the sword and scales of Justice; and my eyes wandered to the wall

behind M. de Valles and the two other judges....

Years ago, I had visited this Court of Assize to admire my friend

Bonnat's great "Christ" on that wall, but the Christ was no longer

there. It had been removed after the Law separating Church and State had

been passed!

Suddenly, I heard M. de Valles' voice ordering me to rise....

The duel began.

I made a supreme effort to stop my distracted mind from whirling round

and round. I had been twelve months in prison; I had been for seventeen

months a prey to every conceivable emotion, and had gone through such

harrowing and nerve-racking experiences that every doctor who had seen

me failed to understand how it was that I had not lost my reason; and

now, after over five hundred days of continuous mental and physical

martyrdom, I had to fight the greatest battle of my existence.

M. de Valles kept his promise: he asked me at first a number of almost

indifferent questions about my childhood and my youth, and I had time to

collect myself to some extent.... But soon, very soon, the remarks I

heard were so revolting that I reeled under them. I had to deny, for

instance, that my father--whom, by now, the reader must have learned to

know and to love--was a drunkard, and to declare that my conduct was

irreproachable and could not have caused his death as was hinted....

Relentlessly, mercilessly, questions were asked me about my relations

with Lieut. Sheffer, at Beaucourt! I fought desperately, and then, worn

out by my own efforts, I almost collapsed, and could not help

sobbing....

An allusion was made to President Faure. I remembered my counsel's

entreaties, and when the Judge suggested that I should not conceal

anything, and that I should have no fear in mentioning names, however

exalted, I merely replied: "No, Monsieur le President, the man we are

thinking of is dead, and I will let the dead rest in peace."

M. de Valles spoke about my reticences, and my many contradictory

statements, and from a report of the trial I find that I replied: "For

hours at the time there were journalists near me, who declared that I

was lost unless I gave up 'my old system of defence' and 'made fresh

statements.' Everybody made different suggestions to me; I ceased to be

a woman and became almost a maniac. But would any woman in my

circumstances have done otherwise? I swear upon the head of my own

daughter, that my first statement about the three men in black gowns,

and the red-haired woman, is the truth."

"Come back to the point," said the judge. "You talk about too many

things at the same time. Be methodical in your replies."

"Methodical!... How can I speak as you would have me speak? At first I

thought I was accused of having lied, but for months I have known I was

accused of having murdered both my husband, whom I respected, and my

mother, whom I loved. And before such an accusation, you quietly ask me

to be methodical. I say things as they come to my mind. I speak with my

very heart, and there can be no question of my method!"...

Then I was interrogated about my "intrigues." The final questions of the

Judge at that first hearing referred to the last days of May 1908, and

it was clear that he wished to form his own opinion about the suggestion

that I had enticed my mother to stay at my house--in order to kill her

as well as my husband....

* * * * *

My examination by the Judge took up the first three days of my trial.

Each hearing started at about noon, and ended between 5.30 and 6 P.M. I

may here state the essential points of the French procedure in such

cases.

After the reading of the Indictment by the Clerk of the Court, the

President interrogates the prisoner. After that, he examines the various

witnesses, who are then cross-examined by the Advocate-General, or

Public Prosecutor, and by the Counsel for the Defence, both however,

being only allowed to ask questions of the witnesses through the

President. After the witnesses have been examined and cross-examined

(this cross-examination being, as a rule, very brief), the

Advocate-General makes his speech, in which he asks generally for the

maximum punishment. Then the Counsel for the Defence speaks, at length,

and afterwards the Judge asks the prisoner if he, or she, has any

statement to make. He then tells the jury the question to which they are

requested to reply, and without any summing up by the Judge (or

_résumé_, as it used to be called in France, when it was part of the

proceedings, until suppressed because it was found to be seldom

impartial!) the jury retire and deliberate. When the foreman returns,

followed by the eleven jurors, he stands up and renders the verdict

"before God and before men," and the Judge, after rapidly consulting

with his two colleagues, orders the prisoner to be brought in, and

pronounces sentence.

At the second hearing--on Thursday, November 4th, 1909--M. de Valles

dealt with the night of May 30th-31st, 1908. I repeated publicly the

statements I had made to M. Bouchotte, the Police-commissary, and to

Judge Leydet, a few hours after the crime; and to Judge André, eight

months later. M. de Valles, however, instead of raising objections,

instead of dismissing my "story" of the crime as a fable, and describing

the men in dark gowns as "black ghosts," was satisfied with questioning

me about certain reticences and contradictions of mine, and firmly, yet

fairly, endeavoured to throw as much light as possible on the baffling

mystery.

Still, the occasion was so intensely dramatic, there was such a terrible

keenness in the jurors' eyes, such bitter scorn on M. Trouard-Riolle's

lips, such strong emotions swayed the whole court, and such an ominous

hush fell over the vast hall where so many people had been tried for

their lives and sentenced to death, year after year, that cold

perspiration streamed from my forehead as I spoke, as I shouted the

truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, as I cried out that I

was innocent.... I lived through the fatal night once more, and all the

time I saw my darling Marthe before me, standing in the centre of the

well, waiting for me, confidently waiting to see her mother

rehabilitated, acquitted, free.... The effort was superhuman and

poignant... and when I had finished speaking, explaining, struggling, I

sank on to my bench, and the two guards at my side rose and whispered:

"The sitting is adjourned; come outside, and rest, Madame." I could

hardly tear my hands from the wooden partition of the dock on which they

were fiercely clutched....

Doctor Socquet came to my assistance in the guards' room, where I had

been taken, and half an hour later a bell rang. I returned to the Court,

and the duel began once more. It had lasted only a short while, when

suddenly a letter was brought in to my counsel, who, after perusing it,

handed it to the President.

M. de Valles read the letter aloud: "To Maître Aubin: As I can no longer

bear the weight of my crime, I have come to declare to you that I was an

accomplice in the murder of M. Steinheil. It was I who played the part

of the red-haired woman. I have the wig with me.--Jean Lefèvre."

A young man with long dark hair, and a sallow complexion, and wearing a

shabby grey suit, was brought in and guided to the witnesses' bar. In a

dazed, hesitating manner, he declared that his name was Lefèvre, that he

was twenty-one.... I eagerly looked at him, but he did not remind me of

any one I had seen on the night of the crime.

In answer to questions put to him by the President, he replied:

"I wrote that letter because I was an accomplice of the assassin. I was

dressed as a woman, and wore this red wig. We burnt the gowns in the

forest of Montmorency.... My friend is dead.... I dressed as a woman in

a dark street. My friend had a key.... I was like a madman, and followed

my friend, who said there was money.... We went upstairs with electric

pocket-lamps. I remained near the door of Mme. Steinheil's room. My

friend asked her where the money and the jewels were.... He disappeared

and came back.... Then we rushed down-stairs. Outside he told me that he

had found 8000 francs (£310). My friend went away without giving me

anything...."

It was clear that the young man was either a lunatic or a strange

impostor.

My examination was continued. There was a long argument about the

ink-stains found on the carpet and on my knee, and about the way in

which I was bound....

Tortured by the necessity of having to reply--satisfactorily--to

searching questions which to me, innocent as I was, seemed useless and

incomprehensible, rendered quite ill by the long and gruesome discussion

about the fatal night, I once more sank back, exhausted, on my bench,

and burst into a violent fit of weeping.... And that was only the end of

the second hearing of my trial which my counsel told me was to last at

least ten days!

Directly he had taken his seat the next day (Friday, November 5th), the

President turned to the jury, and said: "I owe you an explanation,

gentlemen, about the stupid incident which made us waste so much

valuable time yesterday. The young man whom you saw is not called

Lefèvre; his real name is René Collard. He made up his mind to see Mme.

Steinheil. I thought I had taken all possible precautions to guard the

doors, but I had forgotten this extraordinary means of invasion. It has

been found that Collard wrote to M. Hamard, to M. André.... This young

man longed to see Mme. Steinheil. The incident is now closed."

After this, my ordeal began again.

The President questioned me about the "grandfather"-clock, in the hall,

which stopped at 12.12 on the night of the crime. After mentioning that

I said I had heard my mother cry: "Meg, Meg..." just after the last

stroke of the hour, he expressed his surprise that the murderers could

have killed two persons, gagged and bound a third, and ransacked

drawers--in twelve minutes.

I could have replied that possibly my husband had been murdered before I

heard my mother cry, that the murderers, as they left the house, might

have put the clock back, that they acted, no doubt, as quickly as

possible, especially if, as I have always been convinced, they came to

steal, not to kill.... But I had only one thought: I, Marguerite

Steinheil-Japy, am accused of murder!

And I kept repeating: "It is horrible! I have killed neither my husband

nor my mother." The President grew impatient, and I remembered crying

out: "Ah! you don't want me to protest. You don't want me to shout my

innocence. But what would be _your_ attitude if _you_ were accused of

having murdered your wife and your father? I protest, not against you,

Monsieur de Valles, but against the Law."

I apologised the next day to the President for this outburst, and I may

here state that since I have read the full report of that terrible

trial, of which, alas, I was the heroine, I have been struck even more

than at the trial itself--when I was too ill and too distraught to see

things in quite their proper light--by the absolute impartiality of M.

de Valles. He paid a tribute to my disinterestedness, to my activity and

qualities as a housewife, and when, later on, Couillard gave evidence,

he declared that he would not ask my valet to give his opinion about me,

adding: "I do not see the necessity of repeating the mere gossip and

twaddle of the servants' hall."

Only once did M. de Valles really deviate from his usual fair and

irreproachable attitude: he was questioning me about placing the pearl

in Couillard's pocket-book, and finding my answers were not

satisfactory, finding that I hesitated and sobbed, he exclaimed: "I

thought so!" Then turning to the jury, he added: "Gentlemen, watch this

clever woman. She collapses whenever I ask a question that she cannot

answer--watch her faint! The fainting scene is coming!" As a matter of

fact, I faltered and sobbed many, many times, but not once did I faint.

There were many fierce encounters between the President and me during

that third hearing, especially about the famous pearl, and I can do no

better than quote from a report of the trial:

"MADAME S. I had my suspicions against Couillard. He had stolen a letter

which my daughter had sent to her fiancé, I was told dreadful things

about him. Also, I had almost lost my mind. I had no peace. I thought

Couillard knew something, and in order to make him speak, I placed the

pearl in his pocket-book."

"The Judge interrupts the prisoner, but she clamours entreatingly:

'Gentlemen of the jury, hear me, hear me!'

"She is sobbing as she speaks, and holds her head between her hands as

if she feared that it would bunt with the pain that she is enduring.

'If Couillard is not guilty and can say nothing, I thought, I will

confess to having placed the pearl in the pocket-book and he will be

released. Besides, when the letter was found on him, he exclaimed: "I am

caught. I shall not speak except before the judge." Was not this

suspicious, and was it not natural that in my anxiety to discover the

murderers, I should jump hastily to conclusions? I am speaking the

truth; I fear nothing.'

"THE PRESIDENT. 'You had no right to act as you did.'

"MADAME S. 'Does not the law use similar methods? I know something about

it.'

"THE PRESIDENT. 'I forbid you to insult the Law. You are here in

Court.'... (General uproar; M. Trouard-Riolle, M. de Valles and Maître

Aubin all speak at the same time.)

"MADAME S. 'I know, I tell you I know. Examining magistrates torture

their prisoners, whether there exist proofs of their guilt or not, and

are ready to do anything to tear a confession from their victims.'

"THE PRESIDENT. 'You are speaking foolishly, Madame. For the honour of

the Law, I protest.'

"MADAME S. 'I have spoken the truth. I ought to know something about

examining magistrates....'"

Then the Advocate-General attacked me, and said that I was lying. My

counsel jumped up and shouted excitedly: "Sir, I forbid you to insult my

client!" There was another uproar, and when it had subsided, I explained

at length why I had accused Couillard and Wolff....

A few moments afterwards, the hearing came to an end, and I found myself

in my little cell at the _Dépôt_, surrounded by the kind Sisters of

_Marie Joseph_ and their _cornettes_ and wimples, and their long

pale-blue veils.

M. Desmoulin came to see me, and also Pastor Arboux, who, alas! through

some inconceivable injustice, was not allowed to be present in Court!

One of the Sisters gave me a special potion to soothe my nerves and to

help me to sleep. But at about 2 A.M. batches of street women were

brought in, and their cries, their insults to the Sisters, awoke me as I

lay restless, sleepless, on my straw-bed, for the rest of the night,

thinking of Marthe and wondering when the end of this terrible nightmare

would come. I wrote to my counsel, giving him further explanations,

beseeching him to say this or that.... And then I went to the chapel of

the Sisters. Not far from this pretty little chapel were the cells in

which Bailly, Danton, Camille Desmoulins, Madame Roland, and other great

figures of the Revolution had awaited execution.

With the fifth hearing--on Saturday, November 7th--began the examination

of the various witnesses. The first on the list was Rémy Couillard, my

former valet. He walked quickly to the witness bar, a spare figure, with

slit-like eyes, a long nose, hollow cheeks, hair cut very short, large

awkward hands, and wearing the uniform of a dragoon--for he was serving

his term in the army now.

Couillard took the oath amid an impressive silence--for, as I had been

told, he was generally considered as the "pivot of the accusation." He

began to tell quickly, the story of how he heard me, on May 30th, 1908,

at 5.45 A.M., cry "Rémy, Rémy!" and how he found me bound on the bed in

my daughter's room. To every one's amazement, my former valet made

statements entirely different from those he made on the morning after

the night of the crime. He said, for instance, that he had first undone

the cords binding my feet to the bed-posts, and then those with which my

wrists were secured; that a blanket and a sheet covered me entirely;

that my hands were placed "over one another and resting on the stomach,"

and that there was no rope round my body....

Maître Aubin, of course, reminded Couillard that he had stated, on May

31st, 1908, that my clothes had slipped up round my neck, that my hands

were tied behind and above my head to the bed-posts, that a rope was

passed over my body and under the bed, and that after he had first of

all undone the cords fastening the wrists, he had with M. Lecoq's

assistance undone those round my feet.

Intense excitement prevailed in Court, as Couillard swore he had just

spoken the truth, and as my counsel read to him the document written on

the morning after the crime under Couillard's dictation, as it were, and

_signed_ by him.

These complete contradictions in my former valet's statements were

naturally most favourable to me.

Indeed, it is not the least strange fact about that extraordinary trial,

which was crowded with incidents, that the evidence given by most of the

"witnesses for the Prosecution" was so obviously malicious and partial

or clashed to such an extent with evidence previously given by these

witnesses that it greatly told in my favour and proved my innocence,

whilst, on the other hand, a number of so-called "witnesses for the

defence" in their anxiety to serve me, went too far, and by their

exaggerations, rather harmed than helped my cause!

As for Rémy Couillard, he had been five days in Prison because I had

accused him and had placed a pearl in his pocket-book. I owed him a

public apology, and I made it in all sincerity. "I know how I wronged

you. You hate me, but I have suffered terribly. I repeat I regret what I

did to you. Forgive me." My former valet turned to me and replied: "It's

all right, Madame, I have nothing against you."...

After the written evidence of M. Lecoq had been read--for this engineer

who had first heard Couillard's calls for help, was then travelling in

America--there walked to the witnesses' bar, M. Albert Bonnot, a painter

of nearly sixty, who in 1880 had married one of M. Steinheil's sisters.

His studio was only separated from our garden by a small wall.

M. Bonnot explained that at one time his wife and he had been on

affectionate terms with me, until some ten years before, when they

severed their relations, but he remained the friend and collaborator of

his brother-in-law. He then went on to state that "M. Steinheil, a few

months before the crime, was profoundly depressed," and added that "when

her husband was ill, Mme. Steinheil never looked after him but went

away, anywhere, for three or four months at a time."

This was more than I could stand and, jumping up, under the sting of

this false accusation obviously uttered to ruin me in the eyes of the

jury, I exclaimed vehemently: "When my husband was ill, _Monsieur_, I

nursed him with a devotion to which doctors and others will no doubt

pay a tribute in this court, when the time comes."

M. Bonnot continued: "I saw my poor brother-in-law kneeling and his head

hanging back. He was cold and stiff.... His clothes were neatly folded

on a chair. Everything was in perfect order. There was no blood and no

traces of steps.... I also saw the body of Mme. Japy. Then I left the

place."

THE PRESIDENT. "You saw those two corpses and left without going to Mme.

Steinheil?"

M. BONNOT. "I disliked her."

M. Bonnot forgot to say to the Judge that on that very day (May 31st,

1908), he had angrily exclaimed, in the veranda before a number of

witnesses--who all repeated it to me: "There's no mistake about it; that

wretched woman upstairs did the deed!" M. Buisson, M. Boeswilwald and

several other persons who heard this shameful remark were so disgusted,

that, losing their temper, they threatened to throw M. Bonnot bodily out

of the house.

The next witness was M. Adolphe Geoffroy, a sculptor, who had also

married a sister of M. Steinheil. He too made a bitter attack on me.

That painful hearing, during which I had been insulted by members of my

late husband's own family, ended with the depositions of M. Bertillon,

the world-famous anthropometrical expert, who declared that it had been

impossible to identify several of the finger-prints on the

brandy-bottle, and of Dr. Lefèvre who denied having ever said, "It is

all a sham," concerning the way in which I was bound, but that he

thought I had been securely bound.

After the hearing had been adjourned, barristers, doctors, officers, and

guards eagerly pressed around me and congratulated me. "It is going

splendidly; you'll win; there's nothing against you; the Prosecution

will never recover from the blows it has received."... They all seemed

to speak about some wrestling bout or boxing match.... I could not

understand. To me it seemed so obvious that the Prosecution could not

help realising the truth: my complete innocence.... And at the same

time I thought of M. André, who, months ago, had heard the same

evidence, and yet had not hesitated one second to conclude that I was

guilty of having murdered my husband and my mother! And the awful

thought entered my head that possibly the jury would share in his

blindness, and that, in spite of my evident innocence, I would be

condemned to death... or to lifelong imprisonment!...

I shuddered, hastily thanked all these unknown friends, all these

sympathisers around me, and hastened to my cell, where the Sister

Superior joined me and comforted me.

The Director of the _Dépôt_ also stayed a short time in my dreary cell

and spoke very kindly to me, and later I listened to the Sisters singing

in the chapel of the _Conciergerie_, just as I had listened for a whole

year, night after night, to the Sisters at Saint-Lazare.

The next morning, as every morning, came Pastor Arboux. Afterwards I saw

the Sister Superior, but most of that endless Sunday I was left alone

and walked about in one of the yards... in order to warm myself, the

cell being bitterly cold.

The next day, Monday, November 8th, after M. Arboux's visit, I went to

the chapel as usual, until I was told that "my" two guards were waiting

for me.

When the Judge and his colleagues entered after the usher had shouted

"_La Cour, Messieurs_" (The Court, Gentlemen!), everybody rose and then

sat down again, but I remained standing--and I did so all through the

trial--in order to hear M. de Valles tell me: "Sit down, _Madame_." That

one word "Madame," instead of the word "Accused," usual in such cases,

was a source of great joy to me. It almost reconciled me with the world

and with my terrible position.

"Madame," only a little word, but it seemed to show that in the eyes of

my Judge I was not yet found guilty, that the dreadful accusation had

not yet been proved, and that to him at least I was still a woman--and a

lady.... And day after day I waited for those welcome, refreshing words,

"_Asseyez vous, Madame_."

A number of witnesses came and gave evidence, including my doctor, M.

Acheray, who contradicted himself once or twice, and thus roused the

anger of the Advocate-General, who exclaimed: "You are constantly

contradicting yourself. It is really amazing, and (here, a wild

gesture)... you can go!"

A great uproar ensued; there were exclamations of protest, and M.

Trouard-Riolle, turning to the public, cried with a sneer: "I do as I

please, and laugh at your comments!" which remark only increased the

uproar....

I wondered how it would all end. What did it all mean? Everybody was

talking at the same time; I could hear and see men speak excitedly and

even laugh. Why those personal discussions between the prosecution and

witnesses?... And all the time I was enduring an unspeakable agony,

which increased with each hearing. Did everybody then, except myself,

forget that I was accused of a ghastly murder?...

I wept.... And then doctors and experts succeeded one another at the

witnesses' bar.... It was horrible to listen to those gruesome

details.... Dr. Courtois-Suffit declared that he believed my mother had

been killed before my husband, and that there was more than one

murderer. Dr. Augier stated that he utterly failed to find any trace of

poison or narcotic in the bodies of the victims, and Dr. Balthazard made

a lengthy lecture about the autopsy, the spots found on the carpet, the

cotton wool gags and what not.... It was all technical, so far-fetched,

so useless, that I tried not to listen, and for once my eyes wandered to

the left of the Court, where barristers, journalists and the public were

densely packed.

I saw M. Renouard, M. Scott, M. Sem and other artists making sketches,

and various photographers furtively taking snapshots. There was M.

Claretie, Director of the _Théâtre Français_; M. Bernstein, the

well-known playwright; M. Paul Adam, the gifted author.... I saw several

of the Inspectors who, for months, had followed clues and done their

best to assist me.... I saw the white-haired Rochefort, the famous

journalist whose inexhaustible fund of combativeness was allowed, decade

after decade, to attack anybody and everybody. In the days of Napoleon

III he was attacking M. de Morny and the Imperial Government in the

_Figaro_; later, he attacked the Republic. He had been a frenzied

Boulangist and a frenzied Anti-Dreyfusard; now he was a frenzied

Anti-Steinheilist, if I may invent this word. _Day after day, during my

trial_, he published an article against me. Later, I saw some of these

articles, and found they were written in the most abusive, rankling and

savage style. There was hardly an insult that was not hurled at me in

those exasperated--and exasperating--onslaughts, and the irrepressible

"Rochefort," the Marquis of Rochefort-Luçay, after exhausting his usual

vocabulary of scorn, defamation and scurrility, found a wonderful name

for me, an elegant, refined, picturesque name, which he repeated in all

his articles; he called me "the Black Panther"!...

After the hearing--and between the brief adjournments which the Judge

granted when I was too exhausted or too ill--batches of letters were

handed me.... Among them were love-letters, including daily messages

from an important personage in the Court, and an "ardent admirer."...

The bitter irony of it all!...

I was so excited and demoralised that the next day, finding that I was

being once more tortured with questions, to which I had already answered

again and again, I exclaimed: "Do not exasperate me any more.... So far,

I have shown complete discretion, but if I am driven to it, I shall

cease to be discrete!" My counsel jumped up from his bench in front of

me and beseeched me to be calm, I even think he threatened to leave the

court if I talked that way again.... Poor Maître Aubin! How glad he must

have been when the trial was over!...

At that sixth hearing, a number of minor witnesses were heard; M.

Souloy, the jeweller, from whose evidence the fact stood out that of the

twelve jewels belonging to me and the eleven belonging to my mother,

eighteen were never found; M. Boin who admitted that in some cases, at

least, I possessed double sets of identical jewels; M. and Mme.

Chabrier, and others.... But the chief depositions were those of M.

Hutin and M. de Labruyère of "Night of the Confession" fame!

M. de Labruyère spoke in a doleful way, but M. Hutin made an attempt at

cheap humour. He said, for instance: "Madame Steinheil was in a

terrible state of depression--so was I," and "One may be a journalist

and still be a man, especially in the presence of a woman."

After he had politely bowed in my direction, M. de Labruyère gave

evidence and made a narrative of the "Night of the Confession" which was

transferred, as it were, from M. Hutin's speech, and of course he denied

that he or his colleague had in the least bullied me.

I may state here that the whole "audience"--excepting, naturally, the

magistrates--gave vent to unmistakable expressions of indignation at the

conduct of certain "enterprising" journalists in my case.

The next day, my cook, Mariette Wolff, was called to the witnesses' bar.

It is said that one cannot easily describe the persons one knows best,

and I will therefore quote the word-sketch of Mariette made by a writer

present at the trial, and the résumé of her evidence.

"Mariette looks an old peasant woman from one of Balzac's novels. She is

small and round. Her few grey hairs are brushed back from her wrinkled

forehead. Her nose is strong, and her eyes are terrible--but when she

wants to, she can soften their expression. There is hardly any interval

between the nose and the stubborn little chin, which reminds one of a

dried-up crabapple. She gives one an extraordinary impression of

strength, shrewdness, and obstinacy. One can clearly see that she will

not say more than she wants, and that no power on earth can make her

speak against her will. She wears an old black dress, a piece of fur,

and a modest black bonnet. Quite firmly, she takes up her position at

the witnesses' bar, and raising her big yellow hands, she takes the oath

in a gruff voice, without a shade of hesitation or nervousness.

"Mme. Steinheil, on whose features the long hours of the trial are

telling, follows the movement of her former cook with great

intentness....

"In answer to the President's questions, Mariette declares that she was

born in 1854, and has been a widow for over fifteen years. She first

knew the Steinheils sixteen years ago.

"THE PRESIDENT. 'Was Mme. Steinheil on good terms with your children?'

"'Yes; she knew them all.'

"M. de Valles begins to ask Mariette a number of insidious questions,

but the old woman is wonderfully sharp. She has a knack of not

committing herself which causes amusement and admiration.

"It is quite obvious from the outset that she will do her utmost to

shield her former mistress.

"'Mme. Steinheil was a good housewife, wasn't she?' asks the President

gently.

"'Yes, M. le President.'

"'And she helped you with the work?'

"'She did.'

"'Even with the heavy work?'

"'Yes.'

"'And she was strong, wasn't she? She could raise pieces of furniture,

couldn't she?'

"But the old woman had seen the trap. She realises--as well as we all

do--in spite of her apparent simplicity, that the Judge, if she replies

to this question in the affirmative, will deduce that a person who can

displace heavy furniture would have strength enough to strangle some one

and drag a dead body about. Mariette quietly replied: 'My mistress did

what she could, like anybody else.'

"M. de Valles nibbles his paper-cutter, raises his eyebrows, and sighs.

"His interrogatory now deals with the _Vert-Logis_, the Steinheils'

villa at Bellevue, near Paris. 'Mme. Steinheil had many lovers,' he

says. Maître Aubin rectifies: 'Many visitors you mean.'

"THE PRESIDENT. 'Mme. Wolff, I want you to tell the jury whether you

remember having heard Mme. Steinheil exclaim shortly after the murder:

"At last, I am free!" You have admitted it during the inquiry.'

"'She was ill at the time and she certainly did not mean that she

rejoiced at being a widow. Women say a lot of things when they are ill.

She probably meant that she was glad her nurse had left the room, for

she cared little for her.'

"Mariette never commits herself. She reminds one forcibly of the Norman

peasant who being asked for his opinion on the apple crop replied: 'You

can't say there are apples, because there are no apples, but you can't

say there are no apples, because there are apples.'

"The President continues his interrogations: 'Did Mme. Steinheil love

her husband? You ought to know, for no one knows more about people than

their servants.'

"'Servants see everything but should say nothing.'

"'It has been established that Mme. Steinheil once sent her husband to

his studio....'

"'Well, what does that prove? Even the most devoted of wives lose their

temper at times....'

"'Did Mme. Steinheil love her mother?'

"'When Mme. Japy came, she was welcomed...."

"'Then how do you explain that Mme. Steinheil once said: "Mother

again"?'

"'Even the best of daughters can say a thing like that.'

"'Mme. Steinheil sent you some time after the crime to Vert-Logis to

fetch a little box which we believed contained her jewels. What was

there in that box?'

"'I don't know. Servants are not supposed to know what such parcels

contain.'

"'You are a model servant,' says the President ironically.

"'I am not a model, thank you.'

"'Did you take your mistress' dressing-gown to the dyers after the

crime?'

"'I don't remember. It is possible'....

"'Did you know anything about the tapestries which disappeared from the

studio on the night of the crime?'

"'I have never seen them.'

"'Then you are in contradiction with Mme. Steinheil?'

"'I have nothing to do with the studio; I very seldom venture in... I am

a cook and my place is in the kitchen.'

"The President then asks very quickly, in order to catch her, a number

of questions about the facts which immediately preceded and followed the

eventful night, but it is a case of amnesia... Mariette remembers

nothing. 'After all those horrors,' she says, 'our minds have become

blanks.'

"The President now deals with what happened on the other fatal night,

the 'Night of the Confession.'

"'What happened on November 25th, in the evening?'

"Three journalists who were continually pestering us, Messrs. de

Labruyère, Hutin and Barby, arrived at seven-thirty. Madame only came at

nine.'...

"'Did you listen at the door? Witnesses have asserted it.'

"'It is false. Let them come and say it to me.' Mariette is quite angry.

"'When your mistress went to bed, you had a long talk with her?'

"'Is not that natural? The poor woman, she looked like a corpse; she

asked me for strychnine. She wanted to die and I kept on repeating:

"It's all right... be calm." And then, when I saw M. Barby listening

behind, I told him: "You have no business here. Clear out."'

"Mariette uses the strongest expression in the French language to order

a rapid exit. She speaks so vehemently, and, it must be added,

convincingly, that every one in the Court is impressed. Once more there

is a general murmur of disapproval at the conduct of certain

journalists."

* * * * *

M. de Balincourt made a brief appearance. He stammered a few words, and

went away.

M. Bdl. was the next witness, and disclosed that he had never

entertained the idea of marrying. He concluded his evidence with the

words: "I am convinced of Mme. Steinheil's absolute innocence." He was

followed at the witnesses' bar by one of his friends, M. Martin, who,

after stating that there had never been any question of marriage between

M. Bdl. and me, turned towards me and said: "Madame, you have been

shockingly abandoned by all, but you have my full esteem."

_Thursday, November 11._ The trial enters upon its final stage. A few

witnesses come and give evidence, all of them favourable to me.... One

of them, Inspector Pouce, bravely exclaims: "If Mme. Steinheil had told

me she was guilty, I would not have believed her."...

Then there enters a man with military bearing, whom I can hardly

recognise, but whose voice, when he takes the oath, sends a thrill

through my broken frame. I recognise him now.... It is Sheffer, the

friend of my youth, my _fiancé_ for a few months, my first love... over

twenty years ago!... Tears come into my eyes, and I hide my head between

my hands....

Beaucourt!... My beloved father.... The avenue of chestnut trees... our

meetings... our charming, innocent idyll....

M. Sheffer, softly, sadly, tells the story of our beautiful, our sweet

romance.... I was eighteen then, and the happiest girl on earth, with a

devoted mother and the best of all fathers.... And the young lieutenant

loved me, and I loved him.... Life was beautiful, and the future smiled

on me....

And there stands my fiancé.... I have not seen him for over twenty

years. He stands there at the bar. I can feel his eyes resting on me in

a kindly way, from time to time, as he recalls the past.... "She was a

charming young girl, refined, modest, artistically inclined.... She

worshipped her father and her mother.... Marguerite is incapable of

having committed the monstrous crime imputed to her...." My God! My God!

And I am that Marguerite Japy, and I sit in a prisoner's dock, and I am

being tried for murder.... Is there no justice in this world! How much

longer shall I be wrongly accused? How much longer am I to suffer? Has

my martyrdom not lasted enough, then....

M. Sheffer ceases speaking.... I hear him turn round to leave the Court.

I raise my head, and our eyes meet.... There is tender pity in his eyes;

there are tears in mine.... Oh! when will it all end?

The worst is coming. The Advocate-General rises, and throws back his red

sleeves. The most tragic hour has come.... What horrible accusations

will he make? What punishment will he ask for the crime I have never

committed!...

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