XXIV

Sunday was a day of cheerful indolence, devoted to attending

the services in the Chapel, which was filled with the scent of

incense all day long. At Vespers, while the clear, boyish voices

intoned the long-drawn canticles, Jean would be gazing at some

woman's face half seen in the dusk of the galleries where the

pupils' mothers and sisters knelt during the office, their haughty

air contradicting the humble attitude. At the sound of the _Ave

maris stella_, the lowly bookbinder's son would lift his eyes

to these ladies of high degree, the plainest of whom feels herself

a jewel of price and cherishes a natural and unaffected pride of

birth. The chants and incense, the flowers and sacred images,

whatever troubles the imagination and stimulates to prayer, all

these things united to enervate his spirit and deliver him a

trembling victim to the glamour of these patrician dames.

But it was Gabrielle he worshipped in them, Gabrielle to whom

he offered up his prayers, his supplications. All that element

in religion which gives to love the fascination of forbidden

fruit appealed powerfully to his imagination. Unbeliever though

he was, he loved the Magdalen's God and savoured the creed that

has bestowed on lovers one amorous bliss the more--the bliss

of losing their immortal souls.

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