XXI

It was nearly the end of the long evening preparation and absolute

quiet reigned in the schoolroom. The broad lamp-shades concentrated

the light on the tangled heads of the boys, who were working at

their lessons or sitting in a brown study with their noses on

the desks. The only sounds were the crackling of paper, the lads'

breathing and the scratch, scratch of steel pens. The youngest

there, his cheeks still browned by the sea-breezes, was dreaming

over his half-finished exercise of a beach on the Normandy coast

and the sand-castles he and his friends used to build, to see

them swept away presently by the waves of the rising tide.

At the top of the great room, at the high desk where the

Superintendent of Studies had solemnly installed him underneath

the great ebony crucifix, Jean Servien, his head between his

two hands, was reading a Latin poet.

He felt utterly sad and lonely; but he had not realized yet that

his new life was an actual fact, and from moment to moment he

expected the schoolroom would suddenly vanish and the desks with

their litter of dictionaries and grammars and the young heads

gilded by the lamp-light melt into thin air.

Suddenly a paper pellet, shot from the far end of the hall, struck

him on the cheek. He turned pale and cried in a voice shaking

with anger:

"Monsieur de Grizolles, leave the room!"

There was some whispering and stifled laughter, then peace was

restored. The scratching of pens began again, and exercises were

passed surreptitiously from hand to hand for cribbing purposes.

He was an usher.

His father had come to this decision by the advice of Monsieur

Marguerite, the _vicaire_ of his parish and a friend of the Abbé

Bordier. The bookbinder, having a high respect for knowledge,

entertained a correspondingly high idea of the status of all its

ministers. Assistant master struck him as an imposing title, and

he was delighted to have his son connected with an aristocratic

and religious foundation.

"Your son," the Abbé Marguerite told him, "will read for his

Master's degree in the intervals of his duties, and the title

of Licencié-ès-Lettres will open the door to the higher walks

of teaching. We have known assistants rise to high positions

in the University and even occupy Monsieur de Fontanes' chair."

These considerations had clenched the bookbinder's resolution,

and this was now the third day of Jean's ushership.

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