Seville

"There is a multitude around,

Responsive to my prayer;

I hear the voice of my desire

Resounding everywhere."--A. L. Waring

Don Carlos felt surprised, on returning to Seville, to find the circle

in which he had been wont to move exactly as he left it. His absence

appeared to him a great deal longer than it really was. Moreover, there

lurked in his mind an undefined idea that a period so fraught with

momentous change to him could not have passed without change over the

heads of others. But the worldly only seemed more worldly, the

frivolous more frivolous, the vain more vain than ever.

Around the presence of Dona Beatriz there still hung a sweet dangerous

fascination, against which he struggled, and, in the strength of his new

and mighty principle of action, struggled successfully. Still, for the

sake of his own peace, he longed to find some fair pretext for making

his home elsewhere than beneath his uncle's roof.

One great pleasure awaited his return--a letter from Juan. It was the

second he had received; the first having merely told of his brother's

safe arrival at the headquarters of the royal army at Cambray. Don Juan

had obtained his commission just in time for active service in the brief

war between France and Spain that immediately followed the accession of

Philip II. And now, though he said not much of his own exploits, it was

evident that he had already begun to distinguish himself by the prompt

and energetic courage which was a part of his character. Moreover, a

signal piece of good fortune had fallen to his lot. The Spaniards were

then engaged in the siege of St. Quentin. Before the works were quite

completed, the French General--the celebrated Admiral Coligny--managed

to throw himself into the town by a brilliant and desperate

_coup-de-main_. Many of his heroic band were killed or taken prisoners,

however; and amongst the latter was a gentleman of rank and fortune, a

member of the admiral's suite, who surrendered his sword into the hands

of young Don Juan Alvarez.

Juan was delighted with his prize, as he well might be. Not only was

the distinction an honourable one for so young a soldier; but the ransom

he might hope to receive would serve very materially to smooth his

pathway to the attainment of his dearest wishes.

Carlos was now able to share his brother's joy with unselfish sympathy.

With a peculiar kind of pleasure, not quite unmixed with superstition,

he recalled Juan's boyish words, more than once repeated, "When I go to

the wars, I shall make some great prince or duke my prisoner." They had

found a fair, if not exactly literal, fulfilment, and that so early in

his career. And a belief that had grown up with him from childhood was

strengthened thereby. Juan would surely accomplish everything upon

which his heart was set. Certainly he would find his father--if that

father should prove to be after all in the land of the living.

Carlos was warmly welcomed back by his relatives--at least by all of

them save one. To a mild temper and amiable disposition he united the

great advantage of rivalling no man, and interfering with no man's

career. At the same time, he had a well-defined and honourable career

of his own, in which he bid fair to be successful; so that he was not

despised, but regarded as a credit to the family. The solitary

exception to the favourable sentiments he inspired was found in the

bitter disdain which Gonsalvo, with scarcely any attempt at disguise,

exhibited towards him.

This was painful to him, both because he was sensitively alive to the

opinions of others; and also because he actually preferred Gonsalvo,

notwithstanding his great and glaring faults, to his more calculating

and worldly-minded brothers. Force of any kind possesses a real

fascination for an intellectual and sympathetic, but rather weak

character; and this fascination grows in intensity when the weaker has a

reason to pity and a desire to help the stronger.

It was not altogether grace, therefore, which checked the proud words

that often rose to the lips of Carlos in answer to his cousin's sneers

or sarcasms. He was not ignorant of the cause of Gonsalvo's contempt

for him. It was Gonsalvo's creed that a man who deserved the name

always got what he wanted, or died in the attempt; unless, of course,

absolutely insuperable physical obstacles interfered, as they did in his

own case. As he knew well enough what Carlos wanted before his

departure from Seville, the fact of his quietly resigning the prize,

without even an effort to secure it, was final with him.

One day, when Carlos had returned a forbearing answer to some taunt,

Dona Inez, who was present, took occasion to apologize for her brother,

as soon as he had quitted the room. Carlos liked Dona Inez much better

than her still unmarried sister, because she was more generous and

considerate to Beatriz. "You are very good, amigo mio," she said, "to

show so great forbearance to my poor brother. And I cannot think

wherefore he should treat you so uncourteously. But he is often rude to

his brothers, sometimes even to his father."

"I fear it is because he suffers. Though rather less helpless than he

was six months ago, he seems really more frail and sickly."

"Ay de mi, that is too true. And have you heard his last whim? He

tells us he has given up physicians for ever. He has almost as ill an

opinion of them as--forgive me, cousin--of priests."

"Could you not persuade him to consult your friend, Doctor Cristobal?"

"I have tried, but in vain. To speak the truth, cousin," she added,

drawing nearer to Carlos, and lowering her voice, "there is another

cause that has helped to make him what he is. No one knows or even

guesses aught of it but myself; I was ever his favourite sister. If I

tell you, will you promise the strictest secrecy?"

Carlos did so; wondering a little what his cousin would think could she

surmise the weightier secrets which were burdening his own heart.

"You have heard of the marriage of Dona Juana de Xeres y Bohorques with

Don Francisco de Vargas?"

"Yes; and I account Don Francisco a very fortunate man."

"Are you acquainted with the young lady's sister Dona Maria de

Bohorques?"

"I have met her. A fair, pale, queenly girl. She is not fond of

gaiety, but very learned and very pious, as I have been told."

"You will scarce believe me, Don Carlos, when I tell you that pale,

quiet girl is Gonsalvo's choice, his dream, his idol. How she contrived

to gain that fierce, eager young heart, I know not--but hers it is, and

hers alone. Of course, he had passing fancies before; but she was his

first serious passion, and she will be his last."

Carlos smiled. "Red fire and white marble," he said. "But, after all,

the fiercest fire could not feed on marble. It must die out, in time."

"From the first, Gonsalvo had not the shadow of a chance," Dona Inez

replied, with an expressive flutter of her fan. "I have not the least

idea whether the young lady even knows he loves her. But it matters

not. We are Alvarez de Menaya; still we could not expect a grandee of

the first order to give his daughter to a younger son of our house.

Even before that unlucky bull-feast. Now, of course, he himself would

be the first to say, 'Pine-apple kernels are not for monkeys,' nor fair

ladies for crippled caballeros. And yet--you understand?"

"I do," said Carlos; and in truth he _did_ understand, far better than

Dona Inez imagined.

She turned to leave the room, but turned back again to say kindly, "I

trust, my cousin, your own health has not suffered from your residence

among those bleak inhospitable mountains? Don Garcia tells me he has

seen you twice, since your return, coming forth late in the evening from

the dwelling of our good Senor Doctor."

There was a sufficient reason for these visits. Before they parted, De

Seso had asked Carlos if he would like an introduction to a person in

Seville who could give him further instruction upon the subjects they

had discussed together. The offer having been thankfully accepted, he

was furnished with a note addressed, much to his surprise, to the

physician Losada; and the connection thus begun was already proving a

priceless boon to Carlos.

But nature had not designed him for a keeper of secrets. The colour

mounted rapidly to his cheek, as he answered,--

"I am flattered by my lady cousin's solicitude for me. But, I thank

God, my health is as good as ever. In truth, Doctor Cristobal is a man

of learning and a pleasant companion, and I enjoy an hour's conversation

with him. Moreover, he has some rare and valuable books, which he is

kind enough to lend me."

"He is certainly very well-bred, for a man of his station," said Dona

Inez, condescendingly.

Carlos did not resume his attendance upon the lectures of Fray

Constantino at the College of Doctrine; but when the voice of the

eloquent preacher was heard in the cathedral, he was never absent. He

had no difficulty now in recognizing the truths that he loved so well,

covered with a thin veil of conventional phraseology. All mention, not

absolutely necessary, of dogmas peculiarly Romish was avoided, unless

when the congregation were warned earnestly, though in terms

well-studied and jealously guarded, against "risking their salvation"

upon indulgences or ecclesiastical pardons. The vanity of trusting to

their own works was shown also; and in every sermon Christ was

faithfully held up before the sinner as the one all-sufficient Saviour.

Carlos listened always with rapt attention, usually with keen delight.

Often would he look around him upon the sea of earnest upturned faces,

saying within himself, "Many of these my brethren and sisters have found

Christ--many more are seeking him;" and at the thought his heart would

thrill with thankfulness. But even at that moment some word from the

preacher's lips might change his joy into a chill of apprehension. It

frequently happened that Fray Constantino, borne onward by the torrent

of his own eloquence, was betrayed into uttering some sentiment so very

nearly heretical as to make his hearer tingle with the peculiar sense of

pain that is caused by seeing one rush heedlessly to the verge of a

precipice.

"I often thank God for the stupidity of evil men and the simplicity of

good ones," Carlos said to his new friend Losada, after one of these

dangerous discourses.

For by this time, what De Seso had first led him to suspect, had become

a certainty with him. He knew himself _a heretic_--a terrible

consciousness to sink into the heart of any man in those days,

especially in Catholic Spain. Fortunately the revelation had come to

him gradually; and still more gradually came the knowledge of all that

it involved. Yet those were sorrowful hours in which he first felt

himself cut off from every hallowed association of his childhood and

youth; from the long chain of revered tradition, which was all he knew

of the past; from the vast brotherhood of the Church visible--that

mighty organization, pervading all society, leavening all thought,

controlling all custom, ruling everything in this world, even if not in

the next. His own past life was shattered: the ambitions he had

cherished were gone--the studies he had excelled and delighted in were

proved for the most part worse than vain. It is true that he believed,

even still, that he might accept priestly ordination from the hands of

Rome (for the idolatry of the mass was amongst the things not yet

revealed to him); but he could no longer hope for honour or preferment,

or what men call a career, in the Church. Joy enough would it be if he

were permitted, in some obscure corner of the land, to tell his

countrymen of a Saviour's love; and perpetual watchfulness, extreme

caution, and the most judicious management would be necessary to

preserve him--as hitherto they had preserved Fray Constantino--from the

grasp of the Holy Inquisition.

To us, who read that word in the lurid light that martyr fires kindled

after this period have flung upon it, it may seem strange that Carlos

was not more a prey to fear of the perils entailed by his heresy. But

so slowly did he pass out of the stage in which he believed himself

still a sincere Catholic into that in which he shudderingly acknowledged

that he was in very truth a Lutheran, that the shock of the discovery

was wonderfully broken to him. Nor did he think the danger that menaced

him either near or pressing, so long as he conducted himself with

reserve and prudence.

It is true that this reserve involved a degree of secrecy, if not of

dissimulation, that was fast becoming very irksome. Formerly the kind of

fencing, feinting, and doubling into which he was often forced, would

rather have pleased him, as affording for the exercise of ingenuity.

But his moral nature was growing so much more sensitive, that he began

to recoil from slight departures from truth, in which heretofore he

would only have seen a proper exercise of the advantage which a keen and

quick intellect possesses over dull ones. Moreover, he longed to be

able to speak freely to others of the things which he himself found so

precious.

Though quite sufficiently afraid of pain and danger, the thought of

disgrace was still more intolerable to him. Keener than any suffering

he had yet known--except the pang of renouncing Beatrix--was the

consciousness that all those amongst whom he lived, and who now

respected and loved him, would, if they guessed the truth, turn away

from him with unutterable scorn and loathing.

One day, when walking in the city with his aunt and Dona Sancha, they

turned down a side-street to avoid meeting the death procession of a

murderer on his way to the scaffold. The crime for which he suffered

had been notorious; and with the voluble exclamations of horror and

congratulations at getting safely out of the way to which the ladies

gave expression, were mingled prayers for the soul of the miserable man.

"If they knew all," thought Carlos, as the slight, closely-veiled forms

clung trustingly to him for protection, "they would think _me_ worse,

more degraded, than yon wretched being. They pity _him_, they pray for

_him_; _me_ they would only loathe and execrate. And Juan, my beloved,

my honoured brother--what will he think?" This last thought was the one

that haunted him most frequently and troubled him most deeply.

But had he nothing to counterbalance these pangs of fear and shame,

these manifold dark misgivings? He had much. First and best, he had the

peace that passeth all understanding shed abroad in his heart. Its

light did not grow pale and faint with time; on the other hand, it

increased in brightness and steadiness, as new truths arose like stars

upon his soul, every new truth being in itself "a new joy" to him.

Moreover, he found keen enjoyment in the communion of saints. Great was

his surprise when, after sufficiently instructing him in private, and

satisfactorily testing his sincerity, Losada cautiously revealed to him

the existence of a regularly-organized Lutheran Church in Seville, of

which he himself was actually the pastor. He invited Carlos to attend

its meetings, which were held, with due precaution, and usually after

nightfall, in the house of a lady of rank--Dona Isabella de Baena.

Carlos readily accepted the perilous invitation, and with deep emotion

took his place amongst the band of "called, chosen, and faithful" men

and women, every one of whom, as he believed, shared the same joys and

hopes that he did. They were not at all such a "little band" as he

expected to find them. Nor were they, with very few exceptions, of the

poor of this world. If that bright southern land, so rich in all that

kindles the imagination, eventually to her own ruin rejected the truth

of God, at least she offered upon his altar some of her choicest and

fairest flowers. Many of those who met in Dona Isabella's upper room

were "chief men" and "devout and honourable women." Talent, learning,

excellence of every kind was largely represented there; so also was the

_sangre azul_, the boast of the proud Spanish grandees. One of the

first faces that Carlos recognized was the sweet, thoughtful one of the

young Dona Maria de Bohorques, whose precocious learning and

accomplishments had often been praised in his hearing, and in whom he

had now a new and peculiar interest.

There were two noblemen of the first order--Don Domingo de Guzman, son

of the Duke of Medina Sidonia, and Don Juan Ponce de Leon, son of the

Count of Baylen. Carlos had often heard of the munificent charities of

the latter, who had actually embarrassed his estates by his unbounded

liberality to the poor. But while Ponce de Leon was thus labouring to

relieve the sorrows of others, a deep sadness brooded over his own

spirit. He was wont to go forth by night, and pace up and down the

great stone platform in the Prado San Sebastian, that bore the ghastly

name of the Quemadero, or _Burning-place_, while in his heart the shadow

of death--the darkest shadow of the dreadest death--was struggling with

the light of immortality.

Did the rest of that devoted band share the agony of apprehension that

filled those lonely midnight hours with passionate prayer? Some amongst

them did, no doubt. But with most, the circumstances and occupations of

daily life wove, with their multitudinous slender threads, a veil dense

enough to hide, or at least to soften, the perils of their situation.

The Protestants of Seville contrived to pass their lives and to do their

work side by side with other men; they moved amongst their

fellow-citizens and were not recognized; they even married and were

given in marriage; though all the time there fell upon their daily paths

the shadow of the grim old fortress where the Holy Inquisition held its

awful secret court.

But then, at this period the Holy Inquisition was by no means exhibiting

its usual terrible activity. The Inquisitor-General, Fernando de

Valdez, Archbishop of Seville, was an old man of seventy-four,

relentless when roused, but not particularly enterprising. Moreover, he

was chiefly occupied in amassing enormous wealth from his rich and

numerous Church preferments. Hitherto, the fires of St. Dominic had

been kindled for Jews and Moors; only one Protestant had suffered death

in Spain, and Valladolid, not Seville, had been the scene of his

martyrdom. Seville, indeed, had witnessed two notable prosecutions for

Lutheranism--that of Rodrigo de Valer and that of Juan Gil, commonly

called Dr. Egidius. But Valer had been only sent to a monastery to die,

while, by a disgraceful artifice, retractation had been obtained from

Egidius.

During the years that had passed since then, the Holy Office had

appeared to slumber. Victims who refused to eat pork, or kept Sabbath

on Saturday, were growing scarce for obvious reasons. And not yet had

the wild beast "exceeding dreadful, whose teeth were of iron and his

nails of brass," begun to devour a nobler prey. Did the monster, gorged

with human blood, really slumber in his den; or did he only assume the

attitude and appearance of slumber, as some wild beasts are said to do,

to lure his unwary victims within the reach of his terrible crouch and

spring?

No one can certainly tell; but however it may have been, we doubt not

the Master used the breathing-time thus afforded his Church to prepare

and polish many a precious gem, destined to shine through all ages in

his crown of glory.