THIRST
The stars grow dim and a streak of color paints the eastern sky,
sweeping through the upper reaches of the darkness and tingeing the
earth's curtain until the dim gray light outlines spectral yuccas and
twisted, grotesque cacti leaning in the hushed air like drunken
sentries of some monstrous army. The dark carpet which stretched away
on all sides begins to show its characteristics and soon develops into
greasewood brush. As if curtains were drawn aside objects which a
moment before were lost to sight in the darkness emerge out of the
light like ghosts, bulky, indistinct, grotesque, and array themselves
to complete the scene.
The silence seems to deepen and become strained, as if in fear of what
is to come; the dark ground is now gray and tawny in places and the
vegetation is plain to the eye. Then out of the east comes a flash and
a red, coppery sun flares above the horizon, molten, quivering,
blinding; the cool of the night swiftly departs and a caldron-like
heat bursts upon the plain. The silence seems almost to shrink and
become portentous with evil, the air is hushed, the plants stand
without the movement of a leaf, and nowhere is seen any living
creature. The whole is unreal, a panorama, with vegetation of wax and
a painted, faded blue sky, the only movement being the shortening
shadows and the rising sun.
Across the sand is an erratic trail of shoe prints, coming from the
east. For a dozen yards it runs evenly and straight, then a few close
prints straggle to and fro, zig-zagging hither and yon for a distance,
finally going on straight again. But the erratic prints grow more
frequent and become more pronounced as they go on, circling and
weaving, crossing, re-crossing and doubling back as their maker
staggered hopelessly on his way, urged only by the instinct of thirst,
to find water, if it were only a mouthful. The trail is here blurred,
for he fell, and the prints of his hands and knees and shoe-tips tell
how he went on for some distance. He gained his feet here and threw
away his Colt, and later his holster and belt.
The sun is overhead now and the sand shimmers, the heated air
quivering and glistening, and the desolate void takes on an air of
mystery and fear, and death. No living thing moves across the
heat-cursed sand, but here is a tangled mass of sand and clay and
greasewood twigs, in the heart of which mice sleep and wait for night,
and over there is a hillock sheltering lizards. Stay! Under that
greasewood bush a foolish gray wolf is waiting for night--but he has
little to fear, for he can cover forty miles between dark and dawn,
and his instinct is infallible; no wandering trail will mark his
passing, but one as straight as the flight of a bullet. The shadows
shrink close to the stems of the plants and the thin air dances with
heat.
Behind that clump of greasewood, back beyond those crippled cacti, a
man staggers on and on. His hair is matted, his fingers bleeding from
digging frantically in the sand for water; his lips, cracked and
bleeding and swollen, hide the shrivelled, stiff tongue which clicks
against his teeth at every painful step. His eyelids are stiff and the
staring, unblinking eyes are set and swollen. He clutches at his
throat time and time again,--a drowning sensation is there. Ha! He
drops to his knees and digs frantically again, for the sand is moist!
A few days ago a water hole lay there. He throws off his shirt and
finally staggers on again.
His tongue begins to swell and forces itself beyond the swollen,
festering lips; the eyelids split and the protruding eyeballs weep
tears of blood. His skin cracks and curls up, the clefts going
constantly deeper into the flesh, and the exuding blood quickly dries
and leaves a tough coating over the wounds. Wherever the exudation
touches it stings and burns, and the cracks and clefts, irritated more
and more each minute, deepen and widen and lengthen, smarting and
nerve-racking with their pain.
There! A grove of beautiful green trees is before him, and in it a
fountain splashes with musical babbling. He yells and dances and then,
casting aside the rest of his clothes, staggers towards it. Water,
water, at last! Water and shade! It grows indistinct, wavers--and is
gone! But it must be there. It was there only a moment ago--and on and
on he runs, hands tearing at his choking, drowning throat. Here is
water--close at hand--a purling, cold brook, whispering and tinkling
over its rocky bed--he jumps into it--it moved! It's over there, ten
paces to his right. On and on he staggers, the stream just ahead. He
falls more frequently and wavers now. Oh, for just a canteen of water,
just a swallow, just a drop! The gold of the world would not buy it
from him--just a drop of water!
He is dying from within, from the inside out. The liquids of his body
exude through the clefts and evaporate. His brain burns and bands of
white-hot steel crush his throbbing head and his burning lungs. No
amount of water will save him now--only death, merciful death can end
his sufferings.
Water at last! Real water, a noisome pool of stagnant liquid lies at
the bottom of a slight depression, the dregs of a larger pool
concentrated by evaporation. Around it are the prints of many kinds of
feet. It is water, water!--he plunges forward into it and lies
motionless, half submerged. A grayback lizard darts out of the
greasewood near at hand, blinks rapidly and darts back again, glad to
escape the intolerable heat.
Cavalry had escaped.