No--damn it all--there were limits----

‘Better shut up now, eh?’ said Mr. Thorpe firmly to the demented young

man. ‘Said all there’s to say long ago, I bet. Won’t help, you

know--this sort of thing.’

‘I’m telling my mother--I’m making it clear to her once and for all,’

raved Jocelyn, who indeed no longer had the least control of himself,

‘that if I ever find Sally never again as long as I _live_ shall she

come between us, never shall she set _foot_----’

‘Oh, shut up. We know all that, don’t we, Margery. Who’s going to come

between you, you silly young ass? Look here--no good crying, you know,’

said Mr. Thorpe, going to Mrs. Luke and putting his arm round her. It

seemed natural. For two pins he would have kissed her. Habit. Can’t get

away from habits.

But Mrs. Luke didn’t appear to know he was there. Her eyes, from which

the tears dropped slowly and unnoticed, were fixed only on Jocelyn.

‘He’s so tired--so tired,’ she kept on whispering to herself. ‘Oh, my

darling--you’re so _tired_.’

§

It was Mr. Pinner’s turn next day to have a bad time, and he had it. He

had a most miserable day, from noon on, when the same car that had

brought Sally drew up in front of his shop, and a stout elderly

gentleman with a red face and a bristly moustache got out, and came and

spent half an hour with him.

What a half hour that was; but all of a piece with the life he seemed

now to be living. The day before there had been first Sally, and then

Mr. Luke, and now there was this gentleman. Mr. Luke had soon been

pacified, and only wanted to be getting home again, but the stout

gentleman came in and sat down square to it, and at the end of half an

hour Mr. Pinner felt as if he had been turned inside out, and wouldn’t

ever be able to look himself in the face again.

For Sally hadn’t gone home, and it was his fault that she hadn’t. These

were the facts; the gentleman said so. Terrible, terrible, thought Mr.

Pinner, shrinking further than ever into his trousers. The first fact

was terrible enough, but the second seemed even worse to Mr. Pinner.

Responsibility, again--and he who had supposed when he got Sally safely

married that he had done with it for good and all!

At first he had tried to make a stand and hold up his head, and had said

politely--nothing lost by manners,--‘Excuse me, sir, but are you by any

chance the gentleman my daughter mentioned to me as ’er father-in-law?’

And when the gentleman, after a minute, said he was, Mr. Pinner told him

that in that case it was he who was responsible for her loss, for it was

he who had lent her the car in which she had left her husband.

Wasn’t this true? Anybody would have thought so; but before Mr. Pinner

could say knife the boot had been put on the other leg, and he found

that it was his fault and his only that she was lost, because he hadn’t,

as the gentleman said was his plain duty, taken her back himself to the

very door.

Mr. Pinner, constitutionally unable not to feel guilty if anybody told

him loud enough that he was, at once saw the truth of this. Terrible.

Awful. Fancy. Yes, indeed--a daughter like that. Yes, indeed--_any_

daughter, but a daughter like that, a daughter in a million. No,

indeed--he didn’t know how he came not to do such a thing----

And the more Mr. Thorpe cross-examined him about the details of that

seeing-off at the station, the more did Mr. Pinner’s conduct appear

criminal; for, under Mr. Thorpe’s searching questions, Mr. Pinner

somehow began to be sure the lady in the carriage hadn’t been a lady at

all, but something quite different, something terrible and wicked, who

had carried Sally off into the sort of place one doesn’t mention. He

remembered her black eyes, and how they rolled----

‘Rolled, eh?’ said Mr. Thorpe, who was snatching at Mr. Pinner’s words

almost before they appeared, trembling, on the edge of his mouth.

Yes--rolled. And bold-looking, she was too,--bold-looking, and pat as

you please at answering. Not Mr. Pinner’s idea at all of a modest woman.

Yes, and the compartment smelt of scent, now he came to think of

it--yes, he dared say it was cheap scent. And powdered, her face

was--he had remarked on it to himself, after the train had gone.

Thus did Mr. Thorpe’s own fears get by cross-examination into Mr.

Pinner’s mind, and by the end of the half hour Mr. Pinner was as much

convinced as Mr. Thorpe that Sally had fallen into the hands of somebody

of whom Mr. Thorpe used an expression that Mr. Pinner wouldn’t have

soiled his lips with for any sum one cared to mention. And then, after

swearing at him, and asking him what sort of a father he thought he was,

and Mr. Pinner, who by this time was wishing with all his heart that he

wasn’t a father at all, tremblingly begging him not to blaspheme, Mr.

Thorpe went away.

‘What ’ad I better do now, sir?’ Mr. Pinner asked, following him out on

to the steps in much distress, clinging to him in spite of his

horrifying language.

‘You? What can _you_ do? You’ve done your damnedest----’

‘Sir, sir----’

And he got into his car, and Mr. Pinner heard him tell the chauffeur to

drive like the devil to London and go to Liverpool Street Station; and

it seemed as if in a flash the street were empty, and he alone.

§

That afternoon Mr. Pinner himself arrived at Liverpool Street

Station--an anxious little man in his Sunday clothes, his blue eyes

staring with anxiety. He couldn’t just stay in his shop, and as likely

as not never hear anything more, either one way or the other. He must do

something. He must ask questions. Nobody would tell him if Sally were

found or not, if he didn’t. She herself might some day perhaps drop him

a line, but she wasn’t much of a one for writing, and besides he had

been harsh to her. ‘Don’t believe you loves me,’ she had said, crying

bitterly when he scolded her so and wouldn’t let her stay with him. Love

her? He loved her dearly. She was all he had in the world. If anything

had happened to that girl----

He timidly stopped a porter, and began to inquire. The porter, who was

busy, stared at him and hurried on. He then tried a guard, who said,

‘Eh?’ very loud, looked past him along the platform, waved a green flag,

jumped on to a train, and departed.

He then tried another porter; several porters; and at last, more timid

than ever by this time, approached a ticket-collector.

Nobody seemed to have time for Mr. Pinner. His trousers were against

him. So was his hat; so was everything he said and did. The

ticket-collector, who didn’t like shabbiness and meekness, ignored him.

He knew perfectly well who Mr. Pinner was talking about, for the whole

station was invariably aware of any of the Duke’s family passing through

it, and everybody the day before had seen Lady Laura and the young lady.

Mr. Pinner hadn’t got beyond his first words of description before the

ticket-collector knew what he was driving at, but he only looked down

his long nose at the flushed little man in the corkscrew trousers, and

said nothing. Give a thing like that information about her ladyship’s

movements? Not much.

Yet this same ticket-collector, only an hour or two before, had been wax

in the gloved hands of Mr. Thorpe, and with these words had parted from

him:

‘Thank you, sir. Don’t mention it, sir. No trouble at all. Yes--a very

striking young lady indeed, sir. Her ladyship was going to Goring House

for a couple of days, so the chauffeur told me. Much obliged, sir. Yes,

sir--Lady Laura Moulsford. That’s right, sir--the Duke of Goring’s

daughter.’

This same ticket-collector had said all that; and to Mr. Pinner he said

not a word. He merely down his long nose looked at him, and when the

little man explained that he was the fair young lady’s father he looked

at him more glassily than ever. So that presently for very shame

Mr. Pinner couldn’t go on standing there asking questions that

got no answers, and after lingering awhile uncertainly in the

ticket-collector’s neighbourhood, for something told him that this man

could throw light on Sally’s disappearance if he would, he went

sorrowfully, but unresentfully, away.

Presently he found himself in South Winch. He seemed to have drifted

there, not knowing what to do or where to go next, and unable to bear

the thought of his lonely shop and of nobody’s letting him know about

anything. He had thought it fine and peaceful at first to be independent

and at last alone, but it didn’t seem so now. He missed his wife. Nobody

now to mind what he did, good or bad. Nobody.

In South Winch he sought out the grocer, so as to get Jocelyn’s address,

preferring him to the Post Office because the smell of currants and

bacon made him feel less lonely, and, having followed the directions the

grocer gave him, found the road and the house, and opened the white gate

with deferential trepidation. Timidly at the door he asked if he might

say a word to Mr. Luke, and the little maid, at once at ease with his

sort of clothes, inquired pleasantly if Mrs. Luke wouldn’t do just as

well; better, suggested the little maid, because she was there, and Mr.

Jocelyn wasn’t. In fact she offered Mrs. Luke to Mr. Pinner, she pressed

her upon him,--a lady he wouldn’t have dreamt of disturbing if left to

himself.

So that Mr. Pinner, without apparently in the least wanting to, found

himself in a beautiful drawing-room, and there by the fire sat a lady,

leaning back on some cushions as though she were tired.

At first he thought she was asleep, and he was beginning to feel

extremely awkward when she turned her head and looked at him.

A pale lady. A very pale lady; with a face that seemed all eyes.

‘Beg pardon, mum,’ said Mr. Pinner, wishing he hadn’t come.

The lady went on looking at him. She didn’t move. Her hands were hanging

down over the arms of the chair as though she were tired. She just

turned her head, but didn’t move else.

‘It’s about Sally,’ said Mr. Pinner. ‘’Appened to be passin’, and

thought I’d----’

He stopped, for now he came to think of it he didn’t rightly know what

he had thought.

The lady leant forward in her chair. ‘Do you know where she is?’ she

asked quickly.

‘No, mum. Do you?’ asked Mr. Pinner.

‘No,’ said the lady in a queer sort of voice, her head drooping.

Mr. Pinner stood there very awkward indeed.

‘Are you her father?’ she asked, after a minute.

‘That’s right, mum,’ said Mr. Pinner.

Then she got up and came across to him.

‘I’m afraid you are very unhappy,’ she said, looking at him.

‘That’s right, mum,’ said Mr. Pinner.

She held out her hand, her eyes on his face.

He shook it respectfully, but without enthusiasm.

‘Why, you’re cold,’ she said.

‘That’s right, mum,’ said Mr. Pinner.

‘Won’t you come to the fire and get warm?’ she said; and before he had

time to consider what he ought to do next, Mr. Pinner found himself

sitting on the edge of the low chair the lady pushed up for him, warming

his knees and not saying anything.

The lady talked a little. She had some nice hot tea made for him, and

while he drank it talked a little, and said she was sure they would hear

good news soon, and he mustn’t worry, because she was sure....

Then she fell silent too, and they sat there together looking into the

fire; and it was funny, thought Mr. Pinner, how just to sit there

quietly, and know she was sorry too about everything, seemed to make him

feel better. A kind lady; a good lady. What did Sally mean, saying he

wouldn’t be able to stand her either, if he knew her? The only thing

wrong with her that Mr. Pinner could see, was that she looked so ill.

Half dead, thought Mr. Pinner.

And after being with her he had more courage to go back to the lonely

shop, and she promised faithfully to let him know the minute there was

any news, and again told him not to worry and everything would come all

right, and he went away comforted.

And she, watching him as he trotted off down to the gate, felt somehow

comforted too; not quite so lonely; not quite so lost.

§

Meanwhile Mr. Thorpe, having lunched and tidied and generally freshened

himself up, was on the steps of Goring House, asking for Lady Laura

Moulsford.

‘Her ladyship is hout,’ said the footman haughtily, for he knew at once

when Mr. Thorpe added the word Moulsford that he was what the footman

called not one of Our Lot. No good his having a car waiting there, and a

fur coat, and suède gloves; he simply wasn’t one of Our Lot. And the

footman, his head thrown back, looked at Mr. Thorpe very much as the

ticket-collector was at that moment looking at Mr. Pinner.

‘Out, eh?’ said Mr. Thorpe. ‘When will she be in?’

‘Her ladyship didn’t say,’ said the footman, his head well back.

‘You’ve got a young lady here of the name of Luke. She in?’

‘Mrs. Luke is hout,’ said the footman, beginning to shut the door.

‘Is anybody in?’ asked Mr. Thorpe, getting angry.

‘The family is hout,’ said the footman; and was going to shut the door

quite when Mr. Thorpe went close up to him and damned him. And because

Mr. Thorpe’s temper was quick and hot he damned him thoroughly, and the

footman, as he heard the familiar words, strongly reminiscent not only

of Lord Streatley but also of the different sergeants he had had during

the war, who, however unlike each other to look at, were identical to

listen to, thought he must be one of Lady Laura’s friends after all, and

began to open the door again; and Mr. Thorpe advancing, damning as he

went and saying things about flunkeys that were new to the footman,

entered that marble hall which had struck such a chill into Sally’s

unaspiring soul.

The butler appeared. The butler was suave where the footman had been

haughty. He had heard some of the things Mr. Thorpe was saying as he

hurried from his private sitting-room into the echoing hall, and had no

doubt that he was a friend of the family’s.

Lady Laura had been in to lunch, but had gone out again; Mrs. Luke was

motoring with Lord Charles--who the devil was _he_, Mr. Thorpe

wondered--down to Crippenham, where she was going to stay the night. Her

ladyship had had a telegram from his lordship to that effect, and she

herself was going down the following morning.

‘Where’s Crippenham?’ asked Mr. Thorpe.

The butler was surprised. Up to that moment he had taken Mr. Thorpe for

a friend, if an infrequent one, of Lady Laura’s.

‘His Grace’s Cambridgeshire seat,’ he said, in his turn with _hauteur_.

‘His Grace is at present in residence.’

‘Crikey!’ thought Mr. Thorpe. ‘Got right in with the Duke himself, has

she?’ And he felt fonder of Sally than ever.

§

At this point Mr. Thorpe, who had been behaving so well, began to behave

less well. The minute the pressure of anxiety was relaxed, the minute,

that is, that he no longer suffered, he became callous to the sufferings

of the Lukes; and instead of at once letting them know what he had

discovered he kept it to himself, he hugged his secret, and deferred

sending till some hours later a telegram to each of them saying, ‘_Hot

on her tracks._’

Quite enough, thought Mr. Thorpe, as jolly again as a sand-boy, and

immediately unable to imagine the world other than populated by

sand-boys equally jolly,--quite enough that would be to go on with,

quite enough to make them both feel better. If he told them more, they’d

get rushing off to Crippenham and disturbing the Duke’s house-party. The

whole thing should now be allowed to simmer, said Mr. Thorpe to himself.

Sally should be given a fair field with her duke, and not have relations

coming barging in and interrupting.

But what a girl, thought Mr. Thorpe, slapping his knee--he was in his

car, on the way to his club--what a girl. She only had to meet dukes for

them to go down like ninepins at her feet. Apart from her beauty, what

spirit, what daring, what initiative, what resource! It had been worth

all the anxiety, this magnificent _dénouement_. Safe, and sounder than

ever. A glorious girl; and he too had at once seen how glorious she was,

and at once, like the Duke, fallen at her feet. That girl, thought Mr.

Thorpe, who began to believe she would rise triumphant even over a

handicap like Jocelyn, might do anything, might do any mortal thing,--no

end at all, there wasn’t, to what that girl couldn’t do. And, glowing,

he telephoned to Scotland Yard, and later on, after having had his tea

and played a rubber of bridge, sent his telegrams.

Then he went quietly home. Things should simmer. Things must now be left

to themselves a little. He went quietly home to Abergeldie, and didn’t

let Mrs. Luke know he was there. Her feelings, he considered, were

sufficiently relieved for the present by his telegram; things must now

be allowed to simmer. And he took a little walk in his shrubbery, and

then had a hot bath, and dressed, and dined, ordering up a pint of the

1911 _Cordon Rouge_, and sat down afterwards with a great sigh of

satisfaction by his library fire.

He smoked, and he thought; and the only thing he regretted in the whole

business was the rude name he had called Lady Laura Moulsford to that

fool Pinner. But, long as he smoked and thought, it never occurred to

him to resent, or even to criticise, the conduct of the Moulsford

family. Strange as it may seem, considering that family’s black

behaviour, Mr. Thorpe dwelt on it in his mind with nothing but

complacency.

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