Blind and dizzy with fatigue, I peered down the long, dusty aisles of

boxes toward the clock above Annie Kinzer's desk. It was only two. Every

effort, human and mechanical, all over the great factory, was now

strained almost to the breaking-point. How long can this agony last? How

long can the roar and the rush and the throbbing pain continue until

that nameless and unknown something snaps like an overstrained

fiddle-string and brings relief? The remorseless clock informed us that

there were two hours more of this torture before the signal to "clean

up"--a signal, however, which is not given until the last girl has

finished her allotted task. At half-past two it appeared hopeless even

to dream of getting out before the regular six o'clock.

The head foreman rushed through the aisles and bawled to us to "hustle

for all we were worth," as customers were all demanding their goods.

"My God! ain't we hustling?" angrily shouted Rosie Sweeny, a pretty girl

at the next table, who supplied most of the profanity for our end of the

room. "God Almighty! how I hate Easter and Christmas-time! Oh, my legs

is 'most breaking," and with that the overwrought girl burst into a

passionate tirade against everybody, the foreman included, and all the

while she never ceased to work.

There were not many girls in the factory like Rosie. Hers were the

quickest fingers, the sharpest tongue, the prettiest face. She was

scornful, impatient, and passionate--qualities not highly developed in

her companions, and which in her case foreboded ill if one believed

Annie Kinzer's prophecy: "That Rosie Sweeny 'll go to the bad yet, you

mark my words."

Three o'clock, a quarter after, half-past! The terrific tension had all

but reached the breaking-point. Then there rose a trembling,

palpitating sigh that seemed to come from a hundred throats, and

blended in a universal expression of relief. In her clear, high treble

Angelina began the everlasting "Fatal Wedding." That piece of false

sentiment had now a new significance. It became a song of deliverance,

and as the workers swelled the chorus, one by one, it meant that the end

of the day's toil was in sight.

By four o'clock the last box was done. Machines became mute, wheels were

stilled, and the long black belts sagged into limp folds. Every girl

seized a broom or a scrub-pail, and hilarity reigned supreme while we

swept and scrubbed for the next half-hour, Angelina and her chorus

singing all the while endless stanzas of the "Fatal Wedding."

Henrietta sent me for a fresh pail of water, which I got from the faucet

in the toilet-room; and as I filled my bucket I made a mental inventory

of my fellow-toilers' wardrobes. Hanging from rows of nails on all sides

were their street garments--a collection of covert-cloth jackets, light

tan automobile coats, black silk box-coats trimmed in white lace,

raglans, and every other style of fashionable wrap that might be cheaply

imitated. Sandwiched among the street garments were the trained skirts

and evening bodices of the "Moonlight Maids" of the night before, and

which were to be again disported at some other pleasure-club festivity

that Easter evening, now drawing near. Along the walls were ranged the

high-heeled shoes and slippers, a bewildering display of gilt buckles

and velvet bows; each pair waiting patiently for the swollen, tired feet

of their owner to carry them away to the ball. The hats on the shelf

above were in strict accord with the gowns and the cloaks and the

foot-gear--a gorgeous assortment of Easter millinery, wherein the

beflowered and beplumed picture-hat predominated.

I hurried back with my bucket of water, hoping in my heart that the

pleasure their wearers got out of this finery might be as great as the

day's work which earned it was long and hard. And so indeed it must have

been, if Henrietta was any authority on such questions.

"I love nice clothes, even if I do have to work hard to get them," she

remarked, as we turned into Bleecker Street a few minutes later, four

one-dollar bills safely tucked away in her stocking. "But say, you ought

to see my new hat. It's elegant," and drawing my arm through hers, my

new room-mate hurried me through the Saturday-evening crowd of

homeward-bound humanity.

VIII

WHEREIN I WALK THROUGH DARK AND DEVIOUS WAYS WITH HENRIETTA MANNERS

It had been an ideal day for March--a day touched with pale-yellow

sunshine in which one felt the thrill and the promise of the springtime,

despite the chill east wind.

Into the murky, evil-smelling squalor of Thompson Street this shy

primrose sunshine had poured in the earlier part of the afternoon; but,

being a north-and-south thoroughfare, it had all filtered out by

half-past four, only to empty itself with increased warmth and glory

into the east-and-west cross-streets, leaving Thompson dim and cold by

comparison when Henrietta Manners and I emerged from Springer's.

Henrietta wore a dusty picture-hat of black velvet with a straight

ostrich feather and streamers of soiled white tulle, and a shabby

golf-cape of blue and white check which was not quite long enough to

conceal the big brass safety-pins with which her trained skirt was

tucked up, and which she had forgotten to remove until we had gone some

yards down the street. While we stopped long enough for her to perform

this most important sartorial detail, my eye traversed the street before

us, which with a gentle descent drops downward and stretches away toward

the south--a long, dim, narrow vista, broken at regular intervals by

brilliant shafts of gold streaming from the sunlit cross-streets, and

giving to the otherwise squalid brick-walled canyon the appearance of a

gay checkered ribbon. But if the March sunshine had deserted Thompson

Street, the March winds still claimed it as their own. Up and down they

had swept all day, until the morning mud on the cobblestones had been

long dried up and turned to dust, which now swirled along, caught up in

innumerable little whirlwinds that went eddying down the street.

Grabbing up her demi-train in her bare hand, Henrietta and I also eddied

down the street and were lost to view for a few moments in the whirlwind

which struck us at the crowded corner of Bleecker Street.

This whirlwind was the result partly of physical and partly of human

forces. For it was Saturday night, and life was running at flood-tide

all over the great city. Always tempestuous, always disturbed with the

passion and pain and strife of its struggle to maintain the ground it

had gained, never for one brief moment calm, even at its lowest

ebb--now, on this last night of the long, weary week, all the currents

and counter-currents of the worker's world were suddenly released. At

the stroke of bell, at the clang of deep-mouthed gong, at the scream of

siren whistle, the sluice-gates were lifted from the great human

reservoirs of factory and shop and office, and their myriad toilers

burst forth with the cumulative violence of six days' restraint.

It was a shabby carnival of nations that jostled one another at this

windy corner--Italian, Spanish, German, Slav, Jew, Greek, with a

preponderance of Irish and "free-born" Americans. The general air was

one of unwonted happiness and freedom. The atmosphere of holiday liberty

was vibrant with the expectation of Saturday-night abandon to fun and

frolic or wild carousal.

For "the ghost had walked" through the workaday world that day, and

everybody had his "envelop" in his pocket. It is a pleasant sensation to

feel the stiff-cornered envelop tucked safely away in your vest pocket,

or in the depths of your stocking, where Henrietta had hidden hers safe

out of the reach of the wily pickpocket, who, she told me, was lurking

at every corner and sneaking through every crowd on that Saturday

evening, which was also Easter Eve.

Easter Eve! I had almost forgotten the fact which accounted for this

more than usual activity on the part of the hurrying crowds, and for the

unmistakable holiday air which Bleecker Street displayed. As far as we

could see, lined up on both sides of the curb were the pushcart

peddlers, and at every step a sidewalk fakir, all crying their Easter

wares.

Henrietta lingered first about one pushcart, then about another, opening

her gaudy side-bag, then shutting it resolutely and marching on,

determined not to succumb to the temptation to squander her hard-earned

pennies. She succeeded admirably until we came upon a picturesque

Italian and his wife who were doing a flourishing business from a

pushcart piled high with sacred images. Henrietta showed a lively

interest in the cut prices at which they were going: ten cents for St.

Peter in a scarlet robe and golden sandals; fifteen cents for St. John

in purple; and only twenty-five for the Blessed Virgin in flowing blue

clasping the Holy Babe.

They were "dirt-cheap," Henrietta declared, as we watched the plaster

casts pass over the heads of the crowd, out of which by and by emerged

our shopmate, little Angela, clasping a Madonna under her arm and

counting her change.

The three of us resumed our homeward walk together, without any comment

until Angela had satisfied herself about the correctness of her change.

"What a slop you are!" remarked Henrietta, as her critical eye swept

over the undeveloped little figure in the long, greasy black-taffeta

coat, which, flapping open in front, disclosed the pasty surface of a

drabbled blue skirt. "Why don't you never turn your skirt, Angela?"

"Oh, what's the dif?" replied Angela. "There ain't no fellows going to

look at me any more now."

This reply, commonplace enough, might have passed unnoticed had there

not been a note of tragedy in her deep contralto voice.

"Why, what's the matter?" I asked.

"Don't you know?" she demanded, scowling at Henrietta's silly, vacant

"tee-hee."

"Know? Know what?" I asked.

"That I'm a grass-widow."

"A grass-widow!" I echoed in astonishment, and looked upon the childish

creature in sheer unbelief--for child I had always considered her. "Why,

how old are you, anyway, Angela?"

"Fifteen--I mean I'm 'most fifteen."

"And you're really married!" I exclaimed again, quite aghast and

altogether innocent of the construction which Angela immediately put

upon the qualifying adverb.

"Well, if you don't believe me look at that!" she cried, and stuck out a

tiny, dirty hand, with finger-nails worn to the quick, and decorated

with a gold band broad enough and heavy enough to have held a woman ten

times Angela's weight and size in the bands of indissoluble matrimony;

"I was married for fair, and I was married lawful. A priest did it."

"Oh, I didn't mean to question that," I hastened to apologize with some

confusion. "Only you seemed so very young, I thought you were just

joking me."

"Well, it's no joke to be married and have a baby, specially when you've

got to s'port it," returned the girl, her lips still pouting.

"And you've a baby, too--you!"

The bedraggled little prima donna nodded; the pout on the lips blossomed

into a smile, and a look of infinite tenderness transformed the tired,

dark little face. "It's up to the creche--that's where I'm going now.

The ladies keeps it awful good for me."

"And it's such a lovely baby, too!" declared Henrietta, softly. "I seen

it once."

"She's cute; there's no lie 'bout that," assented the little mother.

"Look what I bought her--here, you hold this Peter a minute--Henrietta,

just hang on to the Holy Virgin," and thrusting them into our hands, she

opened the box under her arm and drew forth a gaily painted hen that

clucked and laid a painted egg, to the uproarious delight of Henrietta.

Henrietta meanwhile had begun counting the change in her side-bag.

"I don't never like to break a bill unless I've got to," she remarked,

returning the Holy Virgin to Angela's arms; "but I'm going to have one

of them chickens too," and away she went after the fakir. A moment later

she emerged from the crowd with a little brown box under her arm, and we

three continued our walk westward along Bleecker, dropping little Angela

at the corner of the street which was to lead her to the day-nursery

where she would pick up her baby and carry it home.

"That was a 'fatal wedding' for fair, wasn't it?" I remarked, as my eyes

followed the little figure.

But my companion paid no attention to my attempt to be facetious, if

indeed she heard the remark at all. She seemed to be deep in a brown

study, and several times I caught her watching me narrowly from the

corner of her eye. I was already beginning to have some misgivings as

to the temperamental fitness of my strange "learner" and new-found

friend as a steady, day-in-and-day-out person with whom to live and eat

and sleep. And this feeling increased with every block we covered, for

by and by I found myself studying Henrietta in the same furtive manner

as she was evidently studying me.

At last, when we had exchanged the holiday gaiety and the sunshine of

Bleecker Street for a dark, noisome side-street, she broke out

explosively:

"Hope to God you ain't going to turn out the way my last room-mate did!"

"Why? What did she do?"

"Went crazy," came the laconic reply, and she shivered and drew the old

golf-cape more closely about her shoulders; for the damp of the dark,

silent tenements on either side seemed to strike to the marrow.

Something in her manner seemed to say, "Ask no more questions," but

nevertheless I pursued the subject.

"Went crazy! How?"

"I d'know; she just went sudden crazy. She come to Springer's one day

just like you, and she said how she was wanting to find a place to board

cheap; and she was kind of down in the mouth, and she come home with me;

and all of a sudden in the night I woke up with her screamin' and going

on something fearful, and I run down and got the Dago lady in the

basement to come up, and her man run for the police. They took her away

to the lock-up in the hurry-up wagon, and the next day they said she was

crazy,--clean crazy,--and she's in the crazy-house over on the Island

now."

"What island?" I asked, not with any desire to know this minor detail,

but because I was too disturbed for the moment to make any other

comment. It seemed to Henrietta, however, a most senseless question, for

she remarked rather testily:

"Why, just the Island, where they send all the crazy folks, and the

drunks, and the thieves and murderers, and them that has smallpox."

"Mercy! what an awful place it must be!" I cried. "And that's where the

poor girl went?"

"That's where she went--say, tell me honest now, didn't you run away?"

"Run away! Where from?"

"Run away from home--now didn't you?"

"Mercy, no! What put such an idea as that in your head?" I asked,

laughing.

"Fanny Harley did."

"Who's Fanny Harley?"

"She's the girl they took to the crazy-house."

"But," I argued, "is that any reason for you to suppose that I ran away

from home too?"

"Yep, it is. You're ever so much like Fanny Harley. You talk just alike,

and you've got just the same notions she had, from what I can make; and

she did run away from home. She told me so. She lived up-state

somewhere, and was off a farm just like you; and--"

"But I'm not a farmer, and never was," I put in.

"Why, you told me yourself you was born in the country, didn't you?" and

I saw there was no use trying to point out to Henrietta the difference

between farmers and those born in the country, both of which were terms

of contempt in her vocabulary. We were still threading the maze of

strange, squalid streets which was to lead us eventually to the former

brief abiding-place of Fanny Harley; and, filled with curiosity

regarding my own resemblance to my unfortunate predecessor, I revived

the subject by asking carelessly:

"How is it I talk and act that makes me like Fanny Harley?"

"Well, you 've got a kind of high-toned way of talking," she explained.

"I don't mind the way you talk, though,--using big words and all that.

That ain't none of our business, I tell the girls; but you do walk so

funny and stand so funny, that it is all I can do to keep from bu'stin'

out laughing to see you. And the other girls says it's the same with

them, but I told them it was because you was just from the country, and

that farmers all walk the same way. But really, Rose,--you're getting

used to that name, ain't you?--you ought to get yourself over it as

quick as you can; you ain't going to have no lady-friends in the factory

if you're going to be queer like that."

"But I walk as I always did. How else should I walk? How do I walk that

makes me so funny?" I asked, mortified at the thought of my having been

the butt of secret ridicule. Henrietta was cordial in her reply.

"You walk too light," she explained; "you don't seem to touch the ground

at all when you go along, and you stand so straight it makes my back

ache to watch you."

Then my mentor proceeded to correct my use and choice of diction.

"And what makes you say 'lid' when you mean a cover? Why, it just about

kills us girls to hear you say 'lid.'"

"But," I remonstrated, aggravated by her silly "tee-hee" into defense of

my English, "why shouldn't I say 'lid' if I want to? It means just the

same as cover."

"Well, if it mean the same, why don't you say 'cover'?" my "learner"

retorted, with ill-disguised anger that I should question her authority;

and I dropped the subject, and the remainder of the walk was continued

in silence.

It was growing more and more apparent that I had not made a wise

selection in my room-mate, but it seemed too late to back out now--at

least until I had given her a trial of several days.

I felt as though I had obtained, as if by magic, a wonderfully

illuminating insight into her nature and character during this short

walk from the factory. I had thought her at the work-table a

kind-hearted, honest toiler, a bit too visionary, perhaps, to accord

with perfect veracity, and woefully ignorant, but with an ignorance for

which I could feel nothing but sorrow and sympathy, as the inevitable

result of the hard conditions of her life and environment. But now I

recognized with considerable foreboding, not only all this, but much

more besides. Henrietta Manners, that humble, under-fed, miserable

box-maker, was the very incarnation of bigotry and intolerance, one by

whom any idea, or any act, word, or occurrence out of the ordinary rut

set by box-factory canons of taste and judgment, must be condemned with

despotic severity. And yet, in the face of all these unpleasant

reflections upon poor Henrietta's unbeautiful mental characteristics, I

felt a certain shamefaced gratitude toward the kind heart which I knew

still beat under that shabby golf-cape.

Meanwhile, Henrietta had again lapsed into a silent, sullen mood, as she

pitched along in the nervous, jerky, heavy-footed gait which she had

urged me to emulate, and which I thought so hideous. I did not know

then, but I do know now, that such gait is invariably a characteristic

of the constitution in which there is not the proper coordination of

muscular effort. In the light of knowledge gained in later years, I can

now see in that long, slouching, shuffling figure, in that

tallow-colored face with the bloodless, loose lips and the wandering,

mystic eyes of periwinkle blue--I can see in that girl-face framed by a

trashy picture-hat, and in that girl-form wrapped in the old golf-cape,

one of the earth's unfortunates; a congenital failure; a female creature

doomed from her mother's womb--physically, mentally, and morally doomed.

I was, however, on this memorable Easter Eve most happily innocent of my

Lombroso and my Mantagazza, else I had not been walking home with

Henrietta Manners, in all the confidence of an unsophisticated

country-girl. So much confidence did I have in my shop-mate that I did

not yet know the name of the street on the West Side where my future

home was, nor did I know any of the strange, dark, devious paths by

which she led me through a locality that, though for the most part

eminently respectable, is dotted here and there, near the river-front,

with some of the worst plague-spots of moral and physical foulness to be

found in New York.

In later and more prosperous years I have several times walked into

Thompson Street, and from that as a starting-point tried to retrace our

walk of that night, bordering along old Greenwich Village, but as well

have tried to unravel the mazes of the Cretan Labyrinth.

The last westward street we traversed, dipping under the trellis of an

elevated railroad, led straight into a lake of sunset fire out of which

the smoking funnels of a giant steamship lying at her dock rose dark and

majestic upon the horizon.

A little cry of admiration escaped me at sight of the splendid picture,

and I hoped secretly that our way might continue to the water's edge;

but instead, reaching the line of the elevated, we turned in and

followed the old, black street above which the noisy trains ran. The

street itself presented the appearance of a long line of darkened

warehouses, broken occasionally by a dismal-looking dwelling, through

the uncurtained windows of which we could see slattern housewives busy

getting supper.

It was the most miserable and squalid of all the miserable and squalid

streets I had thus far seen, and it had the additional disadvantage of

being practically deserted of everything save the noise and smoke

overhead. There were no foot-passengers, no human sounds. It was all so

hideous and fearsome that after five minutes' walk I was not surprised

to see Henrietta select the most wretched of all the wretched houses as

the one we should enter. As we climbed the high stoop, I could see,

through the interstices of rusted ironwork that had once been handsome

balusters, the form of an Italian woman sitting in the basement window

beneath, nursing a baby at her breast.

"That's the lady what come up to help hold Fanny Harley," my room-mate

remarked as we passed inside.

IX

INTRODUCING HENRIETTA'S "SPECIAL GENTLEMAN-FRIEND"

"Say! ain't you got no special gentleman-friend?"

Henrietta's voice, breaking a pregnant silence, startled me so that I

nearly jumped off the empty soap-box where for some minutes I had sat

watching her bend over a smoking skillet of frying fat.

An answer was not to be given unadvisedly, such was the moral effect of

the question. It hadn't been asked in a casual way, but showed, by its

explosive form of utterance, that it was the result not so much of a

pent-up curiosity as of a careful speculation as to the manner in which

I would receive it. So I tried to look unconscious, and at this critical

juncture the thunder of an elevated train came adventitiously to my

rescue and gave me a few moments in which to consider what I should

reply. And as I considered unconsciously my eye took in an inventory of

the room. The heavily carved woodwork hinted of the fact that it had

once been a lady's bedchamber in the bygone days when this was a

fashionable quarter of New York, and its spaciousness and former

elegance now served rather to increase the squalor as well as to

accentuate the barrenness of its furnishings. The latter consisted of

two wooden boxes, one of which I sat upon; an empty sugar-barrel, with a

board laid across the top; a broken-down bed in an uncurtained alcove; a

very large, substantial-looking trunk, iron-bound and brass-riveted; and

last, but not least, a rusty stove, now red-hot, which might well have

been the twin sister of my own "Little Lottie" at the ill-fated

Fourteenth-street house. This stove, connected with the flue by a small

pipe, fitted into what had once been a beautiful open fireplace, but

which was now walled up with broken bricks, and surmounted by a mantel

of Italian marble sculptured with the story of Prometheus's boon to

mankind, and supported on either end by caryatides in the shape of

vestal virgins bearing flaming brands in their hands. Overhead the

ceiling showed great patches of bare lath, where the plaster had fallen

away, and the uncarpeted floor was strewn with bread-crumbs and marked

by a trail of coal-siftings from the stove to a closet-door from which

the fire was replenished. The door to the closet was gone, and in its

recess a pair of trousers hung limply, while Henrietta's scant wardrobe

was ranged along the black-painted wall outside. The long, cobweb-hung

windows, bare of blind or curtain, showed a black-mirrored surface

against the batten shutters.

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