Chapter IV

Into a new world came Mikky, a world of blue skies, song birds, and

high, tall pines with waving moss and dreamy atmosphere; a world of

plenty to eat and wear, and light and joy and ease.

Yet it was a most bewildering world to the boy, and for the first week

he stood off and looked at it questioningly, suspiciously. True, there

were no dark cellars or freezing streets, no drunken fathers or

frightened children, or blows, or hunger or privation; but this

education he had come to seek that he might go back to his own world

and better it, was not a garment one put on and exercised in so many

times a day; it was not a cup from which one drank, nor an atmosphere

that one absorbed. It was a strange, imperceptible thing got at in some

mysterious way by a series of vague struggles followed by sudden and

almost alarming perceptions. For a time it seemed to the boy, keen

though his mind, and quick, that knowledge was a thing only granted to

the few, and his was a mind that would never grasp it. How, for

instance, did one know how to make just the right figures under a line

when one added a long perplexity of numbers? Mikky the newsboy could

tell like a flash how much change he needed to return to the fat

gentleman who occasionally gave him a five-dollar bill to change on

Broadway; but Mikky the scholar, though he knew figures, and was able

to study out with labor easy words in his papers, had never heard of

adding up figures in the way they did here, long rows of them on the

blackboard. It became necessary that this boy should have some private

instruction before he would be able to enter classes. Professor

Harkness himself undertook the task, and gradually revealed to the

child’s neglected understanding some of the simple rudiments that would

make his further progress possible. The sum that was paid for his

tuition made it quite necessary that the boy advance reasonably, for

his benefactor had made it understood that he might some day visit the

institution and see how he was getting on. So great pains were taken to

enlighten Mikky’s darkness.

There was another thing that the boy could not understand, and that was

the discipline that ruled everywhere. He had always been a law unto

himself, his only care being to keep out of the way of those who would

interfere with this. Now he must rise with a bell, stay in his room

until another bell, eat at a bell, go to the hard bench in the

schoolroom with another bell, and even play ball when the recreation

bell rang. It was hard on an independent spirit to get used to all

this, and while he had no mind to be disorderly, he often broke forth

into direct disobedience of the law from sheer misunderstanding of the

whole régime.

The boys’ dormitory was presided over by a woman who, while thorough in

all housekeeping arrangements, had certainly mistaken her calling as a

substitute mother for boys. She kept their clothes in order, saw to it

that their rooms were aired, their stockings darned and their lights

out at exactly half-past nine, but the grimness of her countenance

forbade any familiarity, and she never thought of gaining the

confidence of her rough, but affectionate charges. There was no

tenderness in her, and Mikky never felt like smiling in her presence.

He came and went with a sort of high, unconscious superiority that

almost irritated the woman, because she was not great enough to see the

unusual spirit of the child; and as a consequence she did not win his

heart.

But he did not miss the lack of motherliness in her, for he had never

known a mother and was not expecting it.

The professors he grew to like, some more, some less, always admiring

most those who seemed to him to deal in a fair and righteous manner

with their classes—fairness being judged by the code in use among “the

kids” in New York. But that was before he grew to know the president.

After that his code changed.

His first interview with that dignitary was on an afternoon when he had

been overheard by the matron to use vile language among the boys at the

noon hour. She hauled him up with her most severe manner, and gave him

to understand that he must answer to the president for his conduct.

As Mikky had no conception of his offence he went serenely to his fate

walking affably beside her, only wishing she would not look so sour. As

they crossed the campus to the president’s house a blue jay flew

overhead, and a mocking bird trilled in a live oak near-by. The boy’s

face lighted with joy and he laughed out gleefully, but the matron only

looked the more severe, for she thought him a hardened little sinner

who was defying her authority and laughing her to scorn. After that it

was two years before she could really believe anything good of Mikky.

The president was a noble-faced, white-haired scholar, with a firm

tender mouth, a brow of wisdom, and eyes of understanding. He was not

the kind who win by great athletic prowess, he was an old-fashioned

gentleman, well along in years, but young in heart. He looked at the

child of the slums and saw the angel in the clay.

He dismissed the matron with a pleasant assurance and took Mikky to an

inner office where he let the boy sit quietly waiting a few minutes

till he had finished writing a letter. If the pen halted and the kind

eyes furtively studied the beautiful face of the child, Mikky never

knew it.

The president asked the boy to tell him what he had said, and Mikky,

with sweet assurance repeated innocently the terrible phrases he had

used, phrases which had been familiar to him since babyhood, conveying

statements of facts that were horrible, but nevertheless daily

happenings in the corner of the world where he had brought himself up.

With rare tact the president questioned the boy, until he made sure

there was no inherent rottenness in him: and then gently and kindly,

but firmly laid down the law and explained why it was right and

necessary that there should be a law. He spoke of the purity of God.

Mikky knew nothing of God and listened with quiet interest. The

president talked of education and culture and made matters very plain

indeed. Then when the interview was concluded and the man asked the boy

for a pledge of good faith and clean language from that time forth,

Mikky’s smile of approval blazed forth and he laid his hand in that of

the president readily enough, and went forth from the room with a great

secret admiration of the man with whom he had just talked. The whole

conversation had appealed to him deeply.

Mikky sought his room and laboriously spelled out with lately acquired

clumsiness a letter to Buck:

“Dear Buck we mussent yuz endecent langwidg enay moor ner swar. God

donte lyk it an’ it ain’t educated. I want you an’ me to be educate. I

ain’t gone to, donte yoo ner let de kids.—

Mikky.”

In due time, according to previous arrangement about the monthly

allowance, this letter reached Buck, and he tracked the doctor for two

whole days before he located him and lay in wait till he came out to

his carriage, when he made bold to hand over the letter to be read.

The doctor, deeply touched, translated as best he could. Buck’s

education had been pitifully neglected. He watched the mystic paper in

awe as the doctor read.

“Wot’s indecent langwidge?” he asked with his heavy frown.

The doctor took the opportunity to deliver a brief sermon on purity,

and Buck, without so much as an audible thank you, but with a

thoughtful air that pleased the doctor, took back his letter, stuffed

it into his ragged pocket and went on his way. The man watched him

wistfully, wondering whether Mikky’s appeal could reach the hardened

little sinner; and, sighing at the wickedness of the world, went on his

way grimly trying to make a few things better.

That night “the kids” were gathered in front of little Janie’s window,

for she was too weak to go out with them, and Buck delivered a lesson

in ethical culture. Whatever Mikky, their Prince, ordered, that must be

done, and Buck was doing his level best, although for the life of him

he couldn’t see the sense in it. But thereafter none of “the kids” were

allowed to use certain words and phrases, and swearing gradually became

eliminated from their conversation. It would have been a curious study

for a linguist to observe just what words and phrases were cut out, and

what were allowed to flourish unrebuked; but nevertheless it was a

reform, and Buck was doing his best.

With his schoolmates Mikky had a curiously high position even from the

first. His clothes were good and he had always a little money to spend.

That had been one of Endicott’s wishes that the boy should be like

other boys. It meant something among a group of boys, most of whom were

the sons of rich fathers, sent down to Florida on account of weak lungs

or throats. Moreover, he was brave beyond anything they had ever seen

before, could fight like a demon in defense of a smaller boy, and did

not shrink from pitching into a fellow twice his size. He could tell

all about the great base-ball and foot-ball games of New York City,

knew the pitchers by name and yet did not boast uncomfortably. He could

swim like a duck and dive fearlessly. He could outrun them all, by his

lightness of foot, and was an expert in gliding away from any hand that

sought to hold him back. They admired him from the first.

His peculiar street slang did not trouble them in the least, nor his

lack of class standing, though that presently began to be a thing of

the past, for Mikky, so soon as he understood the way, marched

steadily, rapidly, up the hill of knowledge, taking in everything that

was handed out to him and assimilating it. It began to look as if there

would not be any left over courses in the curriculum that might be

given to some other deserving youth. Mikky would need them all. The

president and the professors began presently to be deeply interested in

this boy without a past; and everywhere, with every one, Mikky’s smile

won his way; except with the matron, who had not forgiven him that her

recommendation of his instant dismissal from the college had not been

accepted.

The boys had not asked many questions about him, nor been told much.

They knew his father and mother were dead. They thought he had a rich

guardian, perhaps a fortune some day coming, they did not care. Mikky

never spoke about any of these things and there was a strange reticence

about him that made them dislike to ask him questions; even, when they

came to know him well. He was entered under the name of Endicott,

because, on questioning him Professor Harkness found he could lay no

greater claim to any other surname, and called him that until he could

write to Mr. Endicott for advice. He neglected to write at once and

then, the name having become fastened upon the boy, he thought it best

to let the matter alone as there was little likelihood of Mr.

Endicott’s coming down to the college, and it could do no harm. He

never stopped to think out possible future complications and the boy

became known as Michael Endicott.

But his companions, as boys will, thought the matter over, and

rechristened him “Angel”; and Angel, or Angel Endy he became, down to

the end of his college course.

One great delight of his new life was the out-of-door freedom he

enjoyed. A beautiful lake spread its silver sheet at the foot of the

campus slope and here the boy revelled in swimming and rowing. The

whole country round was filled with wonder to his city-bred eyes. He

attached himself to the teacher of natural sciences, and took long

silent tramps for miles about. They penetrated dense hammocks,

gathering specimens of rare orchids and exquisite flowers; they stood

motionless and breathless for hours watching and listening to some

strange wild bird; they became the familiar of slimy coiling serpents

in dark bogs, and of green lizards and great black velvet spiders; they

brought home ravishing butterflies and moths of pale green and gold and

crimson. Mikky’s room became a museum of curious and wonderful things,

and himself an authority on a wide and varied range of topics.

The new life with plenty of wholesome plain food, plenty of fresh air,

long nights of good sleep, and happy exercise were developing the young

body into strength and beauty, even as the study and contact, with life

were developing the mind. Mikky grew up tall and straight and strong.

In all the school, even among the older boys, there was none suppler,

none so perfectly developed. His face and form were beautiful as

Adonis, and yet it was no pink and white feminine beauty. There was

strength, simplicity and character in his face. With the acceptance of

his new code of morals according to the president, had grown gradually

a certain look of high moral purpose. No boy in his presence dared use

language not up to the standard. No boy with his knowledge dared do a

mean or wrong thing. And yet, in spite of this, not a boy in the school

but admired him and was more or less led by him. If he had been one

whit less brave, one shade more conscious of self and self’s interests,

one tiny bit conceited, this would not have been. But from being a

dangerous experiment in their midst Mikky became known as a great

influence for good. The teachers saw it and marvelled. The matron saw

it and finally, though grudgingly, accepted it. The president saw it

and rejoiced. The students saw it not, but acknowledged it in their

lives.

Mikky’s flame of gold hair had grown more golden and flaming with the

years, so that when their ball team went to a near-by town to play,

Mikky was sighted by the crowd and pointed out conspicuously at once.

“Who is that boy with the hair?” some one would ask one of the team.

“That? Oh, that’s the Angel! Wait till you see him play,” would be the

reply. And he became known among outsiders as the Angel with the golden

hair. At a game a listener would hear:

“Oh, see! see! There’ll be something doing now. The Angel’s at the

bat!”

Yet in spite of all this the boy lived a lonely life. Giving of himself

continually to those about him, receiving in return their love and

devotion, he yet felt in a great sense set apart from them all. Every

now and again some boy’s father or mother, or both, would come down for

a trip through the South; or a sister or a little brother. Then that

boy would be excused from classes and go off with his parents for

perhaps a whole week; or they would come to visit him every day, and

Michael would look on and see the love light beaming in their eyes.

That would never be for him. No one had ever loved him in that way.

Sometimes he would close his eyes and try to get back in memory to the

time when he was shot; and the wonder of the soft bed, the sweet room,

and little Starr’s kisses. But the years were multiplying now and room

and nurse and all were growing very dim. Only little Starr’s kisses

remained, a delicate fragrance of baby love, the only kisses that the

boy had ever known. One day, when a classmate had been telling of the

coming of his father and what it would mean to him, Michael went into

his room and locking his door sat down and wrote a stiff school boy

letter to his benefactor, thanking him for all that he had done for

him. It told briefly, shyly of a faint realization of that from which

he had been saved; it showed a proper respect, and desire to make good,

and it touched the heart of the busy man who had almost forgotten about

the boy, but it gave no hint of the heart hunger which had prompted its

writing.

The next winter, when Michael was seventeen, Delevan Endicott and his

daughter Starr took a flying trip through the South, and stopped for a

night and a day at the college.

The president told Michael of his expected coming. Professor Harkness

had gone north on some school business.

The boy received the news quietly enough, with one of his brilliant

smiles, but went to his room with a tumult of wonder, joy, and almost

fear in his heart. Would Mr. Endicott be like what he remembered, kind

and interested and helpful? Would he be pleased with the progress his

protégé had made, or would he be disappointed? Would there be any

chance to ask after little Starr? She was a baby still in the thoughts

of the boy, yet of course she must have grown. And so many things might

have happened—she might not be living now. No one would think or care

to tell him.

Baby Starr! His beautiful baby! He exulted in the thought that he had

flung his little useless life, once, between her lovely presence and

death! He would do it again gladly now if that would repay all that her

father had done for him. Michael the youth was beginning to understand

all that that meant.

Those other friends of his, Buck, Jimmie, Bobs, and the rest, were

still enshrined in his faithful heart, though their memory had grown

dimmer with the full passing years. Faithfully every month the boy had

sent Buck two dollars from his pocket money, his heart swelling with

pleasure that he was helping those he loved, but only twice had any

word come back from that far city where he had left them. In answer to

the letter which the doctor had translated to them, there had come a

brief laborious epistle, terse and to the point, written with a stub of

pencil on the corner of a piece of wrapping paper, and addressed by a

kindly clerk at the post office where Buck bought the stamped envelope.

It was the same clerk who usually paid to the urchin his monthly money

order, so he knew the address. For the inditing of the letter Buck went

to night school two whole weeks before he could master enough letters

and words to finish it to his satisfaction, It read:

“Deer Mik WE WunT

“Buck.”

The significant words filled the boy’s heart with pride over his friend

whenever he thought of it, even after some time had passed. He had

faith in Buck. Somehow in his mind it seemed that Buck was growing and

keeping pace with him, and he never dreamed that if Buck should see him

now he would not recognize him.

When Mikky had been in Florida several years another letter had come

from Buck addressed in the same way, and little better written than the

other. Night school had proved too strenuous for Buck; besides, he felt

he knew enough for all practical purposes and it was not likely he

would need to write many letters. This, however, was an occasion that

called for one.

“Dear Mikky Jany is DEAD sHe sayd tell yo hur LUV beeryd hur in owr

kote we giv hur ther wuz a angle wit pink wins on top uv the wite hurs

an a wite hors we got a lot uv flowers by yur money so yo needn sen no

mor money kuz we ken got long now til yo cum BUCK.”

After that, though Michael had written as usual every month for some

time no reply had come, and the money orders had been returned to him

as not called for. Buck in his simplicity evidently took it for granted

that Mikky would not send the money and so came no more to the office,

at least that was the solution Michael put upon it, and deep down in

his heart he registered a vow to go and hunt up Buck the minute he was

through at college, and free to go back to New York and help his

friends. Meantime, though the years had dimmed those memories of his

old life, and the days went rapidly forward in study, he kept always in

view his great intention of one day going back to better his native

community.

But the coming of Mr. Endicott was a great event to the boy. He could

scarcely sleep the night before the expected arrival.

It was just before the evening meal that the through train from New

York reached the station. Michael had been given the privilege of going

down to meet his benefactor.

Tall and straight and handsome he stood upon the platform as the train

rushed into the town, his cheeks glowing from excitement, his eyes

bright with anticipation, his cap in his hand, and the last rays of the

setting sun glowing in his golden hair, giving a touch like a halo

round his head. When Endicott saw him he exclaimed mentally over his

strength and manly beauty, and more than one weary tourist leaned from

the open car window and gazed, for there was ever something strange and

strong and compelling about Michael that reminded one of the beauty of

an angel.

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