XXIII

An unrest seized Noll Wing; an unrest that was like fear. He assumed, by

small degrees, the aspect of a hunted man. It was as though the death of

Slatter prefigured to him what his own end would be. His nerves betrayed

him; he could not bear to have any man approach him from behind, and he

struck out, nervously, at Willis Cox one day when Willis spoke from one

side, where Noll had not seen him standing.

The continual storms of the Solander irked him; the racking work of

whaling, when it was necessary to run to port with each kill, fretted

the flesh from his bones. They lost a whale one day, in a sudden squall

that developed into a gale and swept them far to the southward; and when

the weather moderated, and Dan'l Tobey started to work back to the

Grounds again, Noll would have none of it.

"Set your course t'the east'ard," he commanded. "I'm fed up with the

Solander. We'll hit the islands again...."

Dan'l protested that there was nowhere such whaling as the Solander

offered; but Noll would not be persuaded. He resented the attempt to

argue with him. "No, by God," he swore. "A pity if a man can't have his

way. Hell with the Solander, Dan'l. I'm sick o' storms, and cold. Get

north t'where it's warm again...."

So they did as he insisted, and ran into slack times once more. The men

at first exulted in their new leisure; they were well enough content to

kill a whale and loaf a week before another kill. Then they began to be

impatient with inaction; discontent arose among them. They remembered

the ambergris; and their talk was that they need stay out no longer,

that the voyage was already a success, that they had a right to expect

to head for home.

Brander, ever among them as he had promised himself he would be, worked

against this discontent. He tried to hearten them; they gave him half

attention, and some measure of liking.... But their sulking held and

grew upon them.

There was as much ill feeling aft as forward. Roy, released from his

irons long before, had not spoken to Faith since his release. He hated

his sister with that hatred which sometimes arises between blood kin,

and which is more violent than any other. Let lovers quarrel; let

brothers clash; let son and father, or mother and daughter, or brother

and sister go asunder, and there is no bitterness to equal the

bitterness between them. It is as though the strength of their former

affection served to intensify their hate. It is like the hatred of a

woman scorned; she is able to hate the more, because she once has loved.

Roy hated Faith; and with the ingenuity of youth, he found out ways to

torment her. He perceived that Faith must always love him, he perceived

that her thoughts hovered over him as do the thoughts of a mother; and

he took pleasure in agonizing her with his own misdeeds. He lied for

the pleasure of lying; he swore roundly; and once, under Dan'l's gentle

guidance, he pilfered rum and drank himself into the likeness of a

beast. When Faith chided him for that, he told her with drunken good

nature that she was to blame; that she had driven him to it. Faith's

sense of justice was strong; she was too level of head to condemn

herself; nevertheless, she was made miserable by what the boy had

done.... Yet she led Noll to punish him for this theft, more sternly

than before; and afterward, she had Roy sent forward to take his place

among the men, and the cabin was forbidden ground to him thereafter.

Noll was wax in Faith's hands in these days. His fear, growing upon him,

had shaken all the fiber out of the man. He could be swayed by Dan'l, by

old Tichel, by Faith, by almost any one.... Save in a single matter. He

was drinking steadily, now; and drinking more than ever before. He was

never sober, never without the traces of his liquor in his eyes and his

loose lips and slack muscles. And they could not sway him in this

matter. He would not be denied the liquor that he craved.

Faith tried to win it away from him; she tried to strengthen the man's

own will to fight the enemy that was destroying him. She tried to fan to

life the ancient flame of pride.... But there was no grain of strength

left in Noll for her to work on. He waved her away, and filled his

glass....

She might have destroyed what liquor remained aboard the _Sally_; but

she would not. That would not cure; it would only put off the end. At

their first port, Noll would get what he wanted.... And there were

islands all about them; he could reach land within a matter of

twenty-four hours, or forty-eight, at any time. She fought to help Noll

help himself; she would not do more. Noll was a man, not a baby desiring

the fire which must be kept beyond its reach. He knew his enemy, and he

embraced it knowingly.

Faith never felt more keenly the fact of her marriage to Noll than in

those last days of his life. She never thought of herself apart from

him; and when he debauched himself, she felt soiled as though she were

herself degraded. Nevertheless, she clung to him with all her soul;

clung to him, lived the vows she had given him.... There were other

times, after that first, when she dreamed of Brander.... But she could

not curb her dreams.... He was much in them; but waking, she put the man

away from her. She was Noll's; Noll was hers. Inescapable....

Brander avoided her. His heart was sick; she possessed it utterly. But

he gave no sign; he never relaxed the grip in which he held himself. Now

and then, on deck, when Noll swore at her, or whined, or fretted,

Brander had to swing away and put the thing behind him. But he did it;

he was strong enough to do this; he was almost strong enough to keep his

thoughts from Faith. Almost.... But not quite.... She dwelt always with

him; he was sick with sorrow, and pity, and yearning for the right to

cherish her.

They spoke when they had to, in cabin or on deck; but they were never

alone, and they avoided each the other as they would have shunned a

precipice....

Save for one day, a single day.... A day when Faith called Brander to

her on the deck and spoke to him.... A single day, that would have been,

but for the strength of Faith, the bloody destruction of them both.

This incident was the climax of two trains of events, extending over

days.... Extending, in the one case, back to that first day when Dan'l

had roused the brand of jealousy in Noll to flame. Dan'l had never let

that flame die out. He fanned it constantly; and when he saw in Faith's

eyes, after the matter of Roy's first theft of the whiskey, that she had

guessed his part in it, he threw himself more hotly into his intrigue.

He kept at Noll's side whenever it was possible; he whispered....

He spoke openly of Brander's fondness for the men, of Brander's habit of

talking with them so constantly. Faith heard him strike this vein, again

and again.... He harped upon it to Noll, seeming to defend Brander at

the same time that he accused.... He played upon the strain until even

Faith's belief in Brander was shaken. There was always the matter of the

ambergris. Brander might have ended it with a word, but he would not

give Dan'l Tobey that satisfaction. He would not say, forthright, that

the 'gris belonged to the _Sally_.... And Dan'l magnified this matter,

and many others.... Until even Faith found it hard not to doubt the

fourth mate.... She caught herself, more than once, watching him when he

laughed and talked with the men. Was there need of that? Why did he do

it? She could find no answer....

Noll feared Brander more and more; and Dan'l covertly taunted the

captain with this fear. He roused Noll, time on time, to flagging gusts

of rage; but always these passed in words.... And Noll fell back into

his lethargy of drink again. Dan'l began to fear there was not enough

man left in Noll to act.... He turned his guns on Faith, accusing her as

he accused Brander....

But words were light things. Noll, moved though he might be, had in his

heart a trust in Faith which Dan'l found it hard to shake. He might

never have shaken it, had not luck favored him.... And this luck came to

pass on the day Faith sought speech with Brander.

That move, on Faith's part, was the result of an increasing peril in the

fo'c's'le. The men were getting drink again.

This began one day when a fo'm'st hand came aft to take the wheel and

old Tichel smelled the liquor on him, and saw that the man's feet were

unsteady, and flew into one of his tigerish fits of rage.... He drove

the man forward with blows and kicks; and he came aft with his teeth

bared and flamed to Noll Wing, and men were sent for and questioned.

Three of them had been drinking. They were badly frightened; they were

sullen; nevertheless, in the end, under old Tichel's fist, one of them

said he had found a quart bottle, filled with whiskey, in his bunk the

night before.... Tichel accused him of stealing it; the man stuck to his

tale and could not be shaken.

The men could not come at the stores through the cabin; there was

always an officer about the deck or below. Tichel thought they might

have cut through from the after 'tween decks, and the stores were

shifted in an effort to find such a secret entrance to the captain's

stores. But none was found; there was no way....

Three days later, there was whiskey forward again. Found, as before, in

a bunk.... Two men drunk, rope's endings at the rail.... But no solution

to the mystery.

Two days after that, the same thing; four days later, a repetition. And

so on, at intervals of days, for a month on end. The whiskey dribbled

forward a quart at a time; the men drank it.... And never a trace to the

manner of the theft.

In the end, Roy Kilcup found a bottle in his bunk, and drank the bulk of

it himself, so that he was deathly sick and like to die. Faith,

tormented beyond endurance, looking everywhere for help, chose at last

to appeal to Brander.

Brander had the deck, that day. Willis Cox and Tichel were sleeping....

Dan'l was in the main cabin, alone; Noll in the after cabin, stupid with

drink. Roy had been sick all the night before, with Willis Cox and

Tichel working over him, counting the pounding heart-beats, wetting the

boy's head, working the poison out of him. Roy was forward, in his bunk,

now, still sodden.

Faith came from the after cabin, passed Dan'l and went up on deck.

Something purposeful in her face caught Dan'l's attention; and he went

to the foot of the cabin companion and listened. He heard her call

softly:

"Mr. Brander."

Dan'l thought he knew where Brander would be. In the waist of the

_Sally_, no doubt. There was a man at the wheel. Faith did not wish this

man to hear what she had to say. So she met Brander just forward of the

cabin skylight by the boathouse; and Dan'l, straining his ears, could

hear.

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