MARCH 7, 1900

A sentimentalist sleeps in nearly everyone, whether he is aware of the

fact or not; just as we are all potential poets or lovers, though some

of us undoubtedly under rather a deep disguise. My particular vein of

sentiment has lately taken the form of linking together sundry small

spots here with others far away, upon the other side of St. George’s

boisterous channel. Thus I have a Burren corner, a West Galway corner, a

Kerry corner, a Kildare corner, even a green memento or two of the great

lost forest of Ossory, of which only a few shadowy remnants survive to a

remote, but happily not an indifferent generation.

That pleasure is to be found in such childishness might at first sight

seem incredible. Since it is so, there is no use, however, in refusing

to recognise it oneself. Take the Burren, for instance. Burren the wild,

the remote, the austere, the solitary; to the few who know it a region

absolutely unique, with its cyclopean terraces sloping slowly to the

waves, that moan and mutter eternally around their bases. To represent

the Burren--even the Burren plants--by three or four tiers of stones,

which are not even limestones, might well seem even to oneself the very

acme of absurdity. I refuse however to be ashamed of it, and if my Dryas

octopetala and my Helianthemum canum, my Potentilla fruticosa, and my

Cystopteris fragilis would but accept such hospitality as I can offer

them; would but pretend that fragments of lime rubbish are slabs of

limestone, I should be content, and ask no more of them.

Some are kindly enough, but others are hopelessly supercilious, and I am

at my wits’ end how to cater for them. If distinguished visitors would

only condescend to mention their wants plainly, how gladly, I have often

thought, would one hasten to satisfy them. When they merely look

disgusted, and, after sulking hopelessly for some months, die upon one’s

hands, what is an unfortunate host or hostess to do? Here is

Helianthemum canum, for instance, which for the last nine months I have

been keeping from dying, as it were by main force. Up to now I have in a

measure succeeded, and have even occasionally flattered myself that it

was beginning to resign itself. I know perfectly well however that it

has in reality made up its mind upon the subject, and that one of these

mornings I shall hurry out to my “Burren” corner, only to find

Helianthemum canum looking black but satisfied, having just succeeded in

dying triumphantly on my hands!

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