SEPTEMBER 4, 1899

It has been wet, and is now fine again, consequently our view of the

downs exhibits those tones of vinous purple, shading into indigo, that

in moments of patriotic expansion I am apt to call Irish. I do not think

it is quite friendly of our neighbours, especially those who live upon

the ridge above our heads, to smile so significantly whenever that word

“view” happens to slip out, as it did just now, in alluding to our new

possession, and its prospects. For what, after all, is a view? The

question seems to suggest a reference to the dictionary, and here is

Webster, ponderous in brown calf. “View. 1st. Act of seeing, or

beholding; sight; survey; examination by the eye. 2nd. That which is

looked towards, or kept in sight; an appearance; a show.” Well, have we

not something to look towards, to keep in sight, some appearance, some

show? For that matter, so, it may be urged, has the habitant of the “two

pair back,” or the rustic whose prospect is limited to a survey of his

or her neighbours’ under garments,--those “short and simple flannels of

the poor” hung to dry in silhouette against a back fence. The truth is

it is not at all desirable to be so haughty. I will not go so far as to

say that it is unchristian, but it is certainly unbecoming, for are we

not all fellow-creatures? What if you _can_ command seven counties from

your windows? What if on one particular morning--to me incredible--you

did see three ships cross Shoreham gap? What if from your garden chair

you can be regaled by a fantasia of changing lights and shadows? be

lapped into peace upon summer afternoons, or stirred by the drama of

battle clouds, flung into blackness by a storm? Well, if you can, be

glad of it, but for pity’s sake abstain from bragging! “Gi’ God thanks,

and say no more o’ it.” Believe me it is not even commonly lucky to be

so proud, and I speak with some little authority upon that subject.

For as regards this matter of views, I too have been haughty to the

point of insupportableness. I too have believed that the possession of

wide prospects argued some peculiar, some ineffable superiority in

myself. There was a time when nothing short of an entire ocean, none of

your petty babbling channels, but the whole thundering Atlantic,

sufficed for my ambition. In those days only upon the largest

combination of sea, sky, mountain; sea-scape, land-scape, cloud-scape,

did it seem possible adequately to exist. As for a mere rustic

landscape, as for a confined one, as for a humdrum English one, above

all as for a landscape within fifty miles of London, why the mention of

such things merely moved my commiseration! Those were the days when to

be called upon to leave what is sometimes uncivilly called the ruder

island, and to repair, even temporarily, to the more prosperous one,

seemed a fall and a degradation hardly to be measured by words. When the

contraction of the horizon seemed like a contraction of all life, and of

all that made life worth having. When the remembrance that one would

have to wake in the morning with no dim blue line to greet one,

appeared, to a patriotic, a self-respecting being, to be a wrong and an

indignity hardly to be endured without revolt.

Such an attitude is, I now hold, unbecoming in mere mortals, and, like

other vaulting ambitions, is apt to precede a fall. The man who starts

in life determined to be either Cæsar, or nothing, frequently fails to

become Cæsar, whereas with regard to the other alternative, the gods are

quite capable of taking him at his word. Happily, life is for most of us

a liberal education, and the narrowing of the horizon comes to be

endured with a philosophy born of other, and more serious deprivations.

It may even be open to question whether any man or woman ever yet was

made the better by the possession of a noble view?

That he or she ought to have been made so is quite true, but as a matter

of fact, have they? We are moulded out of exceedingly stubborn stuff,

and are not often ennobled, I suspect, by the landscapes that surround

us, any more than we are by the pursuits we follow, or the names that we

carry about with us. Furthermore the essentials of all landscape show a

considerable similarity. Much the same sort of clouds and sunshine, much

the same sort of nights and days, much the same sort of summers and

winters, visit alike the tamest and the wildest of them. Even the more

dramatic and exciting fluctuations--snow, and hail, storm, and

lightning--exhibit a greater impartiality than might have been expected.

The gale that has just unroofed your lordly tower, has equally swept the

tiles off our humble porch; in the same way that moralists are fond of

assuring us that sickness and sorrow, loss and pain, old age and death,

fall equally upon the homes of beggars and of kings.

Never having belonged to the last of these classes, I cannot take it

upon me to answer for the discomforts that pertain to it. With regard to

the other, though I have often seen myself figuring, or upon the point

of figuring, amongst its sad and tattered ranks, the impression has

never been a particularly agreeable one, and I prefer, therefore, not to

dwell upon it. It was moreover the subject of landscapes, I think, not

of either kings or beggars, that was under discussion? But that is the

sort of thing that is always happening! Of all the unsatisfactory stock

to keep, ideas are in my experience the most unsatisfactory; equally

whether they are winged, or entirely wingless ones. As for a

diary--which, to be of the slightest use, ought to act as a kind of

crow-boy, or goose-girl, to them, and keep them in order--on the

contrary it seems merely to follow their waddlings and gyrations with

the most foolish, and unnecessary submissiveness. The result is that one

starts intending to fill a page with one subject, and before one has got

very far one discovers that in reality one is filling it up with quite

another!

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