CHAPTER XIII—THE STEADY GAZE

I retraced my difficult way down the mountain, scratched, soaking, and

utterly weary. The lodge, which had seemed gloomy enough before, was a

cheery refuge now. I was all but unnerved by a sense of mystery and of

things dark and inexplicable. Some strange, brooding shadow hovered over

this camp; the place was uncanny. I aroused myself and ascribed it to

the storm, to the rain-swept wilderness. After all, where was there any

mystery?

Some one at camp had once inadvertently stepped on the hearth before the

concrete was dry. That it was the imprint of a bare foot had no

significance. One about to go in the lake, or returning from it, might

have carelessly stepped on the new hearth. And might not that same

habitue of camp have gone exploring up the mountain. But barefoot? That

seemed unlikely. And how about the rustic brace upon the tree? Could

that have been there two or three years and retained its freshness and

pliancy? And the targets with their telltale bullet holes; four on each

target? And their disappearance? Had all these things a relation to each

other?

I roused myself to the wholesome conviction that the haunting specter of

the tragedy and the demon of the storm were playing pranks with my

fancy, and to confirm this sensible thought I stood in the window as the

twilight deepened the gloom of the already cheerless scene. The new

cabins, the piles of timber, the circular stone enclosure for campfire,

were very real and diverted my thoughts from the past to the cheerful

future and the new life which would soon throng Leatherstocking Camp. If

I attached some tragic meaning to every idle scratching on fence or wall

or sidewalk, I should soon be as absurd as my adventurous young friend,

Pee-wee Harris, of whom you may have heard. That is what I told myself.

By way of dealing with worth-while realities, I prepared my supper. Tom

says I am utterly useless except in wielding a fountain pen. But I think

I make very good applesauce and my poached eggs have a beauty of form

which I dare not aspire to in the field of literary art. I need not

detain you with my reveries before the blazing logs after my lonely

supper. I thought of my work and studiously avoided any speculations

about the past at Leatherstocking Camp. Nothing really strange or

suspicious had occurred there. It was the scene of a tragic accident,

that was all. If there had indeed been four persons there instead of

three, what of it?

After my last log had burned out the place began to grow cool and I

gathered up my papers and the smelly lamp, and went to my little room on

the balcony to write until I should become sleepy. The warmth ascending

lingered still in that small apartment. Some strange feeling (I cannot

otherwise describe it) caused me to ascend on tiptoe, for I could not

bear the echoing sound of my own footfalls on the uncovered stair. I

looked into Tom’s room and into Brent’s, and closed the doors of both. A

few dying embers, safely enclosed by a screen, still dimly lighted the

hearth and standing on the balcony I could just make out that footprint

stamped for all time in the imperishable concrete. There was something

weird, I thought, in such perpetuation of a casual footprint, something

akin to the preservation of a mummy. He who had carelessly stepped there

(young McClintick perhaps) might be dead. But here was this ghostly

likeness of a part of him remaining--stamped forever. I would not wish

to have in my home such a reminder of a dear, departed one. The cold

print of a foot that was no more! And that other duplicate footprint

(less clear but still identical) in that haunted pass on the gale-swept

mountain! I say _haunted_ for what rational human being would scratch in

crazy fashion such a word as _strangle_ in that wild, lonesome passage.

And the trail which had taunted and challenged me with its elusive and

changing course. Was it real? Here I was again letting my fancy

wander....

It was warm and cheerful in my little room, the streaming rain upon the

window only increased the sense of coziness and safety, and I sat me

down to finish my article about Stevenson. You will remember that on the

first evening of our sojourn in camp, Brent had noticed a space on the

wall where a picture had hung. This was a painting of Harrison

McClintick, for the leather king had not neglected to have his portrait

painted by a well known artist who had certainly succeeded in

perpetuating his hard features and dominant look. The eyes in that

portrait looked straight at the beholder. And it was for this reason (so

I understood) that the boys had taken the picture down after reading the

shocking news of Mr. McClintick’s death in the newspaper article I had

forwarded to Tom. I would not have supposed that any of them (certainly

not Tom) would be so susceptible as to be affected by the pictured gaze

of a murdered man. Yet perhaps Tom did not greatly care about the

portrait anyway.

At all events it had been taken down before my arrival and stood on the

floor against the wall of the room I was to occupy. I cannot say that

the sight of it distressed me. It meant so little to me that on the top

edge of the heavy frame my suitcase rested, and it served also as a

shelf for my writing case and used cigarette boxes. I did not like the

hard, drawn features of the leather king. The skin seemed to be

stretched tight over his face; the forceful mouth seemed almost cruel.

The head was massive at the top and narrow at the chin. The gray hair

was rather long and disheveled, which just saved the face from utter

coarseness. Seeing only the wide forehead and disordered gray locks one

might have fancied the man to have been distinguished and cultured. I

suppose the cunning artist had hit upon this picturesque disorder of the

whitening hair as the only means of saving his picture from

commonplaceness.

If I am to tell you just what happened on that frightful night, I must

tell you just how I felt. I have mentioned the strange feeling I had, as

of something impending. My adventure of the afternoon had not stilled

this vague feeling of something mysterious and dark. The feeling was not

clear and had no rational basis, but it was strong enough now to cause

me to be troubled by that face in the portrait with eyes gazing directly

at me. There was something creepy about it, the steady gaze of this

murdered man, and it affected me strangely. The eyes seemed to be

accusing me. Even while intent on my work I was disturbed by the feeling

that the steady gaze of that painted victim was fixed upon me.

Behind me I could _feel_ the door slowly open, its hinges creaking

slightly. I arose, stepped out on the balcony and looked down into the

large apartment where a few embers still burned. I told myself that

these should be extinguished and went down ostensibly for that purpose.

The footprint in the hearth showed clear in the adjacent glow; all else

was darkness. I told myself that I had made too much of that trifling

memorial of some one’s carelessness. Then I stepped over to the door of

the lodge and made sure that it was locked. This door, too, had an

uncanny habit of rattling, and to prevent this I took a paper from a

pile on the table, folded it into a sort of little wedge, and stuffed it

between the door and the jamb. From the shape and feeling of this paper

I knew it was the article about Harrison McClintick’s dreadful end,

which I had mailed to Tom and which had always lain with other papers

under a rusty old axe blade that we used for a paper weight.

I went upstairs again and into the room where my little lamp was

burning. Small as it was, it seemed cheerful. Since the door would not

stay closed I threw it wide open and resumed my work. Now and again I

glanced sideways at the portrait and by way of showing my disdain of the

effect it had on me, I lighted a cigarette and tossed the empty box upon

the wide frame. But still I turned, now and again, and glanced at that

intent face with its disordered gray hair, its resolute mouth, its cold,

searching eyes. Was it so that Harrison McClintick had looked at his

assailant? At last I could stand it no more; you may call it weakness or

silly fancy or what not. I arose and tumbling the odds and ends of my

belongings from the frame, I turned that haunting picture to the wall.

To give my action a cheerful aspect of comedy, I said, “I don’t like

people watching me so closely at my work.”

Just as I was trimming the lamp to resume my work, I heard a sudden

noise outside. It was not very loud and occurred in a gust of wind. I

tried to look from the window, but the streaming rain obscured the

glass. However, I was satisfied that a piece of planking leaning against

the unfinished cook shelf had blown down. Several of these boards which

had been selected for “eats boards” had been left there.

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