CHAPTER VII.

Henrietta.

Mrs. Prendergast had heard of Chudleigh Wilmot's accession to fortune

before the news had reached that more than ever "rising" man. Though

she was not among Mr. Foljambe's intimates, and though that sprightly

old gentleman found less favour in her eyes than in those of most of

his acquaintance, she knew when his illness commenced, when it had

assumed a dangerous form; and she was one of the earliest outsiders to

learn its fatal and rapid termination. She was indebted for all this

information to Dr. Whittaker, whom she had assiduously cultivated, and

who was very fond of talking of all and everything that nearly or

remotely concerned Wilmot. The little professional jealousy which had

sometimes interfered with Dr. Whittaker's genuine and generally

irrepressible admiration of the genius and the success of his

_confrère_ and superior had given way to the influence of the

superior's loftiness and liberality of mind; and with Dr. Whittaker

also there was, as old Mr. Foljambe had said, on an occasion destined

to affect many destinies, "nothing like Wilmot."

Dr. Whittaker was not aware that Mrs. Prendergast valued his visits

chiefly because they afforded her an opportunity, which otherwise she

could not have enjoyed, of hearing of Wilmot. She had too much tact to

permit him to make any such mortifying discovery, and he had too much

vanity to permit him to suspect the fact, except under extreme

provocation. So Mrs. Prendergast accounted his visits as among her

most agreeable glimpses of society; and he regarded her as one of the

most sensible and unaffected women of his acquaintance. Thus, when Dr.

Whittaker's attendance on Mr. Foljambe came to a close with the

sprightly and _débonnaire_ old gentleman's life, he brought the news

to his friend in Cadogan-place, and they lamented together Wilmot's

untimely absence. But Dr. Whittaker had previously conveyed to Mrs.

Prendergast information of another sort, which had largely influenced

the feelings with which she heard of Mr. Foljambe's death.

It was the same welcome messenger who had brought her the tidings of

Madeleine Kilsyth's marriage; and never had he been more welcome. She

had steadily persevered in denying to herself that the young Scotch

girl could possibly count for anything, one way or another, in the

matter in which she was so vividly interested; but she had not

succeeded in feeling such complete conviction on the point as to

render her indifferent to any occurrence which effectually disposed of

that young lady before Wilmot's return. That he should have come back

to London, to all the former prestige of his talent and success, with

the new and brilliant addition that he had acquired the whole of Mr.

Foljambe's large fortune, to find Madeleine Kilsyth unmarried, and to

be brought upon an equality with her by the agency of his

wealth,--this would not have appeared to Henrietta by any means

desirable. The obstacles which the social pride of her relations might

have opposed to a penchant for Wilmot on the part of Miss Kilsyth--and

Mrs. Prendergast had always felt instinctively that such a _penchant_,

if it did not actually exist, would arise with opportunity--would be

considerably modified, if not altogether removed, by Wilmot's becoming

a rich man by other than professional means. Altogether there were

many new sources of danger to her project, which did not relax in its

intensity and fixedness by time, silence, or leisure for

consideration, in the possibility of Madeleine Kilsyth's being again

brought within Wilmot's reach, which presented themselves very

unpleasantly to the clear perception of Mrs. Prendergast.

"And so you had not heard of Miss Kilsyth's intended marriage at all,

knew nothing of it until after the event?" said Dr. Whittaker, after

he had imparted the intelligence to Mrs. Prendergast. To him it was

merely an item in the gossiping news of the day; nor had he any

suspicion that it was more to his hearer.

"No; I had not heard a word of it. And I wonder I had not, for I have

seen Miss Charlton several times; and I know Mrs. M'Diarmid has been

at their house frequently. She must have known all about it, and I

can't fancy her knowing anything and not talking about it."

"No," said Dr. Whittaker. "Reserve is not her _forte_, good old lady.

But they say--the omnipresent, omniscient, and indefinable

_they_--that Miss Kilsyth expressly stipulated that the engagement was

to be kept a profound secret. She is troubled, I understand, with rather

more delicacy and modesty than most young ladies at present; and she

disliked the pointing and talking, the giggling and speculation which

attend the appearance of an engaged young lady in what is politely

called 'high life' on such occasions."

"The engagement was not a long one, I suppose?" said Henrietta.

"Only a few weeks, I understand. They say Lady Muriel Kilsyth was

rather anxious to get her stepdaughter off her hands--"

"And into those of her not particularly rich cousin, I fancy," said

Henrietta. Dr. Whittaker laughed.

"I daresay I shall hear a great deal about it at the Charltons'," she

continued; "I am going to dine there to-morrow. I know Mrs. M'Diarmid

will be there, and she will have plenty to tell, no doubt. I shall

hear much more about the wedding than I shall care for."

Mrs. Prendergast dined at Mrs. Charlton's on the following day, and

she did hear a great deal about the wedding, which Mrs. M'Diarmid was

of opinion had not been quite worthy of the occasion either in style

or in publicity, and whereat she could not say Madeleine had conducted

herself altogether to her satisfaction. Not that she had been too

emotional, or in the least bold in her manner, but she had taken it

all so very quietly.

"I assure you it was quite unnatural, in my opinion," said the old

lady, with a homely heartiness of manner calculated to convert other

people to her opinion too. "Madeleine was as quiet and as unconcerned

as if it was somebody else's wedding, and not her own. She positively

seemed to think more of little Maud's dress and appearance than of her

own, and she was as friendly as possible with Mr. Caird."

"Friendly with Mr. Caird, Mrs. M'Diarmid!" said Henrietta. "Why should

you be surprised at that? Why should she not be friendly with him?"

"Well, I'm sure I don't know, my dear," answered Mrs. M'Diarmid, who

called everyone 'my dear;' "it did seem odd to me somehow--there, I

can't explain it; and I daresay I'm an old fool--very likely; but

they did seem more like friends to me, that is, Madeleine did, than

lovers--that's the truth."

Miss Charlton remarked to Mrs. Prendergast, with a sentimental sigh,

that she perfectly understood Mrs. M'Diarmid,--that Miss Kilsyth's

manner had had too little of the solemnity and exaltation of such a

\serious and important event. "At such a moment, Henrietta," said the

young lady, raising her fine eyes towards the ceiling, "earth and its

restraints should fade, and the spirit be devoted to the heavenly

temple, Which is the true scene of the marriage."

"All I can say, then," said Mrs. M'Diarmid, by no means touched by the

high-flown interpretation placed upon her remarks, "is, that if anyone

can be reminded of a heavenly temple by St. George's, Hanover-square,

they must have a lively imagination; for a duller and heavier earthly

one I never was in in my life."

"I suppose the wedding-party was numerous?" said Mrs. Charlton, who

never could endure anything like a verbal passage-at-arms; and who was

moreover occasionally beset by a misgiving that her daughter was

rather silly.

"Not what the Kilsyths would consider large, my dear; only their

immediate connections and a few very intimate friends. Miss Kilsyth

would have it so; and indeed the whole thing was got up in a hurry. It

was announced in the _Morning Post_ on Monday, and the marriage came

off on Wednesday."

"I suppose the bride had some splendid presents?" said Miss Charlton,

whose curiosity was agreeably irrepressible.

"O yes, my dear, lots. Some beautiful and expensive; some ugly and

more expensive; Several cheap and pretty; and a great many which could

not possibly be of use to any rational being. You know Mr. Foljambe,

don't you, Mrs. Prendergast?"

"Yes," said Henrietta; "I know him slightly."

"He is an old friend of Kilsyth's; poor man, he's very ill

indeed--could not come to the wedding because he was ill then, and he

is much worse since; he gave Madeleine the handsomest present of the

lot--a beautiful set of pearls, and he sent her such a nice, kind,

old-fashioned letter with them. He is a real old dear, though I always

feel a little afraid of him somehow."

"Is Mr. Foljambe really very ill?" said Mrs. Charlton.

"I am sorry to say he is," said Henrietta; "I saw Dr. Whittaker

to-day, and he gave a very bad account of him."

"Dr. Whittaker?" said Mrs. Charlton inquiringly. "I don't know him;

I--"

"No," interrupted Henrietta with a smile; "he is not yet famous; he is

only just beginning to be a rising man. He is a great friend of Dr.

Wilmot's, who, when he went abroad, placed several of his principal

patients in his hands."

As Henrietta mentioned Wilmot's name, she glanced keenly at Mrs.

M'Diarmid, and perceived at once that the mention of him produced an

effect on the old lady of no pleasing kind. Her face became overcast

in a moment.

"I hope Miss Kilsyth's--I beg her pardon, Mrs. Caird's health is

sufficiently restored to make any such provision in her case

unnecessary," said Henrietta to Mrs. M'Diarmid in her best manner;

which was a very good manner indeed.

"Yes, yes," the old lady said absently; then recovering herself, she

continued, "Madeleine has been much better latterly; but Sir Saville

Rowe has been looking after her. Dr. Wilmot recommended her specially

to his care."

The conversation then turned on other matters, and did not again

revert to the Kilsyths; but Mrs. Prendergast carried away with her

from the substance of what had passed two convictions.

The first, that Wilmot had entertained sufficient feeling of some kind

for Madeleine Kilsyth to render him averse to bringing her into

contact with the man who attended his wife's deathbed, and who might

therefore have been inconveniently communicative, or even suspicious.

The second, that there was some painful impression or association in

the kind, honest, and simple mind of Mrs. M'Diarmid connected with Dr.

Wilmot and Madeleine Kilsyth.

On that evening Mrs. Prendergast settled the point, in consultation

with herself, that Madeleine's marriage was an important advantage

gained. How important, or precisely why, she had no means of

ascertaining, but she felt that it was so; and she experienced a

comfortable feeling, compounded of hope and content, at the

occurrence.

A week later Dr. Whittaker called on Henrietta and communicated to her

the intelligence of Mr. Foljambe's death; and in a few days later the

accession of Wilmot to his faithful old friend's large fortune was

made known to her in the same way.

And now Henrietta felt the full importance of the removal of Madeleine

Kilsyth from Wilmot's path. He would return to London of

course--perhaps to abandon his professional pursuits, though that she

thought an unlikely step on his part. His sphere of life would, however,

certainly be changed; and the best chance for the success of her

project would consist in her being able to induce him to form habits

of intimacy and companionship with her before the increased demands of

society upon him should whirl him away out of her reach. Even supposing,

which she--though more capable than most women of taking a contingency

which she disliked into sensible and serious consideration--did not

think likely, that Dr. Wilmot would contemplate a second marriage, and

that marriage purely of affection, he would certainly return to London

heart-whole. If Madeleine Kilsyth had indeed possessed for him

attraction which he could not disavow to himself, nor avow to the

world, so much the better now as things had turned out. Madeleine

would have held his fancy captive until such time as fate had set

between them a second inviolable barrier; and this new and keen

disappointment, even supposing he had never distinctly formulated his

hope, would have turned his heart, and brought him: back irresistibly

to the realties of life.

Thus, knowing nothing of the actual circumstances of the case, unaware

of the twofold shock which Chudleigh Wilmot had received by the events

which she calmly regarded as equally fortunate; unconscious of the

storm of passion, rage, grief, and helplessness in which Wilmot was

wrapped and tossed, even while she was quietly discussing the matter

with herself, Henrietta Prendergast arranged the present before her

eyes, and questioned the future in her thoughts. But had she known all

of which she was ignorant--had she been able to see Chudleigh Wilmot

as he really was, while she was thus thinking of him, the revelation

would hardly have changed the current of her thoughts, though it might

have robbed her of much of her composure. In that case she would have

reflected that she had but mistaken the quality and the depth of his

feelings, that circumstances remained unchanged. Wilmot had been

passionately in love with Madeleine Kilsyth; but he was now none the

less certainly, irrevocably, and eternally separated from her.

Thus, the facts which she knew, the facts which she guessed, and the

facts which were effectually concealed from her, all bore

encouragingly upon the projects of Henrietta Prendergast. It is only

just to acknowledge that the increase to his wealth did not intensify

or sharpen Mrs. Prendergast's wish to marry Wilmot; indeed it rather

depressed her. She felt that it might create new obstacles as strong

as those which fate had removed; she would have preferred his being in

his former position. "If I could have won him as he was," she thought,

"and then this fortune had come, that would have been better. However,

ever so poor he would have been a man worth winning; it makes no

difference in that respect his being ever so rich."

After all, this appreciation, calm and passionless, yet just,

clear-sighted, and true, was not a gift to be despised by a sensible

man, who had had the gilding pretty nearly taken off the gingerbread

of his life, but it was not likely to be valued as it deserved by a

man pining desperately for the impossible love of a brilliant young

beauty like Madeleine Kilsyth.

One immediate purpose which Henrietta set strongly before her was to

see Wilmot as soon as possible after his return, of the time of which

event she would be duly informed by Dr. Whittaker. She had had no

communication with him since the puzzling interview which had preceded

his departure; he had neither written nor gone to take leave of her;

but this omission, which would have been extremely discouraging to a

less keen-sighted woman, was not discouraging to Henrietta. She knew

that, as far as she was concerned, it meant simply nothing. Wilmot was

deeply distressed and preoccupied; that was the cause of it. She also

knew that at present, in his life, _she_ meant nothing, and she was

satisfied, so that the future should afford her a fair opportunity of

coming to mean much. But she must attain and begin to profit by that

opportunity as soon as possible--she must endeavour to anticipate

other impressions; and for this purpose she resolved to seek an

interview with him immediately on his return.

"I will write to him at once," she said to herself "He has no reason

to wish to avoid me; and if he had, he would conquer it at an appeal

made in the name of poor Mabel."

And this strange yet matter-of-fact woman paused in the busy current

of her thoughts and plans to bestow affectionate remembrance and true

regret on her dead friend! Henrietta Prendergast was neither

inconsistent nor insincere.

* * * * *

"I hope you did not think me intrusive in asking you to call on me so

soon," said Henrietta to Chudleigh Wilmot, when he had duly presented

himself in answer to a note from her, which she had written on the day

Dr. Whittaker had told her Wilmot had returned to London.

"You have seen him, of course?" she had asked Dr. Whittaker.--"Yes, I

have seen him. He looks extremely ill--wretchedly ill, in fact. As

unlike a man who has just come in for a tremendous stroke of luck as

any man I ever saw. I fancy he was more cut up about his wife's death

than either you or I gave him credit for--eh, Mrs. Prendergast?"

And now, holding Wilmot's hand in hers, and looking into his sunken

eyes, marking his sallow cheek, the rigidity of the expression of his

face, the thinness of his hand, she thought that Dr. Whittaker's first

impressions were correct. He did look ill, wretchedly ill. He did

indeed look little like a favourite of fortune.

He assured her, very kindly, that her note had only forestalled his

intention of calling upon her immediately, and apologised for his

former omission.

"I ought to have come to say good-bye," he said; "but I could not

indeed. I made no adieux possible to be avoided."

"And have you benefited by your absence? Have you gained health and

spirits to enjoy the good fortune which has befallen you?"

She asked him these questions in a tone of more than conventional

kindness; but her face told him she read the answer in his.

"I am quite well," he said quickly; "but perhaps I don't enjoy my good

fortune very much. I am alone in the world, Mrs. Prendergast; and my

fortune has been gained by the loss of the best friend I ever had in

it."

"Yes," she said thoughtfully, "that is very true. Poor Mr. Foljambe!

He missed you very much; but," she added, for she saw the painful

expression of self-reproach which she had noticed in their first

interview after Mabel's death settle down upon his face, "you must not

grieve about that. He expressed the utmost confidence in Dr.

Whittaker."

"I know--I know," said Wilmot. "Still I wish--however, that is but one

of many far heavier griefs. I did not come to talk about my troubles,"

he said with a faint smile. "You had something to say to me--what is

it? Not only to congratulate me on being a rich man now that it is too

late, I am sure."

"It is not altogether too late, I think," said Henrietta in a low

impressive voice; "and I wanted to speak to you of something connected

alike with your grief and your fortune."

"Indeed!" said Wilmot in a tone of anxious surprise.

"Yes," said Henrietta; "I did not know how long or how short a time

you might be within my reach; and so I determined to lose no time in

endeavouring to gain your assent to a wish of poor Mabel's."

The conscious blood rushed into Wilmot's face. This, then, was the

double connection of his present visit with his grief and his fortune.

And he had not been thinking of Mabel! His dead wife's friend believed

him indifferent to the wealth that had come too late to be shared by

her; and except for the first sudden remembrance which the sight of

Henrietta had produced, he had not thought of his dead wife at all. He

thought of her now with keen remorse--keener because it had not

occurred to him to think of her before, in connection with his wealth.

Yes, the life which had had so dark an ending might have been very

bright and prosperous now, with all this useless money to gild it. He

shrunk from Mrs. Prendergast's steady eyes with all the shame and

uneasiness of a candid nature when given credit for motives or deeds

superior to the truth. No vision of the dead face he had seen, awfully

white and still, in his little loved home, had arisen to blot out the

prospect of a future rich in all that wealth can give, to teach him

how infinitely little is that all, how poor that richness! But he

carried about for ever between him and the sunshine a vision of a fair

girlish face, with pleading innocent blue eyes, with golden hair and

faintly flushing cheeks, with sweet sensitive lips, and over all a

look which he knew well and interpreted only too accurately. And that

face, it did not lie in a coffin indeed, but as far, as hopelessly

away from him--it lay on another man's breast This was his grief; the

other--well, the other was his shield from suspicion, from

observation, his defence. He seized upon it, feeling unutterably the

degradation of the evasion, and answered:

"I will be more than grateful, Mrs. Prendergast, if you can show me

any way in which I can fulfil any wish of hers. If there is anything

within the power of any effort of mine, let me know it."

Then Henrietta, in her turn, putting the dead woman forward as a

pretext, began to discuss with Wilmot the provisions of a certain

charitable institution, to which she knew it had been Mrs. Wilmot's

wish to contribute, but which she had not felt entitled by her means

to assist. Wilmot acceded to all her suggestions with the utmost

readiness, besought her to tax her memory for any other resource for

doing honour to Mabel's memory, and prolonged his visit considerably

beyond Henrietta's expectation. In her softened manner there was now

no reproach, and her sense and calmness refreshed his jaded spirits.

It was a relief to him to be in the company of a woman who did not

expect him to be anything but sorrowful, and who yet had no suspicion

of the cause and origin of his sorrow. So thought Wilmot, as he left

Henrietta, having asked her permission to call on her again speedily.

And at the same moment Henrietta was thinking--

"He knows something of the torture of love unrequited and in vain now.

It won't last, of course; but for the present, if she could only know

it, poor Mabel is avenged!"

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