AT THE TOMB.
The Count's three sons hurried to Eichhof immediately upon the receipt
of the sad news, and the obsequies were performed with all the gloomy
pomp demanded by the occasion and by the rank of the deceased. The
sarcophagus, in accordance with a traditionary custom of the family,
was placed before the altar in the Eichhof monumental chapel, where it
was to remain three years before it should be finally consigned to the
tomb. The road to the chapel was still strewn with cut hemlock boughs,
when Walter Eichhof slowly walked along it some days after the funeral
ceremonies, while Bernhard and Lothar were busied over the affairs of
the estate and the settlement of the Count's testamentary dispositions.
Although the dead man had annihilated all Walter's plans for the
future, he had always been to him a tender and loving father, whose
merry voice and resounding tread he seemed still to hear everywhere in
Eichhof, so indissolubly were they connected in his mind with his home.
And now that voice and that tread had died away forever! Walter
wandered restlessly through the well-known rooms of the castle,
lingering in those where he had been with his father during the last
few months, pacing to and fro on the terrace where he had talked with
him about his future, when the Count in his sanguine way had spoken of
his expectation of living to an advanced age and of providing
handsomely for all his children. Where now were all his plans, and what
was Walter's future to be? He knew that there would be no means to
further him in that diplomatic career which might perhaps have
reconciled him to the study of the law, and the prospect of passing his
youth as the legal authority of some petty town seemed as insupportable
as was any idea at present of transgressing the injunctions of the
dead.
The Count's "I will not have it!" still rang in the son's ears. Oh, if
his father were only here now, that he might appeal to him once more!
An idle wish. That "I will not have it!" had been spoken, and Walter
bowed to the decision of him whose untimely departure would greatly
change his home for him, as he well knew. He was not upon intimate
terms with Bernhard; their training and education had differed so
widely. He had never appealed to him for aid as Lothar had been in the
habit of doing. And he had paid but little regard to his brother's
claims as the future head of the family. So long as their father lived,
he had felt himself upon an entire equality with his brothers. They
were all 'sons of the house.' Now he was the younger brother of the
heir who had entered into possession. He had no rights to assert, and
only his brother's kindness could justify him in regarding the castle
as a home in the future. And this very feeling of dependence which
united Lothar with his brother estranged Walter from him. He was more
reserved with Bernhard than before, partly perhaps because he thought
he observed that Lothar, and even his mother, treated him with a degree
of deference. It wounded him deeply to hear his mother lament not only
her loss, but her changed circumstances. To his irritated sensibility
it seemed as if the settlement of the estate thrust grief for the
departed into the background, and as though life had put forward so
many claims that but small time could be spared in which to pay due
tribute to death. All this distressed him, and hence he often strolled
away to the quiet chapel, where nothing offended his filial affection
or disturbed his memories of his dead father.
No one out of the family, except the sexton, who lived close by,
owned a key to the building; and therefore Walter was surprised to find
the door unlocked and ajar. He looked in. The light through the
stained-glass window fell full upon a female figure, dressed in black,
kneeling beside the sarcophagus, and engaged in hanging about it
wreaths of ferns and autumnal leaves. Walter entered softly. The
kneeling figure was so occupied with her pious task that she did not
observe him until he stood close beside her. Then she looked up.
"Adela!" Walter exclaimed, in surprise. "You here? I never expected to
find you here."
"And why not?" she asked, a gleam of defiance in her eyes, which
nevertheless showed traces of recent tears. "Did I not love your father
dearly?" she continued, with a perceptible tremor in her voice, "and do
I not know how dearly he loved the woods?--and--and--there were only
flowers from the garden and greenhouse laid upon his coffin."
Walter was silent for a moment, looking down at the forest wreaths that
Adela had brought. Then he took her hand in his. "You are right," he
said, gently. "Your heart is true and kind, after all."
Instead of replying, the girl turned from him, and, hurrying out of the
chapel, sank down upon the steps, covered her face with her hands, and
burst into a passion of sobs.
Walter followed her, startled, and yet touched, by this outbreak of
grief.
"I thank you for these tears, Adela," he said, Beating himself on the
step beside her. "You loved him, and can understand what we have all
lost."
"Oh, I know there is no one left like him, so good and kind!" the girl
sobbed. "And he loved me, too, and was always tender to me. I can never
forget it, for no one else cares for me!"
"Adela!" Walter exclaimed, interrupting her.
She dried her eyes, and looked up at him. "Yes," she went on, "no
one gives me credit for anything good; no one really cares for
me; but he--he said, only a few days ago,--the last time he came
to us,--'Little Adelaide,'--oh, no one will ever call me that
again!--'Little Adelaide, some day you will----' But why should I
repeat it, and to you, who are surprised that I have a warm, kind
heart? Oh, I am so unhappy!"
In spite of her naive egotism in the expression of her grief, Walter
felt that she was really deeply moved, and the unaccustomed spectacle
of one who was always laughing, always gay, giving way to such a
heart-breaking burst of tears, touched him profoundly.
"Adela, dear Adela, I pray you be calm," he entreated. "How can you say
that no one cares for you,--you who have a father, and so many others
who love you?"
"Don't speak of them," she interrupted him, angrily. "You do not
understand. Papa lets me do as I please because he cannot help it, and,
besides, he thinks of nothing but his business affairs and of Hugo. He
cares about that for me," and the girl snapped her fingers. "My
governess is going back to her home, and is immensely delighted to be
rid of me. Frau von Rosen is angry with me, and will not let Alma come
to see me, because I persuaded her the other day to disguise herself
with me in two new liveries that had just come home, and to drive into
town, where nobody recognized us, and where all that we did was to eat
a couple of queen-cakes at the confectioner's. And all because of that
perfectly innocent frolic I am thought unfeminine and odious, and I
must lose my best friend. And now you come, and give me to understand
that you think me heartless; and your dear, good, splendid father is
dead, and will never speak kindly to me again. I am alone,--all alone!"
Walter took her hand again; he knew that she was indeed alone if the
Rosens had forsaken her, and he was so grieved for her that he almost
forgot his purpose in coming hither.
"And it hurts me more than all," Adela went on in an agitated way,
"that you, who have been my good comrade ever since we were little
children, should think all manner of ill of me, and should treat me so
coldly as you did the day of the funeral. Then I thought it was because
of your grief, but now I know that it was something else. No, no, do
not contradict me. I know you were surprised to find me here, and to
see my wreaths, because you thought me too frivolous and childish, and
heaven knows what beside, to think of what your dear dead father loved
best. Can you deny it?"
"No, Adela, I will not deny that I was surprised," Walter frankly
confessed; "but I cannot tell you how happy I am to find I was wrong."
"Why did you think so of me?"
"Because, Adela, you have lately seemed 'so' to me. We were always good
friends until a few months ago, and then you suddenly changed your
manner to me. When we rode together you talked only of new dresses, of
the officers from the neighbouring garrison, of your plans and
prospects for the winter, which you hoped to pass in Berlin, and of
heaven knows what nonsense besides. If I tried to talk of something
else, you yawned, and I felt that we no longer were in sympathy with
each other. And when I called upon you in Kissingen in the summer, as I
was passing through the town, instead of my old playmate I found a
fashionable little lady flirting with a couple of affected fops and
quite ready to make game of her old 'comrade.'"
"That is not true!" exclaimed the girl.
"Oh, yes, it is," said Walter, who had quite talked himself into a
heat; "remember the day we made a party on the mountain, and you gave
your shawl to Herr von somebody, and your parasol to that other fellow
to carry, and when I asked whether you had nothing for me, you
answered, although you must have seen that I was not in jest, 'Oh, yes:
my caprices; you may have those; the youngest always ought to carry the
heaviest burden.' And then you ran on laughing with the others, and we
never spoke another word to each other the whole day long. Do you
remember?"
"Yes; but I did not mean anything."
"Nevertheless you were ready enough to laugh with the others at your
'comrade's' discomfiture; and that laugh broke the bond between us.
From that moment you were no more to me than a strange young lady; and
that I forget this and tell you all that I am saying now, is due to the
sight of those wreaths and of your tears."
"And when the wreaths are withered and the tears are dried, must we be
strangers again?" Adela whispered softly, with a questioning glance.
"Would you have it otherwise?" he asked.
She was silent, her looks bent on the ground. He, too, looked away from
her beyond the crosses and marbles of the church-yard, where the autumn
asters were blooming and a few belated white butterflies were
fluttering. All was so quiet around them, except for the low rustling
amid the old oaks on the other side of the church-yard, and a soft
twitter from a little bird perched on the roof of the chapel, who
hushed his note suddenly, as though silenced by the influence of the
spot.
Walter's gentle mood had changed. He was irritated by the provoking
silence of this girl, who had no kind reply for him, and he was
wellnigh ashamed of having made an attempt to renew the youthful
friendship the loss of which had given him more pain than he liked to
acknowledge even to himself.
He arose and touched his hat.
"Farewell, Fraeulein Adela," he said, and turned to go.
Then she looked up, and all the former bravado had vanished from her
eyes. "Walter!" she said, and at the sound of her voice he stopped
involuntarily. "Walter, do not go; stay for one moment and listen to
me."
"I thought you wished me to go," he said.
She shook her head emphatically. "Do not tease me, Walter," she said,
imploringly. "You see, it is not so easy to confess that one has been
in the wrong. I know I was wrong, and that I am really very vain and
often behaved very foolishly to you. You were quite right to be
displeased, and I am glad to know that you were so, but for all that
you need not be so very angry with me. You see, I know what a foolish
girl I am; and indeed I don't care in the least what people in general
think of me, but it cuts me to the heart when I see that you take my
nonsense seriously and believe me heartless."
"Walter sat down again beside her on the step.
"I never thought you 'heartless,' Adela," he cried, interrupting her;
"only superficial and----"
"But that's just the same thing!" she exclaimed; "and I cannot change
your opinion of me all in a moment. Perhaps you are partly right; but
one thing I can and will promise you, and that is, that I will always
in future be honest and frank with you, and never again play such
idiotic pranks as on that day at Kissingen. I will not pretend to be
better than I am, and neither will I pretend to be worse than I am, and
you shall always have the right to lecture me and tell me what you
think of me. In return you must promise always to be my friend. If ever
I vex you again, tell me so, and scold me, but do not instantly run
away from me as though I were too contemptible a thing to turn back and
look at. Will you promise me this?"
She looked up at him with eager anxiety, though with a childlike
confidence, and held out her hand, which he grasped cordially.
"Yes, Adela," he said, "I will be a true and faithful friend to you. I
cannot tell you how glad I am to find my dear little playfellow once
more. I know now that she may sometimes hide herself, but she will not
vanish utterly. Be sure I shall remember this."
Adela gave him so sunny a smile that he smiled too, and then, passing
quickly to other things, she asked after his mother and his brothers.
"You are alone too, Walter," she said. "You are very unlike your
brothers, and your mother cannot be much to you. She sees you more in
the future than in the present."
"Why, Adela!" said Walter, almost startled, "what puts such ideas into
your head?"
"I keep my eyes open," she said, and then grew suddenly very grave. "I
only mean that your father is a terrible loss to you, and that Eichhof
will be much changed. Thea will come, and I am glad of it, although she
is something of a prig, like all the Rosens. I love her dearly for all
that, and she will be a good sister to you."
Walter gazed sadly before him.
"Come," said Adela, laying her hand upon his arm, "do not look so
troubled; you know I am just like a sister too."
He pressed her hand; they rose, and she noticed that his eyes sought
the door of the chapel.
"Shall we not go in again together?" she asked, gently, and they
ascended the steps and entered the building. Adela knelt down beside
the sarcophagus, and hid her face for some time upon the wreaths that
she had placed there. Walter looked down at her, and it seemed to him
that they were in the presence of his father, who smiled upon them.
When Adela rose from her knees she looked him gravely and earnestly in
the face, and then left the chapel with him in silence. They went out
into the calm autumn evening; the skies were naming with crimson and
gold, for the sun was just sinking behind the line of forest that
bounded the horizon, and the bell in the little village church began to
ring for vespers.
"How solemn!" said Adela, pausing before the chapel. Suddenly she
turned to Walter again: "From this moment we are friends for life, are
we not?"
"Yes, Adela; at least I promise to be your friend for life," he
replied.
She took from her finger a ring set with a sapphire. "Take this ring in
remembrance of today," she said. "It was my mother's, and I have always
worn it, first on my chain and then on my finger. Take it."
"But, Adela," Walter said, delighted, and yet hesitating to accept so
strange a gift, "will it not be missed from your finger?"
"Who is there to miss it? No one cares enough for me to notice whether
I wear it or not," she said, with some bitterness.
He took the ring, and as he did so detained her hand in his for some
moments, as they walked down the steps and across the church-yard.
"I thank you, Adela; the ring will be most precious indeed to me," he
said, in a low, earnest voice. "But I do not need it to make me
remember this evening."
She smiled, and at the gate of the church-yard they took leave of each
other. The chapel lay about half-way between Rollin and Eichhof, so
that each could reach home before dark.
Adela felt very happy this evening, and, as there was no one to whom
she could speak of her happiness, she carried a basket of sugar into
the stable and fed her various black and brown pets.
"Some living creatures shall be happy with me, at all events," she
said, stroking the necks of the horses as they took their sugar from
her hand.
No one shared Walter's happiness. Indeed, he was not clear as to
whether the emotion that filled his heart at the thought of Adela was
precisely happiness. But he thought much of her all through the
evening, and was even more quiet and dreamy in his mood than usual.