The rain, the cold, and the wind outside was the best possible foil

for the fire-lighted and flower-scented drawing-room, into which the

young negro butler ushered Thorndyke. The walls were of the delicate

pale green of the sea, the rug on the polished floor was of the green

of the moss. A wood fire danced and sang in a white-tiled fireplace,

and laughed at its reflection in the quaint mirrors about the room, and

glowed upon family portraits and miniatures on the walls. There were

many old-fashioned chairs and tables, and a deep, deep sofa drawn up to

the fire. By its side was a tea-table gleaming with antique silver.

Like most men, Thorndyke was highly susceptible to the environment of

women without being in the least able to analyse the feeling. It takes

a woman to dissect an emotion thoroughly. He became at once conscious

that this quaint, pretty, sparkling drawing-room was a home, and that

what was in it had no connection whatever with shops for antiques and

art-sale catalogues. He had often noticed with dislike the spurious

antiquity of many modern drawing-rooms, which are really museums, and

represent the desire of the new for the old. But Constance Maitland had

inherited the furnishings which made her drawing-room beautiful and

distinctive, and in process of use, especially by one family, chairs

and tables and tea-kettles acquire a semi-humanity which creates that

subtle and enduring thing called atmosphere. The portraits on the walls

gave an inhabited look to the room--it was never without company.

While Thorndyke was considering the curious fact that all the mere

money in the world could not create a drawing-room like Constance

Maitland’s, she herself entered the room with her slow, graceful step.

She wore a gown of a delicate gray colour, which trailed upon the

floor, and at her breast was a knot of pale yellow cowslips. A bowl of

the same old-fashioned flowers was on the tea-table.

Thorndyke had never been able to contemplate without agitation a

meeting with Constance Maitland. But, as on the two previous occasions,

so soon as he came face to face with her, nothing seemed easier,

sweeter, more natural than that they should meet. He placed a chair

for her, and they exchanged smilingly the commonplaces of meeting and

greeting. At once Thorndyke felt that delicious sense of comfort,

security, and well-being which some women can impart so exquisitely

in their own homes. The quiet, fire-lighted room seemed a paradise of

peace and rest, which was accentuated by the northeast storm without.

The surety that he would have the room, the fire, the sweet company of

Constance Maitland to himself made Thorndyke feel almost as if he had

a place there. And Constance, by not taking too much notice of him,

increased the dear illusion. She got into a spirited discussion with

the negro butler, who rejoiced in the good old-time name of Scipio, to

which Constance had added Africanus. Scipio had his notions of how tea

should be made, which were at variance with his mistress’s. After the

manner of his race, he proceeded to argue the point. Constance entered

with spirit into the controversy, and only settled it by informing

Scipio that where tea was concerned he was, and always would be, an

idiot, at which Scipio grinned in a superior manner. Thorndyke thought

Scipio in the right, and said so, as he drank a very good cup of tea

brewed by Constance.

“But I can never let Scipio believe for a moment that I am in the wrong

about anything,” replied Constance, with pensive determination. “You

dear, good Northern people never can be made to understand that with a

negro everything depends on the personal equation. He is not, and never

can be made, a human machine. He is a personality, and his usefulness

depends entirely on the recognition of that personality.”

“The commonly accepted idea of a servant is a human machine,” said

Thorndyke, willing to champion Scipio’s cause for the purpose of

having Constance Maitland’s soft eyes glow and sweet voice quicken in

discussion. In the old days at Como they had many hot wrangles over the

North and the South.

“Ah, if you had been served by human machines for eighteen years, as

I was, you would understand how I longed to see an honest, laughing

black face once more. My negro servants do much toward making this

house a home for me. You would laugh at the way we get on together.

When I am in an ill humour they must bear the brunt of it. I am a

terrible scold when I am cross. But when the servants are lazy and

neglectful, then I bear with them like an angel, and so we hit it off

comfortably together. Even Scipio Africanus, who is altogether idle

and irresponsible, becomes a hero when I am ill and a gentleman when I

am angry.”

“Another cup of tea, please.”

“Already? You will become a tea-drinker like Doctor Johnson. However,

my tea is so good that you are excused.”

The conversation went on fitfully, but to Thorndyke delightfully.

Like all women who truly know the world, Constance had a charming and

real simplicity about her. She made no effort to entertain him. She

talked to him and he replied or was silent according to his mood. Every

moment increased Thorndyke’s sense of exquisite comfort and quiet

enjoyment. He had reached the inevitable stage of life when amusements

are no longer warranted to amuse; when only a few things remained,

such as certain books and certain conversations, which were a surety

of pleasure. Nor had it been much in his way to enjoy those simple

pleasures which are found only in quiet and seclusion. It was as much a

feeling of gratitude as of enjoyment which made him say to Constance:

“I did not think there remained for me such an hour of rest and

refreshment as you have given me.”

Constance turned toward him, her eyes pensive but not sad. There was

something soothing in her very presence. She had known and suffered

much, and had led a life far from quiet, and now, in her maturity,

she had reached, it seemed to her, a haven of peace and quiet. She

had acquired a knowledge worth almost as much as youth itself--the

knowledge that never again could she suffer as she had once suffered.

And the meeting with Thorndyke had confirmed her in a belief which

had been her chief solace under the sorrows of her life of exile and

disappointment. She knew he loved her well. For some years of her

youth she had been haunted by the thought, cruel to her pride, that

Thorndyke, after all, had been only playing at love. But as time went

on, and she knew herself and others better, she had become convinced

that Thorndyke had truly loved her, and his leaving her was only what

any other man of honour, burdened with poverty, would have done. And he

had remembered and suffered, too. As this thought came into her mind

Thorndyke made some little remark that referred vaguely to their past,

something about a song from one of the Italian operas, those simple

love-stories told in lyrics which she had often sung in the old days. A

blush swept over Constance’s cheek, and after a little pause of silence

and hesitation she went to the piano and sang the quaint old song.

She had a pleasing, although not a brilliant, voice, and her singing

was full of sweetness and feeling, the only kind of singing which the

normal man really understands.

When she returned to her chair Thorndyke leaned toward her with

eyes which told her he loved her, although he did not utter a word.

Constance, in turn, resting her rounded chin on her hand, leaned toward

him with a heavenly smile upon her face--the smile a woman only bestows

on the man she loves. Even if he could never speak his love she was

conscious of it, and that was enough for her woman’s heart. Under the

spell of her eyes and smile Thorndyke felt himself losing his head--how

could he refrain from touching the soft white hand which hung so

temptingly near him!

“Mr. Crane,” announced Scipio Africanus, and Julian Crane walked in.

Every man receives a shock when he finds he has interrupted a

tête-à-tête, and Crane’s shock was augmented by finding that Thorndyke

was the victim in the present case. Thorndyke had not said a word about

going to see Miss Maitland, and Crane had meant to do a magnanimous

thing by taking him there! And while outside the door he had heard

Constance singing to the piano. She had never mentioned to him that she

had such an accomplishment.

Thorndyke behaved as men usually do under the circumstances. He spoke

to Crane curtly, assumed an injured air, and took his leave promptly,

as much as to say:

“It is impossible for me to stand this man a moment.”

Constance, womanlike, showed perfect composure and politeness, bade

Thorndyke good-bye with a smile, and then, by an effort, brought

herself to the contemplation of Julian Crane. She saw then that he

was very pale, and the hand which he rested on the back of a chair

was trembling. The first idea which occurred to her was that Crane

had heard bad news; but she could not understand why he should come

to her under the circumstances. Perhaps it was only nervousness, the

relaxation after great tension. With this in mind, she said pleasantly,

as they seated themselves:

“So you waked this morning and found yourself famous.”

“My speech appears to have been well received by the country,” replied

Crane, in a strained voice, after a pause.

“It is a pity Mrs. Crane was not present to enjoy your triumph,” she

said.

“Mrs. Crane does not care for politics,” replied Crane, still in a

strange voice.

“I cannot say that I am especially interested in politics,” replied

Constance, “but I am interested in contemporary history of all sorts.”

“And interested in your friends, Miss Maitland, when they are in public

life.”

“Extremely. I was at the House yesterday to hear you speak, and read

your speech over again this morning in the Congressional Record.”

“Which, no doubt, you received through Thorndyke,” Crane answered,

pointedly, after a moment.

Constance felt an inclination, as she often did, to get up and

leave the room when Crane was talking with her. He had no reserves

or restraints, and said just what was in his mind--a dangerous and

alarming practice. She controlled herself, however, and looked closer

at Crane. He was evidently deeply agitated, and Constance forbore the

rebuke that she was ready to speak. Like a true woman, to feel sorry

for a man was to forgive him everything. Suddenly Crane burst out:

“Have you heard the news? Senator Brand--our junior Senator--was run

over by a train at Baltimore this morning, and died within an hour.”

There is a way of announcing a death which shows that the speaker is

contemplating the dead man’s shoes with particular interest. Without

fully taking in what it meant to Crane and what he wished to convey,

Constance at once saw that in Senator Brand’s death lay some possible

great good for Crane. She remained silent a minute or two, her mind

involuntarily reconstructing the horror and pity of the dead man’s

taking off.

Crane rose and walked up and down the room, his face working.

“I have committed a great, a stupendous folly,” he said. “At the very

outset of my real career I may have ruined it. I couldn’t describe to

you what I have suffered this day--yet no one has suspected it. I felt

the necessity for sympathy, the necessity to tell my story to some one,

and I came to you. I know I have no right to do it--but it seems to me,

Constance, that ever since the day I first saw you, you have had some

strange power of sustaining and comforting me.”

As Crane spoke her name, Constance involuntarily rose and assumed an

air of offended dignity. But Crane’s distress was so real, his offence

so unconscious, that her indignation could not hold against him.

Without noticing her offended silence he came and sat down heavily in

the chair that Thorndyke had just vacated.

“You know,” he said, “in cases like this of Senator Brand’s death,

the Governor appoints a senator until the Legislature meets and can

elect, which will not be until the first of next January. Just as I

had heard the news about poor Brand at my hotel I ran into Sanders,

our Governor. I didn’t know he was in Washington. Sanders is a

brute--always thinking of himself first. He button-holed me, took me

into his bedroom, locked the door, and closed the transom. There were

three other men present--all of whom I would not wish to offend. One of

them has indorsed two unpaid notes for me. Sanders told me he had been

looking for me, and with these other fellows--practical politicians

every one of them--had already formulated a plan of campaign. The

Governor would appoint me to fill the vacancy until the Legislature

met in January and elected a senator for the short term, provided I

would give him a clear track then. In further recompense, he agreed

to support me for the long term--the election is only two years off.

Sanders has had the senatorial bee in his bonnet for a long time, but

the State organisation is not over-kindly to him, and Senator Bicknell

is a little bit afraid of him, and naturally wouldn’t encourage his

aspirations. And do you know, after an hour’s talk I allowed Sanders

and those three fellows to wheedle me into that arrangement--and, of

course, I can’t, in two years, supplant Senator Bicknell. Sanders is

a long-headed rascal, and he knew very well that I was under money

obligations to those men, and among them, aided and abetted by my own

folly, I was buncoed--yes, regularly buncoed.”

The rage and shame that possessed him seemed to overpower Crane for a

moment, and he covered his face with his hands. Then he dashed them

down and continued:

“Of course I could have made a good showing in the race in January,

and after my success of yesterday I believe I could have won. Senator

Bicknell is not by any means the czar in the State which he would wish

people to believe. But because Sanders dangled before my eyes the

bauble of the appointment to the Senate--a present mess of pottage--and

because I owed money I could not pay, I gave up the finest prospect of

success any man of my age has had for forty years!”

Crane struck the arm of his chair with his clinched fist. His furious

and sombre eyes showed the agony of his disappointment.

“As soon as it was done I knew my folly, and since then I have been

almost like a madman. I went to my room to recover myself before going

to the Capitol, and managed not to betray myself while I was there.

But I couldn’t stand the strain until adjournment; I had to come to

you.”

Constance sat looking at him; pity, annoyance, and a kind of disgust

struggled within her. This, then, was politics. Accomplished woman

of the world that she was, this natural and untutored man thoroughly

disconcerted her. If only she had not felt such pity for him! And while

she was contemplating the spectacle of these elemental passions of

hatred, disappointment, revenge, and self-seeking, Crane’s eyes, fixed

on her, lost some of their fury, and became more melancholy than angry,

and he continued, as if thinking aloud:

“Suddenly I felt the desire to see you. You would know how insane was

my folly, but you would not despise me for it. That’s the greatest

power in the world a woman has over a man: when he can show her all

his heart, and she will pity him without scorn or contempt. Ah, if

Fate had given me a wife like you, I could have reached the heights of

greatness!”

At those words Constance Maitland moved a little closer to him so that

she could bring him under the full effect of her large, clear gaze.

“I think,” she said, in a cool, soft voice, with a rebuke in it,

but without contempt, “that you are forgetting yourself strangely. I

have often noticed in you a want of reticence. You should begin now

to cultivate reticence. What you have just said has in it something

insulting to me as well as to your wife--a person you seem to have

forgotten. As for the political arrangement which you regret so

much, I can only say that it seems to me to have been cold-blooded

and unfeeling on both sides to a remarkable degree. You have spoken

plainly; I speak plainly.”

Constance leaned back quietly in her chair to watch the effect of what

she had said. She felt then a hundred years older than Crane, who

was older than she, and who knew both law and politics well, but was

a child in the science of knowing the world and the people in it--a

science in which Constance Maitland excelled. But even her rebuke had

a fascination for him. No other woman had ever rebuked him--his wife

least of all.

“Do you complain of me,” he said, “for telling you my weaknesses, my

misfortunes? Don’t you see that what you have just told me is proof of

all I have said? You see my faults, you tell me of them, you inspire

me with a desire to correct them. No other woman ever did so much for

me. Is it forbidden to any one to utter a regret?”

“Very often it is forbidden,” replied Constance, promptly. “Unavailing

regrets are among the most undignified things on earth. Is it possible

that you have lived past your fortieth birthday without getting rid

of that school-boy idea that our environment makes us--that a man

is made by his wife, or by any other human agent except himself? So

long as self-love is the master passion, so long will we heed our own

persuasions more than any one else’s.”

“I hardly think you understand how things are with me,” replied Crane,

his eyes again growing sombre. “Yesterday was an epoch-making day with

me. To-day, the first of the new epoch, I make a hideous mistake. It

unmans me; it unnerves me. Not often do two such catastrophes befall

a man together. I follow an impulse and come to you and you are angry

with me. Bah! How narrow and conventional are women, after all!

Nevertheless,” he kept on, rising to his feet and suddenly throwing

aside his dejection, “no man ever yet rose to greatness without making

vast mistakes and retrieving them. This moment the way of retrieving

my mistake has come to me. I will go to Sanders--no, I will write and

keep a certified copy of the letter--saying that I shall withdraw from

my engagements with him. I will refuse to accept the appointment as

Senator and will contest the election with him before the Legislature.

But--but--if only the man who indorsed my notes hadn’t been in the

combine!”

As suddenly as he had rallied, Crane again sank into dejection.

“You don’t know what it is to want money desperately--desperately, I

say,” he added.

“N-no,” replied Constance, slowly. “I think I know the want of

everything else almost which is necessary to happiness--except only the

want of money.”

“Then you have escaped hell itself, Miss Maitland. This American

Government, which you think so impeccable, is the most niggardly on the

face of the globe. With untold wealth, it pays the men who conduct its

affairs a miserable pittance--a bare living. How can a man give his

whole mind to great governmental and economic problems when nine out

of ten public men owe more than they can pay? I owe more than I can

pay, and I owe, besides, a host of obligations of all sorts which the

borrower of money, especially if he is a public man, cannot escape.”

Constance, at this, felt more real pity and sympathy for Crane than

she had yet felt. Women being in the main intensely practical, and

in their own singular way more material than men, the want of money

always appeals to them. And Constance had an income much greater than

her wants--that is, unless she happened to want an American husband.

Every other luxury was within her reach. This idea occurred to her

grotesquely enough at the moment. She said, after a moment’s pause:

“It seems to me that to make your disentanglement complete, you

should, if possible, pay your debt to the man that you say helped to

wheedle you into the arrangement. You might easily borrow the money;

it is probably not a large sum. If--if--perhaps Mr. Thorndyke--might

arrange----”

Crane instantly divined the generous thought in Constance Maitland’s

heart.

“No,” he said. “I know what you would do--through Thorndyke. But it

is not to be thought of. With all my shortcomings, I can’t think of

borrowing money from a woman. But your suggestion is admirable--the

payment of the money is necessary. It is not much.”

Crane named something under a thousand dollars--and then fell silent.

“Mr. Crane,” said Constance, after a while, “what advice do you think

your wife would give you as to that money?”

Crane smiled a little.

“Annette is a regular Spartan when it comes to practical matters. She

would advise me to give up my rooms at the expensive hotel and go into

the country near-by for the balance of the session.”

“Could any advice be more judicious?” asked Constance. “And is it any

disadvantage to a public man, who is known to be a poor man, to live

plainly?”

“By Heaven!” exclaimed Crane. “You are right! It would show those

fellows in the Legislature next January that I have clean hands. What

an admirable suggestion! And I can save at least enough to pay half

what I owe on that note before the end of the session!”

“You forget,” said Constance, gently, “that the suggestion really is

your wife’s. Perhaps, if you had listened to her oftener, you would

have found life easier. You are, perhaps, like many another man--he

marries a pretty little thing, and she remains to him a pretty little

thing. Meanwhile, she may have developed a capacity for affairs far

superior to his.”

Crane did not like the hint that perhaps Annette’s head for affairs was

better than his, but he had heard several home-truths that afternoon.

He rose to go, and his changed aspect confirmed his words when he said

earnestly to Constance:

“I came in here with shame and despair in my heart. I go away

enlightened and encouraged and comforted beyond words. You will at

least let me say that it is to you I owe it.”

“Good-bye,” replied Constance, cheerfully.

The feeling that another woman’s husband or lover can be enlightened,

encouraged, and comforted by her is a very awkward circumstance to a

woman of sense.

_Chapter Six_

DEVILS AND ANGELS FIGHT FOR THE SOULS OF MEN

Crane went back to his rooms, wrote his letter to Governor Sanders, and

awaited developments.

Nothing happened for more than a week concerning the senatorship.

Meanwhile, he gave up his expensive rooms, and with the assistance of a

note-broker managed to borrow enough money from Peter to pay Paul and

to relieve himself from present obligations to one of the gentlemen who

had so urgently invited him to commit political hari-kari. He secured

quiet quarters in one of the suburbs of Washington and found that he

was quite as comfortable as he had been at his high-priced hotel, at

about one-fourth the cost.

The May days that followed were cool and bright and soft, as May

days in Washington often are. The called session of Congress and the

necessary presence of so many officials and diplomats made the gay

town gayer than usual. The whole country was in a mood of exhilaration

and self-gratulation, which was vividly reflected at Washington.

There could be no doubt that Crane’s success was real and substantial,

and that he was already a person to be reckoned with.

Crane hugged himself with satisfaction when he reflected on his escape

from being interned in the Senate, forced to remain quiescent during

the time that he should have been most active, and finally enter the

senatorial contest, two years ahead, with a reputation which would

probably have dwindled as rapidly as it had developed. Instead of that

he was in the centre of movement and interest, and even if he could

not make a serious effort before the Legislature in January, he was

in a good strategic position for the senatorial election two years in

advance--and a great deal may happen in two years.

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