AT FAULT.

FOUR weeks went by so rapidly that every one refused to believe it when

the major stated the fact at the breakfast-table, for all had enjoyed

themselves so heartily that they had been unconscious of the lapse of

time.

“You are not going away, uncle?” cried Amy, with a panic-stricken look.

“Next week, my dear; we must be off, for we’ve much to do yet, and I

promised mamma to bring you back by the end of October.”

“Never mind Paris and the rest of it; this is pleasanter. I’d rather

stay here—”

There Amy checked herself and tried to hide her face behind her

coffee-cup, for Casimer looked up in a way that made her heart flutter

and her cheeks burn.

“Sorry for it, Amy; but go we must, so enjoy your last week with all

your might, and come again next year.”

“It will never be again what it is now,” sighed Amy; and Casimer echoed

the words “next year,” as if sadly wondering if the present year would

not be his last.

Helen rose silently and went into the garden, for of late she had fallen

into the way of reading and working in the little pavilion which stood

in an angle of the wall, overlooking lake and mountains.

A seat at the opposite end of the walk was Amy’s haunt, for she liked

the sun, and within a week or two something like constraint had existed

between the cousins. Each seemed happier apart, and each was intent on

her own affairs. Helen watched over Amy’s health, but no longer offered

advice or asked confidence. She often looked anxious, and once or twice

urged the major to go, as if conscious of some danger.

But the worthy man seemed to have been bewitched as well as the young

folks, and was quite happy sitting by the plump, placid widow, or

leisurely walking with her to the chapel on the hillside.

All seemed waiting for something to break up the party, and no one had

the courage to do it. The major’s decision took every one by surprise,

and Amy and Casimer looked as if they had fallen from the clouds.

The persistency with which the English lessons had gone on was amazing,

for Amy usually tired of everything in a day or two. Now, however, she

was a devoted teacher, and her pupil did her great credit by the

rapidity with which he caught the language. It looked like pleasant

play, sitting among the roses day after day, Amy affecting to embroider

while she taught, Casimer marching to and fro on the wide, low wall,

below which lay the lake, while he learned his lesson; then standing

before her to recite, or lounging on the turf in frequent fits of

idleness, both talking and laughing a great deal, and generally

forgetting everything but the pleasure of being together. They wrote

little notes as exercises—Amy in French, Casimer in English, and each

corrected the other’s.

All very well for a time; but as the notes increased the corrections

decreased, and at last nothing was said of ungrammatical French or

comical English, and the little notes were exchanged in silence.

As Amy took her place that day she looked forlorn, and when her pupil

came her only welcome was a reproachful—

“You are very late, sir.”

“It is fifteen of minutes yet to ten clocks,” was Casimer’s reply, in

his best English.

“Ten o’clock, and leave out ‘of’ before minutes. How many times must I

tell you that?” said Amy, severely, to cover her first mistake.

“Ah, not many times; soon all goes to finish, and I have none person to

make this charming English go in my so stupide head.”

“What will you do then?”

“I _jeter_ myself into the lake.”

“Don’t be foolish; I’m dull to-day, and want to be cheered up; suicide

isn’t a pleasant subject.”

“Good! See here, then—a little _plaisanterie_—what you call joke. Can

you will to see it?” and he laid a little pink cocked-hat note on her

lap, looking like a mischievous boy as he did so.

“‘Mon Casimer Teblinski;’ I see no joke;” and Amy was about to tear it

up, when he caught it from destruction, and holding it out of reach,

said, laughing wickedly,—

“The ‘mon’ is one abbreviation of ‘monsieur,’ but you put no little—how

do you say?—period at the end of him; it goes now in English—‘_My_

Casimer Teblinski,’ and that is of the most charming address.”

Amy colored, but had her return shot ready.

“Don’t exult; that was only an oversight, not a deliberate deception

like that you put upon me. It was very wrong and rude, and I shall not

forgive it.”

“_Mon Dieu!_ where have I gone in sinning? I am a _polisson_, as I say

each day, but not a villain, I swear to you. Say to me that which I have

made of wrong, and I will do penance.”

“You told me ‘_Ma drogha_’ was the Polish for ‘My pupil,’ and let me

call you so a long time; I am wiser now,” replied Amy, with great

dignity.

“Who has said stupidities to you, that you doubt me?” and Casimer

assumed an injured look, though his eyes danced with merriment.

“I heard Hoffman singing a Polish song to little Roserl, the burden of

which was, ‘_Ma drogha, Ma drogha_,’ and when I asked him to translate

it, those two words meant, ‘My darling.’ How dare you do it, ungrateful

creature that you are!”

As Amy spoke, half-confusedly, half-angrily, Casimer went down upon his

knees, with folded hands and penitent face, exclaiming, in good

English,—

“Be merciful to me a sinner. I was tempted, and I could not resist.”

“Get up this instant, and stop laughing. Say your lesson, for this will

be your last,” was the stern reply, though Amy’s face dimpled all over

with suppressed merriment.

He rose meekly, but made such sad work with the verb “To love,” that his

teacher was glad to put an end to it, by proposing to read her French to

him. It was “Thaddeus of Warsaw,” a musty little translation which she

had found in the house, and begun for her own amusement. Casimer read a

little, seemed interested, and suggested that they read it together, so

that he might correct her accent. Amy agreed, and they were in the heart

of the sentimental romance, finding it more interesting than most modern

readers, for the girl had an improved Thaddeus before her, and the Pole

a fairer, kinder Mary Beaufort.

Dangerous times for both, but therein lay the charm; for, though Amy

said to herself each night, “Sick, Catholic, and a foreigner,—it can

never be,” yet each morning she felt, with increasing force, how blank

her day would be without him. And Casimer, honorably restraining every

word of love, yet looked volumes, and in spite of the glasses, the girl

felt the eloquence of the fine eyes they could not entirely conceal.

To-day, as she read, he listened with his head leaning on his hand, and

though she never had read worse, he made no correction, but sat so

motionless, she fancied at last that he had actually fallen asleep.

Thinking to rouse him, she said, in French,—

“Poor Thaddeus! don’t you pity him?—alone, poor, sick, and afraid to own

his love.”

“No, I hate him, the absurd imbecile, with his fine boots and plumes,

and tragedy airs. He was not to be pitied, for he recovered health, he

found a fortune, he won his Marie. His sufferings were nothing; there

was no fatal blight on him, and he had time and power to conquer his

misfortunes, while I—”

Casimer spoke with sudden passion, and pausing abruptly, turned his face

away, as if to hide some emotion he was too proud to show.

Amy’s heart ached, and her eyes filled, but her voice was sweet and

steady, as she said, putting by the book, like one weary of it,—

“Are you suffering to-day? Can we do anything for you? Please let us, if

we may.”

“You give me all I can receive; no one can help my pain yet; but a time

will come when something may be done for me; then I will speak.”

And, to her great surprise, he rose and left her, without another word.

She saw him no more till evening; then he looked excited, played

stormily, and would sing in defiance of danger. The trouble in Amy’s

face seemed reflected in Helen’s, though not a word had passed between

them. She kept her eye on Casimer, with an intentness that worried Amy,

and even when he was at the instrument Helen stood near him, as if

fascinated, watching the slender hands chase one another up and down the

keys with untiring strength and skill.

Suddenly she left the room and did not return. Amy was so nervous by

that time, she could restrain herself no longer, and slipping out, found

her cousin in their chamber, poring over a glove.

“Oh, Nell, what is it? You are so odd to-night I can’t understand you.

The music excites me, and I’m miserable, and I want to know what has

happened,” she said, tearfully.

“I’ve found him!” whispered Helen, eagerly, holding up the glove with a

gesture of triumph.

“Who?” asked Amy, blinded by her tears.

“The baron.”

“Where?—when?” cried the girl, amazed.

“Here, and now.”

“Don’t take my breath away; tell me quick, or I shall get hysterical.”

“Casimer is Sigismund Palsdorf, and no more a Pole than I am,” was

Helen’s answer.

Amy dropped in a heap on the floor, not fainting, but so amazed she had

neither strength nor breath left. Sitting by her, Helen rapidly went

on,—

“I had a feeling as if something was wrong, and began to watch. The

feeling grew, but I discovered nothing till to-day. It will make you

laugh, it was so unromantic. As I looked over uncle’s things when the

laundress brought them this afternoon, I found a collar that was not

his. It was marked ‘S. P.,’ and I at once felt a great desire to know

who owned it. The woman was waiting for her money, and I asked her.

‘Monsieur Pologne,’ she said, for his name is too much for her. She took

it into his room, and that was the end of it.”

“But it may be another name; the initials only a coincidence,” faltered

Amy, looking frightened.

“No, dear, it isn’t; there is more to come. Little Roserl came crying

through the hall an hour ago, and I asked what the trouble was. She

showed me a prettily-bound prayer-book which she had taken from the

Pole’s room to play with, and had been ordered by her mother to carry

back. I looked into it; no name, but the same coat-of-arms as the glove

and the handkerchief. To-night as he played I examined his hands; they

are peculiar, and some of the peculiarities have left traces on the

glove. I am sure it is he, for on looking back many things confirm the

idea. He says he is a _polisson_, a rogue, fond of jokes, and clever at

playing them. The Germans are famous for masquerading and practical

jokes; this is one, I am sure, and uncle will be terribly angry if he

discovers it.”

“But why all this concealment?” cried Amy. “Why play jokes on us? You

look so worried I know you have not told me all you know or fear.”

“I confess I do fear that these men are political plotters as well as

exiles. There are many such, and they make tools of rich and ignorant

foreigners to further their ends. Uncle is rich, generous, and

unsuspicious; and I fear that while apparently serving and enjoying us

they are using him.”

“Heavens, it may be! and that would account for the change we see in

him. I thought he was in love with the widow, but that may be only a

cloak to hide darker designs. Karl brought us here, and I dare say it is

a den of conspirators!” cried Amy, feeling as if she were getting more

of an adventure than she had bargained for.

“Don’t be alarmed! I am on the watch, and mean to demand an explanation

from uncle, or take you away on my own responsibility, if I can.”

Here a maid tapped to say that tea was served.

“We must go down, or some one will suspect trouble. Plead headache to

excuse your paleness, and I’ll keep people away. We will manage the

affair and be off as soon as possible,” said Helen, as Amy followed her,

too bewildered to answer.

Casimer was not in the room, the major and Mrs. Cumberland were sipping

tea side by side, and the professors roaming vaguely about. To leave Amy

in peace, Helen engaged them both in a lively chat, and her cousin sat

by the window trying to collect her thoughts. Some one was pacing up and

down the garden, hatless, in the dew.

Amy forgot everything but the danger of such exposure to her reckless

friend. His cloak and hat lay on a chair; she caught them up and glided

unperceived from the long window.

“You are so imprudent I fear for you, and bring your things,” said a

timid voice, as the little white figure approached the tall black one,

striding down the path tempestuously.

“You to think of me, forgetful of yourself! Little angel of kindness,

why do you take such care of me?” cried Casimer, eagerly taking not only

the cloak, but the hands that held it.

“I pitied you because you were ill and lonely. You do not deserve my

pity, but I forgive that, and would not see you suffer,” was the

reproachful answer, as Amy turned away.

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