CHAPTER II _Different Kinds of Courage_

Moving along Riverside Drive with sufficient slowness to grasp details

had given the little western visitor an opportunity to enjoy the great

sweep of the Hudson River and the beauty of the New Jersey palisades.

On the front seat of the motor car Barbara sat with Dick Thornton,

who had offered to take the chauffeur’s place for the afternoon. Back

of them were Mrs. Thornton and Mildred. It was a cold April day and

there were not many other cars along the Drive. Finally Mrs. Thornton,

leaning over, touched her son on the shoulder.

“I think it might be wiser, Dick, to go back home now. Barbara has seen

the view of the river and the wind has become so disagreeable. Suppose

we turn off into Broadway,” she suggested.

Acquiescing, a few moments later Dick swung his car up a steep

incline. He was going at a moderate pace, and yet just before reaching

Broadway he sounded his horn, not once, but half a dozen times. The

crossing appeared free from danger. Then when they had arrived at about

the middle of the street, suddenly (and it seemed as if the car must

have leaped out of space) a yellow automobile came racing down Broadway

at incredible speed.

It chanced that Barbara observed the car first, although immediately

after she heard queer muffled cries coming from Mildred and her mother.

She herself felt no inclination to scream. For one thing, there did

not seem to be time. Nevertheless, impulse drew her eyes toward Dick

Thornton to see how he was affected.

Of course he must have become aware of their danger when the rest of

them had. He must know that all their lives were in deadly peril. Yet

there was nothing in the expression of his face to suggest it, nor

had his head moved the fraction of an inch. Strange to see him half

smiling, his color vivid, his dark eyes unafraid, almost as if he had

no realization of what must inevitably happen.

Closing her own eyes, Barbara felt her body stiffen; the first shock

would be over in a second, and afterwards----

Nevertheless no horrible crash followed, but instead the girl felt

that she must be flying along through the air instead of being driven

along the earth. For they had made a single gigantic leap forward. Then

Barbara became aware that Mildred was speaking in a voice that shook

with nervousness in spite of her effort at self-control.

“You have saved all our lives, Dick. How ever did you manage to get out

of that predicament?” Afterwards she endeavored to quiet her mother,

who was becoming hysterical now that they were entirely safe.

So they were safe! It scarcely seemed credible. Yet when Barbara Meade

looked up the racing car was still speeding on its desperate way down

Broadway, followed by two policemen on motorcycles, while their own

automobile was moving quietly on. The girl had a moment of feeling

limp and ill. Then she discovered that Dick Thornton was talking to her

and that she must answer him.

He was still smiling and his brown eyes were untroubled, but now that

the danger had passed every bit of the color had left his face. Yet

undoubtedly he was good looking.

Barbara had to check an inclination to laugh. This was a tiresome

trait of hers, to see the amusing side of things at the time when they

should not appear amusing. Now, for instance, it was ridiculous to find

herself admiring Dick Thornton’s nose at the instant he had saved her

life.

His face was almost perfectly modeled, his forehead broad and high with

dark hair waving back from it like the pictures of young Greek boys.

His brown eyes were deeply set beneath level brows, his olive skin and

his mouth as attractive as a girl’s.

Yes, her new acquaintance was handsome, Barbara concluded gravely, and

yet his face lacked strength. Personally she preferred the bronzed and

rugged type of young men to whom she was accustomed in the west.

But what was it that her companion had been saying?

“I do trust, Miss Meade, that you are not ill from fright. Mildred,

will you please lend us mother’s smelling salts for a little while, or

had we best stop by a drug store?”

Shaking her head Barbara smiled. She was wearing the same little

close-fitting brown velvet hat of the night of her arrival. But today

her short curls had fluttered out from under it and her eyes were wide

open and bluer than ever with the wonderful vision of the first great

city she had ever seen.

“Oh, dear me, no, there is nothing in the world the matter with me,”

Barbara expostulated. “Why if I can’t go through a little bit of

excitement like that, how do you suppose I am going to manage to be a

Red Cross nurse in Europe in war times?”

“You a war nurse?” Dick Thornton’s voice expressed surprise, amusement,

and disbelief. He turned his head sideways to glance at his companion.

“Forgive me,” he said, “but you look a good deal more like a bisque

doll. I believe they do have dolls dressed as Red Cross nurses, set up

in the windows of the toy shops. Shall I try to get a place in a window

for you?”

Barbara was blushing furiously, although she intended not to allow

herself to grow angry. Certainly she must not continue so sensitive

about her youthful appearance. There would be many more trials of this

same kind ahead of her.

“I am sorry you think I look like a doll,” she returned with an effort

at carelessness; “it is rather absurd in a grown-up woman to show so

little character. My hair is short because I had typhoid fever a year

ago. You know, I’m really over eighteen; I got through school pretty

early and as I have always known what I wanted to do, I took some

special courses in nursing at school, so I was able to graduate two

years afterwards.”

“Oh, I see,” Dick murmured, appearing thoughtful. “Eighteen is older

than any doll I ever heard of unless she happened to be a doll that had

been put away in an old cedar chest years ago. Then she usually had the

paint licked off, the saw-dust coming out and her hair uncurled.” Again

Dick glanced around, grave as the proverbial judge. “You know, it does

not look to me as if any of those alarming things had _yet_ happened to

you, else I might try to turn doctor myself.”

Good-naturedly Barbara laughed. If her new acquaintance insisted upon

taking her as a joke, at least she had enough sporting blood not to

grow angry, or at least if she were angry not to reveal it.

“Well, what _are_ you going to be, Mr. Thornton?” Barbara queried,

shrugging her shoulders the slightest bit. “As long as you need not

develop into a physician on _my_ account, are you to be a lawyer like

your father?”

Dick suppressed a groan. To look at her would you ever have imagined

that this little prairie flower of a girl would develop into a

serious-minded young woman demanding to hear about “your career”? Any

such idea must be nipped in the bud at once.

“Oh, no, I am certainly _not_ going to study law, and if you don’t mind

my mentioning it, I get pretty bored with that suggestion. Everybody

I meet thinks because my father is one of the biggest lawyers in the

country that I must become his shadow. It is all right being known as

my ‘father’s son’ up to a certain point, but I’m not anxious to have

comparisons made between us as lawyers.”

Barbara felt uncomfortable. She had not intended opening a subject that

seemed to be such an unfortunate one. So she only murmured, “I beg your

pardon.”

And though Dick laughed and answered, “Don’t mention it,” there was

little more conversation between them for the rest of the drive home.

But once at home in the big, sunny library, stretched out in an arm

chair, smoking while the girls were drinking tea, the young man became

more amiable.

He had changed his outdoor clothes for a velvet smoking jacket and his

shoes for a pair of luxurious pumps.

“I say, Mildred, old girl, would you mind ringing the bell and having

Brown bring me some matches?” he asked. Finding his own gone, he had

simply turned his head and smiled upon his sister. It happened that the

bell was within only a few feet of him and she had to cross the room to

accomplish his desire.

Although Mildred was tired from a strenuous half hour devoted to

comforting her mother since their return from the ride, without

protesting or even appearing surprised, she did as she was asked.

But Barbara Meade felt her own cheeks flushing. One need not stay

in the Thornton household for four entire days, as she had, before

becoming aware that it was the son of the family to whom every knee

must bow. His mother, sister, the servants appeared to adore him.

It was true that Judge Thornton attempted to show a little more

consideration for his daughter, but he was so seldom at home and when

there his attention was usually upon some problem of his own.

More than once Barbara had felt sorry for Mildred. Of course, her

position looked like an enviable one as the only daughter of a wealthy

and distinguished man, with a beautiful mother and a charming brother.

Nevertheless, however little one liked to criticize their hostess even

in one’s own mind, Barbara could not but see that Mildred Thornton’s

life with her mother was a difficult one.

In the first place, Mrs. Thornton was a fashionable society woman. In

spite of what might seem to most people riches, she was constantly

talking about how extremely poor they were and how she hoped that

Dick and Mildred would make matches that would bring money into the

family. She had the same dark eyes and olive coloring that her son

had inherited, and as her hair was a beautiful silver-white, it made

her face appear younger. She seemed to treat her daughter Mildred’s

plainness as a personal insult to herself and behaved as though Mildred

could have no feeling in the matter. Several times the visitor had

heard her refer to her daughter’s lack of beauty before strangers.

But that Dick Thornton should dare treat his sister with the same lack

of consideration was insufferable! Barbara had a short, straight little

nose with the delicate nostrils that belong to most sensitive persons.

Now she could not help their arching with disdain, although she hoped

no one would notice her.

Yet Dick was perfectly aware of her indignation and amused by it. He

was accustomed to having girls angry with him; it was one of the ways

in which they showed their interest.

“I wonder if I would like to know what Miss Barbara Meade is at this

moment thinking of me?” he demanded lazily, smiling from under his

half-closed brown eyes and blowing a wreath of soft gray smoke into a

halo about his own head.

The girl’s blue eyes had the trick of darkening suddenly. It was in

this way she betrayed her emotions before she could speak.

“I was thinking,” she answered in a clear, cold little voice, “that I

have always been sorry before I never had a brother. But now I am not

so sure.”

An abominably rude speech! The girl could not decide whether or not she

regretted having made it. Certainly there was an uncomfortable silence

in the big room until Mildred broke it.

She had been gazing thoughtfully into the fire, which the April day

made agreeable, and talking very little. Now she shook her head in

protest.

“Oh, brothers aren’t altogether bad,” she smiled.

Barbara stammered.

“No, of course not; I didn’t mean that. You must both forgive me. You

see, I have only a married sister who is years older than I am, and

my father. I suppose I have gotten too used to saying whatever pops

into my head. Perhaps the men in the west are more polite to girls

than eastern men. I don’t know exactly why, but they are bigger,

stronger men; they live outdoors and because their lives are sometimes

rough they try to have their manners gentle. Oh, goodness, I have

said something else impolite, haven’t I?” Barbara ended in such

consternation that her host and hostess both laughed.

“Oh, don’t mind me; please go right ahead if it relieves your

feelings,” Dick remarked so humorously that Barbara felt it might be

difficult to dislike him intensely, however you might disapprove of him.

“Only,” he added, “don’t start shooting verbal fireworks at the poor

wounded soldiers whom you are going to attempt to nurse. If a fellow

is down and out they might prove fatal. I say, Mill, did you ever hear

anything more absurd? Miss Meade has an idea that she is going over

to nurse the British Tommies. She looks more like she needed a nurse

herself--with a perambulator.”

“Yes, I know, Barbara has talked it all over with me,” Mildred replied.

“We went together to the Red Cross headquarters today to see about

arrangements, when she could cross and what luggage she should take

with her. Four American girls are to go in a party and after they

arrive in England they will be sent where they are most needed. You

see, Barbara’s mother was an Irish woman, so she feels she is partly

British; and then her father was a West Point man. She meant to make

her living as a nurse anyhow, so why shouldn’t she be allowed to help

in the war? I understand exactly how Barbara feels.”

Still gazing into the fire, Mildred’s face had grown paler and more

determined. “You see, I am going with her. I offered my own services

and was accepted this morning. We sail in ten days,” she concluded.

“You, Mildred? What utter tommy-rot!” Dick exclaimed inelegantly. “The

mater is apt to lock you up in your room on a bread-and-water diet for

ten days for even suggesting such a thing.” Then he ceased talking

abruptly and pretended to be stifling a yawn. For, glancing up, he had

discovered that his mother was unexpectedly standing in the doorway.

She was dressed for dinner and looked very beautiful in a lavender

satin gown, but the expression on her face was not cheering.

Evidently she had overheard Mildred’s confession and his sister was

in for at least a bad quarter of an hour. Personally Dick hoped his

own words had not betrayed her. For although he was a fairly useless,

good-for-nothing character, he wasn’t a cad, and for some reason or

other he particularly did not wish their visitor to consider him one.

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