CHAPTER XII

LOVE IN A MASK

OR

IMPRUDENCE and HAPPINESS

I

Midnight was striking, and all Paris was astir; the streets were filled

with people bent on merrymaking; it was the eve of _Mardi Gras_ (Shrove

Tuesday).

Léon de Préval, a young cavalry officer, had just made his way into

the Opera Ball. There, for over an hour, he wandered aimlessly amid

the throng that seethed forward and backward, finding no one he knew,

and quite failing to grasp the meaning of the stupid greetings flung

at him from time to time by the women he passed. Finally, choked with

dust, overcome with heat, dizzy with the ceaseless buzz of all these

black-robed specters, he asked himself impatiently whether this were

indeed pleasure, and turned to find the door.

At that moment two masked women came down the steps into the ballroom.

Both were strikingly graceful, and both were strikingly well dressed.

They were accompanied by a genial looking man without a mask. A little

murmur of admiration greeted them, and a band of giddy youths fell in

behind them, hurling flippant compliments and extravagant gallantries

at the two masks.

Léon followed with the rest. At every step the curiosity of the crowd

added to the numbers of the little procession; soon, it encountered a

group of masqueraders, themselves the center of a cortège, who, coming

from the opposite direction, threw such confusion into the ranks that

one of the ladies, the younger looking of the two, was separated from

her friends. Glancing anxiously around her in search of a protector,

her eyes fell on Léon, who was following her movements with a good deal

of interest, and, hastily seizing his arm, "Oh, I implore you," she

said nervously, using the familiar _thou_, "get us out of this and help

me find my friends."

"I am at your service, lovely Mask. Don't be afraid; trust yourself to

me, and come with me."

And, with the lady clinging to one arm, with the other he cleared a way

for her through the press, bringing her safely out at last to the cloak

room; there he seated her on a bench, and volunteered to go to find her

some refreshments.

"No, stay with me," she said; "I don't want anything. I am really

ashamed to have given way to such foolish terror."

"Ah, but I am ready to bless the cause; without it, I should not have

known the happiness of being chosen by you to protect you."

"I am willing to admit that you have rendered me a great service, and

I am grateful. I will even implore you to continue to extend your

protection until we can find my friends."

"What! You want to leave me already? Ah, if only from gratitude, grant

me a few minutes."

"Well, then, as a reward, I will stay a few minutes with you."

They sat down side by side, and the time sped swiftly while they

chatted gaily, lightly together.

At last the charming Mask bethought herself once more of her missing

party.

"But who are these friends of yours?" said Léon. "Is it your mother, or

sister? And, perhaps, a husband?"

"A husband? No, indeed, thank God!"

"You are not married?"

"No, not now."

"What, already a widow? How sorry I am for you!"

"Pray, why should you suppose that I am to be pitied? Are all husbands

so kind? Are all men so tender? Is there, on the contrary, one who

deserves to be regretted?"

"Oh, what an anathema! He is a happy fellow who succeeds in inspiring

you with juster, milder feelings!"

"Toward men? Heaven forbid!"

"Then you are determined to drive to despair all the troop of admirers

who, no doubt--"

"I haven't one; I have just arrived from the other side of the world,

and know nobody here."

"Nobody, really? Then, fair Mask, I put myself down as your first, and

you will see that I shall be ever the most devoted, the most constant--"

"Constant! _Bon Dieu_! If it is in that strain you are going to talk, I

shall leave you forthwith."

"What, does constancy--?

"Constancy is but a chain that we pretend to wear in order to impose

its weight on another. Now that I am free, perfectly free, I intend to

remain so; no man living could induce me to forswear myself."

"There is no more freedom for me, I feel that, but I cannot regret it.

The chain shall, however, be for me only; you cannot prevent my loving

you, or hoping--"

"Ah, no, no, no, monsieur; I do not want love; I do not want promises;

and least of all do I want any one to hope for anything from me."

"But, cruel Mask, incomprehensible Mask, what then _do_ you want? What

must one do to obtain at least your pity?"

"One must neither rave nor deceive; neither exaggerate a feeling

of which he is barely conscious, nor fancy it possible to induce

a sensible woman to change her plans for a few romantic words, or

hypocritical attentions; one must be humble, discreet, patient. I must

have time to make up my mind, to find out exactly what I want, and

then, perhaps--"

"Then, perhaps, what? Charming Mask, finish the sentence, let me know

my fate. I will be obedient; silence, submission, patience, I promise

everything."

As he spoke Léon's face glowed with love and hope, and he gazed eagerly

into the large, black eyes, which, soft and sparkling, appeared to be

studying him with calm and close scrutiny.

Entirely disregarding his impassioned tones, she went on with a

thoughtful air:

"This gold braid must betoken a grade. You are in the service, no

doubt?"

Confounded by her self-possession, Léon could only reply by a gesture

of assent.

"In what regiment?"

"I am captain in the Sixth Horse," he replied, a little hurt.

"You are on furlough, perhaps? Does your family live in this city?"

"No; my people belong to a distant part of the country. They are far

from rich, but they are honorable and highly respected. I only came up

with my regiment, and, like you, lovely Mask, have been but a few days

in the capital; like you, too, I know no one here; like you, I am free,

with no attachments and no ties. Fate seems to have brought me here to

lose at one blow my heart, my liberty, and my peace of mind."

"And find in return, of course, nothing but a hard-hearted, ungrateful

woman! These are the conventional things that we all say. Now, I am

going to do justice to Chance, that is at times kind to us, and I am

inclined to believe that it has been so this time in bringing us two

together. It may be that I shall have it to thank for the one blessing

that was lacking in my life."

"Adorable and mysterious lady, if only I could fall at your feet, and

there swear that henceforth Léon de Préval, grateful and humble, will

do all in his power to merit so sweet an avowal!"

"An avowal!" she said. "You call that an avowal? Did one ever see

anything to equal the presumption of these men?"

"But how can one help believing a little in what one so fondly hopes?

May I not know who is the fascinating creature that takes a pleasure in

teasing me? May I not raise the mask that hides the features--"

"Which perhaps are not so very plain!"

"If only I might see them for a moment, if I might but read there!"

"Can't you read all you need to know in my eyes?"

"They are bewitching, but suppose a sweet smile went with them?"

She rose from her seat, and in a colder, more serious manner she said:

"No, you will never see me, never know me, and never will you learn

anything about me."

Léon stood as though petrified.

"Did one ever hear of such inconceivable caprice? It is useless,

madame, for me to trouble you any longer. I see you are anxious to

rejoin your friends. We must look for them."

She interrupted him, not noticing his anger.

"Léon de Préval, that's your name, isn't it," she said dreamily,

"captain of the Sixth Horse? Do you expect to stay long in the city?"

"What can that matter to you, cruel one, since you do not mean to see

me ever again?"

"But what makes you think I don't mean to see you again? How little

it takes to throw these wiseacres off their balance! I am, on the

contrary, so determined to see you again that--"

"_Mon Dieu_, my dear, what ever has become of you?" cried a woman's

voice behind them. "We have been hunting for you these two hours past."

It was the friend and escort of the pretty Mask. Thus suddenly brought

together again, each in turn ran quickly over the incidents of the

night.

"I am worn out with fatigue, and bored to death," said the lady who had

just arrived upon the scene. "For pity's sake, let us go home."

"With all my heart. There is nothing to keep me here any longer."

"What, so soon?" exclaimed Léon. "At least, you will not forbid me to

accompany you to your carriage?"

This favor was granted, and the pair followed the others out of the

hall.

"Be merciful," said Léon, "and finish the charming sentence you had

begun when we were so annoyingly interrupted. We were talking of

meeting again. But when? Where? And how? Think that in a minute more

I shall have lost everything but the remembrance of you. Will you not

leave me a little hope?"

"Ah, then he has got over his fit of temper?"

"Do not play with me now. I am about to lose you. How shall I be able

to--"

"Well, there is just the possibility that I may come to the Mi-Carême

ball here."

"Three weeks to wait! Ye gods, three centuries!"

"Yes, three weeks, perhaps, and perhaps never."

"I shall be dead by that time, dead with impatience and worry."

"That will entirely upset my plans."

"Your plans?"

But they had reached the door. A carriage had just drawn up, but in the

darkness it was impossible to distinguish either its color or its coat

of arms. A black servant was holding the door open.

"May I not at least cherish the hope that you will be sorry for my

sufferings?"

"Indeed, I fancy you are going to occupy my mind considerably."

As she finished speaking, she sprang lightly into the carriage, and the

horses dashed rapidly off.

Léon stood and gazed after that coach which was carrying away from him

his new conquest, and, caring no more for the ball, he made his way

homeward, his brain in confusion, his heart a little troubled; his mind

ran upon his adventure, and he reproached himself bitterly for not

having found some means of carrying it a little farther.

"Who can she be," he said to himself, "so attractive and so odd? She

cannot be a _demi-mondaine_, with that noble bearing, at once modest

and proud, and with such unmistakable ease of manner. What can she

want? And why should she alternately encourage and repel me? She talked

of her plans, and wanted to know all sorts of details about me; our

meeting might prove a happy thing for her--yet I am never to see her

again, and must never know who she is--Was she only playing with me?

If I thought that, what a revenge I would take! But pray, how and on

whom? She may not come to the next ball; I may have lost all trace

of her forever. I should be sorry, for I am convinced that she is

charming. What a soft sensuousness there is in her pretty, flexible

figure! What beautiful eyes she has, and what an expressive voice! And

such a graceful, witty way of talking! These three weeks are going to

be endless. I had better spend them in looking for and finding her. It

might be as well to get some sleep in the first place!"

But there was no sleep for Léon that night. At an early hour he rose

and began at once his search.

II

The whole of the first week was spent in searching the streets, shops,

theaters, and pastry-cooks'; in following up every woman who seemed to

bear the faintest resemblance to the stranger; committing a thousand

blunders, and many impertinences, with no other result than to prove

to himself the utter uselessness of his attempt. The second week found

him thoroughly disheartened, and in the course of the third he began

to wonder how much longer he was going to act as a puppet in the hands

of a coquette who was perhaps only concealing herself from his eyes in

order to enjoy the sight of his discomfiture. Then one day a missive

was left at his door containing these words:

"M. de Préval will of course remember that he is expected on Thursday

at the Opera Ball at one A.M., under the clock."

As he read, his hopes were fired anew. On the day appointed, midnight

had scarcely struck when Léon took up his position beneath the clock,

consumed with amorous impatience and keen curiosity.

A long hour had slipped away when, at length, the white domino

flitted by. She bowed slightly, and, slackening her pace to allow her

companions to pass on before her, she accepted the arm that Léon had

sprung up to offer her. Delighted to meet her again, beside himself

with hope and happiness, he gently pressed her round arm to his side,

and described in eloquent terms all the sufferings of the last few

days, his vain search, his fears, his impatience. Quietly she listened,

then suddenly interrupted him.

"Well, I fared better than you," she said, "for I found out at once all

I wanted to know about you."

"About me?"

"Yes, indeed; I found all you had told me was strictly true, but I

learned in addition that you are popular with your comrades, and that

your superior officers think highly of you. They say, moreover, that

you are capable of acting honestly by women, and might even be trusted

to keep any promise extorted from you."

"That would be merely my duty; do please let us talk about my

happiness. Have you really been thinking about me? Is it possible you

were sufficiently interested in me to hope I might be worthy your

regard, and to try to find out--"

"But I had to, if I meant to carry out my plans!"

"Ah, those plans of yours! I hope I am now going to hear what they are.

Kind Mask, go on; do, I beseech you, trust the fortunate mortal whose

heart already beats for you alone, and who is only waiting a word from

you to give himself to you forever."

"I should be very sorry!" she exclaimed hastily.

For a few moments Léon was silenced.

"Oh," he said at last, "do not play this cruel game with me any longer.

Why tease me with alternate kindness and coldness? This is the last

of these balls, but do not think to escape me again. I shall dog your

footsteps and follow you until you promise to meet me again, and give

me an opportunity to lay my heart and my hopes at your feet, and hear

from you what these plans can be."

"Oh, no, no; I must first be quite sure of your reasonableness and

prudence. There are certain conditions I shall have to impose, and your

word of honor duly signed and sealed, must be my guarantee of their

fulfilment."

"My word of honor! My signature!" said Léon, considerably astonished at

her cold-blooded precautions and also at the solemnity she seemed to

attach to a treaty made at the Opera Ball.

He looked down at his companion. She was clearly embarrassed and

meditative; her bosom heaved with obvious agitation; and he almost

fancied he could detect a blush beneath her mask. She on her side was

abstractedly watching him, and seemed perplexed and doubtful.

Convinced that the moment had come when with a little pressure she

would give way, Léon went on eagerly:

"Charming but inexplicable creature! Well, then, I consent to whatever

you ask, and I will renew the vow I made at the last ball to be

obedient, docile, and discreet. I accept your conditions beforehand,

if you in return will leave me the joy of hoping to meet you again and

holding finally in my arms her--"

"It must be so," she murmured absently, apparently replying rather to

some thought in her own mind than to what he was saying.

But Léon noticed only her words, and they completely turned his head.

"Oh, how glad I am!" he cried. "Let us go away, dear, unknown Lady.

Perfect my happiness by coming away with me out of this tiresome crowd.

Let us go where I can tear off this odious mask and take your commands.

Then in greater freedom than is possible here, let me pay love's debt."

As he spoke he drew her gently forward; but suddenly she paused,

withdrew her arm, and regaining the haughty carriage that seemed

natural to her she said in a calm cold voice:

"You are strangely mistaken, M. de Préval. Your rash transports and

vain declarations offend and hurt me. Believe me, I am not what you

dare to think, and I am entitled to more consideration, greater

respect, and more prudence from you. I am going to overlook this

offense, however, because I admit that my own odd behavior might well

have misled you; but you must do all I tell you. Tomorrow you shall

hear from me and I will then let you know exactly what conditions I

mean to make. Till then, be patient and resign yourself."

As she spoke, she moved away into the crowd, intending to give him the

slip, but he dashed after her in pursuit.

"No," he cried, "I am not going to leave you. You shall not run away

like this. Cruel creature, you touch my heart, set my imagination on

fire and then forsake me."

"Take me to my carriage," she said, and in her voice there rang a note

of command.

He grasped the hand she offered, and again poured forth his

lamentations and prayers, but all to no effect.

The faithful Negro was standing at the door. The stranger quickly

entered her carriage, saying to Léon, "Good-bye, till tomorrow. You may

rely on my promise."

"At least permit me to see you home," he said, his foot on the step.

"Close the door, and drive home," she said energetically.

Her order was instantly obeyed, and once again Léon saw his hopes

vanish with her who had inspired them.

III

The impatience with which Léon waited for the morrow may be more easily

imagined than described. How often did he run up to his rooms to see if

the letter had yet arrived! How delighted he was when at last it was

handed to him! But what was his astonishment to read these words:

"Yesterday M. de Préval appeared keenly to desire to see

again the lady in the white domino whom he met at the

Opera Ball. To obtain this favor he declared himself ready

to do anything she asked of him.

"Here are the conditions on which he may have what he so

persistently demanded:

"1. M. de Préval must be in his rooms at midnight

tomorrow; a trustworthy man whom he has already seen once

will call for him with a hired carriage which will convey

him to his destination, only M. de Préval must allow his

eyes to be blindfolded.

"2. He must refrain from questioning his guide, and must

not attempt to bribe him (this would be quite useless),

but he must quietly follow instructions.

"3. He must promise to make no noise, and no scandal; he

must not make a fuss about the darkness, and must not

attempt to induce the person who will be waiting for him

to break the silence she has determined to keep.

"4. Finally, when his guide returns to fetch him, he must

follow him out to the carriage and thence homeward, with

the same precautions, and afterward, without making vain

attempts to discover what is to be done with him, he must

patiently await the enlightenment that is faithfully

promised to him.

"5. If M. de Préval accepts these conditions he can write

on the foot of this sheet that he will keep them, add his

signature, and leave it in an envelope at his door to wait

till called for."

When he had read through this extraordinary document Léon, astonished

beyond measure, was torn by a thousand conflicting feelings.

How was he to reconcile the elaborate precautions of this strange

compact with the enlightenment that was promised? How could he make

this appointment agree with the air of lofty distinction and reserve of

the stranger?

He told himself over and over again that it would be the height of

folly and imprudence to sign such a treaty, and embark on such a

wild-goose chase. And yet, as the graceful image of the pretty Mask

rose before his mind's eye, and their animated talk at the ball

recurred again to his memory, the contrast between her pride and her

weakness, the piquancy of the situation, his now strongly aroused

curiosity, and his vanity at stake, all combined to make up an

irresistible temptation. For a moment he even fancied there might be a

spice of danger in trusting himself to some unknown man to be led to an

unknown place, his hands tied by his promise, and his person exposed

defenseless to all risks. But this prospect added savor to the rest.

"No, indeed," he cried, "I shall not draw back now; the precious reward

offered is well worth a little folly."

And, seizing a pen, this wise Cato wrote like any harebrained youth:

"I accept all the conditions imposed, and undertake on my word of honor

to fulfil them scrupulously. I only ask permission to wear my sword.

"LÉON DE PRÉVAL."

In the course of the evening some one called for his answer, and on the

following day he received another note, containing these few words:

"He may wear his sword, but M. de Préval has nothing to fear for either

his honor or his safety."

Never was day so long.

For two hours Léon, ready dressed, had been walking up and down his

room when the sound of a carriage drawing up to the door brought his

heart into his mouth. Seizing his sword, he ran rapidly downstairs,

and found the black servant standing there. The man motioned him to

get into the carriage, and then, in his bad French, respectfully asked

permission to bandage his eyes.

Léon made no resistance.

After driving a short time the Negro ordered the coachman to stop, and

helped Léon to step out on to the pavement. Together they walked a few

yards, and then entered a house where they mounted a short staircase.

Léon could perceive that he was being led through some large rooms

until they reached one that was filled with sweet scents. At this

moment his bandage was removed, and, glancing eagerly round, he found

himself in a dark apartment, at the end of which was an open door that

revealed an elegant boudoir dimly lighted by an alabaster lamp.

The Negro standing beside him with a dark lantern in his hand pointed

to the boudoir and in a low tone uttered the words: "Honor and

silence." He then disappeared.

Léon laid aside his sword, and entered swiftly. A woman, his unknown

friend, dressed in a simple négligé, her head wrapped in a veil, was

half reclining on a sofa.

Léon threw himself at her feet.

"I am a happy man!" he cried. "But what? Are you still hiding your face

from me? For pity's sake make no more mystery; throw off your veil."

As he spoke he lifted his impatient hand. No obstacle was interposed

but at the same instant the lap went out.

We dare not throw light on the darkness that Léon respected. We will

not infringe the order of silence; we will only say that his highest

hopes were surpassed by the reality, and in the pleasure of that

meeting he had no desire to break his word.

Time passed quickly, and the night was far advanced when a slight sound

was heard in the apartment; a secret door had been opened, the stranger

disappeared, and Léon found himself alone. The Negro stood again before

him, and respectfully requested him to replace the bandage over his

eyes and follow him.

"No," he replied, both pained and vexed, "I will not go until I have

seen her--until I have obtained--"

A woman's voice interrupted him, whispering close beside him, "Honor

and silence."

Léon rushed toward the voice to find only a wall; he groped along it

and came upon a small door fastened on the other side, through whose

cracks he could distinguish a light that receded rapidly and then

disappeared.

"Cruel," he said, not daring to speak aloud, "stop one moment, only one

word--"

"Honor and silence," said the Negro firmly.

"Yes," Léon replied sadly. "I am bound to honor, I promised, I submit.

I can only hope that others will be as faithful to their word as I am

to mine."

The bandage was replaced, and Léon followed his guide out to the

carriage. Soon he was at home again, where, alone with his memories,

alternately delicious and sad, happy and anxious, he, now madly in

love, wondered if indeed the whole thing were not a dream, and fell

asleep in the hope of prolonging it.

IV

But who shall describe his anxiety and distress as the days went

by, then a week, a second and a third, with still no news from the

stranger? Still she took no trouble to soothe his impatience.

His mind dwelt painfully on the incident.

"What!" he said, "is it possible that my loyalty and honor were invoked

merely to satisfy the passing caprice of an unprincipled and immoral

woman? No, no I am unjust to her and ungrateful too. I could feel her

heart beating with fear. O my beloved lady why hide from my love? Why

lift me to a pinnacle of bliss only to dash me to earth again directly

after? The memory of the moments we spent together entirely absorbs me;

is it possible they have no power over you?"

In this apostrophe to his mysterious belle Léon was interrupted by

the arrival of a letter which seemed nicely timed to reply to it. He

recognized at once the handwriting of the conditions, and opened the

envelope with a hand that shook with pleasure. This is what he read:

"How many illusions I am destroying! What tender hopes will now be

blighted! What prestige dwindle away! You think yourself the victor,

but instead you are under orders. Your vanity must have been stirred at

the thought of the irresistible influence you wielded over a weak woman

but it is you who have to obey her will. You are of course waiting

impatiently to see and know her, to establish your empire over her by

fresh transports on your side and fresh weaknesses on hers--and that

moment will never come. All is over between her and you.

"Nevertheless, the loyalty and delicacy of your behavior deserve some

recognition from me. I don't think I can better prove my gratitude

than by confiding to you those plans you were so curious to hear, and

explaining the conduct which must have seemed strange at least in your

eyes, if not imprudent, though, thanks to you, I believe I shall never

have cause to regret it.

"An unequal match which brought me only misery, humiliation, injustice,

and violence has left in me an invincible repugnance for a tie

that weighs heavily on the weak, upholds the strong and sanctions

injustice. When therefore I found myself at the age of twenty-five

free, wealthy, and my own mistress, I vowed to remain so always, but

I very soon discovered that I was purchasing my independence at the

price of nature's sweetest solace. When I looked around me I found

not a creature who needed my care and tenderness, not one to love me

and tell me so. I was continually haunted by sorrow for my childless

condition, and by degrees this became a real grief. I was born beneath

a fierce sky, and my blood is hot, my passions strong. What more can I

say? I gradually came to form the singular plan by which I might know

the joys of maternity without submitting to a hated yoke. Still, do

not think me a strong-minded woman, and do not imagine that I scorn

as prejudices those laws which I know to be useful to society. No, I

have the greatest respect for them, and if, for this time alone, I have

dared to set them aside, believe me, it is for this once only, because

special circumstances made it possible for me to save at the same time

appearances and reputation.

"My plan, formed in the first instance in fear and trembling, soon

occupied all my waking thought. I will confess that there was a

romantic glamour about it that lent it an additional charm in my eyes.

Soon it grew to be a passion. You know how I succeeded in putting it

in execution, and to you I shall owe the sole blessing that my life

lacked. At first I meant to leave you in ignorance of the truth, and

forget you entirely. Now I have changed my mind and have come to think

that I owe you some explanation. Moreover, if my hopes are fulfilled,

I may die before the object of my affection is old enough to take care

of itself. It will inherit all my fortune, but I think I ought not to

deprive it of its natural protector.

"No matter then where duty may call you, when the time comes you will

receive from me a split ring on which there will be engraved the

date of a birth; the setting will inform you of the sex, a diamond

signifying a son, an emerald a daughter. The second half of this ring

will be given to the child in the event of my death, with all the clues

necessary for finding you out. When the second half is placed in your

hand the fact of its matching your own will prove the right of the

bearer to your protection, and my personal regard for you makes me very

sure it will not be asked in vain.

"Adieu, monsieur, adieu, Léon; farewell forever! Take no steps to

discover me; they would be in vain, since in a few days I shall be far

away. Forget a fantastic creature whom you do not and must not know;

forget the dream of a single night that cannot return. Be happy; this

is my one wish for you, and if I learn that it has been realized, I

shall be happy too."

"Happy!" cried Léon, flinging the letter down angrily. "I am to be

happy when she coldly informs me I am never to see her again; when

her insulting confidences just reveal the value of the prize that is

lost to me, never to be regained! But let her not think to escape me

altogether; she is mine; she herself formed the tie between us. Could

she have done it only to sever it immediately? Wherever she goes I

shall follow her, and everywhere I shall insist on my claims being

heard. She cannot shirk them."

Then, after a moment's reflection, he added: "Alas! I am forgetting

that she is going away. She is probably returning to her own land, and

the wide seas will divide us. Unhappy man that I am, why did I ever go

to the ball! Why was I such a fool as to accept her artful conditions?"

The suddenness of the blow thus inflicted on his fondest hopes took

such effect on Léon that for several days he was ill. As soon as he was

able to go out again he started his search with more energy than ever,

but, being himself a stranger in the city, there were few means open to

him, and he soon found himself reduced to a state of passive regret,

which is perhaps the worst of all evils. During this period of his life

his temper took on a tinge of melancholy which never entirely deserted

him.

Brought up by an honorable family who had instilled good principles

into the lad, Léon had never indulged in the usual license of barracks;

his professional studies, and a succession of fatiguing and glorious

campaigns, had left him little leisure to form any lasting liaison.

Though of an affectionate disposition, he had never loved, and this,

the first serious impression made upon him, was so much the deeper

in consequence. And now Chance had thrown in his way an attractive

woman, rendered still more piquante by the mystery with which she had

surrounded herself, and she had vanished like a shadow. On the very

eve, perhaps, of becoming a father, he was yet never to be allowed to

press to his heart the child of his love; united by the tenderest and

strongest of ties to persons visible only to his imagination, he was

doomed never to know them in the flesh.

Thoughts such as these left him no peace; yet, after reading her letter

over and over again, he fancied he could detect in it some faint

promise for the future.

All hope of finding his unknown mistress was not yet lost; this

enigmatic ring that she promised him, and that was to announce the most

passionately longed-for of events, constituted in itself a kind of

correspondence. Besides, since an arrangement was to be made by which

the child should at any time be able to find its father, it was evident

that his fate and existence must continue to interest the mother, and

the thought that the invisible stranger would be watching over his

fortunes took hold of his imagination and afforded him some consolation.

But a fresh grief awaited him; orders were given for his regiment to go

into garrison in a small town of the north of France, and Léon, forced

to accompany his men, was plunged anew into the depths of despair. He

felt that in leaving Paris he lost all chance of discovering traces

of her he sought, and that, once buried in the distant provinces,

he might easily be forgotten; even the message he was awaiting with

such impatience would perhaps never reach him there. Still he had no

alternative but to leave, and residence in the little town, with no

society and no resource but solitary country walks, did not contribute

greatly to relieve Léon's melancholy mood.

V

Whilst Léon, brooding in dull exile over his troubles, was mentally

calculating the hours that must elapse before the expected message

could be despatched, his unknown friend, also in seclusion, but in a

charming estate situated on the road from Tours to Bordeaux, was freely

indulging in those joyful anticipations that her audacity, coupled with

her warm, eager blood, had warranted. In the independent position in

which she now found herself everything was new, and everything seemed

pleasant.

Born in Martinique, and reared amongst a slave population, the

youthful Elinor at sixteen had never known any restraint but that of

her parents' indulgent rule; she had never felt the salutary yoke of

the hard and fast laws of society. But at this period of her life her

beauty, which had begun to make some stir in the place, aroused the

admiration of M. de Roselis, the richest settler in the island. He came

forward to ask for her hand, and his wealth so dazzled her ambitious

relatives that it was granted immediately.

He was a man of some forty years, with a handsome face but a character

as odious as it was contemptible. He had been the overseer of the

property he now owned, and had spent his life there, and the habit

of command had developed in him all those vices which invariably

spring from isolation and unlimited power. Suspicious and violent,

unprincipled and unscrupulous, his vanity, flattered by the possession

of the handsomest girl in the colony, soon effaced in him any sentiment

for her except that of a mean jealousy, which he indulged with the

inflexibility of his imperious temper.

Elinor, shut up amongst her Negresses, over whom she had no

control--many of them being, indeed, her own rivals--had now to endure

the vilest treatment. Her proud and sensitive heart was filled with

a deep-rooted resentment, and she visited on all men the hatred and

contempt which were merited by the only one whom she had opportunity of

judging.

Her parents died of grief at having thus sacrificed their only child,

and shortly after her husband, worn out by a manner of life whose

pleasures he had thoroughly exhausted, began to make preparations to

remove to France. He had already arranged for the purchase of an estate

in that country, when he was suddenly overtaken by death in the midst

of a debauch.

Thus the beautiful Elinor de Roselis found herself at the age of

twenty-five at once the richest and most independent woman in the

colony, but, disgusted with a place in which she had known only sorrow,

she resolved to put into execution her husband's plans, and settle in

France. One of her childhood friends, Mme. de Gernancé, who had been

more fortunate than herself in marriage, was also about to remove with

her family and fortune to France, so a vessel was chartered for them,

and Mme. de Roselis, having once more vowed on the tomb of her parents

to give no man in future a right to dispose of her person and fate went

on board, her mind filled with a thousand schemes, and nursing as many

fond hopes.

In the first years of her unhappy married life Mme. de Roselis had

suffered keenly from her disappointment in having no children; later

she found consolation in the fear lest a child of hers should inherit

the vices that caused her such lasting and acute pain.

In the first flush of her recovered liberty this regret returned with

fresh force; alone, without relatives, without affection, on the eve

of landing on a foreign shore where she knew no one, she realized

that independence is not the only requisite for happiness, and that

we all need some interest in life to attach us to it. The company

of her friend's children, who were constantly with them during the

voyage, riveted her thoughts to the subject, and it was their kisses

and the games she played with them that first gave her the idea of the

strange scheme we have seen her carry out. The long journey afforded

her plenty of leisure in which to devise a way to guard against the

serious inconveniences that might arise from such a proceeding; and

in proportion as the idea took shape in her mind she became ever more

enchanted with it, until by the time Bordeaux was reached she was

completely under its spell.

Making only a short stay in that city, she quickly followed M. and

Mme. de Gernancé to Paris, where they intended to spend the winter

together. We have seen with what rashness and success she accomplished

her object, and how her lucky star threw in her way a man like Léon de

Préval, whose honesty and steadiness of character saved her from the

dangers to which she was bent on exposing herself.

Admitting only her faithful black servant into her confidence, she had

commissioned him to find for her in some distant suburb the little

house that in the interval between the two balls she arranged to

suit her purpose. The secret spring that extinguished the lamp and

the secret door by which she escaped were the fruit of the careful

forethought that she lavished on a scheme which assuredly could be

justified by none.

As she was staying in the same hotel as her traveling companions, she

was obliged to prepare them for her disappearance by telling them she

intended to leave for the country on the day following the Mi-Carême.

Accordingly, on the day appointed, notwithstanding her friends'

entreaties, she duly left, attended by the Negro, but she went only as

far as the little house. The rest of her household having started a few

hours earlier, all passed off as she had planned.

After the meeting that she had arranged with such care she remained

concealed a short time in the villa. It was from thence she had written

to him the letter that had caused Léon so much pain. A few days later,

she left for Touraine.

Her first care on arriving was to spread a report in the district that

her husband, already ill when they started, had died on the voyage;

this was confirmed by her mourning dress. Soon she allowed it to be

known that she was hoping shortly to possess a tardy token of their

union. After some time the hope became an obvious certainty, and toward

the end of the autumn Mme. de Roselis obtained her heart's desire, and

gave birth to a daughter who was brought up by her side in the chateau.

With what transports of joy she pressed her long-desired child to her

bosom--the child in whom all the happiness of her life was bound up,

and in whom all her tenderest feelings would be centered!

"You will love me dearly," she said, "you will thank me for the care

and love I shall lavish on you. I shall live for you only, and shall

never have to fear lest desertion and insult may be the reward of my

devotion. At last I have at my side a creature who is bound to me by

the sweetest and closest of ties, whose innocent affection and childish

joy will, I hope, suffice for my own happiness."

It was but natural that the memory of him to whom she owed her new

happiness should be present with her in the first glow of it. She

thought how delighted Léon would be if he could see his child, and this

brought back to her mind the promise she had made to let him know the

date of its birth.

The Negro was sent to Paris to order the ring that had been described

to Léon. He was told to find out at the War Office the whereabouts of

his regiment, and to start immediately, at full speed, to take him this

last message. He was himself to place it in the hands of M. de Préval,

and to depart instantly, without giving the young officer time to ask

a single question. The black carried out his instructions with as much

accuracy as intelligence.

VI

One morning, Léon, who had hailed with some excitement the opening of

the month of November, returned from drill in low spirits and full of

anxious thought. He was about to go at once to his quarters when he

heard behind him the trot of a horse, and, turning his head, recognized

the Negro. He uttered a cry of surprise and delight as the black rode

up to him and, without dismounting, said:

"Here is something I was ordered to bring to you," and at the same

moment he placed in his hand a sealed box.

Then he set spurs to his horse and was out of sight in an instant.

Léon, dumbfounded, followed him with his eyes, and but for the box he

still held would have been tempted to set the sudden event down to an

apparition to be attributed to his own nervous condition.

Hastily, he opened the case. It contained only the half of a gold ring,

split like a French wedding ring, on which was engraved "November 22,

18--." It was set with a very fine emerald.

"So it is a girl!" cried Léon. "I am a father--and not a line, not a

word for me! She is still making sport of me! This ends everything,

probably, and I shall never hear another word about her. Who ever can

she be, this unget-at-able creature who does as she likes with me and

seems to hold my future in her hand, who remains invisible, and yet can

find me out in this distant spot, and, according to her wayward humor,

seeks me or forsakes me? Wretched ball! Fatal meeting!"

He turned the matter over in his disturbed mind in a hundred different

ways, but never came to any satisfactory conclusion.

A long year passed in this way. Then, with the approach of the

following spring, there were rumors of a coming war; a Spanish

expedition was talked of, and the officers, looking forward to

promotion and glory, were thankful for the prospect of escape from

inaction.

Léon was specially impatient for the signal to enter the fray, for he

was sick of living with his memories, in the idleness that fostered

them. What then was his surprise to receive one day a despatch from the

War Office, informing him of his nomination as aide-de-camp to General

de X. and ordering him to start at once for Paris, where he was to join

that officer.

To Léon, who had never seen his chief, and knew no one about his person

who could have exerted any influence in his behalf, this promotion

was inexplicable. For some time past, however, he had been living

in an atmosphere of extraordinary events; this last filled him with

mingled joy and hope. Might not his unknown mistress have had a hand

in the matter? If so, surely here was a clue to her name and place of

residence. At all events, he was going back to Paris, and however short

his stay in the capital, some lucky chance might help him in his search.

Thus he found himself once more back in the city, where he was received

in the kindest way by his general, who installed him in his own house

and gave him a place at his table.

At first the multiplicity of his duties prevented him from taking any

of those steps which he had already proved to be more than useless, but

after a little while, having won the regard of his chief and having

become in some sort a favorite with him, he ventured to ask the name

of the person to whom he owed this post of honor. The general informed

him that the recommendation of M. de B., who was in charge of the war

staff, and the record of Léon's distinguished conduct in the last

campaign, had led him to ask for the young man as his aide-de-camp.

"And that reminds me," he continued, "you ought to go and thank him. I

shall be going there one evening soon, and if you like I will take you

with me."

Although this reply was a disappointment to Léon, he gratefully

accepted the offer, and a few days later the general took him in his

own carriage to call upon M. de B.

They found a number of people already assembled in the drawing room

when they arrived, and Mme. de B. had just arranged some card tables

and resumed her place near the fire, where she was chatting with a

small circle of friends, consisting of some three or four women and as

many men. When Léon was introduced to her he endeavored to obtain from

her the information he was so eager to get, but in vain. After some

civilities the conversation again became general, and Mme. de B. begged

one of the gentlemen to continue the story he had commenced. Thus Léon,

his hopes frustrated, found himself obliged to listen with the rest.

A string of tales, some amusing, others strange, were told by one and

another of the guests, and then Mme. de B., careful that each in turn

should have an opportunity to shine, turned toward Léon and asked

him, with a smile, whether in the course of his campaigns and the

vicissitudes of a soldier's life, he had not met with some adventure

that would bear relating. Léon's mind was ever engrossed with his own

recent experiences, and he at once told the tale, placing it, however,

to the account of a brother officer, but imparting to it the living

interest that only a man who is full of his subject can command.

When he had finished, a lively discussion of this singular fad of

independence followed. The ladies judged with just severity the

inexcusable imprudence that had led a woman so lightly to expose

herself, and they blamed her for having sacrificed her principles to

a mistaken taste for freedom. The men held that her action was a sign

of character and imagination, and that she had lived her romance with

as much wit as decision, and they set her down as a charming woman.

They all wished they had been in the shoes of that officer, but all

declared they would not have allowed themselves to be so easily shaken

off, for no vows would have induced them to refrain from unmasking and

subjugating the beautiful fugitive.

"Indeed," said a lady of a certain age, with some dryness, "one need

hardly have been so scrupulous with a person who had so little respect

for herself."

"I admit," said a very pretty woman seated in the corner of the

fireplace, "that it is impossible to justify her conduct. Still, one

may suppose that her aversion for a second marriage rested on some

powerful and secret motive. The passion of maternity seems to have done

the rest, and which of us, when fondling the child who smiles up at us,

but can find in our heart some excuse for an error prompted by this

feeling?"

"But you must at least admit that it was very hard upon this poor

officer?"

"Why, what harm has she done to him?" asked the pretty lady in a

careless tone.

"What harm!" cried Léon with some heat. "Is it then nothing for him to

be ever pursued by the memory of a charming woman whom he loves for

her grace and spirit, the possession of whom caused him such exquisite

pleasure, and who now obstinately conceals herself from his sight and

his affection--a woman who, apparently, only aroused his passion to

forsake him at once, and who only preserves just such relations with

him as may keep alive a desire that she never means to gratify? He is

a husband and a father, and yet may not know the objects of the most

natural of sentiments; he does not even know their whereabouts, though

he is followed, found, and disposed of at will. Obligations are forced

on him while he, less fortunate than the lowest of men, will never

enjoy the reward of that domestic happiness which is open to all except

himself."

"Oh, admit there is some exaggeration in all this. What is to prevent

him from marrying?"

"But how can he, madame? Even supposing time should at length wear out

the deep impression made on him by his transient happiness, can he be

said to belong to himself now? As long as she he loves is free, can he

cease to be so too? If that odd aversion for a natural tie should pass

away, and he could some day obtain the hand he has so long desired, how

would he console himself if in the meantime he had disposed of his own?"

"You certainly attribute to your friend very great delicacy of

feeling," said the lady, fixing on Léon a glance in which there was

both softness and interest.

He was touched, and went on with increasing fervor:

"And then this ring divided between his child and him, is not that too

a chain that must hold him forever? No matter in what position he may

be placed, his affection and fatherly care may one day be claimed--he

belongs henceforth to some one, though no one belongs to him! And as

a finishing touch to a unique situation, he can only hope to find his

child by losing its mother! The first sight of that beloved object will

tell him that one dearer yet is no more; and it is only at the price of

a husband's happiness that he can hope for that of a father!"

As he pronounced the last words Léon's voice broke; a tear gathered in

his eyes.

"My word, my dear Préval," said the general, smiling, "you have given

us so pathetic a picture of the young man's situation that one is

tempted to think you are drawing it from life."

Mme. de B., seeing Léon's emotion and embarrassment, hastened to change

the subject. He remained standing against the chimney piece, near the

pleasant-looking woman.

There was a moment's silence.

"You have roused a good deal of interest in your friend," she said

gently. "Impossible to depict his feelings with greater eloquence."

"At least, madame, the picture is a true one, but the campaign now

about to begin will distract his mind from his troubles, and the

hope of putting a glorious end to a life that offers no prospect of

happiness--"

"What are you thinking of, monsieur?" said the lovely lady. "If you

have any influence over him you ought to use it to turn his mind from

so terrible an idea; and tell him it is his duty to preserve his life

for that child."

"But why should he recognize duties that can bring him no recompense?

How can he owe his life to those who have spoiled it for him? But," he

added with a melancholy smile, "a bullet settles very many questions."

At that moment the general called to him, and they took their leave

amid cordial wishes from their friends for future glory and a safe

return.

"That is a very interesting young man," said Mme. de B. when the

general and his aide-de-camp had left; "he has a charming face and a

fine mind. It would be a great pity if he perished in Spain."

VII

From that moment Mme. de Roselis (for she, of course, it was) lost the

tranquil ease and proud indifference she had flattered herself she

would be able to preserve. She now measured the gravity and danger of

her act by the severity with which the women had judged it, while the

light comments of the men revealed to her the magnitude of the debt she

owed to Léon's rare delicacy of conduct.

This consideration increased her regard for him. By degrees the idea

that she had injured a man who worshiped her and whom she could not

help liking, the peril and glory that hung around him lending him the

glamour that women love, and, finally, the element of anxiety about

him,--the food on which both love and memory thrive,--all these things

helped to waken in her heart a feeling that was new to her.

She was seized with a longing to see her daughter again, and regain her

solitude, and her one thought was to get away as quickly as possible.

While paying her farewell visit to Mme. de B. she heard that General X.

and his pleasant young aide-de-camp were on their way to Spain, where

hostilities had already begun. Her heart smote her. She cut her call

short; an almost painful restlessness impelled her homewards to hasten

the preparations for departure.

What a difference there was between her present state of mind and that

in which she had arrived at the beginning of the winter, when on Mme.

de Gernancé's pressing invitation she had agreed to spend that season

in Paris. Cheerful, contented, in the flower of her youth, looking

forward to every kind of enjoyment, such was Mme. de Roselis then, and

it may be imagined with what favor the beautiful and wealthy widow was

received in a society where happiness constitutes a great merit. Mme.

de B. was one of the first persons to whom Elinor was introduced. M.

de Gernancé was an intimate friend of that lady's husband and when the

first rumors of war had begun to circulate in the city the idea had

struck Elinor to utilize this friendship to procure a better and less

dangerous post for Léon. She had given M. de Gernancé to understand

that the young man had been recommended to her by his family, and she

only requested that her name might not be mentioned in the transaction.

Her intervention was crowned with success, and then by a coincidence

the meeting between the two had taken place and the whole course of her

life was suddenly changed.

Mme. de Roselis then wended her way back to Touraine, worried, anxious,

vexed with herself for the folly that had brought about such unlooked

for results. Her lively imagination painted as imminent all the most

terrible disasters that could possibly befall, and her heart melted at

the contemplation of misfortunes that she was inventing for herself.

She left her black servant in Paris to collect and forward all the news

that came in from Spain, for she was beginning to take a keen interest

in the events that were passing there.

At the sight of her daughter she felt her dearer to her than ever; she

detected a likeness hitherto unnoticed, and new kisses, fonder than the

first, were the result of this discovery.

More lonely now than she had ever been, Mme. de Roselis spent the

summer watching the daily progress of her darling babe; every month it

grew in beauty and in intelligence. Elinor was charmed; yet frequently

she would have been glad to find at her side some one who could share

her maternal enthusiasm.

"It is sad, after all," she said to herself, "to have nobody with me

who can enter into my happiness and share it with me. I suppose," she

went on, with a sigh that her pride promptly stifled, "only a father

could take pleasure in these childish things. And even so, who knows,

but afterwards, a despotic lord and master might hinder my plans for

bringing her up, and his rigid strictness--Ah, but Léon would never be

despotic. He has a very gentle expression and a tender smile. He would

make a good father."

Then she remembered that he was far away, and exposed to all the

dangers of war; that he sought death, was perhaps already dead.

And Mme. de Roselis wrote for tidings from Spain, only regaining her

cheerful and proud mien when she learned that M. de Préval was in such

or such a town, and in good health.

As winter approached, her friends, unable to conceive what was the

attraction that kept her away alone, wrote urging her to come up to

town and stay with them again. But she could not make up her mind

as yet to leave her little Léonie again, for she loved her more

passionately every day, and, not caring to inform Mme. de Gernancé of

the child's existence, she made various excuses for postponing her

departure.

It was not until January that she finally went up to Paris. But all the

brilliant gaiety and pleasant parties that had so delighted her the

previous year now failed to interest her at all; they seemed tedious

and insipid. She returned home worn out, and discontented; felt lonely

when she got there, and began to wonder whether the independence that

she worshiped was not too frequently purchased at the price of an empty

heart and the dullness it involves.

Wearied by the persistent attentions of a crowd of triflers, who were

encouraged by her position, she told herself that she would have done

better to attach to her side one who would have rid her of the rest;

that in society an attractive and beautiful woman needs a protector who

will compel all others to respect her; and imperceptibly, the memory of

Léon became less indifferent to her.

Then, suddenly, there came tidings of fierce fighting in Spain.

In great alarm Elinor, filled with the gloomiest presentiments,

hastened to call on Mme. de B. She found her friends already occupied

with the subject that filled her thoughts, but what was her emotion

when, after mentioning the names of several officers who had perished

in the engagement, Mme. de B., turning to her, said:

"Do you remember, madame, that nice young aide-de-camp of General X.'s

who told us that strange story? Well, he has disappeared since the

battle. He is not to be found among either the living or the dead."

Elinor's only reply was a cry of surprise. Fortunately for her, all

those present broke into an eager discussion of the news. She listened

in silence to conjectures each more dismal than the last, and then

hastily took her leave. She knew at last that, notwithstanding all her

precautions, a man had the power to disturb her happiness and influence

the course of her life.

She remained in Paris a month longer, hoping always to obtain reliable

information, but as no news came to throw light on the darkness hanging

over the fate of Léon, she decided to return to Touraine.

In vain Mme. de Gernancé, who could not understand her low spirits,

tried to dissuade her from leaving them, fearing, in her uneasiness

about her friend's health, lest loneliness might be prejudicial to her.

Elinor departed, carrying with her the anxiety and regret that she

could not shake off. The sight of her child only increased her sorrow.

"She has only me now," she said. "He who might one day have taken my

place is gone."

She watched the post impatiently, but nearly two months passed, and

still no news came of Léon's fate.

VIII

She sat one evening in a corner of the park, watching the child at play

and musing idly on the man whose image Léonie always called up before

her mind.

Presently there reached her ear confused voices, coming from the

servants, who seemed to be searching for her.

"Madame must be somewhere in the park with her daughter," she heard one

say.

"With her daughter!" exclaimed a voice that she recognized as Mme. de

Gernancé's.

At the same moment that lady came in sight, and the two friends fell

into each other's arms.

"Dear Elinor," said her visitor affectionately, "my anxiety about you

gave me no peace. Your letters have been so few and far between, and

were so sad, that I felt I must come and see for myself how you really

were. I have come to share and, if possible, enliven your solitude for

a little time."

But while her friend was uttering her earnest thanks for this mark

of friendship, Mme. de Gernancé had fixed her eyes on the child in

much surprise and curiosity, for she saw that she was treated by

the servants as the daughter of the house, and in her baby talk she

constantly called out to her mother.

When they had gone back to the house Mme. de Roselis said, smiling:

"I see your astonishment, and I can guess your curiosity. Yes, dear

friend, I have been keeping a secret from you, a secret that I could

not bring myself to confide in you. But now, tomorrow, you shall hear

all about it, and my story will at the same time explain my sadness."

Notwithstanding the fatigue of her journey, Mme. de Gernancé scarcely

slept that night, so great was her anxiety to hear the explanation of

what was a mystery to her.

She was up early in the morning, and hastened to find Elinor, and

together the two wandered out into the park to have their talk alone.

Mme. de Roselis walked in silence by her friend's side, a little shy of

making this confidence that she had promised.

At last, hesitating slightly, she thus began:

"It is too late now, dear friend, to attempt to hide from you a secret

that I have always wanted to tell you, and which I only delayed because

I knew you would not approve. However, since I must confess, the baby

who has so excited your curiosity is my daughter. I had so longed for

a child, but I could not bear to place my neck a second time under the

yoke that had weighed so heavy on me before."

Mme. de Gernancé could not refrain from showing the surprise she felt;

but without giving her time to speak, Elinor went on to tell her about

the rash scheme she had formed on the voyage, and the means she had

adopted for carrying it out.

She came at last to the birth of the child, but here she was

interrupted impetuously by her friend.

"What precautions and prudence to bestow on an act of sheer madness!

How much you risked! How could you compromise in such a way your

reputation, and indeed your very life! And why all these sacrifices?

Just to grasp an imperfect happiness you are obliged to hide, and dare

not show! So this is to what your excessive caution has brought you!

Carried away by your imagination, you have hugged a chimera which

led you to refuse the real blessings of life in favor of the hollow

satisfaction of following a caprice! Oh, take my advice, lose no time

in recalling the father of that dear child. Do not any longer deprive

yourself of the pleasures of natural affection and the sweetest of home

ties."

"Ah, it is no longer in my power," exclaimed Mme. de Roselis. "Listen a

moment, and you shall see how I have been punished for the error you so

severely condemn."

Then she reminded her of the young aide-de-camp who had been so much

talked about at Mme. de B.'s, and who had been so keenly regretted by

everybody.

"What!" cried Mme. de Gernancé, "was it he? Oh, what have you done,

Elinor? How I pity you! Now you see how your folly has destroyed your

peace of mind and happiness, and by a punishment that you richly

deserve, it is not even possible for you to make any amends. Henceforth

you will be a wife without a right to bear the name, and a mother,

though you scarcely dare to have it known. You will spend your life

blushing for the most natural and honorable of feelings, and you, so

beautiful, so brilliant, so richly gifted by nature and fortune, have

by your own perverse act deprived yourself of the happiness the meanest

of women is entitled to enjoy, the happiness of having husband and

child, the sweetest of all! But there is more in it even than that. I

can read your heart; it is useless for your pride to try to conceal the

fact from your friend and from yourself. Your heart is no longer in

your own keeping; you love, you have given it--"

At this, Mme. de Roselis hid her face in her hands; the tears flowed

from her eyes.

"Dear Elinor," said Mme. de Gernancé kindly, drawing nearer to her and

taking her in her arms, "when I see you weep, I realize I love you too

well to be your judge. Don't grieve any more for an evil that may be

remedied. Let us hope that Léon is still alive, and that all may yet be

condoned."

But at that word Elinor's tears ceased.

"Condoned!" she said proudly. "No, my dear, I do not think I should

easily consent to what you call condoning it. I have done wrong,

it is true, but not from weakness. I did it on purpose, after long

consideration of the troubles I had borne. It is true I grieve over the

fate of a man who does interest me, and whose life I have disturbed

and perhaps shortened. I cannot be happy again until I know he is not

dead; but as for giving up my independence, and by this change of mind

letting people think I had been either weak or inconsequent this I

shall never consent to."

Mme. de Gernancé saw that it was not the moment to attack either the

prejudices or the pride of her friend; from that moment, however,

Léon became their one subject of conversation, and by thus constantly

talking about him, Elinor unconsciously strengthened the inclination

she already felt for him.

For her part Mme. de Gernancé would draw an attractive picture of the

happiness she herself enjoyed, and which she assured her friend might

easily be hers as well. Elinor, now touched, and somewhat shaken in her

resolution, would smile at her friend's advice, and anon, returning to

her cherished chimera of liberty, would wax indignant at the suggestion

that she should give it up, after the sacrifices she had made in its

name. Still, on one point the two friends were ever agreed, and that

was in wishing that Léon might return.

Elinor and Mme. de Gernancé were one day together, discussing their

favorite subject, when a messenger came to tell them that the servant

of a traveler, who was passing along the high road, was imploring help

for his master, who, ill and in great pain, had just fainted away in

his carriage.

Mme. de Roselis at once gave orders that everything possible should

be done for him, and urged by compassion, so natural to women, went

herself, accompanied by her friend, to see the sick man. He had

been lifted out of the carriage and was lying on the grass, pale,

unconscious, and covered with blood; his frightened servant was

declaring that the wound had opened and his master was lost.

It was at this moment that Mme. de Roselis arrived on the scene; but

scarcely had her eyes fallen on the inanimate form before her when she

screamed, and, hiding her face on her friend's shoulder, she said, in a

stifled voice:

"It is he! He is going to die before my very eyes!"

"In Heaven's name," replied Mme. de Gernancé in a whisper, "take

courage! Don't betray yourself!"

Those few words were enough to bring Elinor to her senses; feeling the

danger of the situation, she summoned all her strength and ordered the

interesting invalid to be carried, still fainting, into the chateau.

IX

When he once more opened his eyes Léon found himself in bed with a

surgeon seated beside him. His wound had been redressed, and everything

done for him that kindness could suggest. His servant, whom he tried to

question, was eager to tell him, in a few words, what had happened, but

the surgeon interrupted him and ordered silence and rest.

To Mme. de Roselis, who was anxiously awaiting news of the sick man, it

was a shock to learn that he was extremely weak from loss of blood and

that, in the event of fever setting in, he could hardly be expected to

resist it. Perfect quiet was ordered. It was decided that the ladies

must not go into his room, but should content themselves with seeing

that he had everything he needed.

Next morning, Elinor rang her bell before dawn, and was terrified

to learn that fever had set in during the night, to be followed by

delirium. It was only then, in the surprise she felt at her own

despair, that she realized how dear Léon had become to her, and she

now admitted to herself that she could never be happy without him. Of

her pride and futile prejudices nothing remained; her whole being was

engrossed by the thought of his danger. Mme. de Gernancé was so afraid

her agitation would betray her that she took great trouble throughout

the day to keep her out of the patient's room; but the next night, when

her household was in bed, and she was once more alone and sleepless

in the solemn silence which intensifies suffering and renders fear

unbearable, Elinor, unable any longer to wrestle with her anxiety, rose

and slipped out into the corridor to listen at the door of Léon's room

and find out how he was. He was still evidently delirious, and the

distressed accents of his trembling voice came brokenly to her ear.

Forgetting everything but her grief, she opened the door softly and

went in.

The nurse had fallen asleep. By the dim light of the lamp she

recognized the pleasant features that were so deeply graven on her

memory; but the eyes were now fixed, the face bright with fever; his

labored breathing could scarcely lift the sheet that seemed to weigh

all too heavily on his chest. Elinor dropped into an arm-chair that was

close to the door and hid her face and her tears in her two hands.

The slight noise she made roused Léon from his momentary stupor.

"Is that she?" he said. "Will she come? I am going to die. Let me see

her at last. Tell her I am dying. But where is she to be found? I have

lost her--lost her forever."

He paused, and then began again.

"My daughter--bring her to me. Can they refuse to let me see my child

when I am dying? Poor little thing! Don't try to find your father. You

have none. He was not able even to give you his blessing in his last

moments."

This was too much for Elinor, and she burst out sobbing.

Léon started and turned his head slightly, but his eyes, still fixed,

saw nothing.

"Where is this mysterious hiding place? What do I see on the sofa? It

is you, you whom I adore, you whom I sought. I hold you in my arms. But

your mask--take off your mask, do take it off. What! You still want to

run away? No, no, you shall not escape me again."

As he spoke, he made an effort to raise himself.

"Léon," cried Elinor, rushing to the bedside, "Léon, stop!"

He looked up at her, startled, uncertain; then, after an instant's

silence, he began again more calmly:

"It is too much. Lift my head. Ah! if I could but sleep!"

By this time the nurse, roused by Elinor's cry, had come forward to

support him, but he turned from her, and let his head drop on Elinor's

bosom. By degrees, a more tranquil sleep seemed to steal over his

senses.

A little later Mme. de Gernancé joined them, looking anxiously for her

friend. She too had risen before daybreak and, not finding Elinor in

her own apartments, had hastened to the sick room, where the spectacle

before her eyes arrested her at the door. Léon was asleep, supported on

Elinor's shoulder, while she, seated motionless on the edge of the bed

with her head bent over her lover's, was vainly endeavoring to check

the tears that streamed from her eyes.

Mme. de Gernancé hastened up to the bed.

"What are you doing here, Elinor?" she said in a low whisper. "How

imprudent you are!"

"Leave me alone," her friend rejoined. "Nothing will induce me to

leave this bed until this unfortunate man is either dead or saved.

I don't care who knows that I love him and that I am his; it is a

just punishment for my offenses. If only he might live! Nothing else

matters."

Fear of disturbing the patient kept them both silent after that, and

Léon's sleep continued as calm as it was sound.

He had slept several hours when, half opening his eyes, and making an

effort to lift the heavy lids, his first glance fell on the trembling

Elinor, who was trying gently to put him back on the pillows.

He closed his eyes again. Then, once more opening them, "Where am I?"

he said in a weak voice.

Then, seeing that he was almost in the arms of a woman who did not look

like a nurse, he made a movement to try to help her to set down her

burden. His eyes, wild no longer, but filled with surprise and doubt,

followed Elinor behind the curtain, where she was attempting to conceal

herself.

"Is it a dream?" he said, speaking with difficulty. "I seem to have

seen that face before. Ah, madame, am I to believe--"

"He has recognized me," she said to herself in a fright and blushing

crimson.

"Once, I think, at Mme. de B.'s house, but once is sufficient. One

could never forget you," and his large languid eyes were still riveted

on her.

"Be quiet! Be quiet! No more talking. You are ordered the strictest

silence. Keep still, and do not even think. Hope and sleep."

The doctor arrived shortly. He declared that the long sleep had done

the patient a world of good, that the fever had gone down, and if the

temperature now remained steady through the coming night he might be

considered to be saved.

Elinor listened, holding her breath, and drinking in the reassuring

words. Her joy, too great to be repressed, brought back a charming

color to her pale, wet cheeks.

When night fell she insisted on taking her place in a corner of Léon's

room, to await the dreaded attack of fever. It did not come, however,

and the night proved a good one. The following day the doctor announced

that there was no longer any danger, but he thought it his duty to warm

Mme. de Roselis that convalescence would probably be slow, and that it

would be dangerous to move the patient until the wound was thoroughly

healed.

Elinor, making a great effort to show only a cool compassion, trembled

with joy at the prospect of the long days to come, when, in sweet

intimacy, she would be able to devote herself to Léon and restore him

to happiness as she had already restored him to life.

It was not long before he was able to express his gratitude to the

kind chatelaine, whom, as he believed, he had seen but once before,

but whose beauty, indulgence, and sensitiveness had made the deepest

impression on him.

The two friends hardly left his room. They amused him, read to him,

played soft music to him. It was the story over again of Bayard nursed

by the two sisters; nay, it was more. Elinor, ever watchful, seemed to

guess and forestall his every want; she always knew how to find for him

the easiest position, and she surrounded him with those thousand and

one little attentions which add to your comfort without attracting your

attention.

It was then that Léon told them how, wounded severely in a hot fight in

Spain, and left on the field of battle, he had been dragged from the

jaws of death by a woman, who, touched by his youth and condition, had

taken him home with her and nursed him tenderly. He was recovering when

a troop of guerillas arrived at the place and he was forced to flee

from his benefactress' house in order to escape from their hands. After

many narrow escapes he had finally reached Bayonne, where he had been

too restless to stay long enough to be entirely cured, and the fatigues

of the journey had brought about the accident to which he owed her

generous hospitality. This was his story, and it explained to Elinor

the uncertainty that had for so long hung about his fate.

X

Meantime, poor little Léonie was the only person who had a right to

feel aggrieved by the arrival of the new guest, for she was carefully

excluded from his room, where her high spirits might have appeared too

boisterous. Elinor had a feeling of shame about showing her to Léon,

as if she feared that he might guess his own interest in her; but

the child, having been accustomed to be always with her mother, was

constantly running after her.

Finding the sick man's door ajar, one day, she softly pushed it, and

put her pretty head through to look in. Her eyes, both timid and

inquisitive, fell on the stranger whom she had never yet seen.

Léon was the first to catch sight of her. He called out in surprise.

"Where does that beautiful baby come from?" he exclaimed.

She had already fled, but her mother, with beating heart and flushed

cheeks, called her back, took her in her arms, and placed her on Léon's

knees.

He was conscious of a sudden rush of memory, and in an inexplicable

tide of feeling he gazed fondly at her, covered her with caresses, and

then inquired her age in a voice that betrayed great emotion.

Elinor, confused and now convinced that he had guessed the truth, added

a year.

"I should have taken her to be younger," said Léon, with a sign and

fell into a muse.

The little girl, having forgotten her fears, now refused to leave the

lap of her new friend; nor could he bear to set her down.

"But I must part you," said Elinor, smiling; "when I see you so

distressed, I regret having brought her in."

"Ah, madame, if you knew of what she reminds me!"

"But if I may take you to be the hero of an interesting anecdote that I

have by no means forgotten, I can easily guess--"

"Well, yes, madame, it was I, and though she has betrayed and cast me

off, after apparently choosing me, I have remained in spite of myself

faithful to her memory, ever regretting a shadow, and pursuing a vain

chimera, unable to die, or to live happy any longer."

Elinor could hardly keep back her tears.

"Then," she said timidly, "you love her still?"

"I scarcely know if I do, if I am weak enough to love her still; but

our meetings, the moments spent in her presence, her grace, even her

capriciousness,--all are graven on my memory. She has bruised my soul,

and taken the glamour from life for me."

"Oh," cried Elinor in a heartbroken voice, "such constancy deserves

reward. You may be sure that the day will come when she will return,

humbled in her turn, softened, to heal the wounds she has caused and to

win your pardon."

"Never! For three years that proud, unfeeling woman has never

condescended to send me as much as a word of remembrance. She has

probably gone back to her own land, to India, America, or where not.

She has triumphed, and must be laughing at my credulity, and I should

like to forget her. Lately I have almost thought it might be possible,

and perhaps, indeed," he added, in an altered voice, "I shall succeed

only too soon."

"You will forget her, Léon?"

The words had been spoken in a voice of such tender reproach that Léon

gazed at her. He saw that her eyes were full of tears.

"Ah, madame," he said, after a moment's pause, "your sympathy is very

dear to me! If only she had your nature, your responsive sensitiveness,

I should be a happy man today. My own child, perhaps as pretty as

yours, would be now sitting on my knee."

Then, turning on Elinor his still languid eyes:

"And her mother--close beside me--loving--"

"These recollections only sadden you, and do you no good at all," said

Elinor, shaking all over, and picking up her child. "Decidedly, I shall

have to part you."

"Forgive me, madame; I have been dreaming. But why wake me so soon?"

Not daring to listen to another word, Elinor fled with her child to

tell Mme. de Gernancé all that had passed between them.

From that day, little Léonie was as assiduous as her mother in her

attentions to the convalescent. He continually asked for her, and

became passionately attached to her.

The child, for her part, called him her friend, heaped kisses on him,

and insisted on being always between him and her mother. Her artless

affection for them both gave rise to many an embarrassing scene that

was fraught with pleasure for Elinor, but left Léon ever more depressed

and pensive.

Meantime, he was growing visibly stronger; his wound was making

progress; time, which passes so swiftly in the happy days of a budding

friendship, had brought winter back again with the month of December.

Mme. de Gernancé had for some time talked of leaving them; she now

declared she could no longer postpone her departure. Then, all at once,

in a voice that showed the effort the words cost him, Léon begged

permission to accompany her.

Greatly surprised at so sudden a decision, Mme. de Roselis opposed the

plan.

"Ah, madame," he answered quickly, "pray let me go; I have but too long

reveled in a happiness that is full of danger, since it is not for me.

Let me flee from you and your child, from the spell of your kind care,

and these happy days that fly so fast. Let me return to the solitude

that must ever be my lot."

"But at least, wait till we can ask the doctor if you are fit to--"

"There are dangers from which the doctor with his science is powerless

to preserve me. My destiny is to flee all that is lovable, all that

might captivate and charm. I cannot get away from this place too soon--"

"Well, my dear," said Elinor, turning to her friend, "I must then trust

my wounded knight to your care. You will answer to me for his safety,

at all events."

A little taken aback, perhaps, at her letting him go so easily, Léon

went out to give the necessary orders for his departure. Elinor

followed him with her eyes, a smile on her face.

"Well, perhaps you will be kind enough to explain this new comedy to

me," said Mme. de Gernancé in much vexation. "It is clear that he is

running away because he is afraid he might love you. Then what are

you waiting for? Why not reveal yourself, and end this folly that has

lasted already far too long? Can you find any pleasure in this new way

of tormenting him?"

"Ah, dear, how fascinating it is to be your own rival, to win him twice

under such different guises! He is true to me even in his inconstancy;

he has so much delicacy and honor that he runs from me so as not to

betray me. He loved me once; he loves no one but me. How happy I am!"

"But Léon, poor Léon! When are you going to begin to think about his

happiness? Say what you have to say to him, Elinor, and let us all go

to Paris together, where you can make a marriage that will, I suppose,

have no terrors for you.

"No, I have a plan in my head. You go with him, and I will follow you

very shortly."

"Elinor, Elinor, still romantic, still imagining wild schemes!"

"Dear friend only this once. It shall be the very last time, I swear!"

At that moment, Léon returned. He seemed disturbed and excited.

Everything was being got ready for his journey.

Mme. de Gernancé, displeased with her friend, but forced to yield to

her, went off to make her own preparations. But when the time came

to say good-bye, every one broke down; Elinor, in tears, handed her

patient over to Mme. de Gernancé, who promised to take him home with

her and to look after him carefully; Léon, white and grave, stood

beside the carriage, thanking her over and over again in impassioned

tones. He constantly left and then returned to the child, who cried

aloud when she saw her friend going away.

Mme. de Gernancé came close to Elinor.

"There is still time," she said in a whisper.

Wavering for a moment, Mme. de Roselis at last replied:

"No, there is only one way in which I can make that difficult

confession."

Then Mme. de Gernancé drew Léon away, took her seat in the carriage

with him, and the horses started at once, bearing both out of sight.

XI

Alone again, Elinor found her solitude unbearable; the happiness she

had lately tasted could henceforth alone satisfy her heart. Her one

thought now was to hasten to rejoin her friend and the man whom she

already regarded as her husband.

A week after their departure found her with her little daughter back

in her town house. Mme. de Gernancé was the only person who had been

informed of her arrival.

After a long talk, in which she explained to her friend the way--a

trifle romantic withal--in which she intended to make herself known to

Léon, she succeeded in inducing her friend to help her carry out the

scheme that pleased her fancy, and the pair separated, having arranged

all the details agreed upon.

The season of the Opera Balls had opened, and Mme. de Gernancé invited

Léon one night to accompany her to one. He declined at first, with a

hot haste she had not anticipated; the scene of the adventure that was

to have such an influence upon his life had become hateful to him,

and he had sworn never to set foot there again. But Mme. de Gernancé

insisted; she asked him only to lend her his arm until she could find a

stranger who had promised to come, and whom she wanted to puzzle.

Léon, unable to refuse anything to Mme. de Roselis' friend, at last

consented, though with inward repugnance, and they set off together.

His entrance into the ballroom was a painful moment for him; a tumult

of memories surged up in his mind.

Mme. de Gernancé made a few turns round the hall with him, and then,

pretending to have discovered the person she was seeking, she set him

at liberty and said good-bye. Scarcely had she left his arm when a

voice, in spite of the slight affectation of manner inseparable from a

masked ball, made his every pulse leap, uttered close beside him the

words:

"Ah ha, I have caught you, faithless one! It is not for me you are

looking, this time, at the Opera ball!"

He turned and saw before him--Who was it? His unknown lady herself. The

white domino, the mask, even the diamond buckle that fastened her belt

which he had noticed on that other occasion,--all were there.

"It is she!" he exclaimed, seizing her arm and slipping it beneath his

own. "Have I found you again? Is it you I am looking at, is it you I

hold? By what inconceivable miracle--"

"Is it really so astonishing? You know my talent for miracles."

"It is true. It is the only thing I do know about you."

"But what is past is nothing; there is much more to come. Now that you

have fallen again in my power, you may expect the most extraordinary

consequences. Your fate is sealed, your destiny is about to be

fulfilled."

But while she talked a growing disappointment damped the sudden joy

that Léon had experienced at the first sight of her. He was bitterly

wounded by the light, imperious tone she had adopted after those three

years of total forgetfulness, added to her other wrongs. All the hard

thoughts he had harbored of her in the long interval crowded back now

upon his mind.

He stopped short.

"Well, madame," he said coldly, "what is it you want of me? What fresh

scheme are you devising? What new way of taking me in?"

"Oh, what a change three years can work in a man! Is this the tender,

gentle, attentive Léon, who in this very room so fervently vowed to be

wholly constant and submissive?"

"Ah, if I am changed, whose is the fault, cruel one? Is it not your

own? For you devoted to my undoing all the charm that has most power

over the heart of man, and having betrayed my faith, you cast me

off, without remorse as without pity. Did you not take a pleasure in

teaching me the value of what you cheated me out of, and then leave me

for three years to my regrets, to forget you as best I could?"

"Léon, you are too severe. Here I am with you again. I have come back

to atone for the wrong I did you, and restore to you all you pined for."

"Ah, how can I put any faith in your words now? Perhaps, in a minute or

two, you will once more disappear from my view, leaving no trace behind

you but the pain you cause me. You are possibly already contriving some

fresh ruse--"

Here she interrupted him, saying in a softened voice:

"No, no more ruses, no more secrets. Ah, Léon, I too have suffered. But

let us forget the folly and pain that are over now. You may know and

claim your wife now."

"You did not want to be my wife--"

"True, but I was wrong; now I have come back to surrender to your love."

"Once you disdained it--a pure and lasting love that filled my heart

for you. What new caprice prompts you now to claim it? Are you sure

it still exists for you? Was I to foster an insane passion for an

invisible woman who had forsaken me? What makes you suppose me

unchanged? Why should I not in my turn reject a chain once hateful to

yourself? Why should not I too now cherish my independence? To me its

cost is less than it is to you."

These terrible words smote Elinor to the core. All the gaiety and fond

hope that she had brought with her to the ball were gone now. She

admitted the justice of the unexpected reproaches with which he had met

her advances, and in her humiliation, her courage and her strength both

deserted her.

Léon saw that she could scarcely stand, and he led her to a bench away

from the crowd, seating himself beside her. Fortunately, the pain she

was enduring found relief in tears.

"Ah, forgive me," said Léon, touched at the spectacle of her genuine

grief, "forgive me, O you whom I cannot understand. I am angry now with

myself for my misplaced harshness! Only, having received so many marks

of your indifference, could I expect to find you vulnerable?"

Then he pressed her to drop her mask, and allow him to see her home.

At first she was tempted to comply, and to reveal the face that would

instantly have disarmed him; but she dreaded a scene that might attract

all eyes to them, and a wish to put him to one more proof restrained

her. Drawing her hood down over her eyes, and disguising her voice more

carefully than ever, she said sadly:

"No, why take me home? The hour is late, and you have taught me

circumspection. Why remove my mask? Of what use to know a woman you can

no longer love? I can see why you are so cold. I know where you spent

your convalescence, and whose hands nursed you."

"Well, then, madame," said Léon, seriously, "you know also that my

gratitude could not possibly be too warm, or my admiration too high.

Yes, I do not deny it. In three months of the most endearing intimacy,

tended by a woman whose beauty was the least of her charms, a woman

sympathetic and reasonable, who unites the dignity proper to her sex

with that kindness of heart that is an ornament the more--could I fail

to appreciate so many lovable qualities? Could I ever forget her?"

Elinor, beside herself with joy at his words, felt that if she stayed

another moment she would betray herself in spite of her efforts. She

rose at once.

"Be happy then," she said. "Your happiness will be mine. I say no more

about myself. I ask nothing; you are free. But would you care to see

your daughter?"

"Would I, indeed! You cannot doubt it!"

"Then come and lunch with me tomorrow and you shall."

She gave him her address, but without adding her name.

"My people will know," she said. "They will show you in."

She left, deeply affected by what had passed.

"What would have become of me," she said to herself in terror, "what

should I have done, if I had never had the opportunity of winning his

esteem and his love in another aspect?"

XII

That night was spent by Léon in the greatest agitation.

At last, then, he had found the object of such keen desire and

such lasting regret! Soon he was to know her! He was to see his

daughter--his daughter, whose image he had so vainly tried to conjure

up. No doubt it was now open to him to take up the position of husband

and father! The title for which he had longed was now, probably, within

his reach.

And yet the remembrance of Mme. de Roselis would place itself in the

midst of the picture, and the comparison was not to the advantage of

the Unknown Lady. Indeed, could any woman match Elinor in his eyes?

On the following day, punctual to the appointment, he arrived at the

hour named, and the first person who met his eyes was the Negro who was

so closely associated with his recollections.

The black conducted him through several richly furnished apartments to

a door which he threw open, announcing M. de Préval.

Léon went forward, and found himself in a boudoir that instantly

recalled to his mind one that three long years had not effaced from

his memory. The illusion was completed by the sight of a woman in the

same attitude as before, wearing the same dress and seated on a sofa. A

child was sitting on her lap.

As Léon approached, she turned around.

"What do I see?" he cried. "Elinor! Is such happiness possible? Ah! if

this be some cruel game, stop, I beg you, or I die before your eyes."

At the same moment the little Léonie ran to throw herself in his arms,

and showing him a half ring that was hanging round her neck, she said

in her sweet, childish way:

"Friend Léon, will you mend my ring for me?"

He glanced at it, made an exclamation, and then, overcome with surprise

and happiness, he was forced to drop into a chair, murmuring feebly:

"Elinor! My daughter!"

But Elinor was already at his side. He threw one arm around her, and

with the other he held their child on his knee. They gazed into each

other's eyes, their tears falling, mingling. Neither could find a word

to express what both were feeling.

Then Elinor, leaning her head softly against her lover's shoulder, said

tenderly:

"Yes, this is your daughter. And your Unknown Lady, your mistress,

friend, and nurse, who in so many different shapes has been caring for

your welfare, wants nothing henceforth but to be her mother and your

wife. Forgive me, Léon, forgive me all the troubles I have caused you;

forgive the wicked folly by which I, too, have suffered; it was the

first offense and shall be the last. That haughty, heedless Unknown

Lady learned a salutary lesson last night at the ball, and your wife

will never forget it."

"Ah, forgive me, too!" said Léon. "My friend, my baby, the dear objects

of such anxiety and sorrow, how shall I make up to myself the three

years that you have been out of reach of my love!"

Then Mme. de Gernancé arrived, and with friendly cordiality entered

into the rapturous joy of the happy couple. But, ever practical and

sensible, "Confess, Elinor," she said to her friend, "you would have

attained this happy end as surely had you never departed from the path

marked out for us by duty and social laws, and you would even have

spared yourselves three years of grief."

"Don't let us say anything more about it," said Mme. de Roselis,

kissing her. "Don't let us ever say another word about it. I am wholly

converted now. It is only at the expense of her happiness that a woman

can attempt to escape from the trammels that have been imposed on her

sex."