CHAPTER II

EARLY YEARS: BIRTH—AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF CHILDHOOD—FIRST VISIT TO

ROLLESTON—LOVE OF FLOWERS—FAMILY TROUBLE—EVENING PARTIES AND

ENTERTAINMENTS.

[Illustration: On a Letter to Ruskin.]

Kate Greenaway was born at 1, Cavendish Street, Hoxton, on the 17th

day of March 1846. She was the daughter of John Greenaway and of his

wife, Elizabeth Jones. John Greenaway was a prominent wood-engraver

and draughtsman, whose work is to be found in the early volumes of the

_Illustrated London News_ and _Punch_, and in the leading magazines and

books of the day. His paternal grandfather was also the forebear of the

artist, Mr. Frank Dadd, R.I., whose brother married Kate’s sister.

The family consisted of (1) Elizabeth Mary (‘Lizzie’), afterwards Mrs.

Frank Coxall, born in 1841; (2) Catherine (‘Kate’), born in 1846; (3)

Frances Rebecca (‘Fanny’), afterwards Mrs. Edward Martin Dadd, born

in 1850; and (4) Alfred John, born in 1852. It was the intention of

the parents that the second child should bear the name of Kate, but by

a blunder Catherine was substituted. Kate she called herself all her

life, and so entirely was Catherine dropped that she always had to be

reminded of her real name before she put her signature to any document

in which strict accuracy was required.

Kate’s early life was, in the general acceptance of the term,

uneventful. Unimportant, childhood never is; but what is important in

it is generally hard to come at. The reason is that we are rarely able

to recall the trivial yet very material events which make up the sum

of child-experience; and the biographer is commonly left to ferret out

the more salient points of the little one’s surroundings, and dress

out his own conjectures of the effect they may have exercised upon the

subject of his memoir. In the case of Kate Greenaway we are in a better

position, for there are in existence certain records from the pen of

the artist herself, candid and direct, and as particular in detail as

if they had been studied, as it were, with her eye at the microscope of

memory. These records, however, are not the best that could be desired,

either in kind or in form, so that their proper presentation is not

without some difficulty.

A few years before her death Miss Greenaway conceived the idea of

writing the autobiography of her childhood. This she did not live to

accomplish, nor did she succeed in producing what can properly be

called a complete rough draft of her nursery days. What she left behind

is the long detailed record of undigested recollections and sensations

as she recalled them, marked by discursiveness and lacking in literary

form. In the desire to render acceptable such of them as are here

reproduced, we have deemed it wise to substitute, in the main, the

third for the first person singular.

No apology need be offered for dwelling upon the trifling personal

details with which character is built up, more particularly when they

are revealed by a searching observation reinforced by an unusually

retentive memory. These things come to be of peculiar interest and,

combining to form a study of child-life, may be said to possess real

value and importance. A certain lack of sequence and cohesion may be

apparent in the record of these early days; but the events happened

and the impressions were created, and from them there arose the Kate

Greenaway who was destined to be beloved of two continents. The reader

is therefore prepared, so far as the early years are concerned, for a

cumulative effect rather than for a rigidly consecutive narrative.

Kate’s own ideas on the relative merits of biography and autobiography

may be gathered from the following quotations from letters written to

her friend, Miss Violet Dickinson, in 1897:—

What an interesting thing nearly every one’s life would be if they

could put it all down; but it is only the horrid ones who will, like

Marie Bashkirtseff or Rousseau—but if nice people could tell all their

mind it would be charming. Did you ever read Goethe’s _Life_—the

autobiography? All the early part is so charming,—only there you feel

he also was very heartless. And he was, but it is so charmingly told.

Sometimes frankness is curious. I once met a young man who told me

he was a coward and a liar—and it turned out _he was_, to my great

surprise. It isn’t often people know themselves so truthfully, or, if

they know, they don’t say.

And again:

I am longing to read the Tennyson _Life_—shall send for it next week. I

don’t know, I’m sure, who is best to write a Life—outsiders don’t know

half what any one is like, and relations often get a wrong idea of you

because they are cross at little points in your character that annoy

them. I feel an autobiography or diary is best. A person must reveal

himself most in that.

Kate was a precocious child. We have it on her authority that when she

was eight months old she could walk alone, and while still an infant

criticised the pronunciation of her sister Lizzie, who was five years

her senior. She was not a year old when she was taken by her mother to

visit her great-aunt, Mrs. Wise, the wife of a farmer at Rolleston, a

village some five miles from Newark and fourteen from Nottingham. And

Aunt Aldridge, her mother’s sister, lived in the neighbourhood, at a

lonely farm, weirdly called the ‘Odd House.’

[Illustration: IN THE CHAPPELLS’ COTTAGE AT ROLLESTON—THE KITCHEN.

_An early drawing by Kate Greenaway._

(See No. 1 on Sketch Plan.)]

At Aunt Wise’s house Mrs. Greenaway was taken seriously ill, and it

was found necessary to put little Kate out to nurse. Living on a small

cottage farm in Rolleston[1] was an old servant of Mrs. Wise’s, Mary

Barnsdale, at this time married to Thomas Chappell. With the Chappells

lived Mary’s sister, Ann. It was of this household that Kate became

an important member, and forthwith to the child Mary became ‘Mamam,’

her husband ‘Dadad,’ and her sister Ann ‘Nanan.’ This was as soon as

she found her tongue. Among her earliest recollections came a hayfield

named the ‘Greet Close,’ where Ann carried Kate on one arm, and on

the other a basket of bread and butter and cups, and, somehow, on a

third, a can of steaming tea for the thirsty haymakers—which tells us

the season of the year. Kate was sure that she had now arrived at the

age of two, and for the rest of her life she vividly remembered the

beauty of the afternoon, the look of the sun, the smell of the tea, the

perfume of the hay, and the great feeling of Happiness—the joy and the

love of it—from her royal perch on Ann’s strong arm.

[Illustration: SKETCH OF THE KITCHEN AT ROLLESTON.

Showing the disposition of the apartment pictured in the three

coloured illustrations.]

Another remembrance is of picking up tiny pebbles and putting them

into a little round purple-and-white basket with another little girl

named Dollie, who was engaged in the same serious business with another

purple-and-white basket. Kate was dressed in a pink cotton frock and a

white sun-bonnet—she would have sworn, she tells us, to the colours

half a century later, under cross-examination if necessary. Indeed, she

seems never to have forgotten the colour of anything her whole life

long.

But great as was the joy of tiny pebbles and of playmate Dollie, far

greater was the happiness inspired by the flowers, with which she

struck up friendships that were to last to her life’s end. There was

the snapdragon, which opened and shut its mouth as she chose to pinch

it. This she ‘loved’; but the pink moss rose, which grew by the dairy

window, she ‘revered.’ It grew with the gooseberry bushes, the plum

tree, and the laburnum in the little three-cornered garden near the

road. Then there was a purple phlox on one side of the gate and a

Michaelmas daisy on the other side; and outside the gate (she put this

into a picture years afterwards, and to her indignation was laughed

at for it) grew a wallflower. But though she loved and revered the

garden flowers, they were never to her what those were which grew of

their own free will in the fields and hedgerows. There were the large

blue crane’s-bill, the purple vetch, and the toad-flax, and, above all

others, the willow-herb, which to her sisters and brother was ‘Kitty’s

flower.’ These were the prime favourites, and, in the absence of the

most elementary botanical knowledge, had to be christened ‘my little

blue flower,’ ‘yellow dragon’s-mouth,’ or what not, for private use.

Farther away were the more rarely visited fairylands of the Cornfield

and the Flower-bank, only to be reached under Ann’s grown-up escort

when she was free of a Sunday. In the first, where the corn-stalks grew

far above Kate’s head, the enchanted vistas reached, so it seemed,

away for ever and ever, and the yellow avenues were brilliant with

pimpernels, pansies, blue and white veronica, tiny purple geraniums,

the great crimson poppies, and the persistent bindweed, which twined up

the stems of the wheat. But the Flower-bank was better still—a high

raised pathway which sloped down to a field on the one side and what

was to her a dark, deep stream on the other, with here and there stiles

to be climbed and delightfully terrifying foot-planks to be crossed;

then through a deep, shady plantation until a mill was reached, and

right on, if one went far enough, to the river Trent itself. Then, in

the plantation grew the large blue crane’s-bill, the purple vetch, and

the large white convolvulus, which with the vetch trailed over the sloe

and blackberry bushes. And up in the trees cooed wood-pigeons; and,

in the autumn, all sorts of birds were gathered in view of flights

to warmer lands. Round the mill wound the little river Greet, with

forget-me-nots on the banks and overhanging apple trees, from which

apples, falling off in the autumn, would float away and carry with

them Kate’s baby thoughts on and on to the sea, and so to the new and

wonderful world of the imagination which was to be her heritage, and

which she was to share with children yet unborn.

[Illustration: THE KITCHEN PUMP AND OLD CHEESE PRESS, ROLLESTON.

_Early drawings by Kate Greenaway._

(See Nos. 2 and 3 on Sketch Plan.)]

One thing only marred her pleasure, one note of melancholy discord

on these Sunday morning walks—the church bells, which from earliest

childhood spoke to her of an undefined mournfulness lying somewhere

in the background of the world of life and beauty. She had heard them

tolled for the passing of some poor soul, and ever after that they took

the joy out of her day for all their assumption of a gayer mood.

As Kate grew a year or two older, another prime entertainment was to

rise at five o’clock in the morning and go off with Ann to the ‘Plot’

to fetch the cows. The ‘Plot’ was a great meadow to which all the

Rolleston cottagers had the right to send their cows, the number of

beasts being proportioned to the size of the cottage. The Chappells

sent three, Sally, Strawberry, and Sarah Midgeley, and the sight was

to see Ann running after them—Ann, tall and angular, running with

great strides and flourishing a large stick which she brought down

with sounding thwacks on to tough hides and protruding blade-bones.

The cows were evil-minded and they resented uncalled-for interference

with their morning meal. They were as determined to stay in the plot as

Ann was to get them out of it; sometimes, indeed, so determined were

they on defiance that they would wander into the ‘High Plot,’ and then

their disgrace and punishment were terrible to behold. ‘Get along in,

ye bad ‘uns,’ she would cry in her shrill voice, and down the stick

would come; until at last, hustling each other from where the blows

fell thickest, and running their horns into each other’s skin, while

little Kate grew sick with terror, they were at last marshalled to the

milking-place, and peace would reign once more.

After a year or two at Rolleston, Kate was taken back to London, to

Napier Street, Hoxton, whither the Greenaways had now moved.

Up to this time the family had been in easy circumstances, but trouble

was now to come. Mr. Greenaway had been engaged to engrave the

illustrations for a large and costly book. The publishers failed and

he never received a penny of his money. There was nothing for it but

to make the best of a bad job, and Mrs. Greenaway was not one to be

daunted. The family was removed to Upper Street, Islington, opposite

the church, and while her husband sought further work, Mrs. Greenaway

courageously set up shop and sold lace, children’s dresses, and all

kinds of fancy goods. The venture was successful, and the children

found nothing to complain of in their new surroundings.

Fashioned out of the middle portion of an old Elizabethan country

house, the wings being likewise converted into two other small shops

and the rooms apportioned accordingly, the new home was a very castle

of romance. To the Greenaways fell the grand staircase and the first

floor, with rambling passages, several unused rooms, too dilapidated

for habitation, and weird, mysterious passages which led dreadfully to

nowhere. At the back was a large garden, the use of which was held in

common by the three families.

It was in Islington that Kate had her first taste of systematic

education, from Mrs. Allaman, who kept an infants’ school—an old

lady with a large frilly cap, a frilly muslin dress, a scarf over her

shoulders, and a long apron. Here she learned her letters and how to

use needle and cotton. On the whole, she liked the old lady, but all

her life long she could feel the sounding tap of her admonitory thimble

on her infant head in acknowledgment of a needle negligently and

painfully presented point first to the mistress’s finger.

Of all her relations Kate loved best her mother’s mother, ‘Grandma

Jones,’ who lived in Britannia Street, Hoxton, in a house of her own.

She was a bright, clever old lady, with a sharp tongue, fond of shrewd

sayings and full of interesting information. Not her least charm was

that she always had Coburg loaves for tea, beautiful toast, raspberry

jam, and honey. Of Grandfather Jones, Kate writes:

My mother’s father was a Welshman. She used to tell us he belonged to

people who were called Bulldicks because they were big men and great

fighters, and that they used as children to slide down the mountains

on three-legged milking-stools. He was very bad-tempered and made

them often very unhappy, but he was evidently intellectual and fond

of reading. My mother has often told me how he read _Sir Charles

Grandison_, and she used to stand behind his chair unknown to him and

read it also over his shoulder.

On her twentieth birthday he insisted upon giving a party, because he

said he should die before she was twenty-one, and he did.

Other relations of whom the little Greenaways saw a great deal were

their aunts Rebecca, a bookbinder, and Mary, a wood-engraver. Aunt Mary

was a great favourite because she always had bread and treacle or bread

and butter and sugar for tea. But on Sundays there were oranges and

apples, cakes and sweets, with _The Pilgrim’s Progress_, _John Gilpin_,

or _Why the Sea became Salt_ to follow. Especially from Aunt Mary,

later on, did Kate derive her deep love of poetry.

It was in Aunt Mary’s company that a certain disastrous walk was taken

up the City Road one enchanted night, dimly lighted by the stars

overhead and by the red and blue chemist’s-bottles in the windows

below. Sister Fanny was of the company, and both the little girls,

overcome by the splendours of the scene, tumbled off the curb into the

road, and arrived home muddy and disgraced. And the whole was the more

terrible because Fanny was resplendent—(for there seems no limit to

Kate’s sartorial recollection)—Fanny was resplendent in ‘a dark-red

pelerine, with three rows of narrow velvet round the cape, and a drab

plush bonnet, trimmed with chenille and red strings; and Kate in a

dark-red frock, a bonnet like her sister’s, and a little grey cloth

jacket scalloped at the edge, also bound and trimmed with red velvet.

And each had a grey squirrel muff.’ From which particularity we see how

the artist _in posse_ was already storing her mind with matters which

were to be of use to her in garment-designing in time to come. As we

proceed, we shall more and more realise how important a factor in her

artistic development was this early capacity for accurate observation,

ravenously seizing upon and making her own the infinitely little

details of her childish experiences. It was the vividness of these

playtime impressions that made their recall possible at such period as

her life-work had need of them.

There was another aunt, Mrs. Thorne, Mrs. Greenaway’s youngest sister,

who lived at Water Lane, near the River Lee, of whom Kate by no means

approved, for hers was an extremely ill-ordered household. But though

visits there left a very disagreeable impression, they were big with

something of delightful import which had its development many years

later. It illustrates well how impressions absorbed in early years

coloured the artist’s performances in far-off days to come.

Aunt Thorne’s garden was overrun with a glory of innumerable

nasturtiums. They were, in Kate’s own words, the ‘gaudiest of the

gaudy,’ and she ‘loved and admired them beyond words.’ She was

possessed by their splendour, and finally got them visualised in

a quite wonderful way in a dream with a background of bright blue

palings. For many a long year she bore the entrancing vision about

with her, and then gave it permanent expression for the delight of

thousands in her picture of Cinderella fetching her pumpkin. The

visits, therefore, which were so distasteful at the time were neither

without result nor unimportant. Moreover, the nasturtium dream brought

to Kate, who as a child was a great dreamer, a new experience. Two or

three years before she had dreamed that she had come to a cottage in a

wood and knocked at the door. It was opened by an old woman whose face

suddenly assumed an expression so awful that she awoke frightened and

trembling. In the nasturtium dream there was just such another cottage

with just such another door, at which, after she had passed through

the garden and had absorbed its beauties, she also knocked. Then in a

moment she knew that the door would be opened by the old woman with the

horrible face of three years before. A deadly faintness seized upon her

and she again woke in horror. This was her first experience of a dream

within a dream.

Many of her dreams were recurrent and are common enough to childhood.

One constantly repeated vision, she tells us, brought to her her

dearly loved father. She would dream that, gazing into his face, the

countenance would change and be, not his face, but another’s. With

this change would come an agony of misery, and she would desperately

tear off the false face, only to be confronted by another and yet

another, but never his own, until in mercy she awoke and knew that

the terrible mutations were as unreal as they were terrifying. Again,

an often-repeated dream was of falling through water, down, down past

the green weeds, slowly, slowly, sink, sink, with a sort of rhythmic

pause and start until the bottom was reached, and she gently awoke. Or

something would be in pursuit, and just as capture was imminent, she

would feel that she could fly. Up, up she would soar, then float down

over a steep staircase, out at one window and in at another, until she

found herself lying in an ecstasy awake and wanting the delightful

experience all over again.

Kate’s childhood seems, on the whole, to have been happy enough, not so

much in consequence of her surroundings as of her temperament. Writing

to Miss Violet Dickinson forty years later, she says:

Did you ever know Mr. Augustus Hare? I find his book so very

interesting. I once was at the Locker-Lampsons’ when he was there. I did

not feel very sympathetic then, but now I read his Life, I feel so very

sorry for the poor unhappy little child he was. And the horrid stern

people he lived with—it makes me feel I don’t know what, as I read....

I can’t think _how_ people can be hard and cruel to children. They

appeal to you so deeply. I had such a very happy time when I was a

child, and, curiously, was so very much happier then than my brother

and sister, with exactly the same surroundings. I suppose my imaginary

life made me one long continuous joy—filled everything with a strange

wonder and beauty. Living in that childish wonder is a most beautiful

feeling—I can so well remember it. There was always something

more—behind and beyond everything—to me; the golden spectacles were

very very big.

Late on in life, too, she used to compare the ‘don’t-much-care’

attitude of the modern child with the wildness of her own enjoyments

and the bitterness of her own disappointments. It was a complaint with

her that the little girl in Jane Taylor’s poems who cried because

it rained and she couldn’t go for a drive was a child of the past,

whereas her modern representative, surfeited with treats, takes her

disappointments stoically, or at least apathetically, and never sheds

a tear. There may have been some grounds for the comparison, but

probably what she missed in the modern child was the latent artistic

emotion with which she had been endowed at birth. For this power of

joyful realisation had its necessary converse: the very intensity of

anticipation which made it necessary for treats to be concealed from

her until the morning of their occurrence, and her wild abandonment to

pleasure when it came, found its counterpart in fits of depression and

gloom, such as do not come to the humdrum and unimaginative child. At

such times she would make up her mind not only to be not happy, but to

be aggressively gloomy. One day, indeed, she went so far as to announce

at breakfast that she did not intend to smile the whole day long, nor

indeed to utter a single word. The announcement was received with

derisive laughter, for the others knew it was only Kate’s way, and that

at the afternoon party which was imminent she would be the gayest of

the gay. And the worst of it was that Kate knew in her heart of heart

that they were right, and that when the time came she would laugh and

be happy with the rest.

One of these well-remembered gatherings was the B.’s party, an annual

affair, held in a long rambling furniture shop, full of dark corners,

weird shadows, and general mystery. Here it was, year in, year out,

that they met the little Miss C.’s, who, full of their own importance,

seeing that they were much better dressed than the other children,

annually sat silent, sulky, and superior. Here too disported himself

the debonnaire Johnny B., a very wild boy, who generally managed to

break some furniture, and had such dexterity in the lancers that he

could shed his shoes as he went round and get into them again without

stopping. Fate claimed him for the Navy, and he passed out of their

lives in a midshipman’s uniform.

Another was Mr. D.’s annual Twelfth Night party, notable for its

very big Twelfth cake, its drawing for king and queen, and its

magic-lantern. Kate never became queen, but at Miss W.’s party, quite

the most important of the year, she once had her triumph. According to

her own account—

It was some way off; even now I remember the shivery feeling of the

drive in the cab, and the fear that always beset me that we might have

gone on the wrong day. There was Miss W., Miss W.’s brother, Miss W.’s

aunt, and Miss W.’s mother. Miss W. taught my eldest sister Lizzie

music, and all her pupils were invited once a year to this party, their

sisters also, but no brothers—at least, two brothers only I ever

remember seeing there.

[Illustration: On a Letter to Ruskin.]

There was one big tomboy sort of girl, with beautiful blue eyes and

tangled fair hair, who used to have a grown-up brother come to fetch

her; this girl I loved and admired intensely, and never spoke to her in

my life. She had merry ways and laughing looks, and I adored her. The

other brother was the cause of my one triumph. One party night there

was just this little boy—among all the girls—and tea over and dancing

about to begin, the boy was led to the middle of the room by Miss W.,

and told out of all the girls to choose his partner for the first dance.

He took his time—looked slowly round the room, weighing this and

that, and, to my utter discomfiture and dire consternation, he chose

me—moment of unwished triumph—short-lived also, for he didn’t remain

faithful, but fell a victim later on to the wiles of some of the young

ladies nearly twice his age. I remember I was much relieved, became

fast and devoted friends with a nice little girl, passed an agreeable

evening, and remember at supper-time surreptitiously dropping an

apple-tart I loathed behind a fender. I daresay it was good really, but

it was tart with the tartness of lemonade and raspberryade, two things I

disliked at that time.

But delightful as were these private parties, they were as nothing

compared with the rarer visits to the theatres or other places of

entertainment. On these never-to-be-forgotten occasions Mr. Greenaway,

whose work was chiefly done away from home, would turn up quite

unexpectedly at tea-time, would pretend that he had come home for

nothing in particular, and would playfully keep the eager children

on the tenterhooks of expectation. But it was only part of a playful

fraud, for they knew well that nothing would tempt him early from

his work but some thrilling treat in store for them. What delight

there was, when finally the secret of their destination leaked out,

to scramble over tea, hurry on best clothes, thread dark streets, and

finally blink their way into the magic circle of the blazing theatre

itself, with its fascinating smell of oranges and gas, the scraping of

violins, and all the mysterious titillations of the expectant senses.

Kate’s first taste of the theatre was _Henry the Fifth_ at Sadler’s

Wells. Then came the _Midsummer Night’s Dream_, _Henry the Fourth_,

_The Lady of Lyons_, and (at Astley’s) _Richard the Third_. It was at

Astley’s, too, when she must have been several years older, that she

saw a piece called _The Relief of Lucknow_, in which General Havelock

rode on to the stage on a beautiful white horse. This made so great an

impression upon her that she burst into tears, whereupon her sister

said she was ‘a silly’ and her father said she wasn’t; for the awful

tragedy of the Indian Mutiny was at that time filling everybody’s

thoughts, and with the details of it she had grown terribly familiar by

poring over the pictures in the _Illustrated London News_. Moreover,

her imagination had stimulated her pencil at this time to make many

dramatic drawings of ladies, nurses, and children being pursued by

bloodthirsty sepoys; but the pencil was of slate, and consequently

these earliest known drawings were wiped out almost as soon as executed.

Hardly less enchanting than these theatrical experiences were the days

which brought them tickets for the Polytechnic or took them to the

Crystal Palace. The former was not yet the haunt of Pepper’s Ghost, or

of Liotard (in wax) on his trapeze, but it was quite enchanting enough

with its Diving Bell and the goggle-eyed Diver, who tapped the pennies,

retrieved from the green depths of his tank, on the sounding brass of

his helmet. The Palace, with its Alhambra Courts, its great fountains,

its tall water towers, and other innumerable delights, was an Abode of

Bliss. Those were days in which, to her memory, the sun seemed always

to be shining, the sky always to be blue, and the hours never long

enough for all their joyous possibilities. And, though the time had to

come when the sun sometimes forgot to shine, and, when it did, threw

longer shadows before her, Kate Greenaway never wholly forgot, but kept

these joys alive in her heart for the enchantment of others.

[Illustration:

Book-plate designed for Miss Hannah Jane Locker-Lampson, 1898.]

[Illustration: WINTER, 1892.

_From a water-colour drawing in the possession of Stuart M. Samuel,

Esq., M.P._]

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