CHAPTER XXII.

Valentine was delighted to have Lilias as her companion. She was in

excellent spirits just now, and Lilias and she enjoyed going about

together. They had adventures which pleased them both, such simple

adventures as come to poorer girls every day--a ride in an omnibus to

Kew, an excursion up the river to Battersea in a penny steamer, and

many other mild intoxicants of this nature. Sometimes Gerald came with

them, but oftener they went alone. They laughed and chatted at these

times, and people looked at them, and thought them two particularly

merry good-looking school-girls.

Valentine was very fond of going to the theatre, and of course one of

the principal treats in store for Lilias was a visit to the play.

Valentine decided that they would go to some entertainment of a

theatrical character nearly every evening. On the day of Helps' strange

request to Wyndham they were to see _Captain Swift_ at the Haymarket.

Mr. Paget had taken a box for the occasion, and Valentine's last

injunction to her husband was to beg of him to be home in good time so

that they might have dinner in peace, and reach the Haymarket before

the curtain rose.

Lilias and she trotted about most of the morning, and sat cosily now in

the pretty drawing-room in Park-Lane, sipping their tea, examining

their purchases, or chatting about dress, and sundry other trivial

matters after the fashion of light-hearted girls.

Presently Valentine pulled a tiny watch out of her belt.

"Gerald is late," she said. "He promised faithfully to be in to tea,

and it is now six o'clock. We dine at half-past. Had we not better go

and dress, Lilias?"

Lilias was standing on the hearthrug, she glanced at the clock, then

into the ruddy flames, then half-impatiently towards the door.

"Oh, wait a moment or two," she said. "If Gerald promised to come he is

safe to be here directly. I never met such a painfully conscientious

fellow; he would not break his word even in a trifle like this for all

the world. Give him three minutes longer. You surely will not take

half-an-hour to dress."

"How solemnly you speak, Lilias," responded Valentine. "If Gerald is

late, that could scarcely be considered a breaking of his word. I mean

in a promise of that kind one never knows how one may be kept. That is

always understood, of course."

There came a pealing ring and a double knock at the door, and a moment

after the page entered with a telegram which he handed to his mistress.

Valentine tore the yellow envelope open, and read the contents of the

pink sheet.

"No answer, Masters," she said to the boy. Then she she turned to

Lilias. "Gerald can't go with us to-night. He is engaged. You see, of

course, he would not break his word, Lilias. He is unavoidably

prevented coming. It is too bad."

Some of the brightness went out of her face, and her spirits went down

a very little.

"Well, it can't be helped," she said, "only I am disappointed."

"So am I, awfully disappointed," responded Lilias.

Then the two went slowly upstairs to change their dresses.

When they came down again, Mr. Paget, who was to dine with them, was

waiting in the drawing-room. There was a suppressed excitement, a

suppressed triumph in his eyes, which, however, only made him look more

particularly bright and charming.

When Valentine came in in the pure white which gave her such a girlish

and even pathetically innocent air, he went up and kissed her almost

fiercely. He put his arm round her waist and drew her close to him, and

looked into her eyes with a sense of possession which frightened her.

For the first time in all her existence she half shrank from the father

whom she idolized. She was scarcely conscious of her own shrinking, of

the undefinable something which made her set herself free, and stand on

the hearthrug by Lilias' side.

"I don't see your husband, my pet," said Mr. Paget. "He ought to have

come home long before now, that is, if he means to come with us

to-night."

"But he doesn't, father," said Valentine. "That's just the grief. I had

a telegram from him, half-an-hour ago; he is unavoidably detained."

Mr. Paget raised his eyebrows.

"Not at the office," he said, in a markedly grave voice, and with

another significant raise of his brows. "That I know, for he left

before I did. Ah, well, young men will be young men."

Neither Valentine nor Lilias knew why they both flushed up hotly, and

left a wider space between them and Valentine's handsome father.

He did not take the least notice of this movement on both their parts,

but went on in a very smooth, cheerful voice.

"Perhaps Gerald does not miss as much as he thought," he said. "Since I

saw you this morning, Val, our programme has been completely altered.

We go to _Captain Swift_ to-morrow night. I went to the office and

exchanged the box. To-night we go to the Gaiety. I have been fortunate

in securing one of the best boxes in the whole house, and _Monte

Christo Junior_ is well worth seeing."

"I don't know that I particularly care for the Gaiety, father," said

Valentine. "How very funny of you to change our programme."

"Well, the fact is, some business friends of mine who were just passing

through town were particularly anxious to see _Captain Swift_, so as I

could oblige them, I did. It is all the better for your husband,

Valentine; he won't miss this fine piece of drama."

"No, that is something to be thankful for," responded Valentine. "But

I'm sorry you selected the Gaiety as an exchange. I don't think Lilias

will care for _Monte Christo_. However, it can't be helped now, and

dinner waits. Shall we go downstairs?"

Mr. Paget and his party were in good time in their places. Valentine

took a seat rather far back in the box, but her father presently coaxed

her to come to the front, supplied both her and Lilias with opera

glasses, and encouraged both girls to look about them, and watch the

different people who were gradually filing into their places in the

stalls.

Mr. Paget himself neither wore glasses nor aided his vision with an

opera glass. His face was slightly flushed, and his eyes, keen and

bright, travelled round the house, taking in everything, not passing

over a single individual.

Valentine was never particularly curious about her neighbors, and as

Lilias knew no one, they both soon leant back in their chairs, and

talked softly to one another.

The curtain rose, and each girl bent forward to see and enjoy. The rest

of the house was now comparatively dark, but just before the lights

were lowered, Mr. Paget might have been heard to give a faint quick

sigh of relief.

A tall girl in cream-color and soft furs walked slowly down the length

of stalls, and took her place in such a position that Valentine could

scarcely look down without seeing her. This girl's beauty was so marked

that many eyes were turned in her direction as she appeared. She was

very regal looking, very quiet and dignified in manner. Her features

were classical and pure in outline, and her head, with its wealth of

raven black hair, was splendidly set.

She was accompanied by a tall, fairly good-looking man who sat next to

her.

When the curtain rose and the lights were lowered the stall at her

other side was vacant.

Mr. Paget felt his heart beat a trifle too fast. Would that stall be

full or empty when the curtain dropped at the close of the first act?

Would his heart's desire, his wicked and treacherous heart's desire be

torn from him in the very moment of apparent fruition. Suppose Gerald

did not put in an appearance at the Gaiety? Suppose at the eleventh

hour he changed his mind and resolved to leave Esther Helps to her

fate? Suppose--pshaw!--where was the use of supposing? To leave a girl

to her fate would not be his chivalrous fool of a son-in-law's way. No,

it was all right; even now he could dimly discern a faint commotion in

the neighborhood of Esther Helps--the kind of commotion incident on the

arrival of a fresh person, the gentle soft little movement made by the

other occupants of the stalls to let the new comer, who was both late

and tiresome, take his reserved seat in comfort. Mr. Paget sank back in

his seat with a sensation of relief; he had not listened for nothing

behind an artfully concealed curtain that morning.

The play proceeded. Much as he had said about it beforehand, it had no

interest for Mr. Paget. He scarcely troubled to look at the stage.

There was no room in his heart that moment for burlesque: he was too

busily engaged over his own terrible life's drama. On the result of

this night more or less depended all his future happiness.

"If she turns back to me after what she sees to-night then I can

endure," he said to himself. "I can go on to the bitter end--if

not--well, there are more expedients than one for a ruined man to throw

up the sponge."

The curtain fell, the theatre was in a blaze of light; Valentine and

Lilias sank back in their seats and began to fan themselves. They had

been pleased and amused. Lilias, indeed, had laughed so heartily that

the tears came to her eyes.

"I hate to cry when I laugh," she said, taking out her handkerchief to

wipe them away. "It's a tiresome trick we all have in our family,

Gerald and all."

She had a habit of bringing in Gerald's name whenever she spoke of her

family, as if he were the topmost stone, the crowning pride and

delight.

Mr. Paget had his back slightly turned to the girls. Once more he was

devouring the stalls with his eager bright eyes. Yes, Gerald Wyndham

was in his stall. He was leaning back, not exerting himself much; he

looked nonchalant and strikingly handsome. Mr. Paget did not wish him

to appear too nonchalant when Valentine first caught sight of him.

No--ah, that was better. Esther was turning to speak to him. By Jove,

what a face the girl had!

Mr. Paget had often seen Helps' only daughter, for he found it

convenient occasionally to call to see Helps at Acadia Villa. But he

had never before seen her dress becomingly, and he was positively

startled at the pure, high type of her beauty. At this distance her

common accent, her poor uneducated words, could not grate. All her

gestures were graceful; she looked up at Gerald, said something,

smiled, then lowered her heavy black lashes.

It was at that moment, just as Wyndham was bending forward to reply to

her remark, and she was leaning slightly away from her other cavalier,

so that he scarcely seemed to belong to her party, that Valentine,

tired of doing nothing, came close to her father, and allowed her eyes

to wander round the house. Suddenly she uttered a surprised

exclamation.

"Look, father, look! Is that Gerald? Who is with him? Who is he talking

to? How is it that he comes to be here? Yes, it is Gerald! Oh, what a

lovely girl he is talking to!"

Valentine's words were emphatic and slightly agitated, for she was

simply overpowered with astonishment, but they were spoken in a low

key. Lilias did not hear them. She was reading her programme over for

the twentieth time, and wondering when the curtain would rise and the

play go on.

"Look, father," continued Valentine, clutching her father's arm. "Isn't

that Gerald? How strange of him to be here. Who can he be talking to? I

don't know her--do you? Do you see him, father? Won't you go down and

tell him we are here, and bring him up--and--and--the lady who is with

him. Go, please, father, you see where he is, don't you?"

"I do, my child. I have seen him for some time past. Would you like to

come home, Valentine?"

"Home! What in the world do you mean? How queer you look! Is there

anything wrong? Who is with Gerald? Who is he talking to? How lovely

she is. I wish she would look up again."

"That girl is not a lady, Valentine. She is Esther Helps--you have

heard of her. Yes, now I understand why your husband could not come

with us to the Haymarket to-night. My poor child! Don't look at them

again, Valentine, my darling."

Valentine looked full into her father's eyes; full, long, and steadily

she gazed. Then slowly, very slowly, a crimson flood of color suffused

her whole face; it receded, leaving her deathly pale. She moved away

from her father and took a back seat behind Lilias.

The curtain rose again, the play continued. Lilias was excited, and

wanted to pull Valentine to the front.

"No," she said. "My head aches; I don't care to look any more."

She sat back in her seat, very white and very calm.

"Would you like to come home?" said her father, bending across to her,

and speaking in a voice which almost trembled with the emotion he felt.

"No," she said in reply, and without raising her eyes. "I will sit the

play out till the end."

When the curtain fell again she roused herself with an effort and

coaxed Lilias to come into the back of the box with her. The only keen

anxiety she was conscious of was to protect her husband from Lilias'

astonished eyes.

Mr. Paget felt well satisfied. He had managed to convey his meaning to

his innocent child's heart; an insinuation, a fall of the voice, a look

in the eyes, had opened up a gulf on the brink of which Valentine drew

back shuddering.

"I was only beginning to love him; it doesn't so much matter," she said

many times to herself. Even now she thought no very bad things of her

husband; that is no very bad things according to the world's code. To

her, however, they were black. He had deceived her--he had made her a

promise and broken it. Why? Because he liked to spend the evening with

another girl more beautiful than herself.

"Oh, no, I am not jealous," said Valentine, softly under her breath. "I

won't say anything to him either about it, poor fellow. It does not

matter to me, not greatly. I was only beginning to love him. Thank God

there is always my dear old father."

When the curtain rose for the final act of the play. Valentine moved

her chair so that she could slightly lean against Mr. Paget. He took

her hand and squeezed it. He felt that he had won the victory.

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