CHAPTER II.

Gerald Wyndham was not in the least like his rosy, fresh-looking

sisters. He was tall and slenderly made, with very thick and rather

light-brown hair, which stood up high over his low, white forehead--his

eyes were large, but were deeply set, they were grey, not brown, in

repose were dreaming in expression, but when he spoke, or when any

special thought came to him, they grew intensely earnest, luminous and

beautiful. The changing expression of his eyes was the chief charm of a

highly sensitive and refined face--a face remarkable in many ways, for

the breadth of his forehead alone gave it character, but with some weak

lines about the finely cut lips. This weakness was now, however, hidden

by a long, silken moustache. Lilias and Marjory thought Gerald's face

the most beautiful in the world, and most people acknowledged him to be

handsome, although his shoulders were scarcely broad enough for his

height, and his whole figure was somewhat loosely hung together.

"Here you are at last," exclaimed Lilias, linking her hand in her

brother's arm. "Here, take his other arm. Maggie. Oh, when, and oh,

when, and oh, when shall we have him to ourselves again, I wonder?"

"You little goose," said Gerald. He shook himself as if he were half in

a dream, and looked fondly down into Lilias' pretty dimpled, excitable

face. "Well, girls, are the trunks packed, and have you put in plenty

of finery? I promise you Mr. Paget will give a dinner-party every

night--you'll want heaps of fine clothes while you stay at Queen's

Gate."

Marjory began to count on her fingers.

"We arrive on Wednesday," she said. "On Wednesday evening, dinner

number one, we wear our white Indian muslins, with the Liberty sashes,

and flowers brought up from the dear old garden. Thursday evening,

dinner number two, and evening of wedding day, our bridesmaids' toggery

must suffice; Friday, dinner number three, those blue nun's veiling

dresses will appear and charm the eyes. That's all. Three dresses for

three dinners, for it's home, sweet home again on Saturday--isn't it,

Lilias?"

"Of course," said Lilias, "that is, I suppose so," she added, glancing

at her brother.

"Valentine wanted to know if you would stay in town for a week or ten

days, and try to cheer up her father," said Gerald. "Mr. Paget and

Valentine have scarcely been parted for a single day since she was

born. Valentine is quite in a state at having to leave him for a month,

and she thinks two bright little girls like you may comfort him

somewhat."

"But we have our own father to see to," pouted Marjory; "and Sunday

school, and choir practising, and the library books----"

"And I don't see how Valentine can mind leaving her father--if he were

the very dearest father in the world--when she goes away with you,"

interrupted Lilias.

Gerald sighed, just the faintest shadow of an impatient sigh,

accompanied by the slightest shrug of his shoulders.

"Augusta can give out the library books," he said. "Miss Queen can

manage the choir. I will ask Jones to take your class, Lilias, and Miss

Peters can manage yours with her own, Marjory. As to the rector, what

is the use of having five young daughters, if they cannot be made

available for once in a way? And here they come, and there's the

governor in the midst of them. He doesn't look as if he were likely to

taste the sweets of solitude, eh, Marjory?"

Not at that moment, certainly, for a girl hung on each arm, and a

smaller girl sat aloft on each square shoulder, while a fifth shouted

and raced, now in front, now behind, pelting this moving pyramid of

human beings with flowers, and screaming even more shrilly than her

sisters, with eager exclamation and bubbling laughter.

"There's Gerry," exclaimed Augusta.

She was the tallest of the party, with a great stretch of stockinged

legs, and a decided scarcity of skirts. She flew at her brother, flung

her arms round his neck and kissed him rapturously.

"You darling old Gerry--don't we all just hate and detest that horrible

Valentine Paget."

"Hush, Gussie," responded Gerald, in his quiet voice. "You don't know

Valentine, and you pain me when you talk of her in that senseless

fashion. Here, have a race with your big brother to the other end of

the garden. Girls," turning to his elder sisters--"seriously speaking I

should like you to spend about a fortnight with the Pagets. And had you

not better go and pack, for we must catch the eleven o'clock train

to-morrow morning. Now, Gussie--one, two, three, and away."

Two pairs of long legs, each working hard to come off victorious in the

race, flew past the group--the rector and the little girls cheered and

shouted--Marjory and Lilias, laughing at the sight, turned slowly and

went into the house; Gerald won the race by a foot or two, and Gussie

flung herself panting and laughing on the grass at the other end of the

long walk.

"Well done, Augusta," said her brother. "You study athletics to a

purpose. Now, Gussie, can't you manage to give away the library books

on Sunday?"

"I? You don't mean it?" said Augusta. Her black eyes sparkled; she

recovered her breath, and the full dignity of her five feet five and

a-half of growth on the instant. "Am I to give away the library books,

Gerry?"

"Yes, I want Lilias to stay in London for a few days longer than she

intended."

"And Marjory too?"

"Of course. The girls would not like to be parted."

"Galuptions! Won't I have a time of it all round! Won't I give old

Peters a novel instead of his favorite Sunday magazines? And won't I

smuggle Pailey's 'Evidences of Christianity' into the hand of Alice

Jones, the dressmaker. She says the only books she cares for are Wilkie

Collins 'Woman in White,' and the 'Dead Secret,' so she'll have a

lively time of it with the Evidences. Then there's 'Butler's Analogy,'

it isn't in the parish library, but I'll borrow it for once from

father's study. That will exactly suit Rhoda Fleming. Oh, what fun,

what fun. I won't take a single story-book with me, except the 'Woman

in White,' for Peters. He says novels are 'rank poison,' so he shall

have his dose."

"Now look here, Gussie," said Gerald, taking his sister's two hands in

his, and holding them tight--"you've got to please me about the library

books, and not to play pranks, and make things disagreeable for Lilias

when she comes back. You're thirteen now, and a big girl, and you ought

to act like one. You're to make things comfortable for the dear old

pater while we are all away, and you'll do it if you care for me,

Gussie."

"Care for you!" echoed Augusta. "I love you, Gerry. I love you, and I

hate----"

"No, don't say that," said Gerald, putting his hand on the girl's

mouth.

Gussie looked droll and submissive.

"It is so funny," she exclaimed at length.

"You can explain that as we walk back to the house," responded her

brother.

"Why, Gerry, to see you so frightfully in love! You are, aren't you?

You have all the symptoms--oh, before I----"

"I love Valentine," responded Gerald. "That is a subject I cannot

discuss with you, Augusta. When you know her you will love her too. I

am going to bring her here in the autumn, and then I shall want you all

to be good to her, and to let her feel that she has a great number of

real sisters at Jewsbury-on-the-Wold, who will be good to her if she

needs them, by-and-bye."

"As if she ever could need us," responded Gussie. "She'll have you.

Yes, I'll do my best about the books--good-night. Gerald. Good-night,

dear old darling king. That's Miss Queen's voice. Coming, Miss Queen,

coming! Good-night, old Gerry. My love to that Val of yours. Oh, what a

nuisance it is to have ever to go to bed."

Gussie's long legs soon bore her out of sight, and Gerald stepped into

the silent and now empty study. To an initiated eye this room bore one

or two marks of having lately witnessed a mental storm. Close to the

rector's leather armchair lay a pile of carefully torn-up papers--the

family Bible, which usually occupied a place of honor on his desk, had

been pushed ruthlessly on one side, and a valuable work on theology lay

wide open and face downwards on the floor. Otherwise the room was in

perfect order--the only absolutely neat apartment in the large old

house. Not the most daring of all the young Wyndhams would disturb a

volume here, or play any wild pranks in the sacred precincts of the

rector's study. As Gerald now entered the room and saw these signs of

mental disquiet round Mr. Wyndham's chair, the pleasant and somewhat

cheerful look left his face, his eyes grew dark, earnest and full of

trouble, and flinging himself on the sofa, he shaded them with his

white long fingers. There was an oil painting of a lady over the

mantel-piece, and this lady had Gerald's face. From her he inherited

those peculiar and sensitive eyes, those somewhat hollow cheeks, and

that noble and broad white brow. From her, too, came the lips which

were curved and beautiful, and yet a little, a little wanting in

firmness. In Mrs. Wyndham the expressive mouth only added the final

touch of womanliness to a beautiful face. In her son it would have

revealed, could it have been seen, a nature which might be led astray

from the strictest paths of honor.

Wyndham sat motionless for a few moments, then springing to his feet,

he paced restlessly up and down the empty study.

"Everything is fixed and settled now," he said, under his breath. "I'm

not the first fellow who has sold himself for the sake of a year's

happiness. If my mother were alive, though, I couldn't have done it,

no, not even for Valentine. Poor mother! She felt sure I'd have taken

Holy Orders, and worked on here with the governor in this sleepy little

corner of the world. It's a blessing she can't be hurt by anything now,

and as to the governor, he has seven girls to comfort him. No, if I'm

sorry for anyone it's Lilias, but the thing's done now. The day after

to-morrow Val will be mine. A whole year! My God, how short it is. My

God, save and pity me, for afterwards comes hell."

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