SOMEBODY'S MOTHER

The figure of a woman sat crouched forward on one of the lowermost

steps of the brownstone dwelling which was keeping a domestic

tradition in a street mostly gone to shops and small restaurants and

local express-offices. The house was black behind its closed shutters,

and the woman remained sitting there because no one could have come

out of its door for a year past to hunt her away. The neighborhood

policeman faltered in going by, and then he kept on. The three people

who came out of the large, old-fashioned hotel, half a block off, on

their way for dinner to a French _table d'hôte_ which they had heard

of, stopped and looked at the woman. They were a father and his son

and daughter, and it was something like a family instinct that

controlled them, in their pause before the woman crouching on the

steps.

It was the early dusk of a December day, and the day was very chilly.

"She seems to be sick or something," the father vaguely surmised. "Or

asleep."

The three looked at the woman, but they did nothing for a moment. They

would rather have gone on, but they waited to see if anything would

happen to release them from the spell that they seemed to have laid

upon themselves. They were conditional New-Yorkers of long sojourn,

and it was from no apparent motive that the son wore evening dress,

which his unbuttoned overcoat discovered, and an opera-hat. He would

not have dressed so for that problematical French _table d'hôte_;

probably he was going on later to some society affair. He now put in

effect the father's impulse to go closer and look at the woman.

"She seems to be asleep," he reported.

"Shouldn't you think she would take cold? She will get her death

there. Oughtn't we to do something?" the daughter asked, but she left

it to the father, and he said:

"Probably somebody will come by."

"That we could leave her to?" the daughter pursued.

"We could do that without waiting," the son commented.

"Well, yes," the father assented; but they did not go on. They waited,

helplessly, and then somebody came by. It was a young girl, not very

definite in the dusk, except that she was unmistakably of the working

class; she was simply dressed, though with the New York instinct for

clothes. Their having stopped there seemed to stay her involuntarily,

and after a glance in the direction of their gaze she asked the

daughter:

"Is she sick, do you think?"

"We don't know what's the matter. But she oughtn't to stay there."

Something velvety in the girl's voice had made its racial quality

sensible to the ear; as she went up to the crouching woman and bent

forward over her and then turned to them, a street lamp threw its

light on her face, and they saw that she was a light shade of colored

girl.

"She seems to be sleeping."

"Perhaps," the son began, "she's not quite--" But he did not go on.

The girl looked round at the others and suggested, "She must be

somebody's mother!"

The others all felt abashed in their several sorts and degrees, but in

their several sorts and degrees they all decided that there was

something romantic, sentimental, theatrical in the girl's words, like

something out of some cheap story-paper story.

The father wondered if that kind of thing was current among that kind

of people. He had a sort of esthetic pleasure in the character and

condition expressed by the words.

"Well, yes," he said, "if she has children, or has had." The girl

looked at him uncertainly, and then he added, "But, of course--"

The son went up to the woman again, and asked: "Aren't you well? Can

we do anything for you? It won't do to stay here, you know." The woman

only made a low murmur, and he said to his sister, "Suppose we get her

up."

His sister did not come forward promptly, and the colored girl said,

"I'll help you."

She took one arm of the woman and the son took the other, and they

lifted her, without her connivance, to her feet and kept her on them.

Then they walked her down the steps. On the level below she showed

taller than either of them; she was bundled up in different incoherent

wraps; her head was muffled, and she wore a battered bonnet at an

involuntary slant.

"I don't know exactly what we shall do with her," the son said.

"We ought to get her home somehow," the daughter said.

The father proposed nothing, but the colored girl said, "If we keep

walking her along, we'll come to a policeman and we can--"

A hoarse rumble of protest came from the muffled head of the woman,

and the girl put her ear closer. "Want to go home? Well, the policeman

will take you. We don't know where you live, and we haven't the time."

The woman seemed to have nothing to say further, and they began

walking her westward; the colored girl supported her on one hand, and

the son, in his evening dress and opera-hat, on the other.

The daughter followed in a vague anxiety, but the father went along,

enjoying the anomaly, and happy in his relish of that phrase, "She

must be somebody's mother." It now sounded to him like a catch from

one of those New York songs, popular in the order of life where the

mother represents what is best and holiest. He recalled a vaudeville

ballad with the refrain of "A Boy's Best Friend is his Mother," which,

when he heard it in a vaudeville theater, threatened the gallery floor

under the applauding feet of the frenzied audience. Probably this

colored girl belonged to that order of life; he wished he could know

her social circumstance and what her outlook on the greater world

might be. She seemed a kind creature, poor thing, and he respected

her. "Somebody's mother"--he liked that.

They all walked westward, aimlessly, except that the _table d'hôte_

where they had meant to dine was in that direction; they had heard of

it as an amusingly harmless French place, and they were fond of such

mild adventures.

The old woman contributed nothing to the definition of their progress.

She stumbled and mumbled along, but between Seventh Avenue and Eighth

she stubbornly arrested her guardians. "She says"--the colored girl

translated some obscure avowal across her back--"she says she wants to

go home, and she lives up in Harlem."

"Oh, well, that's good," the father said, with an optimistic

amiability. "We'd better help walk her across to Ninth Avenue and put

her on a car, and tell the conductor where to let her off."

He was not helping walk her himself, but he enjoyed his son's doing it

in evening dress and opera-hat, with that kind colored girl on the

other side of the mother; the composition was agreeably droll. The

daughter did not like it, and she cherished the ideal of a passing

policeman to take the old woman in charge.

No policeman passed, though great numbers of other people met them

without apparently finding anything noticeable in the spectacle which

their group presented. Among the crowds going and coming on the

avenues which they crossed scarcely any turned to look at them, or was

moved by the sense of anything odd in them.

The old woman herself did nothing to attract public notice till they

were midway between Seventh and Eighth avenues. She mumbled something

from time to time which the colored girl interpreted to the rest as

her continued wish to go home. She was now clearer about her street

and number. The girl, as if after question of her own generous spirit,

said she did not see how _she_ could go with her; she was expected at

home herself.

"Oh, you won't have to go with her; we'll just put her aboard the

Ninth Avenue car," the father encouraged her. He would have encouraged

any one; he was enjoying the whole affair.

At a certain moment, for no apparent reason, the mother decided to sit

down on a door-step. It proved to be the door-step of a house where

from time to time colored people--sometimes of one sex, sometimes of

another--went in or came out. The door seemed to open directly into a

large room where dancing and dining were going on concurrently. At a

long table colored people sat eating, and behind their chairs on both

sides of the room and at the ends of the table colored couples were

waltzing.

The effect was the more curious because, except for some almost

inaudible music, the scene passed in silence. Those who were eating

were not visibly incommoded by those revolving at their backs; the

waltzers turned softly around and around, untempted by the table now

before them, now behind them. When some of the diners or dancers came

out, they stumbled over the old woman on the door-step without minding

or stopping to inquire. Those outside, when they went in, fell over

her with like equanimity and joined the strange company within.

The father murmured to himself the lines,

"'Vast forms that move fantastically

To a discordant melody--'"

with a remote trouble of mind because the words were at once so

graphic and yet so imperfectly applicable. The son and daughter

exchanged a silent wonder as long as they could bear it; then the

daughter asked the colored girl:

"What is it?"

"It's a boarding-house," the girl answered, simply.

"Oh," the daughter said.

Sounds of more decided character than before now came from the figure

on the door-step.

"She seems to be saying something," the daughter suggested in general

terms. "What is she saying?" she asked the colored girl.

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