A voice from an inner room cried: "Who is to see me?"

"Come this way," said Mrs. Lloyd.

Ben, sitting at a table with writing paper and a Bible before him, rose.

"Messes Enos-Harries," he said, "long since I met you. No odds if I

mouth Welsh? There's a language, dear me. This will not interest you in

the least. Put your ambarelo in the cornel, Messes Enos-Harries, and

your backhead in a chair. Making a lecture am I."

Gwen told him the errand upon which she was bent, and while they two

drank tea, Ben said: "Sing you a song, Messes Enos-Harries. Not

forgotten have I your singing in Queen's Hall on the Day of David the

Saint. Inspire me wonderfully you did with the speech. I've been sad

too, but you are a wedded female. Sing you now then. Push your cup and

saucer under the chair."

"No-no, not in tone am I," Gwen feigned.

"How about a Welsh hymn? Come in will I at the repeats."

"Messes Lloyd will sing the piano?"

"Go must she about her duties. She's a handless poor dab."

Gwen played and sang.

"Solemn pretty hymns have we," said Ben. "Are we not large?" He moved

and stood under a picture which hung on the wall--his knees touching and

his feet apart--and the picture was that of Cromwell. "My friends say I

am Cromwell and Milton rolled into one. The Great Father gave me a child

and He took him back to the Palace. Religious am I. Want I do to live my

life in the hills and valleys of Wales: listening to the anthem of

creation, and searching for Him under the bark of the tree. And there I

shall wait for the sound of the last trumpet."

"A poet you are." Gwen was astonished.

"You are a poetess, for sure me," Ben said. He leaned over her.

"Sparkling are your eyes. Deep brown are they--brown as the nut in the

paws of the squirrel. Be you a bard and write about boys Cymru. Tell how

they succeed in big London."

"I will try," said Gwen.

"Like you are and me. Think you do as I think."

"Know you for long I would," said Gwen.

"For ever," cried Ben. "But wedded you are. Read you a bit of the

lecture will I." Having ended his reading and having sobbed over and

praised that which he had read, Ben uttered: "Certain you come again.

Come you and eat supper when the wife is not at home."

Gwen quaked as she went to her car, and she sought a person who

professed to tell fortunes, and whom she made to say: "A gentleman is in

love with you. And he loves you for your brain. He is not your husband.

He is more to you than your husband. I hear his silver voice holding

spellbound hundreds of people; I see his majestic forehead and his

auburn locks and the strands of his silken mustache."

Those words made Gwen very happy, and she deceived herself that they

were true. She composed verses and gave them to Ben.

"Not right to Nature is this," said Ben. "The mother is wrong. How many

children you have, Messes Enos-Harries?"

"Not one. The husband is weak and he is older much than I."

"The Father has kept His most beautiful gift from you. Pity that is."

Tears gushed from Ben's eyes. "If the marriage-maker had brought us

together, children we would have jeweled with your eyes and crowned with

your hair."

"And your intellect," said Gwen. "You will be the greatest Welshman."

"Whisper will I now. A drag is the wife. Happy you are with the

husband."

"Why for you speak like that?"

"And for why we are not married?" Ben took Gwen in his arms and he

kissed her and drew her body nigh to him; and in a little while he

opened the door sharply and rebuked his wife that she waited thereat.

Daily did Gwen praise and laud Ben to her husband. "There is no one in

the world like him," she said. "He will get very far."

"Bring Mistar Lloyd to Windsor for me to know him quite well," said

Enoch.

"I will ask him," Gwen replied without faltering.

"Benefit myself I will."

Early every Thursday afternoon Ben arrived at Windsor, and at the coming

home from his shop of Enoch, Ben always said: "Messes Enos-Harries has

been singing the piano. Like the trilling of God's feathered choir is

her music."

Though Ben and Gwen were left at peace they could not satisfy nor crush

their lust.

Before three years were over, Ben had obtained great fame. "He ought to

be in Parliament and give up preaching entirely," some said; and Enoch

and Gwen were partakers of his glory.

Then Gwen told him that she had conceived, whereof Ben counseled her to

go into her husband's bed.

"That I have not the stomach to do," the woman complained.

"As you say, dear heart," said Ben. "Cancer has the wife. Perish soon

she must. Ease our path and lie with your lout."

Presently Gwen bore a child; and Enoch her husband looked at it and

said: "Going up is Ben Lloyd. Solid am I as the counter."

Gwen related her fears to Ben, who contrived to make Enoch a member of

the London County Council. Enoch rejoiced: summoning the congregation of

Thornton Vale to be witnesses of his gift of a Bible cushion to the

chapel.

As joy came to him, so grief fell upon his wife. "After all," Ben wrote

to her, "you belong to him. You have been joined together in the holiest

and sacredest matrimony. Monumental responsibilities have been thrust on

me by my people. I did not seek for them, but it is my duty to bear

them. Pray that I shall use God's hoe with understanding and wisdom.

There is a talk of putting me up for Parliament. Others will have a

chanse of electing a real religious man. I must not be tempted by you

again. Well, good-by, Gwen, may He keep you unspotted from the world.

Ships that pass in the night."

Enoch was plagued, and he followed Ben to chapel meetings, eisteddfodau,

Cymrodorion and St. David's Day gatherings, always speaking in this

fashion: "Cast under is the girl fach you do not visit her. Improved has

her singing."

Because Ben was careless of his call, his wrath heated and he said to

him: "Growing is the baban."

"How's trade?" Ben remarked. "Do you estimate for Government contracts?"

"Not thought have I."

"Just hinted. A word I can put in."

"Red is the head of the baban."

"Two black heads make red," observed Ben.

"And his name is Benjamin."

"As you speak. Farewell for to-day. How would you like to put up for a

Welsh constituency?"

"Not deserving am I of anything. Happy would I and the wife be to see

you in the House."

But Ben's promise was fruitless; and Enoch bewailed: "A serpent flew

into my house."

He ordered Gwen to go to Ben.

"Recall to him this and that," he said. "A very good advert an M.P.

would be for the business. Be you dressed like a lady. Take a fur coat

on appro from the shop."

Often thereafter he bade his wife to take such a message. But Gwen had

overcome her distress and she strew abroad her charms; for no man could

now suffice her. So she always departed to one of her lovers and came

back with fables on her tongue.

"What can you expect of the Welsh?" cried Enoch in his wrath. "He hasn't

paid for the goods he got on tick from the shop. County court him will

I. He ate my food. The unrighteous ate the food of the righteous. And he

was bad with you. Did I not watch? No good is the assistant that lets

the customer go away with not a much obliged."

The portion of the Bible that Enoch read that night was this: "I have

decked my bed with coverings of tapestry, with carved works, with fine

linen of Egypt.... Come, let us take our fill of love until the morning:

let us solace ourselves with love. For the goodman is not at home, he is

gone on a long journey. He hath--"

"That's lovely," said Gwen.

"Tapestry from my shop," Enoch expounded. "And Irish linen. And busy was

the draper in Kingsend."

Gwen pretended to be asleep.

"He is the father. That will learn him to keep his promise. The wicked

man!"

Unknown to her husband Gwen stood before Ben; and at the sight of her

Ben longed to wanton with her. Gwen stretched out her arms to be clear

of him and to speak to him; her speech was stopped with kisses and her

breasts swelled out. Again she found pleasure in Ben's strength.

Then she spoke of her husband's hatred.

"Like a Welshman every spit he is," said Ben. "And a black."

But his naughtiness oppressed him for many days and he intrigued; and it

came to pass that Enoch was asked to contest a Welsh constituency, and

Enoch immediately let fall his anger for Ben.

"Celebrate this we shall with a reception in the Town Hall," he

announced. "You, Gwen fach, will wear the chikest Paris model we can

find. Ben's kindness is more than I expected. Much that I have I owe to

him."

"Even your son," said Gwen.

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