Olwen calmed her sister, whispering: "She's excited. Don't take notice."

At the quickening of the second dawn after Christmas, Jennie and Bert

arose, and Jennie having hidden her wedding-ring, they two went about

their business; and when at noon Olwen proceeded to number seven, she

found that Lisbeth had been taken sick of the palsy and was fallen upon

the floor. Lisbeth was never well again, and what time she understood

all that Olwen had done for her, she melted into tears.

"I should have gone but for you," she averred. "The money's Jennie's,

which is the same as I had it and under the mattress, and the house is

Jennie's."

"She's fortunate," returned Olwen. "She'll never want for ten shillings

a week which it will fetch. You are kind indeed."

"Don't neglect them for me," Lisbeth urged. "I'll be quite happy if you

drop in occasionally."

"Are you not my sister?" Olwen cried. "I'm having a bed for you in our

front sitting-room. You won't be lonely."

Winter, spring, and summer passed, and the murmurs of Jennie and Charlie

against Lisbeth were grown into a horrid clamor.

"Hush, she'll hear you," Olwen always implored. "It won't be for much

longer. The doctor says she may go any minute."

"Or last ages," said Charlie.

"Jennie will have the house and the money," Olwen pleaded. "And the

money hasn't been touched. Same as you gave it to her. She showed it to

me under the mattress. Not every one have two houses."

"By then you will have bought it over and over again," said Charlie.

"Doesn't give Jennie and me much chance of saving, does it?"

"And she can't eat this and can't eat that," Jennie screamed. "She

won't, she means."

Weekly was Olwen harassed with new disputes, and she rued that she had

said: "I'll have a bed for you in our front sitting-room"; and as it

falls out in family quarrels, she sided with her daughter and her

daughter's husband.

So the love of the sisters became forced and strained, each speaking and

answering with an ill-favored mouth; it was no longer entire and

nothing that was professed united it together.

"I must make my will now," Lisbeth hinted darkly.

"Perhaps Charlie will oblige you," replied Olwen.

"Charlie! You make me smile. Why, he can't keep a wife."

"I thought you had settled all that," Olwen faltered.

"Did you? Anyway, I'll have it in black and white. The minister will do

it."

After the minister was gone away, Lisbeth said: "I couldn't very well

approach him. He's worried about money for the new vestry. Why didn't

you tell me about the new vestry? It was in the magazine."

Olwen mused and from her musings came this: "It'll be a pity to spoil it

now. For Jennie's sake."

She got very soft pillows and clean bed-clothes for Lisbeth and she

placed toothsome dishes before Lisbeth; and it was Lisbeth's way to

probe with a fork all the dishes that Olwen had made and to say "It's

badly burnt," or "You didn't give much for this," or "Of course you were

never taught to cook."

For three years Olwen endured her sister's taunts and the storms of her

daughter and her son-in-law; and then Jennie said: "I'm going to have a

baby." If she was glad and feared to hear this, how much greater was her

joy and how much heavier was her anxiety as Jennie's space grew

narrower? She left over going to the aid of Lisbeth, from whom she took

away the pillows and for whom she did not provide any more toothsome

dishes; she did not go to her aid howsoever frantic the beatings on the

wall or fierce the outcry. Never has a sentry kept a closer look-out

than Olwen for Jennie. Albeit Jennie died, and as Olwen looked at the

hair which was faded from the hue of daffodils into that of tow and at

the face the cream of the skin of which was now like clay, she hated

Lisbeth with the excess that she had loved her.

"My dear child shall go to Heaven like a Princess," she said; and she

sat at her work table to fashion a robe of fine cambric and lace for her

dead.

Disturbed by the noise of the machine, Lisbeth wailed: "You let me

starve but won't let me sleep. Why doesn't any one help me? I'll get the

fever. What have I done?"

Olwen moved to the doorway of the room, her body filling the frame

thereof, her scissors hanging at her side.

"You are wrong, sister, to starve me," Lisbeth said. "To starve me. I

cannot walk you know. You must not blame me if I change my mind about my

money. It was wrong of you."

Olwen did not answer.

"Dear me," Lisbeth cried, "supposing our father in Heaven knew how you

treat me. Indeed the vestry shall have my bit. I might be a pig in a

pigsty. I'll get the fever. Supposing our father is looking through the

window of Heaven at your cruelty to me."

Olwen muttered the burden of her care: "'The wife would pull through if

she had plenty of attention. How could she with her about? The two of

you killed her. You did. I warned you to give up everything and see to

her. But you neglected her.' That's what Charlie will say. Hoo-hoo.

'It's unheard of for a woman to die before childbirth. Serves you right

if I have an inquest.'..."

"For shame to keep from me now," said Lisbeth in a voice that was higher

than the continued muttering of Olwen. "Have you no regard for the

living? The dead is dead. And you made too much of Jennie. You spoiled

her...."

On a sudden Olwen ceased, and she strode up to the bed and thrust her

scissors into Lisbeth's breast.

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