CHAPTER VII.

On my return, I found the following letter from my father:--

"My dear Victor,

"You have probably waited impatiently for a letter to fix the date of

your return to us; and I was at first tempted to write only a few lines,

merely mentioning the day on which I should expect you. But that would

be a cruel kindness, and I dare not do it. What would be your surprise,

my son, when you expected a happy and glad welcome, to behold, on the

contrary, tears and wretchedness? And how, Victor, can I relate our

misfortune? Absence cannot have rendered you callous to our joys and

griefs; and how shall I inflict pain on my long absent son? I wish to

prepare you for the woful news, but I know it is impossible; even now

your eye skims over the page, to seek the words which are to convey to

you the horrible tidings.

"William is dead!--that sweet child, whose smiles delighted and warmed

my heart, who was so gentle, yet so gay! Victor, he is murdered!

"I will not attempt to console you; but will simply relate the

circumstances of the transaction.

"Last Thursday (May 7th), I, my niece, and your two brothers, went to

walk in Plainpalais. The evening was warm and serene, and we prolonged

our walk farther than usual. It was already dusk before we thought of

returning; and then we discovered that William and Ernest, who had gone

on before, were not to be found. We accordingly rested on a seat until

they should return. Presently Ernest came, and enquired if we had seen

his brother: he said, that he had been playing with him, that William

had run away to hide himself, and that he vainly sought for him, and

afterwards waited for him a long time, but that he did not return.

"This account rather alarmed us, and we continued to search for him

until night fell, when Elizabeth conjectured that he might have returned

to the house. He was not there. We returned again, with torches; for I

could not rest, when I thought that my sweet boy had lost himself, and

was exposed to all the damps and dews of night; Elizabeth also suffered

extreme anguish. About five in the morning I discovered my lovely boy,

whom the night before I had seen blooming and active in health,

stretched on the grass livid and motionless: the print of the murderer's

finger was on his neck.

"He was conveyed home, and the anguish that was visible in my

countenance betrayed the secret to Elizabeth. She was very earnest to

see the corpse. At first I attempted to prevent her; but she persisted,

and entering the room where it lay, hastily examined the neck of the

victim, and clasping her hands exclaimed, 'O God! I have murdered my

darling child!'

"She fainted, and was restored with extreme difficulty. When she again

lived, it was only to weep and sigh. She told me, that that same evening

William had teased her to let him wear a very valuable miniature that

she possessed of your mother. This picture is gone, and was doubtless

the temptation which urged the murderer to the deed. We have no trace

of him at present, although our exertions to discover him are

unremitted; but they will not restore my beloved William!

"Come, dearest Victor; you alone can console Elizabeth. She weeps

continually, and accuses herself unjustly as the cause of his death; her

words pierce my heart. We are all unhappy; but will not that be an

additional motive for you, my son, to return and be our comforter? Your

dear mother! Alas, Victor! I now say, Thank God she did not live to

witness the cruel, miserable death of her youngest darling!

"Come, Victor; not brooding thoughts of vengeance against the assassin,

but with feelings of peace and gentleness, that will heal, instead of

festering, the wounds of our minds. Enter the house of mourning, my

friend, but with kindness and affection for those who love you, and not

with hatred for your enemies.

"Your affectionate and afflicted father,

"ALPHONSE FRANKENSTEIN.

"Geneva, May 12th, 17--."

* * * * *

Clerval, who had watched my countenance as I read this letter, was

surprised to observe the despair that succeeded to the joy I at first

expressed on receiving news from my friends. I threw the letter on the

table, and covered my face with my hands.

"My dear Frankenstein," exclaimed Henry, when he perceived me weep with

bitterness, "are you always to be unhappy? My dear friend, what has

happened?"

I motioned to him to take up the letter, while I walked up and down the

room in the extremest agitation. Tears also gushed from the eyes of

Clerval, as he read the account of my misfortune.

"I can offer you no consolation, my friend," said he; "your disaster is

irreparable. What do you intend to do?"

"To go instantly to Geneva: come with me, Henry, to order the horses."

During our walk, Clerval endeavoured to say a few words of consolation;

he could only express his heart-felt sympathy. "Poor William!" said he,

"dear lovely child, he now sleeps with his angel mother! Who that had

seen him bright and joyous in his young beauty, but must weep over his

untimely loss! To die so miserably; to feel the murderer's grasp! How

much more a murderer, that could destroy such radiant innocence! Poor

little fellow! one only consolation have we; his friends mourn and weep,

but he is at rest. The pang is over, his sufferings are at an end for

ever. A sod covers his gentle form, and he knows no pain. He can no

longer be a subject for pity; we must reserve that for his miserable

survivors."

Clerval spoke thus as we hurried through the streets; the words

impressed themselves on my mind, and I remembered them afterwards in

solitude. But now, as soon as the horses arrived, I hurried into a

cabriolet, and bade farewell to my friend.

My journey was very melancholy. At first I wished to hurry on, for I

longed to console and sympathise with my loved and sorrowing friends;

but when I drew near my native town, I slackened my progress. I could

hardly sustain the multitude of feelings that crowded into my mind. I

passed through scenes familiar to my youth, but which I had not seen for

nearly six years. How altered every thing might be during that time! One

sudden and desolating change had taken place; but a thousand little

circumstances might have by degrees worked other alterations, which,

although they were done more tranquilly, might not be the less decisive.

Fear overcame me; I dared not advance, dreading a thousand nameless

evils that made me tremble, although I was unable to define them.

I remained two days at Lausanne, in this painful state of mind. I

contemplated the lake: the waters were placid; all around was calm; and

the snowy mountains, "the palaces of nature," were not changed. By

degrees the calm and heavenly scene restored me, and I continued my

journey towards Geneva.

The road ran by the side of the lake, which became narrower as I

approached my native town. I discovered more distinctly the black sides

of Jura, and the bright summit of Mont Blanc. I wept like a child.

"Dear mountains! my own beautiful lake! how do you welcome your

wanderer? Your summits are clear; the sky and lake are blue and placid.

Is this to prognosticate peace, or to mock at my unhappiness?"

I fear, my friend, that I shall render myself tedious by dwelling on

these preliminary circumstances; but they were days of comparative

happiness, and I think of them with pleasure. My country, my beloved

country! who but a native can tell the delight I took in again beholding

thy streams, thy mountains, and, more than all, thy lovely lake!

Yet, as I drew nearer home, grief and fear again overcame me. Night also

closed around; and when I could hardly see the dark mountains, I felt

still more gloomily. The picture appeared a vast and dim scene of evil,

and I foresaw obscurely that I was destined to become the most wretched

of human beings. Alas! I prophesied truly, and failed only in one single

circumstance, that in all the misery I imagined and dreaded, I did not

conceive the hundredth part of the anguish I was destined to endure.

It was completely dark when I arrived in the environs of Geneva; the

gates of the town were already shut; and I was obliged to pass the night

at Secheron, a village at the distance of half a league from the city.

The sky was serene; and, as I was unable to rest, I resolved to visit

the spot where my poor William had been murdered. As I could not pass

through the town, I was obliged to cross the lake in a boat to arrive at

Plainpalais. During this short voyage I saw the lightnings playing on

the summit of Mont Blanc in the most beautiful figures. The storm

appeared to approach rapidly; and, on landing, I ascended a low hill,

that I might observe its progress. It advanced; the heavens were

clouded, and I soon felt the rain coming slowly in large drops, but its

violence quickly increased.

I quitted my seat, and walked on, although the darkness and storm

increased every minute, and the thunder burst with a terrific crash over

my head. It was echoed from Salêve, the Juras, and the Alps of Savoy;

vivid flashes of lightning dazzled my eyes, illuminating the lake,

making it appear like a vast sheet of fire; then for an instant every

thing seemed of a pitchy darkness, until the eye recovered itself from

the preceding flash. The storm, as is often the case in Switzerland,

appeared at once in various parts of the heavens. The most violent storm

hung exactly north of the town, over that part of the lake which lies

between the promontory of Belrive and the village of Copêt. Another

storm enlightened Jura with faint flashes; and another darkened and

sometimes disclosed the Môle, a peaked mountain to the east of the lake.

While I watched the tempest, so beautiful yet terrific, I wandered on

with a hasty step. This noble war in the sky elevated my spirits; I

clasped my hands, and exclaimed aloud, "William, dear angel! this is thy

funeral, this thy dirge!" As I said these words, I perceived in the

gloom a figure which stole from behind a clump of trees near me; I stood

fixed, gazing intently: I could not be mistaken. A flash of lightning

illuminated the object, and discovered its shape plainly to me; its

gigantic stature, and the deformity of its aspect, more hideous than

belongs to humanity, instantly informed me that it was the wretch, the

filthy dæmon, to whom I had given life. What did he there? Could he be

(I shuddered at the conception) the murderer of my brother? No sooner

did that idea cross my imagination, than I became convinced of its

truth; my teeth chattered, and I was forced to lean against a tree for

support. The figure passed me quickly, and I lost it in the gloom.

Nothing in human shape could have destroyed that fair child. _He_ was

the murderer! I could not doubt it. The mere presence of the idea was an

irresistible proof of the fact. I thought of pursuing the devil; but it

would have been in vain, for another flash discovered him to me hanging

among the rocks of the nearly perpendicular ascent of Mont Salêve, a

hill that bounds Plainpalais on the south. He soon reached the summit,

and disappeared.

I remained motionless. The thunder ceased; but the rain still continued,

and the scene was enveloped in an impenetrable darkness. I revolved in

my mind the events which I had until now sought to forget: the whole

train of my progress towards the creation; the appearance of the work of

my own hands alive at my bedside; its departure. Two years had now

nearly elapsed since the night on which he first received life; and was

this his first crime? Alas! I had turned loose into the world a depraved

wretch, whose delight was in carnage and misery; had he not murdered my

brother?

No one can conceive the anguish I suffered during the remainder of the

night, which I spent, cold and wet, in the open air. But I did not feel

the inconvenience of the weather; my imagination was busy in scenes of

evil and despair. I considered the being whom I had cast among mankind,

and endowed with the will and power to effect purposes of horror, such

as the deed which he had now done, nearly in the light of my own

vampire, my own spirit let loose from the grave, and forced to destroy

all that was dear to me.

Day dawned; and I directed my steps towards the town. The gates were

open, and I hastened to my father's house. My first thought was to

discover what I knew of the murderer, and cause instant pursuit to be

made. But I paused when I reflected on the story that I had to tell. A

being whom I myself had formed, and endued with life, had met me at

midnight among the precipices of an inaccessible mountain. I remembered

also the nervous fever with which I had been seized just at the time

that I dated my creation, and which would give an air of delirium to a

tale otherwise so utterly improbable. I well knew that if any other had

communicated such a relation to me, I should have looked upon it as the

ravings of insanity. Besides, the strange nature of the animal would

elude all pursuit, even if I were so far credited as to persuade my

relatives to commence it. And then of what use would be pursuit? Who

could arrest a creature capable of scaling the overhanging sides of Mont

Salêve? These reflections determined me, and I resolved to remain

silent.

It was about five in the morning when I entered my father's house. I

told the servants not to disturb the family, and went into the library

to attend their usual hour of rising.

Six years had elapsed, passed as a dream but for one indelible trace,

and I stood in the same place where I had last embraced my father before

my departure for Ingolstadt. Beloved and venerable parent! He still

remained to me. I gazed on the picture of my mother, which stood over

the mantel-piece. It was an historical subject, painted at my father's

desire, and represented Caroline Beaufort in an agony of despair,

kneeling by the coffin of her dead father. Her garb was rustic, and her

cheek pale; but there was an air of dignity and beauty, that hardly

permitted the sentiment of pity. Below this picture was a miniature of

William; and my tears flowed when I looked upon it. While I was thus

engaged, Ernest entered: he had heard me arrive, and hastened to welcome

me. He expressed a sorrowful delight to see me: "Welcome, my dearest

Victor," said he. "Ah! I wish you had come three months ago, and then

you would have found us all joyous and delighted. You come to us now to

share a misery which nothing can alleviate; yet your presence will, I

hope, revive our father, who seems sinking under his misfortune; and

your persuasions will induce poor Elizabeth to cease her vain and

tormenting self-accusations.--Poor William! he was our darling and our

pride!"

Tears, unrestrained, fell from my brother's eyes; a sense of mortal

agony crept over my frame. Before, I had only imagined the wretchedness

of my desolated home; the reality came on me as a new, and a not less

terrible, disaster. I tried to calm Ernest; I enquired more minutely

concerning my father, and her I named my cousin.

"She most of all," said Ernest, "requires consolation; she accused

herself of having caused the death of my brother, and that made her very

wretched. But since the murderer has been discovered--"

"The murderer discovered! Good God! how can that be? who could attempt

to pursue him? It is impossible; one might as well try to overtake the

winds, or confine a mountain-stream with a straw. I saw him too; he was

free last night!"

"I do not know what you mean," replied my brother, in accents of wonder,

"but to us the discovery we have made completes our misery. No one would

believe it at first; and even now Elizabeth will not be convinced,

notwithstanding all the evidence. Indeed, who would credit that Justine

Moritz, who was so amiable, and fond of all the family, could suddenly

become capable of so frightful, so appalling a crime?"

"Justine Moritz! Poor, poor girl, is she the accused? But it is

wrongfully; every one knows that; no one believes it, surely, Ernest?"

"No one did at first; but several circumstances came out, that have

almost forced conviction upon us; and her own behaviour has been so

confused, as to add to the evidence of facts a weight that, I fear,

leaves no hope for doubt. But she will be tried to-day, and you will

then hear all."

He related that, the morning on which the murder of poor William had

been discovered, Justine had been taken ill, and confined to her bed for

several days. During this interval, one of the servants, happening to

examine the apparel she had worn on the night of the murder, had

discovered in her pocket the picture of my mother, which had been judged

to be the temptation of the murderer. The servant instantly showed it to

one of the others, who, without saying a word to any of the family, went

to a magistrate; and, upon their deposition, Justine was apprehended. On

being charged with the fact, the poor girl confirmed the suspicion in a

great measure by her extreme confusion of manner.

This was a strange tale, but it did not shake my faith; and I replied

earnestly, "You are all mistaken; I know the murderer. Justine, poor,

good Justine, is innocent."

At that instant my father entered. I saw unhappiness deeply impressed on

his countenance, but he endeavoured to welcome me cheerfully; and, after

we had exchanged our mournful greeting, would have introduced some other

topic than that of our disaster, had not Ernest exclaimed, "Good God,

papa! Victor says that he knows who was the murderer of poor William."

"We do also, unfortunately," replied my father; "for indeed I had rather

have been for ever ignorant than have discovered so much depravity and

ingratitude in one I valued so highly."

"My dear father, you are mistaken; Justine is innocent."

"If she is, God forbid that she should suffer as guilty. She is to be

tried to-day, and I hope, I sincerely hope, that she will be acquitted."

This speech calmed me. I was firmly convinced in my own mind that

Justine, and indeed every human being, was guiltless of this murder. I

had no fear, therefore, that any circumstantial evidence could be

brought forward strong enough to convict her. My tale was not one to

announce publicly; its astounding horror would be looked upon as madness

by the vulgar. Did any one indeed exist, except I, the creator, who

would believe, unless his senses convinced him, in the existence of the

living monument of presumption and rash ignorance which I had let loose

upon the world?

We were soon joined by Elizabeth. Time had altered her since I last

beheld her; it had endowed her with loveliness surpassing the beauty of

her childish years. There was the same candour, the same vivacity, but

it was allied to an expression more full of sensibility and intellect.

She welcomed me with the greatest affection. "Your arrival, my dear

cousin," said she, "fills me with hope. You perhaps will find some means

to justify my poor guiltless Justine. Alas! who is safe, if she be

convicted of crime? I rely on her innocence as certainly as I do upon my

own. Our misfortune is doubly hard to us; we have not only lost that

lovely darling boy, but this poor girl, whom I sincerely love, is to be

torn away by even a worse fate. If she is condemned, I never shall know

joy more. But she will not, I am sure she will not; and then I shall be

happy again, even after the sad death of my little William."

"She is innocent, my Elizabeth," said I, "and that shall be proved; fear

nothing, but let your spirits be cheered by the assurance of her

acquittal."

"How kind and generous you are! every one else believes in her guilt,

and that made me wretched, for I knew that it was impossible: and to see

every one else prejudiced in so deadly a manner rendered me hopeless and

despairing." She wept.

"Dearest niece," said my father, "dry your tears. If she is, as you

believe, innocent, rely on the justice of our laws, and the activity

with which I shall prevent the slightest shadow of partiality."

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