BELLA DONNA

I

Doctor Meyer Isaacson had got on as only a modern Jew whose home is

London can get on, with a rapidity that was alarming. He seemed to have

arrived as a bullet arrives in a body. He was not in the heart of

success, and lo! he was in the heart of success. And no one had marked

his journey. Suddenly every one was speaking of him--was talking of the

cures he had made, was advising every one else to go to him. For some

mysterious reason his name--a name not easily to be forgotten once it

had been heard--began to pervade the conversations that were held in the

smart drawing-rooms of London. Women who were well, but had not seen

him, abruptly became sufficiently unwell to need a consultation. "Where

does he live? In Harley Street, I suppose?" was a constant question.

But he did not live in Harley Street. He was not the man to lose himself

in an avenue of brass plates of fellow practitioners. "Cleveland Square,

St. James's," was the startling reply; and his house was detached, if

you please, and marvellously furnished.

The winged legend flew that he was rich, and that he had gone into

practice as a doctor merely because he was intellectually interested in

disease. His gift for diagnosis was so remarkable that he was morally

forced to exercise it. And he had a greedy passion for studying

humanity. And who has such opportunities for the study of humanity as

the doctor and the priest? Patients who had been to him spoke

enthusiastically of his observant eyes. His personality always made a

great impression. "There's no one just like him," was a frequent comment

upon Doctor Meyer Isaacson. And that phrase is a high compliment upon

the lips of London, the city of parrots and of monkeys.

His age was debated, and so was his origin. Most people thought he was

"about forty"; a very safe age, young enough to allow of almost

unlimited expectation, old enough to make results achieved not quite

unnatural, though possibly startling. Yes, he must be "about forty." And

his origin? "Meyer" suggested Germany. As to "Isaacson," it allowed the

ardent imagination free play over denationalized Israel. Someone said

that he "looked as if he came from the East," to which a cynic made

answer, "The East End." There was, perhaps, a hint of both in the Doctor

of Cleveland Square. Certain it is that in the course of a walk down

Brick Lane, or the adjacent thoroughfares, one will encounter men of his

type; men of middle height, of slight build, with thick, close-growing

hair strongly curling, boldly curving lips, large nostrils, prominent

cheek-bones, dark eyes almost fiercely shining; men who are startlingly

un-English. Doctor Meyer Isaacson was like these men. Yet he possessed

something which set him apart from them. He looked intensely

vital--almost unnaturally vital--when he was surrounded by English

people, but he did not look fierce and hungry. One could conceive of him

doing something bizarre, but one could not conceive of him doing

anything low. There was sometimes a light in his eyes which suggested a

moral distinction rarely to be found in those who dwell in and about

Brick Lane. His slight, nervous hands, dark in colour, recalled the

hands of high-bred Egyptians. Like so many of his nation, he was by

nature artistic. An instinctive love of what was best in the creations

of man ran in his veins with his blood. He cared for beautiful things,

and he knew what things were beautiful and what were not. The

second-rate never made any appeal to him. The first-rate found in him a

welcoming enthusiast. He never wearied of looking at fine pictures, at

noble statues, at bronzes, at old jewelled glass, at delicate carvings,

at perfect jewels. He was genuinely moved by great architecture. And to

music he was almost fanatically devoted, as are many Jews.

It has been said of the Jew that he is nearly always possessed of a

streak of femininity, not effeminacy. In Doctor Meyer Isaacson this

streak certainly existed. His intuitions were feminine in their

quickness, his sympathies and his antipathies almost feminine in their

ardour. He understood women instinctively, as generally only other women

understand them. Often he knew, without knowing why he knew. Such

knowledge of women is, perhaps fortunately, rare in men. Where most men

stumble in the dark, Doctor Meyer Isaacson walked in the light. He was

unmarried.

Bachelorhood is considered by many to detract from a doctor's value and

to stand in the way of his career. Doctor Meyer Isaacson did not find

this so. Although he was not a nerve specialist, his waiting-room was

always full of patients. If he had been married, it could not have been

fuller. Indeed, he often thought it would have been less full.

Suddenly he became the fashion, and he went on being the fashion.

He had no special peculiarity of manner. He did not attract the world of

women by elaborate brutalities, or charm it by silly suavities. He

seemed always very natural, intelligent, alive, and thoroughly

interested in the person with whom he was. That he was a man of the

world was certain. He was seen often at concerts, at the opera, at

dinners, at receptions, occasionally even at a great ball.

Early in the morning he rode in the Park. Once a week he gave a dinner

in Cleveland Square. And people liked to go to his house. They knew they

would not be bored and not be poisoned there. Men appreciated him as

well as women, despite the reminiscence of Brick Lane discoverable in

him. His directness, his cleverness, and his apparent good-will soon

overcame any dawning instinct summoned up in John Bull by his exotic

appearance.

Only the unyielding Jew-hater hated him. And so the lines of the life

of Doctor Meyer Isaacson seemed laid in pleasant places. And not a few

thought him one of the fortunate of this world.

One morning of June the doctor was returning to Cleveland Square from

his early ride in the Park. He was alone. The lively bay horse he

rode--an animal that seemed almost as full of nervous vitality as he

was--had had a good gallop by the Serpentine, and now trotted gently

towards Buckingham Palace, snuffing in the languid air through its

sensitive nostrils. The day was going to be hot. This fact inclined the

Doctor to idleness, made him suddenly realise the bondage of work. In a

few minutes he would be in Cleveland Square; and then, after a bath, a

cup of coffee, a swift glance through the _Times_ and the _Daily Mail_,

there would start the procession that until evening would be passing

steadily through his consulting-room.

He sighed, and pulled in his horse to a walk. To-day he was reluctant to

encounter that procession.

And yet each day it brought interest into his life, this procession of

his patients.

Generally he was a keen man. He had no need to feign an ardour that he

really felt. He had a passion for investigation, and his profession

enabled him to gratify it. Very modern, as a rule, were those who came

to him, one by one, admitted each in turn by his Jewish man-servant;

complex, caught fast in the net of civilized life. He liked to sit alone

with them in his quiet chamber, to seek out the hidden links which

united the physical to the mental man in each, to watch the pull of soul

on body, of body on soul. But to-day he recoiled from work. Deep down in

his nature, hidden generally beneath his strong activity, there was

something that longed to sit in the sunshine and dream away the hours,

leaving all fates serenely, or perhaps indifferently, between the hands

of God.

"I will take a holiday some day," he said to himself, "a long holiday. I

will go far away from here, to the land where I am really at home, where

I am in my own place."

As he thought this, he looked up, and his eyes rested upon the brown

facade of the King's Palace, upon the gilded railings that separated it

from the public way, upon the sentries who were on guard, fresh-faced,

alert, staring upon London with their calmly British eyes.

"In my own place," he repeated to himself.

And now his lips and his eyes were smiling. And he saw the great drama

of London as something that a schoolboy could understand at a glance.

Was it really idleness he longed for? He did not know why, but abruptly

his desire had changed. And he found himself wishing for events, tragic,

tremendous, horrible even--anything, if they were unusual, were such as

to set the man who was involved in them apart from his fellows. The

foreign element in him woke up, called, perhaps, from repose by the

unusually languid air, and London seemed meaningless to him, a city

where a man of his type could neither dream, nor act, with all the

languor, or all the energy, that was within him. And he imagined, as

sometimes clever children do, a distant country where all romances

unwind their shining coils, where he would find the incentive which he

needed to call all his secret powers--the powers whose exercise would

make his life complete--into supreme activity.

He gripped his horse with his knees. It understood his desire. It broke

into a canter. He passed in front of the garden of Stafford House,

turned to the left past St. James's Palace and Marlborough House, and

was soon at his own door.

"Please bring up the book with my coffee in twenty minutes, Henry," he

said to his servant, as he went in.

In half an hour he was seated in an arm-chair in an upstairs

sitting-room, sipping his coffee. The papers lay folded at his elbow.

Upon his knee, open, lay the book in which were written down the names

of the patients with whom he had made appointments that day.

He looked at them, seeking for one that promised interest. The first

patient was a man who would come in on his way to the city. Then

followed the names of three women, then the name of a boy. He was coming

with his mother, a lady of an anxious mind. The Doctor had a sheaf of

letters from her. And so the morning's task was over. He turned a page

and came to the afternoon.

"Two o'clock, Mrs. Lesueur; two-thirty, Miss Mendish; three, the Dean of

Greystone; three-thirty, Lady Carle; four, Madame de Lys; four-thirty,

Mrs. Harringby; five, Sir Henry Grebe; five-thirty, Mrs. Chepstow."

The last name was that of the last patient. Doctor Meyer Isaacson's

day's work was over at six, or was supposed to be over. Often, however,

he gave a patient more than the fixed half-hour, and so prolonged his

labours. But no one was admitted to his house for consultation after the

patient whose name was against the time of five-thirty.

And so Mrs. Chepstow would be the last patient he would see that day.

He sat for a moment with the book open on his knee, looking at her name.

It was a name very well known to him, very well known to the

English-speaking world in general.

Mrs. Chepstow was a great beauty in decline. Her day of glory had been

fairly long, but now it seemed to be over. She was past forty. She said

she was thirty-eight, but she was over forty. Goodness, some say, keeps

women fresh. Mrs. Chepstow had tried a great many means of keeping

fresh, but she had omitted that. The step between aestheticism and

asceticism was one which she had never taken, though she had taken many

steps, some of them, unfortunately, false ones. She had been a well-born

girl, the daughter of aristocratic but impecunious and extravagant

parents. Her father, Everard Page, a son of Lord Cheam, had been very

much at home in the Bankruptcy Court. Her mother, too, was reckless

about money, saying, whenever it was mentioned, "Money is given us to

spend, not to hoard." So little did she hoard it, that eventually her

husband published a notice in the principal papers, stating that he

would not be responsible for her debts. It was a very long time since

he had been responsible for his own. Still, there was a certain dignity

in the announcement, as of an honest man frankly declaring his position.

Mrs. Chepstow's life was very possibly influenced by her parents'

pecuniary troubles. When she was young she learnt to be frightened of

poverty. She had known what it was to be "sold up" twice before she was

twenty; and this probably led her to prefer the alternative of being

sold. At any rate, when she was in her twenty-first year, sold she was

to Mr. Wodehouse Chepstow, a rich brewer, to whom she had not even taken

a fancy; and as Mrs. Chepstow she made a great fame in London society as

a beauty. She was christened Bella Donna. She was photographed, written

about, worshipped by important people, until her celebrity spread far

over the world, as the celebrity even of a woman who is only beautiful

and who does nothing can spread in the era of the paragraph.

And then presently she was the heroine of a great divorce case.

Mr. Chepstow, forgetting that among the duties required of the modern

husband is the faculty of turning a blind eye upon the passing fancies

of a lovely and a generally admired wife, suddenly proclaimed some ugly

truths, and completely ruined Mrs. Chepstow's reputation. He won his

case. He got heavy damages out of a well-known, married man. The married

man's wife was forced to divorce him. And Mrs. Chepstow was socially

"done for." Then began the new period of her life, a period utterly

different from all that had preceded it.

She was at this time only twenty-six, and in the zenith of her beauty.

Every one supposed that the man to whom she owed her ruin would marry

her as soon as it was possible. Unfortunately, he died before the decree

_nisi_ was made absolute. Mrs. Chepstow's future had been committed to

the Fates, and they had turned down their thumbs.

Notorious, lovely, now badly off, still young, she was left to shift for

herself in the world.

It was then that there came to the surface of her character a trait that

was not beautiful. She developed a love of money, a passion for material

things. This definite greediness declared itself in her only now that

she was poor and solitary. Probably it had always existed in her, but

had been hidden. She hid it no longer. She tacitly proclaimed it, and

she ordered her life so that it might be satisfied.

And it was satisfied, or at the least for many years appeased. She

became the famous, or the infamous, Mrs. Chepstow. She had no child to

be good for. Her father was dead. Her mother lived in Brussels with some

foreign relations. For her English relations she took no thought. The

divorce case had set them all against her. She put on the panoply of

steel so often assumed by the woman who has got into trouble. She defied

those who were "down upon her." She had made a failure of one life. She

resolved that she would make a success of another. And for a long time

she was very successful. Men were at her feet, and ministered to her

desires. She lived as she seemed to desire to live, magnificently. She

was given more than most good women are given, and she seemed to revel

in its possession. But though she loved money, her parents' traits were

repeated in her. She was a spendthrift, as they had been spendthrifts.

She loved money because she loved spending, not hoarding it. And for

years she scattered it with both hands.

Then, as she approached forty, the freshness of her beauty began to

fade. She had been too well known, and had to endure the fate of those

who have long been talked about. Men said of her, "Mrs. Chepstow--oh,

she's been going a deuce of a time. She must be well over fifty."

Women--good women especially--pronounced her nearer sixty. Almost

suddenly, as often happens in such cases as hers, the roseate hue faded

from her life and a greyness began to fall over it.

She was seen about with very young men, almost boys. People sneered when

they spoke of her. It was said that she was not so well off as she had

been. Some shoddy millionaire had put her into a speculation. It had

gone wrong, and he had not thought it necessary to pay up her losses.

She moved from her house in Park Lane to a flat in Victoria Street, then

to a little house in Kensington. Then she gave that up, and took a small

place in the country, and motored up and down, to and from town. Then

she got sick of that, and went to live in a London hotel. She sold her

yacht. She sold a quantity of diamonds.

And people continued to say, "Mrs. Chepstow--oh, she must be well over

fifty."

Undoubtedly she was face to face with a very bad period. With every

month that passed, loneliness stared at her more fixedly, looked at her

in the eyes till she began to feel almost dazed, almost hypnotized. A

dulness crept over her.

Forty struck--forty-one--forty-two.

And then, one morning of June, Doctor Meyer Isaacson sat sipping his

coffee and looking at her name, written against the time, five-thirty,

in his book of consultations.

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