“I am an old man, as you can see,” he continued, “and I have been a
shipmaster the greater part of my life,—forty-three years in all. You
may not think it, but I am above eighty years of age.”
He did not look so old, and I hastened to say so.
“You must have left the sea a good many years ago, then, Captain
Littlepage?” I said.
“I should have been serviceable at least five or six years more,” he
answered. “My acquaintance with certain—my experience upon a certain
occasion, I might say, gave rise to prejudice. I do not mind telling you
that I chanced to learn of one of the greatest discoveries that man has
ever made.”
Now we were approaching dangerous ground, but a sudden sense of his
sufferings at the hands of the ignorant came to my help, and I asked to
hear more with all the deference I really felt. A swallow flew into the
schoolhouse at this moment as if a kingbird were after it, and beat
itself against the walls for a minute, and escaped again to the open
air; but Captain Littlepage took no notice whatever of the flurry.
“I had a valuable cargo of general merchandise from the London docks to
Fort Churchill, a station of the old company on Hudson’s Bay,” said the
captain earnestly. “We were delayed in lading, and baffled by head winds
and a heavy tumbling sea all the way north-about and across. Then the
fog kept us off the coast; and when I made port at last, it was too late
to delay in those northern waters with such a vessel and such a crew as
I had. They cared for nothing, and idled me into a fit of sickness; but
my first mate was a good, excellent man, with no more idea of being
frozen in there until spring than I had, so we made what speed we could
to get clear of Hudson’s Bay and off the coast. I owned an eighth of the
vessel, and he owned a sixteenth of her. She was a full-rigged ship,
called the Minerva, but she was getting old and leaky. I meant it should
be my last v’y’ge in her, and so it proved. She had been an excellent
vessel in her day. Of the cowards aboard her I can’t say so much.”
“Then you were wrecked?” I asked, as he made a long pause.
“I wa’n’t caught astern o’ the lighter by any fault of mine,” said the
captain gloomily. “We left Fort Churchill and run out into the Bay with
a light pair o’ heels; but I had been vexed to death with their red-tape
rigging at the company’s office, and chilled with stayin’ on deck an’
tryin’ to hurry up things, and when we were well out o’ sight o’ land,
headin’ for Hudson’s Straits, I had a bad turn o’ some sort o’ fever,
and had to stay below. The days were getting short, and we made good
runs, all well on board but me, and the crew done their work by dint of
hard driving.”
I began to find this unexpected narrative a little dull. Captain
Littlepage spoke with a kind of slow correctness that lacked the
longshore high flavor to which I had grown used; but I listened
respectfully while he explained the winds having become contrary, and
talked on in a dreary sort of way about his voyage, the bad weather, and
the disadvantages he was under in the lightness of his ship, which
bounced about like a chip in a bucket, and would not answer the rudder
or properly respond to the most careful setting of sails.
“So there we were blowin’ along anyways,” he complained; but looking at
me at this moment, and seeing that my thoughts were unkindly wandering,
he ceased to speak.
“It was a hard life at sea in those days, I am sure,” said I, with
redoubled interest.
“It was a dog’s life,” said the poor old gentleman, quite reassured,
“but it made men of those who followed it. I see a change for the worse
even in our own town here; full of loafers now, small and poor as ’tis,
who once would have followed the sea, every lazy soul of ’em. There is
no occupation so fit for just that class o’ men who never get beyond the
fo’cas’le. I view it, in addition, that a community narrows down and
grows dreadful ignorant when it is shut up to its own affairs, and gets
no knowledge of the outside world except from a cheap, unprincipled
newspaper. In the old days, a good part o’ the best men here knew a
hundred ports and something of the way folks lived in them. They saw the
world for themselves, and like ’s not their wives and children saw it
with them. They may not have had the best of knowledge to carry with ’em
sight-seein’, but they were some acquainted with foreign lands an’ their
laws, an’ could see outside the battle for town clerk here in Dunnet;
they got some sense o’ proportion. Yes, they lived more dignified, and
their houses were better within an’ without. Shipping’s a terrible loss
to this part o’ New England from a social point o’ view, ma’am.”
“I have thought of that myself,” I returned, with my interest quite
awakened. “It accounts for the change in a great many things,—the sad
disappearance of sea captains,—doesn’t it?”
“A shipmaster was apt to get the habit of reading,” said my companion,
brightening still more, and taking on a most touching air of unreserve.
“A captain is not expected to be familiar with his crew, and for
company’s sake in dull days and nights he turns to his book. Most of us
old shipmasters came to know ’most everything about something; one would
take to readin’ on farming topics, and some were great on medicine,—but
Lord help their poor crews!—or some were all for history, and now and
then there’d be one like me that gave his time to the poets. I was well
acquainted with a shipmaster that was all for bees an’ bee-keepin’; and
if you met him in port and went aboard, he’d sit and talk a terrible
while about their havin’ so much information, and the money that could
be made out of keepin’ ’em. He was one of the smartest captains that
ever sailed the seas, but they used to call the Newcastle, a great bark
he commanded for many years, Tuttle’s beehive. There was old Cap’n
Jameson: he had notions of Solomon’s Temple, and made a very handsome
little model of the same, right from the Scripture measurements, same’s
other sailors make little ships and design new tricks of rigging and all
that. No, there’s nothing to take the place of shipping in a place like
ours. These bicycles offend me dreadfully; they don’t afford no real
opportunities of experience such as a man gained on a voyage. No: when
folks left home in the old days they left it to some purpose, and when
they got home they stayed there and had some pride in it. There’s no
large-minded way of thinking now: the worst have got to be best and rule
everything; we’re all turned upside down and going back year by year.”
“Oh no, Captain Littlepage, I hope not,” said I, trying to soothe his
feelings.
There was a silence in the schoolhouse, but we could hear the noise of
the water on a beach below. It sounded like the strange warning wave
that gives notice of the turn of the tide. A late golden robin, with the
most joyful and eager of voices, was singing close by in a thicket of
wild roses.
VI.
THE WAITING PLACE.
“How did you manage with the rest of that rough voyage on the Minerva?”
I asked.
“I shall be glad to explain to you,” said Captain Littlepage, forgetting
his grievances for the moment. “If I had a map at hand I could explain
better. We were driven to and fro ’way up toward what we used to call
Parry’s Discoveries, and lost our bearings. It was thick and foggy, and
at last I lost my ship; she drove on a rock, and we managed to get
ashore on what I took to be a barren island, the few of us that were
left alive. When she first struck, the sea was somewhat calmer than it
had been, and most of the crew, against orders, manned the long-boat and
put off in a hurry, and were never heard of more. Our own boat upset,
but the carpenter kept himself and me above water, and we drifted in. I
had no strength to call upon after my recent fever, and laid down to
die; but he found the tracks of a man and dog the second day, and got
along the shore to one of those far missionary stations that the
Moravians support. They were very poor themselves, and in distress;
’twas a useless place. There were but few Esquimaux left in that region.
There we remained for some time, and I became acquainted with strange
events.”
The captain lifted his head and gave me a questioning glance. I could
not help noticing that the dulled look in his eyes had gone, and there
was instead a dear intentness that made them seem dark and piercing.
“There was a supply ship expected, and the pastor, an excellent
Christian man, made no doubt that we should get passage in her. He was
hoping that orders would come to break up the station; but everything
was uncertain, and we got on the best we could for a while. We fished,
and helped the people in other ways; there was no other way of paying
our debts. I was taken to the pastor’s house until I got better; but
they were crowded, and I felt myself in the way, and made excuse to join
with an old seaman, a Scotchman, who had built him a warm cabin, and had
room in it for another. He was looked upon with regard, and had stood by
the pastor in some troubles with the people. He had been on one of those
English exploring parties that found one end of the road to the north
pole, but never could find the other. We lived like dogs in a kennel, or
so you’d thought if you had seen the hut from the outside; but the main
thing was to keep warm; there were piles of birdskins to lie on, and
he’d made him a good bunk, and there was another for me. ’Twas dreadful
dreary waitin’ there; we begun to think the supply steamer was lost, and
my poor ship broke up and strewed herself all along the shore. We got to
watching on the headlands; my men and me knew the people were short of
supplies and had to pinch themselves. It ought to read in the Bible,
‘Man cannot live by fish alone,’ if they’d told the truth of things;
’taint bread that wears the worst on you! First part of the time, old
Gaffett, that I lived with, seemed speechless, and I didn’t know what to
make of him, nor he of me, I dare say; but as we got acquainted, I found
he’d been through more disasters than I had, and had troubles that
wa’n’t going to let him live a great while. It used to ease his mind to
talk to an understanding person, so we used to sit and talk together all
day, if it rained or blew so that we couldn’t get out. I’d got a bad
blow on the back of my head at the time we came ashore, and it pained me
at times, and my strength was broken, anyway; I’ve never been so able
since.”
Captain Littlepage fell into a reverie.
“Then I had the good of my reading,” he explained presently. “I had no
books; the pastor spoke but little English, and all his books were
foreign; but I used to say over all I could remember. The old poets
little knew what comfort they could be to a man. I was well acquainted
with the works of Milton, but up there it did seem to me as if
Shakespeare was the king; he has his sea terms very accurate, and some
beautiful passages were calming to the mind. I could say them over until
I shed tears; there was nothing beautiful to me in that place but the
stars above and those passages of verse.
“Gaffett was always brooding and brooding, and talking to himself; he
was afraid he should never get away, and it preyed upon his mind. He
thought when I got home I could interest the scientific men in his
discovery: but they’re all taken up with their own notions; some didn’t
even take pains to answer the letters I wrote. You observe that I said
this crippled man Gaffett had been shipped on a voyage of discovery. I
now tell you that the ship was lost on its return, and only Gaffett and
two officers were saved off the Greenland coast, and he had knowledge
later that those men never got back to England; the brig they shipped on
was run down in the night. So no other living soul had the facts, and he
gave them to me. There is a strange sort of a country ’way up north
beyond the ice, and strange folks living in it. Gaffett believed it was
the next world to this.”
“What do you mean, Captain Littlepage?” I exclaimed. The old man was
bending forward and whispering; he looked over his shoulder before he
spoke the last sentence.
“To hear old Gaffett tell about it was something awful,” he said, going
on with his story quite steadily after the moment of excitement had
passed. “’Twas first a tale of dogs and sledges, and cold and wind and
snow. Then they begun to find the ice grow rotten; they had been frozen
in, and got into a current flowing north, far up beyond Fox Channel, and
they took to their boats when the ship got crushed, and this warm
current took them out of sight of the ice, and into a great open sea;
and they still followed it due north, just the very way they had planned
to go. Then they struck a coast that wasn’t laid down or charted, but
the cliffs were such that no boat could land until they found a bay and
struck across under sail to the other side where the shore looked lower;
they were scant of provisions and out of water, but they got sight of
something that looked like a great town. ‘For God’s sake, Gaffett!’ said
I, the first time he told me. ‘You don’t mean a town two degrees farther
north than ships had ever been?’ for he’d got their course marked on an
old chart that he’d pieced out at the top; but he insisted upon it, and
told it over and over again, to be sure I had it straight to carry to
those who would be interested. There was no snow and ice, he said, after
they had sailed some days with that warm current, which seemed to come
right from under the ice that they’d been pinched up in and had been
crossing on foot for weeks.”
“But what about the town?” I asked. “Did they get to the town?”
“They did,” said the captain, “and found inhabitants; ’twas an awful
condition of things. It appeared, as near as Gaffett could express it,
like a place where there was neither living nor dead. They could see the
place when they were approaching it by sea pretty near like any town,
and thick with habitations; but all at once they lost sight of it
altogether, and when they got close inshore they could see the shapes of
folks, but they never could get near them,—all blowing gray figures that
would pass along alone, or sometimes gathered in companies as if they
were watching. The men were frightened at first, but the shapes never
came near them,—it was as if they blew back; and at last they all got
bold and went ashore, and found birds’ eggs and sea fowl, like any wild
northern spot where creatures were tame and folks had never been, and
there was good water. Gaffett said that he and another man came near one
o’ the fog-shaped men that was going along slow with the look of a pack
on his back, among the rocks, an’ they chased him; but, Lord! he
flittered away out o’ sight like a leaf the wind takes with it, or a
piece of cobweb. They would make as if they talked together, but there
was no sound of voices, and ‘they acted as if they didn’t see us, but
only felt us coming towards them,’ says Gaffett one day, trying to tell
the particulars. They couldn’t see the town when they were ashore. One
day the captain and the doctor were gone till night up across the high
land where the town had seemed to be, and they came back at night beat
out and white as ashes, and wrote and wrote all next day in their
notebooks, and whispered together full of excitement, and they were
sharp-spoken with the men when they offered to ask any questions.
“Then there came a day,” said Captain Littlepage, leaning toward me with
a strange look in his eyes, and whispering quickly. “The men all swore
they wouldn’t stay any longer; the man on watch early in the morning
gave the alarm, and they all put off in the boat and got a little way
out to sea. Those folks, or whatever they were, come about ’em like
bats; all at once they raised incessant armies, and come as if to drive
’em back to sea. They stood thick at the edge o’ the water like the
ridges o’ grim war; no thought o’ flight, none of retreat. Some times a
standing fight, then soaring on main wing tormented all the air. And
when they’d got the boat out o’ reach o’ danger, Gaffett said they
looked back, and there was the town again, standing up just as they’d
seen it first, comin’ on the coast. Say what you might, they all
believed ’twas a kind of waiting place between this world an’ the next.”
The captain had sprung to his feet in his excitement, and made excited
gestures, but he still whispered huskily.
“Sit down, sir,” I said as quietly as I could, and he sank into his
chair quite spent.
“Gaffett thought the officers were hurrying home to report and to fit
out a new expedition when they were all lost. At the time, the men got
orders not to talk over what they had seen,” the old man explained
presently in a more natural tone.
“Weren’t they all starving, and wasn’t it a mirage or something of that
sort?” I ventured to ask. But he looked at me blankly.
“Gaffett had got so that his mind ran on nothing else,” he went on. “The
ship’s surgeon let fall an opinion to the captain, one day, that ’twas
some condition o’ the light and the magnetic currents that let them see
those folks. ’Twa’n’t a right-feeling part of the world, anyway; they
had to battle with the compass to make it serve, an’ everything seemed
to go wrong. Gaffett had worked it out in his own mind that they was all
common ghosts, but the conditions were unusual favorable for seeing
them. He was always talking about the Ge’graphical Society, but he never
took proper steps, as I view it now, and stayed right there at the
mission. He was a good deal crippled, and thought they’d confine him in
some jail of a hospital. He said he was waiting to find the right men to
tell, somebody bound north. Once in a while they stopped there to leave
a mail or something. He was set in his notions, and let two or three
proper explorin’ expeditions go by him because he didn’t like their
looks; but when I was there he had got restless, fearin’ he might be
taken away or something. He had all his directions written out straight
as a string to give the right ones. I wanted him to trust ’em to me, so
I might have something to show, but he wouldn’t. I suppose he’s dead
now. I wrote to him, an’ I done all I could. ’Twill be a great exploit
some o’ these days.”
I assented absent-mindedly, thinking more just then of my companion’s
alert, determined look and the seafaring, ready aspect that had come to
his face; but at this moment there fell a sudden change, and the old,
pathetic, scholarly look returned. Behind me hung a map of North
America, and I saw, as I turned a little, that his eyes were fixed upon
the northernmost regions and their careful recent outlines with a look
of bewilderment.
VII.
THE OUTER ISLAND.
Gaffett with his good bunk and the birdskins, the story of the wreck of
the Minerva, the human-shaped creatures of fog and cobweb, the great
words of Milton with which he described their onslaught upon the crew,
all this moving tale had such an air of truth that I could not argue
with Captain Littlepage. The old man looked away from the map as if it
had vaguely troubled him, and regarded me appealingly.
“We were just speaking of”—and he stopped. I saw that he had suddenly
forgotten his subject.
“There were a great many persons at the funeral,” I hastened to say.
“Oh yes,” the captain answered, with satisfaction. “All showed respect
who could. The sad circumstances had for a moment slipped my mind. Yes,
Mrs. Begg will be very much missed. She was a capital manager for her
husband when he was at sea. Oh yes, shipping is a very great loss.” And
he sighed heavily. “There was hardly a man of any standing who didn’t
interest himself in some way in navigation. It always gave credit to a
town. I call it low-water mark now here in Dunnet.”
He rose with dignity to take leave, and asked me to stop at his house
some day, when he would show me some outlandish things that he had
brought home from sea. I was familiar with the subject of the decadence
of shipping interests in all its affecting branches, having been already
some time in Dunnet, and I felt sure that Captain Littlepage’s mind had
now returned to a safe level.
As we came down the hill toward the village our ways divided, and when I
had seen the old captain well started on a smooth piece of sidewalk
which would lead him to his own door, we parted, the best of friends.
“Step in some afternoon,” he said, as affectionately as if I were a
fellow-shipmaster wrecked on the lee shore of age like himself. I turned
toward home, and presently met Mrs. Todd coming toward me with an
anxious expression.
“I see you sleevin’ the old gentleman down the hill,” she suggested.
“Yes. I’ve had a very interesting afternoon with him,” I answered; and
her face brightened.
“Oh, then he’s all right. I was afraid ’twas one o’ his flighty spells,
an’ Mari’ Harris wouldn’t”—
“Yes,” I returned, smiling, “he has been telling me some old stories,
but we talked about Mrs. Begg and the funeral beside, and Paradise
Lost.”
“I expect he got tellin’ of you some o’ his great narratives,” she
answered, looking at me shrewdly. “Funerals always sets him goin’. Some
o’ them tales hangs together toler’ble well,” she added, with a sharper
look than before. “An’ he’s been a great reader all his seafarin’ days.
Some thinks he overdid, and affected his head, but for a man o’ his
years he’s amazin’ now when he’s at his best. Oh, he used to be a
beautiful man!”
We were standing where there was a fine view of the harbor and its long
stretches of shore all covered by the great army of the pointed firs,
darkly cloaked and standing as if they waited to embark. As we looked
far seaward among the outer islands, the trees seemed to march seaward
still, going steadily over the heights and down to the water’s edge.
It had been growing gray and cloudy, like the first evening of autumn,
and a shadow had fallen on the darkening shore. Suddenly, as we looked,
a gleam of golden sunshine struck the outer islands, and one of them
shone out clear in the light, and revealed itself in a compelling way to
our eyes. Mrs. Todd was looking off across the bay with a face full of
affection and interest. The sunburst upon that outermost island made it
seem like a sudden revelation of the world beyond this which some
believe to be so near.
“That’s where mother lives,” said Mrs. Todd. “Can’t we see it plain? I
was brought up out there on Green Island. I know every rock an’ bush on
it.”
“Your mother!” I exclaimed, with great interest.
“Yes, dear, cert’in; I’ve got her yet, old’s I be. She’s one of them
spry, light-footed little women; always was, an’ lighthearted, too,”
answered Mrs. Todd, with satisfaction. “She’s seen all the trouble folks
can see, without it’s her last sickness; an’ she’s got a word of courage
for everybody. Life ain’t spoilt her a mite. She’s eighty-six an’ I’m
sixty-seven, and I’ve seen the time I’ve felt a good sight the oldest.
‘Land sakes alive!’ says she, last time I was out to see her. ‘How you
do lurch about steppin’ into a bo’t!’ I laughed so I liked to have gone
right over into the water; an’ we pushed off, an’ left her laughin’
there on the shore.”
The light had faded as we watched. Mrs. Todd had mounted a gray rock,
and stood there grand and architectural, like a _caryatide_. Presently
she stepped down, and we continued our way homeward.
“You an’ me, we’ll take a bo’t an’ go out some day and see mother,” she
promised me. “’Twould please her very much, an’ there’s one or two
sca’ce herbs grows better on the island than anywheres else. I ain’t
seen their like nowheres here on the main.
“Now I’m goin’ right down to get us each a mug o’ my beer,” she
announced as we entered the house, “an’ I believe I’ll sneak in a little
mite o’ camomile. Goin’ to the funeral an’ all, I feel to have had a
very wearin’ afternoon.”
I heard her going down into the cool little cellar, and then there was
considerable delay. When she returned, mug in hand, I noticed the taste
of camomile, in spite of my protest; but its flavor was disguised by
some other herb that I did not know, and she stood over me until I drank
it all and said that I liked it.
“I don’t give that to everybody,” said Mrs. Todd kindly; and I felt for
a moment as if it were part of a spell and incantation, and as if my
enchantress would now begin to look like the cobweb shapes of the arctic
town. Nothing happened but a quiet evening and some delightful plans
that we made about going to Green Island, and on the morrow there was
the clear sunshine and blue sky of another day.
VIII.
GREEN ISLAND.
One morning, very early, I heard Mrs. Todd in the garden outside my
window. By the unusual loudness of her remarks to a passer-by, and the
notes of a familiar hymn which she sang as she worked among the herbs,
and which came as if directed purposely to the sleepy ears of my
consciousness, I knew that she wished I would wake up and come and speak
to her.
In a few minutes she responded to a morning voice from behind the
blinds. “I expect you’re goin’ up to your schoolhouse to pass all this
pleasant day; yes, I expect you’re goin’ to be dreadful busy,” she said
despairingly.
“Perhaps not,” said I. “Why, what’s going to be the matter with you,
Mrs. Todd?” For I supposed that she was tempted by the fine weather to
take one of her favorite expeditions along the shore pastures to gather
herbs and simples, and would like to have me keep the house.
“No, I don’t want to go nowhere by land,” she answered gayly,—“no, not
by land; but I don’t know’s we shall have a better day all the rest of
the summer to go out to Green Island an’ see mother. I waked up early
thinkin’ of her. The wind’s light northeast,—’twill take us right
straight out; an’ this time o’ year it’s liable to change round
southwest an’ fetch us home pretty, ’long late in the afternoon. Yes,
it’s goin’ to be a good day.”
“Speak to the captain and the Bowden boy, if you see anybody going by
toward the landing,” said I. “We’ll take the big boat.”
“Oh, my sakes! now you let me do things my way,” said Mrs. Todd
scornfully. “No, dear, we won’t take no big bo’t. I’ll just git a handy
dory, an’ Johnny Bowden an’ me, we’ll man her ourselves. I don’t want no
abler bo’t than a good dory, an’ a nice light breeze ain’t goin’ to make
no sea; an’ Johnny’s my cousin’s son,—mother’ll like to have him come;
an’ he’ll be down to the herrin’ weirs all the time we’re there, anyway;
we don’t want to carry no men folks havin’ to be considered every minute
an’ takin’ up all our time. No, you let me do; we’ll just slip out an’
see mother by ourselves. I guess what breakfast you’ll want’s about
ready now.”
I had become well acquainted with Mrs. Todd as landlady, herb-gatherer,
and rustic philosopher; we had been discreet fellow-passengers once or
twice when I had sailed up the coast to a larger town than Dunnet
Landing to do some shopping; but I was yet to become acquainted with her
as a mariner. An hour later we pushed off from the landing in the
desired dory. The tide was just on the turn, beginning to fall, and
several friends and acquaintances stood along the side of the
dilapidated wharf and cheered us by their words and evident interest.
Johnny Bowden and I were both rowing in haste to get out where we could
catch the breeze and put up the small sail which lay clumsily furled
along the gunwale. Mrs. Todd sat aft, a stern and unbending lawgiver.
“You better let her drift; we’ll get there ’bout as quick; the tide’ll
take her right out from under these old buildin’s; there’s plenty wind
outside.”
“Your bo’t ain’t trimmed proper, Mis’ Todd!” exclaimed a voice from
shore. “You’re lo’ded so the bo’t’ll drag; you can’t git her before the
wind, ma’am. You set ‘midships, Mis’ Todd, an’ let the boy hold the
sheet ’n’ steer after he gits the sail up; you won’t never git out to
Green Island that way. She’s lo’ded bad, your bo’t is,—she’s heavy
behind’s she is now!”
Mrs. Todd turned with some difficulty and regarded the anxious adviser,
my right oar flew out of water, and we seemed about to capsize. “That
you, Asa? Good-mornin’,” she said politely. “I al’ays liked the starn
seat best. When’d you git back from up country?”
This allusion to Asa’s origin was not lost upon the rest of the company.
We were some little distance from shore, but we could hear a chuckle of
laughter, and Asa, a person who was too ready with his criticism and
advice on every possible subject, turned and walked indignantly away.
When we caught the wind we were soon on our seaward course, and only
stopped to underrun a trawl, for the floats of which Mrs. Todd looked
earnestly, explaining that her mother might not be prepared for three
extra to dinner; it was her brother’s trawl, and she meant to just run
her eye along for the right sort of a little haddock. I leaned over the
boat’s side with great interest and excitement, while she skillfully
handled the long line of hooks, and made scornful remarks upon
worthless, bait-consuming creatures of the sea as she reviewed them and
left them on the trawl or shook them off into the waves. At last we came
to what she pronounced a proper haddock, and having taken him on board
and ended his life resolutely, we went our way.
As we sailed along I listened to an increasingly delightful commentary
upon the islands, some of them barren rocks, or at best giving sparse
pasturage for sheep in the early summer. On one of these an eager little
flock ran to the water’s edge and bleated at us so affectingly that I
would willingly have stopped; but Mrs. Todd steered away from the rocks,
and scolded at the sheep’s mean owner, an acquaintance of hers, who
grudged the little salt and still less care which the patient creatures
needed. The hot midsummer sun makes prisons of these small islands that
are a paradise in early June, with their cool springs and short
thick-growing grass. On a larger island, farther out to sea, my
entertaining companion showed me with glee the small houses of two
farmers who shared the island between them, and declared that for three
generations the people had not spoken to each other even in times of
sickness or death or birth. “When the news come that the war was over,
one of ’em knew it a week, and never stepped across his wall to tell the
others,” she said. “There, they enjoy it: they’ve got to have somethin’
to interest ’em in such a place; ’tis a good deal more tryin’ to be tied
to folks you don’t like than ’tis to be alone. Each of ’em tells the
neighbors their wrongs; plenty likes to hear and tell again; them as
fetch a bone’ll carry one, an’ so they keep the fight a-goin’. I must
say I like variety myself; some folks washes Monday an’ irons Tuesday
the whole year round, even if the circus is goin’ by!”
A long time before we landed at Green Island we could see the small
white house, standing high like a beacon, where Mrs. Todd was born and
where her mother lived, on a green slope above the water, with dark
spruce woods still higher. There were crops in the fields, which we
presently distinguished from one another. Mrs. Todd examined them while
we were still far at sea. “Mother’s late potatoes looks backward; ain’t
had rain enough so far,” she pronounced her opinion. “They look weedier
than what they call Front Street down to Cowper Centre. I expect brother
William is so occupied with his herrin’ weirs an’ servin’ out bait to
the schooners that he don’t think once a day of the land.”
“What’s the flag for, up above the spruces there behind the house?” I
inquired, with eagerness.
“Oh, that’s the sign for herrin’,” she explained kindly, while Johnny
Bowden regarded me with contemptuous surprise. “When they get enough for
schooners they raise that flag; an’ when ’tis a poor catch in the weir
pocket they just fly a little signal down by the shore, an’ then the
small bo’ts comes and get enough an’ over for their trawls. There, look!
there she is: mother sees us; she’s wavin’ somethin’ out o’ the fore
door! She’ll be to the landin’-place quick’s we are.”
I looked, and could see a tiny flutter in the doorway, but a quicker
signal had made its way from the heart on shore to the heart on the sea.
“How do you suppose she knows it’s me?” said Mrs. Todd, with a tender
smile on her broad face. “There, you never get over bein’ a child long’s
you have a mother to go to. Look at the chimney, now; she’s gone right
in an’ brightened up the fire. Well, there, I’m glad mother’s well;
you’ll enjoy seein’ her very much.”
Mrs. Todd leaned back into her proper position, and the boat trimmed
again. She took a firmer grasp of the sheet, and gave an impatient look
up at the gaff and the leech of the little sail, and twitched the sheet
as if she urged the wind like a horse. There came at once a fresh gust,
and we seemed to have doubled our speed. Soon we were near enough to see
a tiny figure with handkerchiefed head come down across the field and
stand waiting for us at the cove above a curve of pebble beach.
Presently the dory grated on the pebbles, and Johnny Bowden, who had
been kept in abeyance during the voyage, sprang out and used manful
exertions to haul us up with the next wave, so that Mrs. Todd could make
a dry landing.
“You done that very well,” she said, mounting to her feet, and coming
ashore somewhat stiffly, but with great dignity, refusing our
outstretched hands, and returning to possess herself of a bag which had
lain at her feet.
“Well, mother, here I be!” she announced with indifference; but they
stood and beamed in each other’s faces.
“Lookin’ pretty well for an old lady, ain’t she?” said Mrs. Todd’s
mother, turning away from her daughter to speak to me. She was a
delightful little person herself, with bright eyes and an affectionate
air of expectation like a child on a holiday. You felt as if Mrs.
Blackett were an old and dear friend before you let go her cordial hand.
We all started together up the hill.
“Now don’t you haste too fast, mother,” said Mrs. Todd warningly; “’tis
a far reach o’ risin’ ground to the fore door, and you won’t set an’ get
your breath when you’re once there, but go trotting about. Now don’t you
go a mite faster than we proceed with this bag an’ basket. Johnny,
there, ’ll fetch up the haddock. I just made one stop to underrun
William’s trawl till I come to jes’ such a fish’s I thought you’d want
to make one o’ your nice chowders of. I’ve brought an onion with me that
was layin’ about on the window-sill at home.”
“That’s just what I was wantin’,” said the hostess. “I give a sigh when
you spoke o’ chowder, knowin’ my onions was out. William forgot to
replenish us last time he was to the Landin’. Don’t you haste so
yourself, Almiry, up this risin’ ground. I hear you commencin’ to wheeze
a’ready.”
This mild revenge seemed to afford great pleasure to both giver and
receiver. They laughed a little, and looked at each other
affectionately, and then at me. Mrs. Todd considerately paused, and
faced about to regard the wide sea view. I was glad to stop, being more
out of breath than either of my companions, and I prolonged the halt by
asking the names of the neighboring islands. There was a fine breeze
blowing, which we felt more there on the high land than when we were
running before it in the dory.
“Why, this ain’t that kitten I saw when I was out last, the one that I
said didn’t appear likely?” exclaimed Mrs. Todd as we went our way.
“That’s the one, Almiry,” said her mother. “She always had a likely look
to me, an’ she’s right after her business. I never see such a mouser for
one of her age. If ’twan’t for William, I never should have housed that
other dronin’ old thing so long; but he sets by her on account of her
havin’ a bob tail. I don’t deem it advisable to maintain cats just on
account of their havin’ bob tails; they’re like all other curiosities,
good for them that wants to see ’em twice. This kitten catches mice for
both, an’ keeps me respectable as I ain’t been for a year. She’s a real
understandin’ little help, this kitten is. I picked her from among five
Miss Augusta Pennell had over to Burnt Island,” said the old woman,
trudging along with the kitten close at her skirts. “Augusta, she says
to me, ‘Why, Mis’ Blackett, you’ve took the homeliest;’ an’ says I,
‘I’ve got the smartest; I’m satisfied.’”
“I’d trust nobody sooner’n you to pick out a kitten, mother,” said the
daughter handsomely, and we went on in peace and harmony.
The house was just before us now, on a green level that looked as if a
huge hand had scooped it out of the long green field we had been
ascending. A little way above, the dark spruce woods began to climb the
top of the hill and cover the seaward slopes of the island. There was
just room for the small farm and the forest; we looked down at the
fish-house and its rough sheds, and the weirs stretching far out into
the water. As we looked upward, the tops of the firs came sharp against
the blue sky. There was a great stretch of rough pasture-land round the
shoulder of the island to the eastward, and here were all the
thick-scattered gray rocks that kept their places, and the gray backs of
many sheep that forever wandered and fed on the thin sweet pasturage
that fringed the ledges and made soft hollows and strips of green turf
like growing velvet. I could see the rich green of bayberry bushes here
and there, where the rocks made room. The air was very sweet; one could
not help wishing to be a citizen of such a complete and tiny continent
and home of fisherfolk.
The house was broad and clean, with a roof that looked heavy on its low
walls. It was one of the houses that seem firm-rooted in the ground, as
if they were two-thirds below the surface, like icebergs. The front door
stood hospitably open in expectation of company, and an orderly vine
grew at each side; but our path led to the kitchen door at the
house-end, and there grew a mass of gay flowers and greenery, as if they
had been swept together by some diligent garden broom into a tangled
heap: there were portulacas all along under the lower step and
straggling off into the grass, and clustering mallows that crept as near
as they dared, like poor relations. I saw the bright eyes and brainless
little heads of two half-grown chickens who were snuggled down among the
mallows as if they had been chased away from the door more than once,
and expected to be again.
“It seems kind o’ formal comin’ in this way,” said Mrs. Todd
impulsively, as we passed the flowers and came to the front doorstep;
but she was mindful of the proprieties, and walked before us into the
best room on the left.
“Why, mother, if you haven’t gone an’ turned the carpet!” she exclaimed,
with something in her voice that spoke of awe and admiration. “When’d
you get to it? I s’pose Mis’ Addicks come over an’ helped you, from
White Island Landing?”
“No, she didn’t,” answered the old woman, standing proudly erect, and
making the most of a great moment. “I done it all myself with William’s
help. He had a spare day, an’ took right holt with me; an’ ’twas all
well beat on the grass, an’ turned, an’ put down again afore we went to
bed. I ripped an’ sewed over two o’ them long breadths. I ain’t had such
a good night’s sleep for two years.”
“There, what do you think o’ havin’ such a mother as that for eighty-six
year old?” said Mrs. Todd, standing before us like a large figure of
Victory.
As for the mother, she took on a sudden look of youth; you felt as if
she promised a great future, and was beginning, not ending, her summers
and their happy toils.
“My, my!” exclaimed Mrs. Todd. “I couldn’t ha’ done it myself, I’ve got
to own it.”
“I was much pleased to have it off my mind,” said Mrs. Blackett, humbly;
“the more so because along at the first of the next week I wasn’t very
well. I suppose it may have been the change of weather.”
Mrs. Todd could not resist a significant glance at me, but, with
charming sympathy, she forbore to point the lesson or to connect this
illness with its apparent cause. She loomed larger than ever in the
little old-fashioned best room, with its few pieces of good furniture
and pictures of national interest. The green paper curtains were stamped
with conventional landscapes of a foreign order,—castles on inaccessible
crags, and lovely lakes with steep wooded shores; underfoot the
treasured carpet was covered thick with home-made rugs. There were empty
glass lamps and crystallized bouquets of grass and some fine shells on
the narrow mantelpiece.
“I was married in this room,” said Mrs. Todd unexpectedly; and I heard
her give a sigh after she had spoken, as if she could not help the touch
of regret that would forever come with all her thoughts of happiness.
“We stood right there between the windows,” she added, “and the minister
stood here. William wouldn’t come in. He was always odd about seein’
folks, just’s he is now. I run to meet ’em from a child, an’ William,
he’d take an’ run away.”
“I’ve been the gainer,” said the old mother cheerfully. “William has
been son an’ daughter both since you was married off the island. He’s
been ’most too satisfied to stop at home ’long o’ his old mother, but I
always tell ’em I’m the gainer.”
We were all moving toward the kitchen as if by common instinct. The best
room was too suggestive of serious occasions, and the shades were all
pulled down to shut out the summer light and air. It was indeed a
tribute to Society to find a room set apart for her behests out there on
so apparently neighborless and remote an island. Afternoon visits and
evening festivals must be few in such a bleak situation at certain
seasons of the year, but Mrs. Blackett was of those who do not live to
themselves, and who have long since passed the line that divides mere
self-concern from a valued share in whatever Society can give and take.
There were those of her neighbors who never had taken the trouble to
furnish a best room, but Mrs. Blackett was one who knew the uses of a
parlor.
“Yes, do come right out into the old kitchen; I shan’t make any stranger
of you,” she invited us pleasantly, after we had been properly received
in the room appointed to formality. “I expect Almiry, here, ’ll be
driftin’ out ’mongst the pasture-weeds quick’s she can find a good
excuse. ’Tis hot now. You’d better content yourselves till you get nice
an’ rested, an’ ’long after dinner the sea-breeze’ll spring up, an’ then
you can take your walks, an’ go up an’ see the prospect from the big
ledge. Almiry’ll want to show off everything there is. Then I’ll get you
a good cup o’ tea before you start to go home. The days are plenty long
now.”
While we were talking in the best room the selected fish had been
mysteriously brought up from the shore, and lay all cleaned and ready in
an earthen crock on the table.
“I think William might have just stopped an’ said a word,” remarked Mrs.
Todd, pouting with high affront as she caught sight of it. “He’s
friendly enough when he comes ashore, an’ was remarkable social the last
time, for him.”
“He ain’t disposed to be very social with the ladies,” explained
William’s mother, with a delightful glance at me, as if she counted upon
my friendship and tolerance. “He’s very particular, and he’s all in his
old fishin’-clothes to-day. He’ll want me to tell him everything you
said and done, after you’ve gone. William has very deep affections.
He’ll want to see you, Almiry. Yes, I guess he’ll be in by an’ by.”
“I’ll search for him by ’n’ by, if he don’t,” proclaimed Mrs. Todd, with
an air of unalterable resolution. “I know all of his burrows down ’long
the shore. I’ll catch him by hand ’fore he knows it. I’ve got some
business with William, anyway. I brought forty-two cents with me that
was due him for them last lobsters he brought in.”
“You can leave it with me,” suggested the little old mother, who was
already stepping about among her pots and pans in the pantry, and
preparing to make the chowder.
I became possessed of a sudden unwonted curiosity in regard to William,
and felt that half the pleasure of my visit would be lost if I could not
make his interesting acquaintance.
IX.
WILLIAM.
Mrs. Todd had taken the onion out of her basket and laid it down upon
the kitchen table. “There’s Johnny Bowden come with us, you know,” she
reminded her mother. “He’ll be hungry enough to eat his size.”
“I’ve got new doughnuts, dear,” said the little old lady. “You don’t
often catch William ’n’ me out o’ provisions. I expect you might have
chose a somewhat larger fish, but I’ll try an’ make it do. I shall have
to have a few extra potatoes, but there’s a field full out there, an’
the hoe’s leanin’ against the well-house, in ’mongst the
climbin’-beans.” She smiled, and gave her daughter a commanding nod.
“Land sakes alive! Le’’s blow the horn for William,” insisted Mrs. Todd,
with some excitement. “He needn’t break his spirit so far’s to come in.
He’ll know you need him for something particular, an’ then we can call
to him as he comes up the path. I won’t put him to no pain.”
Mrs. Blackett’s old face, for the first time, wore a look of trouble,
and I found it necessary to counteract the teasing spirit of Almira. It
was too pleasant to stay indoors altogether, even in such rewarding
companionship; besides, I might meet William; and, straying out
presently, I found the hoe by the well-house and an old splint basket at
the woodshed door, and also found my way down to the field where there
was a great square patch of rough, weedy potato-tops and tall ragweed.
One corner was already dug, and I chose a fat-looking hill where the
tops were well withered. There is all the pleasure that one can have in
gold-digging in finding one’s hopes satisfied in the riches of a good
hill of potatoes. I longed to go on; but it did not seem frugal to dig
any longer after my basket was full, and at last I took my hoe by the
middle and lifted the basket to go back up the hill. I was sure that
Mrs. Blackett must be waiting impatiently to slice the potatoes into the
chowder, layer after layer, with the fish.
“You let me take holt o’ that basket, ma’am,” said a pleasant, anxious
voice behind me.
I turned, startled in the silence of the wide field, and saw an elderly
man, bent in the shoulders as fishermen often are, gray-headed and
clean-shaven, and with a timid air. It was William. He looked just like
his mother, and I had been imagining that he was large and stout like
his sister, Almira Todd; and, strange to say, my fancy had led me to
picture him not far from thirty and a little loutish. It was necessary
instead to pay William the respect due to age.
I accustomed myself to plain facts on the instant, and we said
good-morning like old friends. The basket was really heavy, and I put
the hoe through its handle and offered him one end; then we moved easily
toward the house together, speaking of the fine weather and of mackerel
which were reported to be striking in all about the bay. William had
been out since three o’ clock, and had taken an extra fare of fish. I
could feel that Mrs. Todd’s eyes were upon us as we approached the
house, and although I fell behind in the narrow path, and let William
take the basket alone and precede me at some little distance the rest of
the way, I could plainly hear her greet him.
“Got round to comin’ in, didn’t you?” she inquired, with amusement.
“Well, now, that’s clever. Didn’t know’s I should see you to-day,
William, an’ I wanted to settle an account.”
I felt somewhat disturbed and responsible, but when I joined them they
were on most simple and friendly terms. It became evident that, with
William, it was the first step that cost, and that, having once joined
in social interests, he was able to pursue them with more or less
pleasure. He was about sixty, and not young-looking for his years, yet
so undying is the spirit of youth, and bashfulness has such a power of
survival, that I felt all the time as if one must try to make the
occasion easy for some one who was young and new to the affairs of
social life. He asked politely if I would like to go up to the great
ledge while dinner was getting ready; so, not without a deep sense of
pleasure, and a delighted look of surprise from the two hostesses, we
started, William and I, as if both of us felt much younger than we
looked. Such was the innocence and simplicity of the moment that when I
heard Mrs. Todd laughing behind us in the kitchen I laughed too, but
William did not even blush. I think he was a little deaf, and he stepped
along before me most businesslike and intent upon his errand.
We went from the upper edge of the field above the house into a smooth,
brown path among the dark spruces. The hot sun brought out the fragrance
of the pitchy bark, and the shade was pleasant as we climbed the hill.
William stopped once or twice to show me a great wasps’-nest close by,
or some fishhawks’-nests below in a bit of swamp. He picked a few sprigs
of late-blooming linnæa as we came out upon an open bit of pasture at
the top of the island, and gave them to me without speaking, but he knew
as well as I that one could not say half he wished about linnæa. Through
this piece of rough pasture ran a huge shape of stone like the great
backbone of an enormous creature. At the end, near the woods, we could
climb up on it and walk along to the highest point; there above the
circle of pointed firs we could look down over all the island, and could
see the ocean that circled this and a hundred other bits of
islandground, the mainland shore and all the far horizons. It gave a
sudden sense of space, for nothing stopped the eye or hedged one
in,—that sense of liberty in space and time which great prospects always
give.
“There ain’t no such view in the world, I expect,” said William proudly,
and I hastened to speak my heartfelt tribute of praise; it was
impossible not to feel as if an untraveled boy had spoken, and yet one
loved to have him value his native heath.
X.
WHERE PENNYROYAL GREW.
We were a little late to dinner, but Mrs. Blackett and Mrs. Todd were
lenient, and we all took our places after William had paused to wash his
hands, like a pious Brahmin, at the well, and put on a neat blue coat
which he took from a peg behind the kitchen door. Then he resolutely
asked a blessing in words that I could not hear, and we ate the chowder
and were thankful. The kitten went round and round the table, quite
erect, and, holding on by her fierce young claws, she stopped to mew
with pathos at each elbow, or darted off to the open door when a song
sparrow forgot himself and lit in the grass too near. William did not
talk much, but his sister Todd occupied the time and told all the news
there was to tell of Dunnet Landing and its coasts, while the old mother
listened with delight. Her hospitality was something exquisite; she had
the gift which so many women lack, of being able to make themselves and
their houses belong entirely to a guest’s pleasure,—that charming
surrender for the moment of themselves and whatever belongs to them, so
that they make a part of one’s own life that can never be forgotten.
Tact is after all a kind of mindreading, and my hostess held the golden
gift. Sympathy is of the mind as well as the heart, and Mrs. Blackett’s
world and mine were one from the moment we met. Besides, she had that
final, that highest gift of heaven, a perfect self-forgetfulness.
Sometimes, as I watched her eager, sweet old face, I wondered why she
had been set to shine on this lonely island of the northern coast. It
must have been to keep the balance true, and make up to all her
scattered and depending neighbors for other things which they may have
lacked.
When we had finished clearing away the old blue plates, and the kitten
had taken care of her share of the fresh haddock, just as we were
putting back the kitchen chairs in their places, Mrs. Todd said briskly
that she must go up into the pasture now to gather the desired herbs.
“You can stop here an’ rest, or you can accompany me,” she announced.
“Mother ought to have her nap, and when we come back she an’ William’ll
sing for you. She admires music,” said Mrs. Todd, turning to speak to
her mother.
But Mrs. Blackett tried to say that she couldn’t sing as she used, and
perhaps William wouldn’t feel like it. She looked tired, the good old
soul, or I should have liked to sit in the peaceful little house while
she slept; I had had much pleasant experience of pastures already in her
daughter’s company. But it seemed best to go with Mrs. Todd, and off we
went.
Mrs. Todd carried the gingham bag which she had brought from home, and a
small heavy burden in the bottom made it hang straight and slender from
her hand. The way was steep, and she soon grew breathless, so that we
sat down to rest awhile on a convenient large stone among the bayberry.
“There, I wanted you to see this,—’tis mother’s picture,” said Mrs.
Todd; “’twas taken once when she was up to Portland, soon after she was
married. That’s me,” she added, opening another worn case, and
displaying the full face of the cheerful child she looked like still in
spite of being past sixty. “And here’s William an’ father together. I
take after father, large and heavy, an’ William is like mother’s folks,
short an’ thin. He ought to have made something o’ himself, bein’ a man
an’ so like mother; but though he’s been very steady to work, an’ kept
up the farm, an’ done his fishin’ too right along, he never had mother’s
snap an’ power o’ seein’ things just as they be. He’s got excellent
judgment, too,” meditated William’s sister, but she could not arrive at
any satisfactory decision upon what she evidently thought his failure in
life. “I think it is well to see any one so happy an’ makin’ the most of
life just as it falls to hand,” she said as she began to put the
daguerreotypes away again; but I reached out my hand to see her mother’s
once more, a most flowerlike face of a lovely young woman in quaint
dress. There was in the eyes a look of anticipation and joy, a far-off
look that sought the horizon; one often sees it in seafaring families,
inherited by girls and boys alike from men who spend their lives at sea,
and are always watching for distant sails or the first loom of the land.
At sea there is nothing to be seen close by, and this has its
counterpart in a sailor’s character, in the large and brave and patient
traits that are developed, the hopeful pleasantness that one loves so in
a seafarer.
When the family pictures were wrapped again in a big handkerchief, we
set forward in a narrow footpath and made our way to a lonely place that
faced northward, where there was more pasturage and fewer bushes, and we
went down to the edge of short grass above some rocky cliffs where the
deep sea broke with a great noise, though the wind was down and the
water looked quiet a little way from shore. Among the grass grew such
pennyroyal as the rest of the world could not provide. There was a fine
fragrance in the air as we gathered it sprig by sprig and stepped along
carefully, and Mrs. Todd pressed her aromatic nosegay between her hands
and offered it to me again and again.
“There’s nothin’ like it,” she said; “oh no, there’s no such pennyr’yal
as this in the State of Maine. It’s the right pattern of the plant, and
all the rest I ever see is but an imitation. Don’t it do you good?” And
I answered with enthusiasm.
“There, dear, I never showed nobody else but mother where to find this
place; ’tis kind of sainted to me. Nathan, my husband, an’ I used to
love this place when we was courtin’, and”—she hesitated, and then spoke
softly—“when he was lost, ’twas just off shore tryin’ to get in by the
short channel out there between Squaw Islands, right in sight o’ this
headland where we’d set an’ made our plans all summer long.”
I had never heard her speak of her husband before, but I felt that we
were friends now since she had brought me to this place.
“’Twas but a dream with us,” Mrs. Todd said. “I knew it when he was
gone. I knew it”—and she whispered as if she were at confession—“I knew
it afore he started to go to sea. My heart was gone out o’ my keepin’
before I ever saw Nathan; but he loved me well, and he made me real
happy, and he died before he ever knew what he’d had to know if we’d
lived long together. ’Tis very strange about love. No, Nathan never
found out, but my heart was troubled when I knew him first. There’s more
women likes to be loved than there is of those that loves. I spent some
happy hours right here. I always liked Nathan, and he never knew. But
this pennyr’yal always reminded me, as I’d sit and gather it and hear
him talkin’—it always would remind me of—the other one.”
She looked away from me, and presently rose and went on by herself.
There was something lonely and solitary about her great determined
shape. She might have been Antigone alone on the Theban plain. It is not
often given in a noisy world to come to the places of great grief and
silence. An absolute, archaic grief possessed this countrywoman; she
seemed like a renewal of some historic soul, with her sorrows and the
remoteness of a daily life busied with rustic simplicities and the
scents of primeval herbs.
I was not incompetent at herb-gathering, and after a while, when I had
sat long enough waking myself to new thoughts, and reading a page of
remembrance with new pleasure, I gathered some bunches, as I was bound
to do, and at last we met again higher up the shore, in the plain
every-day world we had left behind when we went down to the pennyroyal
plot. As we walked together along the high edge of the field we saw a
hundred sails about the bay and farther seaward; it was mid-afternoon or
after, and the day was coming to an end.
“Yes, they’re all makin’ towards the shore,—the small craft an’ the
lobster smacks an’ all,” said my companion. “We must spend a little time
with mother now, just to have our tea, an’ then put for home.”
“No matter if we lose the wind at sundown; I can row in with Johnny,”
said I; and Mrs. Todd nodded reassuringly and kept to her steady plod,
not quickening her gait even when we saw William come round the corner
of the house as if to look for us, and wave his hand and disappear.
“Why, William’s right on deck; I didn’t know’s we should see any more of
him!” exclaimed Mrs. Todd. “Now mother’ll put the kettle right on; she’s
got a good fire goin’.” I too could see the blue smoke thicken, and then
we both walked a little faster, while Mrs. Todd groped in her full bag
of herbs to find the daguerreotypes and be ready to put them in their
places.
XI.
THE OLD SINGERS.
William was sitting on the side door step, and the old mother was busy
making her tea; she gave into my hand an old flowered-glass tea caddy.
“William thought you’d like to see this, when he was settin’ the table.
My father brought it to my mother from the island of Tobago; an’ here’s
a pair of beautiful mugs that came with it.” She opened the glass door
of a little cupboard beside the chimney. “These I call my best things,
dear,” she said. “You’d laugh to see how we enjoy ’em Sunday nights in
winter: we have a real company tea ’stead o’ livin’ right along just the
same, an’ I make somethin’ good for a s’prise an’ put on some o’ my
preserves, an’ we get a-talkin’ together an’ have real pleasant times.”
Mrs. Todd laughed indulgently, and looked to see what I thought of such
childishness.
“I wish I could be here some Sunday evening,” said I.
“William an’ me’ll be talkin’ about you an’ thinkin’ o’ this nice day,”
said Mrs. Blackett affectionately, and she glanced at William, and he
looked up bravely and nodded. I began to discover that he and his sister
could not speak their deeper feelings before each other.
“Now I want you an’ mother to sing,” said Mrs. Todd abruptly, with an
air of command, and I gave William much sympathy in his evident
distress.
“After I’ve had my cup o’ tea, dear,” answered the old hostess
cheerfully; and so we sat down and took our cups and made merry while
they lasted. It was impossible not to wish to stay on forever at Green
Island, and I could not help saying so.
“I’m very happy here, both winter an’ summer,” said old Mrs. Blackett.
“William an’ I never wish for any other home, do we, William? I’m glad
you find it pleasant; I wish you’d come an’ stay, dear, whenever you
feel inclined. But here’s Almiry; I always think Providence was kind to
plot an’ have her husband leave her a good house where she really
belonged. She’d been very restless if she’d had to continue here on
Green Island. You wanted more scope, didn’t you, Almiry, an’ to live in
a large place where more things grew? Sometimes folks wonders that we
don’t live together; perhaps we shall some time,” and a shadow of
sadness and apprehension flitted across her face. “The time o’ sickness
an’ failin’ has got to come to all. But Almiry’s got an herb that’s good
for everything.” She smiled as she spoke, and looked bright again.
“There’s some herb that’s good for everybody, except for them that
thinks they’re sick when they ain’t,” announced Mrs. Todd, with a truly
professional air of finality. “Come, William, let’s have Sweet Home, an’
then mother’ll sing Cupid an’ the Bee for us.”
Then followed a most charming surprise. William mastered his timidity
and began to sing. His voice was a little faint and frail, like the
family daguerreotypes, but it was a tenor voice, and perfectly true and
sweet. I have never heard Home, Sweet Home sung as touchingly and
seriously as he sang it; he seemed to make it quite new; and when he
paused for a moment at the end of the first line and began the next, the
old mother joined him and they sang together, she missing only the
higher notes, where he seemed to lend his voice to hers for the moment
and carry on her very note and air. It was the silent man’s real and
only means of expression, and one could have listened forever, and have
asked for more and more songs of old Scotch and English inheritance and
the best that have lived from the ballad music of the war. Mrs. Todd
kept time visibly, and sometimes audibly, with her ample foot. I saw the
tears in her eyes sometimes, when I could see beyond the tears in mine.
But at last the songs ended and the time came to say good-by; it was the
end of a great pleasure.
Mrs. Blackett, the dear old lady, opened the door of her bedroom while
Mrs. Todd was tying up the herb bag, and William had gone down to get
the boat ready and to blow the horn for Johnny Bowden, who had joined a
roving boat party who were off the shore lobstering.
I went to the door of the bedroom, and thought how pleasant it looked,
with its pink-and-white patchwork quilt and the brown unpainted paneling
of its woodwork.
“Come right in, dear,” she said. “I want you to set down in my old
quilted rockin’-chair there by the window; you’ll say it’s the prettiest
view in the house. I set there a good deal to rest me and when I want to
read.”
There was a worn red Bible on the lightstand, and Mrs. Blackett’s heavy
silver-bowed glasses; her thimble was on the narrow window-ledge, and
folded carefully on the table was a thick striped-cotton shirt that she
was making for her son. Those dear old fingers and their loving
stitches, that heart which had made the most of everything that needed
love! Here was the real home, the heart of the old house on Green
Island! I sat in the rocking-chair, and felt that it was a place of
peace, the little brown bedroom, and the quiet outlook upon field and
sea and sky.
I looked up, and we understood each other without speaking. “I shall
like to think o’ your settin’ here to-day,” said Mrs. Blackett. “I want
you to come again. It has been so pleasant for William.”
The wind served us all the way home, and did not fall or let the sail
slacken until we were close to the shore. We had a generous freight of
lobsters in the boat, and new potatoes which William had put aboard, and
what Mrs. Todd proudly called a full “kag” of prime number one salted
mackerel; and when we landed we had to make business arrangements to
have these conveyed to her house in a wheelbarrow.
I never shall forget the day at Green Island. The town of Dunnet Landing
seemed large and noisy and oppressive as we came ashore. Such is the
power of contrast; for the village was so still that I could hear the
shy whippoorwills singing that night as I lay awake in my downstairs
bedroom, and the scent of Mrs. Todd’s herb garden under the window blew
in again and again with every gentle rising of the sea-breeze.
XII.
A STRANGE SAIL.
Except for a few stray guests, islanders or from the inland country, to
whom Mrs. Todd offered the hospitalities of a single meal, we were quite
by ourselves all summer; and when there were signs of invasion, late in
July, and a certain Mrs. Fosdick appeared like a strange sail on the far
horizon, I suffered much from apprehension. I had been living in the
quaint little house with as much comfort and unconsciousness as if it
were a larger body, or a double shell, in whose simple convolutions Mrs.
Todd and I had secreted ourselves, until some wandering hermit crab of a
visitor marked the little spare room for her own. Perhaps now and then a
castaway on a lonely desert island dreads the thought of being rescued.
I heard of Mrs. Fosdick for the first time with a selfish sense of
objection; but after all, I was still vacation-tenant of the
schoolhouse, where I could always be alone, and it was impossible not to
sympathize with Mrs. Todd, who, in spite of some preliminary grumbling,
was really delighted with the prospect of entertaining an old friend.
For nearly a month we received occasional news of Mrs. Fosdick, who
seemed to be making a royal progress from house to house in the inland
neighborhood, after the fashion of Queen Elizabeth. One Sunday after
another came and went, disappointing Mrs. Todd in the hope of seeing her
guest at church and fixing the day for the great visit to begin; but
Mrs. Fosdick was not ready to commit herself to a date. An assurance of
“some time this week” was not sufficiently definite from a free-footed
housekeeper’s point of view, and Mrs. Todd put aside all herb-gathering
plans, and went through the various stages of expectation, provocation,
and despair. At last she was ready to believe that Mrs. Fosdick must
have forgotten her promise and returned to her home, which was vaguely
said to be over Thomaston way. But one evening, just as the supper-table
was cleared and “readied up,” and Mrs. Todd had put her large apron over
her head and stepped forth for an evening stroll in the garden, the
unexpected happened. She heard the sound of wheels, and gave an excited
cry to me, as I sat by the window, that Mrs. Fosdick was coming right up
the street.
“She may not be considerate, but she’s dreadful good company,” said Mrs.
Todd hastily, coming back a few steps from the neighborhood of the gate.
“No, she ain’t a mite considerate, but there’s a small lobster left over
from your tea; yes, it’s a real mercy there’s a lobster. Susan Fosdick
might just as well have passed the compliment o’ comin’ an hour ago.”
“Perhaps she has had her supper,” I ventured to suggest, sharing the
housekeeper’s anxiety, and meekly conscious of an inconsiderate appetite
for my own supper after a long expedition up the bay. There were so few
emergencies of any sort at Dunnet Landing that this one appeared
overwhelming.
“No, she’s rode ’way over from Nahum Brayton’s place. I expect they were
busy on the farm, and couldn’t spare the horse in proper season. You
just sly out an’ set the teakittle on again, dear, an’ drop in a good
han’ful o’ chips; the fire’s all alive. I’ll take her right up to lay
off her things, an’ she’ll be occupied with explanations an’ gettin’ her
bunnit off, so you’ll have plenty o’ time. She’s one I shouldn’t like to
have find me unprepared.”
Mrs. Fosdick was already at the gate, and Mrs. Todd now turned with an
air of complete surprise and delight to welcome her.
“Why, Susan Fosdick,” I heard her exclaim in a fine unhindered voice, as
if she were calling across a field, “I come near giving of you up! I was
afraid you’d gone an’ ’portioned out my visit to somebody else. I s’pose
you’ve been to supper?”
“Lor’, no, I ain’t, Almiry Todd,” said Mrs. Fosdick cheerfully, as she
turned, laden with bags and bundles, from making her adieux to the boy
driver. “I ain’t had a mite o’ supper, dear. I’ve been lottin’ all the
way on a cup o’ that best tea o’ yourn,—some o’ that Oolong you keep in
the little chist. I don’t want none o’ your useful herbs.”
“I keep that tea for ministers’ folks,” gayly responded Mrs. Todd. “Come
right along in, Susan Fosdick. I declare if you ain’t the same old
sixpence!”
As they came up the walk together, laughing like girls, I fled, full of
cares, to the kitchen, to brighten the fire and be sure that the
lobster, sole dependence of a late supper, was well out of reach of the
cat. There proved to be fine reserves of wild raspberries and bread and
butter, so that I regained my composure, and waited impatiently for my
own share of this illustrious visit to begin. There was an instant sense
of high festivity in the evening air from the moment when our guest had
so frankly demanded the Oolong tea.
The great moment arrived. I was formally presented at the stair-foot,
and the two friends passed on to the kitchen, where I soon heard a
hospitable clink of crockery and the brisk stirring of a tea-cup. I sat
in my high-backed rocking-chair by the window in the front room with an
unreasonable feeling of being left out, like the child who stood at the
gate in Hans Andersen’s story. Mrs. Fosdick did not look, at first
sight, like a person of great social gifts. She was a serious-looking
little bit of an old woman, with a birdlike nod of the head. I had often
been told that she was the “best hand in the world to make a visit,”—as
if to visit were the highest of vocations; that everybody wished for
her, while few could get her; and I saw that Mrs. Todd felt a
comfortable sense of distinction in being favored with the company of
this eminent person who “knew just how.” It was certainly true that Mrs.
Fosdick gave both her hostess and me a warm feeling of enjoyment and
expectation, as if she had the power of social suggestion to all
neighboring minds.
The two friends did not reappear for at least an hour. I could hear
their busy voices, loud and low by turns, as they ranged from public to
confidential topics. At last Mrs. Todd kindly remembered me and
returned, giving my door a ceremonious knock before she stepped in, with
the small visitor in her wake. She reached behind her and took Mrs.
Fosdick’s hand as if she were young and bashful, and gave her a gentle
pull forward.
“There, I don’t know whether you’re goin’ to take to each other or not;
no, nobody can’t tell whether you’ll suit each other, but I expect
you’ll get along some way, both having seen the world,” said our
affectionate hostess. “You can inform Mis’ Fosdick how we found the
folks out to Green Island the other day. She’s always been well
acquainted with mother. I’ll slip out now an’ put away the supper things
an’ set my bread to rise, if you’ll both excuse me. You can come out an’
keep me company when you get ready, either or both.” And Mrs. Todd,
large and amiable, disappeared and left us.
Being furnished not only with a subject of conversation, but with a safe
refuge in the kitchen in case of incompatibility, Mrs. Fosdick and I sat
down, prepared to make the best of each other. I soon discovered that
she, like many of the elder women of that coast, had spent a part of her
life at sea, and was full of a good traveler’s curiosity and
enlightenment. By the time we thought it discreet to join our hostess we
were already sincere friends.
You may speak of a visit’s setting in as well as a tide’s, and it was
impossible, as Mrs. Todd whispered to me, not to be pleased at the way
this visit was setting in; a new impulse and refreshing of the social
currents and seldom visited bays of memory appeared to have begun. Mrs.
Fosdick had been the mother of a large family of sons and
daughters,—sailors and sailors’ wives,—and most of them had died before
her. I soon grew more or less acquainted with the histories of all their
fortunes and misfortunes, and subjects of an intimate nature were no
more withheld from my ears than if I had been a shell on the
mantelpiece. Mrs. Fosdick was not without a touch of dignity and
elegance; she was fashionable in her dress, but it was a curiously
well-preserved provincial fashion of some years back. In a wider sphere
one might have called her a woman of the world, with her unexpected bits
of modern knowledge, but Mrs. Todd’s wisdom was an intimation of truth
itself. She might belong to any age, like an idyl of Theocritus; but
while she always understood Mrs. Fosdick, that entertaining pilgrim
could not always understand Mrs. Todd.
That very first evening my friends plunged into a borderless sea of
reminiscences and personal news. Mrs. Fosdick had been staying with a
family who owned the farm where she was born, and she had visited every
sunny knoll and shady field corner; but when she said that it might be
for the last time, I detected in her tone something expectant of the
contradiction which Mrs. Todd promptly offered.
“Almiry,” said Mrs. Fosdick, with sadness, “you may say what you like,
but I am one of nine brothers and sisters brought up on the old place,
and we’re all dead but me.”
“Your sister Dailey ain’t gone, is she? Why, no, Louisa ain’t gone!”
exclaimed Mrs. Todd, with surprise. “Why, I never heard of that
occurrence!”
“Yes’m; she passed away last October, in Lynn. She had made her distant
home in Vermont State, but she was making a visit to her youngest
daughter. Louisa was the only one of my family whose funeral I wasn’t
able to attend, but ’twas a mere accident. All the rest of us were
settled right about home. I thought it was very slack of ’em in Lynn not
to fetch her to the old place; but when I came to hear about it, I
learned that they’d recently put up a very elegant monument, and my
sister Dailey was always great for show. She’d just been out to see the
monument the week before she was taken down, and admired it so much that
they felt sure of her wishes.”
“So she’s really gone, and the funeral was up to Lynn!” repeated Mrs.
Todd, as if to impress the sad fact upon her mind. “She was some years
younger than we be, too. I recollect the first day she ever came to
school; ’twas that first year mother sent me inshore to stay with Aunt
Topham’s folks and get my schooling. You fetched little Louisa to school
one Monday mornin’ in a pink dress an’ her long curls, and she set
between you an’ me, and got cryin’ after a while, so the teacher sent us
home with her at recess.”
“She was scared of seeing so many children about her; there was only her
and me and brother John at home then; the older boys were to sea with
father, an’ the rest of us wa’n’t born,” explained Mrs. Fosdick. “That
next fall we all went to sea together. Mother was uncertain till the
last minute, as one may say. The ship was waiting orders, but the baby
that then was, was born just in time, and there was a long spell of
extra bad weather, so mother got about again before they had to sail,
an’ we all went. I remember my clothes were all left ashore in the east
chamber in a basket where mother’d took them out o’ my chist o’ drawers
an’ left ’em ready to carry aboard. She didn’t have nothing aboard, of
her own, that she wanted to cut up for me, so when my dress wore out she
just put me into a spare suit o’ John’s, jacket and trousers. I wasn’t
but eight years old an’ he was most seven and large of his age. Quick as
we made a port she went right ashore an’ fitted me out pretty, but we
was bound for the East Indies and didn’t put in anywhere for a good
while. So I had quite a spell o’ freedom. Mother made my new skirt long
because I was growing, and I poked about the deck after that, real
discouraged, feeling the hem at my heels every minute, and as if youth
was past and gone. I liked the trousers best; I used to climb the
riggin’ with ’em and frighten mother till she said an’ vowed she’d never
take me to sea again.”
I thought by the polite absent-minded smile on Mrs. Todd’s face this was
no new story.
“Little Louisa was a beautiful child; yes, I always thought Louisa was
very pretty,” Mrs. Todd said. “She was a dear little girl in those days.
She favored your mother; the rest of you took after your father’s
folks.”
“We did certain,” agreed Mrs. Fosdick, rocking steadily. “There, it does
seem so pleasant to talk with an old acquaintance that knows what you
know. I see so many of these new folks nowadays, that seem to have
neither past nor future. Conversation’s got to have some root in the
past, or else you’ve got to explain every remark you make, an’ it wears
a person out.”
Mrs. Todd gave a funny little laugh. “Yes’m, old friends is always best,
’less you can catch a new one that’s fit to make an old one out of,” she
said, and we gave an affectionate glance at each other, which Mrs.
Fosdick could not have understood, being the latest comer to the house.
XIII.
POOR JOANNA.
One evening my ears caught a mysterious allusion which Mrs. Todd made to
Shell-heap Island. It was a chilly night of cold northeasterly rain, and
I made a fire for the first time in the Franklin stove in my room, and
begged my two housemates to come in and keep me company. The weather had
convinced Mrs. Todd that it was time to make a supply of cough-drops,
and she had been bringing forth herbs from dark and dry hiding-places,
until now the pungent dust and odor of them had resolved themselves into
one mighty flavor of spearmint that came from a simmering caldron of
syrup in the kitchen. She called it done, and well done, and had
ostentatiously left it to cool, and taken her knitting-work because Mrs.
Fosdick was busy with hers. They sat in the two rocking-chairs, the
small woman and the large one, but now and then I could see that Mrs.
Todd’s thoughts remained with the cough-drops. The time of gathering
herbs was nearly over, but the time of syrups and cordials had begun.
The heat of the open fire made us a little drowsy, but something in the
way Mrs. Todd spoke of Shell-heap Island waked my interest. I waited to
see if she would say any more, and then took a roundabout way back to
the subject by saying what was first in my mind: that I wished the Green
Island family were there to spend the evening with us,—Mrs. Todd’s
mother and her brother William.
Mrs. Todd smiled, and drummed on the arm of the rocking-chair. “Might
scare William to death,” she warned me; and Mrs. Fosdick mentioned her
intention of going out to Green Island to stay two or three days, if
this wind didn’t make too much sea.
“Where is Shell-heap Island?” I ventured to ask, seizing the
opportunity.
“Bears nor’east somewheres about three miles from Green Island; right
off shore, I should call it about eight miles out,” said Mrs. Todd. “You
never was there, dear; ’tis off the thoroughfares, and a very bad place
to land at best.”
“I should think ’twas,” agreed Mrs. Fosdick, smoothing down her black
silk apron. “’Tis a place worth visitin’ when you once get there. Some
o’ the old folks was kind o’ fearful about it. ’Twas ’counted a great
place in old Indian times; you can pick up their stone tools ’most any
time if you hunt about. There’s a beautiful spring o’ water, too. Yes, I
remember when they used to tell queer stories about Shell-heap Island.
Some said ’twas a great bangeing-place for the Indians, and an old chief
resided there once that ruled the winds; and others said they’d always
heard that once the Indians come down from up country an’ left a captive
there without any bo’t, an’ ’twas too far to swim across to Black
Island, so called, an’ he lived there till he perished.”
“I’ve heard say he walked the island after that, and sharp-sighted folks
could see him an’ lose him like one o’ them citizens Cap’n Littlepage
was acquainted with up to the north pole,” announced Mrs. Todd grimly.
“Anyway, there was Indians,—you can see their shell-heap that named the
island; and I’ve heard myself that ’twas one o’ their cannibal places,
but I never could believe it. There never was no cannibals on the coast
o’ Maine. All the Indians o’ these regions are tame-looking folks.”
“Sakes alive, yes!” exclaimed Mrs. Fosdick. “Ought to see them painted
savages I’ve seen when I was young out in the South Sea Islands! That
was the time for folks to travel, ’way back in the old whalin’ days!”
“Whalin’ must have been dull for a lady, hardly ever makin’ a lively
port, and not takin’ in any mixed cargoes,” said Mrs. Todd. “I never
desired to go a whalin’ v’y’ge myself.”
“I used to return feelin’ very slack an’ behind the times, ’tis true,”
explained Mrs. Fosdick, “but ’twas excitin’, an’ we always done extra
well, and felt rich when we did get ashore. I liked the variety. There,
how times have changed; how few seafarin’ families there are left! What
a lot o’ queer folks there used to be about here, anyway, when we was
young, Almiry. Everybody’s just like everybody else, now; nobody to
laugh about, and nobody to cry about.”
It seemed to me that there were peculiarities of character in the region
of Dunnet Landing yet, but I did not like to interrupt.
“Yes,” said Mrs. Todd after a moment of meditation, “there was certain a
good many curiosities of human natur’ in this neighborhood years ago.
There was more energy then, and in some the energy took a singular turn.
In these days the young folks is all copy-cats, ’fraid to death they
won’t be all just alike; as for the old folks, they pray for the
advantage o’ bein’ a little different.”
“I ain’t heard of a copy-cat this great many years,” said Mrs. Fosdick,
laughing; “’twas a favorite term o’ my grandmother’s. No, I wa’n’t
thinking o’ those things, but of them strange straying creatur’s that
used to rove the country. You don’t see them now, or the ones that used
to hive away in their own houses with some strange notion or other.”
I thought again of Captain Littlepage, but my companions were not
reminded of his name; and there was brother William at Green Island,
whom we all three knew.
“I was talking o’ poor Joanna the other day. I hadn’t thought of her for
a great while,” said Mrs. Fosdick abruptly. “Mis’ Brayton an’ I recalled
her as we sat together sewing. She was one o’ your peculiar persons,
wa’n’t she? Speaking of such persons,” she turned to explain to me,
“there was a sort of a nun or hermit person lived out there for years
all alone on Shell-heap Island. Miss Joanna Todd, her name was,—a cousin
o’ Almiry’s late husband.”
I expressed my interest, but as I glanced at Mrs. Todd I saw that she
was confused by sudden affectionate feeling and unmistakable desire for
reticence.
“I never want to hear Joanna laughed about,” she said anxiously.
“Nor I,” answered Mrs. Fosdick reassuringly. “She was crossed in
love,—that was all the matter to begin with; but as I look back, I can
see that Joanna was one doomed from the first to fall into a melancholy.
She retired from the world for good an’ all, though she was a well-off
woman. All she wanted was to get away from folks; she thought she wasn’t
fit to live with anybody, and wanted to be free. Shell-heap Island come
to her from her father, and first thing folks knew she’d gone off out
there to live, and left word she didn’t want no company. ’Twas a bad
place to get to, unless the wind an’ tide were just right; ’twas hard
work to make a landing.”
“What time of year was this?” I asked.
“Very late in the summer,” said Mrs. Fosdick. “No, I never could laugh
at Joanna, as some did. She set everything by the young man, an’ they
were going to marry in about a month, when he got bewitched with a girl
’way up the bay, and married her, and went off to Massachusetts. He
wasn’t well thought of,—there were those who thought Joanna’s money was
what had tempted him; but she’d given him her whole heart, an’ she
wa’n’t so young as she had been. All her hopes were built on marryin’,
an’ havin’ a real home and somebody to look to; she acted just like a
bird when its nest is spoilt. The day after she heard the news she was
in dreadful woe, but the next she came to herself very quiet, and took
the horse and wagon, and drove fourteen miles to the lawyer’s, and
signed a paper givin’ her half of the farm to her brother. They never
had got along very well together, but he didn’t want to sign it, till
she acted so distressed that he gave in. Edward Todd’s wife was a good
woman, who felt very bad indeed, and used every argument with Joanna;
but Joanna took a poor old boat that had been her father’s and lo’ded in
a few things, and off she put all alone, with a good land breeze, right
out to sea. Edward Todd ran down to the beach, an’ stood there cryin’
like a boy to see her go, but she was out o’ hearin’. She never stepped
foot on the mainland again long as she lived.”
“How large an island is it? How did she manage in winter?” I asked.
“Perhaps thirty acres, rocks and all,” answered Mrs. Todd, taking up the
story gravely. “There can’t be much of it that the salt spray don’t fly
over in storms. No, ’tis a dreadful small place to make a world of; it
has a different look from any of the other islands, but there’s a
sheltered cove on the south side, with mud-flats across one end of it at
low water where there’s excellent clams, and the big shell-heap keeps
some o’ the wind off a little house her father took the trouble to build
when he was a young man. They said there was an old house built o’ logs
there before that, with a kind of natural cellar in the rock under it.
He used to stay out there days to a time, and anchor a little sloop he
had, and dig clams to fill it, and sail up to Portland. They said the
dealers always gave him an extra price, the clams were so noted. Joanna
used to go out and stay with him. They were always great companions, so
she knew just what ’twas out there. There was a few sheep that belonged
to her brother an’ her, but she bargained for him to come and get them
on the edge o’ cold weather. Yes, she desired him to come for the sheep;
an’ his wife thought perhaps Joanna’d return, but he said no, an’ lo’ded
the bo’t with warm things an’ what he thought she’d need through the
winter. He come home with the sheep an’ left the other things by the
house, but she never so much as looked out o’ the window. She done it
for a penance. She must have wanted to see Edward by that time.”
Mrs. Fosdick was fidgeting with eagerness to speak.
“Some thought the first cold snap would set her ashore, but she always
remained,” concluded Mrs. Todd soberly.
“Talk about the men not having any curiosity!” exclaimed Mrs. Fosdick
scornfully. “Why, the waters round Shell-heap Island were white with
sails all that fall. ’Twas never called no great of a fishin’-ground
before. Many of ’em made excuse to go ashore to get water at the spring;
but at last she spoke to a bo’t-load, very dignified and calm, and said
that she’d like it better if they’d make a practice of getting water to
Black Island or somewheres else and leave her alone, except in case of
accident or trouble. But there was one man who had always set everything
by her from a boy. He’d have married her if the other hadn’t come about
an’ spoilt his chance, and he used to get close to the island, before
light, on his way out fishin’, and throw a little bundle ’way up the
green slope front o’ the house. His sister told me she happened to see,
the first time, what a pretty choice he made o’ useful things that a
woman would feel lost without. He stood off fishin’, and could see them
in the grass all day, though sometimes she’d come out and walk right by
them. There was other bo’ts near, out after mackerel. But early next
morning his present was gone. He didn’t presume too much, but once he
took her a nice firkin o’ things he got up to Portland, and when spring
come he landed her a hen and chickens in a nice little coop. There was a
good many old friends had Joanna on their minds.”
“Yes,” said Mrs. Todd, losing her sad reserve in the growing sympathy of
these reminiscences. “How everybody used to notice whether there was
smoke out of the chimney! The Black Island folks could see her with
their spy-glass, and if they’d ever missed getting some sign o’ life
they’d have sent notice to her folks. But after the first year or two
Joanna was more and more forgotten as an every-day charge. Folks lived
very simple in those days, you know,” she continued, as Mrs. Fosdick’s
knitting was taking much thought at the moment. “I expect there was
always plenty of driftwood thrown up, and a poor failin’ patch of
spruces covered all the north side of the island, so she always had
something to burn. She was very fond of workin’ in the garden ashore,
and that first summer she began to till the little field out there, and
raised a nice parcel o’ potatoes. She could fish, o’ course, and there
was all her clams an’ lobsters. You can always live well in any wild
place by the sea when you’d starve to death up country, except ’twas
berry time. Joanna had berries out there, blackberries at least, and
there was a few herbs in case she needed them. Mullein in great
quantities and a plant o’ wormwood I remember seeing once when I stayed
there, long before she fled out to Shell-heap. Yes, I recall the
wormwood, which is always a planted herb, so there must have been folks
there before the Todds’ day. A growin’ bush makes the best gravestone; I
expect that wormwood always stood for somebody’s solemn monument.
Catnip, too, is a very endurin’ herb about an old place.”
“But what I want to know is what she did for other things,” interrupted
Mrs. Fosdick. “Almiry, what did she do for clothin’ when she needed to
replenish, or risin’ for her bread, or the piece-bag that no woman can
live long without?”
“Or company,” suggested Mrs. Todd. “Joanna was one that loved her
friends. There must have been a terrible sight o’ long winter evenin’s
that first year.”
“There was her hens,” suggested Mrs. Fosdick, after reviewing the
melancholy situation. “She never wanted the sheep after that first
season. There wa’n’t no proper pasture for sheep after the June grass
was past, and she ascertained the fact and couldn’t bear to see them
suffer; but the chickens done well. I remember sailin’ by one spring
afternoon, an’ seein’ the coops out front o’ the house in the sun. How
long was it before you went out with the minister? You were the first
ones that ever really got ashore to see Joanna.”