WHILE ON OUR PASSAGE IN THE CANOE A STORM ARISES.--WE ARE DRIVEN FAR
AWAY TO LEEWARD OF THE ISLAND.--ABELA INSTRUCTS TOFA IN THE TRUTH.--
SCARCITY OF FOOD AND WATER.--OUR SUFFERINGS BECOME INTENSE.--THE NATIVE
CREW GIVE WAY TO DESPAIR.
Although the sea was rough the canoe had made good progress towards our
destination when night came on. The wind had been increasing, and I saw
the natives looking anxiously at the sky, which had become overcast.
The darkness was intense, and we had no compass in the canoe by which to
direct our course. The native boatmen, however, continued steering on,
trusting to the wind, which had remained steadily blowing from one
quarter. Still, as the waves rose, and our frail canoe pitched and
tossed about, it seemed to me that she would be unable to accomplish the
passage.
Abela was sitting by us. "Alas," she exclaimed, "we have escaped the
fury of our enemies only, I fear, to perish in the waves."
"Nay, nay, Abela," said Maud. "God, who has protected us heretofore,
can protect us still. He will find a way for us to escape if it is His
will that we should do so."
"Ah, you are right," answered Abela, "and I am weak and faithless to
doubt His love."
Still I must confess that it required much strong faith not to feel
nervous and alarmed while we saw the dark foaming seas rising up around
us, and apparently every moment about to overwhelm our little vessel.
The crew had lessened the sail, but yet it seemed scarcely capable of
withstanding the furious blasts which struck it. Maud and I, with Abela
and the other women, sat close together in the little hut on deck. I
observed that Mr Norton and Tofa had come nearer us as if to try and
prevent us from being washed away should a sea break on board, which it
appeared too probable would occur. The canoe was excessively buoyant,
or she could not have escaped being overwhelmed. Onward she continued
to fly over the tumbling waters, and we at length, becoming accustomed
to the movement of the vessel, began to hope that she would reach the
shore in safety, and already the crew were looking out in the
expectation of seeing it ahead.
All our hopes were to be disappointed. A furious blast struck the sail,
and before it could be lowered it was torn away, with the spars which
supported it, and we were left helpless on the wild ocean. To attempt
to use the paddles in such a sea was useless. The helmsman had turned
the head of the canoe away from the wind, and all that now could be done
was to fly before it. The gale increased. On we went, expecting every
moment that the seas would overwhelm us.
We could sit quiet and pray, but I felt much for our poor heathen crew,
who had no such consolation. Abela had called young Tofa to her side,
and was endeavouring to explain to him the glorious truths of the faith
she held, he seemed greatly struck by her calm resignation.
"Formerly you would have shrieked out, and trembled with fear," he
observed. "Now you seem as brave as the boldest of our warriors."
"I am brave, because I know in whom I trust," answered Abela. "I have
the support of the Holy Spirit sent by Jehovah. Though I am by myself
still very weak, my soul is at peace, and I know if I am taken away from
this world that I shall go to a better and more glorious land, where I
shall live with my Saviour, who has redeemed me, and bought me with the
price of His most precious blood."
"Oh, how I wish I could go with you to that glorious land," said the
lad. "But I am not fit; I could not be received there, if Jehovah is
the pure and holy Being you say He is."
"You will be fit to go the moment you accept the offers Jesus makes you,
and you are sure to be received there," answered Abela, and once more
she explained to him the simple plan of salvation. "You see, my son,
that you have nothing to do; but all has been done for you, to satisfy
God's justice. You are bought by the blood of Jesus. God makes you a
free gift of salvation. If He required anything in return it would not
be a free gift. If you had anything to pay it would show that the
purchase was not completed by Christ. Now God says that the purchase
was completed on Calvary, and He tells us that eternal salvation is a
free gift; we, therefore, offend God when we want to pay anything to Him
in return, and we dishonour the purchase made by Christ when we fancy
that it is insufficient. Still, after you have become the servant of
Christ, if life is spared you, you will desire to obey Him, and please
Him, and do His will by every means in your power. This will show that
you have a living faith, and that you are really, as you profess to be,
His disciple."
"Oh, I am sure what you say is true," exclaimed Tofa. "Although I
cannot yet understand it all I believe in Jesus, I trust to Him, I will
never never again worship the foolish idols I have till now trusted in.
You must tell me all you have said over and over again, for I wish to
know all I can about Jesus, that should the canoe be overwhelmed by the
sea, I may be ready to go and dwell with Him."
The young Englishman occasionally spoke to us. He was not ignorant of
gospel truth, but, alas, he had long sinned against light and knowledge,
and rejected what he knew in his heart to be true. His merciful
preservation had been the means of changing that heart, he was really
born again, and now the knowledge he possessed seemed to come back to
him. Notwithstanding the fearful danger in which we were placed, his
manner was calm and composed. He did not speak to us as many a brave
worldly man would have done, urging us to keep up our spirits,
expressing a hope that the storm would soon abate, and that we should be
able to return to the land; he observed only, "we must trust in God's
merciful protection; let us remember that we are in His hands."
Maud and I responded to what he said.
"Those days I spent in solitude in the mountains have, indeed, been
precious days to me, Miss Liddiard," he continued. "I felt like the
prodigal son, who had returned to his father, and the bright gleam of
His smile seemed to rest on me. My only regret was, that I had not His
word to apply to, but many precious verses which I had learned as a
child came back to me, and afforded me comfort and consolation, and then
I could pray as I had never prayed before."
I told him that we had been employed in the same way, and that happily
having a Bible we could turn to the sacred page, and draw comfort from
the ever flowing fountain.
Thus the hours of darkness passed away. The canoe, from the lightness
of her construction, rode easily over the seas, driving, as she now was,
directly before the gale, and we were not pitched and tumbled about as
we had been when the wind was on her side, and we were attempting to
steer for the island. When morning dawned the foaming waters were
around us on every side, and we could just distinguish in the far
distance, almost astern, the dim outline of the island which we had
hoped to reach. Had the weather been moderate the canoe men might have
attempted to make their way towards it, but that, was now impossible,
and we continued to drive on, leaving it further and further behind.
Where we were going we could not tell. The natives knew of no islands
in that direction, and I heard them reminding each other of several
canoes which had been blown off the land and had not again been heard
of.
We asked Mr Norton his opinion. He had, he said, during the last day
he was on board examined a chart, and he could afford us but little hope
that we should reach any shore where we might obtain a new mast and sail
and be able to return the way we had come. "There are islands a long
way off; but as the inhabitants, I fear, are savage in the extreme, it
would be dangerous to land amongst them," he added. "Still, though we
speak of the dangers we may have to encounter, let us continue, trusting
firmly that God is watching over us, and though we cannot yet see the
way by which He intends to save us--if such is His good will--He has
nevertheless got it ready, while we on our part are bound to make every
exertion to preserve our lives. As we may not for a considerable time
reach land, I must therefore, in the first place, strongly urge the
people to place themselves on an allowance of food and water. We should
use as little as will suffice to sustain life, that we may the longer be
able to hold out."
I explained what the young Englishman said to Abela; and she and Tofa
spoke to their countrymen, and persuaded them to do as he advised. The
wind had somewhat abated, but as it was still too strong to permit of
our making head against it, we continued to drive on as before. We read
the Bible, and prayed several times during the day, and occasionally
some of the heathen crew came, and, kneeling down near us, listened
while I read.
Abela, although she had not begun her studies till about two years
before this, read very fairly, but she was especially powerful in
prayer, and her whole heart and soul seemed lifted up as she poured
forth her petitions--seldom failing to exclaim, "Lord be merciful to me
a sinner."
The hours passed on, and we felt that an all-powerful hand was
protecting our frail bark from the fury of the seas. When the water
washed into the canoe beneath the platform, it was quickly bailed out
again, and everything was so firmly secured, that in spite of the
tossing and tumbling of the vessel she held as tightly together as at
first.
Another day and another and another passed by, and still the strong wind
prevented us from attempting to return. Many of the heathen crew
appeared to have resigned themselves to their fate, and had it not been
for the influence Abela exerted over them--supported as she was by the
young Englishman and Tofa--I believe that they would quickly have
consumed all the provisions, and have then laid down to die.
We were already feeling the ill effects of the small amount of food we
could venture to eat. The sun too, burst forth, and its burning rays
striking down upon us; we now, in addition to hunger, began to feel the
fearful sufferings of thirst. What must it be should a calm come on!
And although the crew might then use their paddles with effect, their
strength would be gone, and very many days must pass before we could
regain the island from which we had been driven.
Often and often I thought of my poor father. I persuaded myself that he
had certainly remained with Mr Hilton, and that had we arrived in
safety we should have had the happiness of seeing him. Now should he
return to the settlement, what would be his feelings to find it
desolate, and to suppose, as he must, that we had shared the fate of the
other inhabitants.
Our condition was also becoming, humanly speaking, fearful in the
extreme. As I looked at Maud's pale countenance I feared that she could
not long endure such suffering. I was not aware that I looked equally
ill. The young Englishman treated us with the most gentle and constant
attention; he even insisted on our taking a portion of his scanty
allowance of food and water, and when we refused to deprive him of it I
am sure that he took means to add it unseen to our shares. At length
the gale ceased, the canoe no longer tumbled about, and the heat of the
sun's rays--as they shone upon the glass-like surface of the ocean on
which we floated--was intense in the extreme. Abela urged the crew to
get out their paddles, but they answered, as I had expected, "we cannot
live to reach the island, and when our food and water are exhausted, we
will lie down and die. There is nothing else for us to do."