Eva, who had been only languidly attentive, turned quickly. "What?"

Pamela reddened. "Didn't you know it? Didn't Rachel ever tell you about

it?"

"Not a word."

Her visitor felt deliciously guilty; she had not intended to transgress

her husband's injunctions, but, as long as she had inadvertently let

the cat out of the bag, there was a wicked satisfaction in seeing Eva's

amazed incredulity.

"Well, of course I knew it," she said sweetly, nibbling her strawberry,

"it was perfectly easy to see; John's so thoroughly masculine that he

can't hide it; you know men are just like ostriches; they bury their

heads in the sand and think they're completely hidden."

"If it was so obvious, it seems rather strange, doesn't it, that I

never heard anything about it?"

"Well, I suppose of course Rachel didn't reciprocate and so you didn't

notice."

Eva deliberated; she began to suspect that Pamela was watching her.

"No, Rachel didn't reciprocate," she risked at last; "that's certain,

isn't it?"

"Yes, if we take it for granted that we always marry the people we care

for."

Eva blushed,--a blush that spread painfully from brow to chin and

throat,--her eyelids quivered and drooped from Pamela's gaze, she

clasped her hands tightly under the table.

"Don't you think Rachel's too superbly honest to do anything else?" she

asked.

"I think Rachel's perfectly lovely and the dearest girl in the world,

but she looks--oh, Eva, can't you see how wretched she looks?"

"No, I haven't seen it, and she can't be; I won't let her be!" Eva's

face quivered.

"There, now I've made you unhappy!" lamented Pamela, sincerely

distressed and contrite. "I shouldn't have said it, but Rachel does

look so pale, so worn, and you know I do love her."

"You can't love her as I do; she's the dearest thing in the world!

She isn't unhappy: I won't believe it; and this is all nonsense about

Charter. You dreamed it, Pamela!"

"Oh, I only said that he was in love with her!"

"You implied the rest of it!"

"I'm such a romantic idiot; Paul says so."

"I hope people aren't talking about it."

"Oh, no, no!"

Eva sank back in her chair and pressed her hands over her eyes for an

instant. "Why in the world did you want to frighten me so, Pamela?"

"But I didn't. I only went on talking about Rachel when I should

have held my tongue; I didn't mean to worry you, but she does look

wretchedly unwell and--"

"Who does?" said Astry, who had entered as she spoke.

Pamela, in some discomfiture, cast an appealing glance at Eva, but Eva

offered no explanations and she was compelled to rise to the emergency

alone.

"We were talking of Rachel; I think she's feeling the heat," she said

feebly, as Astry shook hands with her.

"Nonsense, it's been quite cool out here and Rachel's never complained

of the weather. Belhaven just told me that she'd refused to go to

Newport."

Pamela looked about for her parasol and gloves; she knew that John

Charter had gone to Newport to visit an aunt.

"I think it's perfectly abominable myself,--I mean the weather," she

said desperately; "we're going to-morrow."

Astry moved easily over to the mantelpiece and began to arrange one

of his Chinese gods. "There'll be an exodus now," he remarked, "since

Congress adjourned yesterday. Massachusetts Avenue is boarded up

already; only the unfashionable will dare to stay in the face of those

shutters. I expect Eva to go to Lenox."

"I'm not going anywhere," she replied quickly; "this is my summer off.

Don't go, Pamela; stay and we'll go over to see Rachel."

But Pamela felt guilty; if she had only skimmed the surface, she had

certainly skimmed it very thoroughly. "I can't stay; think of the

things I've got to do before half-past seven to-morrow morning."

"Nothing half as important as staying to see your friends," said Astry.

But Pamela would not be diverted from her flight, though she stood on

the terrace a moment while she raised her pink parasol and whirled it

slowly around before balancing it over her head.

"If I had a view like this I'd stay too!" she declared.

Eva, standing in the door, looked out over the magnificent prospect

with languid eyes.

"Oh, you'd get tired of it! I sometimes want to paint the dome

sky-blue--as the monkey did his tail."

Disregarding Eva's irreverence, Pamela waved again from the lower

terrace, and then they watched her go down the long road until the

fluttering pink parasol diminished to the size of a new blown peony.

Astry, who had escorted her to the gate, came back slowly and his wife

noticed for the first time that his expression was unusually grave.

In the broad sunshine she saw the crow's-feet about his eyes and the

streak of gray in his hair; he was not handsome, but distinguished, and

he had that indefinable air that is inalienable from a man of his birth

and breeding. As he approached, he took a letter out of his pocket and

Eva's fascinated eyes, following his movements, discovered that the

envelope was small and odiously blue. Her hand tightened its hold on

the white pilaster beside the door and she stood quite still, though a

thrill of panic shot through her with an almost irresistible impulse of

flight. He came up and proffered the letter gravely.

"I think this is yours."

She took it mechanically, coloring again almost as painfully as she

had under Pamela's observation.

"Craggs brought it up with my mail this morning, I hope by mistake, but

there have been others like it and it seemed worth while to tell you."

"I don't see why you keep that man!"

"My dear Eva, the excellent Craggs is invaluable; he knows how to press

my trousers and hold his tongue."

"He creeps about the house like a spy."

Astry turned quickly. "I hope you don't think I employ servants to

watch my wife."

She bit her lip, sudden tears in her eyes.

Her husband's face changed sharply. "At least I deserve fair treatment;

I'm incapable of sinking to such a depth as that."

"You know I dislike the man."

"That's neither here nor there; the question's more vital. Did you

suppose because of what I said to you that night, the night of Rachel's

engagement," his voice halted an instant and then went on, "that I had

set Craggs to watch you?"

Eva leaned heavily against the door with the little blue note crushed

in her hand. "There was nothing else for me to think," she said in a

low voice.

"Good heavens!" exclaimed Astry, "is that what you think of your

husband?"

He turned away and was half-way across the terrace when a new thought

arrested him and he came back.

"I spoke of that note just now to warn you. As I said, several have

been put with my mail, though plainly addressed to you. I have reason

to think that the servants do it purposely. I can assure you that I

have no wish to see them."

Eva tried to answer him, to assure him that the letter was of no

importance, but she could not; her tongue refused to utter the denial

and she remained standing for a while as he had left her, her head

resting against the white pilaster and her eyes closed. He had been

dignified and almost kind and she felt humbled to the dust before his

just anger. She began to be vaguely aware that she had judged him

by a standard too mean for a man of his intellect and strength of

character; she felt that she had given him the right to despise her and

her humiliation strangled her natural impulse to defend herself at his

expense. Besides, there was that letter in her pocket. How many of them

had he seen? She shuddered at the thought of the blue conspicuousness

of that cheap envelope with its over-powering perfume. No one could

mistake one of them, and the servants had been watching them, the

servants who probably knew the hand-writing. That thought thrust out

the other which had clothed Astry in a new aspect.

She made her way into the house and slowly ascended the stairs to her

own room. Her heart was heavy as she closed the door and locked it.

Then she drew the letter out of her pocket, read it, and tore it up

with keen disgust. It was from her former maid, Zélie, and it demanded

five hundred dollars. There had been three of these in a month, and to

each of them Eva had responded with a cheque. But money only increased

the demand for money; it was like casting a piece of paper into a

sucking draught of a furnace,--it was consumed in a twinkling.

Ever since Rachel dismissed the French girl, Eva had been in terror

of her tongue, and then blackmail actually began. At first it was

easy to pay a little, and then a little more; the sense of security

was too sweet to be dear at any price. But security could not be

purchased; a hundred was a mere drop in the bucket, and Zélie could

dictate her terms. She was with Mrs. Billop; Mrs. Billop desired to

know everything, but Zélie had been faithful to Eva, how faithful

Eva could judge, but she was perishing for money, she was the sole

support of aged parents, she must be paid or--she left the rest to

Eva's imagination, and Eva knew Mrs. Billop. She longed extremely to be

rid of Mrs. Billop and Zélie, but money was no longer plentiful; she

had nearly exhausted her own cheque-book and an appeal to Astry was

impossible, since their relations were strained to the breaking-point.

She had borrowed heavily of Rachel, but now even Rachel asked

questions. Of course there was Belhaven, but here some instinct innate

in her blood stayed Eva; she was not sordid and she hated to ask

Belhaven to pay the price of Zélie's silence. Moreover she felt that

Belhaven was slipping away from her; he had honestly kept faith with

Rachel, he had tried to let the past go, and, lately, she had even

felt in his manner, his detached air, his vagrant glances, that he

had ceased altogether to feel her spell, that he was eluding her. He

no longer looked only at her, he no longer felt her presence in the

room; he had grown distant and deeply thoughtful. Clearly she could not

appeal to Belhaven.

Alone in her room Eva went over her accounts, studying them with an

anxiety new to her. She wrote an eager note to one of her father's

trustees suggesting a new investment that would bring greater results;

then she remembered Aunt Drusilla Leven, still in her self-imposed

exile. An appeal to her would, perhaps, avert the danger if Aunt

Drusilla had managed to recuperate financially in the interval.

Meanwhile Eva could only spare two hundred for the cormorant which is

called blackmail. Only two hundred--that made five thousand in five

months. The sum was appalling. Eva rebelled against it, and she rose

and paced the room angrily, her cheeks red. She needed a great deal

of money herself; she was wildly extravagant, and she would have to

curtail her own luxuries for this. It was odious! A servant, a little

French girl, a worthless creature, who was to be feared chiefly because

she would not hesitate to falsify the matter from the beginning to the

end and make a mountain out of a mole-hill! She would not endure it,

and she tore up the cheque and wrote one for fifty and a note to say it

was the last, she had paid enough.

She received no reply to this letter; no word was said, no sign made.

After all, she reflected, she had won the victory; she had only needed

a little courage. What a fool she had been!

Yes, what a fool, but the piper must always be paid.

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